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Onedime (address withheld by request) *** At 19 I was still a virgin as were most girls my age in 1959 and I had only a part-time boyfriend. My world changed very quickly one Wednesday night when I was walked home from a high school basketball game. My brother was a senior and the star player on the team and I'd gone to see him play. *** The cool air chilled me as I walked home from watching my brother, Tom, a senior on the high school basketball team, play for the school I had been a cheerleader for. Without a doubt I will always remember the night as I had only turned 19 the previous week and still was a virgin and planned on remaining so until I was married. It was 1959 and sex wasn't as open as it is now. Some of my girlfriends had gone all the way but I hadn't, even though I had a somewhat steady boyfriend. Sherm and I had dated some in high school but not on a regular basis. Now he was in the service and wouldn't be home for almost two more months. Walking along with my coat held tightly against my body to keep the air from entering down the front and around the collar, I had my head focused on the sidewalk. How the car pulled along side me and I not realizing it I'm still not certain about. Someone said, "Hey, sweetheart, want a ride, I didn't look up. When I did I thought for sure it would be one of the guys I knew and he was going to offer me a ride home. Almost the same time I looked towards the sound of the voice, I felt my body being grabbed by someone who was very large and a gloved hand being placed over my mouth. The man was so strong that he picked me up and carried me into the back seat of the car he was in. Another man was driving and as the car took off very fast with the tires squealing, I was forced face down on the car seat. I had not seen who had grabbed me from off the street nor could I see who the driver was. I cried out, "Please let me go! Why have you grabbed me?" Yet I got no answer to my questions but was told to shut up or I'd get the crap slapped out of me. Then a scarf of something was placed over my eyes and it was tied behind my head. "Do as you told and you won't be hurt. So take all your clothes off or you'll be killed. You won't be hurt if you do as your told but otherwise your parents will be planning your funeral in the morning. Understand?" My hands could hardly unfasten my clothes but I did as I was told as the man's voice was so chilling I believed he would kill me. When I had removed all but my bra and panties I asked if that was OK but I was told, "No, everything." Slowly I did as I was told and finally I asked, "What are you doing to me? Let me go." For the next several minutes we drove around and evidently we had reached a building that was very large as we stopped and the driver got out and I heard him open some kind of door. He got back inside the car and I assumed he drove into the building. Once inside I was taken from the car and moved onto what I later found out was an old bed off to the side of a large room where the car was parked. My blindfold was removed and I saw that the two men had put on some type of mask that pulled down over their faces. Both of the men climbed onto the bed with me and I knew that they were going to rape me. I pleaded with them not to hurt me and that I was a virgin but they laughed and told me to enjoy what they were going to do and they said, "You ain't gonna be a virgin when we get done with you, pretty one. So get ready." The man who I knew had grabbed me on the street and held me in the car was the first to assault me. He first kissed and bite at my nipples and then sucked them and did it so hard that I had hickies on them two days later. When he got on top of me I tried to hold my legs together and to hit him but the other man caught my arms and held them as the large one pushed my legs apart and worked his thing against the opening between my legs. At first he wasn't able to push up into my body. Then he moved his thing all around my opening and I felt myself becoming ready sexually, even though I was trying not to accept what was happening to me. Then I felt him get his thing inside the opening of my sex and he begin to work it back and forth inside the edge. Then with a strong push he drove into me and tore me open. I cried out in pain and degradation.He was taking my virginity. My pain was tremendous and later at the doctors I had to perform some minor surgery to repair the damage the two men inflicted inside my vagina. Once the first man was done the second took me. After a short while the first again took me and this lasted for several hours. How many times they used my body for their pleasure I can't honestly remember but it was daylight when they dropped me off on a country road. That was over 20 years ago and to this day, no one is aware I was raped. When I visited the doctor I told him that I had let a boyfriend do and I believe he thought I was telling a lie but he never challenged me on my story of how I was so torn inside. Last week I was half a drink as I waited for my best friend Sonja to show meet me for dinner. While seated at the bar I had a conversation with a man who got on the subject of rape and his comments made me aware that he was one of the men who had raped me. I made arrangements to see him two nights later and we would have a drink and dinner together. Friday night I met Robert in a bar in another town where no one would likely knew either of us. After a pleasant dinner and then driving to another town, Robert obtained a motel room at a cheap down and out motel on the old national highway. As Robert undressed, I continued asking him how someone could rape someone and he told me all the "possible ways" to do it, like grabbing a girl on the street, while another man drove the car. How you could blindfold the bitch and take her to a building and drive inside an old warehouse building and them rape her on a homeless person's makeshift bed. Robert was a very large man, and after three husband and several boyfriends, I could see his manhood was exceptionally large. So was the man who raped me. Watching and asking Robert to make himself hard while I watched and would undress after he could show me he was "big enough" I would join him on the bed. "Hell baby, this should be big enough, don't you thinks?" Slowly I opened my purse and pulled out my personal weapon of choice, a SW 38 snub nosed, with lead jackets. "Robert, I figured out you're the son-of-a-bitch that raped me in 1959. Say good night and good-by, Robert," as I fired one shot into his stupid brain.