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The following is a work of fiction, and is the first attempt my this woman
to write a story from a "male" point of view. It is based on my own
fantasies, nightmares, and some of my ³fan e-mail².  I do not advocate or
condone any actions in this story.

If you are offended by strong language,  scenes of violence, depictions of
sex, despictions of rape, stop reading now.

Readers should be aware that rape is not only a crime, it is immoral and evil.


The Rapist Mind: Story 1
By Imma Scared

Iıve just recently ³discovered² newsgroups, and I gotta tell you, as if
you didnıt know thereıs a hell of crap being spewed out there.

Iım not talking the shit webbies call ³spam². I mean it aint surprising
that every jerk-off out there is trying to make a buck by getting some
poor sucker to go visit it their stupid web sites.

Iım taling about some of the stupid ³discussions² people have. I mean I
discover this newsgroup called talk.rape, and I look in at, expecting to
find some kindred souls, some real men talking about my favorite subject.
But what do I find?

A bunch of whining women and pussy-whupped so-called men talkin, and
complaining about how terrible rape is! There is an even this ongoing
stupid discussion about ³Why men rape!² Sheesh, like thatıs hard to figure
out! I mean if they really want to know, they should just ask a real man,
a man like me.

Me, I love raping some bitch more than anything.  I love sticking it to
them. Ramming my thick hard, thick 12 inch cock into some unwilling ass
and pussy is the greatest thing in the world.  It isnıt so much the sex,
or even the way my  cockfeels, pulsing like itıs going to explode deep in
some dumb cunt's pussy; itıs the power, the domination, the forcing of
myself into the bitchıs body, the violation of something so intimate to
them. 

I tell you, if you are a guy, and if you havenıt raped a woman, you really
have no idea what you are missing.  Well, I wonıt tell you what to do, but
maybe if I tell you of some of my exploits.......
 

Home invasions In the City

First I am  a lock smith among my many ³talents²,  so no home is safe. In
fact I like to go in thru the front door, and make sure there are no signs
of forced entry.  This way I  can always claim, sgould I ever get caught,
that my ³victim² let me in, and that she was a willing partner.

I like to get in when my victim is asleep. Tho I do sorta pick my the
majority ³victims² at random, the ones I rape in their own homes I have
spent at least few month watching.  

I spend some time following my ³prey² so I know what herr habits are. I
know when her husband or boy-friend,  if any, goes to work.  when she goes
out for any reason. 

I learn all of her habits by going thrrough her trash. whenshe has her
³period², what she eats, when she washes her hair,  what size clothing she
wears, what she buys. 

I also tap into her phone line sometimes so I could listen what she talks
about, who she calls, and who calls her. This can help increase the terror
when she finds out just how much I know about her.

Only after I have all bases covered do I make my move. Like I did with my
last victim. I picked a Friday nite for her, because she was pretty much a
loner, and I could have the run of her house, as well as her body, if all
went as planned.  

I picked the lock on her front door about an hour after I figured she was
in bed, and sound asleep, and I  got in real easy. I  took a quick look
around the house to check to just be absolutely sure that nobody is there
besides my new fuck toy. If there was, Iıd leave, and pick another night.
But she was true to form, she was alone.

Next I went into the bed room where she was sleeping. I had learned that
this one liked to take a over-the-counter for some reason, and I had high
hopes that I would be able to get her ready for ³play² before she woke
up.  I attached rope to her arms first Iand tho I hadnıt  tied them to the
legs of the bed yet, but that would take just a few moments. 


Next I quickly taped her mouth, and then,  all of a sudden she woke up. I
almost fellover laughing  as  she realized she couldnıt even scream
because I had already taped her mouth shut. She did try to struggle, but I
said very carefully, and quite seriously, ³Lie still, bitch, or Iıll kill
you!² Sheıs a smart bitch, she lays real, real, still.  Couse I wouldnıt
have killed her if she stuggled, I meant to rape her, and I aint into
fucking dead bodies.  But she didnıt know that.

Now that she is fully awake I quickly tie the ropes on her arms to the bed
post. I reach over and turn the light on so I can get a real good look at
my prize.

 
What a beautiful sight she was, tied to the bed in her nightie, totally
helpless, and all mine. The look in her eyes of terror as she  looked at
my huge hulking form hovering over her just about drove me wild! I thought
my cock was going to tear it  own way out of my pants.

Wanting to increase her terror, I pulled out my  sharp Bowie knife to cut
away herr night gown to get a her tiny child-like breasts. which were flat
against her body. I ran the tip of the blade gently down her breasts, over
her tight belly, and down to her panties and  cut them from her body. 

i bent over her sweet body and began to lick her pussy lips. Oh what a
tastes he had down there!  Her pussy gave off a very clean, sweet smell,
apparrentluyshe must have douched just before going to bed! 

I savagely thrust a finger into the mouth of her tight cunt, enjoying the
feel of itıs outer lips on my hand as I jammed my finger further up her
hot, tight cunt.  I removed my finger, licked it, and then rammed two
fingers, then three. I couldnıt believe how tight and hot this bitchıs
pussy was. 

It was so tight in there I found my self wondering how I ever going to get
my dick, which is about 4 inches thick,  all the way in there without
doing some serious damage. Then I laughed. What the fuck did I care if I
did her some serious damage? Hell, she was there for MY pleasure! She only
needed to last the weekend as far as I was concerned.

With my three fingers slamming in and out of her tight pussy, she finally
started getting real wet. Again I put my tongue at her pussy and with a
long stroke of my tongue I licked her slit slowly sucking in the aroma of
her pussy and the juices, then go back to jamming my  finger into her
pussy.

Now she was ready for me. I stood up, and moved to the end of the bed, and
undressed. I donıt think she liked the look of me very much, which was
okay with me. I know Iım an ugly fucker, coarse black hair covering my
huge  6ı7 300 pound body makes me look more like a gorrila than a man. 
And of course Iıve neen told I got a face that will turn milk sour. 

I took her one knee in each hand and slowly but irresistibly pushed the
cuntıs legs apart.  Farther and farther, beyond what is necessary, just
for the added bit of pain. I push them steadily over the edges of the
bed.  Painfully wide I opened them more and more.  Her labia stretch
apart, revealing the glistening pink hole itself, leading up into her
body.  I move my penis toward it at last.  Even to me, my cock looked
impossibly huge to fit inside her. I couldnıt help  help but I hope that
she  would be  every bit as tight as Iıve guessed.

"This is gonna hurt you more than it hurts me,"  I laughed and pushed
hard. At first the cock wouldn't go in; it was too wide! Damn, I was
scared for a minute that I went through all this shit for nothing, but
then  I rocked back and forth, edging in the head, my fingers spreading
her cunt lips wide as they could go, pulling hard on them, until finally
the plub-like head cock slid in. The tears on her face, the sounds of pain
escaping past the pain were wonderful!

"Oh yeah," I said, grinning down at her. "Nice and tight. I like that."

I shoved as deep into her as hard as I could without hurting myself, then 
made a circular motion so she could really feel the width. She seemed to
truly impaled by my wonderfully thick hard up inside her small body as I
slammed and rammed my massive cock powerfully inside her. I could tell she
was hurt too badly to do anything but shudder and gasp.  There was nothing
she could do to save herself, she was powerless.  Yhere was nothing she
could do to fight to me,no way to escape the thicng that was invading her
body and was hurting her so much. All she could do, all she was allowed to
do, was  keep her legs stretched as wide apart as she possibly could, and
uselessly pray. 

Me, I was praying that I wouldnıt come too soon as the lips of her
assaulted pussy splayed grossly under the tearing, ripping,  brutal,
impaling plunges of my cock. Her face distored into a mask of pure horror
and  agony as more and more  more of my  gigantic prick was tearing  its
waypainfully deeper and deeper into her. 

Then I looked down, surprised to see  to see that my  prick, was
onlyslowly vanishing , little by little, into my  victimsı battered
pussy.  Surely this was the tightest pussy I had ever been lucky enough to
sink my cock into! I had really licked out with this one, and I decided
that before the weekend was over, Iıd share her with some of my buddies.
Then sheıd not just be praying for an end to the raping, she probabky be
praying for death......


My cock continued to brutally ravish her cunt as my hands pushed her slim
silky thighs even further apart. I heard her moan slightly as my cock
rammed it way harder and even deeper. Her legs began to quiver as my dick
reamed her pussy and raided her inner sanctum. I thrusted.. unyeildingly..
painfully pounding about between her legs as if I was trying to drive
through her body and into her ass, which in a sense I was.

I was really tempted to roll her over and and start raping her asshole,
but her pussy was giving so much pleasure to my rampaging cock it I
decided just continue to pound and fuck her sweet pussy withall the force
I could muster for a while longer.  There would be plenty of time to to
enjoy violating her ass. I only hoped that it would be my cock that would
be the first she had ever had back there.


I cupped one of my huge hands underneath her ass, and with the other
parted her cheeks so that I  could force a finger into her anal cavity.
She lifted away from my  new  attack on her ass which guided my dick even
deeper into her tight hot pussy.

 I felt her stomach collapse as I shoved  my dick down inside her and
pushed my finger up inside her ass. Fingering her asshole and fucking her
cunt made my cock expand inside her to a size that surprised me. I looked
upon her face and noticed her eyes watering and a slow trail of fresh 
tears starting to leave the corner of her eye.

I leaned over her and touched her tears with my tounge.. and tasted them -
they were like an aphrodisiac giving me a fresh burst of desire and
energy.. and resumed slamming into her pussy even more violently than even
I thought I was capable of. Her moans indicated that my invasion was
tearing not only at her flesh.. but also her pride and soul. I humped and
hammered away.. moving vigorously about her body. Fucking her ass with my
finger and ramming my cock brutally into cunt with mad, unyeilding desire.


The tape was rising and falling in across her lips with each thrust. Her
breasthing became erractic as my pounding increased and sped up. Her cunt
lubricated my shaft and I filled her more vigorously and rapidly each
time. I felt my load rising and resisted to continue this really awesome
onslaught of her unwilling cunt!

It was all I could do to keep fom cumming inside her cunt,  but I didnıt
want any time to laspe between the punishment of he cunt, and the rape of
her ass, so I slowly, and carefully withdrew my cock.

Her eyes, which had been closed, now open in suprise as she looked first
at my face and then  looked down at my  massive tool that was now drenched
in  her juices. I took my  cock in one hand and positioned  the head 
against her rectum. The slut  squirmed in terror as she realized what I
intended, but her bonds held fast. She wasnıt goona  like what was about
to happen to her, I was gonna make sure of that!

I pushed the head of my  cock against her ass hole and felt her muscles
tense instinctively. I pushed, and  pushed again until I was able to get
the head of my cock in her tight little ass. The expreesion on her face
was all I could I have hoped for,  for the fear and  the pain in her eyes
said better than any words that she had never had a cock of any size in
her ass, and  this just seemed to spur me on in my intention to fuck her
as hard as I could.

I shoved roughly into her, and, lubricated with  the  juices  from  her
pussy, I was finally able to get the entire length of my cock all the way
into her ass. She must have  thought that her ass was going to  rip  open 
because she  was being stretched so much! 

Then I started to slam in and out of her ass as forcefully as I could,
laughing joyfully  as the tears streamed down her face partly from the
pain and partly  from the humiliation of what she was being subjected to.

In and out my huge cock slammed and rammed its way  into her tight hot
bowels. ( She told me later that it felt like someone was shoving a hot
poker up her.)  Unfortunately, I wasnıt able to keep up my punishment of
her ass for very long. In almost no time at all, I knew I was going to
lose control, and like it or not, I was going to come. When I did, and my 
hot sperm flooded  into her ass it seemed like I  pumped hot fiery cum
into her seemingly without end. When I was finished, I withdrew my
softening  cock from  her  ass  and  watched  some of my semen trickle out
of her.

God! How could the pleasure of raping the shit out of a new fuck-toy be
anything but right? Why would any man refuse himself such fun, in the name
of some outdared, man-destroying morality?

-- 
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Why shouldn't a woman like to read and write rape fantasies/stories? I
am a woman, but I'll admit that I love rape fantasies. I love to
imagine that I have been taken my force......Why should I be ashamed
of that? 

And I rather find myself turned by men who fantasize about rape.....

Fantasies harm no one.

"here I wonder, if my fantasy were to become a reality: If a Totally
bald man were  to take me against my will, to punish my poor pussy
with his powerful pistonlike prick, would I not find freedon and joy?" 

To access my stories: 
 ftp://asstr.ml.org/pub/Authors/Imma_Scared 

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