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                            The change in my life


Hi let me introduce myself , my name is Anne  and this is story is about
an episode in my life that has changed me forever.

 On a beautiful summer afternoon in 1962 I got married to my highschool
sweetheart Jim. I was 20 years old, and he was 22, we were in love and
perfect for each other and till this day I still believe in that.
Jim and I had lots of dreams and we conquered them all .Are lives were a
fariytale in the making , Jim went to law school, and work nights, I got
pregnant right after we got married but continued to work in the local
grocery ,until I had the first of our two children. .Jim was the perfect
father he loved his children worked hard to give them every thing they
wanted, there was nothing out of reach for his children, which always
led to pointless arguments about him spoiling them.
In 1980 Jim jr. joined the Navy, something I was not fond of, three
years later he was married to the most beautiful Latin woman I had ever
seen. Sam went off to college and follow in his fathers footsteps. Now
there was one more lawyer in the family he got married, but sadly it
only lasted a few years. Now he lives in New York and does very well for
him self.
When I looked at our lives I was proud, proud to be a loving mother, and
a devoted wife.

 All of that changed in the fall of  1994. From the time the kids had
left home, Jim devoted his time to me, he had done very well in law and
we were well off . Jim and I began to take frequent vacations and
everyone of them was a new honeymoon. I would always tell Helen my next
door neighbor and best friend of countless years, that Jim seemed like a
20 year old full of energy and vitality, which always made Helen a
little upset since she was a divorced middle aged feminist with a very
sour out look in life thanks to her ex-husband. Jim and I would make
love at least 5 days a week, and he would always spice it up, in turn I
would do the same.
Sometimes while driving I would give him a blowjob , he sometimes he
would call from the office and we would meet in a hotel and role play,
we would go to sex shops and pick out toys together here I was
grandmother and IM buying dildoes and my husband renting porno tapes
with lesbian themes on it  always pushing me to try it.
We would lay on the couch and watch porn movies, I have to say some
woman have told me it is degrading to woman  well they made me horny,
watching Jim get hard, all I had to do was start fondling my breasts,
and suck my nipples , and in a few seconds I would have Jim between my
legs taking me to a higher level, he was an expert at oral sex he would
kneel on the floor and make me turn around facing away from him my knees
on the couch my tits hanging over the edge, he would start kissing the
inside of my thighs moving up slowly kissing and caressing , moving ever
so slowly for what seem like an eternity when he would get to me pussy
he would just breath heavy which sent chills up my back, he would them
grab my ass cheeks (IM not fat but a little chubby specially back then)
and squeeze them then open them and start running his tongue around my
asshole at that point he would put to fingers in my pussy always testing
me always thinking of me .He would stroke me while his tongue played
with my asshole ,he would get this tiny vibrator we had and he would
play with my clit , by then he knew I was so hot a would do anything he
wanted me to and I usually did, this meant anal sex while I prefer to
avoid it I would do it for him, it hurt so bad to get it in, not that
Jim was huge but it hurt. Once it was all the way in it felt good, I
would get a vibrator and put it in my pussy and bingo instant orgasms.
Sometimes we go at it for hours and wake up the next morning surrounded
by toys.
Toys, toys I wish I had when I was 17 that year I had lost my virginity
to Jim, while growing up I had fondled myself many times usually while
in the bath tub I loved that stream of warm water. But after I had lost
my virginity I could not get enough and could not wait to get into the
back seat of Jims fathers Ford.
All week I would be waiting for that Saturday night so he could get the
car. We would take long walks though back roads and fondle each other
like so many teenagers did back then but would not talk about .
I would tell Jim how much I wanted him inside me, and since he lived
with a hardon all day I knew that would drive him crazy ,he would tell
me to put things inside me, and even tough I rarely did it I would tell
him I did.
I did use a carrots and cucumbers, but I don’t think they compare to
today’s  wonderful toys.

 Helen was a wonderful woman with a lot of anger inside, her husband was
an alcoholic who would beat her, and after years of her being a victim
he left her for a younger woman . Helen never had children and was like
a second mother to mine, always showering then with gifts.
Helen had had a few relationships with men after her divorce . Bill was
the one I liked the most a well mannered guy that treated her well he
was in love with her but Helen did not feel the same and their
relationship eroded .Bob was her longest live in man a city worker that
loved to gamble. Jim and I called him Video Bob because in the early
80’s when VHS portable cameras came out he bought one,  he had to carry
this huge VCR strapped to his shoulder it must have weighed a ton, and
he would record everything birthdays, walks ,graduations ,picnic,
etc.……. Helen once told me he even recorded then in bed.
But Helen later found out video bob had ran up here credit cards, and
had made a couple of loans on her name and gambled them away and even
tough she truly loved she kicked him out.
Then their was Carlos , Spanish man good looking for his age, travel
agent and smooth talker.
Helen would call me on the phone telling me how wonderful he was, it was
in one of the phone calls that I asked Helen if it would be okay to
borrow an old exercise bike she had. She had told me it was in the back
shed but that I would have to move some boxes around. It was while
moving some boxes around that a made a great discovery, the boxes were
piled up with no particular order and just resting one upon the other as
I was pulling the back out it got stuck and when pulled some boxes came
with it, while picking up the boxes and some items that fell out I read
a couple of tapes that said Bob and Helen, and I immediately knew what
they were  ,I remembered Helen’s words about him recording them in bed.
That day I left that bike their and took the tapes home I turned the VCR
on and  put in a tape that said B-and -H #1 in the VCR and watched ,it
was nothing out of the ordinary was dark I could hardly see anything
just moans from Helen, and they were in a missionary position, I fast
forward it and saw nothing new a took it out next I put in  B-and -H # 5
this tape was different better light more sound, and I was amazed to see
what was on it , Helen at that time was about 54 years old and to give
you an idea she was about 5’5 and weighed about 169p not a woman in
shape (not that I was ).In the beginning of the tape all you could see
was Bob sitting on the couch in a suit, then Helen appeared  in a School
girl outfit with little ponytails on (extensions for sure), then they
went on to say something about her being a bad girl and that Bob would
have to call her parents , then Helen did something I had never thought
possible she was begging  Bob not to call her parents , if a recall
correctly  Bob said you’ve been a bad girl again and Helen laid down on
his lap staring directly into the camera, Bob pick up her dress and slap
her bottom Helen moaned (she moaned this was something I never thought
she did she was always so strong),he pick his had up again and slapped
her harder, then again and again, I could see her face she was enjoying
it then he put a finger in her and virtually screamed do you like that
bicth!!! then something like are you going to do it again ,and she
nodded yes at that point he tells her to get up ,when she does he gets
up and tells her to get on her knees, when she does he grabs the back of
her head by the hair and pulls tightly and says I am going to teach you
not to cause trouble or your not causing anymore trouble and with his
free hand unzips his pants and pulls out his penis, and it was big,
bigger that Jim’s for sure even big as some in of the porno movies, it
was not entirely hard  yet and it looked big, still pulling her hair he
said a want you to put it in your mouth and Helen should her head in
denial then he pulled her hair again and said suck it and she shook her
head again, with his half erect penis still in his hand he began to slap
her face with it, his penis slapped her face three or four times and
Helen grab it with both hands and put it in her mouth and began sucking
, at that point I was so hot .Still holding  her hair Bob controlled the
movements of her head, then he pulled her back hard and grabbed  his
penis,  this time it was hard and long , he yelled do you want me to put
it in your mouth again and helen said yes in a begging voice, he must
have yelled there more times then Helen began sucking this time harder
as if she was mad for about 1 minute then Bob started bending his knees
and Helen stop sucking and began coughing  every time she coughed cum
would drip down her chin, she got up they kissed and the last thing I
saw was Bobs big penis in front of the camera as he turned it off.
I was so horny , I put in another tape this one showed Helen on top of
Bob in the bedroom fast forward it
 till the end. The next video showed Bob masturbating in front of the
camera while watching a porn video, Helen filming and putting extreme
close ups that it would go out of focus ,that video also had a part that
I remember well even after all this time it was Bob on the bed on his
back and Helen was sitting on his face , but since Helen had such a
bigbutt, Bobs hole head was gone. Next video is the one I still question
who’s kinky Idea it was, it started with Bob setting up the camera and
pointing at Helen who was dressed in regular cloths then Bob came out
from behind the camera dressed as a woman, makeup ,wig,  breasts and
everything then their was a knock of a door and Bob says hi I am Sue
your insurance agent and Helen replies hello and Bob (Sue you could say
in his less than feminine voice but trying hard) Helen comment’s on Sues
dress and Bob replies he like Helen’s dress and the way it looks on her
,Helen then gets close to "SUE" ,and touches one of Bobs fake breasts,
and the both start laughing but Helen gets serious unbuttons half of her
blouse and pulls one tit out, and grabs "SUES" hand and says have you
ever been with a woman before Bob says no and Helen puts his hand on her
tit Bob "SUE" cups it for a few seconds then says no this is wrong  and
Helen replied that’s OK don’t be scared you can trust me, Helen then
unbuttoned the rest of the blouse tits hanging and grabs them ,then says
touch them "sue" says no, this went on for a minute then Helen pretended
to get mad left the room and came back with some kind of basket took her
cloths off and laid next to "Sue" she then grabbed her nipples and
pulled on them lifting her tits and said something like pick one up and
fuck me Bob grabbed one  and started fucking her with it Helen screamed
fuck me, fuck me till she came.
I never told Helen I saw the videos, I think she would have been to
embarrassed.
For years after that I masturbated thinking of Bob and Helen.

Then, when I was 52 my life took a turn for the worst, even tough every
thing was great between Jim and I, he became more distant , he began
working later hours and taking less vacations and more buissins trips
(Okay so maybe this is a red flag to most woman but this was Jim, not
the guy down the street).
I began to follow him but nothing was out of the ordinary he would go to
work and would not leave until late , if I called he was always their ,
after a couple of weeks of following I gave up and convinced myself it
was all in my imagination, months went by then at night someone was
calling then hanging up, I confronted Jim and he ridiculed me. After Jim
came back from a Business trip I confronted him that while he was gone
the phone calls had stopped once again he denied everything .I had been
ignoring everything that was happening after all now I was 53 year
graying, overweight  woman, what would I do if it was true.
What would I do without Jim. A day later having a cup of coffee at
Helen’s I told her everything, she just said one word STUPID !! I was
shock , she asked me again are you stupid letting him do this this long
, I answered that I didn’t even know if it was true, that maybe it was
all in my imagination. Helen got up and said lets  go now we drove to
Jims  firms office building and waited their and nothing .The next we
went their again and the same , Helen came over that night without even
telling me her intentions , said hi to Jim and said " You guys want to
go with me to Alaska I got  mileage tickets well just two you would only
have to buy one , then she winked at me and said well Jim said Im to
busy I can’t go but honey you go ahead Helen looked into my eyes and I
knew exactly what she meant.
One week later the date was set my bags were packed , and Jim joke with
me that tonight he was going to give me a good trip fuck that I would
not forget. That night he did everything right but my mind was somewhere
else. Next morning he wished my a good trip and left for work "love
YOU!! BYE".

Helen picked me up and we headed to a hotel at the edge of the city we
rented a car the next day we stayed all day in the room on the third day
once again we sat in the parking lot this time it paid off , she was a
very young brunet she got in the car with him and they went to a motel
near the firm. I could not believe it and I cried uncontrollably, three
hours later they came out of the room I opened the door of the car and
Helen pulled the arm and said "no" wait  and she was serious I was
crying so hard  I could not talk.
They got in the car and we followed the back to the firm . One hour
later the brunet walked out and Helen followed her , we followed her to
a suburb then she pulled into a hose drive way we sat there a while then
another car pulled up this one had a young man in it about the same age
of the woman, I begged Helen to go but she just kept saying wait
..Finally we left I cried all that night ,the next day at 5am Helen woke
me up
get dressed lest go ,"where" come on hurry she drove to the couples
house , I ask what are we doing here she just opened the door and walked
to the side of the house she signaled and I followed. At the side of the
house we could see the couple eating breakfast , they looked so in love
.. the young man got up picked up the plates and kissing the young lady
on the neck, she said stop it not now but he kept at it soon they were
kissing . there we were to woman in their fifties like peeping toms at
my husbands lovers house.
The couple began to have sex and I had to look away and I began crying .

After the noise had stopped we heard the girl scream "SHIT" I am late
again and a minute later we heard a door slam and a car screech out.

Helen said lets go I said where, come on she said and followed she
knocked on the front door of the house ( I was so scarred).
A man not more the 27 came , can I help you , Helen answered  ,yes hi
were from the neighborhood  watch and we would  like to talk to you ,
sure the man said come in , he said excuse me that I am in my robe I
just woke up, let me change, Helen said that’s okay it will only take a
minute , I was shaking  and in tears, Helen than presented herself  and
than pointed at me and said and this Anne. He said I am Jake nice to
meet you, than looked at me and said ma’am are you all right , and I
just began to tear up again, he turn to Helen ,and ask , Helen sat right
next to him (and he looked uncomfortable  that she was that close) than
Helen began to speak
Jake we have something to tell you and it’s not good news, Jake stared
confused, she said see the is Anne S****S the wife of Jim S****S and
your wife is having an affair with Jim, . He got up and screamed I knew
it "I knew it" that tramp , but with that old fuck, now I was in full
tears. Helen got up grabbed him from the waist and told him to calm down
, to sit down , he sat and just kept screaming fuck fucking bicth, Helen
continued to calm him down, Jake calm down Jake calm down , that’s it
that’s it .Helen was now sitting on the couch with Jake hugging him it
will be all right. Jake’s robe was know open but with everything on his
mind he didn’t notice, Helen was still hugging him but her eyes were
fixed on his penis Helen shifted his head and rested it on her breasts
she readjusted her other are to pick up her breasts against his face,
all the time saying that’s okay that’s okay.
I was just staring at them, at Helen, what was she doing .Than  I
noticed the young man was getting hard he was enjoying Helen’s breasts.
Helen signaled at me and said come over here Jake is devastated I walked
over and sat at the other side of Jake , Helen still hugging and
reassuring him. I hugged Jake but I could not say anything no words were
coming out of my mouth. Helen reached over and stroke my hair smiled and
ran her had down my arm when she reached my hand she put her fingers
thorough mine and led my hand down I was shaking,  then she rested it on
Jake’s penis he shook a little than Helen hugged him harder  "that’s
okay" ,"that’s okay", I don’t know what is was I know it was wrong , but
I began to stroke him ,he was hard in a second , hard as a rock !.
Helen put her hand  behind my head and pull me down to his penis , I
stoked him twice more and Helen gave me a final push, I took  the penis
in my mouth and swallowed the hole thing , I sucked it for a few seconds
and looked up Helen was lifting her shirt she looked  at me and said
don’t stop after three or four sucks I looked up once more she was
putting her tit in his mouth. Helen put her hand on my head and pulled
my hair and it hurt forcing me away from his penis , than she said can
you  taste her can you taste the bicth on his cock she’s still there
isn’t she, well is she there ? before I could answer she forced me back
down on his penis ,she then stared to force my head up and down harder
and harder , screaming "can you taste her cunt"
Then Jake began to shake his head from side to side trying to make me
and Helen stop, Jake began to moan  and twitch Helen still pulling and
pushing my head and then my  throat filled with semen I tried to pull
away but Helen would push back down, my mouth was full overwhelmed  by
the cum it began pouring out of my mouth down his penis. Jake stopped
twitching and Helen let my hair go, my mouth was still full of Jakes cum
and some of it was pouring on my chin, Helen put her fingers on my chin
and lifted my head, stared into my eyes and said you did good Anne while
cleaning the cum off  my face.
She the turned to Jake and said only said five words "she’s no good dump
her"

Now I am  divorced from Jim and he got the house so I had to move away.
I don’t talk to Helen that much I guess distance does that, but I’ll
never forget her.
But Thanks to her I got closure .Thank you Helen.


P.S : If you like my story write to ALISONCA@HOTMAIL.COM hope to hear
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