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Gay Chronicles
by Sexperimental

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Documenting my first 3 sexual experiences. They were 
all homosexual experiences. The first was when I was 
very young, and hardly aware of my actions. The second 
was when I was in elementary school and just getting 
used to having a sexual drive. The last was when I was 
in middle school and officially became aware that I 
liked sex with both guys and girls. These short 
stories are based on true incidences. (pre-teen-mm, 
extreme-ped, reluc, 1st, mast oral)

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My earliest homosexual experience predates my first 
heterosexual one. It occurred when I was about 6 with 
a preschool friend, and it was hardly a sexual 
experience at all. I didn't know much about sex, just 
little snippets here and there from older siblings and 
through media. I definitely hadn't learned that 
homosexuality was a taboo yet. I went over to my 
friend's house and we played around outside and did 
various activities which I vaguely remember. 

Being that I was rather young, I don't really remember 
the pretense to how it occurred. But I do remember 
being in his front yard, on the grass just off the 
driveway. For whatever reason I got down on my knees 
and put his pre-pubescent penis in my mouth. Then, I 
moved around back and stroked his butt hole with my 
tongue. I specifically remember the fowl taste of 
stale fecal matter. I don't remember removing his 
clothes, or how we agreed to do it, but rather the 
short moment of contact. 

He lived in a semi-rural area, so we were't extremely 
visible by neighbors. However, we were clearly visible 
from his house! Sure enough his mother saw us, and 
called my parents. I don't remember what happened 
afterward, or how his mother reacted. But I do 
remember my parents mentioning it to me, and my 
siblings talking about it as well. Years later my 
brother teased me, stating that I was "gay" because of 
what I'd done. 

My next homosexual experience also came before my 
first heterosexual one. It happened some years later, 
when I was about 9. This experience was more 
deliberate and sexually driven, rather than being 
strictly curiosity driven. My friend from elementary 
school was spending the night. 

We were sleeping on the floor in sleeping bags. 
Staying up late, we joked and fooled around. I had 
heard about a game called truth of dare, but never 
played it. So we agreed to try it out. It didn't 
really work, being that there were only two of us. I 
remember feeling sexually driven, and somewhat horny. 
But I wasn't totally aware of how I felt, and didn't 
really know what to make of it. Finally, we had dared 
each other to remove our pajamas and we were naked in 
our sleeping bags. There was a delay in the game and 
neither of us knew where to take it next. I suggested 
that we start daring ourselves to do things. 

I went first, I dared myself to lick his stomach. He 
conceded and I proceed to do so. Then he dared himself 
to do the same. Next, I dared myself to 'lick you all 
over'. I licked his stomach, then down to his 
genitals. I remember feeling excited and nervous. I 
vividly remember the sight of his circumcised penis, 
cause it looked very different from my uncircumcised 
one. I licked his genitals and flicked his penis with 
my tongue. I wrapped my lips around his member, 
sliding it into my mouth. He sat still and silent, 
seemingly apathetic to my actions. 

I remember the way he tasted and the petite size of 
his young and hairless penis. It grew to be partially 
erect, but never seemed to get firm. His smell and 
taste pleased me and the feeling of his skin on my 
mouth gave me a distinct warm feeling. He licked me 
briefly, but didn't seem to be as into it. He was 
fairly bashful during the entire experience. We got 
bored and decided to just lay down. We agreed to touch 
each other in a sensual manner. We fell asleep facing 
each other, massaging each other's genitals. 

Another experience occurred with the same friend. We 
were out in my woods trekking around, and I remember 
insisting that I suck on his penis. I dropped to my 
knees and slid down his sweats. I grabbed his small 
penis and slid it between my lips. I enjoyed this 
tremendously. It didn't last long before something 
stirred in the bushes and we quickly stopped for fear 
of being seen. I had learned that what we were doing 
wasn't acceptable. 

My third homosexual experience happened around the 
same time as my first heterosexual one. It occurred 
when I was about 11 or 12. I was hanging out with a 
friend from middle school who lived up the street from 
me. It was a summer night and we were swimming in his 
hot tub and pool. His folks used to always have 
friends over and his house was always bustling. 
Hanging in the hot tub, we decided to jump in the 
relatively cool yet refreshing pool. I jokingly dared 
my friend to go without his swim trunks for an 
infamous "skinny dip". 

He said he would only if I did too. We agreed to 
remove our shorts in the hot tub, then quickly get up 
and bolt to the pool, and then return to the hot tub 
if the coast was clear. We removed our shorts, holding 
them up out of the water to prove it. I remember how 
liberating it felt to be naked in the water, from that 
moment on I was never quite satisfied while swimming 
with shorts on. We made sure nobody was coming, then 
jetted out of the hot tube dropping our shorts off to 
the side. We splashed into the pool, enjoying the 
momentarily paralyzing feeling of cold water emersion.

We quickly adapted and paddled around nude in the 
pool. The feeling of my penis floating without 
constraint began to excite me. Getting cold, we 
swiftly made our way back to the hot tub. I could 
hardly see his bare body in the night, but I caught a 
quick glimpse of his small penis as we slid into the 
hot tub. The warmth of the water stung my body all 
over, feeling like little pricking needles. We 
relaxed. Neither of us motioned to retrieve our swim 
shorts, we soon agreed that being naked was way better 
than wearing shorts. 

My friend grabbed the goggles and snorkel to tread 
around underwater as we always did. As he put them on, 
he realized what he might see under the surface. He 
hesitated, asking me if I minded that he snorkeled. "I 
don't care, as long as you're fine with it" I stated. 
He replied that he didn't mind. As he putted around, I 
began to get excited at the notion of him seeing my 
penis.

I slowly became erect. I kept my eyes on him and which 
direction he was facing. Soon he turned toward me and 
remained facing my direction, I knew he had discovered 
that my penis was hard. He emerged from the water 
continuing to face me. He removed the goggles keeping 
his head just above the surface. He glided toward me, 
and his eyes begged a question. I nodded with 
approval. He reached out and grabbed my penis, slowly 
stroking it. Settling next to me on the bench, I 
turned to face him. He leaned in and we kissed. At 
first it was just a peck and we just held our faces 
there. Neither of us knew how to kiss, despite the 
fact that I had kissed a girl or two. Soon our mouths 
opened and we exchanged some tongue. I reached over 
and located his rock hard penis. It was about the same 
size as mine. 

We made out and stroked each other, enjoying the 
erotic embrace. We pulled away and I got up out of the 
water sitting on the edge of the tub. He moved up to 
his knees and guided my penis toward his mouth. My 
penis was fully erect and the sensation was amazing. I 
consider this to be my first full blown, deliberate, 
sexual experience. He sucked on my penis for a few 
minutes, then we agreed to switch. He sat on the side 
of the tub. His penis looked somewhat like mine, but a 
lot lighter in color and a little smaller. 

It didn't bare much hair and was relatively tasteless. 
I enjoyed the wet and slippery texture of his penis 
head as it slid in and out between my lips. I licked 
the shaft and fondled his testicles with my tongue. I 
soon stopped as my mouth quickly got tired, and we 
relaxed in the water. 

We agreed to never tell anyone and that it was a one-
time thing, just to see what it was like. We never 
spoke about it, and it didn't really effect out 
relationship as friends. After that, I was involved 
with girls for many years. Being sexual with girls was 
perfectly satisfying for me. Although I knew deep down 
the whole time that I had a homoerotic side and 
enjoyed being sexual with other guys.