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My First Time
By Anonymous (address withheld)

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I discovered sex at age 11. by the time I was 12 I was having sex 
with my mothers boyfriend. (Mg, ped, 1st)

***

My name is Lucy and I discovered sex at age 11 when I saw a couple 
dogs having sex. I couldn't get it out of my head and started 
doing research. I found all the sex information I could handle on 
the internet. I also found I was masturbating four times a day. 
But it just wasn't enough.

I wanted the real thing. All I could think about was having a mans 
penis inside of me. Although I wanted to have sex I didn't. It 
wasn't because I was scared. It was because I didn't want to have 
sex with someone my age or even close to my age. I wanted it to be 
with an older experienced man who knew what he was doing.

Just before my 12th birthday my mother started dating a guy named 
John. I have to admit he was hot and I liked him. It wasn't long 
before he moved in with us. I suppose he moved in so fast because 
my mom was lonely. It was fine with me because I thought I might 
finally have my candidate to educate me about sex.

My mother worked mostly nights at the hospital and this gave John 
and I a lot of time alone together. At first I acted like the 
innocent little girl. He would take me places with him and I would 
hold his hand like we were boyfriend girlfriend. Anyone who saw us 
thought he was my dad. It always pissed me off that people 
automatically thought that.

I would hear John and my mom having sex whenever she was home at 
night. I'm sure they thought I was sleeping but I wasn't. I had to 
know what he was like in bed so I snuck to my moms bedroom and 
watched. It was all I thought it would be as I watched John fuck 
my mom. He was good and his dick seemed nice. I went to my bedroom 
and masturbated. I had the best orgasm ever thinking about Johns 
dick.

I waited for my opportunity and it finally came. One night when my 
mom was at work and there was a violent thunder storm. I decided 
to play the scared little girl role and weasel my way into bed 
with John because I was "scared."

At first he was hesitant. I guess he thought just being in bed 
with a girl my age would make him a pedophile. After some coaxing 
I got in bed with him. 

It was almost morning when John woke up to me stroking his hard 
cock. 
"What the hell are you doing!?" John yelled at me.

"What does it look like?" I said.

"What's wrong with you? You can't do that!" John said as he jumped 
out of bed.

"Don't you like it?" I asked.

"Your 12 Lucy. I'm 30."

"So what. There just numbers."

"Yeah so is 30 years in prison. What do you think your mom would 
say?"

"My mom won't say shit. But what do you think she will say to us 
being in bed together. I videotaped us in bed together."

"No you didn't. You're lying, besides we didn't do anything."

"You just stick to that story, Im sure my mom will believe you." I 
said as I got out of bed.

I knew I had his attention now. I really did tape us in bed 
together for about four hours. I even got him with his arm around 
me. I didn't say anything to my mom. I figured I would let him 
sweat it out a bit. My mom came home about an hour later talking 
about the storm. John was a little nervous but said nothing.

That night I was in bed long before John came home. I guess he 
figured I would be sleeping already. I wasn't. He went straight to 
bed and I got up and went to my moms bedroom.

"You thought I would be sleeping didn't you?"

"What do you want from me Lucy?"

"I think you know what I want John."

"Its not gonna happen Lucy your 12."

"Your gonna fuck me or I'm telling my mom you've been molesting 
me."

"You crazy little bitch!"

"Come on John admit it. "You want this tight virgin pussy."

"I don't want to go to prison."

"You can use a condom," I said as I got into bed with him.

I got under the blankets and reached under his jogging pants to 
stroke his dick. It was already hard as a rock.

"I can't do this Lucy."

"I hear you saying it but your dick is saying something else."

I continued stroking his dick and slowly worked his jogging pants 
off. I went down on him and started sucking his nice dick.

"You'll have to tell me what to do."

"Use your tongue more. Oooohhh yeah like that."

I sucked his dick for a while getting him going real good until I 
had him hot enough that he wanted to fuck me. I pealed off my 
clothes showing him my bald pussy and my little budding tits.

"Do you like what you see? Do you want to fuck me?"

"Fuck yeah I do." 

He grabbed my petite body and threw me down on the bed. He held 
himself up above me.

"You want to get fucked? Well your gonna get fucked real good 
tonight!"

He reached down grabbing his cock and guided it to my virgin 
pussy. I felt it at the entrance. I had waited for this for so 
long. His cock started to penetrate me. I could feel the pressure 
on my hymen.

"God damn your tight!"

"Push it all the way in John."

He did. The pain was intense for a moment as his dick split my 
pussy. Pushing into me as he stretched my pussy out around his 
dick.

"Ow, ow, ow, oooohhhh Oh my god!"

It felt so good. I looked down thinking he was all the way inside 
of me. I was wrong. His dick was about halfway in.

"Do you want it all the way?"

"Yes." "Just fuck me!"   

He did as I commanded and shoved his dick all the way into me. I 
thought it was going to go through my throat it went in so deep. 
He started pumping at my pussy vigorously. All I could do was lay 
back and take the pummeling he was giving my virgin pussy.

"Oh oh oh! "Yeah fuck me John! Ram it in me!"

Once again he did what I instructed and started ramming his dick 
all the way in me just as hard as he could. My hips started to 
shake as I started having the most intense orgasm I ever had. Then 
I felt his dick start to swell up. I knew he was gonna cum. As bad 
as I wanted to feel him cum in me I didn't let him. He pulled out 
and nut all over my stomach. He then collapsed lying next to me.

"that wasn't so bad now was it John?"

"It was fuckin amazing! It felt so good."

We laid there a while next to each other for a while talking. I 
assured him I wouldn't tell anyone about this. Why would I?. I 
didn't want this to end and I wanted something else but that was 
just a part of the plan.

The next night I came into my moms bedroom again. Of course John 
said he didn't want any part of it anymore. Until I threatened him 
again.

"You don't want to fuck me? What do you think the police would 
say."

A worried look came across his face. "You wouldn't."

"If were not fuckin in the next five minutes I will And they'll 
believe me."

I thought he was going to cry right there until I snapped him into 
shape.

"Come on lets go," I said as I took my clothes off.

He took his clothes off and lay in bed. I started to work his dick 
until it was hard and he was moaning.

"Threes going to be a couple different things that's going to 
happen this time. First off were going to do it doggy style. 
Second you're gonna nut in me because I want to get pregnant."

"If I..." He started to protest but he knew I had him by the 
balls. There was nothing he could do but submit to my will. He was 
mine.

I got on the bed on all fours. He got behind me and started to 
enter my pussy again. I couldn't believe it but the pressure was 
greater than before stretching my pussy to the limit as he thrust 
into me with a frenzy. Ramming me hard.

"You want to get pregnant bitch? Here you go."

I felt his cock swell as the first spurt of cum shot into me. It 
was like liquid lave shooting into me. Spurt after spurt. He shot 
enough into me that it leaked out of my tiny pussy. He pulled out 
of me and collapsed on the bed. I stayed on all fours for a while 
to make sure the sperm made it to my ovaries.

It wasn't long before I got pregnant. We didn't say anything to my 
mother. I told her I didn't know who the dad was. I'm 19 now with 
another kid and John has moved on. I still have sex with older men 
but nothing will compare to the times with John.