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Life and Its Little Oddities
By: TheSearch4

Chapter 11

Once things were well in hand John slipped back into the dance. Dana never
said a word to him and he did not push it. She seemed cool and spent her
time talking to friends. So John danced with Krystal and Sandy who were
sitting at their table when he returned.

The dancing seemed to piss off Dana more. So he just sat and drank coffee
and talked with Kelly and the girls. It was a no win situation for him that
night. But some discussion was going to happen before they went to bed.

The night went by slowly now and Dana acted like a child. Kelly was older
than her mother when it came to dealing with others. John stood and walked
to the stage and took the microphone.

"My friends you all need to know our land and installation was attacked
tonight. I am sorry to say we had two wounded at our front gate on guard
duty. The wounds are not life threatening, but both are hospitalized for a
couple of days at least. The attacking force was fifty men all from the
Roanoke area. No one on the attacking force survived their attack." That
caused a buzz in the room.

"It was my decision to make if we tried to arrest these men or if we just
treated them as they would us? Rather than bring a load of state police and
FBI up here I made the decision to just fight. If any here doesn't agree I
am sorry about that and you may leave as soon as you let me know. My job is
to protect you and never put your lives at risk and that is what was done."

Now applause was loud and long. "It is now just one minute until midnight.
The lights will go out for 60 seconds at exactly midnight. So to all of you
happy New Year."

The band started back and on time the lights went out. John was now one year
older. Once they came back on a large cake was rolled out and all stood to
applaud. Dana had no idea what was going on.

Mrs. Minch walked to the microphone. "John from all of us Happy Birthday and
here is your cake. We would have put all the candles on it, but no one would
issue a fire permit for that size blaze."

The laughter was all over the hall. Mrs. Minch walked up to John and hugged
him.

Dana was shocked, as she had forgotten about his birthday. Now she was
embarrassed as well as angry. This was not a good day at all.

Kelly with her smile came to John and hugged him. "Daddy will you dance with
me please?"

He picked her up and started to dance holding her to his chest. He band was
playing and people enjoyed his show for the children. Many daddies followed
suit and the floor was soon loaded with fathers and daughters and mothers
and sons. Dana walked out and headed home.

Kelly had seen her mom walk out and knew she was in an angry mood. But for
the life of her she did not know why? She did not say anything when told why
dad was going to the command center. So this was a worry to her.

They stayed until the club closed at 2. John has sent Jackson on and he and
Kelly walked to the house. "I will be up before you will, so come look for
me here in the office in the morning OK?"

"Sure daddy, but give me one more kiss and hug before I go to bed." John did
as requested and she skipped off happy with her daddy.

He sat in his office and turned over Dana's attitude tonight. There was no
real reason for it and he had done nothing to cause it. At least not that he
could see. But he was in no mood for that talk now. It would just have to
wait. He slipped off his suit and crawled on to the office couch with a
blanket he kept in there. It took no time and he was out.

The light showing from outside was little. So he walked to the kitchen and
started the coffee. He picked up a wool shirt and jeans off the dryer. With
his wool socks and boots he knew he would be fine weather wise. Once dressed
he got the coffee and sat at his desk to consider events. It was one reason
why he had not considered marriage before. He just did not like the games
people play.

Dana walked in and just stared at him. "You never came to bed last night."

"I was in no mood for a fight attempting to be started and slept on the
couch here thank you."

She knew he was angry and hurt as well. "Look the issue is not you and it is
mine to deal with."

"Fine and I will stay way outside your area while you do that. May be Kelly
and I will move into the hotel for a time?"

"Your jut going to turn your back on me?"

"Nope I am just giving you the room to handle YOUR issue.  That statement
told me to butt out and leave it alone. I am doing so, but lady you have
hurt me and that I have a problem with. So if your trust factor with me is
so small I need to just be away from you or I'll do something wrong. I have
been down this road with a wife I divorced long ago. Understand I can't
close you out when you have already closed me out."

John stood and walked out the door and to the mudroom. He pulled on his
boots, his hat and got his coat on. Then headed to the barn. He had his
horse saddled when Kelly came out.

"Daddy why didn't you wait for me?"

"Dana came looking for a fight and I just was not willing to do that."

He got Kelly's horse ready and they mounted and headed into town. They
stopped at the restaurant and tied their horses at the rail. Both went in
and ordered food and John coffee and Kelly tea.

"This used to happen with grandfather from time to time. She just got real
mad and said nothing to me at all."

"Well love we are moving to the hotel for a few days, to let her get over
whatever it is. If she can't get a handle on it I will be moving out. I have
far too much happening now to risk all our lives over someone's anger they
can't handle. Had I known this happened to your mom I would never have
married her."

"I am glad you did daddy, but I understand how you feel. This the last time
went on for a couple of weeks."

"I don't have two weeks to allow that Kelly. Either she handles it or I move
out to someplace I can work. There is far too much on the line right now for
me to allow her a lot of time."

After they ate Kelly had made up her mind. "You go ahead and ride daddy. I
am going back to talk with mom. It is time for me to hit her up side her
head. He is messing with all our lives and has no right to do that."

Kelly walked into the house and saw her mom sitting at the kitchen table. "I
am really pissed at you mom. So I have come back for us to talk. Now if you
don't want to talk then be ready to lose daddy and me. I will not be treated
ever again like you treated me before. I remember your slapping me across
the face for getting in your way. So don't give me that I love you bullshit.
The one thing I have always know is you never loved me."

Dana was white faced and knew she was going to lose them both. The tears
started to roll down her face. "I found out that your grandfather was your
father. It took a couple of DNA tests and the answers were all there.
Yesterday I opened a box that he had locked up and found the letter in there
that told me exactly what happened and how it happened. I was lied to and
have lived a lie for years now."

"So you treat daddy like crap and that makes it better? You could not even
sit down and talk about this with him? Your just like grandfather was a very
self centered person. The only time he wanted to spend time with me, was
when he had his hand in my panties."

Dana's head shot up and she could not believe what she had just heard. "Your
lying and I will punish you."

"Hey he also taught me to suck his cock just like he taught you. Did you
ever wonder what that little black mark was on the side of his cock? He
popped a pimple and it bleed a lot. That was a small blood blister."

Now Dana knew her daughter had gone through the same training she had. "God
Kelly I never knew he did that to you."

"If he had not died when he did, I would have been fucked soon. He said you
were too old and he liked them young. But you used to bring them to him all
the time mom. He told me he used drugs on them and they never knew he fucked
them. But he made you watch and you knew it. So mom you have a choice right
now. Either start treating daddy the way you should or I will tell everybody
in this community about your getting girls for grandfather."

Now Dana was shook and it showed. "I am not sure if John will ever want me
again Kelly. You I at least know he loves and will protect you. But I am
really damaged goods. Yes I did a lot of procuring for dad long before you
came along. He fucked over two hundred girls under the age of 11. Most of
them were from 7 to 10. But what do you think John would say about that?"

"He for sure would not blame you for your fathers actions. John never does
anything to hurt people he knows and likes. But when you turned your back on
him rather than coming and working things out it hurt him. You said you did
not trust him with your actions."

"I never saw it that way Kelly. But your right and it must be corrected.
This is going to have to be a family conversation. So you will have to be
involved as well. He has to know all this before he can make any decisions."

"Mom don't expect John to make any decisions. We will make them and he will
accept them. He is not like grandfather at all. John does not make our
decisions as he just makes his own. Now if you want to lose him just keep
treating him like crap. It is for sure he never treated you the way your
treating him."

That was like a slap in her face and she knew she had it coming. Dana just
dropped her head and let the tears roll. This whole thing had been a
nightmare.

When John got home and had taken care of his horse, he walked into a house
that was in turmoil. Of course he knew things were going to be bad, but not
just how bad. He walked to the bathroom and washed up after using the
toilet. Then walked into the living room and sat down.

Kelly got up and moved to his lap and just leaned back on his chest. Not one
word was said and time seemed to stand still. Dana was looking for how to
start and was lost for right now.

Then it started to roll out of her. The fact her father was Kelly's father
and that he had kept this knowledge from her as long as he lived. Her being
pushed to procure children for him or he would just start to use her. That
started when she was 6 and just got worse each year. Then her finding out
what he had all ready done to Kelly was pushing her over a mental cliff.

During this whole recital John sat and just looked calmly at her. "OK Dana
life is a bitch, so why are you mad at me? I don't think I did anything that
hurt you did I?"

Very meekly she shook her head and said no. "I just did not think any body
could accept what happened and still love me. What I did to other girls can
never be forgiven."

"Here I question your premise as you did noting to the girls. Your father
did and you were under duress to supply them. At the age this started you
had no moral convictions. Later it did not matter how you felt he had
control of you. The difference between him and me is I don't own you in any
way. If you do something for me it is because you want to, not because it
was demanded."

She had lost sight of how she lived now. It took her just a few seconds to
get up and be in his lap beside Kelly. "How could you possibly care for me?"

"The real woman is inside you doing her best to get out. Your life has had
some very disturbing issues in it. Now that is disturbing to you and not to
me. Little girls have this habit of falling in love with fathers who care.
They also fall in love with ones that don't care and are willing to do
incredible things to get them to care. So Kelly is very much in that
condition now. It is my choice as her father how I treat her. She would
accept any request I made of her willingly. But the question always is do I
want her to hate me later in life? I could abuse her and have her not hate
me, but that is not guaranteed."

Now Dana's eyes were getting opened even more. "Your saying most little
girls have to depend on their fathers not to take advantage of them. That
they love their dads and would do anything asked of them?"

"I don't know many girls in loving homes that does not fit. Most compete
with mom for dad's affection. Sex can be pleasurable even for a small child
if done right. Of course full adult sex is not really possible for young
girls, but there is far more that is where no pain exists. There is no
reason to damage a child just to satisfy a desire."

The relationship Dana had with her dad now took on an even different look.
"You don't see me as guilty for bringing other girls to my dad?"

"Nope not at all dear. I am sure if I asked Kelly would find the neediest
little girl in the orphanage and bring her to me for sex. She would feel no
guilt as I had asked her to do it. You know daddy's can do no wrong right?"

This Dana had to think about before she went on. "You seem to be saying dad
built the relationship with me to maintain control of me. Then he continued
to use me as he wish over a long period of time?"

"It kind of looks that way doesn't it? He also started to build that
relationship with Kelly. Your dad might have been bright, but he was a user
of people. No not people children, as he I think was not able to perform at
an adult level. At 18 he had to knock you out to impregnate you with Kelly.
You were a cherry and had to be tight as hell. Yet he had to rape you to be
successful. What an odd man."

This statement hit a note with Dana. She could just barely remember some
times she got up in the morning sore. So the rapes had happened more than
once. But rape it was and she hated him for that. "I see I have a lot to
learn and accept John. But this does not seen to both you and I find that
unusual."

"Look what we are discussing happened long before I ever knew you. You have
done nothing I know of while we have been together that worries me. Until
yesterday you have always treated me like your lover and I enjoyed that. In
the same respect I am a one woman man and if I ever wanted to cheat, I would
tell you we needed to divorce. I don't play around on someone I love."

That had been very straightforward and honest. "What about Kelly's needs she
also has some here?"

"Look I am not going to rape a 7 year old. I will love her to death and do
anything for her possible. But sex is not part of that equation Dana. If you
come to me at some point and ask me to teach her some part of sex that would
not do damage to her, I would consider it. But she would have to ask me as
well and discuss why it was important to her. If the logic was sound and she
fully understood it, I might consider it with you present. But I am not your
dad and will not take advantage of our family situation."

Dana was shocked at how John wanted her involved in any possible sex play
with Kelly. It for sure was not for his pleasure, as it was to teach Kelly.
He knew the limits of the education here and the future was to be bleak that
way. Both the miners and military were not big on sex education for
children. It was going to mean some very unhappy girls went they had their
first experience.

"How do we repair our relationship John?"

"My question was never did I love you, it was can I live with the new woman
that had moved in? If my original wife is back I see no damage to our
relationship. But if that other woman comes back then there is a problem.
One that will cause me to move to where I can meet the obligations I have. I
don't play games and don't like to be played with, be that accidentally or
on purpose. So any decisions are in your hands dear and not in mine."

Kelly smiled at her mom and Dana knew she did understand John better than
she did. "Kelly told me that any decisions would be mine and not yours. I am
ashamed that my daughter knows her dad better than his wife does. But I am
willing to work to bring myself back into line with who I was before. The
short time you were gone I did miss you and were afraid you would never come
back."

"Just so you know if we had been dating I would never have married you. Had
I seen this back in North Carolina then you would still be back there. Your
quite fortunate that you made it as far as you did. We have one Psychiatrist
coming in to handle trauma from fighting and killing. She has done this
before in the military. It would be a good idea if you set up and
appointment and talked with her about your problem. I suggested the same
thing to Krystal and Sandy. Her name is Dr Susan Kissel and she starts
tomorrow in the town. Her office is in the pool building so people have no
idea who is going to see her. But you must have an appointment to get into
her office."

"I will of course do that, but why not just you and I work it out?"

"Love in a perfect world we could do that. But this is for sure no perfect
world. So it is better you get professional help that is outside and can be
objective. They can suggest things that I can't and in some cases would not
think of possibly. So that is a far better option for you. They will also
give you a sounding board for how you see things. No one can cure you of
your problem, but they can help you cure yourself."

"OK I'll do it and go that way. But I don't know about telling a stranger
about all of this."

"She will have a complete report on her desk tomorrow dear. It will be no
more than the story from my point of view. Of course what you have told me
and what Kelly did will be included as well."

"Does Kelly need help like that?"

"She seems very well adjusted and we have discussed what her grandfather did
to her. That she understands can't be changed, but it does not affect how
much I love her. So I have become her point of stabilization. Unless she
wants to sit down with the doctor and talk it out, I will not force her to
do that. But it is her decision and no one will push her one way or the
other."

He seemed to be taking that position with both of them. But if the doctor
was also working with Krystal and Sandy she was sure she could get help.
Right now her hormones were raging from the conception and she needed
someone to guide her.

Dana went in and started dinner, as she had given Mrs. Minch a couple of
days off to spend with her daughter and her family. Tonight would be and
easy one as she had steaks out and would fix potatoes in the microwave. All
she would have to do is fix a salad for each of them to finish it off.

John and Kelly went into his office and he started to build the document for
the doctor. It had to be accurate and as complete as possible. So he worked
quickly to get it outlined, then he would go back and fill in the facts.
This he felt was the least he could do to help Dana. He knew enough about
psychology to know what she was going to face. So giving her a good start
was within his power.

"Daddy it seems your leaving a lot out?"

"This is by no means a finished product sugar. It is and outline for me to
build on later. I have to be careful to not state opinion as fact. Our minds
are very complex and fining what is really the problem is not always easy."

This confused Kelly. "What do you mean the real problem?"

"What your mom thinks is the problem now may not be the problem really?"

"I don't understand that what do you mean?"

"Lets say you are concerned about what happened with your grandfather. The
reason for that is everyone says that was bad. But really down deep you
liked it and don't feel bad about it. So your outward emotions reflect what
people around you expect. But inside your happy with what went on and angry
you can't be honest. It would drive you to cut off relationships with many
others you liked at one time."

"I see what your saying about the mind being complex."

"Sugar we all make ourselves into who we wish to be. Most often we tend to
assume traits and actions of those around us we respect. Over time we build
a person we like. Now in your moms case that image was destroyed and she
must rebuild who she is."

Now it hit her just what happened to her mom. "That has to be hard daddy."

"The older you get the harder it is. Our minds become less and less flexible
as we grow older. So if this had to happen now is a pretty good time for
your mom to rebuild. She is young and still flexible in her thinking. But
she is going to have to want to rebuild and be willing to accept the pain
and different person she will become."

They had dinner and talked about light things. None of the last twenty four
hours was brought up.

The next morning John was in his office early and polishing the document for
the doctor. Dana walked in to let him know she had breakfast ready. "What
are you doing?"

"Just finishing up the data for the doctor for you. You will need to read it
to be sure it is accurate. Kelly will also need to read it to be sure I was
accurate there as well." He started the printer running and they headed to
eat.

Dana read the document slowly as did Kelly. Both said it was very accurate
and added nothing that was not said or did not happen. That he had
accurately depicted Dana's father and his ways of controlling them. But Dana
questioned John's statement of her having an identity crisis?

"I don't think there is any identity crisis. Why did you say that?"

"Two days ago you knew who you were and where you were headed. Can you say
that now?"

"No I guess I can't, but where did that person go?"

"That is something you will need to find out? We all have identities that
get lost from time to time. It does not happen as much at my age, as we have
a firm grip on who we are. That comes with a lot time being the same person.
That comes from the rules we have built."

This she understood and knew she needed to develop the rules for her life.
"Like never lying, always keeping promises, not acting without consideration
or listening without interruptions to others."

"I have many rules that keep me the same person everyday. It makes it very
comfortable for others to work with me. They know what to expect and it is
very consistent."

This she had seen and never considered the rules he had to have in place. "I
see some of what your saying. Just sent this report to the doctor and ask
her to let me know when I can see her?" Dana headed to her lab now and work
that she had to get done.

John shot off the report with Dana's request. He invited the doctor to stop
by and have a discussion with him that was totally unrelated to Dana. It was
time for her to know that all final decisions stopped here in this office.
Once he had made a decision it was his responsibility and no one else's. He
had always like the idea of where the buck stopped and for him it was at his
desk.

The news was getting worst as the retail sector was starting to have
companies going into bankruptcy. In the early stages it was the smaller
independent companies. Larger companies could take millions to hundreds of
millions in losses before the stock was worth nothing. Every dime of asset
value and sock money available has to be lost or owed before a company is
broke. So a large well funded company could last for a few years before
collapsing. A small poorly funded one dropped off in months. That was just
the nature of business.

One of the major employers of people was the auto industry. It had been
falling off the table for some years now. But the current government was
trying to assure union jobs and pressing it into bad moves. This was going
to hurt all Americans ass debt was forgiven and government became the main
stockholder. Billions in money invested by older Americans was lost in one
shot.

The parts makers were also hurting and not doing well. So many of them would
close their doors. It looked like before it was over GM and Chrysler would
go down the tubes and Ford would be the only US manufacturer left standing.
The government could not manage itself, let alone the auto industry. But
that was over looked by almost everyone.

The best guess John had was that a few state governments would fall before
summer. The federal government did not have the funds needed to take over
running them. So states would end up in chaos without laws and government.
Police would not be paid and would not work. Trash would not be picked up,
stores would not open due to no food. That was the way the start to this
downhill slide looked.


-- 
John
Old age is the most unexpected of things that can happen to a man.
 - Leon Trotsky
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