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To Dance Within (MM)
by Vince Water (vince_water@hotmail.Com)


Indian Boys at Play - Copyright 1998 by Vince Water - I welcome 
comments and suggestions on all my Indian boy stories. Send E-mail 
to me at: Vince_Water@HotMail.Com - PLEASE NOTE that this story is 
intended for the reading pleasure of adults above the age of 
twenty-one. It may be freely distributed so long as none of its 
content is changed.- Vince Water 


 A white youth of eleven has been left in the care of a Shoshone 
medicine man while is uncle is away on a trade. The Indian boys 
have shown David their exciting and different ways. He hopes to 
remain with his new friends on their reservation even after his 
uncle returns. David likes being an Indian boy.

 David held the delicate thing in the palm of his hand. It felt 
cool. There was some mud staining its angry crimson color. The boy 
knew that in nature, red often meant danger. That was very true 
for what he would be attempting with the mushroom on this night of 
the full moon.

 A red man had used it and survived. His name was Sha-sa-took, a 
medicine man of the Shoshone Indians. He had performed the 
dangerous ritual so that he could dance like the other men around 
the tribal fire. His dance was not in the flesh but had been 
performed from within; his spirit.

 The shaman Sha-sa-took had explained it to David as being a part 
of a waking dream that allowed him to perform beyond the limits of 
his crippled body. He ate a red mushroom in the ritual. That's 
what had given the man back the use of his legs so that he could 
dance. The mid-summer celebration had been to honor the Great 
Mystery, their Indian God. Participating in that honored ritual 
had been worth the risk to his life.

 David carefully wiped the mud away from his mushroom with spit 
from his fingers. He studied its crimson cap. It was a rather 
small mushroom. The only one that he could find as Sha-sa-took 
directed. The rotting trees he searched bore other kinds of 
mushrooms. The delicious grays were the most plentiful along with 
the white ones. Only a single red-capped mushroom had been found 
in the woods. The boy hoped it would be enough for him to perform 
his own dance 'within.'

 The shaman had told the boy that he was of age to attempt the 
dangerous journey. It rarely killed the traveler. A boy who 
performed the ritual was often given visions of his future. The 
hope of 'seeing what will come to pass' had interested David. He 
desperately wanted to learn which path his life would follow.

 The boy eagerly ran back into the Indian Reservation. He darted 
from the forest cover of sparse trees, leaped over a small creek 
and ran towards the dusty flat lands. That water way marked the 
boundary of Shoshone territory given to them from the United 
States Government. White people were discouraged from entering the 
reservation of the red man but he was permitted. Sha-sa-took had 
taken the boy into his lodge as the son he'd lost long ago.

 David smiled when he looked down at himself when he ran. He felt 
cooled on his skin where the wind flapped his two deerskin cloths 
against his body. The man had gifted him with a real Indian 
breechclout. It wasn't much in the way of cover: the front flap 
hid his dick and balls but from behind, his butt stuck out from 
the small rear flap. It was often pinched by the other boys. His 
white skin and brown hair would forever set him apart from the 
others yet in his heart, he wanted to become an Indian boy!

 David flew down the path to the lodges as a free spirit. The boy 
was very happy today. He laughed at the stare an Indian girl gave 
him when passing her gathering basket. His pale body must have 
looked funny in a scanty breechclout.

 David thought back to the day when he had stood against one of 
their mud houses in his sagging pants. He had lost his shirt 
earlier. Sha-sa-took offered him an Indian boy's flaps to wear. 
With only a moment's hesitation, he had dropped his pants and 
replaced it with a thong belt tied around his slim waist and two 
flaps of soft golden deerskin folded over it.
 At first, he had felt embarrassed to walk about the reservation 
practically naked. The two cloths didn't seem to cover his body 
enough. The other boys giggled at the sight of him. Their butts 
were flat and lean while his stuck out. One boy had been curious 
about the Christian cut to his penis. When he dared to lift up 
their front flaps for a peek, he was amazed in turn by their 
thick-skinned poles.

 That day with David's new friends had begun as one of 
exploration. The Indian boys examined his pale body while he 
sheepishly looked over theirs. Some of the younger boys went 
totally nude. All their bodies were slim, sun-burned red and 
smooth skinned. David had fine hair covering much of his arms and 
legs that amazed the Indian boys.

 Their gentle curiosity soon turned to boldness. As dirty hands 
from the Indian boys felt over David's body for its hair, one 
youth boldly reached into the front of his breechclout. His 
fingers pulled on David's groin hair and even dared to cup his 
dick and balls. He tried squirming away but the six Indian boys 
kept him trapped between them. Their naughty handling caused him 
to become erected. When he saw that the boys had stiff dicks, his 
uneasiness gave way to excitement.

 No boy spoke any words that David could understand. It was only 
through gestures and touching that they communicated their intent. 
On that afternoon behind the mud houses, David's new friends had 
shown him how his hard dick could be thrilled towards release.
 Some of the boys masturbated. They stood back to back, their 
butts touching while performing their very naked act. Their skin 
rubbing game had been a simple one so David tried it for himself. 
He giggled when seeing an older boy pulling over the erecting skin 
of a younger boy who tried resisting from playing along. That 
youth struggled free from his captor and ran to David. He led the 
white boy's free hand down to his erection so that it could be 
handled. David let go of his pole to offer his left hand instead. 
The youth's dark burning eyes spoke of the thrills David's pulling 
was offering him.

 The little Indian boy reached his climax quickly. After he cried 
out from the sweet pain, David released the boy's dick so that he 
could finish pulling over his own. All of the other boys watched. 
He tried ignoring their sly grins and embarrassing gestures of 
encouragement. It was all too new to him. Their naked game of 
touching private parts and each other was something the white boy 
had never imagined before.

 David giggled to himself. His sweet thoughts about naked boys was 
giving him a hard on. It pushed the front cloth from his body 
while he ran. He carefully cupped his left hand around his prize. 
That hand had been the one he used to play the Indian boy's 
rubbing game. If the mushroom hadn't been so difficult to gather 
he would risk moving it to his right hand so that he could satisfy 
his aching loins.

 The boy glanced down at his free hand. It disappointed him that 
he couldn't use it to handle his erection. Christian teachings 
forbade one from using the right hand for dirty acts. He had to 
use his left hand to wash his genitals or when wiping himself 
after emptying his bowels. None of his Indian friends observed 
those restrictions. They had used both hands when pulling over 
their erection skins and that of their friends.

 David shook his head in confusion. He wanted to become an Indian. 
Theirs was a different kind of life; more free yet it was hard to 
forget the very strict upbringing his parents had given him. The 
Church had been a central part of their daily lives. They sang 
many good songs and he listened to God's teachings from the solemn 
robed man. How could he easily forget all of that?

 The boy looked down at himself with a frown. His dick had shrunk 
under his front flap. Once more, he became a properly acting boy 
in God's eyes. He had lost his erection from thinking clean 
thoughts. A pang of guilt filled him. His life amongst the Indians 
seemed too good to be true.

 David wondered when his uncle would be coming back for him. He 
secretly hoped that it wouldn't be for a long, long while. There 
wasn't any ill-will between the two of them; he hardly knew uncle 
Renolds. He feared that his life as an Indian could come to an end 
upon the man's return.

 'When my uncle comes back, where will he take us?' David 
wondered. As a trader in hard goods, the man had no proper home 
and he was no longer accepted amongst the Amish. The boy was also 
considered an outcast by Christian folk because of the manner of 
his parent's death. The Shoshone had welcomed them. David hoped 
that his uncle would allow him to remain with them.

 David slowed to a walk when he neared the Indian village. Their 
earth lodges came into sight. They were roughly shaped mounds made 
from dried mud and grass which formed a single room sunken into 
the ground. It remained cool inside because the floor was lower 
than ground level. The entrance was wood-framed and had dirt steps 
going down into it.

 Sitting before some of the lodges were Indian women performing 
chores while they gossiped. One wrinkled-skin squaw was grinding 
dried corn seeds between two stones. Another was sewing a pair of 
moccasins. David walked past them bare footed. Like the other 
boys, he wouldn't be wearing their soft leather shoes until 
becoming an adult. A Shoshone warrior wore moccasins, pants 
leggings, a long cloth breechclout, painted war shirt and feathers 
of the eagle in his hair. When David grew older, he too would 
dress like a proud red man.

 Sha-sa-took's earth lodge drew the boy to it. He quickened his 
pace while butterflies seemed to be fluttering in his stomach. The 
precious mushroom was held tightly in his clenched fingers. It 
reminded him of the ritual he'd be undergoing this night. David 
wondered if he'd survive it since his skin wasn't Indian red.

 The youth descended the few steps into darkness. It was quiet 
inside and very cool. There was the smell of burning wood and 
scorched fat. No fire. The center pit was only smoldering. David's 
eyes took a while to adjust as he stumbled around the lodge. He 
almost tripped over the man sleeping over the floor. Covering him 
was a large buffalo skin. Loud snoring came from his mouth so the 
boy sat down nearby and waited.

 David's thoughts went deep. He counted the number of months that 
had passed since his uncle left him with the Shoshone. It had been 
nearly `three moons' as the Indians would say. After the death of 
his parents last winter, Renolds had become responsible for 
looking after him. The man didn't remain with their people; his 
business of trading had him constantly on the move.

 Uncle Renolds had been considered a loner. That's what the man 
told David to explain why he couldn't properly care for him and 
his reason for leaving him on the Indian reservation. The man's 
years of trading with the Shoshone People had permitted this 
favor.

 The only Indians who could speak German had been the chief and 
the medicine man, Sha-sa-took. The white boy had been welcomed to 
stay in the chief's lodge with his two wives and three daughters. 
'Too many chatting females!' David quickly moved to Sha-sa-took's 
lodge since he lived alone.

 The medicine man once had a family. Though he wouldn't give David 
their names, he had described their faces and all the things that 
he had loved about them. Sha-sa-took's wife had been a good worker 
who crafted many beautiful objects at his request. She died while 
giving birth to their only son. The boy had grown up strong but 
was killed at the age of twelve by U.S. soldiers for reasons no 
one ever explained. That had happened five winters ago.

 When David asked to stay with Sha-sa-took, he was taken into that 
man's lodge as the son he'd lost. The move greatly surprised the 
Indian chief since their medicine man had always remained alone; 
no new wife to keep him company. The man was kind and very patient 
with David. Their relationship became very nearly like that of 
father and son.

 David learned many fun things during his stay with the Shoshone. 
He could ride a horse, throw a spear, swim in the river with his 
head underwater, track and identify animals, dance, perform some 
rituals and as always, he played with the other boys. Their Indian 
speech has been slow to come to David, but if he could remain 
longer with them, he was sure to learn all their words properly.

 Sha-sa-took shifted his position over the mat. His breaths 
remained even and noisy so David figured that the man still slept. 
He would have to wait. Patience was one lesson that the medicine 
man had already taught him. The boy wondered how patient Death 
would be before claiming the ailing shaman.

 The youth looked around Sha-sa-took's lodge to pass the time. The 
man had few belongings; was he poor? What he did own seemed old 
and worn out like the buffalo skin that the man used to cover 
himself when asleep. He was respected by the other Indians but it 
wasn't reflected in material goods. The medicine man seemed 
content though.

 Food was brought to them daily by the women yet none lingered to 
stay and chat. Sha-sa-took received few visitors. He couldn't 
easily leave his lodge because of his crippled legs. David 
wondered when the shaman performed his duties as healer. In the 
three months since staying with Sha-sa-took, no one had ever come 
to be looked at by the medicine man.

 David knew that Sha-sa-took could cure hurts. The man had used a 
white paste of buffalo fat and crushed cactus plants to ease the 
boy's sore penis. The skin of it had become red and chafed from 
playing the Indian boys' rubbing game too often. A brown cream had 
been given him to protect his pale skin from the harsh sun.

 The medicine man had also known how to heal a person's inner 
pain.

 David had often cried during his first weeks at the reservation. 
Sha-sa-took's soft words of comfort had helped the boy to overcome 
the loss of his parents and to put him at ease from the worries 
that sometimes arose in his head. He was a good man.

 How old was the shaman? David was never told but he imagined that 
the man was in his thirties. His face was smooth and brown unlike 
the dried weathered faces of some of the old squaws. A slim body. 
He wore his black hair long like the other Indian warriors. It 
wasn't tied though. He rarely wore a shirt and his breechclout was 
a soft lengthy cloth that covered the middle of his body. 
Sometimes the boy was able to peek through the yellow folds for 
the man's butt and his hairy loins.

 Sha-sa-took grunted when he slowly sat up. His words startled the 
white youth from his deep thoughts. "You make sad again?" he asked 
while pointing to the boy's head.

 David nodded and tried to smile. "I found a red-capped mushroom. 
Only this one." He handed it to the shaman.

 "Hmm. You are small," the medicine man answered. "Your spirit 
soar high to full moon with it. More eating mushroom not good. 
Take you away from me."

 David understood the shaman's broken sentences. The man's German 
had improved since they've been together. His own attempts at 
their Indian language had not gone as well. The boy was glad that 
Sha-sa-took didn't press him about it.

 Something danced in the dark eyes of the shaman after he spoke. 
David saw an intense emotion on the man's face but didn't 
understand its cause. 'Is he much worried about my rite?' the 
youth wondered. 'Much danger for me?'

 Sha-sa-took grinned. That brought a relief to David who was 
starting to have new worries about what he faced tonight. The man 
touched his leg and spoke.

 "You play with boys today?" He grinned while making a rubbing 
gesture with his hand over the boy's front flap.

 David blushed. When his dick had hurt him, he reluctantly 
admitted to his naked acts the Indian boys had shared with him. 
The shaman's white paste had eased its burning pain. After much 
playing, his dick had become used to handling and no longer 
chafed. He wondered why it was being mentioned now.

 "You like play with a man?" Sha-sa-took gently asked. David 
rapidly blinked his eyes. He often did that out of nervousness or 
from the unexpected. The boy wondered what the shaman was asking 
of him. No man had ever touched him that way; only the Indian 
boys. Sha-sa-took awaited a reply so he spoke up. "I don't know. 
Why do you ask?"

 "Hmm. I think a thing in my head and to want if thing in yours, 
too."

 David's mind raced. He tried to gather up the meaning from the 
man's broken German. It wasn't really clear. The boy shrugged his 
shoulders and fixed his eyes on the mushroom in the shaman's hand.

 "You sweated with me; felt good in my arms our bodies touched."
 A memory struck the boy that could explain Sha-sa-took's words. 
It was something unexpected and exciting that had happened between 
them.

 A few days ago, David saw the shaman being carried by two 
warriors to a small hut set up on the bank of a river where the 
Indian boys often swam. The hut was formed of elk hides stretched 
over many tied branches. Tree bark covered the outside of the 
structure. A small fire burning outside was used to heat stones.

 Before their strange rite began, the warriors carried those 
stones into their hut. The door flap was closed and harsh singing 
could be heard from within. It was quite a spectacle to the white 
youth who had never seen such a thing before.

 David stood nearby while the three men remained in the hut. Puffs 
of steam had sometimes erupted from it that reminded the boy of 
his mother's tea kettle. He couldn't imagine how the men endured 
such heat.

 They hadn't for long. The two naked warriors hurriedly left their 
hut to cool off in the river with a swim. What had surprised David 
was seeing the men's long dicks sticking out from their bodies. 
Like the boys, theirs had a thick brown skin around the long 
manhood shafts. He wondered if they had been playing the `rubbing 
game' inside.

 Sha-sa-took had remained in the steaming hut. David went to it 
and peeked in through the open door flap; the shaman was sitting 
just inside over his folded legs. He gestured for the boy to join 
him.

 David had felt the escaping steam and heat through the doorway. 
It took much coaxing from Sha-sa-took to bring the boy inside with 
him. He explained what the warriors and him had been doing: it was 
a sweat bath rite. Water had been poured over the heated stones to 
steam their bodies for a ridding of evil influences and poisons 
which poured out of their skin. The shaman suggested that David's 
young body should undergo the cleansing rite.

 The boy reluctantly agreed. As he entered the small hut, his 
breechclout was pulled from his waist by the man's hands and he 
was brought down to sit in his lap. Sha-sa-took's swollen manhood 
pressed against the boy's bottom.

 It had been very hot and steamy inside the sweat hut. Heat from 
the stones burned David's face and chest. Some cool water poured 
over his head eased his discomfort but what made him uncomfortable 
was sitting naked with the man. A strange experience. The boy had 
felt a little scared, a bit too hot but very excited from the 
slippery nakedness of their touching bodies.

 David's pole became erected. He thought about pulling over it but 
felt scared with the shaman there. It was silly since he had 
already admitted playing that game of the Indian boys. For all he 
knew, those two warriors could have been playing it with Sha-sa-
took earlier.

 They shared the sweat bath for only a short while. The two 
warriors returned and carried the shaman with his boy out of their 
hut in a playful attack. They were tossed into the river together. 
Words were spoken between the warriors and some gestures made 
about David that he couldn't understand. Often, the dark eyes of 
Sha-sa-took had fallen on him during their swim.

 Since that day, David noticed the man's bright eyes on him. There 
seemed to be a change in the way Sha-sa-took looked at him and how 
he acted. A bit scary. The boy wondered if he had done something 
to anger the shaman.

 "Why making sad?" the man asked to stir David from his deep 
thoughts.

 He squeezed the youth's leg affectionately.

 The boy looked into Sha-sa-took's dark eyes with some boldness. 
He asked, "Did you play the `rubbing game' with those two 
warriors?"

 "Ah. You think a thing in your head and in my head," he replied. 
"The warriors strong in their display as men but not to play game. 
Have wives for that. No. The heat make that. You inside hut with 
me strong be from heat. When I hold you, the thing go in my head 
to play but I did not."
 David's face was burning. He couldn't bring himself to admit that 
he had thought about playing too.

 The shaman squeezed the boy's leg again. He smiled when seeing 
the youth's livid face that shown easily because of its normally 
pale color. An idea came into the man's head; an exciting thing to 
try that would test the boy's readiness.

 David watched as the man's hand roamed up his leg. He felt its 
heat shooting into him like an arrow. The man's fingers pushed 
under the front flap of his breechclout and softly touch upon his 
balls. They were gently tickled. The neat sensation raised up the 
fine hairs of his body with many goose bumps forming over his 
legs. He felt a blood-warm stirring inside his pole. It lifted up.

 While the boy's body enjoyed the man's caresses, his head formed 
troubling thoughts. He wondered why a full-grown man wanted to try 
naked things with a boy. All that Sha-sa-took had said to him went 
round and round in his head: playing the dick-pulling game of the 
boys, how the two warriors had their wives for that and how the 
shaman asked if he'd like to play with a man.

 David tried coming up with an answer as to why Sha-sa-took was 
interested in him that way. He knew that the Indian youths played 
their skin rubbing game because it felt good; a need of the male 
body like pissing. He knew that it was naughty behavior yet he did 
it himself in defiance to the Church that had abandoned him. The 
Indians had taught him new ways. Things that had made him feel 
good about himself and his new life with them.

 Sha-sa-took was a good man; the boy trusted him. Living together 
had made them become close like that of father and son. But they 
really weren't. David had lost his father and mother and the 
medicine man had lost his wife and son. They had come together to 
form a new loving family; white boy with Indian man.

 David's heart beat faster in his chest. His breaths were coming 
as gasps while within his breechclout was a fully-formed erection. 
He knew that the man could see it pushing his front flap. The base 
of his dick was tickled by the man's fingers. It seemed that the 
shaman was too shy to take it in hand unlike his Indian friends 
who freely played their skin-pulling game with him behind the 
earth lodges.

 "You strong in body," asked Sha-sa-took "but why sad inside?"

 David avoided the man's seeking eyes and shrugged his shoulders. 
He didn't know what to say. The shaman's fingers ended their 
naughty tickling. His balls were still being held and his hard 
dick pressed against the sweaty warmth of the man's palm. He 
lowered his eyes in embarrassment, noticing the telling bulge in 
the shaman's breechclout. Seeing the man's erection put him a 
little at ease.

 David remembered sitting over the shaman's lap in the sweat hut 
and feeling his swollen cock against his butt. 'A hard brown 
snake!' It had been a thrilling moment they shared though they 
didn't play the game together. The boy gasped with intense 
excitement at the thought that they were going to play it now.
 David suddenly hiccuped. His chest felt pained when it happened 
again and it didn't seem like they would be going away soon. Sha-
sa-took saw the boy's distress. He pulled his hand from the 
youth's breechclout and lifted the boy by his under arms. David 
was turned around and brought to sit in the shaman's lap.
 Sha-sa-took wrapped his arms around David's chest and started 
squeezing. The boy felt their tightening embrace and the warmth of 
the man's chest pressing against his back. The strong arms around 
him kept squeezing. David began to panic; he couldn't breathe!
 When David fought to escape the shaman's tight arms, the man 
spoke to explain what he was doing. "Our hug make it go away!"
 The boy was gasping for air. In spite of the shaman's good 
intentions, the squeezing was scaring him. The hiccups continued 
to wrack through his small body; they were really hurting! So were 
the man's strong arms. Just when the youth thought he couldn't 
take the pain any longer, Sha-sa-took released him. The boy took 
in a tremendous breath.
 The shaman gently held the youth in his lap and listened to his 
breaths; no more hiccuping. He waited a long moment to be sure. 
"Ah. Gone away?"
 David held a breath and released it. It was true... They had 
gone. The man's scary hugging had chased his hiccups away. It was 
yet another thing the shaman had shown him about his healing 
power.
 Sha-sa-took smiled. He felt David's body relaxing in his arms; 
trust had been returned. His hands went to the boy's slim 
shoulders in a massage. After giving pain, the man wanted to 
pleasure the youth. His fingers kneaded the soft muscles. The 
boy's head drooped forward. Sha-sa-took enjoyed handling the 
youth's pale body with his hands. A privilege to be touching such 
a cute young boy.
 The man noticed his body's reaction to their closeness. He was 
getting excited in a man's way like he felt when in the arms of 
his wife under their sleeping hide. It surprised him. He recalled 
his sweet embrace with David in the sweat hut and how his cock had 
urged him for a joining of their male bodies... but he was a 
proven man; a son had been put into his wife so why was he 
attracted to this boy?
 It wasn't unknown amongst their People for two males to sexually 
join. Boys usually played it as games with each other so that when 
taking wives, they'd know how to perform. It was rarely continued 
into adulthood. There was the whispered talk about two young 
braves from another tribe who joined themselves as life 
companions. It was said that they shared their hunt, slept in the 
same lodge and laid under one sleeping hide together.
 Sha-sa-took shook his head in dismay. Those two braves knew what 
they were doing as grown men but David was only a boy. Even if he 
could get himself to accept his attraction to another male, how 
could the youth? And how would he get their bodies to join in a 
way more meaningful than the boy's simple game?
 David noticed that the massage had stopped. He shook his head so 
that his long hair would tickle against the shaman's hands to get 
him back to it. The ploy worked. Sha-sa-took returned to massaging 
with his strong hands going down his back. They reached forward to 
the boy's belly and slowly rose up to his chest. David's nipples 
pushed out under the man's encircling finger motion. The man's 
touching was getting his pole very hard. It made him want to play 
with himself.
 A kiss went to David's neck. He felt the shaman's breath on him 
and another kiss was planted there. Their strangeness made the 
youth uneasy but his dick surged with nice thrills. Against his 
butt, he felt the man's erection thumping between their 
breechclouts. The man's strong hands held him very close. At that 
moment, David realized that the man wanted to do more than play 
the naked games of his Indian friends with him. Do love things.
 David thought about it. He trusted Sha-sa-took in everything and 
loved him. The man was like a father to him and more... but in 
that way too? He never knew that his small body could experience 
male pleasure until his games with the other Indian boys. The 
shaman was like an older boy who needed to play with him since he 
didn't have a wife for that.
 The kisses ended. Hands from the shaman fell away from the boy to 
rest over the dirt. Silence. David felt awkward so he shifted his 
position over the man's legs as if his weight may have been 
putting them to sleep. He felt that something should be said to 
explain his movement so he blurted out, "Were they hurting?"
 "No. My legs not anything," replied Sha-sa-took.
 The words puzzled David. He asked, "What does that mean `your 
legs not anything?'"
 Sha-sa-took reached around the boy sitting over him and struck 
his legs with his fists. "No thing in them. My legs no feel pain 
and no can move."
 "Why? What happened to them?" David asked. Only silence came 
after his bold question upon the shaman causing him to regret 
having asked it.
 Sha-sa-took was deep in thought. He went back in time to when he 
could walk. 'Ah. the freedom of going wherever I wanted!' David 
fidgeted over his legs; his unfeeling useless legs. He would tell 
the boy. "Evil spirits sneaked in my legs to eat them one dark 
night. They knew I was weak from sad in my head when son die. I 
almost die but not. My body sweated in big heat to chase evil 
spirits away. Days go and go. I awaken with legs no good."
 David nodded. He had heard about people getting really sick with 
a fever that could make them die. It was caused by disease. That's 
what it sounded like what happened to the shaman.
 "Look my legs," asked Sha-sa-took. "The evil spirits' bite 
marks."
 David leaned forward to examine the man's legs. Over both of them 
were ugly black marks that proved it was a disease. His heart was 
pained for the shaman.
 Sha-sa-took swallowed the anger in his throat. He didn't like 
talking about his legs since after losing them, his People had 
stopped coming to be healed. He had already lost his wife at 
childbirth, lost his son and then suffered a near-death attack 
from evil spirits which took away his ability to walk and care for 
himself as a man. His tribe had to take care of him. It made his 
life empty without having responsibilities for himself and his 
People. When David came along, it made the shaman useful again. 
The ignorant white youth had to be taught many things if he were 
to become a true human being.
 The boy was bent over to see the black marks on the man's legs. 
Sha-sa-took watched the cheeks of his pale butt opening under his 
breechclout. He lifted the rear flap for a peek. The boy's 
innermost nakedness revealed a smooth pink hole. It excited the 
shaman.
 David felt a warm breath over his backside. The man was lifting 
the rear of his breechclout and the boy knew he was looking into 
his butt. Hanging down close to his cheeks was his small balls. A 
thrill went through him from the man's peeking. He continued to 
bend over as if to look some more at the black marks.
 Sha-sa-took had looked into butts before as tribal medicine man. 
They were a troublesome part of a person's body that sometimes 
needed a healing paste to ease discomfort. He was surprised that 
peeking at this white youth's pink hole was making his cock surge 
with lust. The man suddenly knew how their male bodies could join 
if the boy would allow it. He had a nice butthole; tighter than a 
woman's opening and likely a better feel around his stabs if his 
long dick could fit in it. The man gently pressed his fingers into 
the crack of the youth's butt to tickle over his smooth pink 
opening down to his soft balls.
 David felt his hole being touched. It sent a tremendous surge 
through his erection as if he were handling it. His balls were 
also tickled. He knew that what the man was doing to him was very 
naughty. Not even the Indian boys had dared to try such a naked 
thing!
 Sha-sa-took discovered to his amusement that his hand had crept 
within his breechclout to handle his hard cock. Its manly 
excitement oozed to his fingers. He switched hands so that his 
sticky essence could be brought to the boy's opening. Gently, he 
pushed a finger inside. The boy's pink hole took it in like a 
mouth that was thirsty for what more his loins could put in there. 
The shaman began an in and out fingering to test the youth's 
williness to be fucked.
 David became very embarrassed from the man's playing with his 
butthole. He didn't understand his interest for it. Slowly, the 
boy sat up and acted as if nothing had happened.
 "I saw the black marks over your legs," the boy whispered. "There 
are many of them."
 "Yes. Evil spirit bites," answered Sha-sa-took. He too kept from 
saying anything about the boy's butthole. His fingers had tested 
the youth and found him willing if not somewhat shy about how 
their bodies could join man to boy.
 The shaman lovingly reached his arms around the trembling youth 
and held him close. It was awkward that the two of them seemed to 
want to make love but neither willing to admit or act upon it 
openly. Sha-sa-took knew that imbibing the red mushroom will make 
the boy more receptive to what was planned for him. The Great 
Mystery may put visions in the youth's head to guide his spirit 
while the man definately planned to put his seed in the young 
flesh. 'Oh, it will be a wonderful full-moon rite!'
 A noise drew their attention to the doorway. Coming down into 
their lodge was a woman with her gathering basket offering them 
her morning greeting. The man was holding his new son in his lap. 
She smiled to see that the white youth was being so well cared 
for.
 David sprang up from the shaman's legs. He went to the woman and 
was given her basket filled with food: fresh fruit, a piece of 
honeycomb and some strips of freshly smoked meat. The boy felt his 
stomach rumbling with hunger.
 The woman didn't stay long. She gave Sha-sa-took a few words of 
news then left their earth lodge. David lowered the basket to the 
man's lap and sat at his side in anticipation of their breakfast. 
The man wouldn't eat. He waved his hand over the food in a gesture 
that it was not to be taken.
 "Remember I say no can eat," explained Sha-sa-took. "Your rite 
tonight."
 David sadly shook his head. The shaman had told him that food 
wasn't taken on the day of a ritual. He would have to fast until 
its passing. The small red mushroom came to mind - he would be 
making a risky meal of it!
 "Go," asked the shaman. "I have things to do so go out and play. 
Eat not! And no do thing with your pole. Save it for me tonight!"
 The boy was already climbing the short stairs of their lodge when 
he heard the last strange request. It excited David with the 
promise that the man would be playing love things with him in the 
ritual.
 The boy moped around the Indian camp and avoided the other boys. 
He didn't want to be tempted into playing any of their naked 
games. There were mostly old women to be found. They sat over 
woven ground mats before their lodges to sew clothes, prepare food 
and to gossip with each other. Their cracked voices lowered 
whenever he came near. It wasn't like he could understand what the 
women were saying but he felt that they might be talking about 
him.
 David noticed that there were fewer men on the reservation than 
women. Some old men could be seen but not many young men; had they 
been killed off? The boy remembered hearing about Sha-sa-took's 
only son who had been shot by the soldiers. Did that explain why 
there were so few warriors? He kept his eyes out for them. When a 
young man came into sight, the boy leaned against the rounded wall 
of an earth lodge to study him. Did he look concerned?
 The Indian warrior went shirtless. His hairless chest was muscled 
and had brown rounded nipples sticking out that was very 
attractive to the boy to see in a man. Hanging down between them 
was a small leather bundle on a thong necklace. A headband kept 
the man's long black hair out of his face. His waist was covered 
with a lengthy deerskin cloth for his breechclout. He also wore 
pants leggings and moccasins for his feet. To David, he looked 
strong and proud without any concern for being spied on.
 A squeezing was felt in the boy's stomach when he saw the warrior 
lift his front flap to piss. It was a common enough thing amongst 
the Indians. All the boys urinated to the dirt without a care of 
being seen and it was also true for the men. The warrior held his 
thick dick between his fingers and let go. His yellow stream 
raised some dust when it struck the dry earth. The man's balls 
couldn't be seen; they were tucked within the forward fold of his 
breechclout. His dick wasn't hard with excitement so its knob was 
hidden within its foreskin. The boy had a strange yearning to see 
it.
 When the young warrior glanced in his direction, David lifted his 
front flap to piss. He couldn't think of anything else to do that 
would keep the man from wondering. To the boy's dismay, his pole 
had become hard. It was difficult to coax his urine out with the 
man watching him.
 The warrior finished. He walked up to the white youth with his 
front flap still lifted against his belly. David eyed the man's 
thickly skinned dick hanging down. His pink pole was curiously 
looked over in turn by the Indian man who seemed amazed that its 
foreskin had been cut. The warrior knew that it lessened the boy's 
ability to grow into manhood so a rite would be performed to 
restore it.
 The Indian slid the front end of his breechclout sideways over 
his thong belt to expose his loins. He pulled away the white boy's 
front cloth. He was relieved to see that there was still a 
roundness to his small balls; the youth hadn't been castrated like 
a gelded male horse. The man's rite began when he pressed the 
loose folded tip of his brown cock against the boy's pink head to 
fit it through until their knobs touched inside. It was a very 
tickly sensation to the youth since his erection was feeling very 
sensitive from being hard.
 The shaft of David's stiff pole was taken into the man's hand and 
pulled into the rubbery foreskin some more. Thrills shot through 
it. He could feel moist heat surrounding his dick and its 
sensitive tip rubbed against the swelling knob of the man's. A 
back and forth pulling motion was made over both their connected 
dicks to extend the man's long forskin over more of the boy's pink 
erection. The Indian warrior managed to wrap it nearly down to the 
youth's balls making David's erection look Indian brown and thick.
 The young warrior seemed pleased by his accomplishment. He kept 
his thick foreskin extended as far as it would go around the boy's 
erection within the forming 'o' of his thumb and fingers. David 
felt the man's hand tighten, pinching his shaft inside. The boy 
wondered what it was accomplishing. The man's act looked similar 
to the boy's thrilling dick game but it wasn't.
 A strange gesture was made to David. The Indian man pointed at 
his navel and made a sweeping motion down from it through his dick 
to the man's dick he was connected to and ending at the man's 
navel. The flowing gesture was repeated in the reversed direction 
with the man ending his gesture by pointing at David's navel. 
'What does it mean?' he wondered.
 The Indian grunted. He squeezed his extended forskin around the 
boy's dick and after a moment, David felt something warm entering 
his dick from the man's. It became a steady flow that made a 
filling sensation in his bladder. A liquid dripped from the man's 
tight fingers to the dirt. The boy's eyes widened with 
understanding.
 When the warrior's flow ended, he made the navel pointing gesture 
'from boy to man'. David knew that it was his turn to piss. He 
made a pushing from his bladder to force his urine through the 
man's dick from his dick. The extended foreskin only leaked a 
little in the man's tight hand. When he finished, the man repeated 
his pointing gesture and David felt his bladder slowly filling. It 
was a very odd sensation.
 The warrior squeezed his extended foreskin around the boy's dick 
and repeated his 'from boy to man' gesture. David pissed into the 
man until his bladder was empty again. He felt an increasing 
pressure against the head of his dick from the man's swelling 
knob. His pink dick was slowly being pushed from the brown 
foreskin. It seemed that their back and forth pissing rite was 
getting the warrior very excited.
 With a knowing grin, the warrior began a lusty pulling over his 
long foreskin while keeping a hold of David's pink dick to keep it 
inside. Pleasure shown in the man's dark eyes when he masturbated. 
The boy felt thrilled to see the dick pulling game of the boys' 
being performed by a man and he realized that at its ending, 
something other than urine was going to flow from 'man to boy'!
 David reached out to the warrior's hips and held them to keep 
their bodies steady next to each other. The back and forth pulling 
of the man's foreskin extending over the boy's erection gave him 
some nice thrills but not enough to get the boy to explode. He 
also remembered Sha-sa-took's words: 'no do thing with your pole - 
save it for me!' so the youth tried keeping himself from achieving 
climax. It was difficult.
 The Indian warrior used both his hands to align the piss holes of 
their touching knobs within his foreskin. David took a nervous 
look around for anyone watching. Pissing to the ground in public 
was one thing but what the man was performing with him was 
something better done behind the earth lodges. That's where the 
boys kept their dick playing from being seen by the girls. 
Luckily, it was the afternoon. The heat kept most people inside 
their lodges and there were no girls or women in sight. David 
hoped that the man's lusty rite would end soon before they were 
caught.
 This thing must have also been in the warrior's head since he 
rushed his dick towards climax. His breaths were held. He glared 
at the white youth and thought him fortunate to be receiving this 
manly rite from him. It was a thing he'd often done in his youth 
with boyhood friends to empower their small balls to make seed. 
His unusually long foreskin was the key to making it happen.
 The warrior's balls tingled in warning. His low grunt of 
satisfaction announced that he was cumming and David had his dick 
squeezed to prevent the foreskin from leaking the passage of the 
man's precious gift to him. The boy felt a strong flow into his 
dick. It was warmer than urine the man had pissed to his bladder 
earlier. The boy rapidly blinked his eyes. He realized that the 
man's sperm had gone into him!
 The warrior gestured to the white youth what had been 
accomplishment from his empowering rite. He pointed at his handful 
of balls and made a sweeping motion up from them to his dick and 
through the boy's dick until pointing down at the boy's pink 
balls. Then the man raised his arm and tightened its muscles in a 
show of strength while pointing back at the youth. David 
understood. As the man had filled his bladder with his urine, his 
lusty rite had sent manly seed from his mature loins to fill the 
boy's small balls so that they too would develop into a man's.
 They stood together for a while to ensure the flow of manly seed 
down into the boy's immature loins. The warrior slowly pulled over 
his thick foreskin around David's erection so that the boy would 
know what it felt like to have intact glans. It was very 
pleasurable for both man and boy.
 David remembered where they were. He kept a nervous look around 
for anyone passing their way. The warrior didn't seem concerned 
and often smiled down at him. He reached out to the youth's soft 
brown hair and stroked it to put him at ease.
 A young brave happened by. He greeted the proud warrior and 
passed the white youth with a smug grin on his face; his hand 
lifting to the boy with only his index finger outstretched in a 
hard male gesture. It embarrassed David that the brave had noticed 
his erection but too he felt excited by its discovery. If the boy 
had been caught showing a hard pole by his own Christian people, 
they wouldn't have so easily passed him by with only a smile for 
punishment. David was glad that he was living amongst the free 
Indians.
 The warrior pulled back his rubbery foreskin to release the boy's 
dick. It was left covered in white sperm. With his fingers, the 
man held the youth's piss hole open while pushing the globs of his 
thick cum into it. David gasped. He saw how differently a man's 
release looked when compared to his water squirts that came out 
after playing the Indian boys' game. He hoped that the man's rite 
would get his body to quickly mature.
 The Indian man pointed at his navel with a grin. He aimed his 
brown dick down at the ground and pissed. It was a strong flow 
that lasted for a while. David knew that the man's bladder was 
full from both of their bodies. Within his body was the man's 
seed. Knowing that gave him a strange sense of satisfaction and 
excitement.
 David watched the Indian warrior pull the front cloth of his 
breechclout forward to cover his loins. Pride shown on his face 
for the man's powerful body and what it could perform. With a 
silent hand wave, the Indian turned from him and walked away. He 
would always remember what the kind man had done for him that day.
 David felt a powerful urge from his erection to play with it but 
he remembered the shaman's words so he ran to the river for a cool 
swim. 'That will make it go down,' he hoped. The boy didn't go to 
the usual places since he needed to avoid his Indian boy friends. 
He knew they'd be in the water to escape the heat of the 
afternoon. A new swimming spot had to be found further from camp.
 During his long walk, David's upcoming ritual was ever in his 
mind. He wondered if things would be revealed to him of the 
future; will he become an Indian as Sha-sa-took's adopted son or 
will his uncle be returning to take him away. He also wondered if 
he'd survive eating the red mushroom that allowed him his dance 
within.
 When the boy felt that he'd traveled far enough along the winding 
river, he untied the thong belt from around his waist and dropped 
his breechclout to the muddy bank. Naked, the boy waded into the 
slow moving water. His sweaty body enjoyed the cool relief. After 
a long swim of diving for stones, splashing at turtles sunning 
themselves on the bank and practicing holding his breath 
underwater, the boy left the river to dry himself. The hot sun 
felt good over his body. He enjoyed this moment of being alone 
before his ritual. A way of looking at everything for the last 
time in case the mushroom killed him. David giggled. He really 
didn't think Sha-sa-took would risk losing another son.
 Thoughts began flying around in the boy's head. He still didn't 
have answers as to why the shaman was interested in him. His body 
was smallish and undeveloped. There were only a few black hairs on 
his groin to show off like the older Indian boys though he could 
squirt out after playing with his dick. That was the envy of the 
younger boys.
 David wondered about something else. 'Does a man need to come out 
when his dick gets hard?' He knew that the warrior's release was 
done in ritual to quicken the development of his growing body. 
'Was it ever done for fun?' The boy remembered feeling the 
shaman's swollen cock against his butt in the sweat hut but the 
man didn't play with himself like a boy would have. The man was 
also excited when peeking at his hole... he even dared to touch 
it. 'Does Sha-sa-took really like my butt?'
 The youth reached back to handle himself there. Although his butt 
was small when compared to the shaman's, his cheeks were nicely 
rounded. Soft and warm under the boy's exploring hand. An exciting 
tremor went through him from touching his cheeks. He wondered what 
the man liked about them. 'My hole?' With his body still dripping 
from the river, the boy slipped his finger into his butt's 
entrance like Sha-sa-took had done. It felt tight and unyielding. 
'What would the man be wanting to do with that part of my body?'
 A revealing notion dropped into David's head. He thought of that 
naked Indian girl he had spied on at the river. She had a small 
opening in the front of her body where a boy's dick could fit into 
her. He had gotten that idea from watching an older Indian boy 
embrace an unsuspecting youth from behind and make a playful 
bucking into his butt as if he were a girl. The youth had cried 
out in pain, separating their bodies. All the boys had laughed at 
him. 'Is the shaman interested in fitting his cock into my rear 
end?'
 David shook his head in disbelief. He wondered how such a dumb 
idea could have entered his head. Sha-sa-took had stuck into his 
wife to bring him a son; not to play like the Indian boys with 
their naked games and showing off. Yet for a moment, he imagined 
what it would be like sitting over the man's legs 'with his hard 
cock sticking between the cheeks of my butt moving in and out.'
 A giggle escaped the boy's lips. He reached down for his 
breechclout and tied it around his waist. Hidden beneath the front 
flap was his hard pole. It had grown long from thinking about Sha-
sa-took being with him that way. The rest of the afternoon was 
spent wandering among the earth lodges while he imagined similar 
things. It was very difficult for David not to join the Indian 
boys in male relief.
 By early evening, David returned to the shaman's earth lodge. He 
found the man sleeping under his buffalo hide snoring loudly. With 
his empty belly rumbling, the boy felt too weary to sit and wait. 
He joined Sha-sa-took in sleep.
 David woke with a start. He felt the building heat from the 
central fire pit against his skin and heard the shaman's low 
chanting. Through the lodge's smoke hole, he saw the glow of the 
full moon. Its brilliance chased all the stars away. His stomach 
filled with frantic butterflies from the thought that his 
dangerous rite was soon to begin.
 "Rise up," asked Sha-sa-took. "You dance within and from out 
tonight."
 David grinned. Though the man's words were wrong, he understood 
what was being said. He rose up from the ground and stood before 
the shaman. The fire revealed the painted colors drawn over the 
man's face and arms.
 A kind of finger painting he had done in school over white paper.
 A small bowl was brought out for David to eat from. The boy 
eagerly took a piece and gobbled it down as the man watched. He 
recognized the taste. It was good smoked meat with a bitter flavor 
lingering in his mouth. The boy's eyes flashed in alarm. He knew 
what had been mixed in with his ritual meal.
 "Eat all so you to dance within," explained the shaman. "It a 
good journey from here (while pointing at the ground) to the Above 
(while pointing upwards). I will join you."
 David watched the shaman eat a few strips of smoked meat from his 
bowl. Not as much as he had taken. The empty bowl was put down and 
a medicine rattle taken in hand by the man. Its shaking announced 
the beginning of the boy's sacred rite. He was asked to dance 
around the blazing fire.
 A great joy went through David to participate in a rite as if he 
were a real Indian. He stomped his legs and swung his arms in a 
hearty display. The fire's heat made his body sweat. The man's 
rattling was loud in his ears and soon his head began to spin. 
When the youth thought that he couldn't stand up any longer, he 
dropped down at the man's legs. A small water skin was given him 
to drink from. The liquid was flavored. It went down his throat 
and put out the fire that had been burning deep in his belly. His 
head still swam.
 "You go soon," warned Sha-sa-took. "Remember to keep both feet on 
mother earth so you to return from the Above!"
 David stood up as he was asked. As if in slow motion, he watched 
the shaman pull away his two flaps from around his body to bare 
him. His pole was standing up against his belly with its urgent 
need for relief. "I have to go outside," he asked. "I'll be right 
back!"
 Sha-sa-took shook his head though he understood what pained the 
youth.
 "Your rite begin so must stay! I will drink it."
 David blinked his eyes with surprise. He watched the shaman take 
hold of his sides and lean forward with his mouth opening around 
the tip of his erection. It slipped in. With a soft pat over his 
rear end, Sha-sa-took urged the youth to piss. It took the boy a 
moment but he managed to let go. The man eagerly drank it and he 
even sucked over his hard pole for more. The thrills felt nice 
from his dick. He had to close his eyes from the strangeness of 
what the man was doing to him.
 Flashes of lightning seeped through the boy's eyelids from the 
ritual fire. In his ears was a raging storm. The shaman's strong 
hands steadied his body while he felt his spirit being freed. His 
weary flesh remained on the earth. David leaped up through the 
lodge's smoke hole to soar high into night's sky.
 The brilliant stars crackled all around the boy. They danced 
wildly around the silvery moon that stared at him with a silent 
grin. He came upon a high cliff. Without the use of wings, David 
had to climb it. He reached up to the next stony protrusion and 
lifted his left foot onto a toehold. His butt flexed from the 
climb. In the front of him, he felt his stiff pole pushing into a 
hole in the rock.
 The high cliffs formed a statue. David stood against the stony 
shape of a kneeling man who held him close, mouth on his groin. 
The boy felt cool hands over his butt, urging his forward stabs. 
Wonderful thrills were building in his erection. He couldn't reach 
down to play with himself because of his death grip on the rock 
ledge.
 The sensation was becoming too intense. More thrilling than if 
someone were pulling over his stiff dick with their hand. He was 
going to be pissing something other than urine in the man's mouth 
if he didn't stop soon...
 "I'm going to squirt!" David shouted. He felt his dick stiffen 
and spit into the thirsty mouth. It made the stone man grin. Much 
pleasure was felt from the boy's loins when they came to fruition. 
The youth cried out in his high-pitched voice as he fell. His 
hands flung out to grab onto something that could break his fall. 
The ground came up. There was no crushing stop when his feet 
returned to the earth. He had remembered Sha-sa-took's words.
 David felt his body being turned to the setting sun. Its heat was 
tremendous! He looked for a place in the river to swim but none 
could be found. On the bank, his butt opened so that he could 
finger his hole. It stuck in with the ease of a slippery tongue. 
The in and out motion made his dick surge. It was a neat sensation 
that the boy had never experienced before. He bent over some more.
 The boy felt himself falling again. A man's strong hands carried 
him down into his lap for a hug. David felt safe. He knew where he 
was and welcomed the shaman's interest for his butt. There was a 
pushing between the cheeks of his sweaty ass that found its tight 
entrance and slipped in. Pain! The boy squirmed within the strong 
arms that squeezed his chest. His hiccuping wouldn't go away. He 
endured the man's tight hold since he knew that they would be 
scared away soon.
 Tiny evil spirits rose up from the Sha-sa-took's legs to try 
biting him. Under the shaman's direction, they were burned up by 
the ritual fire's glowing sparks. He wouldn't be losing his 
legs... yet his butt hurt him greatly. It was a rhythmic pain that 
threatened to split his cheeks. The boy felt that he knew what was 
inside him deeply.
 David gritted his teeth and held breaths to end the pain. His 
small body was bounced over the shaman's folded legs in the sweat 
hut. He felt the man's hard cock in his butt playing in there. His 
own dick was aching for another release so he tried finding it. A 
hand was already pulling over its stiffness like a medicine 
rattle. The thrilling music beat itself into the boy's soul.
 Kisses went to the youth's neck. He enjoyed their tickling feel 
that helped to distract him from their hot sweat rite. The man's 
breath cooled his skin with soft moans in his ear that told the 
boy how much his body was being enjoyed. The sharp pain in his 
butt turned to only a filling sensation. The pain could be 
endured. Their bodies kept bumping together.
 A horse nickered softly when David urged his mount to a gallop. 
He was riding bareback with only his breechclout separating their 
sweat-slicked slippery bodies. The fast speed was exhilarating to 
the youth. He clutched the thong reins and kept his balance over 
the horse's bouncing back. His butt really hurt him. When he tried 
pulling up on the reins, the wild horse only went faster. The boy 
hung on for dear life.
 The horse changed into a brown man. David clung to his arms so 
that he wouldn't fall down. Between his legs, he felt an urgent 
pulling around his stiff pole. Its thrills mixed with the pain 
from his butt. His breaths held and the boy cried out when squirts 
came out of his dick. At that moment, his asshole tightened around 
Sha-sa-took's cock getting it to cum in him. Together, the man and 
boy enjoyed their sweet male releases. The full moon gazed down on 
their joining rite. Its silvery face looked like uncle Reynolds 
who smiled with approval.
 A familiar aching from his penis awakened David. He was about to 
get up from the dirt when noticing that his body was being held. 
The shaman's buffalo skin covered them both. Under it, he felt 
their naked bodies touching. A flash of memory came to the boy. He 
remembered his ritual visions from last night.
 David realized that he couldn't move without disturbing the 
shaman from his sleep and besides, he liked being held. The man's 
right arm was cradling his head from the dirt. His left arm was 
wrapped around his chest. It was very warm beneath the thick 
buffalo hide that made their bodies sweat. He would welcome the 
cool air but not right now...
 The boy had to piss. He knew how to turn his dick's aching to 
pleasure so he reached down for it. Slow strokes were made over 
its stiffness to build up the thrills. He thought of what happened 
last night with a giggle. 'The shaman had swallowed my urine!' 
When the red-capped mushroom had taken hold of him, he imagined 
himself climbing a steep cliff that became a stone man who had 
sucked off his dick and then had him sitting over the horseman's 
cock to squirt in his butt. David felt a slight aching from his 
hole. 'That really happened?'
 David felt stunned. Yet he accepted their joining since it was a 
good thing. He was both a son to the shaman and his wife to 
fulfill that need of the man. In exchange, the shaman would be a 
father to him until his uncle returned.
 The boy felt a breath against his neck and suspected that the 
shaman had awakened. He stopped pulling over his erection so that 
he wouldn't get caught. 'Sha-sa-took knows that I do it!' Yet the 
boy felt embarrassed if he were to be seen playing with himself. 
Against his rear end, he felt a lifting of the man's cock pressing 
under him. Its hardness sent a shiver up the boy's spine. A bold 
idea came to the youth. He wiggled his butt to get the man's 
erection to rise between his cheeks. The tip of it tickled against 
his hole. 'Will he want to stick in me?'
 David waited. He listened to the shaman's breaths to determine if 
he was really sleeping or not. The boy wasn't sure. He felt the 
man's cock throbbing between the cheeks of his butt but it didn't 
push in. The aching in his own dick got the youth back to playing 
with it. He turned its pain into sweet male thrills. Behind him, 
he flexed his butt cheeks to play with the man's erection while 
handling his own.
 A soft moan escaped Sha-sa-took's lips. David knew that he was 
awake and enjoying his butt. A shiver went through the youth when 
realizing how vulnerable he was. In the arms of a full-grown man, 
he risked being stuck into as if he were a willing girl. Even 
forced to being rape if he wasn't so willing! The boy's dancing 
from within came to mind. He had already endured being mounted and 
the act had made them closer. His uncle had smiled with approval 
for what they had done. 'No. That was only a dream.'
 David felt confused about what was real and what wasn't from last 
night. All he did know was that he loved Sha-sa-took and that he 
would be willing to give himself to the man in any way. The shaman 
was too shy to take what he offered.
 The boy pulled his hand from around his dick to reach back for 
his butt. He opened himself to the man's cock in the hope that 
he'd stick in. There was no forward stab so he tried something 
else. The youth reached back to the shaman's rear end. His sweaty 
cheeks felt cool under the boy's palm. With his fingers pressed 
into the soft skin, he signaled his readiness for the man to mount 
him. An urgent pulling was made over the man's butt to get his own 
butt stuck into.
 Sha-sa-took lowered his hand from the boy's chest to find his 
erection. His fingers wrapped around its moist stiffness. He felt 
the urgent hand over his ass that asked him to fuck the boy's 
hole. His cock urged him yet he feared hurting the white youth. 
There was no red mushroom in his belly to dull the pain and make 
him passive as in last night's ritual.
 David gasped when feeling the man's hand around his long pole. He 
moved his butt in the sweet rhythm of being masturbated. A sharp 
thrill went through the boy when the tip of the man's cock pressed 
onto his hole. To force its deeper entry, he backed his butt onto 
it hard. His hand over Sha-sa-took's rear end also begged him to 
stab! There was pain when their male bodies connected. David 
endured it since he'd be given a greater thing in return. Not just 
to coax the man's seed into his body for a satisfying of manly 
need but to win the shaman's utter love for him. A love that would 
prevent his uncle from taking him away!
 The tight fit from their joining made David gasp in pain. Sha-sa-
took heard it and kept himself from thrusting in that little butt. 
He held the dear boy close to his chest and waited with his eyes 
tightly shut. The man tried not thinking about what he was doing 
to the youth. His flesh felt as one with the boy yet his heart 
warned him that it was rape. He thought about pulling out.
 David felt the shaman's hold of his body loosening; his erection 
was released. With his hand, he urgently pulled over the man's 
rear end to signal that they should remain stuck together. In a 
whisper, he asked:
 "Don't let me go!" Sha-sa-took felt tears stinging his eyes. He 
was torn between the boy's desire matched with the lust from his 
loins while his heart ached him to stop. He found his voice and 
spoke. "I won't ever let go, David. My heart is yours but this 
thing we do is good or not?"
 "You did it to me last night."
 The shaman remembered. Under the influence of the mushroom, his 
inner dancing had joined with the boy's that now left him with 
some regret. He tightened his hold of the youth's sweaty body in 
his arms while his cock throbbed. The small hand pulled over his 
butt again, urging him to perform a man's task. Yet he still 
couldn't bring himself to do it.
 David humped himself against the shaman's hairy groin. That 
forced a small movement from the man's cock in him. Its filling 
sensation in his hole was uncomfortable but its deeper stabs made 
his pole surge. He heard low moans on his neck. The man was 
surrendering himself to the joy of their male bonding. His pole 
was taken in hand and pulled on. He too began to moan from 
pleasure.
 With his free right hand, the boy reached up to find the shaman's 
hand and clutched it. Their fingers tightened like their joined 
bodies. The pace of their mating grew frantic. David backed into 
the man's forward stabs to deepen his cock's penetration in his 
little butt. It was a strange sensation of pain mixed with growing 
pleasure to what they did. The boy knew what he was doing. He 
wanted all of Sha-sa-took's love.
 The man held his boy and gave him what love he could. All their 
months together had culminated into this sweet moment of joining 
between flesh and their hearts. The medicine man was healed by it. 
The youth gained a father and lover.
 Sha-sa-took kissed his sweet son. He knew what the boy was 
enduring and it marveled him. After the death of his wife, a part 
of his manhood had ended. He never imagined a little white boy 
would assume that role which would get him to act as a man again. 
What a joyous awakening it was!
 With all his wisdom, the shaman didn't understand why his loins 
lusted for a boy. He was a proven man with the birth of his son. 
The twelve years raising him were filled with wonderful 
experiences he'd never forget. Too soon it had ended from a tragic 
misunderstanding between Indian and white folk. He lost what 
remained of his family. Serving his People as medicine man was 
what kept him alive but with the loss of his legs, he lost even 
that. Then a white youth was placed under his care.
 Sha-sa-took raised his head in silent prayer of thanks unto Him 
for the unexpected direction his life had taken. David was a great 
joy in that new life. He promised to bring him up as if he were 
his true son.
 The boy felt that same joy in his heart. He had gained a loving 
father that would bring him up as a free human being. Their bodies 
were joined to share the sweet joys of the flesh. It was true 
man/boy love.
 The man's hand resumed to masturbate the boy's stiff pole while 
he moved his cock with love's rhythm in him. The youth pulled over 
his butt, coaxing his inward thrusts. He was performing as a man 
again. The joyous task of being man!
 There was a tingling in David's balls that warned him of his 
rising climax. He cried out and wet to the man's tight fingers 
grasping his pole. The sharp thrills he felt were better than he 
had ever imagined! Sha-sa-took kissed his sweet son. He felt the 
strain of his butt muscles when forcing his long cock as deep as 
he could within the boy's little ass. Their ringed muscles 
tightened, squeezing his cock and that made him cum. Strongly! 
Without any shame, the man growled out like a bear. He was 
fulfilling himself as a man with the love that he had for a young 
boy.
 They laid together to catch their breaths. David felt a strange 
fulfillment when knowing that his small body had satisfied the 
man; seed filled his butthole. He too squirted seed to the man's 
hand that he clasped in his own. Their sticky fingers wiggled 
together in a kind of game. It was a precious moment for them 
both.
 The shaman swallowed in his throat and voiced his earlier 
question to the boy: "This thing we do is good or not?"
 David heard the medicine man's concern. It seemed that a small 
boy understood more than his elder. His body ached from performing 
the adult act but it made his heart burst with pride and much joy. 
He answered the shaman simply: "I love you!"