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A Typical Scene (Mdom/Fsub)
by Anonymous Author (c) 1996

***

  It started on the couch, as it often does. A little 
snuggling during a commercial, and soon we both lost 
interest in the TV, so off it went. We kissed, first quick 
light kisses, then deeper, more insistent. He gently 
massaged my breasts beneath my t-shirt, through my bra, 
lightly tweaking my nipples, "waking them up" as we call it.

  And so it went, for a little while, friendly, cuddly 
necking, laughing, teasing, as we each got aroused. Then, 
almost as a signal, he simultaneously bit my neck, lightly 
but hard enough to hurt, and pinched my nipple tightly 
between his fingers. Suddenly the mood changed. I felt a 
wave of apprehension, which was quickly overwhelmed by a 
sudden insistent desire, a sharp contrast to the gentle 
arousal I felt moments felt. My body tensed in anticipation.

  He quickly disentangled himself from my now limp arms, and 
stood before me. I sat up straight on the center of the 
couch, with my eyes lowered to the floor. My mind was 
already racing ahead to what would happen next, excited and 
nervous. I should know better; trying to anticipate only 
distracts me from now, and I never know what He is going to 
do.

  He put his finger under my chin, and I looked up into His 
eyes. "Are you my submissive?" He asked, seriously. I knew 
this would be the last time He asked for my consent that 
night, and that knowledge filled me again with that strange 
mixture of apprehension and desire. Once I gave my consent, 
I was his, to do whatever he wished with. What would he do? 
I paused, for I never answer this question lightly, and then 
breathed "yes". He smiled His approval, and I felt suddenly 
that I wanted nothing more than His approval. Once again I 
lowered my eyes.

  He instructed me to sit still, close my eyes, and not to 
move until he returned. He went into the bedroom, and 
immediately, against my better judgement, I started 
anticipating. Will it hurt? Will I please Him? What will he 
tell me to do? I heard the door to the "toy cabinet" open 
and my thoughts returned to the present, as I feel the area 
between my legs start to tingle.

  His absence was frustrating, but, thankfully, short. He 
came back into the room, but I keep my eyes closed, as 
instructed.  "Hands behind your head, shoulders back, 
breasts out," He commanded. Even fully dressed as I was, 
that position always makes me feel vulnerable. It's His 
favourite position, because it makes my breasts accessible 
from all angles. He stepped around behind the couch, 
standing directly behind me, and reached over my shoulders 
to rub my breasts. He squeezed them roughly, and pulled at 
my nipples. I know He enjoys this, and He knows I enjoy it. 
My breathing started to speed up, and I thrust my chest out 
more, to his rough hands.

  He stopped suddenly, and I gasped. He paused, and I 
wondered what was going on? Did I displease Him? Was I too 
eager? Is He upset, I wonder, and I feel my arousal begin to 
drop. Then I feel the tip of the riding crop gently 
caressing my cheek, and I was soaring again! I smiled, for 
then I knew he was not upset; I have pleased and I am happy.

  The crop moved to my breasts, teasing them occasionally 
with light taps, and once again I had to force myself not to 
anticipate. Even as I was performing this mental exercise, 
He lifted the crop and swung it down hard, across both 
breasts. The pain was not immediate, but took a few seconds 
to sink in, and swell to agony. I groaned with pain, gritted 
my teeth, and felt my eyes fill with tears. Briefly, doubt 
and fear crossed my mind, and I had to quell the urge to 
yell "Stop!" (we don't use code-words. "Stop" means stop. 
But once I say "stop", that's it. He will stop, but won't 
start again that evening.) But almost instantly that urge 
was replaced by a desire so strong I wondered how I could 
have hesitated. My trust in Him is total. I relaxed with the 
knowledge that He would never hurt me, and let the pain soak 
through my body, lighting up each nerve as it travelled 
through my body, resting eventually as a hot aching feeling 
in my groin.

  He instructed me to open my eyes, stand, and follow him 
into the bedroom. My breasts still throbbed in pain, and 
this kept my mind firmly on the present, wonderfully, so 
that I did not anticipate. As I was walking, I found that I 
was hyperaware, noticing every detail of my body, and His, 
and our surroundings. He lay down on the bed, and I stood in 
my traditional spot next to Him, head bowed, hands clasped 
behind my back. He told me to go to the end of the bed and 
remove my clothes, slowly and in such a way that he would 
enjoy watching. I removed one piece at a time, wiggling and 
thrusting as I know he likes. He smiled at me, and I know it 
meant I was beautiful. I feel beautiful, when I make him 
happy, when it's so clear he desires me.

  When I finish he told me to look in the mirror. Already 
appearing on my breasts were two "kisses" --- two perfectly 
symmetrical oval bruises, the size of half dollars, bright 
red but turning blue slowly. "A gift", He says, and I 
realise he is standing behind me, looking in the mirror at 
me. I cherish the sight of his mark on me, and savour the 
still lingering pain, and am so happy. I knew those bruises 
would be there a long time, to remind me that I was His. 

  Still standing behind me, He reached around me and wrapped 
the collar around my neck. I smiled, ecstatic. The collar 
has special meaning for me --- it's mine, and I am His. He 
turned me around, and gently kissed and sucked each nipple, 
and rubbed his fingers lightly across the bruises.

  He told me to remove His clothes, which I did carefully 
but quickly. All the while I found myself brushing up 
against His hard penis, and getting unbearably excited. The 
pain in my breasts had pretty much subsided, so once again 
it was difficult to concentrate.

  When He was left only with His underwear, I knelt down 
before Him to remove them, and then stayed there, looking up 
at Him. He knew what I wanted, and smiled at me. He held my 
head firmly in His hands and guided my mouth toward His 
penis. I took it eagerly! Oh, to have Him entering me! I go 
down on him with all my enthusiasm, and His gasps of 
pleasure were music to my ears. Each indication that I was 
pleasing him sent a wave of pleasure through me. Every now 
and then he reached down and pinched my nipples, and I 
increased the tempo in response to my own increasing 
arousal. I was fairly dripping!

  All too soon, he stopped me with a motion of his hand. His 
breathing was hard and his face was flushed, and I knew that 
I had excited Him. I smiled to myself, proud to be able to 
have such an effect on Him, but of course, I do not let it 
show. 

  He returned to His position on the bed, and I returned to 
mine next to Him. He told me to get the wrist cuffs out of 
the toy cabinet, behind me, and put them on my wrists. I got 
them, and struggled to put them on, even though I had done 
this many times before. He offered to help me and I was 
overjoyed! To feel His hands firmly tightening my bonds...He 
is so in control. I felt an urge to drop to my knees, but 
resisted. Although I would have liked to give over control 
of my body to Him, I knew that He wanted me to do this 
myself; it's my job, so I stay on my feet and finish putting 
them on. He told me also to put the ankle cuffs on, and I 
managed to do this without help, as much as I would have 
liked Him to help me. 

  He instructed me to stand at the end of the bed, again, 
and this time he followed. He got two wooden bars out of the 
cabinet, each with metal rings at the end. The shorter one, 
about 3 feet long, he attached to the wrist cuffs, each cuff 
clipped to one of the rings. The longer one (about 4 feet) 
attached to the ankle cuffs. My legs were spread wide enough 
to make me feel very exposed, but not uncomfortable. He 
lifted the bar between my wrists, and hung it from a hook in 
the ceiling, so that I was forced to stand up straight, but 
had enough leeway to lean into the bonds without being 
suspended, keeping my feet flat on the floor.

  He stepped back and watched me, spread eagle in front of 
Him, and smiled. "What am I going to do with you now?" He 
asked in mock confusion. I had some ideas on the subject, 
but I didn't mention them, of course --- I knew that He had 
His own ideas, and I got even more excited thinking about 
what they might be. First He stepped forward, and caressed 
my breasts with His warm, firm hands. He caressed me all 
over, kissing my nipples. 

  Then He stepped back to the cabinet and took out the 
blindfold, and slipped it over my head. He knows I prefer 
not being able to see --- it helps keep me from 
anticipating, helps me concentrate on the feelings in my 
body, and on His voice and instructions. It also means He 
can get out the toys without my being able to know what He's 
going to do until He does it.

  Again he paused, and just as I started to worry, I felt 
the caress of leather against my belly, many thin strips of 
leather;
I knew that sensation: He had the cat out. I gasped, both in 
pleasure at the soft, smooth, almost ticklish feel of the 
cat rubbed against my skin, and in anticipation of its use.

  Of course, He did not disappoint. Momentarily, I felt Him 
pull back His arm, and felt the familiar sharp sting against 
my left breast.  Knowing His passion for symmetry, I knew 
exactly where the next blow would fall.

  The blows were light, I knew he was warming me up. Unlike 
the crop, the pain from the cat is sharp and quick; one 
bite, and then it's gone. The skin under the blow got very 
hot, though. He continued to whip my breasts, for a few more 
blows, each of them harder than the previous one, and then 
He caressed the red, hot, sore skin. The pain of the blows 
was delicious, so here, now, all I could think about, I was 
seeing red behind my eyelids. But even better was the way 
His hands cooled the hot skin, then, drawing the pain out.

  And then He returned to whipping. My breasts, my thighs, 
my legs, but always careful to avoid my face, my neck, my 
groin. Soon the whole front of my body felt like it was on 
fire. I was no longer thinking about what had happened, or 
what was going to happen. All I could think about was the 
sharp touch of the whip, alternated with the cool relief of 
His hands. My awareness of the world started to fade, and I 
was seeing flashes of light behind the blindfold. The 
burning on my skin amplified the burning between my legs. 
But the pain was also growing...and just when I thought I 
couldn't take it any more, He stopped.

  During the pause, as the pain faded, I noticed the 
coolness of sweat evaporating off my face, in sharp contrast 
to the heat elsewhere. My breath was coming in ragged gasps. 
No longer was I worried about what he would do, whether He 
was pleased with me (I knew He was!), or anything else in 
the whole world. I am filled with desire and heat and fading 
pain.

  After what felt like an eternity (but was probably only a 
few minutes) He caressed my breasts again, and teased my 
nipples with his tongue. Then He sucked hard on one, making 
the nipple stand out straight, and then He put the C-clamp 
on it, tightening just to the point where the pain starts. 
He did the same to the other, and then hugged me closely, 
pressing the clamps into me, and stretching the nipples. "Do 
you like what I am doing?" He asks. All I can do is gasp 
"Yes." "Good," He says, "because I am going to continue." 
This promise sends a new wave of arousal through me, and I 
moan and shiver. Although I can't see it, I am sure he is 
smiling.

  He turned me around, so my back was facing him. He 
caressed my whole back with the smooth, cool leather of the 
cat. Then, suddenly, He struck again. As with the front, He 
started slowly, continually building, and often stopping to 
caress the skin under the blows. The whipping settled into a 
kind of rhythm, with a slowly but steadily increasing tempo. 
I moaned, and swayed with the tempo, putting most of my 
weight on the cuffs on my wrists.  

  He saw that I was becoming incredibly excited, so he 
reached to the front, and tightened the nipples clamps.  
Somehow though, it didn't increase my pain, only sensation 
and pleasure. In fact, as He continued to whip me, I notice 
the pain became instead just a throbbing heat, and short 
sharp sensations. I felt giddy and dizzy, fading in and out 
of awareness. He reached around me and between my legs, 
braced his palm against my clit and slipped a finger inside 
me. With the other hand, he continued to whip my back, and 
with this additional stimulation it took me only moments to 
come --- I moaned, and twisted, pushed my clit to his hand, 
yelled and gasped, resting just about all my weight from the 
bar overhead. 

  Suddenly there was no pain at all; only heat and throbbing 
and light and wetness. Every touch of the whip sent me 
further into ecstasy, and I arched my back, stretching my 
breasts in an effort to increase the pressure in the clamps. 
The world ceased to exist --- there was only me and Him and 
the whip, and the hot pleasure in my nipples, back and 
groin.

  When it was over, I hung there, gasping, and He quickly 
removed the clamps, which rapidly return to pain as I regain 
awareness of reality. He slipped off the blindfold, 
unclipped the cuffs from the bar at my feet, and then lifted 
down the upper bar and unclipped that too. Then He gently 
led me to the bed, and gratefully I lay down, basking in the 
relaxation, feeling my skin, still hot and tender, on the 
cool sheets.

Then, still quivering from the orgasm, I remembered the 
required count: 
"One sir, may I have another?" I asked, praying his answer 
would be "yes". "You may," he said quietly, "You will." And 
then, as He gently rubbed my breasts and belly, I felt the 
desire ignite again, and I looked up at Him, and He 
smiled...

THE END