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This story may or may not be fiction.  The characters also maybe or may not be
fictitious and if fictional are not intended to resemble anyone, living or
dead and if real  the names and places have been altered.  This story contains
sexual content, regarding the sex life of an adolescent teenager and is not
intended to be viewed by anyone under the legal age in their locality.  So in
other words stop reading this if you're under 18 before you learn something.
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"MY SO CALLED LIFE - a love story" - Chapter two

What had happened that Saturday kept running trough my mind for the remainder
of the weekend.  I could not get it out of my head.

Finally Monday came and I would see her again.  I did not have to look hard as
she was waiting for me.   By the end of the day Sally let it be known that I
was her boyfriend and that she had the hottest and richest boy in school.  I
did not mind that much, kind of embarrassing that she was the one that told
everyone that would listen to her.

Sally had me on a leash and I just followed her lead that week.  Whatever she
wanted she got.  I was an easy mark I guess and  just did whatever.

As the four of us sat around at lunch on Friday, Sally announced that her
parents were going out for the weekend that night and would not be back till
Sunday afternoon.   She added that they would be leaving around 6 and wanted
us to come over.  I asked her if they ever had anyone watch her, to which she
said that they did not care and besides the last four sitters refused to
comeback.

David was more than willing, Becky said nothing.   Then she asked me, "you are
coming over and staying with me all night aren't you Brian?  We can have more
fun like we did last Saturday."

Becky looked up in amazement saying "what!".  David laughed, "saying he knew
what she meant".  So Becky asked him what did he mean, and he replied that he
used to mess with Sally before he meet her, being Becky.

Becky seemed not to be amused at all and I found out that I was not Sally's
only victim, a willing one at that so be it.

Somehow I got permission to go, as I lied and said I was staying at Davids
house for the weekend.  Only Randall knew different.

I had only known Sally for just over a few weeks and I had already had a
sexual experience with her and now I would be spending the weekend with her.

At least I would not be alone with her, thank God for that cause I was defi
nitely afraid of what would happen if I were truly alone with her.

So it was just the four of us that night.   First we watched some television
until  Sally got bored and wanted to play a game.  Her first game of choice
was Truth or Dare.  I preferred the truth, but only easy questions, but both
Sally and David were into more adventurous things.

I was nervous about it and I could tell that Becky was too.  I was not used to
such personal questions.  My answers were vague and not exactly colorful
enough for Sally.  But then so weren't Becky's who ended up in that short time
that David was not a virgin and even found out with whom he had sex with.
This seemed to deflate her somewhat, I could just tell that she had higher
expectations of  David.

Sally's parents had some beer in the house and other stuff that she and David
partaked in to excess.  Neither I or Becky got smashed.  As the time went by
the Dares got to be more aggressive.   At one point the question or dare was
from David to me, so I said Dare.  So then David dared me to French Kiss
Becky.  I just said that I could not do that, it would not be right.  But he
kept saying, comon I dared ya, just do it.

So I just looked at her.  I did not know what to say really as she not a word.
I just asked her if would be alright, and she thought about it, and said YES!

I just then looked over at David and Sally and then back at Becky as I starred
into her eyes.   Then I put my arm around her and kissed her.  Now I had done
this with Sally for the first time just a week ago, and we had done it a few
other times also.  But something was different about this time.  Kissing Becky
was so much better, its hard to explain, but I knew that I was in love.  I
made that kiss last a long time.  As I finished David and Sally were going
good one and applauding my effort.  Becky was just still in a daze.

Something was there I was sure of it.  I asked her is she was OK.  It took her
sometime to speak but she just smiled slightly and said, "yeah!".

Sally was really pretty, more so than Becky, and she was also lots of fun and
had made me feel really special.  But it was apparent to me that I wanted
Becky, but she was attached to David.

As the game progressed I just stuck to TRUTH, then Sally had to ask Becky and
Becky chose DARE.   With that Sally said well I liked what I saw earlier, and
then dared Becky to French Kiss me again.  I then asked her why?  Sally just
said she had her reasons, and David just laughed.   So we kissed again and
once again it was like fireworks.

I think that both Becky and I were "flabbergasted"!  Then I heard Sally tell
David "see I told you,  I knew I was right about them".  I then asked what she
meant by that.    Apparently Sally and David had a bet that Becky and I were
perfect for each other.  But I said, to then but  Becky is David's girlfriend,
right(?).

David then said, hey whatever works man.  This shocked me and Becky.  Then
Sally added that she was hopping that we would be attracted to each other
cause she and David had wanted to get back together for sometime now, but they
did not want to hurt Becky.

Well I was not hurt, just extremely surprised.   I just asked, so was I just
being used by you (to Sally).  She said, not at all, and that she did like me,
but like she had told me about wanting a particular person for something
special, she really wanted it to be David.

Becky still had said nothing.  Her best friend had just stolen her boyfriend,
but she did not feel as bad as she thought she would.  So when David asked her
is she was ok, she just said, "yes".  With that Sally and David stood up and
she said lets just leave these two alone for awhile as they went off to her
bedroom and closed the door.

I was alone with Becky.   I did not know what to do, Sally was the aggressive
one, not I.   And apparently Becky was not aggressive either.

We just sat there, finally I said something.  I just asked her if she liked
it, the kiss that is.   She took sometime to answer, but said 'yes that she
did and wanted to know if I did".  I could not lie to her, so I told her that
it was the best kiss I had ever had.   Then I told her that I would love to do
it again, if she would let me.

She had her head down slightly, as she said nothing.  So I took my hand to her
face and raised it and as I did I could see tears on her face.  She was cry
ing.  I then wiped the tears from her face with my shirt and asked her what
was wrong.   She said, "I felt so bad and guilty because I felt so good when
you kissed me the first time and even more the second time".  She added that
she never felt like that before.  I had to tell her that I felt the same way.
I told her that I had kissed Sally like that but with her it was so much more
special.   Then I got bold and told her that after that first kiss, I knew
then that I wanted her more than anything else in the world.

I was not lying at all.  I meant it!  Every last word of it and Becky could
tell I was telling her the truth.  It was then that we kissed again.  No one
was daring us this time.   This time it was our choice alone and it was better
than either of the other two times.

It was then that I realized that I was in love.  Sally was pure lust to me,
Becky was love.   A pure and simple fact that I was sure of.   I knew right
then that I had found the person I was looking for.  The person I was meant to
be with my entire life.

We continued to kiss and hold each other for hours, so it seemed.  Finally I
noticed that it was past midnight. I said, "its real late, what do we do
know?",  was it a question or just a statement, I dunno.

My question, was of course question was answered with, "what do you want to
do", so I said, "I won't do anything you don't want  and I'll do anything you
ask me to do".

Becky pondered that and said the she was not sure what to do cause she had not
ever really done anything nor had she let David have is way with her.  Then
she admitted her fear, to which I said that I was too.  Not that I was afraid
of the concept of sex, but of what I felt for her.  I just explained to her
that I did not want to spoil it, that I wanted it to be perfect.  She respond
ed that it was perfect and then she took my hand.

We then took that long walk towards the spare room in Sally's house.  As we
passed Sally's room the door was cracked open slightly.  We both starred in
briefly and saw that David and Sally were breaking new ground so to speak.
Apparently those two had decided to consummate a new relationship.

I did not want to watch that so I pushed Becky along and we closed ourselves
of in the guest room.   So we just sat there on the bed for a bit and  Becky
asked "what now".   Well I told her that if she were Sally, she would have me
down on the floor by now, but she was not Sally at all.

I just said, "With you I want it to be special, not some crazy thing like what
was going on in the other room".  Then I added, "I have no guide book, no
instructions and no way to know what to do, we could only do what felt right".

Then Becky confessed to me that she loved me from the first time we meet. If
it weren't for David she would have told me that a week ago back that day at
the mall.  I then said "well I am all yours now it would seem" and then I
kissed her as we rolled ourselves onto the bed.

There was no need for a manual, a guide or a set of instructions for us that
night.  We would write our own book.  That evening is entrenched in my mind
and soul for all time as probably the most joyous night of my life.

That night my life would change forever.  If this is truly love, not the act,
but the emotion and a true and honest feeling than I wanted more.



TO BE CONTINUED...........




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