Message-ID: <52855asstr$1137535802@assm.asstr.org> X-Original-To: story-submit@asstr.org Delivered-To: story-submit@asstr.org DomainKey-Signature: a=rsa-sha1; q=dns; c=nofws; s=s1024; d=yahoo.com; h=Message-ID:Received:Date:From:Subject:To:MIME-Version:Content-Type:Content-Transfer-Encoding; b=dKeqPpdyFASorQ2G35Ad9eo7SvBKHs4geI5t64Kb7UCgjtrJvhf+lizcwdpY3dCoOXf5d9NIvoc9apslx6G3OO5cORRRiEw0l7DfjOOngpd+nYcYuueBBNMY1O+qWXwbHYh3dcXTjko8wVapAeEAIk5uOboJ60k4051J11OehE0= ; X-Original-Message-ID: <20060117124506.17425.qmail@web35803.mail.mud.yahoo.com> From: john Smith <lifetimemalevirgin@yahoo.com> Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Tue, 17 Jan 2006 04:45:06 -0800 (PST) Subject: {ASSM} A Love for Brittany (Complete) Lines: 3226 Date: Tue, 17 Jan 2006 17:10:02 -0500 Path: assm.asstr.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr.org/Year2006/52855> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-admin@asstr.org> X-Story-Submission: <story-submit@asstr.org> X-Moderator-ID: hoisingr, dennyw The story that follows is a work of fiction. I am the Author but it is made up, fake, never happened. I am by far no English major and for that matter I was never good in school. This is my first attempt at writing a story. It is a love story. Constructive criticism is welcome or just telling me it sucked is welcome. This is the complete story as currently written. This story contains: Mf pedo love A Love for Brittany BY The Lifetime Male Virgin Lifetimemalevirgin -at- yahoo.com She is such a beautiful girl. Not gorgeous mind you. But she is very beautiful, at least to me. Oh sure, she has some flaws but don't we all. She has a little chubby stomach but by no means is she fat. Also, she has a very cute little ass. When seeing her outside, there are several things I noticed about her. She seems to love wearing blue jeans, and jeans that fit very snuggly against her body. The same for tight shirts which make her breasts look larger than they probably actually were. Also she LOVES wearing clothing, whether it is pants or shirts with writing on them. Now clearly she wants guys to look at that ass and her tits, otherwise why wear such clothing. I'm sure many a boy, as well as men looked in her direction to get a gander at that little behind. Naturally, that isn't the only appealing thing about her. For her age, she has descent sized breasts, yet she still looks like a little girl. She doesn't dress like a pre-teen slut like many girls do in this day and age. I mean she doesn't wear clothes that are very revealing in terms of actual flesh. She just wears clothing that accentuated both her butt and her breasts. If you can't guess, I am quite fond of a nice little ass and nice tits. Oh, and did I mention that she is only 12 years old. And that I am 34 years old. Just from looking at her when she and I would talk, I would guess that she is around 4'7" and weighed approximately 115 pounds, although that would just be a shot in the dark. She has gorgeous long black hair and green eyes. She seems like such a lonely girl though. I would always see her sitting outside on her porch with her head resting in her hands. About a week after they moved in I went over and introduced myself to them. "Hi, I'm Tom. Tom Johnson... I'm your neighbor and I live across the street," I said as I pointed to my house. "Hello, I'm Elizabeth. And this here is my daughter, Brittany." She put her hand on the girls head and guided her next to her. I smiled at the girl and she smiled back but then returned to her position behind her mother. She has the most incredible smile. Elizabeth and I made small talk before I returned home. Over the next several months I had them both over for dinner several times. I never intended to have a relationship with the mother, nor did she. I had immediately made it clear that the dinner was just me being courteous and friendly. She understood. Apparently, she had no interest in men. Literally, she had NO interest in men. Yep, that's right. She was a lesbian. Not that there's anything wrong with that. She explained that her first boyfriend had gotten her pregnant and Brittany never did have a father. The boy wanted nothing to do with her. Elizabeth never dated another boy after that. Of course that's not why she became a lesbian. She just wasn't sure. She was only 15 years old when she got pregnant and that was 12 years ago. All of her friends at the time were teasing her about never having a boyfriend and being chaste. She didn't want to but she gave in to the peer pressure. I learned from Elizabeth about her life and her job. She was a real estate agent. She only went into the office when Brittany is in school. Her employer allowed her to work from home during the school breaks. She scheduled all her showing of houses for Saturdays and Sundays so she had to hire a babysitter those two days but otherwise she was able to effectively stay at home during the week with her daughter. We had something in common. Both of us worked unconventional schedules. I worked the night shift as a security guard for a wealthy private gated community. I made a relatively descent salary. Not a lot, but more than most security guard jobs out there. I had to be to work Monday through Friday from 7pm to 4am. Then I would sleep until about noon. We had a nice conversation and even Brittany started to open up to me. In fact, when I would be out in my yard working, she would come over and talk to me. She would also come over and sit on a chair on the porch if I was just sitting outside. She began coming over more and more which didn't seem to bother her mother. Elizabeth even began asking if I could keep Brittany at my house for two hour periods of time. It would be when her 'girlfriend' came over. Elizabeth explained how hard it was to get any alone time and it was nearly impossible to develop any relationships with women while being a single mother. She had no relatives who lived close that could watch her daughter while she went on `dates'. During these times that the little girl would come over, she and I would watch a movie from my large assortment of DVD and video tapes. Sometimes when I would be mowing my lawn on the riding lawn mower, I would let Brittany sit in front of me and ride along. She really loved "helping" me mow the lawn. Also, she was ecstatic that I had a pool. During the summer months, she would never come over without bringing her 2 piece bikini with her. It had a yellow top and bottom but the thing I loved the most was her legs. It must have been her favorite. That was the one she brought over most often. She had really nice legs. Sometimes after we swam we would go inside and watch television. I would always sit in a recliner and she loved sitting on the armrest/my leg as we found a program that looked interesting. I absolutely loved that time with her. While sitting there, I would gently caress her legs and she would run her hands through the hair on my chest. One time before she left, she gave me a kiss on the cheek. I was very perplexed at what it meant. I was already falling in love with her but I had never intended for her to find out or for it to progress any farther. I'm not stupid after all, she was only 12. Several questions went through my mind. Was it even possible for a little girl to fall in love with someone who was 34 years old? Another time she told me she loved me and gave me a full kiss on the lips. Before I could say or do anything she was out the door and running home. She would always look shy when she returned the next time. Possibly afraid of what I might say. I never said anything and she kept doing the same thing before she would leave. I absolutely loved to hear Brittany talk. She had such a cute voice, she sounded very much like a little girl. Her voice makes her sound much younger than she really is. Then one day, while sitting together in the recliner, she flat out asked me, "Tom, do you love me?" "I really like you". "But do you love me? I love you." "Yes, you probably do love me, like an uncle or a relative." "NO," she said emphatically. "I REALLY DO LOVE YOU LIKE A BOYFRIEND." "Brittany, you are only 12...I'm really not trying to treat you like a kid, but you don't have any experience to base your opinion about whether you love me or not, do you?" "Well no, but I know that I hate leaving you every day and I think about you all the time when you aren't around me." "Brit, I'm not going to lie to you. I do love you". I paused as I looked at the smile that had spread across her face. I then continued, "But only as a friend." Immediately, her smile turned to a frown and I could see tears begin to form in her eyes. I put my arm around her and pulled her head to rest on my shoulder. I felt bad that I couldn't reveal my true feelings towards her but really, how could I. "Don't cry, baby," I said as I moved my hand to her legs and began rubbing them. "I will always be your friend and you can always come over to talk or watch movies with me." "But...I really do love you Tom. But not just as a friend." "Brit, you are only 12 years old and I am 34 years old. What if I told you that I did love you, as a man loves a woman? What do you think that would mean? What good would it serve me by revealing such a thing? If I really did love you in that way, and your mom found out, she would keep you from coming over to see me. That would be devastating to me. But in this world, it is wrong for an adult to love a minor in anything other than a platonic caring friend or relative kind of way." "Tom, I won't let her find out about us though." "But what is the point, would we make love?" I paused. "Of course not, because doing so would really get me into deep shit if it was discovered." "And why can't we? Isn't that what people who love each other do together?" "You mean you want to make love? Do you even know what sex is?" "Well no, I mean I know what a guy is supposed to do and I might not be ready. But we can go slowly and you can teach me." "You should be experimenting and falling in love with boys your own age. I am old enough to be your father." "I don't care. Besides why would I want someone my age. I hear from people at school how the boys close to my age only want sex. And when they get it, they only care about themselves or they don't talk to the girl after they get what they want." She moved her hand to my cheek and started to rub her hand back and forth. "I do love you Tom. I really do. You want to' know a secret?", she ask me. "What?". "I rub myself down here," she says while pointing to her pussy. She continued, "And I think about you while I do." I instantly got an erection that was clearly noticeable through my shorts. She smiles as she puts her hand on the bulge and gently squeezes as she says, "I guess you really do love me, don't you?" " Uh ..well ...Uh..", I stumble with my words. She continues giggling and smiling. I don't know how to respond, but before I can, she ask "Can I see your penis? ...I've never seen a boys' penis before". It was really cute how she referred to a "boys' penis". Believe me, I really do know I shouldn't but I am so incredibly turned on by what is happening that I can hardly think. I know everyone says that but from a guys point of view, I don't think a guy could be expected to rationally refuse anyone who asks such a question. Now don't get me wrong, it's not at all like she said, "will you fuck me?". A male of any age is capable of refusing but what was the real harm in letting her see my cock. "I really don't think I should, it would be illegal and I could get into lots of trouble. Also, I don't want to hurt you." "I won't tell anyone... Pleeeaaassseee?" she replies as she tilts her head and bats those eyes at me. "How will it hurt me to see what your penis looks like?" I really couldn't see what harm their would be even though society says it is very wrong. I wouldn't be forcing her to do anything. Perhaps it was delusional thinking on my part or maybe I just let my dick do my thinking for me but in all honesty, I did not see how she could be hurt by seeing a man's dick. After thinking for about half a minute, I finally replied, "Ok, you stand up and I will take off my shorts." I stand up and slowly slide them down my legs and set them next to the chair before sitting down again. She kneels down before me and moves her head closer to my dick. She leans in and begins to look at it from every angle. "Why is it so big?", she ask kneeling on the floor between my legs. Her comment made me feel like a million dollars because I am very self conscious of my "endowment". You see, I am smaller than average, about 5" long and only ¾" in diameter. "Has your mom told you anything about sex?" "No. I think she hopes that I turn out to be like her. She seems to really hate men." "Have you taken sex education in school?" "No. Momma won't let me because of how they don't talk about gay people and gay sex." "Ok... well, a male penis becomes `big', as you say or hard or erect when it gets stimulated sexually." "So what made yours get so big?", she asks. "Well, hearing you say that you rub your pussy made me become hard or aroused. Also, you sitting here in your swimsuit. In other words, it really turned me on." She giggled almost uncontrollably when I said the word pussy. I finally suggest to her, "why don't you touch it?" I felt bad to actually ask her to touch it for me. She looks up at me with wide eyes as she responds, "Really! I can touch it!" "Sure, just be gentle." She immediately began to touch the tip with her finger on the head and moved her finger, actually tracing the shaft from the tip to the base, over and over again. Then she wraps her hand around it and gives it a slight squeeze. "It's so hard!", she said excitedly. I suppose it was only natural for her to wrap her small soft hands around my cock, but I still expected to have to suggest that she do it. In a way, I'm glad I didn't suggest it because I was and am overly concerned about the possibility of being manipulative towards her. As much as I wanted her to touch me and feel my penis, I still felt incredibly guilty because in my heart, I knew what I was doing was very inappropriate. She slowly started to slide her hand up and down on my dick. "That feels really nice Baby", I said. "and as much as I like what you are doing, I really don't want you to feel you have to do this." "Silly, I like doing it...Will it get small or does it stay hard like this?" "It will get small if you keep doing that, but you have to do it faster." She started sliding her hand up and down my shaft faster and faster. "Brit, stop for a minute." She looked in my eyes and said, "What? Am I hurting you?" "Oh no, definitely not, but I should explain something first. In order for my penis to become small, a man has to `cum'. What this means is that a gooey white thick liquid comes out of his dick." She giggled when I said the word dick. "This stuff is also called sperm or semen and it is what gets a woman pregnant." "But I really don't want to make a mess so could you do me a favor?" "What?" She asked eagerly. "Well, I don't want to make a mess...would you mind taking the bottoms of your swimsuit off and then when I am about to come, I can come into them?" She hesitated for several second, and then said, "But you would see my private parts!" "You mean pussy, yes, and I won't deny that I would love to see your pussy." "But I don't look like a woman...I've seen my mom naked and I don't have hair down their like she does." I put my hand on her cheek and caressed her face. "Do you think that I care? Some men actually prefer women who don't have hair down there." "You really mean it?" "Yep, and some women even shave their pussy hair off or at least trim it so they have very little hair there." She thought for just a second more and then said, "Ok. But don't laugh. Promise me?" "I promise I won't laugh." She slid her bottoms down her beautiful legs and handed them to me. I lifted them to my face and smelled them. Oh, did they ever smell good. I lowed them to my dick and wrapped them around it and slowly rubbed them all over my cock as I stared at her cunny. "You look absolutely beautiful." She smiled and looked away. Obviously, she was very shy about a man seeing her naked from the waist down. "You're just saying that." "No, Brit......I really mean it." She looked back and watched me with her swimsuit wrapped around my cock. "Just a second," she said. Quickly she dashed down the hallway and within 5 seconds was coming back with something in her hand. I looked and noticed it was her pink panties. "Here, use these instead....When I go home I don't want mommy to see a stain or anything on my swimsuit." She handed me her panties and I took them as she took the bottoms of her swimsuit. This girl is very smart. She bent over and began to put on the swimsuit before I stopped her. "Would you please leave them off for awhile?" Her smile got even bigger as she dropped them to the floor. I stared at that beautiful little pussy. It had very light hair, barely any at all. It was so lovely. As I looked at her, I asked, "Would you like to rub my cock to get me to cum or do you want me to?" "Let me, please." She took the panties and wrapped them around my penis. I interrupted, "you can just use your bare hand and when I am about to come, I will tell you, then put the panties around my dick and continue moving them up and down." "Ok." I looked down at her as she wrapped her little fingers around my cock and began lightly to stroke my penis. She needed to be shown how much pressure to put on my cock so I put my hands over hers and gently squeezed her fingers just a little tighter around my cock. Slowly she began to jack me off and then she started to move her hand faster. "Oh yes, baby. That feels so good." I looked down to see a big grin on her face as she continued to jack me off. "Oh god baby, you are doing a wonderful job. Faster, baby, faster." I watched her as she began jacking me off faster and faster. "Don't stop baby, oh yes, baby...I'm cummminnngg..." I felt her panties being placed around my dick as she continued pumping up and down. I started cumming into her panties. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes. I felt as she removed the panties from my cock. When I opened my eyes, I see her inspecting my cock closely. She reached out and ran her finger over my balls. "It is so small'. She then looked up towards the door in the kitchen. "I better get going," she said with a sad tone in her voice. I listened carefully and could hear a faint sound, "Brittany". It was her mom calling her. I looked back at her and see her pulling her panties on. She had a weird expression. She opened her mouth and made a face and then she said, "Oooh, It's all wet and gooey." She smiled as she became used to the feeling. I smiled back at her and said, "Come here." She stood between my legs with just her panties on and I leaned forward and put my hands on her ass and pulled her up on me, with her lying against my body. I put my lips against hers and gave her the most amazing kiss I have ever given. She kissed back with equal passion. I kept squeezing her ass cheeks as I whispered to her, "Thank you so very much for doing this with me. I have never had a better cum from a handjob in my life. I hope we can do this again. I just hope you don't feel bad about what you did with me and tell your mom" "I don't and I won't. I promise and I will be back to see you tomorrow," she said. She kissed me again and got off and pulled her pants on as she gathered up her swimsuit before leaving. I was very disappointed to see her leave, but I knew that this was just the beginning. At least that's what my desire was. I won't be dishonest; I was very worried that she would tell her mother what happened even though she swore that she wouldn't. I just hoped she felt the same feelings about what happened as I did. . END OF PART 1 PART 2 I was eagerly waiting for the next day to come so that I could see Brittany. But I was totally disappointed when she didn't. The night came and the following day came and went with no sight of the beautiful girl. I would look out the window and never see her mothers' vehicle or any sight of either of them. I started to drink some Tequila after the second day without her around. The only thing I could think was that she had told her mother about what happened between us and she was keeping her from coming over. Was it rational to think such things? Brittany really didn't seem to have as much a problem with jacking me off, at least, not nearly as much as I apparently was having with myself. During the next five days, I drank a half-liter of tequila each day. This of course was over a three to four hour period. I would then fall asleep. Alcohol of any kind seemed to put me to sleep very easy. After the third day, I stopped looking for her outside and just sat in the house listening to REM's song, Everybody Hurts. I listened to it over and over again while agonizing over what the consequences of Brittany playing with my cock. It was the following Tuesday, exactly one week after the first encounter between her and I, when I heard a knock on the door. I truly believed that it would be the police but was very surprised when I see her standing there. As soon as I opened the door, she rushed up to me and threw her arms around me. I began to back up and closed the door. She puckered her lips and looked up at me, clearly waiting for me to kiss her. I didn't. "What's wrong Tom?", she asked. She removed her arms from around me and took a step backwards. "What are you doing here?" I had a scowl on my face. I looked up at the clock. It was 2:45pm. "What's wrong? I've missed you so much the past week?" "I thought you were going to come over the next day after what happened between us?" She replied, "I'm very sorry but I couldn't. My grandma is ill and we had to go take care of her while grandpa was out of town...." She paused. "I really didn't want to go but mom made me." I looked down at her in her tight blue jeans and a tight shirt. She looked so damn sexy. I know, she was only twelve but she looked awfully good. After hearing her explain the trip, my fears immediately diminished. I felt her hand grab mine and she guided me into the living room and led me to the recliner. Then she hopped up on my lap and leaned over to my face and we kissed passionately, like lovers do. "Did you miss me?" "Every day baby.. I thought maybe you had told your mom about what happened and she was keeping you away...In fact, I jacked off several times each day thinking of you." She grinned at my words, then said, "I told you I would never tell...and I won't. Promise". I suddenly felt her hand on my bare cock. She had slid her hands down my shorts and was caressing my dick. "You really don't have to do that, baby?" "But I want to...I do....besides I had to leave quickly the last time...I never actually got to see what cum looks like." She slid off me and stood up as she started to remove her shoes and socks, followed by her pants. Then off came her panties. She tossed them in a pile a few feet away. She then paused for a moment and then said, "Would you like to see these?" She moved a hand to each breasts and squeezed them. "I would love to see your tits." She then removed her shirt and bra and tossed them onto the rest of her clothes. I couldn't help but stare at her breasts. She just stood their looking at the floor as she spoke, "I know they aren't very big and you probably don't like them." I leaned forward and took her hands in both of mine and said, "Brittany, they are absolutely lovely...Not everyone cares about huge tits and to be honest, for your age they are a very nice size." I bent my head down and kissed one boob and then the other. That gorgeous smile returned. I could only imagine how self conscious a young girl can be about her body. Everyone thinks of boys as being tough and macho but even boys can worry about what their body looks like when exposed to others. Since she was totally naked, I felt the need to join her. I stood up. Damn liquor. I had quite a buzz going and fell back into the seat before once again standing up. She laughed at me not being able to initially stand up right. I slid both my pants and boxers off in the same movement, then tossed them on top of the pile of clothes. Continuing on, I removed my shirt and flung it on top of the pile. So there we were, both standing totally naked in front of each other. We both looked up and down one anothers bodies and smiled to each other. My dick was only semi erect at this point. I finally broke the awkward silence, "So you wanted to see what cum looks like?" "YES...PLEASE....," she said in a very excited voice. "Would you let me titty fuck you?" "What do you mean?" She tilted her head with a very puzzled look on her face. I explained it to her. "I will straddle you and put my cock between your boobs. I will then gently push your boobs together against my dick and start making fucking motions... You do know what fucking is?" "Not really." "Well, I will move my penis back and forth between your boobs. When I am about to come, I will stop and cum all over your tits....ok?" "ok," she replied as she started to get down on the floor before I stopped her. I sat down on the recliner and said, "I'm not totally hard yet, so why don't you sit on my lap and show me how you rub yourself?" She got up and jumped onto my lap. She was lying across my body. Slowly she moved her hand to her pussy and started to rub herself. My cock was touching her naked hips. She gently rubbed her pussy slit up and down. She wasn't actually fingering herself, she was just lightly rubbing herself. I began to lightly stroke my cock while watching her. Reaching a hand out, I softly touched her boob and lightly squeezed it. Before I knew it I was caressing her boob and legs and she was rubbing my dick with one hand and touching herself with her other. "What do you feel when you do that?" I asked pointing to her pussy. "It feels good...After I do it enough I get a tingly sensation down there...and it feels very nice." "You probably have an orgasm." "Orgasm? What's an orgasm?" "Well, for a guy, when he comes he has an orgasm. For a girl, well, it's just when you feel really good in you pussy...sometimes it tingles, sometimes more..." I paused. "Truthfully, I don't really know...I'm not exactly a girl." She giggled out loud at that comment. "Hey look, I think my cock is hard enough." I helped her off me and the chair while I stared at her cute ass. She walked over to the middle of the room and lied down on the floor as she positioned herself so she was on her back. Slowly, I got down on all fours and crawled towards her. As I approached her legs, I raised myself so I was only on my knees and reached for her foot. I raised it up to my mouth and began massaging her foot. She had such soft skin. Everything about her seemed perfect. Her feet, her legs, her stomach. I softly kissed the sole of her foot before planting kisses on each toe. I started running my finger over the bottom of her foot and she began giggling. "Stop it. It tickles." I continued for a few more seconds before sucking on each of her toes, one by one. Then I began kissing her ankle and slowly moved up the inside of her leg, kissing every inch on my way up to her stomach. I skipped her pussy, that hopefully would happen later. I kissed her stomach and each breasts, followed by her lips, nose and forehead. Then I brought my lower body up so that each of my legs was next to her chest. I placed my cock between her tits and put my hands on the outside of her breasts. I very gently pushed them together engulfing my cock between them. I looked down at her and see her head tilted down towards my cock, enthusiastically watching what was happening. I began gradually pushing my cock from the bottom of her boobs up towards her face. "Oh, Brit...I have so wanted to do this with you since the first time I noticed your boobs through your shirt." She glanced up and smiled before returning her gaze to my cock moving between her tits. The smile disappeared as she got a much more serious look on that angelic face. She looked like she was entirely concentrating on what was happening between her tits. I began to pick up momentum. Fast. Faster. Faster still. "Your fucking my tits, aren't you?" That was the first time I had ever heard her say `fuck'. There was just something about her uttering such a `dirty' word that really turned me on. It most likely had to do with knowing that she was such a good little girl. Would people who knew what she was doing think she was so good now. I knew the truth: no matter what language she used, it didn't mean she wasn't a good girl. "Yes sweetie, I am fucking your tits and it feels absolutely wonderful," I replied. "But I want to hear you tell me to fuck your tits and that you want me to cum on them." "Oh yes, tom, I want you to cum...Fuck my tits tom...Show me your cum..." "God, baby, yes," I said as I was thrusting my cock between her small boobs, furiously going back and forth. "Oh yes, Brit...I'm going to cum on your beautiful titties." She reached her hands out and grabbed my waist and ran her hands up and down. I jerked my body up and quickly reached for my cock. I frantically pumped my fist up and down. "Baby, I'm cuuumminggggg." I backed up slightly as I pointed my cock at one breast and came. I moved it from one breasts to the other, while continuing to jack off. I wouldn't be satisfied until all my cum was out of my cock. As the last strand of cum was hanging from the end of my dick, I wiped it all over her stomach. "Oooh...This is disgusting." I looked up at her and saw her with a finger in front of her face. She had scooped up just a little on her finger and was examining it closely. "Oh, it's not that disgusting baby, look". She looked at me. I put my hands over her boobs and rubbed my cum all over her tits and stomach. We smiled at each other and then she rubbed the little bit of cum on her finger, on her neck. I rolled myself off her and lay next to her. As I lay their on my side, my arm underneath my head, she duplicated my position except she was facing me. I used my free hand and ran my hand through her dark hair. She reached her hand over and gently ran her hands over my hips as she looked into my eyes. She spoke in almost a whisper, "I love you." She leaned to me and kissed me firmly on my lips. "I love you too Brit". I hesitated for about a minute before continuing. "I want to tell you something that nobody knows." She didn't say anything. She just looked lovingly into my eyes. "Brittany, you know how old I am." "Yeah," she said. "Well, I have never dated a woman in my entire 34 years." "Your kidding, right?" "No, I'm dead serious...you see I used to be really shy growing up...Oh sure, I had friends when I was 8 or 9 years old, but when I entered Junior High, everything changed. Either the friends I had moved away or they didn't talk to me anymore...it didn't help that I was fat up until about 5 years ago". "I'm sorry Tom....but I don't have many friends either... In fact, I don't have any friends; I don't get along well with people my age." I smiled and responded, "Brittany, No matter what you do in life, please make some friends your own age. I have gone through my entire life without the social skills necessary to make friends, which also led me into never asking a girl out. I was and am still terrified of being rejected." She moved her hand and wiped a tear from my face. "Your crying?" "I'm sorry but I never liked my life and it was never worthwhile until I met you." I closed my eyes and felt something on my cheek. The angel had planted a kiss where my tears were. She appeared to know exactly how to make me feel better. She had more empathy in her little 12 year old body than many adults acquire over an entire lifetime. I just couldn't believe how much I loved her in such a short time of knowing her. "You have brought me such pleasure, I would love to do the same for you. If it is okay with you, I would love to take you into my bedroom and do something with you that I hope, will feel much better than when you rub yourself? I promise it won't hurt you." She looked at me in wonderment and fascination. It was as if she were thinking about what I could do to bring her that much pleasure. She kissed me once again and then said, "I would love to. I trust you and I know you would never do anything to cause me pain." We both arose to our feet. I put one arm behind her back and the other behind her knees and picked her up. We made our way down the hall with me carrying her as a newlywed carries his bride into their home. I carefully set her down on the King size waterbed and guided her so that she lay across the bed. I went to the side of the bed and pulled her legs to drape them over my shoulder. She was in the perfect position, with her little slit just inches from my face at the edge of the bed. I lowered my head and spoke: "I really hope you enjoy this as much as I enjoyed what you did for me." I started to caress her leg as I lowered my mouth to her beautiful nearly bald pussy. It was a beautiful little mound. However, it was barely noticeable. I opened my mouth and started to lick the outside of her pussy. "That feels funny." "Just be patient, it should feel really good in a little bit." She tasted so wonderful. I kept working my tongue on the outside for several minutes. I slid my free hand up near her little cunny and gently worked my thumb inside ever so carefully. I didn't want to hurt her at all. I very slowly spread her pussy lips apart just a small distance. Then I worked my tongue inside but just the tip. "Oh, that feels good," she said softly. I spread her little lips open ever so slightly more to get more of my tongue inside her beautiful body. As I worked my tong up and down, I continued to touch her legs. Then I kept my tongue right in the center of her pussy and flicked my tongue up and down but just the tip. My tongue remained centered around her sex. I moved my mouth ever so closer as I flicked my tongue faster and faster. "Oh god... it feels so good....." I continued working my tongue. I was extremely pleased that she seemed to be enjoying herself. I glanced up without removing my tongue and noticed that she was squeezing her breasts. "Oh jesus....what's happening to me..... oh gooooddddd....it is so good......" I could feel that she was lifting her butt off the bed and pushing her pussy towards me. "Oh god. Oh god. Oh god." She said those words panting, in very short rapid succession. I paused and asked, "Do you want me to stop?" She was trying to thrust her pussy at me and reaching down to grab my head. "Oh god, no.. keep doing it...please". I immediately returned to licking her pussy. "Oh god Tom, It feels so good....." I continued licking her for several minutes, alternating between slowly moving my tongue and quickly flicking the tip up and down. She continued to pant short quick breaths. It was as if she were trying to catch her breath. Suddenly, I felt her legs tense as she squeezed my head between them. She had my head firmly in a scissor grip. Just as quickly as her legs tensed up, she relaxed them and let them fall back over my shoulders. I lifted her legs and rose to my feet. I jumped onto the bed next to her and we just lay there, our naked bodies touching. "I have never felt anything like that before...it was great." "That my dear Brittany, that was an orgasm you just experienced and it brings me such happiness knowing that you enjoyed it." "I did. I reaalllyy did." We just lay there together, kissing, touching and fondling each other for the next hour. END OF PART 2 PART 3 Beep. Beep. Beep. "Oh shit." I reach over to hit the off button on the alarm clock as I glance at the time. 6pm. "I need to get ready for work," I said as I look over next to me for Brittany to find that she was gone. I wonder how long she had been gone for. Sitting up on the bed, I drag my naked body into the bathroom. I took a ten minute shower, dress and grab a bite to eat. Then off to work I go. As I drive to my job, I see kids outside. It was still light out. Usually, it doesn't get dark until between 8:30 and 9pm. I would always see kids out until nine playing and running around. Never have I given much thought of the kids in the neighborhood until now. With what is occurring between Brittany and l, I can't help but think about what has happened and what I hope the future will be like. This is especially true when I pass a girl or between 11 and 15. As I notice the 11 year olds, I look and think about how much they look like 15 or 16. At the same time, the 15 year olds could easily be mistaken for being in their 20's. I arrive at work, do my shift, and then return home. I am so looking forward to sleep. I want so much to have beautiful dreams of my love. But alas, no dreams come. That isn't unusual. I very rarely have dreams. I awake to something fluttering against my cheek. Looking out of the corner of my eyes, I see my dream girl giving my cheek a butterfly kiss. "Hey there, sleepyhead, wake up." "Hey baby." I turn my head towards her and we kiss on the lips. I see that she has already joined me in bed under the covers. I feel her hands gradually rubbing my chest hair. I also feel a hand touching my cock. "I see you are ready for me," she asked. "I always sleep in the nude, but I am always ready for you." As I said that, guilt quickly returned. I just can't seem to get over the angst and shame that I feel. I know. From my limited experiences with her, she seems to accept our relationship and if I know her like I think I do, she would tell me that what we our doing with each other is not wicked or deranged. I just don't know how to become accepting of it. Part of my unhappiness was due to us seemingly getting naked every single time we see each other. Is she doing it only to please me? Does she actually enjoy what we are doing together? Is their really any way to know the truth? The only thing I can do is try to push it to the back of my mind. I do know that even if I wanted to, I could not stop it now. With all the over thinking and over analyzing, I never noticed that my hand had begun caressing her boobs and stomach. My penis was fully erect from her stroking it. We continued to kiss and touch each other when I spoke; "I so want very much to make love to you!" That was a statement, not a question. A sad look came over her face, "I'm scared." I can tell from looking at her that she is going to cry. "oh, no baby, I didn't want to scare you ...I didn't mean now. I just meant eventually I want us to make love but not until you are 100 percent ready." "But...you will..." She stopped. "I will what?" "You will leave me if I don't make love with you." "No I won't...what makes you think that?" "I've heard that guys dump girls who don't have sex with them...and I don't want us to not see each other again...and I don't want to you hate me or be mad at me for not having sex with you." "I will never leave you if I have any choice in the matter and I could never hate you for not doing anything you don't want to. You control everything. If there is ever something I do or try to do and you don't want to do it. Just tell me, please. Yes, boys do dump girls for not having sex. Usually thought, it is immature teenagers or uncaring boys in their 20s. They have only one focus, and that is sex. It should be on pleasing and caring about the girl they are with." As I said these words, I rub my hand over her face, wiping away the tears that were on her cheeks. "Ok, thanks for talking to me about it." She stares into my eyes as she looks so much happier now that she knows I won't leave her. It's the truth but I just hope that eased the fears she is having. I could care less if I ever get to `fuck' her. God, it sounds so dirty. I don't want to fuck her and I don't want to make love to her. I want us to make love to each other. She turns over to face away from me and I change my position so that my body is up against hers. My cock slides between her legs. .I run my fingers through her hair as I slide my other hand under her body. I wrap my arm around her waist to keep her as close against my own body as possible. I kiss her shoulder blades very delicately. Slowly I begin sliding down towards the foot of the bed, planting kisses on her back as I go. I reach her butt and kiss her ass cheeks. I lower my head slightly and lightly lick from the top of her crack all the way down. I tenderly place my hand onto her butt cheek and spread it apart. "What are you doing?" "I'm going to lick your asshole, if that is ok with you?" I asked. "Lick my asshole? People actually do that sort of thing?" I can tell from the tone in her voice that she has never thought of such a thing before. I reply, "Yep, people do it all the time. It won't hurt you..." I paused expecting that she would say something else. She didn't so I continued, "Would you let me lick your butt hole?" "If you want, I guess so." "Thank you." I begin the actions on her asshole with my tongue. I gently lick all around her hole and try to get me tongue into her butt. My face is buried between the crack. "That feels funny." I kept working the tip of my tongue up and down, from side to side. I make circular motions around her puckered ass. "Oh, that feels good..." It brought me so much joy to know that she was enjoying the sensations. She continued, "Oh yes, Tom...I like it a lot." I removed my head and was still as I looked at her body. I see that her hand is in the front of her so I assume she must be playing with her pussy. "Don't stop." Immediately I do as she requests. I quickly pick up where I had left off. I can feel that she is pushing her ass back at my face. Whether that is a result of her rubbing herself or if she is actually pushing her ass at my face is unknown. Who the hell cares anyway? I don't. "Oh god...yes...it is sooooooooo gooooodddddd...lick my ass Tom. I love it." Several minutes pass before I feel her hand pushing at my head. "You can stop now." In my preoccupation with her ass, I failed to notice that she had brought herself off. Or that I had brought her off. I was totally unaware which it was. Maybe it was a combination. I rolled her onto her back and crawled up next to her. As I leaned in to give her a kiss, she held her hands out and said, "NO." She was very emphatic that I was not to kiss her. "Why?" "Oh, I don't know...maybe because.... YOU JUST HAD YOUR TONGUE UP MY BUTT." She said that in a joking yet serious way. She spoke part of her words in a loud tone. However, it lacked any hint of anger. She scooted toward the edge of the bed and sat up. "I'll be back in a second." I watched her cute little ass as she walked into the bathroom. "Hey Tom, come here." I have visions of us taking a shower together. I imagine us entwined with our legs wrapped around the others body. As I casually stroll into the bathroom to join her, I expect great pleasure. But in her hand she has a bar of soap. "What's that for?" I stupidly ask. "What do you think silly? It's for you to wash your mouth out." "What? Are you serious?" "Oh yes. Very." I just stood their like a deer in the headlights. She continued, "If you want to kiss me again, I want you to have a clean mouth. After all, your mouth and tongue were in my ass." I remained still. She grabs my hand and places it with my palms up. She sets the bar of soap in my hand but I continue to just stand their like a dummy. "Ok Tom. You don't have to do this..." She grabs the bar of soap from my open hand and puts it on the counter by the sink. "Close your eyes and open your mouth. I want to show you something with my tongue." Mesmerized by her beauty and not really taking her seriously about the washing of my mouth with soap, I do as she asks. Suddenly I feel and taste what's in my mouth. It most definitely is not I tongue. Soap. Damn soap. I spit the bar across the small room into the shower. I can only picture the look that I must have on my face. In a hurried movement, I lower my head to the sink and turn on the water. I take a long drink of water in my mouth and swirl it around before spitting into the bowl of the sink. I repeat it several more times before looking at her in disbelief. She is busting a gut. I shake my head while playfully pointing a finger at her. I walk towards her and grab her around the waist and in one swift fluid motion; I twirl and lift her up. I sit her down on the edge of the sink. I passionately kiss her. I can feel that she has opened her mouth ever so slightly. I do the same. Now I feel the wetness that is her tongue probing my mouth for my tongue. Our eyes are locked on each others as we tongue kiss. She broke the kiss. "Why is it that you bring me such pleasure by licking me but the only pleasure I can bring to you is by stroking your penis?" She asked me with a quizzical look on her face. "What do you mean?" "I've heard that guys like it when a girl sucks their dicks." "Yes guys do like that, most guys love it." "Then why haven't you asked me to do that for you?" "I have no reason. I just don't want you to." I know I was lying to her but I can't tell her the truth. In my dreams, I would love for her to but in my waking hours, I was severely repulsed by the idea of my angel doing something so dirty, so filthy. In many ways I want to keep her pure and for her to remain a good girl. Oh sure, I know that I was eating her out and stuff, but in my mind that was acceptable because I was bringing pleasure to her. I rationalized that as long as she was enjoying the sensations, it was not degrading to her. "But don't you like having your cock sucked." "I've never experienced it before but I am sure that I would love the feeling of having it done." "Then let me do it for you...I don't mind." "NO.... I will never let that happen between you and I." "But why won't you let me?" "I don't have to explain it to you. All that you need to know is that I will never let it happen. NEVER." "But I want..." Before she can even finish the sentence, I turn and leave the room. I go into the office across the hall from mine and close the door. Click. I lock the door behind me. I go to the stereo and put in a compact disc as I turn up the volume. I hear light knocking sounds at the door but I ignore them. Even with the stereo up I can still faintly hear the front door slam shut. How could I explain to her my feelings for her? And why I didn't want her to suck my dick? I truly don't believe I had a real good reason not to. My mind kept thinking of how repulsive it was. I wouldn't feel the same way if it were an adult women, of that I am sure of. But she was just a child. She shouldn't even witness such things. Then again, society also says that bringing pleasure and joy to someone under the age of 18 is immoral and not to be tolerated. I hate having the encounter end in such an unresolved state. When we are together, I experience nothing but total bliss and contentment. When alone, I stew in my own self imposed personal hell. Was I evil? Was I hurting her? I could not live with myself if I believed that I was causing emotional or physical pain to such a young girl. I shut off the music and go back to my bedroom. As I lay down on the bed, I very quickly drift off to sleep. Once again no dreams came although I still had a very peaceful nap. I awoke in the late afternoon, ate, showered, and watched a little television before heading off to work. Brittany was the only thing I ever seemed to think about anymore. END OF PART 3 PART 4 All night I wondered if Brittany would return after my behavior the previous day. I woke up at about eleven in the morning. She had let herself in and was lying nude next to me. "How long have you been here?" I questioned. "I don't know. I came over at about 10...I have something to show you in the living room but you have to close you eyes.." What does she want to show me? I hope it isn't like the soap in the mouth from yesterday. I sit up on the edge of the bed as she hops off and comes to my side. She firmly grabs my hand and leads me to the door before stopping. "Close your eyes." I oblige. She is continuing to guide me into the living room. She pushes me so that I fall backwards into a seat. "Keep your eyes closed and don't open them until I tell you too. Do you promise?" "I Promise." I can feel her soft hands tenderly feeling my balls and stroking my cock. Clearly she is using both hands. In a very short period of time, I can feel that my cock has grown to its full five inches. Just as quickly as she has begun, she stops. I keep my eyes closed as I agreed. Suddenly I feel a wetness traveling up and down the underside of my shaft and as if in shock, I open my eyes. I expected that it was Brittany and I would not allow that. I fully prepared to be furious with her. But what I see is not Brittany at all. It was a slightly older girl. She looked to be about 14 or 15. I looked to my right and see the love of my life sitting in a chair about five feet away. She is rubbing herself. "What is this?" "This is a girl from school. I know you won't let me suck your dick so maybe you wouldn't mind someone else doing it." She spoke very softly with what clearly is disappointment in her voice. I look down at the girl who never stops working on my cock. She is licking it all over. She is licking under it, along the sides, and even the tip. When she looks up at me and smiles, that is the first time I see that she had taken off her shirt and bra. She is probably about 135 pounds. Yes, she is overweight. She has a chubby face to go along with the rest of the body. However, she does have large boobs. I am no expert but I guess that they were a D cup. This compares to my lovers, who are about a B. I keep tilting my head, alternating between watching her work her tongue on my cock and trying to see her huge tits. I didn't seem to have the same repulsion at her using her mouth on my dick as I did at the thought of Brit. I write it off to the fact that I have a personal relationship with Brittany, unlike this girl. Looking over at Brittany, she seemed so sad. I feel really bad for her but I don't stop this unnamed girl. I couldn't believe that she would be jealous over this. Brittany was 100 percent more attractive than this other girl. How could she be jealous? As I look back to the girl, her head is bobbing up and down on my cock. Oh god, that feels so good. I close my eyes. "Oh yes, that feels so good... don't stop baby...suck it..." She took my entire length easily into her mouth. I put my hands around the back of her head and helped by pulling her down on my cock. "Yes baby...suck it ... Suck it good... You suck cock so well." That was probably a stupid thing to say. Is it a compliment to tell a girl that she is a good cocksucker? I don't know. "Oh yes, yes, baby, suck it good." While this girl was sucking me I occasionally look over towards Brittany. She is looking at me. Her eyes look red. She was crying. At that moment, I felt horrible. Yet I didn't stop the girl from sucking me. All that happened was I picture that it was my girl who was sucking me. At the same time I was disgusted. "Oh yes baby, suck me... suck me..." I started lifting my ass off the chair, thrusting it towards her mouth. "Oh baby, yes baby....your going to make me come....Oh god, I'm gonna' cummmmm...." I felt my cock begin to twitch. I tried to push her head back. "You better stop, I'm going to explode,." I quickly said. She didn't stop. She kept her mouth glued around my cock with my entire dick in her mouth. "I'm cummmmiiinnnggg.." I can't believe it. She is actually swallowing my semen. As she tilts her head back, she leans forward and rubs my dick on her nipples. While she swallows the remaining sperm in her mouth she smears what little cum is still on my dick all over her boobs. She lowers her head to an even level and looks me in the eyes. "See. It's all gone." Opening her mouth wide, she sticks out her tongue to show me. She stands and leans towards me and before I can say or do anything she kisses me on the lips and says, "Thanks." I can taste my own semen from her lips. I just had to feel those tits. I reach out and squeeze the nipples of both tits and squeeze the entire boobs before she turns. She bends over to pick up a shirt and puts it on. In all the excitement, I actually assumed she would be wearing a bra. I was wrong. She didn't. Boy did she have a big butt. At least for her age it was big. I move my eyes to look at Brittany and see her shaking her head from side to side, in almost unnoticeable movements. "Thanks Brittany," the girl says before heading to the front door. Once the door closes I hear my love say, "Fucking slut." I am shocked to hear her say that. "Isn't she your friend?" "Hell no, she is just a girl down the street who has a reputation for liking to suck cock. But that's all she does. She doesn't think of it as sex so she will do it with almost everyone. At least that's what I hear." "Why don't you come over here?" I ask. She looks at me before saying, "don't want to." She just sits there. "So ... did you like having her suck your dick?" "Oh, well... it was ok." I was really downplaying it. "Ha..ha..ha...yeah, right, I saw how much you fucking enjoyed it. Don't lie to me" She shook her head in disgust at me. "Now you will probably want to have her over every day to suck you off and you will never want to see me again." At hearing that, I jumped off the chair and dashed over to her. I kneel down before her and take her hands in mine. "I don't ever want to hear you say that again. You know that I love you and I always will. No matter what may happen, you will always be number one in my heart, mind and body ...In fact; do you know what I was thinking about while she was sucking me?" "No, what were you thinking about?" "I was thinking of you ... That's what I was thinking of ... You..." "Then why won't you let me do it for you?" "It's really hard to explain ... I think of it as being very dirty and I don't want to subject you to doing that." "It's not dirty ... I want to be able to please you as much as you please me." "I will try to get over it...I have an idea ... Get up. " I bend down and throw her over my shoulder and carry her into my bathroom. I reach into the shower and turn it on. I find a good temperature and step inside. I stretch my hand out and ask, "Will you join me?" She takes my hand and steps inside. As she faces me, I grab the bar of soap and turn her around. I start to run the bar of soap from one shoulder to the other and then down her back and up again. I repeat this motion over and over until soap is lightly covering her back. I then drop to my knees and apply it to the lower half of her body. It is barely noticeable. I turn her around and repeat the same motions to the front of her body. As I start from her neck, to her breasts, to her pussy, and all the way down to her feet. I then reach for a wash cloth and wipe the soap off her front and then her backside. With an uncanny sense of what to do, she does the same for me. She does it almost in the exact same order. When we finish, I face her and ask her, "Would you like to suck my cock?" She smiles. Then it quickly disappears as she looks down. She said, "It's so small." "So what, you know how to get it hard again." The smile returns. She gently but firmly started rubbing it until it was semi erect. Then she dropped to her knees. I take a few steps back so that I could lean against the shower wall. "I hope I do a good job." "You will, I'm sure of it... just make sure that you don't let your teeth touch my dick and try to use your tongue too." She initially starts out in the same way the other girl did only a half hour ago. She soon switches to taking it into her mouth and kneads my balls between her fingers while moving her head up and down the shaft. "Oh that feels good.... Go a little faster..." She moves her head up and down at a slightly increased rhythm. I keep my hands to the side of my body. I want her to be able to decide how much she takes and how much she doesn't. I also won't thrust my cock into her mouth like with the other girl. "Oh sweetie, you have an incredible mouth ... don't stop ... it feels wonderful..." She increased the tempo even more. "Oh god baby...yes...I love it..." She too was able to take the entire length of my dick in her mouth. Then I feel something on my ass cheeks. She has moved her hands to grab a cheek with each hand and she is pulling me towards her as her mouth moves forward to the base of my cock. "Oh babies...suck it.... Suck it for me baby ... I want my baby to make me come ...oh god baby, I'm going to cum." I make no attempt to push her away or get her to stop. I figured that she would stop when I said I was coming. "Oh, yyeeesssss.....I'm cuming...." I feel her finger nails dig into my ass cheeks so lightly. I now see that she is going to take my sperm into her mouth. As soon as the first load erupts, she yanks her head off my dick and spits it onto the floor. I reach down and jack off my cock to empty all the cum that is left in my dick. "Oooh....that's gross..." She scrunches up her face in disgust. She turns back to face me and another load lands squarely on her forehead, nose and eyes and a little in her hair. She keeps her mouth closed. I lean forward towards her and smear the string of sperm hanging off the end of my dick onto her cheek. I reach out of the shower and grab another wash cloth. I get it soaking with water and drop to my knees in front of her. Slowly, I wipe my fluids from her face. "Thank you very much." "I'm sorry," she responds. "Why are you sorry?" "I didn't swallow it like the other girl did." "Brittany, you did more than many adult women will even do. Many women won't even let a man cum in their mouth. You gave me an incredible blowjob?" "A blowjob?" "Yep, when someone sucks a guys dick, that is called a blowjob or giving head." She was beaming from ear to ear. I guided her to her feet and turned her so that she was standing at the end of the shower where the water comes out. "You better wash you hair, some cum is in there." I back up and sit on the small ledge and just watch her naked body as she thoroughly washes her hair. She was an absolutely amazing girl. We left the shower and lay together on the bed. I lay on my back and she flings her leg over me so that she is straddling me. She lowers her chest to rest on mine. I can feel my spent penis touching her little pussy. I see the waterbed is moving ever so slightly. I look down towards the foot of the bed and I can see that she is gently sliding her body back and forth. I feel my penis getting larger from having her pussy caressing it with her back and forth movements. I don't say a word. I will let her enjoy herself. She does this for several minutes as her breathing increases. She then collapses on my body. We remain that way for several hours, periodically changing positions. I hate to have to tell her that she has to leave but I must. I need my nap before heading back to work. As I think of this, another thought also occurred. What wwill happen in two weeks when she goes back to school? I need to take a nap at about the same time that she will be getting home from school. Most likely we will only be able to see each other on the weekends. I am extremely sad by the idea of not seeing her every day. "I'm sorry Brittany but you are going to have to leave. I need to take a nap before work." "Okay." She rolled off me and gathered her clothes. She went into the bathroom. About five minutes later she returned fully dressed. "I'll see you tomorrow." "I'm looking forward to it." I really am as tomorrow is Friday. After tonight, I don't have to work again until Sunday evening. She scampered down the hall and I listen for the door to close. It did. It is amazing how neither of us ever seemed to tire of being naked and doing the things we do. I am sure as she gets older she will not want to participate in the activities which we engage in now. All I can do is live for the present. I just savor every moment, for as long as it may last. For the next week I became more and more depressed though. As each day passed, I kept wondering how I should tell Brittany that our fun may be coming to an end or will be greatly diminished. Finally I decided that exactly one week before she returns to school, I would break the news to her. We had a nice talk and she accepted it with resignation. We both agreed that we would continue on the weekends. I strongly urged her again that I wanted to see her make friends with boys and girls her own age. I explained that most likely our relationship would end within a few years. It was not what I wanted, but I was a realists. I know how the life cycle of friendships and relationships go. They all must come to an end at some point in time. This is a natural result of moving, new friendships, work or even death. During those last two weeks before the summer break ended for Brittany, we were together for at least three to four hours during the week and six or more hours each day over the weekends. END OF PART 4 PART 5 I often thought of my love during the week and couldn't wait until the weekend arrived. But on that Wednesday, after Brittany had returned to school, I saw a girl who looked very familiar. I know I haven't seen her before. "Hey, come here." I waved my hand in the air motioning for her to come over. She turned around and is riding up my driveway. "Hi," she says. "Hi, I was just wondering what your name is?" "Sara. Sara Rogers." "Do I know you?" "Blowjob," she says. Huh? What does she mean? "What?" "I gave you a blowjob." No. She never did. The girl who gave me a blowjob had blonde hair. This girl had black hair. "I don't think so." "No, I really did." She pulls her hair off. It was a wig. "Oh, yeah... I didn't notice you with the wig on ... but why are you wearing a wig?" "Dad won't let me dress this way so while he is at work, I dress the way I want." I look over her entire body. She is very gothic looking. All black, that is what she was wearing. She had on black leather pants, a black shirt, black wig and even black lipstick, if you can believe it. She looks totally different than the girl who sucked my dick. She is overweight but there is something really sexy and kinky about the clothes she is wearing. Perhaps it makes her look skanky, which is somewhat appealing to me.. "Thanks so much for the blowjob." Boy, did that ever sound stupid. She looks down at the ground and says, "sure ... whatever." "Brittany told me that you are known as the blow job queen." Her mouth dropped open in astonishment. "Really? She actually said that?" "Well ... not really ... she just said you were known around the neighborhood as someone who won't have sex but you will suck dick." "I guess it's true." "I was just curious but why do you do it?" "It is a long story." "I've got time if you want to come inside for a Coke. You can tell me the story." "I....I don't know ... I will get in lots of trouble if my da..." She paused. Was she going to say dad? She continued, "I will get in lots of trouble." "Come on, you can tell me ... I bet it would feel good to get it off your chest." Almost as if by reflex I glanced at her large boobs. She looked at my stare and giggled. "Okay, but you CAN NOT tell anybody. Not my dad. Not even Brittany." "I promise that I won't tell a single person ... ever." I lead her into the house and grab a beer for me and a Coke for her. We both sit across from each other at the kitchen table. I pull out a cigarette and light it. "You don't mind if I smoke, do you?" "No, in fact, if you got one, mind if I have one." I think she is too young for smoking but she did let me cum in her mouth. This is the least I could do to repay her. And I do mean the least. I grab another from the pack and hand it to her and light it. "So why don't you tell me your story." She takes a drag and begins, "Well my mom left when I was 6 years old. She ran off with some man that she met. I have no clue where they met and don't care. My dad raised me from then on. He was always a heavy boozer, truth is they both were. I think that is the only thing they had in common. I noticed that when I was about nine, my dad started drinking even more than usual. My dad never thought anything of leaving me alone for an hour or two. Even when I was 7 he did it. When I was 10 though, I had this thirteen year old boy in my room. It was after school and my dad wouldn't be home for another hour or so. I was very naïve back then. The boy had offered me ten dollars to let him put his penis inside me. I thought nothing of it as I had been fingering myself since I was five years old. Also from seeing how small his penis was, I figured it would be no big deal. At the time I had never seen a penis before. Then the boy started rubbing himself and he got to about a couple inches long. This is when I became nervous because it was bigger than before and it looked hard. I didn't want to look like a sissy so I said nothing to him. The boy was just about to put his penis into my pussy when dear old dad opened my bedroom door. Apparently, he had come home early, because he walked in and saw me naked on my bed and the boy was lying on top of me. He became very angry. He grabbed the boy and threw him to the floor and yelled at him. The boy grabbed his clothes and ran out of the house. My dad turned and started yelling at me, calling me a slut and other horrible names. Then my dad left and I just lay in my bed crying. Later, I went to the kitchen to get something to eat and I could feel my dads eyes burning into me from the way he looked at me. I quickly got some food and returned to my bedroom, where I stayed the rest of the night. At about 11pm, my dad came in and ordered me to take off all my clothes. I protested but he got mad and told me to either undress or he would do it for me. I did as he commanded of me. Then he instructed me to lay down on the bed. He then began rubbing his crotch through his pants. I could notice a bulge. Then he unbuttoned his pants and slid them and his underwear down in one motion. He stepped out of his pants and moved towards the bed. I still remember him saying, `If you want a dick in your cunt, I've got one right here for you.' I stared at his cock, which appeared to be huge. I strongly tried to protest but he told me to shut up as he lay down on the bed. I could smell the beer on his breath. As he rolled onto me, all I felt I could do was look away. He reached for his cock and found my pussy and shoved it into me. I screamed in pain and he slapped me across the face and told me to shut the fuck up." I couldn't believe what this girl was telling me. She was admitting to me that her father was raping her. I gazed at her in utter fascination at the story she was telling. "I didn't want him to do it but I couldn't stop him." I saw tears streaming down her cheeks. I reached behind me on the counter and grabbed the box if tissue. She takes a few and wipes her face with it. She continues, "From that day on he never spoke to me unless he was forcing himself on me. He would come in every night and fuck me. Then he would make me suck his cock until he was hard again. He would repeat fucking me. And all the while he would tell me what a good for nothing slut I was, just like my mother. He would fuck me three or four times each night. He would make me tell him how much I wanted him to fuck me but I didn't. For god sake, I was only 10 years old." The tears began once again flowing with ease. "That went on for several months, but then he began coming into my room in the morning. Sometimes he would fuck me, but usually he would stand next to the bed and jack off onto my face. Sometimes he would grab a pair of my panties and jack off in them. Then he would toss them to me and tell me to wear them. When he would make me suck his dick, he held the back of my head and forced his dick down my throat until I was gagging on it. He made me swallow his cum every time. " She paused and took a puff on the cigarette. I feel so bad for her, especially when she mentioned that her dad held her head while forcing his dick in her mouth. I did the same thing when she sucked my dick. I was miserable at the thought. "I finally learned that if I pretended to love it, he would only fuck me once each night. So I did what I had to. I pretended to enjoy having him fuck me. I hate it and I hate the bastard. On my thirteenth birthday he stopped fucking my pussy. It only got worse. He started to fuck my ass every single day and many nights it was multiple times. He got me put on birth control and then he resumed fucking my pussy. He had obviously developed a liking for my ass though because he only occasionally fucked my pussy. After the first month, he took many videos and photos of me and of us together. I was entirely disgusted at the sight of him but what could I do? All I could do was accept what was happening to me and what still is happening. Dad eventually started keeping me at home and made me learn on my own. I am not supposed to ever leave the house but I do, and only leave when he is at work". I noticed that her Coke is empty as is my beer. I retrieve our respective drinks and once again sit to hear her story. "I so much wish he would stop. How can I get him to stop?" She looked me straight in the face as if pleading for help. "I will help you." :"How?" "I don't know yet. Where do you live?" "I live in the fifth house down the road." She points in the direction of her house. "So why do you willingly give guys blowjobs?" "I don't know. Maybe my dad is right and I am a cocksucking slut." "Don't think that ... I'm just guessing here ...I suspect you want someone to love you since your dad doesn't show you any ... so maybe you equate love to sucking cock ... but I wonder why you wouldn't fuck guys too?" "That ones easy," she answers. "My dad threatened to beat the crap out of me if her ever caught me letting a boy so much as touch my pussy." "Oh. That would do it." With that she looks at the clock on the wall. "Oh, I better get going, Dad will be home soon." I walk her out of the house but as she gets on her bike, I put my hands on the handlebars and stop her. "You won't tell anybody about Brittany and I will you?" She laughs and says, "If I'm not going to tell on my dad why would I tell on you ... Besides, I can see how much she loves you ... I just wish I had someone who loved me and didn't treat me like crap." She peddles the bike down the drive and along the road. I watch as she pulls into her driveway, puts the bike away and enters the house. I can't imagine what she must be going through. It is her own living nightmare. I go inside and sit in the living room thinking. An idea lights up in my head. I grab the phone and call in sick to work. As I get into my truck I hope my plan works. Driving like a NASCAR driver, I arrive at the flea market and find someone selling a pair of metal handcuffs. I buy them and return home. And I wait. And wait. And wait. At about 10:50pm, I put my plan into action. My plan is to just talk with him. Of course I expect to use just a little violence to get him to see the error of his ways. I sneak over behind the teenage girls' house and peak inside. I see him sitting on the couch. At precisely one hour to midnight, he gets up and walks upstairs. After he is out of sight, I try to open the sliding glass door leading to the living room. Yes, it isn't locked. I very quietly enter the house and follow the stairs to the second floor. I creep along the hallway until I hear sounds coming from a bedroom. "Oh yes baby, you fucking slut, you like it when your daddy fucks your tight cunt, don't you?" "Yes daddy, fuck me please....fuck me..." she replies. I don't know if I can contain my anger towards him. Just hearing him say these words get on my fucking nerves. I so much want to kill the fucking bastard. It is nearly totally dark in the bedroom with the only light coming from the hallway light. As I sneak up next to him, I pause just behind him and watch for a few seconds. He appears to have passed out on top of Sara. I yank him off and throw him to the floor. There is no use in talking to him since he is completely unawake. I decide to kick him a few times and punch his face several times. I just hope that he is smart enough to understand why I did this to him. I take my time going downstairs and say to Sara, "It should be ok. If you have any more problems, let me know." She is still completely naked as she must have forgotten to grab something to cover up. She thanks me and gives me a big hug, her naked body pressing firmly against mine. It is nice to see her smile and not be crying but I need to get out of here before I get an erection from the feel of her body against mine. . Now the only thing to do is to wait and see what happens. Will he change his behavior or won't he? Only the passage of time will tell. END OF PART 5 PART 6 I really missed Brittany for the past four days. Today is Friday and I am really looking forward to seeing her. Yesterday, I had called Elizabeth and asked if I could take Brittany out for dinner on Friday. She had no problem with it. She explained how her daughter really missed being able to come over. I reciprocated, telling her how lonely it has been around her without her. I was waiting for the school bus to come down the road. It was right on schedule. As soon as Brittany got off, she runs over to me and leaps into my arms. I caught her, placing my hands under her ass while she wraps her legs around my waist. "I have so missed you Tom." "As did I baby." We didn't kiss. I had previously made it clear to her that under no circumstances were we to kiss outside the house. We could get in big trouble if we were seen doing so. I set her back down on her feet. "Why don't you go home to say hi to your mom and get ready. We will leave for dinner in about an hour." "Okay, see you then." She dashes across the road to her house. I went inside and took a shower and got ready. Dinner is not all that I had planned for tonight. I also plan to take Brittany shopping for clothes. While I was listening to Sara talking about how her dad took videos and pictures of her, it dawned on me. I didn't have any photos of my love. That is the one sure way to remember the experiences we have. I would take photos and videos of her and I, both individual and together. However, unlike Sara's bastard father, mine would be consensual and they wouldn't all be nudes. I loved to see Brittany in the clothes that she wore. I would pick out some and let Brittany pick out some that she liked. I had my own ideas of what I would love to see her in but I wouldn't know exactly until we look through the items that are available. I wanted to get some panties, dresses and jeans. We would have to get shirts and bras too. . I bought a digital camcorder and a digital camera on Wednesday evening and had it sent over night. I received it Thursday and spent the afternoon learning how to use them. The door opens and I see her standing there. "Hi, mom says I have to be home by 10pm." "Good, then let's get going." I help her into my pickup and we depart on out fun evening together. I had the evening all planned out in my mind. We would eat to 6, shop until 7, and be home by 7:15. That would leave us 2 hours and 45 minutes for her to model the clothes I bought her. I have no idea how much money I am going to spend on clothes. It could be a thousand or it could be two thousand dollars. Either way, the amount that I spend will be somewhere in that price range. We have a very enjoyable dinner and off shopping we go. I so much want to hold her hand as we walk through the store but I reject my impulse to grab her hand. It might look to suspicious. No father holds their 12 year old daughters hand when walking in public. The store we shopped at is very popular for young people, at least according to Brittany. I was shocked when we were looking at panties. I just couldn't believe that they made thong panties in sizes to fit little girls. I tossed a couple in the cart. "My mom won't let me where thong panties." She was about to put them back where I got them when I said, "So, you don't have to wear them at home. Wear them only at my house." She smiled and places them back in the cart. We got some different colored bras. As we shop, we toss many pairs of pants in the cart along with shirts and a couple dresses. Some were long dresses but most were short and very revealing. We return home and I have her begin changing into an outfit while I get the camera. Tonight, I probably take a hundred to a hundred fifty pictures. Most of them look to be wonderful and she looks hot. After we finish taking photos in one outfit we place them in one of two piles of clothes. The piles consist of those which she will only wear at my house; and those that she can take home. As we finish up for the evening I say, "You looked very sexy in all the clothes you modeled, especially the thongs." She looks down at the floor and says, "Seriously?" "Yes, you are a very sexy girl." I look at the clock and I tell her it is time for her to go. We wrap our arms around each others bodies and lock lips and kiss for what seemed like eternity. In reality, it was only about two minutes. This was the first time we have been together that we didn't do anything overtly sexual. I did take a few pictures of her naked while changing but we didn't suck or lick each other. I was kind of sad about that. Then again we did only have a few hours and I really wanted photos to remind me of her. For all I knew, she could die tomorrow. The next day when she came over we spent several hours taking nude photos of each other. I also set the timer to take photos of her and I kissing, unfortunately, they didn't really turn out well. I must have had the camera positioned incorrectly. It is so difficult to take good pictures with a timer. I suddenly blurt out, "Why don't we ask Sara to come over and tape us and take photos of us?" She becomes very quiet. For several minutes she says nothing. I am nervous about breaking the silence. She finally speaks, "Why would you want that slut to come over here?" I am very disappointed in her. I'm sure that she would treat Sara differently if she only knew what she has been through with her father. I made a promise to Sara not to mention it to anybody, so I won't. It is very hard on me not to. I really do want Brittany to be nicer towards Sara. "We need somebody to take photos of us and I just thought that Sara would be a good choice ... After all, she has already seen both of us naked and she is the only other person who knows about our relationship." "Fine...whatever you want." "No, I will not do it unless you are totally in favor of it." "Are you going to have her suck your dick again?" "Why would I need that when I have you?" "If not that, then it must be her boobs you want." Oh boy, she is becoming just as paranoid as I was about her giving me a blowjob. "Do I like her boobs? Yes I do, but I also love yours to. If you knew what she has been through, you might be nicer to her." "What do you mean?" "I promised her I wouldn't say but I will tell you that she has suffered sexual abuse. That's all I will say though." She frowned and looked at the floor. She looks to be deep in thought. She finally looks up and says, "I'm sorry, yes we can have her over if she's willing ... Tom, I will be much nicer to her. I swear." I smile at her and say, "Thank you." I think for a second. Her dad is probably home today and tomorrow so Monday afternoon is when I will go over and talk to her. I don't want to not be able to take nudes of us together for one full week but I have no choice. And even then it might be impossible. Sara will most likely be unable to do it on the Weekends. All that might leave is an hour or two on Friday, unless I try to sleep earlier in the day and wake up about 4pm. That would give Brittany and I two hours each day during the week to be together. Plus if Sara could photograph us for one or two days for an hour or so, that would work out perfectly. Brittany and I spend the rest of our time this day sitting on the bed. I lean back against the headboard as she sits in front of me. "Brittany, would you please give me a blowjob?" "I will but only if you eat me out first?" "I have an idea. This is a new position that we haven't done yet. It is called 69. I will lay on the bed; on my back. You crawl over me so your mouth is at my cock with your pussy over my face." "That sounds fun. We can both please each other at the same time." "Exactly." We quickly get into the desired position. She begins fondling my cock as I get right down to business on her little pussy. Unlike before, I start using my fingers. Also, in contrast to Brittany, I begin inserting my index finger inter her cunny. "What are you doing?" "I'm going to stick my finger in your pussy." "Oh, please baby, I think you will enjoy it." "Will it hurt?" "It might hurt a little at first ... but it will feel good pretty quickly." "Okay but please be gentle." "I always am baby, I always am." I feel her gorgeous lips wrap around the shaft of my dick. I slowly rub my finger into her pussy lips and slowly push it up just a bit inside her. "Ouch.", she yelps at my finger poking into her. "Sorry baby." I very gently begin pushing it further inside her. Oh, I so love having her suck my dick. For an inexperienced girl, she is doing quite a good job. I just wonder what her mother would think if she knew what we were doing. I continue to press my finger into her cunt as I try to probe her in search of her magic spot. I feel her insides. "Oh that feels good." I wonder, `am I close?' I plant little kisses on her legs as I finger her deeper into her. "Oh yes, don't stop." She returns her lips around my dick as she softly moans. She begins wiggling her ass from side to side but only very small movements. I reach my free hand and give her ass a slap. I notice that she has stopped sucking me and is just jacking me off. "Oh god. Yes. THAT'S IT TOM. Oh God...YES..." She is almost screaming. For a minute I almost think she is going to pass out. A fear suddenly grips me. Will the neighbors hear her screaming? My fingering of her has increased frantically as I press firmly on the spot and continue rubbing it in fast short motions. At the same time she is rubbing my dick faster than I have ever seen her do it before. It feels like she is trying to rip it off. "Finger me...it's sooooo goooooooodddd.... Finger me ... faster tom, faster ..." "Oh god Brittany, I'm going to cum. Suck it baby, please suck it." She lowers her head back down and sucks it again. A few seconds later my cum flows out of my dick and lands in her mouth. She spits it just as quickly onto the bed besides her as she leans forward. She collapses on me with her pussy right over my face. I feel her smearing the few remaining bits of cum all over her face. I remove my finger from her and begin to eat her out while feeling her ass. I then gently stick a finger slowly up her ass while I lick her pussy lips. I expect her to stop me from playing with her ass but she says nothing. I reach my other hand under her and spread he apart and stick my tongue in her to probe her insides. I can feel her gently sliding her body in barely noticeable motions forward and backwards. I continue my ministrations with my tongue. I twirl it around in circular motions. I just wish I could spread her open even more than I do, but I am very worried about hurting her. I would love to stick more of my tongue inside her body. I continue fingering her ass while licking her. She says nothing but she is moaning in what I interpret to be pleasure. She really seems to enjoy it. My cock is totally flaccid now but I can tell that she is kissing it all over. Then she started to shake and again tensed up her legs and was totally exhausted as she fell flat on me. I removed my finger and tongue and she rolled off me. She landed in the cum that she spat out of her mouth. She moved off it and scooped as much as she could on her fingers and smeared it into her skin. "That was even better than before," she said. I look down at her and smile. I too am worn out and we haven't even been fucking. We remain that was almost unable to move. Finally while I go fix us something for lunch, Brittany jumps into the shower to get clean. After lunch I take more nude photos. I tell her how to pose and she obliges. Sometimes she will even make suggestions. Also, she takes nude photos of me. I really wish that we could take pictures of us together. I have to hope that next week that will happen. Yes indeed, just what would Elizabeth think of her daughter? END OF PART 6 PART 7 Monday came all too quickly for me. I enjoyed the weekend with Brittany but I was eager to ask Sara about taking pix of my lover and I together. I made sure that her dads car was gone before I went up to the house. I knock on the door and Sara quickly answers. "Hi." "Hi." "How has it been going with your father? Has he been fucking you anymore?"; I ask. She lowers her head so I can't see her eyes. Then she starts sobbing. "He hasn't stopped it. Thank you for trying to help me but it is pointless. He will never stop." Anger is brewing inside me. That goddamn bastard. I tell her, "I will be back tonight at 11pm and I will deal with him. I promise you that he will never hurt you again." She tries to talk me out of it but I will not be persuaded. I make an excuse and leave. I have to prepare. Once again I call in for work and use another personal day. I climb up into the attic and open a small safe that I keep there. Inside I have bullets and a gun. It is a 9mm. I take it down to the kitchen and put it in a closet and go to my car. I have one stop that I have to make. I go to a local sex store and buy a large ten inch dildo. It is about 2 inches in diameter. I return home and just sit in the living room with my gun and the dildo. I wait for the appointed time. At 10:50pm, just as in the previous time, I head over and follow the same exact routine. I enter the house and go upstairs to Sara's bedroom. I hear the same times of words coming from within. I enter the room to find her dad once again passed out on top of her. I pull him off and throw him off the bed as I instruct her to grab her clothes and go to my house. She hurriedly does as I ask and leaves. I wait about 10 minutes in the hopes that he will awaken but he doesn't. I just can't spend all night waiting for him to wake up. I pull out the dildo and ram it up his naked ass. I was sure that he would move when I did that but he didn't. I kick him 20 to 30 times all over his body. I place kicks to his head, dick, stomach, ass, shoulders and legs. I pull out the gun and shoot him five times in the head. Once in each temple, once in the forehead, once in the mouth and once to his heart. Well, tonight there is no possibility that he will see tomorrow. I take my gun and go home. I am panicking. What should I do? I just killed a man. If I am caught, I will get probably a minimum of 10 to 20 years. Oh shit, it isn't self defense. It is cold blooded premeditated murder. I am looking at life in prison. "So what happened?", she ask as soon as I enter. "He won't be bothering you anymore." "Thank you so much. I hope it works this time." She rises to her feet and says, "I better go home now." I reach her arm and stop her just as she is about to pass me. "You can't go home." "Why not?" "Umm ...Well .... I ended up killing your dad:" I just blurted it out. I think she will cry at the loss of her dad. She doesn't. She just says, "Okay, but where will I live." "You can stay here." ":Okay but shouldn't we call the police." I explain the whole thing and she says that she understands. "I will probably leave this city in 3 or 4 days. I need to take off. I have no desire to spend the rest of my life in prison." :"Can I come with you?" "I don't think so." "But if I don't, the police will put me in a group home or a foster home and I don't want to." She immediately begins with the crying. I finally relent and agree that she can come with me. "We will leave in three days. I have a request though. I am really going to miss Brittany so will you take some pix of her and I nude together." "Sure." I make some food and dress the bed in the spare bedroom down the hall. After school on Tuesday, I send Sara over to get Brittany and they both return. I lead Brittany into my bedroom as Sara follows right behind. I explain the situation to Brittany, but only in parts. "Brittany, something has happened and I am going to have to move away. I don't want to leave but I have too." "But why do you have to? I love you." She cries. "I can't tell you why. I don't want you to know the whole story. I will say that I did something to help Sara and I will get in lots of trouble if I stay." "I will go with you." "No, you can't. Your mom loves you and would miss you. That is not an option." "When are you leaving?" "Thursday morning. That's when Sara and I will be leaving." "Sara? Sara is going with you?" I see her face tighten up in anger. "Yes. It is necessary." "But we never got to make love together?" "I know baby but that's okay. I will still love you." "Don't worry Brittany, I will let him fuck this," says Sara as we both look towards her and see that she has pulled her pants and panties down to her knees. She cups her cunt in her hand. I don't believe that she said that. It is so inconsiderate. She continues, :"And I will let him fuck this." She turns around and bends over as she slaps her ass. "I bet you won't let him fuck either, will you?" "Oh yes I will ... " She looks at me. "So will you make love with me before you leave?" "I don't think I should ... I know that you don't really want to." She takes my hands in hers and says, "I do. I want to." I really do believe that she is only saying this so I don't fuck Sara but I agree to make love with her. I have wanted to for so long and now I will get to feel my dick inside her virgin body. I lead her over to the bed and sit down. As I pull her so she is standing right in front of me, I slowly take off her shirt. Then off comes her bra. I lean in and lick her boobs and suck her little nipples. I can feel them harden in my mouth. I have my hands on her ass. I back away and unbutton her pants and slide them down her shapely legs. She steps out of them and kicks them to the side. How can an adult not be turned on by a twelve year olds body? They can have just as shapely a body as an adult. Only a smaller version but just as nicely formed. Oh, what sexy panties she has. I slip my hands down her panties and cup that cute little ass in them. I gently squeeze and rub my hands all over them. I then pull her panties down her legs and she steps out of them. She drops to her knees and crawls half way up my body. She unbuttons my pants as I push them down my legs. She finishes by pulling them the rest of the way off and tosses them to the floor. She returns to my mid section and begins stroking my semi hard dick. Then she lowers her head and starts licking it all over. I look over to Sara and see that she has gotten totally naked and is sitting on a desk across the room. She is rubbing her lightly hair covered pussy. I continue watching her as Brittany is sucking my cock. I can't help but think about how much I would love to fuck Sara's cunt. I feel ashamed at the thought especially after knowing what she has been through. Brittany has done a wonderful job getting me erect so I guide her onto the bed. "Lay on you back baby." She does as I kiss her lips. Pulling back I say, "Sweetie ... This is going to hurt the first time ... But I will be as gentle as I can." "Okay." I see her bite her lower lip. She is clearly scared of what it will feel like. I roll onto her and reach for my penis. I stroke it until pre cum develops on the tip and rub it around her pussy lips and on the insides of her just between each lip. Slowly I push the tip inside her. She feels nothing yet. I gently but firmly press some more into her. She winces but does not cry. I have about only an inch inside her. Continuing on, I push another inch and see her biting her lip again. I can see she is going to cry. I push another inch inside her. Only two more inches to go. "Ouch...Ouch....It hurts." "Do you want me to stop?" She looks over to say and then firmly says, "No. Keep going." "God baby you are so damn tight ... I love being inside you." I push even more and more. I am completely inside her as tears stream down her face. I stay motionless as I lean to her and kiss her for several minutes on the lips. I lay still. "Are we fucking? Is it over?"; says Brittany. I hear Sara laughing. She can be so rude. "No baby, to actually fuck, I will move my penis back and forth inside you... Are you sure you don't want me to stop." "No, I want to do it. Please." I start to pull my penis back and then very, very slowly push it back into her. I hear sounds coming from her. They are not sounds of pleasure but sounds of pain. I continue in a slow rhythm to pull, push, pull, and push. At no time do I receive any indication that she is enjoying it. I soon realize that there is no way that I will be able to come. I pull my dick out and get off the bed. "Are we done?" she ask. I wanted to cum in her but I just can't stand seeing her in pain. "I'm done fucking you. I don't like seeing you hurting." I take my still erect cock over to the desk Sara is sitting on. "Mind if I fuck you?" I ask Sara. "Go for it." I pull her towards the edge and take my cock and shove it all the way inside her. "Ouch." She yelps. I wonder, why would she think it is painful after having her dad inside her? She looks over at Brittany, who is crying hysterically on the bed. I look at her and she is laying face down with her face buried in a pillow. "Fuck me Tom. Ram you dick up my cunt." She alternately speaks and bites her lip. I thrust my cock back and forth while playing with her boobs. "God, you are so damn tight too." I was perplexed by the tightness of her body. "You are so good Tom, Brittany doesn't know what she's missing." At hearing that, Brittany cries even louder. I continue ramming my cock in her. I just know I am going to fucking explode. "Oh god, Sara, I'm going to cum..." "Cum in me Tom, Cum for me..." As I was thrusting faster into her, she was humping her body off the dresser to meet each of my thrusts. She wraps her legs around me and tries to pull me deeper into her. We are both sweating. "I'm cumming.......Yes, Sara, Take it you fucking slut..." She giggled at my obscene words. "Oh god yes, that was awesome Sara." I came in her pussy and continued fucking in slow motions for several seconds afterwards. My dick was totally wiped out. I let my body fall onto hers as I kissed her with the same passion that I kissed my lover. In all the fucking, I hadn't noticed that the crying from the bed had stopped. I looked to the bed and it was empty. I quickly got off her and looked for Brittany's clothes but they too were gone. I ran out to the kitchen and look out the window in time to see my lover cross the road. What had I just done? I loved her with all my heart and I had just let my dick do my thinking for me. I didn't want to hurt her physically but in my sex crazed haze, I ended up hurting her emotionally. I didn't just fuck some girl on the streets. I fucked the girl who she thought she couldn't compete with. She thought all I wanted was a girl with big tits and Sara did have that going for her. She also thought I wanted sex so bad and Sara was willing to give it to me. Unfortunately, I seem to have made Brittany's fears come true about our relationship and what I desired. I go back down the hall and enter the bedroom to find Sara on the bed. She is on her hands and knees as she looks behind her at me. "So you want to fuck my ass?" She slaps her ass cheek. I am so angry and disappointed but my dick starts to grow. Without really thinking I spit out, "Oh yes baby, I want to fuck your ass." I stroke my dick as I say it. I get on the bed and move behind her before she stops me. "You better get something to put on my ass and your dick." Why would she need that? I'm sure when her dad fucked her ass; he probably wasn't the caring type to give a fuck whether it hurt her. Besides she has been ass fucked so much that it shouldn't be painful, should it? All I think about is getting my cock in her big ass but I rush into the bathroom and grab a jar of Vaseline. I grab a big gob on my fingers and start probing for her puckered asshole. I rub it all over her hole. Then I grab another, and rub it all over my cock. I take my cock in hand and rub it down the crack of her ass until I find her butt hole. I stick the tip of it at her entrance and push so the tip so barely inside. I grasp her waist with both hands and begin to slowly push. "It hurts," she screams. Why is she screaming in pain? She has after all experienced this before. I delay entering any further. "Want me to stop? As she turns around, I can see her teeth clenched as she speaks, "No but just be careful and go slow." I begin to push as slowly as I can. "Ohhhh...Ouuuuch." As I push, she moans in pain at the sensations in her ass. It feels like her ass muscles know that my cock isn't supposed to be there and they are trying to close around my cock to prevent further entry. I am determined to get my dick up her ass. I stop when I achieve my goal of being all the way in her. I stop and let her become accustomed to my cock. She shouldn't have to though. My dick isn't nearly as big as her dads. I feel I am about to erupt just from the tightness of her. She lowers her head and bites into a pillow. She must really be in agony. I slowly begin pulling my cock towards her opening and then slowly pushes it back in all the way. "Ohhh god....it hurts so much..." I decide that I had just better get it over with. Besides, from the feel of her ass, I know I can't stop from cuming and at most it would take three or four strokes and I would erupt. Then I would take it out and give her a break. I pull it slowly towards the opening and just ram it all the way back in. "Oh no ... god ...it hurts. I can't stand it." I look around and see that she is playing with herself. I pull back and shove it back in. She says nothing as her entire face is buried in the pillow. "You have such a tight ass girl. I love fucking it." She just whimpers in the pillow. I shove in, pull out, shove in and pull out again. With each additional thrust, more and more guilt rushes into my mind. That's it. As much as I want her ass, I can't stand to see her suffer. Just because I was pissed at what happened between Brittany and me; I can't take it out on this girl. I rip my dick from her body. She collapses on the bed. I take my dick in my hand and jack off until I come. I point it at her ass and let cum hit her butt and lower back. As I lay down on her; I kiss her on the neck. I can feel the cum between our bodies. "I am so sorry Sara. I didn't mean to hurt you." She was crying. "I shouldn't have put my dick up your ass." "I'm the one who's sorry, I was the one who wanted it," she says still whimpering. I am really disappointed. I was desperate to shoot my load up her ass. Nothing is more of a turn on than thinking of that and I failed. I couldn't fuck Brittany without hurting her and I couldn't fuck Sara's ass without hurting her. What kind of monster am I? Even after the sense of shame I feel, I was still eager to try fucking a girls ass again. I just don't understand. She has been fucked by her dad in the ass and she couldn't take mine with ease. It makes no sense. We just lay together with me kissing her cheeks and her neck all over. "I wan't to try it again." Did I hear her right? She wants to do it again. "But I don't want to hurt you?" "Please, lets try it again. This time I will stay like I am now. I will lay flat on my stomach and put a pillow under me to raise my ass a little. Please?" I was so excited that she would give me another opportunity. My cock stirred. I reached down and started stroking my dick. As it got bigger I slapped it against each ass cheek. I grab some more lube and generously applied it both to my cock and her ass. I pushed my dick slowly into her once again. When I get all of it in her, I just lay still on top of her. We remain that way for at least ten minutes. "I think I can take it now. You can fuck me. It feels so big inside my ass." I slowly start pulling it part way out and then ease it back into her. "Oh god, it feels so much better. Just go slow for a while." "I'll do whatever you want... Babe, your ass is so fucking unbelievable." I continue pushing and pulling very slow. "You can start to go faster." This is what I was hoping to hear out of her. "Okay...Just let me know if you want me to stop." I increase the speed slightly with each additional thrust. After the fifth or sixth thrust, she says, "Yes, god it feels so good, fuck my ass good." I start to give it to her even faster and harder. "Fuck me, fuck me good..." she screams. Suddenly I hear crying in the corner of the room. I look to see that Brittany has returned; she has her knees drawn up to her body and is sobbing. I so want to go comfort her but I just can't leave. I love the feeling of my dick in Sara's ass so much. "Fuck me ...Fuck me..." "Yes, Sara...I'm fucking your ass...I love your tight ass...." I ram my dick in and out, in and out as my balls slap against her ass. I am thrusting into her as hard and fast as I can. "oohhhh....yes....faster....fuck me faster....harder...." "Oh Sara...I'm going to cum in your ass baby....oh god yes take my dick baby.." "Yes fuck me..." She moans in a combination of pleasure and pain. I can't hold back any more. "I'm cummiinggg baby....take my cum you fucking slut..." I keep fucking her until all my sperm is unloaded in her ass. Then I withdraw and slap my cock against her ass cheeks and give her one spank. She yelps at my slap; then rolls onto her side. "That was incredible," she says in amazement. I get off of the bed and go to the bathroom. I come back with a wet wash cloth and wipe my dick off. I walk over towards Brittany and stand before her. She looks up at me with red eyes and tear covered cheeks. "What is the matter baby?" "I thought you loved me?" "I do sweetheart." "Then why did you fuck her?" "I'm very sorry Brit but when a man gets horny he needs to be satisfied... And as much as I wished for it to be you; you really couldn't do it." "I could too have." "Brittany, I tried with you and I didn't want to see you in pain." "But I can do it...I'll show you," she says as she reaches up and fondles my cock. My dick immediately stirs at her hands touching it. She gets on her knees and starts to suck me. When I am close to coming, I stop her. I grab my dick and give it a few strokes and unload all over her face. "I'm really sorry but I just don't think it is going to work between us." I go over to the bed and crawl up behind Sara as I reach around and cup her breast in my hand. Brittany grabs the wash cloth and wipes her face. She throws it at Sara and I, then she runs down the hall and slams the door as she leaves. "Good riddance to her... you need someone who can really please you," Sara says looking back at me. As much as I feel bad for Brittany and I being unable to continue our relationship, I just couldn't give up Sara's ass. I also loved her tits and her cunt too. Her ass though was what I really craved. I have never felt anything as good and hot as butt fucking her. End of Part 6 Part 7 - The Final Chapter Sara and I spend the next two days packing and renting a vehicle to drive away in. The police arrived just this morning. I found out that his boss had called them after her failed to show for work for two to three days. We drove about 500 miles north and rented a cabin for the weekend before we would continue until god knows where. I lay on my back ready for Sara to join me. My dick is already waiting for her at full staff. She comes out of the bathroom totally naked and crawls up my body. She straddles me as she positions my cock in her cunt. I place my hands on her hips and slowly push her up and down on my cock. She is riding my dick. As we begin to really get into it, she screams, "Fuck me...fuck me hard daddy..." What the fuck? "Daddy? Why did you say that? I thought you hated your dad?" I stop my thrusting but she leans forward and continues rocking herself on my dick. "I'll tell you but you have to keep fucking me while I do." I resume thrusting my cock upwards as she rides me. "I did hate my dad but not for the reason I told you." "What?" "I hated my dad because he wouldn't fuck me." "What are you talking about? I saw him on top of you." I continue fucking her with a steady rhythm. "I admit that was tricky. I mean getting him into my room was easy but then undressing him and positioning him on top of me. That wasn't easy." "What the fuck are you saying?" "Well my dad wouldn't fuck me like I wanted and after I saw you and Brittany together, well I knew I wanted you to be my daddy...I wanted you to fuck me." I was rapidly fucking her. She was going wild on my cock, with her tits bouncing up and down. "You mean your dad didn't rape you? I killed an innocent man?" "Innocent? He didn't do what I wanted...I always get what I want..." She had a devilish grin on her face. She looks so evil. "Not this time." I flip her off the bed and go into the bathroom. She is begging me to come back and fuck her. I decide to stay in the bathroom as I scream at her, "I can't believe I was suckered in by you. I lost the love of my life because I was stupid and tried to help you." I awake about an hour later to pounding at the door. Police. Open up. I run into the bedroom and grab my gun out of my bag and put it in my mouth. Just as they enter the room: Bang. "So where are you going?"; ask the semi driver as he leans out the window. "I don't know. Both my mom and dad are dead and I just escaped this guy who kidnapped me and raped me multiple times." "Hop in. Maybe I can help you." -------------------------------- Yahoo! Photos - Showcase holiday pictures in hardcover Photo Books. 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