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My Young Life
by Bushlover5 (bushlover5@gmail.com)

***

One male's passage through gay experiences up until 
adult life. (MMMm/b, pre-teen, ped, 1st, oral, anal)

***

The year was 1951 and I was a young boy of seven years 
named Kevin. I had a massive passion for cars and would 
beg a lift from anyone who would give me a ride in their 
car.

We lived in the city in a tenement flat and we had a 
nineteen year old neighbour who lived with his parents 
in the flat opposite us. His name was Bernard, although 
he was always called Bernie. He had a job parking posh 
cars at a nearby theatre. 

He was always kind and friendly to me, and one day he 
asked me if I would like to come with him to watch him 
park the cars and he said he would let me sit in some of 
them. How could I resist. We asked my mother and she 
agreed to allow me to go since Bernie was going to look 
after me because I would be late home as he had to 
remain to release the cars to their owners.

It was so exciting watching Bernie parking the cars, 
some of which were parked in a covered garage area. 
There were the bigger more expensive cars. After the 
curtain up in the theatre, Bernie took me out for a 
fifteen minute drive in one of these large sedans. It 
was fantastic and I felt as if I was in heaven. 

When we got back to the garage he parked it in a far 
corner and then he asked me if I would like to sit in 
the back as if we were the owners. I excitedly agreed. 
What a thrill!

Once in the back, Bernie took out a magazine and started 
looking at the pictures.

"How do you like these pictures Kevin," he said showing 
me the pictures of women with no clothes on apart from 
some scanty underwear. I was mesmerised by them and 
Bernie was rubbing his cock through his trousers.

"Hold my book for a minute," he commanded, and as I took 
the magazine, he unbuttoned his fly and pulled his big 
cock out and started to pump it in his fist.

"Show me the pictures while I wank my cock Kevin," he 
panted. I was amazed at the sight of his big cock and 
the way he was working it. My own little cock was hard 
at the scene that was taking place before me. I was 
excited by all that was happening.

Bernie reached over and took my hand and pulled me 
nearer to him and then placed my small hand on his cock. 
It was hard, and yet soft at the same time, and it was 
hot to the touch.

"Work my cock Kevin. Pump it just like I was doing. Do 
it and I will give you more car rides next time. Kneel 
down in front of me. It will make it easier for you to 
play with my cock."

I did as he asked and used two hands to pump and play 
with his cock. I liked the hot soft feel of it and how 
it could be erect and hard at the same time. Liquid 
seeped from his cock, and when I asked him what it was, 
he told me that it was pre cum which showed how much he 
was enjoying me playing with him.

"Does that mean that I'm doing it right?" I asked.

"Yes kid. You're doing great. Hold on a minute while I 
take my trousers off and you can do it better." He 
removed his trousers and I could see his balls and pubic 
hair quite clearly now. I got back to my task which I 
was enjoying, and as I played with his cock, his face 
was a picture of pure ecstasy. After five minutes of 
this he put his hand behind my head and pulled it 
towards his cock.

"Take it in your mouth Kevin. Suck my cock. I know 
you'll enjoy doing that I'll love it."

I wasn't so sure about this, but I did as he wanted and 
as my mouth came down on him I my tongue out and licked 
the pre cum off the tip of his cock. It tasted nice, so 
I opened my mouth over the head of his cock and with 
some difficulty managed to get the head into my mouth. I 
started to suck on his cock and Bernie leaned back, his 
hand still on my head, as he moaned with pleasure.

"Wank my cock while you suck it Kevin," he said, "I want 
to cum, and I will soon."

I did as he asked and after a short time he became very 
tense and his legs were as stiff as boards.

"I'm going to cum kid. When I'll do; I will shoot cream 
out of my cock. It tastes good and I want you to swallow 
it all down. Okay?

I just nodded as I sucked and wanked his cock. Suddenly 
he raised his arse off the seat pulling my head further 
down onto his cock, and I felt squirt after squirt of 
his cum fill my mouth as I swallowed as fast as I could. 
Some escaped and ran down my chin and onto his pubic 
area. He was right. I loved the taste of his cum.

He lay there panting saying how great a job I had done 
and how this had to be our secret. I agreed. I knew it 
was wrong and my parents or anyone else must never know. 
He asked if I would like to do it again and I said I 
would. I sat up on the seat and he undid my short 
trousers and removed them and my little cock was hard. 
Small, but hard! 

He still had his trousers off and he laid me on the back 
seat face down and lay over me. I could feel his big 
cock at my arse as ne rubbed it between my cheeks. It 
felt good and he became very excited, rubbing my arse 
faster with his hard cock. Soon he stiffened once more 
and then shot a load of cum all over my arse,

"Next time I am going to bring some lubricant with me 
and I am going to fuck your arse properly. How do you 
fancy that Kid?" he asked.

"I don't know, I said. But that felt really nice 
Bernie."

Time was getting on and the theatre was due out soon, so 
Bernie cleaned us and the car up and got back to the 
business of arranging the cars for collection.

Two weeks later I was once again in the back seat of a 
large sedan sucking Bernie's stiff cock and after when 
he came in my mouth I was ready for him and swallowed 
all his cum. I loved the taste of his slightly salty 
tasting cum.

Again he stripped me and this time he tried to get his 
cock into my arse, but my little boy arse was too tight 
and he couldn't manage to penetrate me. Instead, he did 
as before, rubbing his cock between my arse cheeks and 
shooting his load of cum all over my bum.

Bernie's parents get word of a new council house in a 
new development outside the city and they moved within 
two weeks, and I never saw Bernie again. After that I 
would lay in my bed and play with my little cock, and 
although I could not cum yet, it felt really nice.

My next incident happened when I was 10 years old. I was 
cumming down the stairs of the tenement building where 
we lived and ran into a man cumming up the stairs. He 
took hold of my hand telling me what a lovely boy I was 
and asked me to show him the way to the back yard. I 
knew instinctively where this was going and allowed 
myself to be led down the stairs. The back close leading 
to the back yard was very dimly lit and as we entered 
there he stood me against the wall and began to undo my 
trousers. 

My small cock was already hard and as his hand went 
inside my fly and touched my cock, I could feel my belly 
tremble with excitement. He got my cock out playing with 
it gently and my legs felt weak from the thrill of it 
all. He then put his hands between my legs and placed 
them on my bare bum lifting me up until my little hard 
cock was level with his face and then he took my cock 
into his mouth and started sucking me. 

I couldn't believe how wonderful this felt and as he 
sucked my cock, he fingered my tight arse hole. This 
served to make me cum for the first time in my life, and 
although I didn't shoot a lot of cum, the feeling was 
out of this world.

After I shot my load, he put me down and dropped his own 
trousers. He had a lovely cock which must have been six 
or seven inches long and quite fat, His pubic hair was 
long and dark and I immediately ran my hands through his 
man bush. It felt great. His cock was sticking straight 
out and stiff as a board. 

I put both hands round it and started to wank him to the 
sounds of his moans of pleasure. I didn't wait for him 
to ask me, but instead I took his cock in my mouth and 
started sucking and wanking him at the same time. He put 
his hands behind my head and started riding my mouth. I 
couldn't get it all in my mouth without gagging, but I 
did the best I could. He kept muttering.

"Oh fuck, oh fuck. Suck my cock you little bitch. Oh, 
that's fucking great. Take my cock boy." this went on 
for about ten minutes when he then said he was going to 
cum. I took my mouth off his cock and asked him if he 
wanted me to swallow hid cum.

"Fuck yes kid. You've done this before haven't you?"   

I just nodded and took his cock back into my mouth and 
sucked and wanked it like a mad thing. Before long he 
stiffened up and pulled my mouth deeper onto his cock 
until it was at the back of my throat and with a deep 
growl, he shot a huge load down my throat, It came in 
spurt after spurt and was thick and creamy. I managed to 
keep some in my mouth so I could savour the taste of his 
man juice and I washed it around in my mouth for a while 
enjoying its taste before I swallowed the last of it.

When it was over I cleaned his cock with my mouth and 
gave his cock a few more jerks before he put it away. He 
reached into his pocket and gave me a florin (Two 
Shillings) which was a lot of money for a kid in those 
days. He told me that I was the best sex he had had in 
many a long day. I pulled up my trousers and we went on 
our ways before anyone should come and discover us.

When I was 13 years of age we had also moved to a new 
house in a new council estate. One weekend a pal of mine 
from school came to stay for the weekend. We didn't have 
spare beds, so Davey slept in my bed with me. As we lay 
in bed in just our vests, (we didn't use pj's in those 
days) we began to talk about girls and what it would be 
like to touch them and fuck them. Neither of us had done 
any of this yet. We were lying on our backs talking and 
getting aroused by the subject matter and we both began 
to play with our cocks.

"Do you wank a lot Davey?" I asked

"All the time. Sometimes three or four times a day. How 
about you?"

"The same. I love wanking and cumming and I love to see 
the cum run down my hands, and lots of times I will 
taste my own cum." I replied

The next thing I felt was Davey's hand moving over and I 
removed my own hand from my cock so he could feel it. We 
pushed the blankets down so we could see and I took hold 
of his cock. I was quite surprised how small his cock 
was because my cock had grown quite a bit and was a good 
size for a boy my age. We began to wank each other at 
the same time and then I got down and sucked his cock, 
much to his surprise and pleasure. 

He came in my mouth and then he sucked my cock and I 
came in his mouth. I cuddled into his back afterwards 
with my cock between his legs. I woke up during the 
night with a hard on and started to pump my cock between 
his bum cheeks. He responded and I finished up shooting 
my load between his legs. 

Afterwards I gave him another blow job and we slept like 
logs the rest of the night. We did the same the next 
night and we both thoroughly enjoyed our weekend.

The next year. I was fourteen by this time, I went to 
the funeral of a boy who lived round the corner from me 
and who attended the same school as me. He had been 
killed in a road accident and I represented the school 
because I lived close by.

After the funeral we went back to the house for tea and 
sandwiches. The boy's father, Michael started talking to 
me and said how pleased he was that I had come to the 
funeral. He told me that he had been very close to his 
son since his wife had died and there had only been the 
two of them. By the time most people had left I decided 
it was time for me to leave too. As I was leaving he 
asked me if I would do him a favour. He asked if I would 
go to the movies with him two days later. I thought it 
was nice of him to ask, so I agreed.

We met at the bus stop and set out for the pictures. 
Once inside the theatre he picked the back row to sit in 
which didn't seem odd to me at the time. There was no 
one sitting near us and soon after the movie had started 
his hand came over and he laid it on my crotch. I 
thought.

"Fuck me. He wants my cock."

Although it was pretty dark in the theatre, I saw him 
open his fly and then take my hand and put it inside his 
trousers. His cock was out of his underpants and it was 
hot and hard. It felt wonderful and I knew I would be 
sucking cock again sometime soon. I began to wank him 
and as I did, he unbuttoned my trousers and pulled out 
my good sized boy cock and started to pump it gently. 

I wanked his cock hard and it wasn't long before he 
pulled out a handkerchief and shot his load into it. He 
had been really ready for a good wank and had shot his 
load quickly. He continued to fondle and wank my cock 
until I too came all over his hand. He licked the cum 
off his hand before drying it with another hanky.

He asked me if I would like to come home with him and I 
agreed, so we left the pictures early. We arrived at his 
house and once inside he put his arms around me and 
cuddled me. He led me to his bedroom and started to 
undress me. 

Once I was naked, he told me to lay on the bed. He 
removed his own clothes and his underpants were still 
wet from the cum seeping from his bulging cock. He 
removed them and his beautiful cock sprung out pointing 
to the sky. He lay on the bed beside me and kissed me 
full on the mouth and his hand grasped my erection and 
started to glide up and down on it slowly.

"I want you to suck my cock Kevin. Have you ever sucked 
cock before?" he enquired.

"Yes I have Michael and I would love to suck your big 
cock." I replied

I moved down the bed as Michael turned fully onto his 
back. I took his cock in my hand and lovingly caresses 
it beginning to pump his dick slowly at first and then a 
bit quicker. He moaned in ecstasy as I worked his hard 
dick. I leaned into it and took his tool into my mouth 
making him moan and groan louder with the pleasure I was 
giving him. He started to raise his hips, pumping his 
cock in and out of my welcoming mouth. 

I licked around the head of his cock tasting his pre cum 
on my tongue and I worked his cock feverishly until at 
last he filled my mouth with his cum. Some of it leaked 
from my mouth and ran down the sides of his cock and 
into his bushy pubic hair. I licked his cock clean and 
licked through his pubic hair too. 

Afterwards he lay me on my back and sucked my meat till 
I also came in his mouth. He swallowed it all down and 
kissed me on the mouth again and I could taste my cum on 
his lips.

We lay cuddling each other for some time after that and 
we both caressed each other's bodies as we lay there. 
Soon both of our cocks were erect again and he told me 
to lie face down and he got up and placed two pillows 
under my groin, raising my bum higher. 

He took a tin of Vaseline from a bedside cabinet drawer, 
and opening the tin he took a good quantity of the gel 
on his middle finger, knelt beside me on the bed and 
proceeded to rub it on my bum hole. As he did so, his 
finger slipped easily into my arse opening. It felt 
strangely nice although a bit uncomfortable at the same 
time. 

He began to work his finger in and out of my bum and it 
began to move quite easily in me with the aid of the 
gel. He withdrew his finger asking me how it felt for 
me. I said it was quite nice and that he should 
continue. This time he dipped two fingers into the 
Vaseline getting a good dollop on both fingers and first 
pushed his middle finger slowly into my arse until it 
was past the second knuckle. 

He worked it in and out and the feeling was beginning to 
feel really nice and I was getting horny as fuck. He 
then pulled out his finger and reinserted it accompanied 
by his index finger. This really stretched my hole, but 
with all the lubrication it was still nice. After he had 
worked his fingers in me for a while, I was about to cum 
again when he pulled his fingers out and got another 
dollop of Vaseline and lubricated his cock from top to 
bottom.

He spread my legs wide and got between them and laid 
over my body while he supported his weight on one hand. 
With his other hand he aimed his cock at my brown hole 
and I could feel the head of his cock against my butt 
hole. He pushed forward and as I raised my bum the head 
of his dick slipped inside my arse. 

He took his time and slowly and gently he eased his cock 
into my well greased arse. It took a while, but 
eventually I could feel his balls resting against my bum 
cheeks. He was supporting his weight on his elbows and 
was kissing my neck. He kept his rod still in my arse to 
allow me o get used to it. He kept whispering how 
wonderful it felt and how he needed to fuck my arse.

"How does it feel for you Kevin. Do you like having my 
prick deep in your arse?"

I had to admit that I liked it and said so. Soon he 
started to move slowly in and out, which felt great. My 
cock was rock hard all this time and my cum was leaking 
out over the bed clothes. I told him this and he said 
not to worry about that and if I wanted to shoot my load 
on the bed, I should just go ahead and do so. I felt him 
pulling his cock out and asked why he was doing that. He 
told me not to worry and that he was just going to lube 
his prick some more.

He greased his cock again and then resumed the position 
and this time his cock just slid easily into my open 
arse hole. He began to pump in and out of my butt slowly 
at first and then he began to speed up as the excitement 
overtook him. I couldn't hold out any longer and pumped 
a load of cum all over the bedclothes. As my orgasm came 
I stiffened and my arse hole clamped on Michael's cock 
and he couldn't hold back. He pumped ribbon after ribbon 
of hot cum deep into my rectum. 

The feeling was amazing and made my own orgasm go on 
longer than it usually would. He was groaning with the 
sheer pleasure he was experiencing and kept pumping in 
and out of my hole for a while after the seed had 
finished ejecting from the peehole of his prick. When 
his cock finally softened, he withdrew it from my cum 
filled hole. He rolled off me and I turned over onto my 
back with the cum leaking from my arse hole. 

After a while I fucked him in his arsehole filling him 
with my spunk. Later as we talked I asked him if he had 
fucked his son before he died. He told me that his son 
was only eight when his wife died, and after her death 
his son would crawl into his bed, and it became the norm 
for him to sleep with his dad. 

Six months after his wife died, he started playing with 
his son and by the time he was eleven years of age he 
was fucking him. He asked me how many I had been with 
and I told him. Michael and I fucked for a year after 
that until he had a heart attack and died.

At seventeen years old I began to work with Mark who was 
twenty three. We got on great and I never thought about 
the age difference. Mark had been in the Air Force for 
national service and was glad to be a civilian again. We 
started to hang out together and I was invited to his 
mother's house for dinner. They were nice people. He had 
a brother who was away at university so I only met him 
once. 

One weekend Mark invited me to his parents place for the 
weekend. I agreed, but when I arrived I discovered that 
his parents were away for a long weekend visiting family 
up north. We went to the movies and then back to his 
place. We had supper and then it was bed time. He said 
he hoped I didn't mind if we used his parents double bed 
as this would save him changing two beds later. I said 
that was fine and we got into bed. Mark wore pj's, but 
as usual I wore just underpants and vest.

I was soon fast asleep, but I woke up and I had a hard 
on. My underpants were gone although I never felt them 
being removed, and Mark had my cock in his hand and his 
cock at my back door. I lifted my leg so that his cock 
could get access and I could feel that he had lubricated 
his cock. I pushed back on his cock as he applied 
pressure forward and his cock slid into my waiting arse. 
All that could be heard was our heavy breathing as he 
sank deeper into my hole.

"Fuck my arse. Shove your prick deep in my boy cunt." I 
groaned.

He did just that and soon he was in a steady rhythm 
pumping his not overly large cock in and out of my hot 
arse hole. He pumped me hard and fast and soon he was 
filling my bum with his hot slimy seed. As soon as he 
was done I turned over and told him to get on his hands 
and knees. He did so very willingly and I got up behind 
him and stuck two fingers up his hole. I withdrew them 
licked his arse hole and aimed my now quite substantial 
cock at that darker hole.

With one thrust I pushed my cock deep into his rectum. 
He gave a moan as I started to fuck his arse for all I 
was worth. I leaned over his back and reached under him 
and took hold of his cock and began wanking him as I 
fucked him.

His hole was hot and silky, but he had been fucked many 
times in the past. I jerked his cock hard and fast and 
soon he shot his load again all over his parent's bed 
and with the tightening of his arse hole I came with a 
great big load of roasting hot sperm. He told me later 
that his dad had fucked him regular as a boy but was 
unable to get a hard on now. He became an officer's 
plaything in the Air Force as three officers used him 
for sex on a regular basis to which he didn't have any 
problem.

We went on holiday to an Aunt of his and we were in the 
next bedroom to them. We could hear them fucking at 
night, so we fucked each other to the sound of her 
screams and moans.

When I stayed at his house when his parents were there 
we would use just one of the single beds in that room so 
we could fuck. His parents obviously knew what was going 
on. It ended when I was called up for national service 
in the army. When I came out I met a girl and married 
and had a daughter. I went to see Mark once after I had 
been married about four years. 

When he opened the door he was surprised to see me. His 
parents were both dead now and he lived alone. We sat in 
the living room on the sofa talking and I could see he 
had a hard on. I reached over and pulled down the zip on 
his fly and pulled out his cock. We ended up fucking 
each other on the floor and then on the bed.

That was the last time I saw him and it was my last gay 
experience although I often think about it.

END

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