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My Awakening - 1 (MF)
by Ann (qzpx74e@prodigy.com)
My hand shook as I took the phone from John. The strong scent of
my sex filled my head as the wet mouth piece of the phone touched my
chin. My mind whirled in high speed. "Was I ready for this?" "Would
Jan reject me?" "What if it happens and I like it too much?" "What
would happen to my marriage then???"
"H-h-he-e-ello...eh-hemm..." I tried to clear my throat as my
voice caught. "Jan?....Hi!"
John's eyes never left mine and I felt my face burning red in a
deep blush. I felt so alive, and yet so embarrassed because of what I
was feeling. I jumped when I felt his hand caressing my thigh,
shivers of pleasure flowing through my body. I wondered what Jan's
touch would feel like.
"What?......oh...that was nothing Jan, John just startled
me....yes...he's still right here next to me.....Are you ok?.....you
sound, well you sound upset Jan......Yes?....ok...yes, that would be
wonderful honey....7 o'clock is fine.....ok then, I'll see you then."
Hanging up the phone, my hands shaking like crazy, I looked back
at John. "She's coming over tonight....uh...alone. Chad is gone and
she's going to leave the baby with her mother all night. She sounded
upset. I think Chad left on his trip without....well...uh...let's just
say she's very frustrated I think."
John took my shaking hand, kissed it softly, and while looking
deep into my eyes, said, "If tonight feels right Ann, I won't stop you.
In fact I insist on it. You need this and you have needed it for
years."
"Oh John....I-I-I don't know what to say," I fell into his arms
with tears running down my cheeks, "I love you so much, I don't know
what I'd do without you!"
"Ann honey, you won't ever have to find that out."
"You are right though," I whispered to him in a husky voice, "I
think I do need this....very much."
I went on to tell him what I should have told him long ago.
About how, when I was younger, I had began to discover these desires,
and how on that one day, I had decided to bury them inside myself
because they were bad, or so my friends made me think. We cuddled on
the couch just talking quietly for long time about our relationship and
how this would change things...we both hoped...for the better. I know
I was beginning to feel better than I have felt in years having told
John my deep dark secret. He helped me see that it wasn't "dirty" for
me to want this, and that he would love me just as much, if not more
afterwards.
The rest of the day was a blur to me. I know we went shopping,
and I know I bought a new outfit for that night. John even helped me
select some special lingerie for me to wear. For the life of me, I
can't remember much of that afternoon. I was scared....nervous...and
tingly excited all at once. John made sure I wouldn't chicken out, by
talking about Jan, her coming over tonight, and my attractions to women
that he had evidently noticed long ago. I found out he suspected I
had these feelings even before we were married, but he never knew how
to discuss it with me. Once we had moved from my hometown, he became
certain of his suspicions, just by watching me open up. Never knowing
the right thing to say about it, he tried in his own way to let me know
it was ok with him. That was when the games we played in picking out
cute girls had started. I had no idea he had known...there was no way
I could have, when I hadn't even let myself accept it.
By late afternoon John was getting hungry. My appetite wasn't
very strong. Butterflies were churning in my stomach, I was so nervous
and scared. He decided he'd grill some burgers and I told him that
was fine with me. While he fixed dinner, I took a long hot bath,
letting the hot water and steamy air relax me and soothe my nervous
tummy. My thoughts drifted to tonight. How would I approach Jan?
What would I do to her if she showed interest? I had never made love
to a woman before, would I be "good?" I felt a strong urge to touch
myself, to give myself pleasure, but I wanted to save all my passion
for tonight. I had no idea I would even go through with it, but I
wanted to be 100% ready in case I didn't chicken out. While drying
myself in front of the full length mirror, I looked at my body. Not
as good as 10 years ago, but not bad either. I lifted my breasts
higher wishing they hadn't lost some of their firmness. "What if Jan
doesn't like them?" I knew her body looked to be in a lot firmer
condition than mine was. I had never seen her naked, but she's been
over in her bikini many times. John walked in from the bedroom while I
was still looking at myself in the mirror.
"Ann, you look beautiful! Don't worry dear, Jan will think so
too! Trust me, I've seen her looking at you when you didn't know
it....I'd have to say it was almost with the same hunger that you have
in your eyes."
"Really?!? Do you really think so honey?"
"Believe me Ann, she'd be crazy not to want you like I do right
now," he answered as he wrapped his arms around my tummy and bit my
neck gently.
I blushed deeply at the thought and tried to pull
away....."mmmmm....Now dear, you behave!" I said, swatting him with my
towel, "I need to get ready, so we can eat before she gets
here....and.....I....and..."
"And what...?"
"I...uh...welll.....I want to save myself for her tonight." I
had found it so hard to say to my husband that I wanted to be ready for
another woman. But once said, I felt my heart beat faster.
"What better way to bring up the subject of sex than to have her
catch us making love when she walks in?"
I felt his fingers caressing over mine as I held my breasts, the
thought of feeling his hard cock deep in my pussy was definitely
tempting. Closing my eyes and leaning back against his chest, I
sighed, "But John, if...and I mean IF, it happens tonight, I want it to
be so special for all three of us." Reluctantly taking his hands from
my breasts and opening my eyes, I continued, "I want you so bad right
now, but I want to be on this sexual edge when she's here, ok honey?"
"I understand Ann, can't blame a guy for trying, can you?" he
asked with a wink and a smile.
With a final bite on my neck, John left the bathroom and went to
finish dinner. I hurried about, putting on my make-up and trying on my
new lingerie in front of the mirror. I looked at my reflection and
felt very pleased with what I saw. My new teddy fit just a little
tight...perfect!! It was black lace and very low cut. I could see my
hardened nipples barely covered and poking up through the lacy cover of
the underwire cups. Leaning forward, I saw my breasts formed a
perfect, rounded cleavage and I felt a thrill pass through me when I
thought of Jan looking at that view, and wondered if it would have the
desired effect on her. Turning sideways, I could see my hips outlined
in the french cut, scalloped lace of the teddy. Brushing my hands over
them with a sigh, I wished I could make them a bit smaller, but they'll
have to do! I could see soft little tufts of my blonde bush poking out
from the narrow band of lace that covered my aroused pussy. Looking
closer, I could even see my swollen lips through the material!! While
being a darker shade of blonde than the hair on my head, it was still
light and delicate looking. Jan knew I was blonde down there too, but
she had never seen me. I thought of the hundreds of times I had wanted
to accidentally let her see me while we modeled new clothes for each
other. I was so nervous!! Would she like it? Would it excite her?
My hands caressed up my sides as I once again fought the temptation to
please myself. I could even catch the faint scent of my sex! If
nothing else, John and I would have GREAT sex after Jan left...I knew
that! John brought me back down to earth with yell that dinner was
served! I threw on a skimpy robe and dashed out to eat what I could.
During our dinner, my attention was on a thousand things at
once....trying to eat, watching the time, worrying about tonight, what
outfit should I wear, what jewelry would go best with what
outfit...just a million things playing through my mind. John's eyes
sparkled as he watched me, knowing that I was excited and psyched about
the possibility of what might happen tonight. I ate as much as I felt
I could, which wasn't much. I could feel John watching me. I felt
like a school girl all over again getting ready for a first date. I
had a constant blush on my cheeks from being embarrassed about my
feelings. Here I was, a married woman, getting ready to seduce someone
else....another woman no less! And my husband not only knew, he
approved of it and encouraged me! The time was getting close, and I
excused myself from the table to go get dressed...all the while hoping
I wouldn't stay dressed for long.
I decided on my favorite jumper over my new skirt and blouse we
had bought that afternoon. The skirt was so short, I wanted to look
good for Jan, not slutty, not this time anyway. My cotton jumper was a
deep red and buttoned up the front, from the crotch to the neckline.
The legs were very short and I left the top unbuttoned down to between
my breasts....showing off my cleavage and my teddy when I bent over.
Picking out my favorite necklace, a heart shaped pendant that John had
given me on Valentine's Day, I fastened it around my neck and was
pleased to see it rest between the swell of my breasts. I opened the
locket to look at the tiny red heart John had cut out from some red
paper. He had written "I love U" in tiny letters. I wanted that
around my neck tonight, and when he saw it there, he would know that he
is part of me and part of what will happen tonight, no matter what.
Picking out my small diamond earrings, I surveyed the look in my mirror
with a critical eye. My heart beat faster as I realized that I really
looked like I felt...sexy!!! I finished my outfit with a pair
of open toed sandals so my red painted toes would show. Looking at the
clock, I was amazed to see it was five till seven! I had made it!
Ready in time! John would be surprised.
I left our bedroom to get his opinion on my outfit. Stepping
into the kitchen while he was bent over the dishwasher, I cleared my
throat...feeling that blush rising in my cheeks once again.
"Oh my god!!!" He exclaimed, almost dropping a dish, "You look
gorgeous honey!"
"You think?" I said teasingly while I spun in front of
him....knowing that my bottom cheeks would be peeking out of my jumper.
"If it wasn't almost seven right now, I'd take you myself right
here in the kitchen Ann!"
"I'd let you too dear!.....But Jan will be here any minute!
Remember now darling, she's upset, so we're are going to need to talk
first. I'm scared...and very nervous, and I'll feel better knowing
you're here. I want you with me to start with, but I'll have to see
what she says about that, ok?"
"I'll go shower and change so you'll be alone when she gets here,
then you can just give me a sign or something as to what you two want."
It was at that moment my heart stopped!!! The doorbell rang and
I knew it was her. She was always right on time, and always making fun
of having to wait on me to get ready....not tonight. I pecked my
husband on the cheek and with a deep breath, went to open the
door....to my new life.
"Jan!! Come in dear!"
I don't know how I ever got the words out, because when I saw
her, my mouth got so dry, my hands started shaking, and my pussy
quivered more than I would have thought possible making it difficult
for me to even stand up. Her brunette hair was hanging sexily around
her shoulders. She was dressed in a tight fitting white blouse. I
hadn't seen that one before. I would have remembered it! I could see
a red satin bra holding her sexy breasts through the blouse. I could
even see her pointed nipples trying to get out! Her top was knotted
below her breasts, showing off her flat tummy and drawing my eyes
lower. The shorts she had on were familiar. I had commented on them
just last week saying how they had made her look so slutty and sexy and
how no guy could resist her in them! They were very tight and split up
both legs almost to her belt. Her red satin panties could be seen
through the splits when she walked into the room and I shut the door.
Oh god.. I wanted her now more than ever before!
We hugged. We always hug when we get together. But not like
this, this time it was different. I don't know if I was imagining it
or not, but I felt her hold me tighter...a little longer. Our breasts
pressed together and all I could think of was how that would feel if we
were naked. My blush deepened and I quickly broke the hug trying to
hide my embarrassment. Taking her hand, I led her to our front room.
As she sat down on one end of the couch, she looked around and asked
about John. I told her that he was taking a shower and he wouldn't be
a bother to us....unless we wanted him to be. Jan sat on the edge of
the couch and reclined back, propping her shapely legs up on our coffee
table. My eyes followed the curve of her thigh up to her shorts, my
tongue licking my lips before I realized it when I saw the red satin of
her panties again. When I looked up into her eyes, I blushed deeply
again, because she was watching my eyes the entire time and must have
seen my reaction to her. I had no idea where to begin, and was scared
to go too far too soon. Not wanting to destroy our friendship if she
rejected me, I didn't know what to say.
I sat on the opposite end of the couch turned towards her with
one leg resting on the soft cushion and the other on the coffee table.
I could feel my pussy tingling and knew that I must be soaked! If she
looked, Jan would be able to see that a wet spot was forming on my red
jumper. Blushing anew, I knew that she had to be able to smell my
scent, it was very strong now. She broke the uneasy silence by talking
about her husband again. These sessions always turned into Chad
bashing. John and I have always felt he was no good for her, and I
suspected that it was something with him that had upset her today. I
heard our shower shut off in the back of the house and knew that right
now John was naked....I bet his cock was hard and bobbing in front of
him as he wondered what was going on out here.
"Jan, would you mind if John sat with us for a bit while we
talked?"
"Oh Ann...I-I-I don't know...we .....welll we sometimes get kind
of personal and I-I don't know if I'd be comfortable talking about my
sex life with John in the room."
"Ok hon. I'll tell you what....Let's just invite him out for a
drink or two so he won't feel left out, then we'll go outside and talk
privately. How's that?"
"Ok...that sounds fine with me." As Jan answered I watched her
squirm on the couch as she tried to cover herself. I knew she must be
thinking she was dressed too revealing for John being around.
"Don't be silly Jan, John won't mind if we show a little skin,"
I said with a wink. "He's always been infatuated with you anyway, you
might as well give him a thrill."
"Really? He's attracted to me? And you don't mind?" She asked
with a blush of her own forming.
Knowing this was my first opportunity, and feeling my heart in my
throat, I stammered, "W-w-well Jan dear, his taste in women is
excellent and I can't fault him when he's right. You are a very sexy
woman!" I couldn't believe I actually said it. What would she say? I
couldn't breath and I knew my blush was very strong.
She didn't answer for the longest time...actually probably about
five seconds, but to me it was an eternity. My hands were shaking and
I couldn't look her in the eye.
"Oh Ann!" she exclaimed, "You two are such good friends." Her
hand touched my out-stretched leg and I felt the electric shock of
pleasure shoot through me. My head was spinning and I could barely
hear what she was saying. "And I want you to know that I think you are
very sexy too Ann." She had continued on, apparently unaware of the
affect her touch was having on me, speaking softly in a sultry voice,
"But...apparently Chad doesn't agree with you and John. HE barely
acknowledged my existence before he left, and I was dressed just like
this!!" She left her hand resting lightly on my thigh! Was she
sending me a signal??? Or was it an accident???
"You're kidding right?!? Jan, I don't see how he could have
stopped from pouncing your sexy body the moment he saw you! ...." I
wanted to add that I know that because I was having an extremely hard
time stopping myself from doing that exact same thing, but I couldn't
get the words out. Instead I let my hand rest on hers without saying
anything, silently acknowledging that she was touching me and I liked
it. I could feel her eyes looking at me, but I couldn't look up. My
cheeks were burning with blush, and I knew that now I had crossed the
line. If she was like my old friends back in Indiana, I was going to
be rejected badly. Her hand squeezed my thigh softly, and my heart
swooned. I had started to look up into her eyes again, when we heard
the bedroom door open.
I don't know why, but I jerked my hand up from hers, my heart
racing. She left her soft hand resting on my thigh, and to me, that
was answer enough. I shook internally as a tiny orgasm washed over me.
My eyes closed and I sighed softly. I had NEVER had an orgasm from
just thinking something!! Opening my eyes, I saw Jan looking down at
my lap. I could feel what she saw...I was soaked! And my scent!!! Oh
my!! I could smell my sex in the air!! She looked up to my eyes with
a smile on her lips. I must have been blushing like mad! I couldn't
say a word, my mouth was like a desert...boy did I need a drink!!! Jan
was aware of my predicament, and helped out.
John!" She called out, "Can you fix us a couple drinks please?"
"Sure Jan," I heard him answer as he came up the hall, "the
usual?"
"Yes, I'd like that, thank you....oh...and one for yourself
too."
"Great! Thanks!"
I never even looked his direction. I was looking into Jan's
beautiful eyes and feeling her longing for me. Oh god!! It was going
to happen. Up until that moment, I had had my doubts. Finally able to
speak, I thanked her for helping me out. We could hear John whistling
in the kitchen as he made our drinks. I know he was as excited now as
I was....especially after seeing Jan's hand resting on my thigh and our
apparent arousal as we looked into each others eyes when he walked
through. He strolled in carrying three drinks with a twinkle in his
eye.
He handed Jan her drink, which she took with her other hand,
leaving her left one on my leg. I could feel gentle caresses as her
hand barely moved...the tingles traveling directly to my swollen pussy.
Taking my drink, I downed about the entire thing before setting the
glass down on the coffee table. John chuckled as he prodded me down
the couch so he could sit next to me, forcing me to sit closer to Jan.
I could see him test the air with a sniff, smelling my scent, and
watched his bulge grow bigger. Sitting this close to Jan, I could feel
the heat coming from her body. As I slid next to her, I turned and
moved both of my legs to the coffee table. She pulled on my thigh to
help pull me close and, again, left her hand resting on me. All this
moving around had caused her hand to slip to my inner thigh, where she
knows I am VERY sensitive. That was one advantage of our being such
close friends, we share every intimate detail about our lives with each
other. I decided it was time I made my intentions as clear to her as
she was making hers clear to me, so I lifted a shaky hand and caressed
her shapely leg softly, then let it rest on her thigh. My fingers...oh
god...I could feel the heat....my fingers were caressing her inner
thigh just a scant few inches from her pussy. I could feel her body
quivering from my touch! We both could feel what was happening between
us, we both wanted it...at least at that time I thought we did, and we
both needed time to relax, and keep our nerve. Looking at Jan, I
thought she appeared very calm and in control of her emotions. What I
found out later was that she was as terrified and as excited as I was.
We sat with our hands lightly caressing each other for forty-five
minutes!! Neither of us wanting to break the spell, and apparently
neither of us brave enough to make the next move. We finished our
first drinks in no time, and John went to make more. Jan and I sat in
an uncomfortable silence while he was gone. Here we were, best friends
that could never stop talking whenever we got together, sitting on the
verge of a first sexual experience for us both, and neither of us
knowing what to say about it. John returned and he picked up the
conversation where we had left off, helping us to ignore the passion a
little while longer. The alcohol was having it's effect on all of us
and Jan soon started to talk about her marriage again....and her lack
of sex life. John became very quiet, letting us talk like he wasn't
there. He knew that we soon would begin talking about her sex life.
I've always told him what we talk about, and Jan knew that John and I
share everything so I wasn't ever betraying a confidence. Soon our
second drinks were empty and I got up to refill them. I bent over
in front of Jan to take her glass and she got an excellent view of my
breasts and my hard, aching nipples! I could see her smile and the
hunger forming in her eyes. As I left the room, I could hear her and
John starting to talk. I about dropped the glasses in my hands when I
heard him telling her that we understood her frustrations and we
sympathized with her. He went on to tell her she would always be
welcome in our home, any time she needed ANYTHING. I knew exactly what
he meant, but would Jan?....he was offering us both to her for sex! He
always had this way of coming right to the point! My heart was beating
so fast when the kitchen door swung shut. I paused with my shoulder
pushing the door open just a crack...I HAD to hear her response.
Darn!!! I could hear her voice, but she as talking too quiet for me to
understand what she had said. My whole body shook with pent up desire
as I turned away from the door and let it shut.
Making three drinks as fast as I could with my shaking hands, I
quickly went back out into the livingroom. John was standing up at our
stereo putting on some music, and I saw Jan watching him. She hadn't
heard me come into the room and didn't know that I was watching her. I
saw such a look of lust in her eyes as she looked at my husband. He
was wearing a pair of tight shorts and a T-shirt. His bulge was
clearly visible as he stood there selecting a CD. I felt a terrible
pang in the pit of my stomach. Was that how John had felt when he
walked through the room earlier and saw our hands on each other? I
wasn't jealous that she looked at him that way, it was just that I
wanted her so bad. Was she more interested in him than me? All this
went through my mind before I had gotten across the room.
"Here we go..." I sang out as I brought the drink to the table.
Jan jumped slightly, being startled by my appearance. She looked
right into my eyes as I handed her a drink. My heart melted when I saw
her passion light up and I knew that she still wanted me. Our hands
touched as she took the glass and I think we both felt the fire between
us. I made sure I bent low before sitting down next to her again. I
could feel her eyes devouring my breasts and I felt such a thrill of
pleasure showing off my body to her in this way. I sat close to her,
this time with no prodding, and our legs touching. My body was
becoming so...so turned on, so alive. Every touch, every smell, every
sight seamed to be pulsing through my body directly to my clitty. I
could see that her nipples were so hard...so big! They must be aching
to be touched...licked...sucked. John sat back down next to me and the
three of us were quiet. Sexual tension was VERY strong in the air, not
to mention my scent. John and I had seen so many movies and read so
many stories where couples get together and sex just happens. Being in
that situation, I found it wasn't as easy as it looked! I felt awkward
and...yes, scared still. I mean, I was going to be doing something
that I had been taught my whole life was wrong!
We sat quietly sipping our drinks and listening to music. When I
had sat down after getting our drinks, Jan's hand had returned to my
thigh. After so many years of thinking this was wrong, it felt so
right! I took a long sip of my drink before leaning forward to set it
down. As I sat back, I let my hand caress up Jan's leg, softly coming
to rest back on her thigh....only this time, my fingers were actually
touching the small band of material from her shorts that covered her
sweet pussy. I felt her squirm under my touch and I thought she was
going to thrust into my hand. Then something happened. I thought the
night was ruined, I thought I had gone too far too soon! Jan leaned
forward and started to get up...
"Well," She started to say...and I thought she was going to
leave. "I need to use the little girls room guys. I'll be right
back."
I felt so much relief! For that briefest of seconds I had
thought it was over and nothing was going to happen between us. When
John heard the bathroom door close, he was on me fast! We both were so
hot from what was happening that we needed an outlet for our passion.
I felt his tongue slipping past my lips as we kissed, my hands caressed
through his hair. He was leaning way over on me now, my breasts
pressed between us. We never heard the bathroom door open and I have
no idea how long we had been kissing, but all of a sudden Jan was there
and pushing me upright so she could sit down again.
"Don't let me interrupt anything guys...hehe" she said with a
giggle.
I nearly jumped out of my skin! I had no idea she had come out
of the bathroom already! John just smiled as he sat back to see what I
would do. I was feeling real good about now and wanting more, more,
more! Thinking back on that moment, I think John kissed me like that
to get my passions overloaded, forcing me to make some kind of move. I
turned towards Jan as she was leaning forward to pick up her drink. Oh
my god!!!!!! Her breasts!!! She had taken her bra off in the
bathroom!!! With the blouse she was wearing, it was almost like she
was naked! Her hard nipples standing out through the thin
material...so dark...so, so sexy! She leaned so her breasts were
directly in front of me. I had to...I needed to....I wanted to touch
them so bad!
My hand shook as I reached out. My fingers touching.....then
moving across....her breast so heavy in my hand! I was finally
touching a breast that wasn't mine! She actually moaned and closed her
eyes! She felt so...oh god..so good...so different! Leaving her drink
on the table, Jan leaned back onto the couch. I let my hand move with
her, holding her breast. I turned sideways on the couch, away from
John, to cuddle next to her. I was intoxicated with the feeling. I
felt her hot nipple burning my palm....god it was so hard! so big!
My hand looked so tiny holding her huge breast! Our eyes met and I
felt this uncontrollable urge to kiss her! She needed it too, I could
see it in her eyes. Neither of us caring that my husband was in the
same room, much less on the same couch! Unbuttoning her top, I let my
hand slip under to her other breast as our lips met in our first real
kiss. My hand was caressing her bare, hot flesh!! It was like nothing
I have ever experienced before. So soft...so tender and yet so full of
passion and fire. Our tongues danced as her fingers worked at the knot
in her shirt under her breasts. I felt John's hand caressing my
bottom, but I was too into Jan to care. She sucked my tongue like a
tiny cock and I moaned softly. I needed her! Pulling my tongue from
her mouth and kissing my way softly over to her cute little ear, I
nibbled gently as my fingers found her aching nipple. She arched her
back and groaned loudly while I rolled and tugged on her hardened
flesh. I whispered hoarsely into her ear.
"Oh god, Jan!!! I want you so bad!"
*** End of Chapter 2 -- "My Awakening" ***
Comments may be mailed to me at: qzpx74e@prodigy.com Thank you
:) , Ann