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Camper (MF Wife)
by Lyndon Brown (indysheets@hotmail.com)
***
This story grabbed me by the throat this morning, and made me write it,
almost in one sitting. As always, comments and advice would be appreciated.
***
The camper was supposed to bring us closer. Our marriage counselor felt that
after fifteen years together, we needed an activity that we could share. She
said we needed to find places, free from stress and distraction, to be
alone. She knows we have problems communicating, and wanted us to be
isolated and practicing the exercises she gave us. She thought we needed to
complete some sort of project together, something moderately difficult, that
required both of us, working together, to accomplish.
We had camped before, when the kids were younger, before our careers took
over our lives. We had outfitted a Chevy van with a center seat that folded
into a bunk for the kids, with a pedestal platform behind holding a mattress
for us. Both of us still held fond memories of driving in the dark, holding
hands, exploring the possibilities of the future while searching for a
campsite for the night, with our kids tucked in, asleep behind us.
So we settled on a camping vacation. Our project was a family calendar,
something the counselor said had been productive for other couples. We would
travel to take a series of pictures that would represent the landscape and
landmarks of our lives. We would edit the pictures, identify the significant
dates, birthdays, anniversaries and family triumphs, and publish the results
as Christmas presents.
Preparations went quickly. I had months of unused vacation time accumulated.
Joanna team-taught, so a month sabbatical was only a coordination problem
for her. The grandparents were moved in, to see that the kids were fed,
cleaned, and found their way onto the school bus.
I had purchased a pop-up camper that was small enough to tow with my Lexus.
We made some weekend trips, and then I had some modifications made to
fine-tune it for our needs. The camper started with the typical floor plan,
with bunks at both ends, cabinets and a dining table that converted to a bed
in the center. I had half of the center cushions removed, added lights,
storage, and a sturdy work surface, creating a cozy eating and working area
for two. I kept both end mattresses, but placed a hinged drafting table
under one for map study and calendar layout. I discarded the ice chest, and
built in a small refrigerator and microwave. We added a roll-up canopy over
the door. I had extra gas fittings, electrical outlets, and brackets for the
range and a worktop installed, to allow cooking at the side in camp or at
the rear when connected for towing.
I already had a laptop and digital camera for work, but I purchased a
photo-quality printer. Our counselor helped us find and learn the calendar
software. We were ready. We selected October for our departure. Autumn
seemed to fit the nostalgic nature of our quest. We had a final session with
the therapist, then ceremonially turned over our cell-phones, beepers, and
the modem from my laptop to be placed in her safe. Alone, together, we left
the city to try to recreate our relationship.
We laid out an ambitious course to visit and photograph our children's
childhood homes: First Dallas, then to Saint Louis to Madison Wisconsin to
Bloomington Indiana to Nashville, then home. The map was covered with
color-coded pins indicating spots we had always been going to revisit, or
which held significant memories. It was going to be difficult to cover
everything, but that was part of the process. Working in harness together,
at a tough but worthy task, was supposed to reforge our bonds.
There were conflicts, of course. I had awoken at 5:30 every morning for the
last twenty years, to be at work at seven. Joanna's first class wasn't
usually before ten; her evening classes weren't over before nine. I was
asleep by ten, while she graded papers till midnight. Old habits prevailed.
She left the covers to read for a few hours each night. I took two-hour
hikes before awakening her in the morning.
Sex was a new delight. At first. Each night she would join me when I bunked
down, then ride me to exhaustion, holding me until I fell asleep afterwards.
Mornings, after my hikes, I would slip back into warm sheets and gently wake
her into long slow lovemaking. Mid-day brought nostalgic couplings,
recreating moments from our youth: A pond in Texas where we had learned to
make love in the water, unnoticed by the kids or the other swimmers, oral
sex in a fire tower, anal sex in a hot tub at a resort inn in Illinois. I
could barely keep up! I was inspired by her boundless hunger. I thought it
was for me.
Our destination cities were college towns. We revisited places we had been
when she was a struggling grad student or untenured instructor. The waiters
and attraction staff were generally part-time college guys, like her
students at home. I began to notice how she interacted with them.
She enjoyed looking at them, flirting with them. When they stole glances
down at her breasts, her nipples hardened. When a handsome youth was our
server, she found reasons to leave the table, to press against him while
whispering in his ear, seeking directions to the phone, or the washroom, or
asking for assistance with a map. Often when she returned she would stand at
my shoulder and slip her panties into my pocket, or crack open her bag to
reveal her bra within. Waiters would conceal themselves from me with a menu
or a tray, then, perhaps inadvertently, press their crotch against her elbow
or shoulder as they refilled her tea, or removed a plate. Her cleavage was
on display when they leaned over the maps, pointing out local landmarks, or
gossiping about other teachers.
Two weeks ago Tuesday, we found a student at his serving station, cramming
from the textbook she co-authored. While he worked our table, they shared
conversation, flirting like co-eds. Her bra was in her bag, her blouse
undone an extra button. She told him that if he gave her good service, she
would autograph his text book. He asked if she could come back to the office, to
explain a couple of paragraphs he couldn't quite grasp. She glanced to me
before agreeing. I didn't object. When she returned, her lipstick was gone
and there was a split in her lip. I pretended not to notice. I forced my
mind not to speculate.
Our journey came to a fork at a campsite in Missouri last week. I can pull
the trailer anywhere, through anything, but I can't back up worth a damn.
Joanna can't give direction. So our routine is for me to get out, move
behind the trailer, and direct her as she backs into the site. This time she
ignored me, as I waved my arms and banged on the trailer trying to get her
to move back. She was in a trance, staring off onto the next site.
The object of her attention was a well-built kid in a park ranger uniform,
coaching an equally well-built blonde in a bikini as she laid kindling in
the fire-pit. From a distance, now, it's almost amusing. Joanna was
absolutely entranced by him, he as much so with the young woman's cleavage,
while all were oblivious to the others' attention. I was just mad enough to
ask Joanna if she was going to go "Gaga" over every hunky young male she saw
on the trip. "Would you rather be here with me, or across the street with
him?" I demanded, forever altering our life together.
"Young men... " she said, "... my relationships with kids, particularly my
students, mean a lot to me. So does ours. Don't make me choose between
them."
Our relationship changed then. I saw the same things, but now they were
unfamiliar, in a different light, like the change produced by slipping a
polarizing filter on a camera. I timed her trips to the phone or restroom,
and tried to keep track of the staff. What I had seen as flirtation, now
seemed seduction. That casual touch could now be a caress. Her erect nipples
might not be the result of the air conditioning. Her lean across the table
to return a menu now might be an opportunity for her to reveal her breasts.
The inadvertent contact with a server now perhaps was an occasion to confirm
the fullness of her breasts, or to evaluate the length and hardness of an
erection. And there were erections. She made an impression on quite a few,
and I found myself contrasting their eager young hardness with my
middle-aged spread.
My sexual performance suffered. On a scenic overlook on a trail above the
Illinois River, she knelt on a rustic bench, flipping up her skirt to reveal
her naked rump, just as she had fifteen years earlier. This time, I couldn't
produce an erection. I found myself thinking about her with others, and was
unable to perform, to compete.
During foreplay, I would inevitably compare my cock with the younger larger
more-ready ones of her admirers, and my erection would disappear. I would
imagine her, on her knees before a young stud with a massive cock. He would
be thrusting between her breasts, or full-length into her welcoming mouth
and throat, long enough to erase her lipstick, hard enough to bruise her
breasts, or split her lip. I would lose myself in the images of others
fulfilling her desires, and ejaculate before satisfying her. I mourned my
lost days of rampant virility and boundless energy. The images of her with
younger men both aroused and unmanned me.
We stopped early one night at a state park in Wisconsin. We've gotten pretty
efficient at setting up camp, good enough to look down upon our noses at
those who have to struggle to level their rig, to pop up their trailer or to
erect their tent. They guy in the next site was easily ten years younger
than we were, and in the latter category.
He was camping out of the trunk of an older BMW coupe. Gear was strewn about
in cardboard boxes, and he seemed to be missing pieces of the tent. The tent
was one of those intended to fasten onto a Suburban, or a pickup with a
shell, to add on an extra room. He was struggling to hold everything
together and losing the battle. We watched for a while, amused, before
Joanna took pity on him, and left to offer her help.
I stayed behind to review the day's crop of pictures. Something was messed
up, big time. Every image had an awful orange tint. I worked for quite some
time, before lucking into a way to salvage them. When I finally raised my
head and looked around, it was nearly dark. The tent was up, they had given
up on trying to fit it to the BMW. They were messing around with an air
mattress on the picnic table.
The guy had worked up a sweat, and had stripped down to a pair of gym
shorts. He was built like a weightlifter, and I noticed Joanna's approving
glances when his attention was elsewhere. She took every opportunity to
touch him, to place her hand on him to make a point in conversation or to
steady herself when she shifted position. They were laughing and talking
like old friends. When I saw her stroke his chest, moving her hands from the
center of his muscular chest out to grasp his biceps, I stirred myself to
intervene.
They had their heads together, tying to figure out the instructions for
attaching mantles to a Coleman lamp. She had her arm around his waist, his
hand was on her butt. I walked up and introduced myself. He tried to move
away from her, but she maintained her grasp on him. Her expression was
almost defiant.
I removed the mess they had made in the lantern, tied on new mantles, burned
them to ash, and then repositioned the globe. The lamp lit with the first
match, as the light spread, they stepped apart. I looked at my watch.
"Shit," I said, "We're nearly late for dinner. We really need to hustle."
Dinner was a small success, visiting with friends I'd worked with on my
first job out of school. Joanna was nearly silent all evening, but after
drinks started to entertain us with stories about her new friend's
misadventures. I learned that the guy's name was Don. He was a high school
teacher, on sabbatical, trying to research his thesis and vacation on a
shoestring. The tent and equipment were all borrowed, and he was completely
lost in the woods.
When I returned from my hike in the morning, I visited the bathhouse, then
stopped to check out the items on the bulletin board. I glanced up and saw
my wife in her bathrobe, leaving our camper and heading toward me. Our
neighbor called to her, detouring her onto his site. I realized that in my
position, behind the bulletin board, in the shadows of the roof overhang, I
was invisible to them.
I watched them, silently. Mr. BMW wore sweatpants and a T-shirt in the
morning drizzle. Don was trying to cook over a smoky mass of damp firewood
in the firepit, using one of those worthless aluminum pans they sell to
gullible Boy Scouts. His eggs and bacon ended up on the ground when the
flimsy handle collapsed. He gave up, and led my wife toward the tent,
discussing gear and equipment.
She showed him our rig in turn. I watched him stand behind her, as she bent
over to demonstrate how the leveling jacks at the rear of the trailer
operated. I watched him grin as the hem of her short robe rose to reveal the
lower curves of the cheeks of her ass. When she leaned forward to show him
where the crank fit to raise the top, even I got a long glimpse of her full
breasts. Her nipples were like marbles. His cock was stuffed down the leg of
his sweatpants, outlined by the damp fabric, twice as thick, and half again
as long as mine, inches from her nose.
I heard him ask something about the weight of the trailer, then they moved
to the opposite side, where the data plate is mounted. I shifted position,
to where I could continue to watch.
She knelt, and rubbed on the embossed plate, reading the numbers aloud. He
leaned over her, possibly to read also, but more likely, to enjoy the view
down her robe as it sagged open. When she straightened, the back of her head
pressed against his cock. She didn't speak, but moved her head a bit, up and
down, then side to side. He asked something, probably about the BMW, because
Joanna moved over to it.
She sat on the outside edge of the drivers seat, and leaned down, her head
twisted to the rear to read his data plate on the doorframe. His cock had
risen against the confining cloth, to about a forty-five degree angle. He
stepped forward and rubbed it against the back of her neck, inserting
himself under the collar of her robe.
Other campers were approaching, so I again had to move. I slipped quietly
into our camper. I sat on the edge of the nearer bunk. I could hear parts of
their conversation, something about an air mattress and roots poking in the
wrong places. I thought she saw me, but they approached our rig. They were
talking about how the interior was arranged.
The door opened. Joanna stepped into the dark interior first. The young man
paused to adjust his hardon, before climbing the steps. Joanna acted
surprised to see me, but her friend was absolutely shocked. He stammered
something, and turned to leave. I told him to stay and look around. My
reaction astonished us all.
Joanna stepped all the way in, turning between my legs to face her guest.
She pointed out our modifications to the interior, while her free hand
reached between us, concealed behind her back, to grasp the head of my erect
cock, and tuck it back into my shorts. She turned her head to grin and wink
over her shoulder.
He left soon after. We had an appointment with the folks who bought our
house in Madison, for lunch and the opportunity to take some interior
photographs, so we had to hustle. We knocked down the rig, and packed with
our usual efficiency. Mr. BMW returned, to talk to my wife. He tried to draw
her away for some private conversation, but Joanna didn't make him any time.
We were on the road in minutes, silent for the first two hours. I was the
first to speak. "What was that all about?" I asked.
"This is his first time camping, and he was curious about our rig."
"I was talking about the salami tucked into his waistband," I joked.
"I don't know about that," she said, "but I do remember finding a tent peg
in your shorts!"
"This is going to be hard for me to say. We've been avoiding this
conversation for months, but it's time I just spit it out. I think our
problem has been that we've changed sexually, physically, but our
relationship hasn't evolved to suit. I've heard that every guy thinks he is
twenty-five until he's fifty, then overnight he's an old man."
"What does that mean," she asked.
"It means I'm not a kid any more. It means I can't get an erection at the
drop of a hat, or go four times a night any longer. It means that I realize
I've been on a downhill slide for the last fifteen years, while you're just
now reaching your peak. We used to joke about you needing an assistant, now
it's time for you to find a helper for me."
"I have only ever been with you, Bob. I love you. I don't want anyone else."
"I've loved you now for half my lifetime. I only want to see you happy, and
satisfied. I want you to experience someone who can keep up with you, who
can wear you out for a change."
"Do you mean that? Could you really step back and let that happen?
"If it was something you needed. If the circumstances were right. Hell, if
we had spent another night at that last campground, I might have volunteered
to sleep on the air mattress."
"Do you actually mean that? Could I really have had the camper and a night
with Don?" she asked, with more enthusiasm in her voice than I would have
wanted.
"I think so. It's not like he was going to use something up, or wear it out.
But, then, only if it wouldn't take anything away from us."
"It wouldn't. I love you. But are you sure," she whispered, "think before
you commit yourself. Be very sure."
It was a few minutes before I could answer. "Yes. If the right circumstance
arose again, yes."
She chuckled. "You might have spoken too soon. Don is an IU graduate also.
He has homecoming tickets just like us. We'll be in the same campground
Friday night."
So this is how I found myself in another man's tent, listening to the rain
striking the canvas. I was sitting in someone else's sleeping bag, typing on
the laptop on my knees, pouring my thoughts out onto the screen. Putting
them out where I could see them, examine them, and determine exactly how I
felt.
Joanna has an oil lamp that she lights when we make love. I know now that
she lights it when she has sex, too. I was never outside the camper before
when it was burning, I was surprised by how sharp and graphic the shadows
were. I stood in the rain and watched. They had the radio on, softly, but I
could still hear the occasional word.
They started standing in the center. They kissed, long and passionately. He
removed his shirt first. She seemed fascinated with his chest, stroking his
rippling muscles. She dropped to her knees to lower his shorts. "Oh Don,"
she said, It's so big. It's just as long as ever.
"As ever?" What the Hell had I heard? What was going on?
He put his hands in her hair, and guided his massive cock into her mouth.
I know too well just how good she is, her tricks, how she tilts her head up
to accept my cock into her throat, how her eyes watch my reactions in my
face, extending ecstasy into long sweet torture. Even after all these years
I can't last too long in her sucking mouth, looking down into those
beautiful eyes, watching my shaft move between her lips, watching her cheeks
hollow as she sucks the explosion of sperm from deep within me.
He lasted longer than I believed possible. She was whining around his
massive cock, frantic with need long before he came. Her nipples were etched
in impossibly sharp silhouette against the canvas, full and ripe, swollen
nearly to the point of bursting. Her hands worked frantically between her
thighs, her climax came with his last thrust and spurt within her throat. He
withdrew, and ejaculated upon her face, shadow gobs of cum painting a shadow
face.
His moans as he climaxed brought attention. Flashlight beams found me. I had
to walk away.
When I returned, he was taking her doggy-style on the couch. It's the only
place in the camper with sufficient headroom for the position. Joanna loves
it when I do her this way, as it allows me efficient access to her clit and
nipples, allowing me to drive her to orgasm, over and over. Dan didn't need
any crutches. His hands were firmly placed on her hips, holding her as he
pounded into her mercilessly. His over-sized cock dragged her clit inward
with every stroke. Her moans and screams of orgasmic ecstasy were nearly
drowned out by the meaty slaps of his pelvis against her ass cheeks. They
paused. Her cries rose in pitch when his cock began to press against the
rosebud of her anus.
Headlights swept over me where I stood. I had to move again, and stay away
until the new arrival finished setting up.
When I returned, he was lying on his back on an end bunk, the shadow of his
massive erection distorted on the canvas. She straddled him, grasping that
massive prong and guiding it into her tiny cunt. It seemed impossible for
her to take it all, but she worked at it until she sat, fully down onto his
hipbones. She rode him as she often rode me, leaning forward, dragging her
hips back to maximize the pull on her clit, as she bucked up and down.
It seemed like it went on forever. When she collapsed upon him, either in
exhaustion, or orgasm, he took over. He held her under the asscheeks,
lifting her high, then lowering her. He stroked himself with her body,
impaling her on that massive prong until she recovered enough to resume her
movements toward orgasm. The cycle repeated itself twice as I watched.
The ranger came through then, using his spotlight to read the registration
tickets clipped on the posts. The light found me, and held me until I
returned to the tent.
I awoke near dawn, cold and alone. I returned to the camper. The light was
out, but the main bunk was creaking softly on its supports. I imagined them
lying together, spoon fashion, as he gently reamed her from behind. In the
darkness I crept all the way up under the camper to listen.
"This is fantastic," he said, "How did you ever arrange this? Does he know?"
"That fool? He actually thinks this was his idea!"
"Is he as good in bed as me, baby? Is he a good father for my kids?"
"You arrogant prick," she laughed, "You know you're the best I've ever had.
My best student yet. Everyone else is only in the race for second place!"
Conformation. Desolation. She had set me up, lied to me, betrayed me on the
most basic and deepest possible levels. His kids! Second place!
I have competed all my life, in business, sports, racing. I'd always thought
that if I did my best, gave all I had, realized my potential, I was a
winner, regardless of where I placed. I could never understand the guys who
said, "Second place is first loser."
I do now, God do I!