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Subject: Mother's milk (Fbb, nursing, pedo inc)
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by Boytext <boytext@nym.alias.net>

1.

   Jan enjoyed nursing. Even at her most tired and frazzled, feeling
the baby sucking at her breast filled her with a warm feeling. Now
that her son Adam was almost four months and starting to sleep through
the night, she felt more like herself again, not always tired (though
often), and occasionally like her life was back together again.
Certainly, sex with her husband was feeling a lot better. She cringed
as she remembered the first time after the baby was born. Last night
was certainly a lot better than that!

   She relaxed into her favorite chair, an overstuffed rocker. The
house was quiet for once - her husband had just left for work, and
Adam seemed ready to go to sleep after having cried his heart out for
an hour or so. It was a good time to think back over the past day or
so and sort the thoughts in her mind.

   Jan thought back to last night. She felt embarassed to admit it to
herself, but what had really got her excited was when her husband
sucked on her nipples and got a little taste of milk. She came within
a minute or so after that. These days, it was rare that she came
before he did, he was so quick, and more often than not she didn't
really feel that she was getting into it. But last night was
different.

   As Adam switched sides, she recalled the feeling of her husband
sucking on her nipples. Wow, that was a hot erotic feeling. Perhaps
that was what made the difference. To her surprise, she felt herself
getting erotically aroused.

   It felt a little strange, especially with her son right there at
her breast, but she decided to feel it fully. The sensations of having
the milk sucked out of her by her son blended with her husbands expert
tongue extracting a few drops of the sweet liquid. Without fully
realizing what she was doing, she found her hand making its way inside
her panties. After a few minutes of familiar, slow circles, she felt
the heat within her erupt into a full fire, just for a few seconds,
then turn into glowing embers.

   After her orgasm, she seemed to come back to consciousness. "What
have I done?" she thought to herself. But when she looked down, Adam
was asleep, and she felt really good. No harm seemed to have been
done. And it had been quite a while since the last time she had done
that. Before the pregnancy, she realized, over a year.

2.

   Over the next year or so, Jan continued to enjoy warm feelings
while nursing Adam. And occasionally, when she was feeling very sexy,
she'd have an orgasm just from nursing. She never touched herself
while nursing, though. She had the feeling that would be wrong.

   Still, when she wanted it to feel especially good, she wasn't above
nursing him in the nude, both of them. The skin-to-skin contact felt
really good, and what could possibly be wrong with bonding between
mother and son? Yeah, so he peed on her sometimes, but she didn't
really mind. She just wiped it up with a towel. Actually, sometimes
the warm liquid running across her skin felt kind of good.

   Jan's husband was away on a business trip, and it had been almost
two weeks since she had had sex of any kind. As she settled into her
favorite chair with Adam, she secretly hoped that this would be one of
those times that got her off.

   Now that Adam was a year and a half, he was starting to show some
interest in his penis. More often than not, whenever you stripped off
all his clothes, he'd reach down and start touching himself. He hadn't
figured out how to masturbate properly, but Jan still thought it was,
well, interesting.

   Sure enough, as she stripped off his diaper, his hand almost
automatically went to his tiny penis. He dived straight for the
nipple, and Jan immediately felt a surge of warmness through her as
the little mouth clamped onto her breast and started sucking. Yes, she
thought, this was likely to be one of those times.

   As Adam sucked, he persistenty continued to play with his penis.
Maybe he wasn't very expert at it, but his little penis started to
grow hard nonetheless. Jan was surprised at this. She didn't realize
it was possible in a child this young.

   Watching her son fondle his increasingly erect penis, she felt the
feelings within herself grow as well. "Is it possible," she thought,
that he's picking up on my eroticism?" Or, perhaps a little bit of the
reverse as well.

   At first, it was just a hint of an idea, then as the warmth grew
within her, it started to become an obsession. If a child this young
could get erect, could he possibly have an orgasm. With one part of
her mind, she knew it was crazy, but with another, she realized that
there was only one way to find out, and that now was her chance. She
found herself with her fingertips on his semihard penis.

   She wondered what the hell she was doing, but also realized that he
wouldn't remember this, and it almost certainly wouldn't cause any
permanent harm. And nobody would ever know about it. Ever.

   She expertly massaged her son's penis to full hardness and almost
two inch length. After that, she felt she wasn't getting very far
until she started pulling his foreskin back, pushing her fingers into
the soft, smooth skin of his pubic region, just around his penis. Then
she felt an immediate response. The penis got even harder (and she was
thinking that wouldn't be possible), and the tip changed color, from a
deep red to almost a purple. She began to feel the sparks well up
within herself as she experienced this tiny sexuality in her hand.

   As she continued to stroke, she realized that his mouth had gone
slack, he was no longer sucking. But she was at the point now where
orgasm was inevitable. Stroking with long, deep strokes, she felt his
little body begin to twitch. This was too much - the fire once again
raged within her body. After a couple of seconds (but it seemed like
an eternity), and her still stroking, he pushed her hand away with his
own.

   Then he was asleep. Jan's other breast was full, but not so painful
as to be engorged. Ah well, it would wait till he woke up.

3.

   This experience freaked Jan out a little. Not that she thought she
had hurt him, but more with its intensity. Plus, she was worried that
she might not be able to stop. But her husband returned from his trip,
she was pretty satisfied with her sex life, and much as she was
tempted a few times, she found it not to difficult to keep her hands
to herself, or at least away from her son's privates. Well, aside from
bathing and other stuff like that. Generally, she just made sure he
had on at least a diaper while he nursed. Or later, briefs. He wasn't
fully weaned until he was 4 years old and went to preschool.

   She did experience orgasms a few more times while nursing her son,
but it wasn't anything that she actively did - it just happened. Most
of the times were when her husband was away for a while.

   A few years passed, and she found herself pregnant with her second
baby. The pregnancy was ok, but she found herself really looking
forward to the time after the birth, when she'd get to nurse again.
She missed it, not just the occasional orgasm, but also the warmth and
closeness of such a small person depending on her. Adam was eight now,
and a great kid, but certainly not the baby she remembered so fondly.

   They still had the same old stuffed chair, and after Jordan was
born she still loved to cuddle with her baby. She had fond memories of
the times she nursed Adam. He certainly didn't seem warped by any of
their experiences. He seemed to be turning out as a good kid, happy
and well adjusted at school. So this time around, she decided maybe it
was ok to glory in the sensuality mother/son bond. If only she weren't
so tired all the time. Well, that would pass. In the meantime, she
enjoyed the warm feelings of nourishing and sustaining a small life,
her son.

4.

   When Jordan got to be about six months, the routine of the house
settled down. Jan had taken a one year leave from work to be able to
spend time with Jordan, her husband was off at work (and still
frequently travelling), and Adam was in third grade. So most weekdays,
Jan and Jordan had the house to themselves.

   Now that Jan had her energy back, most days she did her housework
while carrying Jordan around in a sling. Laundry, cooking, cleaning,
paying the bills (the last only while Jordan slept). But by two or
three in the afternoon, she was done with the chores. Jan sometimes
felt like slowing down, not charging ahead so quickly. But that was
just the kind of person that she was, and it served her well at her
work. Besides, this gave her pure, uninterrupted time to nurse.

   She'd settle down into the comfy chair, taking off most (or
sometimes all) of her clothes, and the same for the baby. On cooler
days, she had a great quilt that she spread over both of them. When it
was warmer, like today, she just stripped everything off and made sure
she had a towel handy in case he decided to pee.

   Jan liked to gently massage her baby all over his body while he
nursed. She didn't pay special attention to his penis, but she didn't
stay away from it either. Usually he got at least a little bit of a
hardon, and occasionally had a similar experience as his older brother
about seven years earlier.

   Today Jan had gotten an early start, and after Jordan finished
nursing he still seemed like he wanted to play. It was an hour or two
before his regular naptime, so they had some time. He wasn't crawling
around on her belly yet (he hadn't really learned how), but the way he
was wriggling suggested he wanted to.

   Jan still had on a sexual buzz from nursing, and from her husband
being away (again!). She looked down at the baby's half-hard penis and
thought about stroking him to orgasm like she had done last month.
Then, gripped in sexual ardor as she was, she had a different idea.

   Her heart beating fast, she slowly turned Jordan around so that he
was facing down in the chair. After a little adjustment, his little
penis was resting on her face. She opened her lips and let it slide
inside her mouth.

   The first thing that struck her was how absolutely smooth the skin
was. It was only a little more than an inch long, so she had no
trouble taking all of it inside. It was warm and still semihard. Well,
she was going to try to change that!

   Jan was very good at giving blowjobs. Well, she had a lot of
experience from college. Those were some crazy days! Her husband
complimented her skill, saying that she was the best of all his
partners. That was saying a lot, Jan knew. She didn't know whether to
believe him, or whether he was flattering her, but either way it felt
good.

   This time, she knew from her experience massaging him that stroking
the entire length of his penis, from just under the tip all the way to
the base, was the best way to get him fully erect. So she started by
probing the tip with her tongue, then pushing her lips all the way
down. She was soon rewarded by him becoming more erect.

   It was never just the penis in her mouth that made oral sex
exciting for Jan. It was always the excitement she caused in her
partner. She felt it deep inside her now, and it was all the more
intense because of the full body contact of her son lying on her
chest.

   His joystick in her mouth, she piloted him expertly towards orgasm,
using the responses in his whole body as feedback. After a few minutes
she felt his body starting to jerk. By this time she knew she had to
come as well, so her hand found its way to her pussy, causing sparks
to emanate from her clitoris and spread through her whole body.

   And then it was over. Mother and child had shared each other's
bodies, and each other's sexuality. It felt good, but maybe a little
too intense. Well, a little too intense to do often, anyway. With that
thought in her mind, Jan dozed off to sleep, Jordan already having
closed his eyes and started breathing slowly and regularly.

Author's note:

Even though this story is written from the point of view of a woman,
it should be pretty obvious that it's actually written by a man.
Nonetheless, I know that a very few women do have very strong sexual
feelings when they nurse, and some women are sexually attracted to
their children. I'd certainly be interested to hear from people for
whom this story resonates, both mothers and people who remember
being nursed as young children, or just people who have shared
mother/son sexuality at a tender age.

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