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NOTICE: All the standard warnings about being of age, 
being aware of your community standards apply to the 
following story! Please read no further if you
are under age 18/21 -- or live in a conservative area --
or are offended by explicit sexual material.

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NOTE: This is a collection of free verse
that tells a story about cybersex. As the 
author, I retain all copyrights -- but one 
copy may be downloaded for readers to enjoy 
and archived for newsgroups. Reader comments
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[m/f cybersx romance]

CYBER-CHARADE III
 By: s.a.m ゥ1997


HELPLESS

I feel lost, powerless
In my love for you.
If you can't feel
Passion, love,  lust,
Sacred need of trust --ミD
I can't teach you,
I can't reach you,
Win your heart & soul.
You can't understand
My helpless feeling, sure
No other man will do...
None of the endless hordes
Roaming electronic worlds,
All looking to score,
None, not one, can be you.

Rational, reasonable thought
Can't explain my attraction
To you, faraway & untouched...
Yet real, my music-man lover
Who once lived in my dreams
But now has claimed my soul
Ending my loneliness, melting
My frozen heart to inspire
My poetry with joy and wonder --
  And helpless to resist
    I am forever yours
        If you only ask....


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No Good At Goodbye

The wind whips round the edge of the earth,
I hear it moan & sigh, my dreams dying --
Lonely as I am, yearning for you,
Empty now, my love is dying too...
Goneミ2C you've disappeared into oblivion
Lost in the neon blue nowhere;
And the wind lashes harsh, savage,
As I accept it, finally stop denying,
Knowing I cannot lie to myself 
For you have chosen your exit,
And the abrupt, unexpected silence
Of your absence is proof you've vanished.

I realize I'll never know why
You hid your motives, kept quiet,
Harboring your private reasons,
A mysterious music-man, secretive,
Unwilling to be truthful, candid;
But maybe it's all for the best
You departed like all the rest --
Those brief cyberlovers, suddenly lost,
None of them, including you,
Ever any good at goodbye.

The wind roars across the real world
But you and I, we're distant, far apart,
You can escape without explanation,
Steal away, a thief in the night...
While I ponder the cruel fate
Of romantic involvement on the Net,
Where no one is good at goodbye
And disappointment, loss -- inevitable.
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SHATTERED ILLUSION

Worlds away you sail silently
Into a night of dreams,
While I live in daylight reality...
We are entombed in words, voices,
A lost paradise, a surreal maze,
An electronic trick of time
Having brought us into awareness
Of each other's physical existence,
A fake sense of being together,
Of being so near, touching.

In a virtual hall of mirrors,
Distorted, we've gazed at reflections
And felt secure in our delusion...
Now vanished, an illusion shattered
By bad timing, conflicting schedules,
And the reality of foreign time zones.

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            --The End--

Author's Note: The first two parts of this
poetry series can be read at my website.
I try not to repost material, and the first
parts were previously posted.

Prose & Poetry By S.A.M.
http://www4.xoom.com/csax/s.a.m/s.a.m.html



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