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How do you like this phantasy?  Any reactions, responses, comments?
Please e-mail me at bygary@hotmail.com.

I imagine that we’re lying next to each other naked on a bed equipped 
with a rubber sheet under several layers of towels.  I’m holding you in 
my arms, having your head rest on my shoulder, gently, lovingly, 
stroking your hair and your cheek as you close your eyes and feel safe 
and loved.  After a few minutes I turn a little to have you lie on your 
back with your head resting on a soft pillow.  I bend over your face and 
put my hand behind your neck.  You look into my eyes and I kiss you 
gently on your mouth.  You feel my tongue tickling your lips and after a 
few seconds you relax your jaws and allow my tongue to enter your mouth.  
Our tongues meet and caress each other.  Then I slip out again and kiss 
your cheeks and lovingly press your head against my chest.  After a 
while I lay you back down on the pillow and put my hand on your left 
tit, right over your heart.  Your tit is very soft and my hand is large 
and strong.  I gently squeeze your tit and you close your eyes and moan 
softly.  I slightly pull at your tit and you enjoy the feeling of being 
stretched a little.  I scoot down and cover the nipple of your other tit 
with my wide open mouth, gently pressing down on you.  You’re getting 
more and more aroused.  Your head becomes more and more empty of all 
thoughts, and when you put your hand in the nape of my neck to hold my 
head right there, your mind has nothing to do with it.  It’s simply your 
body saying, "Yes, I want this."  You feel a tension growing 
irresistably in your pelvis, so you have no objections when I scoot 
further down on you, to the gentle slopes of your belly.  There’s a fold 
right across your belly button and I kiss it lovingly and press my nose 
into it.  Your belly feels so warm and soft against my cheeks.  I shaved 
this morning but you can already feel the stubbles returning, just 
enough to remind you that it’s the head of a man on your belly, but not 
so much that it would be uncomfortable.  I kiss that delicious little 
bulge of your belly between your belly-button and your pubic hair, and 
the scent of your sex reaches my nose.  I want you.  I want you badly.  
I want all of you.  I want you to give yourself to me.  I want you to 
hold nothing back.  I move down between your legs and sniff at your 
lovely cunt.  Your smell is intoxicating and my cock becomes rock-hard.  
I part your cunt lips with my tongue and my nose and lick the abundant 
moisture from the entrance of your cunt.  Then my wide open mouth closes 
down on your clit and I lick it softly with long and broad gentle slow 
strokes exploring all the sweet folds of your flesh.  I lick you a long 
time, alternating the broad strokes at times with quick, intense flicks 
of the tip of my tongue.  I sense the sweet agony I’m putting you 
through and I relish it.  And between licks I talk to you:  "Give 
yourself to me, baby.  I love you.  I want you.  I want all of you.  I 
want you to trust me completely.  I want you to trust that I love 
everything of you, even your piss, simply because it’s your piss.  I 
want you to trust that you can relieve your bladder right here in my 
mouth, that it will only deepen my love for you, because I know what it 
takes to trust so much, that I will love you deeply for trusting me so 
much.  Come now, my love, let go of your bladder. Come and give yourself 
to me."  And my wide open mouth closes over your cunt again, my throat 
is relaxed and I’m willing to receive you.  You’re still uncertain, but 
you attempt to release the muscle that closes you bladder.  It’s 
difficult.  It doesn’t seem to agree readily with the arousal you’re 
feeling, but then you succeed a little bit and you manage to release a 
small amount of pee into my mouth.  I taste its saltiness and with a 
sweet feeling of love and surrender I swallow it.  You’re amazed that I 
actually did that and you feel a surge of love for me for being so 
deeply accepted.  You raise your head and pull a pillow behind you so 
you can see me better.  You pull your knees up a little further and put 
your right hand behind my head.  There is no thought left in your head, 
just an overwhelming feeling of love and being loved as you look into my 
eyes and release your bladder again for a second and watch me swallow 
your pee.  The intimacy is almost too intense to bear.  You’ve never 
been loved like that and you feel tears running down your cheeks as you 
manage to release your bladder entirely and watch me drink the stream 
that comes out of you.  We didn’t even need the rubber blanket.  As your 
flow ebbs you continue to keep your bladder relaxed and you feel like 
you never want to close it again.  You want to continue feeling loved so 
deeply with your bladder relaxed, as if you were a small baby again, 
that is not expected to have any control over it yet.  My mouth remains 
closed over your cunt, lovingly taking in the last drops.  I am full of 
love for you and grateful for your trust.  No woman has ever entrusted 
her body to me so deeply, overcoming so much shame and fear of 
rejection.  I love you.  You stroke my hair with your hand, and I slowly 
release your cunt.  You look into my eyes and whisper, "Please fuck me.  
Please take me any way you want.  I know you can fuck me more deeply 
than any man has ever fucked me before.  Come to me."  And I answer you, 
"Yes, I want you. I want all of you.  I know you will hold nothing back 
now.  Come, turn around and get on your knees."  And you turn and raise 
your ass.  You feel my loving hands between your thighs and enjoy me 
spreading them.  Then I kneel between your knees and put a hand between 
your shoulder blades, gently pressing you down, so that your shoulders 
rest on the matress.  Putting my hand on your hips, I pull you back 
slightly and then reach around to your belly.  "Keep you bladder open 
now and keep your belly totally relaxed.   Let it hang, swing, or shake 
anyway it wants to as I fuck you."  I stroke your belly gently as my 
cock enters your cunt.  A couple of times I can feel reflexes of tension 
going through your belly as you struggle to take in my cock.  That’s 
when I take a break and softly stroke your belly.  The feeling of my 
strong warm hand is comforting to you.  It makes you want to rest your 
belly in my hand and as you do that your pelvis, your bladder and your 
cunt relax, too, opening up to me.  You feel your cunt widening, 
receiving more and more of me into your body.  You feel like you’re 
being fucked in a way that not just your cunt but your whole body is 
being fucked, taken, wanted, or as if you, your whole body, had become 
all cunt, and you feel deliciously wanted, loved and accepted in your 
sexual nature.  As I enter you I enjoy the extasy of sensing your 
surrender to me.  I love you deeply, and I feel that you are really 
giving yourself to me, and, by God, I’m not rejecting you, but taking 
you with all my stength and passion.  I start fucking you, slowly at 
first, now and again still checking your belly with my hand as a 
reminder for you to relax and open up even more now, not only to my cock 
in your cunt but also to my forcefulness and passion with which I let my 
cock pound into you.  As you keep relaxing into my thrusts you feel a 
strange heat build up in you that is completely involuntary, that builds 
in the depth of you belly the more you relax into the feeling of my 
thrusting cock.  It’s a scary feeling but there is nothing in your mind 
now but complete surrender to anything that may happen to you.  Your 
fear finds its release in involuntary screams that come out of your 
mouth.  Somehow your screams make the fear more bearable, so you don’t 
have to cut off the heat that is increasing inside of you.  And then you 
feel like you’ve been pushed over an edge, over a point of no return, 
and your scream is now uninterrupted, and your body starts to shudder, 
and I’m pounding my cock into your cunt with all my might, and then I’m 
screaming, too, and squirting my cum deep inside your belly.  And I 
collapse on top of you as you stretch out.  My cock is still in your 
cunt and you feel my delicious weight on you back, so reassuring, so 
comforting after this incredible upheaval.  And I feel deep love for you 
as I kiss your neck and your shoulder, feeling your soft sweaty heat.  
I’m so grateful to you for surrendering to me and for trusting me so 
deeply that you were able to let go entirely.  Gradually my cock slips 
out of your cunt and I slide off your still slippery back so that we’re 
resting next to each other like two spoons in a drawer and my hand is 
still holding your belly, and my hand is saying, "You’re mine.  You 
belong to me.  I will never let you go."  And your belly is saying, 
"Yes, I’m yours.  I belong to you.  I will always be yours."  And we 
fall asleep.


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