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First Rape (MF, rp)
By: Imma Scared
I donıt why, but I guess you could say that I have had ³rape fantasies²
as soon as I realized my dick was made for pussy...
But I was raised in ³a good christian² home, and I accepted all that crap
about how it was wrong to steal, wrong to hurt people²
blah...blah...blah...so of course I never acted out my fantasies. I
masurbated to them almost nightly, but I never did anything to make them
real...
I had the usual run of girl-friends, some guys say I even had more than my
share. Which sort of amazed me. I was not at all what most women call
cute, even in my teens. I was 6ı5, and heavy, even at 16 I was weighing in
around 250 pounds. Only constant hard work and weightlifting kept me from
being a ton of flabby flesh.
In addition, some odd thing had caused me to loose all the hair on my
skull when I was 16, so I looked rather sinister. When I discovered I
could grow hair on my face, I deliberately grew a very ³satanic² type
goatee.
This look, my size, my baldness, the ³sinster-look² I cultivated drew the
babes to me like a magnet. All thru High School, College, I had girls just
about fighting to get me in bed. Problem was, I couldnıt keep them too
long.
My prick when erect was 11 inches long, and almost 2.5 inches thick and
they always complined I was ³too big². I used lots of lunrication, tired
to be slow and gentle, but they always complained that I was hurting
them. And they never, never, let me bit-fuck them.
So Iıd break it off after a few times in the sack. I kept hoping I could
gind a woman I really let myself go with if you know what I mean. Just
really ram the ol ³eleventh finger² in there and see what I could really
do...
My life was pretty much normal , till I got busted on a minor drug charge
when I was about 30, and spend some time in jail. It was there I got my
first real taste of ³rape², even if was a guy.
You know, it was good, busting an ass like that. I couldnıt believe how
good my dick felt, or how strong and powereful I felt. I also was pissed
that I let somebody elseıs stupid morality deprive me of such
pleasure...But part of me also wanted some way to justify to the little
kid me what I wanted to do...
My cell-mate was serving time for a sexual assualt, so I ask him how he he
jusitified raping women. He just smiles at me, grabs a piece of paper, and
he writes this out:
Rape: "All animals seek pleasure as the greatest good; the body was
obviously made for pleasure, especially sexual pleasure. Then why do we
not spend our lives seeking pleasure? Because it would not suit our
rulers. They try to persuade us that unselfishness, hard work and
self-sacrifice are virtues, and that there is a God in heaven who will
judge us for our misdeeds. This is untrue; there is no God, and if we were
not such slaves, we would throw off our shackles and devote our lives to
the pursuit of ecstasy. Would this not lead us into doing harm to others?
Of course it would. Why not? Animals devour one another; that is the law
of Nature. THE ONLY TRULY HONEST ATTITUDE TO HUMAN EXISTENCE IS ONE OF
TOTAL SELFISHNESS. The truly courageous man chooses crime rather than
virtue, for he knows that virtue was invented by our rulers to keep us in
subjugation. Kings and Popes know better; they spend their lives in every
kind of debauchery..." - The Marquis de Sade
That one paragraph made more sense to me than all the sermons and lectures
I had ever heard in my life! I promised myself, that I live my life for
myself alone...
Of course, I didnıt want to be caught, so I planned my first rape very,
very, well...
She always parked her car far from everybody else, I suppose she worried
about door dings so this helped in watching her, and having her be
isolated. I watched her for a good month while winter really set in, so
now it was dark by 4:30pm.
I was there in the lot that tuesday night, in silver Ford van. I seen a
program on serial rapists, and thewy all had what they called ³rape kits²,
so on the seat next to me were yhe following items: Duct tape,
clothesline, latex gloves, and a blanket.
She came out at six-ish, most everybody was already gone. I was out of my
van waiting by her car on the passenger side with the duct tape and the
gloves. She put the key in the door and I sprang from the passenger side
and ran to the drivers side. She screamed ³Nooo!² and turned to run.
She got two steps and I grabbed her from behind around her waist. In one
motion I lifted her to take her off balance, and then brought her down to
the ground.
I said nothing but held her down by her neck, her will to fight was
strong, but I gave her no time to think. I wrapped her hands in duct tape
in front of her, and wrapped some around her legs above her knees.
She was begging and pleading for me not to hurt her, not to rape her, not
to kill her... I canıt even begin to tell you how much that turned me on!
I almost busted anbut right then and there!
³Oh god,oh god,oh god please stop, c'mon, plese stop, take my car, oh god
no.no, oh god, oh god please, please², as much as I loved the sound of
her voice, I put one piece of tape on her mouth.
I said ³Sorry babe, this is going to happen, no matter what. I donıt plan
to kill you just yet. Just fuck you, rape your ass.²
She looked so wonderfully helpless. I looked at her wimpering eyes,
combined with her stressed motions, I knew was gonna cum right there, so I
just pulled out my cock and began jacking off as I straddled her...
Now that I had some relief, I was reasy to get her into the van. She could
walk but not run, so I put her on her feet and I dragged her to my van.
Her stomach was heaving violently as she wiggled and squirmed trying to
get away from me.
I attached her arms to her sides with more tape, she was resembling a
mummy. Into the back of the van she went, and we were off, I could hear
her muffled pleas for help, and she would kick the backdoor of the van
whenever we stopped at a light. I almost got nailed when at a light,all
her kicking made enough noise and this got the attention of a cop.
I turned my head and shouted ³Will you kids stop fighting back there!?!²
and turned up the radio. That work, the cop just grinned at me and didnt
do a thing.
I have a nice liitle house That my parents lefy me out in the country, and
I had kept it up pretty well. I figured that would be where I would take
my little prize. I wanted us to be comfortable, and as they say, ³Thereıs
no place like home.² Besides, I had created a nice little ³cell² to keep
my victims in, for as long as I decided to keep them.
I drove into the driveway, onto the grass and right up to the door. I
opened back of the van leaned in over my new toy....I was in ³love², she
had tears in her eyes.. I quickly ripped the duct tape from her mouth.
Now secluded, I spoke volumes.
³Cunt, your mine! I possess you, tonight I will take from you anything I
want. You will be raped to my satisfaction, repeatedly!! I will tie you
up, violate you and dominate you...got it cunt? Tonight you are my rape
toy, say it! Say rape toy!²
³RAPE TOY²
³Louder!²
³RAPE TOY!²
³Again!²
³ RAPE TOY!!!²
She started to ball like a baby into her duct tape gag, and I could my
prick begin to stiffen. I grinned as I started to manhandle her. She
watched with panic as I gripped he right breast over her shirt and
squeezed it terribly hard. I felt the nipple, and started a repetition of
squeezes, gropes, grabs. She arched her head back an kicked the inside of
the van. I found her left breast just as sensitive.
I said, ³OK, its time to go inside, This will be your home for a bit,
maybe days.if you please me², I made a cutting motion across my throat,
³but just hours if ya donıt²
She wimpered ³NOOO!!²
I scooped her up, and stood her on her feet and she staggered, I guided
her towards the door, unlocked the house and we were in. She stood there
as I relocked the door and turned on the lights, Her first sight was the
mattress on the floor.
The mattress sat on a simple framework of two by fours lined with eye
hooks. There was enough rope in piles to start my own ranch. There was a
tripod with a 35mm Nikon aimed at the mattress. At the base of the tripod
was a tool box with all the implements one finds in an average home,
screwdrivers, pliers,etc.
She started to back up and kick the door in a blind panic.
OE...UCK...OOO...UCK....OOO! GOD,GOD,GOD,OH GOD², she babbled.
I jokingly said, ²Where you going? Ohhh, poor baby, whats the matter?
here lie down little girl, and Ill take care of everything²
I shoved her abruptly to the mattress and made her lie on it.I did this
with comments like ³... poor baby, sweet little thing, oh your so pretty
all tied up, gonna rape you, yes I am.²
I took her legs and tied one to an eyelet. Cut the tape and tied the other
on the opposing side. Now I grabbed her by her collar and sat her up.
She was moaning now ³Please donıt Iım a virgin....² I pretended that I was
ignoring her and went straight to my work, though that wad a bit hard. My
first rape, a virgin, Hot damn!!!
I tied her left wrist off and this made her tip over on that side. I
carefully cut the tape around her mid section and tied off her other hand
on the opposing side. I made her lay back down. I got up and took a
picture.
"Imagine all those men looking at your picture in a magazine and jerking
off", I said. ³Well, maybe not a magazine. How about the internet? With
your address and phome number and ll?²
" Now its going to get interesting" I took out a pair of stainless steel
scissors and started to cut her clothing off her body. I hummed a tune,
³whistle while you work². I cut it off in slow tiny little pieces.
She watched and went rigid whenever the scissors touched her flesh. She
was sweating, crying, wimpering and cursing all at the same time.
Now I quickly undressed. I grabbed some caseline and coated my now fully
erect fuck-pole. Not out of any consideration for her, but because I had
head that a dry fuck was supposedly as painful for the rapist as it was
for the ³rapee².....
I quickly lower myself over her sweet body, and take her one knee in each
hand and slowly but irresistibly push the cunts legs apart. Farther and
farther, beyond what is necessary, I push them open. I push them steadily
over the edges of the matress. Painfully wide I open them more and more.
Her labia stretch apart, revealing the glistening pink hole itself,
leading up into the unknown depths of her sweet body.
I move my penis toward it at last. Even to me, its menacing shape looks
impossibly huge to fit inside hertiny little pussy.
I think its only now that sh finally belives what is about to happen to
het is real. In an instant she becomes hysterically desperate, madly
tugging at her wrists with all her strength. Theframe creaks at her
frantic tugs, which are so hard she arches her back with each one. Her
entire body moves up and down with her rapid jerks. Her lovely face is
contorted into a mask of fear. She tries twisting side to side, writhing
underneath me.
She screams as if she is on fire, hyperventilating with shallow rapid
gasps. She pulls with all her might to try to increase the distance
between her pussy and my cock by a fraction. She might have believed my
dick was a flaming torch without making a more desperate reaction. I try
to draw out the moment, but soon my cock-head makes contact with her pussy
lips.
I can feel her tight virgin hole tear as I enter and her muscles spasm,
clenching my fuck-pole. The lubrication from the Vaseline helps my penis
to enter, but there is still a measure of wonderful resistance.
Nothing, no rape story I have read has prepare me for the ecstasy of
heat, or the tight pressure which comes from the moment itself. She
shrieks with a sharp intake of breath, her every muscle clenched, eyes
tightly shut. I withdraw and slam in again, in and out. I fall onto her
and take her body into a crude embrace. I press my face to hers and
obscenely kiss her mouth. My tongue fills her mouth and reaches into the
back of her throat.
I loved how tightly she pussy gripped cock, how that I was practically
having to tear into her. This was the tightest pussyI ever fucked I cock
into, and I didnıt ³have to be gentle², or ³be careful²!
I looked down to see only 7 inches of his foot of cockin her andI knew was
pressing against the back wall of her cunt. I was determined to sink my
full length in her, or she would die trying!
Ipulled back and felt the lips of her pussy pulling and dragging at my
cock. Looking down,I saw her pudgy lips distended, as if trying to pull
my cock backin. It did look as though I was pulling her pussy innards out
as they clung to hmy cock. Blood and lubricant coated my fuck-pole as I
pulled out.
I hesitate only a few seconds before I slammed hard back into my little
rape toy. This time I plowed back in and entire length seemed to imaple
her, causing my cock-head to bash against her wombıs door. I continued to
fuck herwith short, choppy brutal strokes...feeling truly free for the
first time in my life.
I was gasping for breath while I felt the rumbling of my nuts begin to tug
at the root of my prick. More than anything, hewanted to blast his load
into the depths of my little prize. I stabbed in one last time, driving in
9 thick inches, just as semenrushed up my shaft.
My rape toyıs eyes bulged as the first shot of hot cum pelted the walls
of her bleeding cunt. I lunged and buried another half inch into her
sweet hot pussy.
I let my cock have its way as it rapidly pumped my cum to drown her pussy
tunnel, hopefully adding to her pain. The jets began to slow down and
finally I pulled back, outof the tender, torn vagina. Her poordeflowered
pussy gushed bloody cream onto the matress.
I got up, and took a few pictures, watching my toy cry. She was the best
fuck of my kife, and this was only the begining...for her I planned to
rape her till my dock was sore, then give to a gang for their use...
And as for me, I promised myslef, and I have kept that promise, to slam my
thick hard fuck pole into at least one unwilling pussy and/or ass a week
till I am caught, or until I die...