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Filling Donna's Fantasies (M/F rom? affair)
by PJJ (pjjforu@aol.com} 
Date: 5/5/00 

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This story contains explicit sexual situations between consenting
adults. If you are under 18 or if description of explicit sex does not
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                          *  *  *
 

This is a real-life story with real-life people based on real-life
events.  As such, it may be boring to some who live in a sexual never-
land in which the men are all hunky studs and the women are gorgeous,
slutty one-dimensional cum-buckets.  Sorry! It's just about the,
sometimes complicated, relationship between myself and one of my women
friends whom I'll remember, fondly, forever.
                              * * *
I met Donna at a client's business where I was working an extended
contract as a systems engineer.  She was a redhead, about 50 but looked
years younger, and was short with a trim body.  It was one of those
affairs that begin with locked eyes.. and the eventual outcome is
immediately obvious.  Working in the same place as my lover was a
trip.. we were discreet, but what fun to be working on a system error
and have a screen message pop up from her asking me to come to her
office and help her with a "problem".


Donna was a paradox.. When she was mad at me for some reason, which
happened often, she acted like a repressed Sunday School teacher...
stifling her sensuality and complaining if I made the slightest off-
color remark.

When we got along well, she would egg me on incessantly with questions
about sex and sex fantasies.  All I had to do was to make the slightest
reference and she would "grab the ball and run with it."

Here's how I first found out about her rich fantasy life.

On the way to lunch, one day, we drove by one of those XXX places.

"Have you ever gone into one of those places?"
"What places?"

"A sex shop."

"Sure. About 20 years ago and later in New York"  I replied.

"I never have. What are they like? "

"Well, they're usually sort of seedy... the customers look fairly
normal.. and usually peep-show movie booths in the back but I never
went in the back again once I satisfied my curiosity."

"Why not?"
"The floors are sticky.."
"Ewww!"
".. but the worst part is the holes in the walls between the booths.."

"Soo..guys can watch other guys jack off?"

"Naw, they're at crotch level.."

"Guys stick their 'things' thru them?  Yuck!"

She was quiet for a bit.

"So you were in there and someone poked their 'thing' through the
hole?"

"No - but about as bad.  I noticed someone's finger sticking through..
they were crooking it.. you know, like, "look here".

"And..?"

"Well I had to satisfy my curiosity so I looked through the hole.."

I paused.

"And....!"

I loved teasing her but it made her mad, Donna's kind of a control
freak.

"All I saw was a hairy greased up asshole and set of balls."

She broke into peals of laughter.

We pulled into the Max 'n' Erma's lot, Donna squirmed a little in her
seat.

"I changed my mind... let's go to my house.  I'll fix us something
there."

Not a smile.. not a single pat on my crotch.. damn she sure took me for
granted.. but I was getting as turned on by what I thought she was
thinking as she was.

While we drove, she continued to ply me with questions about "bizarre"
sex.

"What's in those movies?"

"Just the usual, screwing and blow jobs.. just doing away with any
semblence of plot."
"I thought they were kinda far out.. tying up the girl .. and plastic
pricks and such!"

"Well sure, some of them."

"DO they sell those pricks in those shops?"
"Oh.. dildos.. yeah!  Every kind.. double ended, double pronged.."

"I get double ended, what's a double prong?"
"Oh, that's for both holes at once .. or for the clitty, depending on
how you use it."

"Hmmm..do they have all sizes?"

"Sure.. some of them even have bases and belts."

"Oh, I hadn't thought of that.  Women use them on other women."

She was quiet but I thought I could hear her thoughts, was she
considering expanding her selection of partners?

"Have you ever used one?"

"Oh, you think I need enhancement?" I smiled but not in my thoughts.

"No, that's not what I meant.. did anyone ever use one on you?"

Now I got silent.. I flashed back to being raped.. but that didn't fit
her words, that couldn't be what she was referring to.
*********************
I was stationed at Andrews.. working nights with a swing schedule of 4
days on and 2 off so often my days off fell in the middle of the week
and, one particular night, I felt like hitting the bars in DC but
couldn't find anyone to go with me.. well I'd met a few locals and I
was sure I'd catch up with someone.
But after hitting about 4 bars, I still hadn't run across anyone and I
was getting kind of down.  A young, downy cheeked, airman (people could
tell by the haircut, of course) is NOT what you want to be when alone
in downtown DC at night.

I was sitting at the bar and started talking to some guy who said he
was stationed at the Pentagon.  After a few more beers he said he had
to leave.. expected at a party in Alexandria.  As if an afterthought,
he asked me if I was interested.. he said there were a lot of
secretaries and clerks there.
Something like that is music to a horny young guy's ears.  Well, I
won't bore you with how's and why's but he ended up pulling over at a
dark turn-off and asking me to drive because he felt a little too
drunk.  As soon as he got in the passenger side he pulled a knife out
of the glove box and told me I wouldn't get hurt if I just did what he
wanted.  And what he wanted was to pack chocolate.
Now, that WAS a humiliating, and traumatizing, experience and I'm still
not sure what the long term effects on my psyche are.. but I suspect
that it started my distrust of men.  The same distrust tempered into
cast steel when I walked into a party some years later after getting
off my second shift job to find my girl in the bedroom with one of my
best friends.

Or maybe it just shows some folks should only work normal shifts.
*************************

"Oh.. you mean has a WOMAN ever used one with me!"

"Yes, that's it."

"No.. no one ever brought it up."

"You never wondered about what it would be like?"

"When I was a kid.. I shoved a few things up my butt.  But when that
guy showed me, at knifepoint, what it was REALLY LIKE I lost my
curiosity."

"Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot about that."

I was more sad than angered... imagine her reaction if I had forgotten
SHE was once raped.  My ardor was cooling fast.
We finally got to her house and, once we were inside the door, she
pulled me to her and gave me a passionate kiss.

"What would you like?  I have .."
"Whatever you're having."  I cut her off.

"Well I'm not really hungry.."

We raced to the bedroom.

More deep, passionate kissing..her tongue whipped against mine, she
took my hand and put it over her tit.. I rubbed the side of my thumb
over her hard, erect nipple - she loves this - her breathing quickened
and became more shallow.

"Jace?"
"Yeah?"

"I didn't really forget.. I just didn't think before I said that."

More emotional confusion.. I'd almost put that out of my mind for the
present. Now I looked at her with a tender eye: she was SO passionate,
sensual, everything I'd fantasized in a lover.. true, she could be
self-centered, hyper-sensitive to any real or imagined slight.. but she
responded so well to sensual stimulus.. and, at this point, my ego and
id both centered around the joy I could give.  My reward being
recognition as a competent lover.

My hand was massaging her inner thigh, I'd learned that, like most
women, sometimes she liked a lot of foreplay and sometimes she liked to
get down to business quick.. but, whichever, SHE wanted to call the
shots. Something else to stand in the way of a long term relationship.
But I knew it was always best NOT to rush her.

She lifted her hips, her signal for me to take her panties down and I
wasted no time...throwing them to the floor over my shoulder;
immediately she spread her legs wide, another signal.  Usually I would
start kissing and biting her nipples, something I would do for her in
her office (door closed of course) so that would be the first thing
dispensed with when we were alone.  A slight touch of her crotch let me
know that there would be little need for foreplay but I ducked down to
lick her pussy anyway. I'd just started and I noticed that her tiny
clit was as large and hard as I'd ever seen it.. her musk was strong
but still sweet.. "I..I.. took only a quick shower today.." she said
hesitantly while her restless hands mussed through my hair.  She loved
me to lick her, so I just said,  "You're more delicious than ever!" - a
truth:  Fortunately she never had that 'dead carp' smell that a lot of
women are cursed with.

I parted her sparse reddish blonde hairs with my tongue then fluttered
her clit with it before planting deep sucking kisses on her inner pussy
and clit.  Her hips bobbed frantically - she was way ahead of the game.

"Hu..honey.. I'm gonna... Ohhh.. I'm Cummmminnnggg!"

I buried my face deep in her pussy, squeezing her asscheeks hard as I
alternately tongued and sucked her clitty.  I felt her sprinkle on my
face.  She'd said she sometimes ejaculated, but she'd never done it
before with me.  It was so sweet and I REALLY felt good about myself,
though, somehow, I had the feeling it wasn't my technique that caused
her to come so hard.

I slid up and held her as she came down.. we kissed and hugged each
other hard.

"Oh, that was so good.. thank you."  Wow, this was the first time
she'd said anything that directly complimentary!

We lay there silent for several minutes.

"I don't want to go back to work."

"Well, Do you have any appointments today?"

"Not till 4, and Marilou can take that.. things are slow this week"

We'd left work separately and she parked her car in the shopping center
down the street so we weren't obvious but there was still some
suspicion about us by our co-workers.

"To hell with it!"  My sentiments exactly. We'd only been gone for 45
minutes so far anyway.

"Now Jace honey, I need to do something for you.. Ooohhh.  You're
already hard as a rock!"

She scrunched down and took my cock in her mouth.. her tongue probed at
my little slit.. "Umm.. Umph.. "  She turned up to me.

"You know.. sometimes you taste sexy.. and sometimes there's almost no
taste..
"Well, I took a heavy shower this morning."  I grinned.

"Do me, please." She laid back and opened her thighs wide again.

I moved over her and between her legs, arms fully extended so she could
look down and watch my cock enter her.  The head touched her clitty.

"Ooohh!"

"Wow, what's got you turned on so much today?"

I sank my cock slowly into her.. she was wet but seemed tighter than
usual.

Pulling out, it was slick and shiny with her juices.  She smiled and
laid back, closing her eyes.

"You.. you're so good."

"Aww Donna. You're kind but I think it's more.. you can tell me."
I began slowly stroking.. bottoming out then wriggling my pelvis to rub
her clitty.
She smiled sweetly.

"Well you're right, in a way, but you inspire me." She whispered.

"How so?"

"Shut up and fuck me.. we'll talk later!"

Donna almost never said the word unless she was actually doing it: A
sentiment which I agreed with but found it hard to practice.  The best
part.. when she DID use it she used it a LOT.. and she wanted me to use
it too.

"I'm fucking you, babe, am I fucking you good?'
"Oh, yes, good .. fuck me good.. fuck me hard.. fuck your hard cock
hard into my pu-u-ss-s-s -e-e-e-e!"

Damn she came again.. she WAS HOT today.. and it turned me on. But I
was nowhere near cumming.  I slammed into her hard and held it.
Twitching my cock as if I was pumping into her.

"A-a-h-h!"

She lay back, relaxed and sated for the moment.


I stayed inside her, moving just enough to stay hard.

"You're still hard.  You didn't come, did you?"

"Babe, when's the last time I didn't last for 10 minutes?"

"The first time!  You didnt even get it in me, you came all over my
crotch. It was SO NASTY!"

"And..?"

"And sexy. I love cum all over my belly."

"So let's talk."
"Talk about what?

"Why you're, all of a sudden, so hyped on the odder side of sex."

"What makes you think it's sudden?"
"Oh.."
"Jace, you're the first man I've ever talked to about my fantasies..
and I sure as hell don't talk to women about them.  It just feels
good."

"I'm flattered!"
"Well, I just wonder about some things.. you're a friend as much as a
lover.. and it's REALLY nice to find out if I'm a perv!"

I laughed.

"Actually, it's really nice to find a woman that is honest about it." I
kissed her forehead.  And did a couple slow strokes.

"Jace?"
"Yeah, babe"
"Will you take me to one of those places?"

"Uh, sure.. I guess..Why?"

"I want to see one."
"Looking for anything in particular?"

"You'll laugh, or think I'm awful."

"Honey, if I laugh, it'll be because you're cute. And I WON'T think
you're awful, everyone has their 'dark side'."

She squeezed my cock inside her.  That's a great compliment, in
context.

"Let me up, Jace."

I got off her.. had to pull out of course. I expected her to go to the
john but she bent over and took me in her mouth.
She went all the way down and I could feel the tip hit the back of her
throat.
"O-o-o-hhh!" I breathed.
"Mmm-m-m!" She hummed.
When I was about to come, I put my hand on the back of her head.  She
sat up and kissed me on the lips.

"How do you taste?" She smiled
"How do YOU taste?" I rejoined.

She laughed and pranced off to the john, asscheeks jiggling
deliciously.
"I wanna bite your ASS!" I yelled.
She wiggled more.

When she came back, she picked up on talking about going to the sex
shop.

"I want to see what all they have!"

"What do you think you want?

"Maybe I want a plastic penis."

"How come you don't already have one?"

"Well, until you came around, I didn't feel comfortable talking about
it to anyone.. let alone go into one of those places."

"Well, they can be expensive.. especially the vibrating ones."

"Well if I want a vibrator, I'll use my hand massager... it works
good."

"I bet!  I've seen your finger action on your clitty.. a massager
probably sends you off the chart." The first time, when I blew my wad
early, she'd brazenly fingered her clit to get off.

"Oh, I can't believe I did that in front of you when I hardly knew
you."

"Honey if you're going to fuck someone, how can you worry about him
seeing you finger yourself.  Besides, I thought it was charming."

"Jace, I have a favor to ask.."

"Shoot!"

"I..um.. I want to screw you."

"Okay.. get on top.."

"No, I want to know how you feel when you fuck me."

"Aha!  So THAT'S what this is about!"   I grinned at her.  "You want to
strap on a cock and fuck me in the ass!"

"I know that you might not feel right after.."
I interrupted her.

"Don't worry about me.  There's no connection with what happened to me
and you doing me in the bum."

I kissed her.

"After all.. it's not WHAT you do, it's WHO you do it with."

She smiled, but a kinda incredulous smile.  "You mean you'd let me?"

"Do you actually visualize it?"

"Yes."

"How does it go?"

"Well, I do everything you might do.. I move you around, make you get
on your knees and stick your butt in the air then I have you hold your
asscheeks apart.."

"While you lube me up?"

"Of course."

"You'd rub K-Y all over my bum then you'd put a glob on your finger,
slowly stick your finger in me and wiggle it around my hot tight
asshole?"

She was already panting.

"Tell me.  Say it" It wasn't so much to egg her on as to give her
permission to say what she thought.

"After I made your asshole and my cock all slick and gooshy, I..I'd
spread you with my thumbs and I'd slowly push my..my prick into your
ass."

"And?"

"I'd push my cock in and fuck you."

"And?"

"Oooh!  I'd watch my cock go in you and I'd hold your hips with both
hands and you'd whimper when I pushed my cock in and moan when I pulled
out.. and soon you'd start pushing your ass back at me."
I was  fingering her as she told me this, she was holding my cock and
slowly stroking it.

"I'd feel real good about fucking you and watching my cock go way up
into you and seeing the head pull the ring of your asshole out and
knowing that I was doing this.  And when I pushed it all the way in,
I'd feel my hips bump your ass and the feeling would travel all the way
to my clitty and I'd cum and cum and cum and.. and.. so would you,
you'd cum on my sheets and I'd pull out quick and catch the last of
your cum in my mouth.. and.."
I pulled her over me and she immediately sat on my penis, slowly taking
it into her.  Her inner muscles clenched and held.

"Oh, fuck me, Donna!"

She moved up and down.. faster with each breath. She scrunched her clit
against my pelvis until it almost hurt.

"Oh, Donna that's SO Go-o-o-oDD!  I feel your big cock in me and it
hurts.. hurts so good when you fuck me hard and stretch me, Donna.
Fuck my ass, baby Fuck. Fuck Fuck!"

She went wild.. her eyes shut but I saw her eyeballs rolling, the sweet
pain of exertion and lust distorting her face.

"Tell me J-Jace..." She whispered, breathless. "Tell me before you
come."

Within a few minutes I felt the contractions coming on.

"Now, I'm ready now!"

She clenched her pussy muscles one last time, rolled off me onto her
back.

"Hurry, cum on my tits!"

I got on my knees, straddled her belly and rubbed my cock on her
nipples while I spurted on them.
Reaching behind me I stroked her clitty and she grabbed my ass and
pulled me forward, sucking the last dribbles out of my penis, just the
dart between her lips so she could take my semen on her tongue.

She rubbed my come into her breasts and hunched on my hand.. finally
she came again.. silently but gasping.

We both remained still for long seconds.

"You fantasize like that a lot?"

"Well, once in a while.  Am I evil?"

"Really evil! But wonderful. What else?"

She was quiet.

"Well, I've never ever had anyone ask me to do anal.."

I could see, right then and there, we WEREN'T going to get back to work
that day... and maybe not the next.

                     -more to come-

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