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From: JASH@kuhub.cc.ukans.edu ("Still Waters...")
Subject: Letters
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No sex in this one! About two years ago, I was bored at work so
I started emailing love letters to myself.. Still, its got an interesting
storyline that has come true since then!
I'm always looking for critiques (even flames!!) so feel free to
write to me at jash@kuhub.cc.ukans.edu... I have no problem with people
e-mailing my stuff around, as long as my name remains with it.
And for those of you who suffer under the delusion that women
engineers can't possibly be sensual...
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Letters
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You don't know me. I've never dared to meet you. I don't really know
how to say this but I'll give it my best shot. I've been watching you for a
long time now and I've always wanted to go up to you and say hi. I nearly
did a number of times but my courage failed me. I have no idea why.. I've
never had a problem talking to girls before. It isn't like you scare me or
anything but there's something about you that just keeps me back..
I'm really suffering here. You may be able to tell but I'm not used
to pouring out my feelings to a total stranger so I'm sitting here flushing
as I type. Anyway here goes..
I saw you the first time at Learned in the AT-Mac lab. You were
wearing a denim jacket and you sat down next to me. My God, I couldn't keep
me eyes off you! I just thought you were the most beautiful woman in the
room.. You have a truly classic face and I must admit that your square jaw
is a turn-on! Anyway, I knew immediately that you were somebody special,
smart and beautiful.. (This is going to sound REALLY corny and I'm already
getting embarrassed) I KNEW that you were the woman for me.
Oh God, I don't think I can write anymore. I hope you don't think
I'm some sort of maniac. I probably would if I were in your place. Please
if you want me to stop writing or if you don't want to meet me, please tell
me now and I swear I won't bother you anymore.. I'll be waiting for some
sort of reply.
Your secret admirer,
J.
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Hi.
Thanks for replying. I wasn't sure if you would since I think I sounded
pretty corny before. Anyway, I have to tell you now that I'm an incurable
romantic who tries to hide it as much as he can. I think I'm getting better
at it, but sometimes I have a memory lapse and start going all mushy...
You asked for a description of myself. Ok, here goes.. I'm male (Do I hear
a sigh of relief??), 5 FT 11 in , brown hair, blue eyes, cute smile ... err
what else?? ... and my ears don't stick out. I'm a senior in aerospace (YES,
I"M NEARLY OUT OF HERE!!) but I plan to stick around to do my masters. I
think love-letters are a lost art form (which is probably why I'm writing
e-mail..) and that MASH is the greatest show that ever was.. I believe in
living well and I have to admit I'm in engineering solely for the money (I
come from a family of true-blue capitalists..).
Geeesh, I really don't know what else to say. I guess I find it a lot easier
talking about you!! I passed you in Learned today and I think that shirt you
I mean , yoyu
looked great. Nice typo, huh?
I don't know if I can introduce myself to you right yet.. (scardy cat!) so I
guess you'll have to live with the mystery a little longer.. (saintly sigh).
Gotta catch a class. Please write and tell me more about yourself.. I can
feel that you're kinda shy but that's great 'cuz that makes me feel less like
a dummy. Waiting to hear from you soon..
Your secret admirer.
J.
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Hi Anne,
Thanks for replying so soon. I understand your problem. Hell, I
would be suspicious too if somebody came out of the blue and told me that he
was nuts about me. I hesitate using the word "love" since I believe it should
be reserved for the woman I marry.
Anyway, I just want you to know that I'm not going to pressure you into
anything. I just want to take this as it comes and I'm satisfied to wait till
you decide I'm trustworthy. Just remember that the last thing I want to do
is hurt you ... and myself.
That was an interesting point you raised the last time. The reason I
know is because I feel it in my bones. I think about you and it isn't the
lyrical mush of an infatuation. I see us doing our homework together (how less
lyrical can you get than that!!), eating sandwiches on Campanile hill, kissing
you in the rain.... Did I say I WASN'T going to get lyrical.. Seriously
though, I do dream about kissing you. Slowly, ever so slowly while the day
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Sorry about that. A friend of mine came up and I didn't want him to see me
writing that. Actually, I'm glad he interupted me. I was getting to involved
in the scene (and right after I said I wasn't going to rush you too!). Lets
just say that I find you wildly attractive and leave it at that.
School has been going alright so far. I really don't know if I want to go all
the way to a Ph.D though since I don't think I can stomach Aerospace for that
long! I've already interviewed with Boeing and I think they are interested.
So now, I'm trying to decide between a masters and a position with the foremost
aero company in the US... The sad thing is that I don't really have a lot of
time to decide and I hate making hasty decision (probably because I wind up
choosing the wrong one!) Anyway, I think I'll stop for now. My friend is
on his way back.
You know I'll be dreaming of you.
J.
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Hi Anne,
Thanks for the story you sent me. I thought it was really good,
especially th way you mixed the humor in with the romance. I have to tell
you that I'm not a good writer so that's why I appreciate anyone who can...
Figured out who I am yet?? Hint: I sat down next to you in the AT lab
yesterday... Cursing, are you? Tsk, Tsk.. Seriously, part of me was hoping
like crazy that you would know who I was and the rest of me was terrified that
you would. How's that for confused!
I have a question to ask you. Would you meet me at Campanile Hill
tommorrow at 6 p.m? There, I've said it. My heart is pounding away at 120
beats/min but I've finally said it. I'll be the guy who'll be turning red
and white alternately.. What's more you can bring the homework and I'll bring
the food.. Let me know..
Your hoping admirer..
J.
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Hello. I have to tell you I didn't think our meeting would
go as well as it did. I had visions of us standing and staring at each other,
wondering what the HELL to say. Whew! Thank God for MASH, huh? It feels a
little weird writing to you now that you actually know who I am.. but I kinda
like the feeling of being anonymous and yet not.. Makes no sense, does it?
Thought so. Guess I find it easier to write down my feelings rather than say
it straight to your face.. Please believe me, I'm not normally this
shy/wary. That's why I firmly believe that this is going to be something
special...
Was I disappointed in you? HELL, NO! After all the horrible
images I was inflicting on myself, you were like Nirvana.. It was such a relief
to discover that you have equally weird sense of humor as myself..
T not
a lot of people who understand the HP joke.. I also like your laugh. Its very
honest... When you laugh, its with all your heart... I'll make it my mission
to make sure you never stop laughing ...
Gotta go hit my books (and pray they don't hit me back!)
Your known admirer.
J.
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HI Anne! I'm back. I'm sitting here between classes, too lazy to study
and thinking of you.. I wanted to talk to you last night, but your roommate
toldme were sick and had gone to bed. Hope you're feeling better now. If you
aren't , you're probably ready to slit your throat by now.. There's nothing
like engr classes to make you feel worse than you already are..
I was wondering if you were doing anything in the break. Hopefully,
all your tests will be before it (mine are, thank god!) so you can really
relax. I was thinking that it might be fun to catch a couple of movies or
a meal somewhere.. Let me know and Good Luck on your tests..
J, hoping and waiting.
PS: Tis the season to start sweating. Tra La La La La, Tra La La LAAAAA.
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Je'adore, Anne. DO you know what you do to me? I really don't know..
I lie awake thinking about you even when I'm dead tired and should be getting
that precious sleep. But you're haunting me and it's driving me insane.
I can see you in a quiet, dim room. Your eyes are telling me that you
are ready to make love to me.. Your eyes say so much, even when the rest of
you isn't. No one could have guessed how much fire is lurking under that
quiet, calm exterior of yours. But I know. I've seen it, experianced it and
I want more. I want you. God, my imagination has just taken off. I can see
myself peeling off your clothes. I want to touch every inch of you, to soak
myself in you. I want to taste you and I want you to touch me. I think I
would kill just to have you touch me.
There are so many dark emotions running around in me now. I've never
felt such powerful feelings before but it doesn't scare me. It makes me feel
so alive! But Anne, I need you to want me as much as I want
you.. I can feel the passion in you but you always fight it..
I think we both fear to release it, maybe because we may never get it under
control again.. I can't help imagining how it could be...
I know it would be a night we would remember the rest of our lives.
My God, this is torture, but such exquisite torture. Your skin on mine.
My hands running over you. Your lips on my neck. I want the reality.
Let go, Anne. I'll be here to catch you and we can go into the storm
together. Je'taime.
Your lover in my imagination,
Jash
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BTW, Anne is not my name..
All comments and flames welcome at jash@kuhub.cc.ukans.edu
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