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This story was produced as adult entertainment o o and should not be read by minors. o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o Filling Donna's Fantasies (M/F rom? affair) by PJJ (pjjforu@aol.com} Date: 5/5/00 * * * This story contains explicit sexual situations between consenting adults. If you are under 18 or if description of explicit sex does not meet your community standards, legal or otherwise, please move on. This story may be reproduced only in its entirety, with attribution and without change or abridgement and only on sites or lists where no charge is made for reading ANY featured content and this precludes using the story without the author's permission as a sample or teaser for pay sites. * * * This is a real-life story with real-life people based on real-life events. As such, it may be boring to some who live in a sexual never- land in which the men are all hunky studs and the women are gorgeous, slutty one-dimensional cum-buckets. Sorry! It's just about the, sometimes complicated, relationship between myself and one of my women friends whom I'll remember, fondly, forever. * * * I met Donna at a client's business where I was working an extended contract as a systems engineer. She was a redhead, about 50 but looked years younger, and was short with a trim body. It was one of those affairs that begin with locked eyes.. and the eventual outcome is immediately obvious. Working in the same place as my lover was a trip.. we were discreet, but what fun to be working on a system error and have a screen message pop up from her asking me to come to her office and help her with a "problem". Donna was a paradox.. When she was mad at me for some reason, which happened often, she acted like a repressed Sunday School teacher... stifling her sensuality and complaining if I made the slightest off- color remark. When we got along well, she would egg me on incessantly with questions about sex and sex fantasies. All I had to do was to make the slightest reference and she would "grab the ball and run with it." Here's how I first found out about her rich fantasy life. On the way to lunch, one day, we drove by one of those XXX places. "Have you ever gone into one of those places?" "What places?" "A sex shop." "Sure. About 20 years ago and later in New York" I replied. "I never have. What are they like? " "Well, they're usually sort of seedy... the customers look fairly normal.. and usually peep-show movie booths in the back but I never went in the back again once I satisfied my curiosity." "Why not?" "The floors are sticky.." "Ewww!" ".. but the worst part is the holes in the walls between the booths.." "Soo..guys can watch other guys jack off?" "Naw, they're at crotch level.." "Guys stick their 'things' thru them? Yuck!" She was quiet for a bit. "So you were in there and someone poked their 'thing' through the hole?" "No - but about as bad. I noticed someone's finger sticking through.. they were crooking it.. you know, like, "look here". "And..?" "Well I had to satisfy my curiosity so I looked through the hole.." I paused. "And....!" I loved teasing her but it made her mad, Donna's kind of a control freak. "All I saw was a hairy greased up asshole and set of balls." She broke into peals of laughter. We pulled into the Max 'n' Erma's lot, Donna squirmed a little in her seat. "I changed my mind... let's go to my house. I'll fix us something there." Not a smile.. not a single pat on my crotch.. damn she sure took me for granted.. but I was getting as turned on by what I thought she was thinking as she was. While we drove, she continued to ply me with questions about "bizarre" sex. "What's in those movies?" "Just the usual, screwing and blow jobs.. just doing away with any semblence of plot." "I thought they were kinda far out.. tying up the girl .. and plastic pricks and such!" "Well sure, some of them." "DO they sell those pricks in those shops?" "Oh.. dildos.. yeah! Every kind.. double ended, double pronged.." "I get double ended, what's a double prong?" "Oh, that's for both holes at once .. or for the clitty, depending on how you use it." "Hmmm..do they have all sizes?" "Sure.. some of them even have bases and belts." "Oh, I hadn't thought of that. Women use them on other women." She was quiet but I thought I could hear her thoughts, was she considering expanding her selection of partners? "Have you ever used one?" "Oh, you think I need enhancement?" I smiled but not in my thoughts. "No, that's not what I meant.. did anyone ever use one on you?" Now I got silent.. I flashed back to being raped.. but that didn't fit her words, that couldn't be what she was referring to. ********************* I was stationed at Andrews.. working nights with a swing schedule of 4 days on and 2 off so often my days off fell in the middle of the week and, one particular night, I felt like hitting the bars in DC but couldn't find anyone to go with me.. well I'd met a few locals and I was sure I'd catch up with someone. But after hitting about 4 bars, I still hadn't run across anyone and I was getting kind of down. A young, downy cheeked, airman (people could tell by the haircut, of course) is NOT what you want to be when alone in downtown DC at night. I was sitting at the bar and started talking to some guy who said he was stationed at the Pentagon. After a few more beers he said he had to leave.. expected at a party in Alexandria. As if an afterthought, he asked me if I was interested.. he said there were a lot of secretaries and clerks there. Something like that is music to a horny young guy's ears. Well, I won't bore you with how's and why's but he ended up pulling over at a dark turn-off and asking me to drive because he felt a little too drunk. As soon as he got in the passenger side he pulled a knife out of the glove box and told me I wouldn't get hurt if I just did what he wanted. And what he wanted was to pack chocolate. Now, that WAS a humiliating, and traumatizing, experience and I'm still not sure what the long term effects on my psyche are.. but I suspect that it started my distrust of men. The same distrust tempered into cast steel when I walked into a party some years later after getting off my second shift job to find my girl in the bedroom with one of my best friends. Or maybe it just shows some folks should only work normal shifts. ************************* "Oh.. you mean has a WOMAN ever used one with me!" "Yes, that's it." "No.. no one ever brought it up." "You never wondered about what it would be like?" "When I was a kid.. I shoved a few things up my butt. But when that guy showed me, at knifepoint, what it was REALLY LIKE I lost my curiosity." "Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot about that." I was more sad than angered... imagine her reaction if I had forgotten SHE was once raped. My ardor was cooling fast. We finally got to her house and, once we were inside the door, she pulled me to her and gave me a passionate kiss. "What would you like? I have .." "Whatever you're having." I cut her off. "Well I'm not really hungry.." We raced to the bedroom. More deep, passionate kissing..her tongue whipped against mine, she took my hand and put it over her tit.. I rubbed the side of my thumb over her hard, erect nipple - she loves this - her breathing quickened and became more shallow. "Jace?" "Yeah?" "I didn't really forget.. I just didn't think before I said that." More emotional confusion.. I'd almost put that out of my mind for the present. Now I looked at her with a tender eye: she was SO passionate, sensual, everything I'd fantasized in a lover.. true, she could be self-centered, hyper-sensitive to any real or imagined slight.. but she responded so well to sensual stimulus.. and, at this point, my ego and id both centered around the joy I could give. My reward being recognition as a competent lover. My hand was massaging her inner thigh, I'd learned that, like most women, sometimes she liked a lot of foreplay and sometimes she liked to get down to business quick.. but, whichever, SHE wanted to call the shots. Something else to stand in the way of a long term relationship. But I knew it was always best NOT to rush her. She lifted her hips, her signal for me to take her panties down and I wasted no time...throwing them to the floor over my shoulder; immediately she spread her legs wide, another signal. Usually I would start kissing and biting her nipples, something I would do for her in her office (door closed of course) so that would be the first thing dispensed with when we were alone. A slight touch of her crotch let me know that there would be little need for foreplay but I ducked down to lick her pussy anyway. I'd just started and I noticed that her tiny clit was as large and hard as I'd ever seen it.. her musk was strong but still sweet.. "I..I.. took only a quick shower today.." she said hesitantly while her restless hands mussed through my hair. She loved me to lick her, so I just said, "You're more delicious than ever!" - a truth: Fortunately she never had that 'dead carp' smell that a lot of women are cursed with. I parted her sparse reddish blonde hairs with my tongue then fluttered her clit with it before planting deep sucking kisses on her inner pussy and clit. Her hips bobbed frantically - she was way ahead of the game. "Hu..honey.. I'm gonna... Ohhh.. I'm Cummmminnnggg!" I buried my face deep in her pussy, squeezing her asscheeks hard as I alternately tongued and sucked her clitty. I felt her sprinkle on my face. She'd said she sometimes ejaculated, but she'd never done it before with me. It was so sweet and I REALLY felt good about myself, though, somehow, I had the feeling it wasn't my technique that caused her to come so hard. I slid up and held her as she came down.. we kissed and hugged each other hard. "Oh, that was so good.. thank you." Wow, this was the first time she'd said anything that directly complimentary! We lay there silent for several minutes. "I don't want to go back to work." "Well, Do you have any appointments today?" "Not till 4, and Marilou can take that.. things are slow this week" We'd left work separately and she parked her car in the shopping center down the street so we weren't obvious but there was still some suspicion about us by our co-workers. "To hell with it!" My sentiments exactly. We'd only been gone for 45 minutes so far anyway. "Now Jace honey, I need to do something for you.. Ooohhh. You're already hard as a rock!" She scrunched down and took my cock in her mouth.. her tongue probed at my little slit.. "Umm.. Umph.. " She turned up to me. "You know.. sometimes you taste sexy.. and sometimes there's almost no taste.. "Well, I took a heavy shower this morning." I grinned. "Do me, please." She laid back and opened her thighs wide again. I moved over her and between her legs, arms fully extended so she could look down and watch my cock enter her. The head touched her clitty. "Ooohh!" "Wow, what's got you turned on so much today?" I sank my cock slowly into her.. she was wet but seemed tighter than usual. Pulling out, it was slick and shiny with her juices. She smiled and laid back, closing her eyes. "You.. you're so good." "Aww Donna. You're kind but I think it's more.. you can tell me." I began slowly stroking.. bottoming out then wriggling my pelvis to rub her clitty. She smiled sweetly. "Well you're right, in a way, but you inspire me." She whispered. "How so?" "Shut up and fuck me.. we'll talk later!" Donna almost never said the word unless she was actually doing it: A sentiment which I agreed with but found it hard to practice. The best part.. when she DID use it she used it a LOT.. and she wanted me to use it too. "I'm fucking you, babe, am I fucking you good?' "Oh, yes, good .. fuck me good.. fuck me hard.. fuck your hard cock hard into my pu-u-ss-s-s -e-e-e-e!" Damn she came again.. she WAS HOT today.. and it turned me on. But I was nowhere near cumming. I slammed into her hard and held it. Twitching my cock as if I was pumping into her. "A-a-h-h!" She lay back, relaxed and sated for the moment. I stayed inside her, moving just enough to stay hard. "You're still hard. You didn't come, did you?" "Babe, when's the last time I didn't last for 10 minutes?" "The first time! You didnt even get it in me, you came all over my crotch. It was SO NASTY!" "And..?" "And sexy. I love cum all over my belly." "So let's talk." "Talk about what? "Why you're, all of a sudden, so hyped on the odder side of sex." "What makes you think it's sudden?" "Oh.." "Jace, you're the first man I've ever talked to about my fantasies.. and I sure as hell don't talk to women about them. It just feels good." "I'm flattered!" "Well, I just wonder about some things.. you're a friend as much as a lover.. and it's REALLY nice to find out if I'm a perv!" I laughed. "Actually, it's really nice to find a woman that is honest about it." I kissed her forehead. And did a couple slow strokes. "Jace?" "Yeah, babe" "Will you take me to one of those places?" "Uh, sure.. I guess..Why?" "I want to see one." "Looking for anything in particular?" "You'll laugh, or think I'm awful." "Honey, if I laugh, it'll be because you're cute. And I WON'T think you're awful, everyone has their 'dark side'." She squeezed my cock inside her. That's a great compliment, in context. "Let me up, Jace." I got off her.. had to pull out of course. I expected her to go to the john but she bent over and took me in her mouth. She went all the way down and I could feel the tip hit the back of her throat. "O-o-o-hhh!" I breathed. "Mmm-m-m!" She hummed. When I was about to come, I put my hand on the back of her head. She sat up and kissed me on the lips. "How do you taste?" She smiled "How do YOU taste?" I rejoined. She laughed and pranced off to the john, asscheeks jiggling deliciously. "I wanna bite your ASS!" I yelled. She wiggled more. When she came back, she picked up on talking about going to the sex shop. "I want to see what all they have!" "What do you think you want? "Maybe I want a plastic penis." "How come you don't already have one?" "Well, until you came around, I didn't feel comfortable talking about it to anyone.. let alone go into one of those places." "Well, they can be expensive.. especially the vibrating ones." "Well if I want a vibrator, I'll use my hand massager... it works good." "I bet! I've seen your finger action on your clitty.. a massager probably sends you off the chart." The first time, when I blew my wad early, she'd brazenly fingered her clit to get off. "Oh, I can't believe I did that in front of you when I hardly knew you." "Honey if you're going to fuck someone, how can you worry about him seeing you finger yourself. Besides, I thought it was charming." "Jace, I have a favor to ask.." "Shoot!" "I..um.. I want to screw you." "Okay.. get on top.." "No, I want to know how you feel when you fuck me." "Aha! So THAT'S what this is about!" I grinned at her. "You want to strap on a cock and fuck me in the ass!" "I know that you might not feel right after.." I interrupted her. "Don't worry about me. There's no connection with what happened to me and you doing me in the bum." I kissed her. "After all.. it's not WHAT you do, it's WHO you do it with." She smiled, but a kinda incredulous smile. "You mean you'd let me?" "Do you actually visualize it?" "Yes." "How does it go?" "Well, I do everything you might do.. I move you around, make you get on your knees and stick your butt in the air then I have you hold your asscheeks apart.." "While you lube me up?" "Of course." "You'd rub K-Y all over my bum then you'd put a glob on your finger, slowly stick your finger in me and wiggle it around my hot tight asshole?" She was already panting. "Tell me. Say it" It wasn't so much to egg her on as to give her permission to say what she thought. "After I made your asshole and my cock all slick and gooshy, I..I'd spread you with my thumbs and I'd slowly push my..my prick into your ass." "And?" "I'd push my cock in and fuck you." "And?" "Oooh! I'd watch my cock go in you and I'd hold your hips with both hands and you'd whimper when I pushed my cock in and moan when I pulled out.. and soon you'd start pushing your ass back at me." I was fingering her as she told me this, she was holding my cock and slowly stroking it. "I'd feel real good about fucking you and watching my cock go way up into you and seeing the head pull the ring of your asshole out and knowing that I was doing this. And when I pushed it all the way in, I'd feel my hips bump your ass and the feeling would travel all the way to my clitty and I'd cum and cum and cum and.. and.. so would you, you'd cum on my sheets and I'd pull out quick and catch the last of your cum in my mouth.. and.." I pulled her over me and she immediately sat on my penis, slowly taking it into her. Her inner muscles clenched and held. "Oh, fuck me, Donna!" She moved up and down.. faster with each breath. She scrunched her clit against my pelvis until it almost hurt. "Oh, Donna that's SO Go-o-o-oDD! I feel your big cock in me and it hurts.. hurts so good when you fuck me hard and stretch me, Donna. Fuck my ass, baby Fuck. Fuck Fuck!" She went wild.. her eyes shut but I saw her eyeballs rolling, the sweet pain of exertion and lust distorting her face. "Tell me J-Jace..." She whispered, breathless. "Tell me before you come." Within a few minutes I felt the contractions coming on. "Now, I'm ready now!" She clenched her pussy muscles one last time, rolled off me onto her back. "Hurry, cum on my tits!" I got on my knees, straddled her belly and rubbed my cock on her nipples while I spurted on them. Reaching behind me I stroked her clitty and she grabbed my ass and pulled me forward, sucking the last dribbles out of my penis, just the dart between her lips so she could take my semen on her tongue. She rubbed my come into her breasts and hunched on my hand.. finally she came again.. silently but gasping. We both remained still for long seconds. "You fantasize like that a lot?" "Well, once in a while. Am I evil?" "Really evil! But wonderful. What else?" She was quiet. "Well, I've never ever had anyone ask me to do anal.." I could see, right then and there, we WEREN'T going to get back to work that day... and maybe not the next. -more to come- If you liked this story, or if you have suggestions on improving readability, then feel free to tell me so. pjjforu@aol.com