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TTT Archive (Treasure Trove of the Titmouse)
Celeste listed several stories as "lost" in her Cumulative Monthly List posted
in late July. I'm posting those I have to ASS/M and hope those who have
others will do the same. My reposting will include:
Bushido {Sachi Mizuno} Excerpt only. Anyone got the rest?
Cleave it to Beaver 1 {MrNatural} Is there more?
Dispensation of Grace 3 {Horangi} Anyone got parts 1-2?
Face of Betrayal {Morpheus' Twin}
Hands On {Deidre Ng}
Meeting Shirley {The Observer}
Open Big {Thomas A Long}
Silent Intruder {Annette}
Tammy's Game {Tammy Ng}
Terri's Dilemma {The Observer}
Tonya Harding, Slave Girl {Your Friendly Author}
These stories have been minimally cleaned up. If I have it,
the text includes original headers and footers.
Still missing, as far as I'm concerned:
"Let Your Fingers Do the Riding" by Solo Polyphony
"Under the Table" by DOLFAN353
"Shower Buddies" by Stone Wolf
"'D' Is for Driving" by Dulcinea
"So Shy" by Scott Sanders (young love)
"Stuffing the Old Gobbler" by MrSpraycan
Best,
Titmouse
Chapter 25
Tonya's world was a plethora of colors, images, and sounds, both
created and surrealistically distorted by the stimulation she was
getting from the therapy; she had long since lost any sense of where
she was, what was happening to her, or even which way was up or
down. What had seemed excruciatingly painful at first was now a warm
envelope of intense feeling, sending her into a disconnected state
of simultaneous totality and nothingness...
She caught fleeting glimpses of recognizable forms, brief images
of familiar people, places and things in her delirium. She started
feeling sensations of being pulled somewhere, but with no indication
of where she was heading; unable to exert any conscious control over
her body, she simply went with the flow.
Tonya realized that she could move freely; it confused her,
since she didn't remember being released from the test bench, but
she couldn't feel anything restraining her movements. She walked, or
something that felt like walking to her, anyway; whatever she was
walking on appeared to be solid, so she cautiously made her way
forward.
As she moved forward, her steps slid, giving Tonya the feeling
that she was skating, her years of training letting her legs adapt
to the slippery surface instantly. She found herself looking down to
see if she was wearing skates, but was surprised to realize that she
was barefoot; it was almost as if her feet were skates themselves!
Tonya quickly started to relish her new-found freedom, going
into her championship routine almost instinctively; the feeling was
much more exhilarating than she had ever remembered it being, and it
inspired her, filling her with incredible energy! She decided to try
a triple axel; she went into her approach, launching herself higher
than she'd ever been before!
'One...' she counted to herself.
'Two...'
'Three...'
'FOUR?!?!?'
Tonya almost broke her position from the surprise, but made an
absolutely perfect landing! Shocked, she stopped herself...
"I just did a QUADRUPLE Axel! That's IMPOSSIBLE!"
Unbelieving, she had to try again; she went into her approach
the same as before, launching herself and making four revolutions,
culminating in a flawless landing for a second time!
"This CAN'T be happening!" Tonya cried out, stopping herself.
"Why not?"
Tonya turned, the familiar voice startling her; standing in
front of her, dressed in a resplendent silver outfit, was Nancy!
Something about her looked... different, though...
"Why are YOU here?" Tonya was confused, but definitely NOT happy
to see her tormentor.
"Because I'm your WORST ENEMY!" Nancy gloated!
"What's going on here???" Tonya demanded, in a mixture of
confusion and anger.
"What do you THINK is happening?
"Answer me, dammit!" Tonya was filling with rage against Nancy
for the torment she'd suffered at her hands, "I just did something
that's TOTALLY impossible!!! How did I do it?"
"How do you THINK you did it?"
"I don't know!" Tonya cried, frustrated, "I shouldn't be able to
do a QUADRUPLE Axel, but I just did!!!"
"So why are you complaining?" Nancy replied, a smug grin on her
face, "You should be happy about it!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!"
With that, Nancy took off, gracefully skating away from Tonya,
who stood motionless, furious, and livid; composing herself, she
raced after Nancy, faster than she'd ever gone before! Tonya felt
like she should be a speed skater, as fast as she was going!
Nancy's gracefulness was deceptive; she skated at what seemed a
leisurely pace, yet Tonya lagged farther and farther behind, no
matter how fast she raced! The more Tonya fell behind, the more she
became determined to catch her ex-rival!
Nancy made a graceful stop, holding her arms out, as if to let
Tonya catch her; Tonya furiously raced toward her, determined to
grab Nancy and beat her senseless! At the last possible moment,
though, Nancy simply slid out of the way; Tonya's momentum kept her
going, and trying to stop, she would up sprawled awkwardly on the
ground!
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!" Nancy's laugh was that of
the Devil himself, taunting and humiliating her enraged opponent!
Tonya regained her footing, springing back toward Nancy; once
again, Kerrigan slid out of the way at the last moment, but Tonya
remained standing, turning for another attempt at catching her foe!
She missed again, as Nancy laughed demonically, and stopped to make
another try!
Tonya realized that Nancy had moved to keep from being caught;
she thought for a moment, then started another run. She kept Nancy
in her sights, looking for any sign of movement on Nancy's part; at
the moment before they collided, Nancy moved to the right! Tonya saw
the movement, and sprung on her left leg, leaping to the right, too!
This time, Tonya was too quick for Nancy! The enraged Harding
grabbed Nancy as tightly as she could, and tackled her in a move
that would have made a pro linesman proud! The two women fell to the
ground, Tonya furiously slugging Nancy as hard as she could!
Tonya maneuvered her way on top of Nancy, and kept pounding and
beating Nancy, harder than she'd ever fought before! Nancy didn't
seem to be putting up much resistance, but Tonya, in her prodigious
rage, couldn't notice! Finally, Tonya grabbed Nancy's hair with her
left hand and started beating her face with her right!
Time and time again, she pounded Nancy's helpless face, each
blow only adding to the fury! Finally, Tonya took one BIG swing at
Nancy's head, and her left hand tore free!!
Looking in her hand, Tonya was horrified to find Nancy's FACE!
She gasped in sheer terror, her blood running cold, thinking that
she'd beaten her ex-rival to DEATH!!!
The shock that she'd gotten was nothing, though, compared to the
emotional jolt she got when she looked at Nancy's head; she was
unable to keep from releasing a blood-curdling scream when she saw
the sight that lay before her...
Chapter 26
Tonya's face went ashen white as she realized that underneath
Nancy's face, was HER OWN!! She started shaking, not sure what to
do, but wanting to escape! She looked at the face in her hand, her
grip disappearing as her hands went limp with fear, dropping it!
Still shaking, she slowly rose, wanting to run as fast as she
could, but she remained in place, transfixed by her fear! She gently
nudged Nancy's body with her foot, to see if she was conscious...
"BOO!!!" The response sent Tonya sprawling backwards, falling
onto the ground! The faux Tonya laughed, then slowly got up, brushed
herself off, and walked towards Tonya...
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!" Tonya went into hysterics as her double
approached her! "WHO ARE YOU???"
"Can't you see for yourself?" Nancy/Tonya replied.
"You... You CAN'T be..."
"Like I said, babe, I'm your WORST ENEMY!"
"What..." Tonya's fear started combining with confusion again,
"What do you mean???"
"Who do you think your worst enemy is, stupid?"
"Nancy?" Tonya was still fearful, but growing more and more
confused by the moment, "Jeff? Who?"
"You STILL don't get it, do you?" Nancy/Tonya replied, "After
everything you've been through, are you telling me that it hasn't
sunk in what this is REALLY all about, girl?"
"I... I... don't... understand..."
"Tonya, I'M your worst enemy!" she said, pointing to herself.
"B... but... but you're... you're..."
"Yes...?"
"You're... ME!!!"
"EXACTLY!!!" Nancy/Tonya slapped her hands together to make her
point clearer; Tonya was startled by the sudden noise!
"But... How can YOU be... my worst enemy... when you're ME?"
"Tell me, Tonya," Nancy/Tonya asked, "What does that say about
YOU?"
"Uhhhhh..." Tonya hesitated, trying to decipher the meaning in
her Doppelganger's question, "Are you saying... that I'M my OWN
worst enemy?"
"BINGO!!!" Nancy/Tonya jumped up & down, unctuously squealing
like a game show contestant!
"But... How can it... how can I... be that way...?"
"Think about how much you HATE yourself, deep inside," the
ersatz Harding pondered, "Think about the way you've been treated
all your life; why would you put up with it?"
"Because..." tears started welling up in Tonya's eyes, "I hated
myself?"
"That's right, girl," Nancy/Tonya's voice became soft and
comforting, "There's been too many people in your life who should
have been caring and supportive who weren't; you've never really
learned to care about yourself..."
"Do YOU," sobs started to punctuate Tonya's speech, "h... hate
me, too? I mean... since you're... you're really... me...?"
"No, I don't hate you," Nancy/Tonya consoled her, gently
embracing her true self, "There's a part of you that loves yourself,
and I'm that part, Tonya!"
As Nancy/Tonya tightened her embrace, Tonya's tears started
flowing more profusely; she completely broke down in her double's
arms, bawling like a baby as she was being comforted.
"There, there," Nancy/Tonya softly cooed, "Just let yourself cry
it out, and you'll feel better..."
The two Tonyas gently rocked back and forth as Tonya released
all her pent-up emotional anguish; the more she cried, the easier it
was for her to cry harder, and her other self simply held her and
comforted her as she sobbed heavily on her shoulder.
Time had no meaning as the depth of Tonya's pain was depleted of
its lifelong burden of suffering, guilt, and self-loathing. She
could have been crying for mere seconds, or years, but paid no mind
as her catharsis continued unabated.
After what seemed like an eternity, Tonya's wailing finally
subsided; her eyes remained red from the many tears she had shed,
but she managed a glimmer of a smile as she tried to regain her
composure in the arms of her loving side.
The twin Tonyas continued their embrace, feeling each other's
love and caring; Tonya felt a new warmth starting to emanate from
within her body, the emotional hurt being replaced with a soothing
sensation that seemed to fill her emotional void with pure, caring,
unconditional love. This was a new feeling for her...
As she filled with the newfound feelings, she sensed her twin
self somehow getting closer, almost as though they were melting into
each other; they were sharing the very essence of their beings, and
the negative feelings she'd felt were gone, perhaps forever!
Tonya opened her eyes; she was surprised to find that her
Doppelganger was nowhere to be seen! She looked around, frightened
that she'd lost her newly-won sense of security, but then heard a
voice inside her head...
"I'm with you, Tonya; I'll always be with you!"
"But where'd you go?"
"I'm where I've always been, Tonya; I just had to be something
you could see and touch and feel for awhile so that you'd know that
your soul could be healed."
"So where do I go now?"
"You have to break out through that wall, Tonya..."
Tonya looked far ahead, and noticed a wall rising up from the
ground in the distance.
"How do I break through it?"
"You just DO, Tonya..."
"Won't I get hurt?" Tonya asked herself, "It looks pretty solid
to me..."
"Just believe that you CAN do it, Tonya..."
Tonya looked at the wall in the distance; she thought about what
her twin self had told her, and remembered the quadruple Axels that
she had been able to do previously. She decided that if she could do
that, she could get through the wall, so she resolved that she would
break through!
She took a few deep breaths, then started skating toward the
wall; she built up her speed even faster than she'd gone before, and
aimed herself directly for the wall! Faster and faster she went, and
everything started to seem like just a blur! The wall loomed closer,
and she willed herself to go faster and faster, and then...
SMASH!!! The wall crumbled from the impact! Tonya kept going,
her speed barely diminishing from the collision; she stopped, turned
back, and skated over to the wall. She couldn't believe that she'd
passed through the wall without hurting herself, and at that moment,
she realized that believing in herself was what had allowed her to
triumph over the heavy obstacle!
She skated away from the wall; as she got farther away, she
started feeling herself stiffen up. She wondered if she'd hurt
herself going through the wall, but then her arms felt like they
were being pulled up, and her legs were being bent into a kneeling
position, becoming harder and harder to move...
Tonya suddenly realized that she was back in the test bench, and
after a moment, realized that she'd never been out of the heavy
restraints that had bound her for so many hours!
'Was it just a dream or something?' Tonya thought...
"It was real, Tonya," her double's voice replied, "And I'm still
here with you..."
Chapter 27
The Doctor and Nancy were back in the control room once again,
monitoring the numerous readouts as the master timer approached the
24-hour mark. With 5 minutes to go, he pressed a button on the panel
marked "Completion Sequence", which caused a green light to come on;
each of the monitors subsequently indicated "Completion Sequence
Activated", one after another.
The level indicators the readouts slowly crept towards zero; the
indicators for Tonya's vital signs showed that she was going into a
relaxed state as the stimulation subsided. As the last few minutes
slowly passed, the Doctor brought a small box into the test room,
laying it down near the test bench.
Tonya was becoming more aware of her surroundings, no longer in
sensory overload from the intensity of the stimulation she'd been
receiving. She felt herself returning to a normal state of mind, and
soon, she heard a disembodied, passionless voice in her headphones.
"The procedure is now complete."
Nancy joined the Doctor in the test room; the lights, which had
been dimmed for the duration of the test, now rose to their full
brightness. Nancy put clamps on the various tubes that ran to the
various implements that had been inserted into Tonya's bodily
cavities; after they were clamped, the Doctor disconnected them from
the various pumps, and attached them to corresponding nozzles on the
small box he'd brought in, then removed her earphone/eyepieces.
After the tubes had been re-connected, he started releasing
Tonya's restraints; the yoke around her head was raised, the hand
restraints deflated, and soon, her arms were free! The straps across
her back were undone, then the straps around her thighs, knees, and
finally, her ankles were released, and she was totally unfettered!
Standing on each side of her, the Doctor and Nancy helped Tonya
get off the test bench; her footing was unsure, and they had to hold
her tightly to keep her from falling. The Doctor picked up the box
as they left the room, and walked Tonya into a room marked
"Recovery", where they sat her in a chair made up of several padded
sections that would conform to her body, making sure that the tubes
weren't getting pinched in between.
The Doctor deflated the gag, unfastened it, and slowly pulled
the feeding tube from Tonya's stomach; she moaned as the end of the
tube was removed, and took several deep breaths to relax herself.
"How do you feel, Tonya?"
"I... I'm not sure... how to explain it..." Tonya replied, her
mind trying to grasp words sufficient to describe her ordeal.
"What happened to you while it was going on?"
I... I did things that... that I... never could do before..."
Tonya explained, "And then I saw Nancy... and I got mad at her..."
Nancy blanched at this, her mouth turning into a frown.
"...and I chased after her..."
Nancy gave the Doctor the Evil Eye; his response was simply to
hold his hand up to keep her silent.
"...when I caught her... I started beating her up... I mean,
really badly..."
Nancy gritted her teeth and clenched her fists; the Doctor had
to hold his finger to his lips and silently shush her to keep her
from interrupting Tonya's train of thought.
"...and I beat her so badly..." Tonya went on, a tear welling up
in her eye, "that I tore her face off!"
This time, it took the Doctor's hand on Nancy's shoulder to keep
her in check; she was clearly incensed at Tonya's revelations!
"But the weird part about it..." Tonya continued, "was that when
I ripped off HER face, MY face was underneath it!!"
Nancy's jaw dropped in shock! She looked at the Doctor, who
simply nodded to her, trying to calm her down.
"What happened after that?" he asked.
"She..." Tonya grasped for the right words, "She told me that
I... I was... my own worst enemy... and she said that... that I...
hated myself... but she... she was part of me... a part that... that
loved myself..."
Nancy's expression went from shocked to utterly confused; she
looked over at the Doctor, who smiled at her.
"Very good, Tonya," he said, "what was it like for you to
realize how you really felt about yourself?"
"Weird..." she replied, "It was like... suddenly... something
flashed in my head... or something..."
"Like an epiphany or a revelation, Tonya?"
"Yeah! That's right!"
"And what was it that you realized?"
"I realized... that everything that happened... was because I
hated myself... deep down inside..." she said, still wanting to make
sure the words were right.
"And how did you react, Tonya?"
"She... the other me... held me... and had me cry..." Tonya
explained, "It felt... good... I guess... I felt like... like I...
like I was turning... into a new person... I felt... stronger...
more at ease... stuff like that..."
"After that?"
"She... she was gone... and I felt her inside of me... like she
was inside my... my soul... and it felt good..."
"What happened next?"
I heard her... her voice... in my head... She showed me a wall
and... and she told me to skate toward it... I had to break through
it... I did... I got going... really fast... I didn't think I
could... but I told myself that I... that I could... and she told
me... I could... too..."
"Did you hit the wall, Tonya?"
"I hit it... and it broke down when I did!"
"Excellent, Tonya!" the Doctor exclaimed, "That's exactly the
kind of thing that I wanted to happen!"
"It was?" Tonya asked, confused.
"It shows that once you started feeling good about yourself, you
could break through the wall!"
"But why... why a wall...?"
"It's a subconscious symbol," he explained, "Things like going
through a door, breaking through a wall, and things like that mean
that you've gone past the limits that you've been under."
"But... I haven't..."
"These are psychological limits, Tonya," he continued, "A lot of
the time, you don't even realize you have them."
"I... I don't?"
"No; about the only time you're even aware of them is when you
just can't seem to make yourself do something you want to do."
"So..." Tonya asked, beginning to understand, "when I broke...
through the wall... it was really... a wall in... in myself?"
"Exactly!"
"And..." she continued, "that's why... that's why I feel... a
lot... um... better now...?"
"Very much so, Tonya," the Doctor responded, "you went through a
very cathartic experience, and got rid of a lot of the emotional
pain that you'd been keeping inside all these years."
"So..." she asked, hesitantly, "does this mean... that I'm...
you know... DONE... with this therapy...?"
"Almost, Tonya," he replied, "all that's left now is the Final
Test..."
"What is it?"
"I'm going to let you rest for awhile, Tonya," he said, softly
patting her shoulder, "and don't worry about the Final Test; you've
gone through the worst already."
Tonya breathed a sigh of relief, relaxed, and soon, she was
sound asleep.
END, CHAPTERS 25-27 OF 32
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