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{VickieTern} New TG: Dolls  4/9   F/m M/M F/f femdom

I'll appreciate knowing what you think of this:VickieTern@AOL.COM

Other Vickie Tern stories are archived in http://www.fictionmania.com  and
http://library.gaycafe.com/nifty/transgender/by_authors/Vickie_Tern
I'll appreciate knowing what you think of any of these too, if you can still 
write after reading them.


If you shouldn't be reading this, don't.  





you want to."

     Stark naked and on his knees, Bob hugged her and sobbed, at
first uncontrollably, then in spasms and short bursts of tears,
then looking up to her in a kind of hopeful helplessness, gasping
now and again.  Diana stroked his hair and his back, and hugged him
gently, looking over his shoulder at the wall, or at Nurse Erika,
who waited patiently for Bobbi to compose herself, at least
sufficiently to complete her toilet, her enema and douche, and to
change her tampon.  
                           
                                                                  
         
                        *********************

     That day Bob wore all day the slip and bra he'd promised to
wear, under the dress he'd somehow promised he'd wear, a simple
purple wool with a flared collar.  And panties.  Then in the
afternoon another blouse, a full skirt, and  a cardigan sweater. 
>From her large suitcases Diana fitted him out first with rather
plain three inch heels, then later in the day with four inch heels. 
By mid-afternoon the wobble in his walk had disappeared and had
become a slight sway in his hips, and Diana decreed they could go
shopping. Bob was still so demoralized he raised no objection at
all, though this was his first time out in daylight while dressed
in women's clothing.  He felt numb.  He had no choice but to trust
her judgement that he was unmistakeably feminine, and to seek
comfort in her reassuring smile.  She told him to use his pale
lipstick and only a little mascara, so he did, surprising himself
that after last night it went on so easily.

     They walked into an upscale store where Diana was evidently
known, to judge by the way two saleswomen immediately came forward
to attend to her, and by their deferential smiles when Diana
introduced them to Bobbi.  She then bought Bobbi a really stunning
dress, a draped red silk, sleeveless, beltless, flowing down his
figure and touching each of his hip bones on its way nearly to his
ankles.  

     "This style's just coming in," she commented.  "It's perfect
for thin women like you.  Dignified but still somehow provocative.
Sometimes you'll want to wear shiny micro-minis for stepping out,
but mostly these I think.  We'll keep you thin this way, though I
think that after a while you'll be getting a little more plump here
and there, where it matters."  He didn't understand what she meant
and suspected he'd better not ask.   Two less dramatic dresses, fit
for posh luncheons but simple enough for every day, and they were
off to buy other things.  "Remember this store when you're shopping
on your own," Diana told Bob as they were leaving.  "They have
lovely things, and these two women will always take good care of
you."  Bob nodded.  Again he didn't dare ask what she meant, nor
ask himself how he really felt about it.  He'd wait for the right
moment.  He couldn't risk angering her, maybe losing her again.

     Before returning home Diana stopped with him at a beauty
salon.  There they both had their nails done, until Bob's fingers
extended a half-inch longer than they'd been, his nails a
near-natural pink, and he saw as he curled them that they seemed
almost graceful.  Then she had Bob's hair lightened just a touch,
and trimmed so it seemed to fall gracefully onto his neck of its
own will, even without rollers.  When the beautician pierced one of
his ears he worried how far this thing of Diana's would go before
it retreated, but he thought it ill-mannered and pointless to
object to his other ear also being pierced.  By now he was
altogether accustomed to being thought a girl by everyone, and no
longer feared exposure.  Diana gave him another tranquillizer pill,
but told him as she handed it to him that he hardly needed it.  

     "I'm so proud of you dear," she said that evening as they set
out for another restaurant.  "You're just lovely.  And learning so
quickly!"   

     He did look smashing when they went out that night, wearing
his new red dress and matching shoes -- four inch heels this time
-- and carrying a red clutch purse, with little diamond studs in
his ears, his hair beautifully set in the salon, and wearing what
Diana assured him was her own favorite real diamond necklace. 
Relaxing, he realized that this could even be fun.  His clothes
were lighter than his usual suits, and floated on him.  His bra and
his panty girdle and stockings hugged him intimately, as if
affectionately.  He loved feeling hugged.  As the waiter seated the
two of them, Diana commented that he seemed positively radiant.  He
really did.  He didn't know why.

     Except that he now felt prettier, the evening went like their
first, was it only the previous night?  This time it happened that
two men across the room sent a waiter over to them with a bottle of
very fine wine, and an inquiry whether they would like company. 
Diana looked up delighted, but Bob felt a sudden pang of terror. 
He watched her silently, horrified she might accept.  But she said
to him, "Don't worry, love.  I told you, you're mine."  She looked
over at the men, and smiled at them, and dipped her head and raised
her hands regretfully, as if to say "We'd love to, but . . .
circumstances . . . you know."  Bob mimicked her gesture to the two
men, smiling at them,  and like Diana he managed to make a charming
moue and a similarly cute shrug.  He felt safe with her.  She
laughed, and looked across at him affectionately.  "What if I'd
said 'yes' to them?  I might some day, you know."  Bob had no
reply.

     Later they went dancing at Sappho's, and no one approached
them at all.  It was as if Diana had sent out word they were not to
be disturbed.  Later still, back in Bob's apartment, they made love
again, Diana again on top of him, lifting and lowering her vagina
onto his cock while he blissed out, chanting over and over how much
she loved her darling girl.  Again his sexual tension built, and at
its peak she poised herself high over him until he had completed
his catechism, confirming that he was her girl forever, that he
would always do whatever she wished.  Then after an excruciating
pause she lunged down onto him and he spurted into her over and
over, near fainting in ecstasy.  She asked, and he repeated that he
loved being a girl, as if a gender change had already occurred deep
in his sense of self.   When he'd come into her body yet a second
time, she twisted again and immediately pressed her pussy against
his mouth, and again clamped his head between her thighs.  Again he
licked her clean, swallowing gouts of his cum and her juices
together as she squeezed them out of her, orgasm by orgasm, and he
kept on slurping.  It was delicious!

     In the shower the next morning, cleaning himself inside and
out and douching himself, changing his tampon yet again, he
marvelled at the lengths he had gone for her, how far he had come. 
As Diana requested, he applied a few small drops of perfume onto
his wrists and neck, a kind Diana assured him would cling all day
so that anyone who came near him would think of him the way she
did, as a bouquet of flowers.  It didn't matter that he'd smell
flowery all day, he realized, because Diana had told him that
today, for the third day in a row, he would be wearing only
feminine clothing.  

     But he was now musing about a key question, wondering at first
idly, then seriously, why Diana wanted him dressed all the time as
a girl.  It no longer seemed peculiar to him, but it was certainly
kinky.  Was she a little afraid of men, more comfortable with one
in the aspect of a woman?  No way!   He felt flattered it might be
her way to misdirect her competition, other women, to steer them
away from him.  But as a man he had never been overwhelmed by
hordes of designing women.  Or was this her way to assure herself
he wouldn't reveal himself sooner or later to be some sort of macho
pig?  She hated that kind of man, he knew, and he was glad he
wasn't one of them.  But she certainly knew he wasn't one of them. 
Was it her way to give him a deeper insight into the way women
feel, so he'd become more understanding of her needs and desires? 
Maybe.  It could also be a way for her to control him in her
absence -- the perfume he was wearing, for example, would certainly
keep him from going out on his own in male clothes when she went
out and left him to his own resources.  

     But that wasn't happening.  She seemed to be spending the
entire weekend with him as he'd hoped she would.  Maybe she was
attracted to women in some way but didn't want to admit it, and
this was how she dealt with it?  Maybe she was into humiliating
men?  No.  She was always careful to strengthen the way he felt
when he dressed for her, to make him feel proud that he was pretty. 
He was even beginning to feel deep pleasure that he could make
himself appealing in a feminine way for her, and now and then,
delighted, he felt a demure or flirtatious impulse!

     He had to decide he didn't know why she wanted him dressed
this way, and in his euphoria he didn't care.  Today was Sunday,
and she had allowed him stirrup pants and a frilly blouse.  But
he'd found it difficult to pee while wearing pants with no fly.  He
asked for and was granted permission to return to skirts, and this
time she allowed him to wear two small breast forms under his
clingy knit sweater, just enough to imply a girlish figure
underneath.  He'd found he felt a little freakish without them, not
quite shaped right, and though she kept saying she preferred him
shaped as he naturally was, she was delighted when he told her he
thought his chest should hint that he had breasts underneath.

     Sunday afternoon he went with her in his skirt and sweater to
look at the apartment Diana had mentioned earlier in her
conversation with Erika,  It was wonderful!  The building had a
burly but fatherly-looking doorman who smiled at Bob, and told him
Diana had asked him to take special care of her -- she should
freely phone down for whatever she wanted, any favor or errand at
all.  The apartment itself was large, flooded with sunlight, with
a view of the river from huge living room windows high above the
traffic, and a huge pink canopied bed in the bedroom, and huge
walk-in closets.  

     When they stepped inside, Diana handed him the keys and told
him they were never going back to his old dingy place, not ever
again.  What was there that he needed would be brought over, she
said.  And none of it would be his men's clothing.  The closets and
drawers here were already filled with clothes in his size, clothes
befitting the young woman he'd agreed to become.  She emphasized
that last by looking straight at him again as she said it, though
her voice remained casual.  He raised no objection.  He wondered
when she had prepared this apartment, and felt a little flattered
that she cared so much for him, and told her so.  "Bobbi," she said
to him, "You *do* love being a girl!  It's obvious!  So that's what
you are and that's what I want you to be from now on.  You want it
too, you know it!  The rent on this place is paid, and now its your
place.  I want you to stop looking for work and just be yourself. 
Take some time off.  You can have all the fun in the world trying
out your new looks and your new life.  But here is where you'll be
when I want you.  Here is where I want you to be."   

     So from then on, there he was.  That night was the nicest of
all.  They went out for a pizza and a movie, nothing special, just
two girls together, chatting and giggling.  Then they came home and
made love in the huge bed.  Bob felt transported.  As she leaned
over him, smiling, his prick buried deep inside her, he rolled his
hips to gratify her as if she were the man and he were the woman,
and he reached up and delicately wrapped his arms around her neck,
and pulled her face down to his, and kissed her closed eyelids
gently, and as she fucked him he heard his throat making a soft,
long, languorous, amorous moan, then another.  He felt wonderfully
feminine, wonderfully her lover.  She didn't ask him that night if
he was her darling girl.  She just said it, over and over, in that
slow, sweet, dark voice that so entranced him whenever she mounted
him, as if she couldn't believe her luck and needed to reassure
herself.  He kept uttering small, delicious, ecstatic squeals as
she spoke, his cock soaking itself deep inside her sweet pussy, too
enraptured to find words.   They both knew he was her darling girl. 


     The next morning, their first in the new apartment, she patted
his cheek and told him she had to attend to things, and wouldn't be
back for a few days.  She told him to wear whatever struck his
fancy in his closet, and to go anywhere to pass the time, but to
remember that he was hers, and that he needed to practice being the
girl she loved him to be.  "Look how far you've come in just a few
days, my darling," she said.  "While I'm away, you'll go much, much
further.  Erika will see to your every need.  She knows what I
want.  You'll do everything she says."  It was a statement, not a
request.

     And he was astonished to realize it, but he had come far!  A
vast distance.  Last night he had felt not like a man but a woman
in love.  He had crossed an invisible line in his own psyche. 
Erika would look in on him and attend to things each morning, Diana
said, and she would call soon.  And she hugged him, and pressed her
cheek to his, almost as if they really were girlfriends instead of
lovers.  Then she was out the door.

     Life in the new apartment took on its own flavor.  The next
morning Erika showed up and cleaned up, and fixed his breakfast,
and saw to it that his pussy as she called it was clean,
well-douched, and gave him his tranquillizer and some shots,
medications Diana had ordered to build him up.  He felt fine all
day, relaxed, even languorous.  If it was one of his mornings to
soak in fragrant bath oils instead of taking a shower, Erika
prepared his bath and rubbed him with more oils afterward, and he
noticed after a few weeks that his skin was softening.  Each day
she put him through his exercises, walking in high heels or holding
his arms and hands just so while bustling through the apartment. 
It was as if she were a dance instructor teaching him ballet.   

     He read the papers, and the different women's magazines that
came in the mail almost every day.  Increasingly he became
interested in hairdos and styles of makeup, because every day he
realized he would be making decisions about which were more
becoming for him.  He looked carefully at the ads in magazines like
Vogue and Cosmopolitan, to see what the beautiful women there were
doing with their faces that he could emulate.  

     There was a beauty salon in the building, and Diana set him up
with two appointments each week.  One was to set and maintain his
hair -- Diana liked it long, but it needed more lift and body, and
the beautician  -- a gay man altogether uninterested in Bob's birth
gender --  was magical in the way he coaxed it to wavy fullness.  
One was for his nails, complexion, and what he later learned was
electrolysis, elimination of what few hairs he had on his chin and
body.  This session always finished with a rather extensive
makeover, and Bob looked so chic and well-groomed afterward that he
always went out shopping afterward -- it was a waste to carry such
an exquisite face back to his apartment, with no one to see it. 
But he always looked smooth and elegant, even when out walking
casually dressed in jeans and a slouch coat.  And after Erika
arranged some advanced tutorials for him in feminine movement, how
to use his hands, and also how to walk, sit, and even turn his head
like a lady, he began to look classy.  It was a fun game, trying to
be a beautiful woman with so few natural endowments.    

     Above all, it pleased Diana.  Whenever she saw him she would
comment on some new evident feminine accomplishment, and ask him
what else he had learned, and Bob would feel very proud.  The dull
and mediocre Bob began to feel like a gifted and happy Bobbi,
someone very special.  If he happened to wake up feeling male, as
happened now and than, he felt depressed that he was still Bob, and
he treated himself to something especially feminine to overwhelm
Bob, to remind himself that he was not Bob.  

     He and Diana saw each other a few times each week.  They were
casual together, girlfriend and girlfriend, usually informal in
socks and sneakers and a plaid skirt, now and then more formal in
a little basic black dress she bought him, and sometimes kinky in
a leather skirt and red vest over a huge, balloon sleeved blouse. 
He learned to make himself up and to move as Diana did, and he
added grace to his natural courtesy, and even a certain playful
cuteness.  He looked forward to dressing for his dates with her,
because they gave him special opportunity to play with his look, to
be beautiful in a new way each time.  He was her girl until they
got home.  Then with unfathomable skill she rewarded him for his
willinglness to fulfill her fantasy image of him. She put her
adorable, precious girl into an erotic stupor that lasted for
hours, where all he could do was utter small squeals and plaintive
cries while she did magical things to him.  

     He was hopelessly enthralled.  Each time they made love, she
chanted new questions at him, and he always answered "Yes!  Yes!"
as he approached his climax.  He scarcely noticed it when her
questions began to ask if he wanted to have breasts of his own, or
a sweet little round tush instead of a bony bottom.  But after a
night when she asked him that repeatedly, and he had said "Oh, yes,
yes!" over and over, and then had come gloriously melting into her,
and had actually fainted from the exquisite intensity of it, he
noticed that the following day and from then on, Erika gave him
different kinds of shots, in his tush, and each morning a huge pill
as well as a tranquillizer.

     Diana had taken to calling him "Bobbi" that first evening they
went out together as girlfriends, but he didn't know how his new
name was spelled until one morning she sent him flowers with a card
explaining why -- she had made a carelessly abrupt remark to him
the night before, and had hurt his feelings.  The more feminine he
felt, the more in touch with his feelings, the more easily he felt
hurt.  She respected him all the more for that, she wrote in her
note to "Bobbi".  He accepted her apology and sent her back a note
(though no flowers), also signed "Bobbi." And that is what, with
each date and each passing week, he increasingly became.

     One evening when he'd tried especially hard to be pretty for
her, she complimented him when he opened the door and she saw how
pretty he had made himself, and he glowed, and without thinking
curtsied for her, and said, "Thank you kind sir!"  Then he wondered
why he'd said that.  She was as always dressed in stylish but
distinctly feminine clothes, so there was no question of her
gender.  Maybe because whenever they were together, she invariably
took charge?

     Diana took due note that it meant he was a heterosexual man
beginning to think of himself as a heterosexual woman.  At dinner
that night, as the two of them sat in a quiet and elegant little
restaurant -- ourageously expensive, but she always seemed to have
money enough -- she began the next phase of her assault on his mind
and heart.  

     "Bobbi," Diana said, "have you ever wondered whether we should
take up one of these offers gentlemen are always making, what would
happen if we did?"  

     Bobbi enjoyed his femininity.  It was not merely a way to
feel, it was erotic, because of the way Diana tended to treat him
when he was dressed.  He loved everything about it.  But to cope
with a man was something else again. He felt faintly repelled.

     "No," he said.  "I don't want it.  I've never wanted it.  I
wouldn't like it.  I wouldn't know what to do."

     "Now Bobbi," Diana said as their salad course arrived, "Some
of those statements don't chime with others.  You can't know if
you'd like it until you've tried it.  And not wanting it is
different from not knowing what to do.  Every girl knows what to
do.  It's instinctive.  Mostly, it's let the man do what he wants
to do."

     Bob felt somehow driven back to a second line of defense. 
"Diana, I'm not a girl."

     "You're my girl," Diana told him in a tone that allowed no
disagreement whatsoever.  He was her possession, her tone of voice
told him, and she did with him what she pleased.  "A girl who has
never had any experience of men.  A virgin.  So far."  

     And then she added, as if it were a casual afterthought,
"We'll want to change that, I suppose, won't we?  Girls do become
women."

     Bob just sat there, petrified with terror.  Diana saw she




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