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Cock Slave (MM/F rape nc)
From: rapeme@iamyours.com (Imma Scared)
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The following is a story written by a woman. It is based primarily on some
of my own childhood, sexual fantasies, and nightmares. It contains scenes
of forced sex between grown men and a teenager.
I do not condone the actions in this story. It is written soley for
mature adults for the purpose of entertainment for them and primarily
therapy and release for me.
I would be interested in any comments from you if you are turned on by
this story so that I might learn how to write better stories in the future
and/or whether or not to add to this story. In fact, what would really be
helpful would be for you to tell me what you would do to "me" when your
turn came. Reply to :
forceme@bigfoot.com
Cock Slave
By Imma Scared
I thought life was pretty bad before Mom brought Edward home. I would
learn over the next months that my life up 'til then was heaven compared
to what life with Edward turned out to be.
in some ways grew up pretty fast. I can't remember a time when Mom
wasn't drinking or drunk, I really can't. Somehow I learned how to find
food, cook it, and eat fairly well. I learned how to scrounge clothes,
keep them and myself clean. And I learned how to make myself disappear
into the woodwork when Mom came home with the strange men she would pick
up at the bars she worked/hung out in.
Once when I was 12, Mom brought home this "creature" who looked more like
a bear than a man. The man grabbed me as I tried to duck out the door, and
says to Mom, "Cute little cunt. I'll give you $10 extra if ya let me
finger fuck 'er" Mom says sure, tells me to strip, and stands there
laughing as the man mauls my body and my poor pussy. It was after that
incident, I learned how to hide and hide quick when I heard a key in the
door. I would have run away, but I had watched enough Donahue shows to
know that life on the street for a preteen was a hell of a lot tougher
than my life with Mom.
Anyway, I was about 15 when Mom brought Edward home, and just my luck I
was in the bathtub, and didn't hear them come in. This guy comes charging
into the bathroom with his limp cock hanging out, stops, and takes a long
look at me with his mouth hanging open. Then he starts licking his lips
like he is looking at something good to eat. I was trying to cover myself
with a wash cloth, and trying to see how I could get out of there. The
"bear" from four years ago looked like a friendly dwarf compared to this
guy! He was 6'4, around 280 pounds (mostly muscle, with a small beer gut),
bald, scarred, and nasty looking. He finally says, "Well aint you the
pretty little thing, what are ya, 12?" (I always did look younger than my
age, tiny breasts, baby face, still do God help me.)
Mom, comes up behind him, and says, "Nah, she almost grown, another year,
and I can put the bitch out." The man keeps looking at me and licking his
lips til Mom pulls him out the door, "C'mon you can piss in the sink and
then ya fuck me like I promised." He goes, backing out still looking hard
at me. I jumped out the tub, dressed as quick as I could, and ran out the
house. I spent the night in a nearby park.
To my surprise, Mom brought Edward home again, and again, and again, 'til
Edward finally moved in. The first couple of weeks, tho I didn't like
Edward, I felt grateful, life and home took on a sort of normal look. We
started living the way my friends at school seemed to live. Edward made
Mom stay at home when she wasn't working, and he brought in groceries for
me to fix meals with on a regular basis. He made Mom help me clean up the
house, and even had her buy me some new clothes.
The downside was that sometimes I would be washing dishes, and I'd turn
around and Edward would have snuck behind me, watching me and rubbing that
HUGE bulge in his pants. Once he asked me if I liked to fuck, and when I
told I was a virgin and planned to stay that way, Mom told him about how
she had let the "bear" finger-fuck me for $10. Edward laughed, and said if
it had been him I'd been more than finger fucked. "Don't nothin' feel as
good as havin my dick up a nice fresh tight pussy. Certainly wouldn't have
passed up the chance at virgin kiddie snatch!" He and Mom almost bust a
gut laughing at that!
Edward had been there about a month when the "Honeymoon" period for me had
ended. Mom was getting ready for work when Edward said " It's time Dawn
starts earnin' her keep, wouldn't you say babe?" Mom nods.
"I think I'll stop by Edna's house on the way home from work. She ain't
been feelin' to well. I may stay with her for awhile. may stay gone 'til
Monday."
"Good," Edward says, "that'll work out just fine. Me and Dawn gonna have
some....." my heart is up in my throat. I *know* what's coming, I don't
know how I know, but I know. I feel like I'm going to faint.
"Mom....", I start.
"Edward's been real good to us Dawn. Now you be good to him." and she just
walks out the door!
I look at her retreating back, watch the door close, and hear Edward
growl, "Get ya clothes off, I'm gonna teach ya how to a be slut!"
For a moment, I measured the distance between myself and the door. For a
moment, my eyes strayed to the kitchen, and I measured the distance
between myself and the butcher knives. But those moment were long enough
for Edward to close the distance between us, and grab me by my hair. He
yanked my hair hard, first down, and then up to look into his face. At the
risk of sounding corny, I have to tell you that his face gave meaning to
the phrase "pure evil", his face a mask of lust, and determination. "Look
at me bitch, you strip now, make it sexy or I'll beat the shit out of you,
and still rape the daylights out of you." He let go of my hair and shoved
me to the floor.
I got up and began stripping slowly, making myself move as I had seen the
strippers in movies dance. I looked at Edward, and saw that I was
pleasing him. When all my clothes were off, I stood waiting for Edward's
next order. "Finger yourself, Dawn. Get your pussy nice and hot and wet
for me" I began to rub myself, stroking my clit, and sticking a finger in
my pussy. "Now stop, and stay right there. You move, I'll hurt you bad.
You be a good girl, and you'll be alright". I stayed put, as Edward went
into Mom's room.
When he returned he was naked, and I saw for the first time in my life a
man's hard erect cock. I had nothing to compare it to, but it looked HUGE.
I couldn't imagine that thing going where my small finger had been without
splitting me open. Edward was carrying some rope, and a bottle of baby
oil. With his free hand, Edward pushed me toward the card table that
served as our dining room table. " Sit up on the table", I got on the
table. Edward put the rope and table beside me. Then with both hands he
laid me down on the table so that my legs were hanging down. He bent and
tied each of legs to a leg of the table, and then stood up.
Grinning at me and picked up the baby oil, put some in his hand, and then
began rubbing his cock with it. "I've always wanted to fuck a little
girl, but could never get close enough to a broad with one that would let
me. Now with your itty-bitty tits, and your little body, this'll be just
as good." He grabbed his cock, and began rubbing the head of it on the
outside of my pussy. "Now, here is what we're gonna do. I am going to
put this into you, just the head of it, and tease your pussy until you beg
me to really fuck you... You understand?" I nodded. "Allright then, here
we go!" Edward slid his cock against the lips of my pussy a bit more and
when it was thoroughly lubricated, he begins inserting it so that just the
head is engulfed in my pussy. The pressure is both odd and uncomfortable,
but not yet painful. Edward reached down with his hand and began rubbing
my clit. Does that feel good?'
It did, it felt so good. "Yes, it feels very good."
"Being fucked feels even better", Edward pushed a little more, "so ask me
to fuck you."
"Please" I whimpered
"Please What, Bitch?" came the reply.
"You know.... Please"
"No I don't know... Say it!"
"Please..."
"Please what? I can keep this up for a good long time.. Now say it! Beg
me to fuck you! Beg me to let you have some more cock in you.."
"Please... Please fuck me" I whispered
"What? I couldn't hear you. Speak louder!"
"PLEASE.... PLEASE FUCK ME!!!" I finally got the words out.
Edward says "That's what I wanted to hear... You finally begged!! Now
you're going to get the fucking you so badly want and need...we gonna have
some FUN!!"
Putting a hand on each of my hips, Edward suddenly pushed forward and with
great force shoved the entire length of his hard thick long cock violently
and deeply into the most personal and private place in my body. I
screamed in pain. "That's what I want want to hear, scream Dawn! Scream!"
And with that the fucking began. At first his thrusts were slow, but
hard and long and deep. And I swear, it felt with each thrust that his
dick got thicker!
"Oh God, PLEASE! Stop! it hurts so much!" Tears were rolling down my
face. Edward paused, and took a hand off my hip to wipe the tears from my
face. He put the hand to his mouth and licked the tears off.
"Better than any drug", he sighed. Then put his hand back on my hip, and
resumed his violent brutal raping of my pussy with harder thrusts than
before.
"Scream! baby! Scream! I need to hear you screeamm..." I couldn't help
myself, I screamed! Edward began to thrust harder! It seemed my terror
and distress made him harder, my screams turned him on more and more, my
tears gave him more energy. He thrust and plunged into me like a machine,
laughing and grunting and moaning in time to my own cries of pain. I cried
as Edward seemed to thrust his cock even harder into me. Then he slowed,
drawing the long length of that piston like dick slowly out of my pussy
till it was almost totally out...and then he RAMMED it back in. Slowly, I
felt the thick cock slide through my aching pussy, than SLAM and pain shot
through me and I saw stars. Slow slide of thick cock, SLAM, like a
battering ram. He kept repeating these strokes stabbing into me with
savage force, ramming deep into me, smashing his body into me again and
again. All the time laughing with insane joy.
Then Edward gripped my hips hard, beginning to jerk and twist his huge
cock inside me, laughing at my whimpers and cries, enjoying the pain he
was causing me. He threw his hips forward hard thrusting his massive cock
into me till I though it was going to come out of the top of my head,
thrusting and pounding and punishing my pussy with his hard massive
manhood.
"Yeaaahhhh. How's it feel, babe How's it feel with a real man's big cock
in your belly? OOOOOOOoooooooo you feel so good, so hot. I think I love
yooouuuuuu...." He fucked me with hard, brutal strokes, the pain was
almost unbearable me. I felt like I was being disemboweled, ripped open
from the crotch inward. And his hard body was hitting my clit so that in
the midst if the painful punishment of my pussy I was also feeling waves
of pleasure. Edward didn't slow down a bit as he rutted into me with hard
strokes. SOOOOO goooooddddddssssUh, yeahhhh!" he grunted, thrusting harder
still and then giving me more pain and pleasure! His thrusts into became
harder, longer and slower, and I found my arms of their own will were
holding on to Edward,as if to urge him to thrust deeper into. Suddenly he
speeded up, and I came as he came with a series of hard, sharp thrusts
into my pussy.
Edward bent, and licked the tears from my face. "Oh yeah, that was good.
And the night is still young, you still have a few more lessons to go and
then you'll be the perfect cockslave." Edward withdrew his now soft cock,
and leaving me tied to the table, he walked over to the phone. He picked
it up, looked at me and said, "But first, I've got to you get you some
more instructors." Then he walked into the kitchen with the phone, leaving
me lying there in fear and in pain.
II
When Edward came back into the room, he came over, and again stood between
my legs. His cock was hard again, and he began rubbing it against the lips
of my pussy. "I was looking forward to being the first one to shove my
cock up your ass, but money talks, and looks like the honor is going to
another man. I'll still be there tho, to listen you your screams." Edward
grinned evilly at me. "In fact, if things work out right, this gonna be
night of extreme pleasure for me, and a lot of pain for you!" And with
that, Edward shoved the full length of his hard thick cock suddenly and
violently into my pussy. With his hands cupped under my butt, he began
slamming into me his cock like a battering ram, pounding and pounding and
pounding. This was just as painful as the first rape! His breath came in
loud gulps and hisses. He grunted and moaned obscenely, his cock pumping
in and out my poor sore pussy relentlessly. I couldn't, wouldn't cry
anymore, I just stared at the ceiling, letting the pain take me away,
waiting for it to be over.
Edward slammed into me one final time and screamed,
"NNAAHHGGGAAAOOOOHH!!" and l could feel his cock begin to spasm around the
tightly stretched lips of my pussy, then hot cum flowed out of me and ran
down my ass! It seemed like buckets of the stuff were coming out of this
devil! "OOOHHHRRGGAAA!! AAAAAHHH!! AAAAAHH!! UUGGNNN! "UUUUAAA!
UUUUAAA! UUHHH! UUHH!" He jerked hard into me, and then my pussy with
was scaled once again with his lava like flood. He stood there with his
hands on his hips, admiring his handiwork, "you didn't scream too much
this time babe, I like it better when you scream." He reached down and
rammed a fist into my thigh.. I screamed. "That's better! Now when the
guys get here, you're 12, understand 12? Now get up, and make yourself
look like a pretty little girl!" Edward untied my legs helped me off the
table and I went to wash myself and make myself "pretty".
I had put on a pink "sun dress" that I kept for the few times I was able
to sneak away to go to church, pink panties, and some pink socks trimmed
with lace. In the back of my closet, I found some patent leather shoes
which I had found a years back, and discovered that they still fit. I was
just putting my hair into a pony-tail, when the door bell rang. I heard
muffled voices, and then "Dawn, get your ass out here NOW!"
I came out of the bedroom. to see that living room was crowed with men,
Edward standing among them grinning like a crazy person. I looked at them,
and my heart sank. Every one of them had that same look in their faces,
that Edward had on his face just before he raped for the first time
"Aint she pretty? She's all ours, our own little fuck toy!"
One of the men, who was even taller than Edward by at least six inches,
says. "Aint enough room here for us to fuck her properly, why don't we
take her to my studio, where we can do her in proper style AND film the
event?"
There were a few grumbles at this, but most of the men seemed to approve,
so Edward shoves me out the door, and hands to me to two of his cronies.,
who pick me up, and just about throw me into the back of a pick-up truck,
and then climb in beside me. The men held on tight to me as the truck
moved out behind the other cars, as if they knew I would try to jump out.
I would have, if I could have, especially when we hit the Interstate,
because such an action which have killed me. And I felt that death might
have been preferable to what these men had in store for me.
III
We pulled up in front of what appeared to be an abandoned warehouse and I
was led inside. Just to the left of the entrance was a large room, with
the biggest bed I had ever seen in it, and one huge wall that appeared to
a mirror. The really big guy walks up to me, and with a quick jerk, tears
my dress off me. "I wish I coulda busted your pussy, but bustin' you ass
is gonna be fun."
" Make her scream Joe," Edward says.
"You're sick, Edward", someone laughs as Joe leads me to the bed.
"The way I want to do this," Joe says, "is to have a cock in her pussy,
while I'm bustin' her ass."
The men acted like a bunch of school boys volunteering to run an errand
for the teacher! "Let me!" "I'll do it" "Hey man, I'm nice an' hard!"
Joe waited a minute, and said "Phil, you get on the bed there and lie on
your back." And then Joe seemed to be speaking to the mirror, "You boys
ready to film back there?" I heard a muffled sound which could have been a
yes, and it seemed to satisfy Joe. "Okay Dawn, you do exactly like I tell
you, and I won't hurt you more than necessary, okay? I don't want have to
punch your lights out!" I nodded.
"Okay, now. Dawn, I want you to get on top of Phil. Climb on your knees
and put the head of his cock in your pussy.."
Phil undressed and had lain down , his huge cock sticking up from his body
and twitching. ..I did as I was told, Phil helping to guide the head of
his penis between my tender lips and let my weight push his cock up into
me.
The men gathered around the bed, and someone pushed me down until my chest
met Phil's. at least two men held me there, putting pressure on my back
and holding my arms so that I couldn't move.
Suddenly, I felt a cool sensation on my ass as a hand rubbed some kind of
lotion on my ass' entrance. A finger began to probe that small hole,
completely exposed in this position, and with almost no delay,it was
thrust up into my rectum. i let out a small cry pain. "That hurts...
Stop.. Please.."
"No way, baby. I got the lucky draw, sweetheart, and I'm gonna fuck you in
the ASS!"
"OOWWWW.. No.. Please No... Ow.. Stop.. Please..." I was begging, knowing
that my pleas fell on deaf ears.
"Boys, watch as I show you the proper way to bust a virgin ass!" Joe had
removed his finger from my ass. I could feel his weight on the bed as he
positioned himself behind me, aiming his cock at my virgin rear entrance.
The head of his cock touched me, and I tried, uselessly to get away from
it..
"Man, do you really think she can take that thing?", someone asked.
"Sure, man.. .and if she can't, well too bad! Do it, man. Fuck that tight
virgin ass!" Edward laughed
"She'll take every one of my 12 inches I promise you", Joe laughed, "And
still be good for plenty of fuckin'!" And he began to pressure his penis
forward pushing in my asshole. I was shaking with fear. Someone was
"helping", my ass cheeks were being held apart by one man, while Joe
slowly impaled my ass. With a sudden pop, the head of his cock broke
through the resistance of my young sphincter! "Oh wow, you guys should
feel how good this is."
"OOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW....
ITHHHHHUUUUUUURRRRRTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSS......
PLEASE DON'T..." I screamed, but Joe kept pressing forward, ! Slowly his
cock sank between my spread ass cheeks. "The heat and tightness of her
ass is sooooooo sweeeeet." My cries and sobs and struggles, just added to
the enjoyment of the men watching Joe rape my ass. I couldn't move because
I was held down and someone was still holding my ass open to Joe's
advancing cock. Slowly and painfully he pressed on. Suddenly I could feel
Joe pause and lean over me. I heard him breathe in, and then he gave one
last hard thrust.
"AAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH" I screamed at the blinding pain. I
couldn't move, couldn't get away, could barely breathe because of the
men holding me down so hard, to allow Joe to thrust into me. The pain was
unbelievable. I completely forgot that Phil's still thick penis was
deeply imbedded in my sore pussy. Compared to the pain in my ass, my
pussy was just fine!
"SHIT!! FUCK!!! GOD DAMN.. THIS GIRL IS TIGHT!!!" Joe had indeed managed
to fit his whole 12 inch erection in the me. "OH MAN.. THIS WON'T TAKE
LONG!'", . pulling cock slowly out and violently pushing his large cock
back into me. again and again It seemed like Joe's cock filled my entire
world with pain. Then he fell forward onto the me, resting his weight on
my back and increased the speed of thrusts.
The blinding pain subsided a bit ,but I now felt a burning sensation deep
in my ass. Joe'sthrusts hurt, but I didn't feel like I was going to black
out from the pain anymore. I could now feel Phil under me, making feeble
attempts to thrust into my pussy from below, because he was having to
carry the weight of two people.
I was also aware that the other men had stood back, as no longer needed to
hold me down , and watched as Joe raped my ass, and Phil tried to fuck my
pussy.
"NOW! NOW! NOW!!.... YAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!" Joe suddenly shouted. His penis
seemd to expand and blasted me with white hot wetness deep into the my
ass. With each blast he slammed his hips forward, as if trying to impale
himself as deeply as possible into my ass! He thrust so hard that he
rammed my body upward, and Phil's cock popped free of my pussy.
I could feel Joe lift his heavy body from me, and then Phil pushed me off
his body. I laid face down on the bed and soobed, as Edward called "NEXT!"
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Why shouldn't a woman like to read and write rape fantasies/stories? I
am a woman, but I'll admit that I love rape fantasies. I love to
imagine that I have been taken my force......Why should I be ashamed
of that?
And I rather find myself turned by men who fantasize about rape.....
Fantasies harm no one.
"here I wonder, if my fantasy were to become a reality: If a Totally
bald man were to take me against my will, to punish my poor pussy
with his powerful pistonlike prick, would I not find freedon and joy?"
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