____________________________ | | /)| KRISTEN'S BOOKSHELF |(\ / )| DIRECTORIES |( \ __( (|____________________________|) )__ ((( \ \ > /_) ( \ < / / ))) (\\\ \ \_/ / \ \_/ / ///) \ / \ / \ _/ \_ / / / \ \ o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o The Bookshelf Directories offer a very wide variety o o of stories. They have been submitted by people from o o all over the world. Also from alt.sex.stories (News o o groups). There is no particular order other than o o offering them to you in alphabetical directories. o o o o All works are copyrighted to the author and may not o o be used for profit without obtaining the author's o o permission in advance. o o o o Lest we forget!!! This story was produced as adult o o entertainment and should not be read by minors. o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o Growing up by Michael (no address provided) *** Being orally satisfied. (ffb, pre-teen, ped, 1st, oral, coa) *** I was young when I discovered this. Much younger than I am going to admit to. The year was 1957. I was living in the northeast and it was winter. I was over at my friends house. I was the fifth child out of six in my house. He was the oldest of three. His mother was visiting his grandmother with his two sisters. We had the rule of the house. When I got there he had already been through his father's closet. He was entranced by a small pressure activated doll. The doll stood about two or three inches tall. It had a water reservoir and a bulb you pushed to activate it. When you pushed it the barrel that clothed the doll would raise and a penis would pop out squirting some water into the reservoir. As the pressure decreased the barrel would return to its original position, prompting another push of the activation bulb. He was totally wrapped up in his newly discovered toy. Me, not so much. He must have sensed my lack of enthusiasm so he suggested I search his mother's closet for other treasures. I went into their bedroom and started my search. I was very careful not to move anything to a new location. On the shelf under three shoeboxes I found the cache. There were two vibrators/dildos. I lifted them out of the box. I turned them on and off again, not really understanding what I was holding. In the bottom of the shoebox was a book. The book was small. Three inches wide and five inches long. It had maybe twenty pages in it. Half of those were illustrated. I shoved the book into my pocket and replaced the shoebox carefully in its former location. I told my friend there was nothing there and went back out into the cold for some winter fun. As I said I had four older siblings and one younger. My privacy was almost non-existent. That doesn't mean I didn't have a place to hide things. I hid the small book where it was safe and left it alone until I had an opportunity to look at it alone. After several days, the opportunity presented itself. My sisters went shopping with my mother. My father was at work and my oldest brother was babysitting me. His girlfriend was there so that meant I could do what I wanted as long as I didn't make noise or spy on him. I went into the garage and grabbed the book. There were words I didn't know but it was illustrated so I was able to understand it. In today's world it would be a how to manual on lesbianism. The first hand drawn illustration was a full annotated page on the vagina. It clearly delineated the labia interior and exterior, the vaginal opening, the clitoris, the clitoral hood, the perinum, the anus and pubic hair. The second illustration was a hand drawn close up of the clitoris and the retracted clitoral hood. The third illustration was of a woman licking the clitoris and the distended vaginal opening. I heard movement outside so I quickly put the book away and went out to find my friend waiting with his sled. It took several trips until I had examined the book page by page. The written parts were easily understood because I had memorized the illustrations. I was drawn to the book and its pictures repeatedly. I found the written parts more intriguing than the illustrations. All of the drawings showed nothing but females. I knew I wasn't ever going to be female, but I did have a tongue and fingers. That was the important part of the second person in the illustrations and the stories. The texture, taste and odor was described in detail. I set out to duplicate it for my nose and palate. I ate items that were unusual for someone my age. When I conquered raw shell fish I felt I was ready. My next issue was to find a willing partner. I knew the topic was taboo. I had found the book very well hidden. The topics covered in the book were never mentioned by anyone. I had to be very careful. My friend had two younger sisters. The oldest of the two, Joan, was a year younger than he was. I was a year older than he was. We had both explored the differences between males and females using his sisters as models. I decided to check out the older of his two sisters to see if this was something she might be interested in. I slowly and privately shared with her my knowledge of the female anatomy. At first she didn't believe me at all. Then after a few times she started to ask questions. She had done some exploring and found my descriptions to be correct. I kept my talks focus on her pleasure and her satisfaction, leaving my own gratification out of it altogether. It took a few weeks until we progressed to the practical portion. By this time it was warmer outside so privacy was easier to come by. I met her in the barn. She removed her pants and undies. She laid herself on the ground while I explored her. We both found all of the parts that should be there. Then I started to talk about the physical sensations to be found within her private parts. Once again I had her intrigued. I talked her into a round two. I told her to set a timer for the amount of time she wanted to do it for. I promised no penetration of any kind and that I would stop when the timer went off. She set the timer for five minutes and laid back. I opened her with my fingers. I could see most of the parts I was looking for. I licked her first around her labia, then more towards her center, concentrating on her clitoral area. I was just getting into it when the timer buzzed. I stopped. I told her we could do it again if she wanted. The next day she told me she wanted to try it again. I met her in the barn. She set the timer again. This time for ten minutes. I started where I left off. When the timer went off she was panting heavily, much like the girl in the book. The next time we met she didn't set the timer. I never even hinted that I would get naked with her. We continued to meet three or four times a week. Each time she would open herself more to me. Then she mentioned that one of her friends, a girl that lived down the street wanted to try it. This girl was half of a set of twins, both female. She was the cutest of the two and not one to be outdone at anything. I agreed to meet with her. I knew this second girl as well as I knew my friends sister. We met each other many times during the course of a week, but I had never spoken of the alone times with my friends sister. She had obviously. Sandy and I met in the barn. We sat and discussed what I would do and what I expected from her. I kept the topic on her, leaving her a passive role with me doing to her exactly what I did with Joan. Sandy had her pants off and was waiting on me. There was no talk of a time limit. I now had two willing participants in my adventure. I also realized that I could subtly encourage them to talk to other girls about their experiences. There was a girl that I knew. She lived near the school I went to. I didn't really know her but I had seen her several times. She had blonde hair and I was attracted to her. She was a year older than me and had a brother my age. I expressed an interest in the girl to Sandy. It wasn't two weeks when Elizabeth stopped me on my way to school. "Are you Michael Martin?" She asked me. I replied that I was. She then asked if I lived on Elm Street. I did. Then she asked if I knew Sandy and Joan. I told her that I knew those two girls very well. I added a wink to my last answer. By this time she was standing very close to me. "I want you to do with me what you do with them." I took her hand and walked off the road and into a wooded area. I found a downed tree for her to sit on. "Take off your underwear," I said. She was wearing a dress. She removed her underwear and sat on the tree. I knelt between her legs and did to her what I was starting to find very enjoyable. I was late for school that day. Elizabeth was waiting for me after school. We did another round at the tree. This time she was wearing pants and a top. She removed the pants and undies so I could get at her. While I was pleasuring her, I reached under her top and caressed her nipples. That summer I had access to five different females that liked receiving oral sex. It didn't take long until it was unusual when I wasn't approached by a girl. Even when I was with my parents the girls would come up and flirt with me. My parents thought it was funny. My sisters thought it was disgusting. They had heard what the draw was. While I was drowning in the attentions of the opposite sex the other males my age were trying to figure out what I had that they didn't. My own gratification that I had put off for so long was attended to after I performed for my girls. When puberty finally hit, my virginity was long gone. I performed oral sex on twenty different females, both older and younger than I. Most males thought of me as effeminate. It didn't bother me at all. I was have more sex than all of them combined. Because I never pushed penetration with any of the girls, in that pre-pill time I always had a willing partner waiting for me. I still have that book. It is faded and worn, but it has many memories between its cardboard covers.