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>This story is very dear to me, and very close to an actual event in my 
life. I used  fictional names , this made it easier to express myself 
fully. This story is for all woman who have lost the love of their life.





PLEASE SEND COMMENTS TO ALISONCA@HOTMAIL.COM



			                         The change in my life


Hi let me introduce myself , my name is Anne  and this is story is about 
an episode in my life that has changed me forever.

	On a beautiful summer afternoon in 1962 I got married to my highschool 
sweetheart Jim. I was 20 years old, and he was 22, we were in love and 
perfect for each other and till this day I still believe in that.
Jim and I had lots of dreams and we conquered them all .Are lives were a 
fariytale in the making , Jim went to law school, and work nights, I got 
pregnant right after we got married but continued to work in the local 
grocery ,until I had the first of our two children. .Jim was the perfect 
father he loved his children worked hard to give them every thing they 
wanted, there was nothing out of reach for his children, which always 
led to pointless arguments about him spoiling them.
In 1980 Jim jr. joined the Navy, something I was not fond of, three 
years later he was married to the most beautiful Latin woman I had ever 
seen. Sam went off to college and follow in his fathers footsteps. Now 
there was one more lawyer in the family he got married, but sadly it 
only lasted a few years. Now he lives in New York and does very well for 
him self.	
When I looked at our lives I was proud, proud to be a loving mother, and 
a devoted wife.

	All of that changed in the fall of  1994. From the time the kids had 
left home, Jim devoted his time to me, he had done very well in law and 
we were well off . Jim and I began to take frequent vacations and 
everyone of them was a new honeymoon. I would always tell Helen my next 
door neighbor and best friend of countless years, that Jim seemed like a 
20 year old full of energy and vitality, which always made Helen a 
little upset since she was a divorced middle aged feminist with a very 
sour out look in life thanks to her ex-husband. Jim and I would make 
love at least 5 days a week, and he would always spice it up, in turn I 
would do the same.
Sometimes while driving I would give him a blowjob , he sometimes he 
would call from the office and we would meet in a hotel and role play, 
we would go to sex shops and pick out toys together here I was 
grandmother and IM buying dildoes and my husband renting porno tapes 
with lesbian themes on it  always pushing me to try it.
We would lay on the couch and watch porn movies, I have to say some 
woman have told me it is degrading to woman  well they made me horny, 
watching Jim get hard, all I had to do was start fondling my breasts, 
and suck my nipples , and in a few seconds I would have Jim between my 
legs taking me to a higher level, he was an expert at oral sex he would 
kneel on the floor and make me turn around facing away from him my knees 
on the couch my tits hanging over the edge, he would start kissing the 
inside of my thighs moving up slowly kissing and caressing , moving ever 
so slowly for what seem like an eternity when he would get to my pussy 
he would just breath heavily which sent chills up my back, he would then 
grab my ass cheeks (IM not fat but a little chubby specially back then) 
and squeeze them then open them and start running his tongue around my 
asshole at that point he would put to fingers in my pussy always testing 
me always thinking of me .He would stroke me while his tongue played 
with my asshole ,he would get this tiny vibrator we had and he would 
play with my clit , by then he knew I was so hot a would do anything he 
wanted me to and I usually did, this meant anal sex while I prefer to 
avoid it I would do it for him, it hurt so bad to get it in, not that 
Jim was huge but it hurt. Once it was all the way in it felt good, I 
would get a vibrator and put it in my pussy and bingo instant orgasms. 
Sometimes we go at it for hours and wake up the next morning surrounded 
by toys.
Toys, toys I wish I had when I was 17 that year I had lost my virginity 
to Jim, while growing up I had fondled myself many times usually while 
in the bath tub I loved that stream of warm water. But after I had lost 
my virginity I could not get enough and could not wait to get into the 
back seat of Jims fathers Ford.
All week I would be waiting for that Saturday night so he could get the 
car. We would take long walks though back roads and fondle each other 
like so many teenagers did back then but would not talk about .
I would tell Jim how much I wanted him inside me, and since he lived 
with a hardon all day I knew that would drive him crazy ,he would tell 
me to put things inside me, and even tough I rarely did it I would tell 
him I did.
I did use a carrots and cucumbers, but I don’t think they compare to 
today’s  wonderful toys.

	Helen was a wonderful woman with a lot of anger inside, her husband was 
an alcoholic who would beat her, and after years of her being a victim 
he left her for a younger woman . Helen never had children and was like 
a second mother to mine, always showering then with gifts.
Helen had had a few relationships with men after her divorce . Bill was 
the one I liked the most a well mannered guy that treated her well he 
was in love with her but Helen did not feel the same and their 
relationship eroded .Bob was her longest live in man a city worker that 
loved to gamble. Jim and I called him Video Bob because in the early 
80’s when VHS portable cameras came out he bought one,  he had to carry 
this huge VCR strapped to his shoulder it must have weighed a ton, and 
he would record everything birthdays, walks ,graduations ,picnic, 
etc.……. Helen once told me he even recorded then in bed. 
But Helen later found out video bob had ran up here credit cards, and 
had made a couple of loans on her name and gambled them away and even 
tough she truly loved she kicked him out.
Then their was Carlos , Spanish man good looking for his age, travel 
agent and smooth talker.
Helen would call me on the phone telling me how wonderful he was, it was 
in one of the phone calls that I asked Helen if it would be okay to 
borrow an old exercise bike she had. She had told me it was in the back 
shed but that I would have to move some boxes around. It was while 
moving some boxes around that a made a great discovery, the boxes were 
piled up with no particular order and just resting one upon the other as 
I was pulling the back out it got stuck and when pulled some boxes came 
with it, while picking up the boxes and some items that fell out I read 
a couple of tapes that said Bob and Helen, and I immediately knew what 
they were  ,I remembered Helen’s words about him recording them in bed.
That day I left that bike their and took the tapes home I turned the VCR 
on and  put in a tape that said B-and -H #1 in the VCR and watched ,it 
was nothing out of the ordinary was dark I could hardly see anything 
just moans from Helen, and they were in a missionary position, I fast 
forward it and saw nothing new a took it out next I put in  B-and -H # 5 
this tape was different better light more sound, and I was amazed to see 
what was on it , Helen at that time was about 54 years old and to give 
you an idea she was about 5’5 and weighed about 169p not a woman in 
shape (not that I was ).In the beginning of the tape all you could see 
was Bob sitting on the couch in a suit, then Helen appeared  in a School 
girl outfit with little ponytails on (extensions for sure), then they 
went on to say something about her being a bad girl and that Bob would 
have to call her parents , then Helen did something I had never thought 
possible she was begging  Bob not to call her parents , if a recall 
correctly  Bob said you’ve been a bad girl again and Helen laid down on 
his lap staring directly into the camera, Bob pick up her dress and slap 
her bottom Helen moaned (she moaned this was something I never thought 
she did she was always so strong),he pick his had up again and slapped 
her harder, then again and again, I could see her face she was enjoying 
it then he put a finger in her and virtually screamed do you like that 
bicth!!! then something like are you going to do it again ,and she 
nodded yes at that point he tells her to get up ,when she does he gets 
up and tells her to get on her knees, when she does he grabs the back of 
her head by the hair and pulls tightly and says I am going to teach you 
not to cause trouble or your not causing anymore trouble and with his 
free hand unzips his pants and pulls out his penis, and it was big, 
bigger that Jim’s for sure even big as some in of the porno movies, it 
was not entirely hard  yet and it looked big, still pulling her hair he 
said a want you to put it in your mouth and Helen should her head in 
denial then he pulled her hair again and said suck it and she shook her 
head again, with his half erect penis still in his hand he began to slap 
her face with it, his penis slapped her face three or four times and 
Helen grab it with both hands and put it in her mouth and began sucking 
, at that point I was so hot .Still holding  her hair Bob controlled the 
movements of her head, then he pulled her back hard and grabbed  his 
penis,  this time it was hard and long , he yelled do you want me to put 
it in your mouth again and helen said yes in a begging voice, he must 
have yelled there more times then Helen began sucking this time harder 
as if she was mad for about 1 minute then Bob started bending his knees 
and Helen stop sucking and began coughing  every time she coughed cum 
would drip down her chin, she got up they kissed and the last thing I 
saw was Bobs big penis in front of the camera as he turned it off.
I was so horny , I put in another tape this one showed Helen on top of 
Bob in the bedroom fast forward it 
 till the end. The next video showed Bob masturbating in front of the 
camera while watching a porn video, Helen filming and putting extreme 
close ups that it would go out of focus ,that video also had a part that 
I remember well even after all this time it was Bob on the bed on his 
back and Helen was sitting on his face , but since Helen had such a 
bigbutt, Bobs hole head was gone. Next video is the one I still question 
who’s kinky Idea it was, it started with Bob setting up the camera and 
pointing at Helen who was dressed in regular cloths then Bob came out 
from behind the camera dressed as a woman, makeup ,wig,  breasts and 
everything then their was a knock of a door and Bob says hi I am Sue 
your insurance agent and Helen replies hello and Bob (Sue you could say 
in his less than feminine voice but trying hard) Helen comment’s on Sues 
dress and Bob replies he like Helen’s dress and the way it looks on her 
,Helen then gets close to "SUE" ,and touches one of Bobs fake breasts, 
and the both start laughing but Helen gets serious unbuttons half of her 
blouse and pulls one tit out, and grabs "SUES" hand and says have you 
ever been with a woman before Bob says no and Helen puts his hand on her 
tit Bob "SUE" cups it for a few seconds then says no this is wrong  and 
Helen replied that’s OK don’t be scared you can trust me, Helen then 
unbuttoned the rest of the blouse tits hanging and grabs them ,then says 
touch them "sue" says no, this went on for a minute then Helen pretended 
to get mad left the room and came back with some kind of basket took her 
cloths off and laid next to "Sue" she then grabbed her nipples and 
pulled on them lifting her tits and said something like pick one up and 
fuck me Bob grabbed one  and started fucking her with it Helen screamed 
fuck me, fuck me till she came.
I never told Helen I saw the videos, I think she would have been to 
embarrassed.
For years after that I masturbated thinking of Bob and Helen.

Then, when I was 52 my life took a turn for the worst, even tough every 
thing was great between Jim and I, he became more distant , he began 
working later hours and taking less vacations and more buissins trips 
(Okay so maybe this is a red flag to most woman but this was Jim, not 
the guy down the street).
I began to follow him but nothing was out of the ordinary he would go to 
work and would not leave until late , if I called he was always their , 
after a couple of weeks of following I gave up and convinced myself it 
was all in my imagination, months went by then at night someone was 
calling then hanging up, I confronted Jim and he ridiculed me. After Jim 
came back from a Business trip I confronted him that while he was gone 
the phone calls had stopped once again he denied everything .I had been 
ignoring everything that was happening after all now I was 53 year 
graying, overweight  woman, what would I do if it was true.
What would I do without Jim. A day later having a cup of coffee at 
Helen’s I told her everything, she just said one word STUPID !! I was 
shock , she asked me again are you stupid letting him do this this long 
, I answered that I didn’t even know if it was true, that maybe it was 
all in my imagination. Helen got up and said lets  go now we drove to 
Jims  firms office building and waited their and nothing .The next we 
went their again and the same , Helen came over that night without even 
telling me her intentions , said hi to Jim and said " You guys want to 
go with me to Alaska I got  mileage tickets well just two you would only 
have to buy one , then she winked at me and said well Jim said Im to 
busy I can’t go but honey you go ahead Helen looked into my eyes and I 
knew exactly what she meant.
One week later the date was set my bags were packed , and Jim joke with 
me that tonight he was going to give me a good trip fuck that I would 
not forget. That night he did everything right but my mind was somewhere 
else. Next morning he wished my a good trip and left for work "love 
YOU!! BYE".

Helen picked me up and we headed to a hotel at the edge of the city we 
rented a car the next day we stayed all day in the room on the third day 
once again we sat in the parking lot this time it paid off , she was a 
very young brunet she got in the car with him and they went to a motel 
near the firm. I could not believe it and I cried uncontrollably, three 
hours later they came out of the room I opened the door of the car and 
Helen pulled the arm and said "no" wait  and she was serious I was 
crying so hard  I could not talk.
They got in the car and we followed the back to the firm . One hour 
later the brunet walked out and Helen followed her , we followed her to 
a suburb then she pulled into a hose drive way we sat there a while then 
another car pulled up this one had a young man in it about the same age 
of the woman, I begged Helen to go but she just kept saying wait 
.Finally we left I cried all that night ,the next day at 5am Helen woke 
me up
get dressed lest go ,"where" come on hurry she drove to the couples 
house , I ask what are we doing here she just opened the door and walked 
to the side of the house she signaled and I followed. At the side of the 
house we could see the couple eating breakfast , they looked so in love 
. the young man got up picked up the plates and kissing the young lady 
on the neck, she said stop it not now but he kept at it soon they were 
kissing . there we were to woman in their fifties like peeping toms at 
my husbands lovers house.
The couple began to have sex and I had to look away and I began crying .
After the noise had stopped we heard the girl scream "SHIT" I am late 
again and a minute later we heard a door slam and a car screech out.

Helen said lets go I said where, come on she said and followed she 
knocked on the front door of the house ( I was so scarred).
A man not more the 27 came , can I help you , Helen answered  ,yes hi 
were from the neighborhood  watch and we would  like to talk to you , 
sure the man said come in , he said excuse me that I am in my robe I 
just woke up, let me change, Helen said that’s okay it will only take a 
minute , I was shaking  and in tears, Helen than presented herself  and 
than pointed at me and said and this Anne. He said I am Jake nice to 
meet you, than looked at me and said ma’am are you all right , and I 
just began to tear up again, he turn to Helen ,and ask , Helen sat right 
next to him (and he looked uncomfortable  that she was that close) than 
Helen began to speak
Jake we have something to tell you and it’s not good news, Jake stared 
confused, she said see the is Anne S****S the wife of Jim S****S and 
your wife is having an affair with Jim, . He got up and screamed I knew 
it "I knew it" that tramp , but with that old fuck, now I was in full 
tears. Helen got up grabbed him from the waist and told him to calm down 
, to sit down , he sat and just kept screaming fuck fucking bicth, Helen 
continued to calm him down, Jake calm down Jake calm down , that’s it 
that’s it .Helen was now sitting on the couch with Jake hugging him it 
will be all right. Jake’s robe was know open but with everything on his 
mind he didn’t notice, Helen was still hugging him but her eyes were 
fixed on his penis Helen shifted his head and rested it on her breasts 
she readjusted her other are to pick up her breasts against his face, 
all the time saying that’s okay that’s okay.
I was just staring at them, at Helen, what was she doing .Than  I 
noticed the young man was getting hard he was enjoying Helen’s breasts. 
Helen signaled at me and said come over here Jake is devastated I walked 
over and sat at the other side of Jake , Helen still hugging and 
reassuring him. I hugged Jake but I could not say anything no words were 
coming out of my mouth. Helen reached over and stroke my hair smiled and 
ran her had down my arm when she reached my hand she put her fingers 
thorough mine and led my hand down I was shaking,  then she rested it on 
Jake’s penis he shook a little than Helen hugged him harder  "that’s 
okay" ,"that’s okay", I don’t know what is was I know it was wrong , but 
I began to stroke him ,he was hard in a second , hard as a rock !.
Helen put her hand  behind my head and pull me down to his penis , I 
stoked him twice more and Helen gave me a final push, I took  the penis 
in my mouth and swallowed the hole thing , I sucked it for a few seconds 
and looked up Helen was lifting her shirt she looked  at me and said 
don’t stop after three or four sucks I looked up once more she was 
putting her tit in his mouth. Helen put her hand on my head and pulled 
my hair and it hurt forcing me away from his penis , than she said can 
you  taste her can you taste the bicth on his cock she’s still there 
isn’t she, well is she there ? before I could answer she forced me back 
down on his penis ,she then stared to force my head up and down harder 
and harder , screaming "can you taste her cunt"
Then Jake began to shake his head from side to side trying to make me 
and Helen stop, Jake began to moan  and twitch Helen still pulling and 
pushing my head and then my  throat filled with semen I tried to pull 
away but Helen would push back down, my mouth was full overwhelmed  by 
the cum it began pouring out of my mouth down his penis. Jake stopped 
twitching and Helen let my hair go, my mouth was still full of Jakes cum 
and some of it was pouring on my chin, Helen put her fingers on my chin 
and lifted my head, stared into my eyes and said you did good Anne while 
cleaning the cum off  my face.
She the turned to Jake and said only said five words "she’s no good dump 
her"

Now I am  divorced from Jim and he got the house so I had to move away. 
I don’t talk to Helen that much I guess distance does that, but I’ll 
never forget her.
But Thanks to her I got closure .Thank you Helen.


P.S : If you like my story write to ALISONCA@HOTMAIL.COM hope to hear 
from you









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