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Die Perle has a new update http://in-paradise.com/perle. Find stories and
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Here's one for net consumption. USUAL WARNINGS APPLY. DO NOT READ ON IF
OFFENDED/UNDER AGE etc.
Hope you like it. Let me know either way!


JACKIE OH! OH! OH!


If I had known, would I have gone to that dinner party?
If I had known, would I have worn that white cotton blouse over the black
wonderbra, and the leather jeans that I bought when I was still a size 10,
and now, especially just after Christmas, seemed maybe a little bit too
tight round the hips and the seat?
If I had known, would I have had at the very least one too many of Kateıs
lethal margaritas (equal parts lime juice, ice, and tequila)?
There were seven of us. Me, Kate and Jane, old schoolfriends who never
lost touch, used to go on holidays together, and to the ballet once a
month, until Kate married Mark and Jane moved to Liverpool. Kateıs
husband, Mark. Janeıs current bloke, Stefan, the latest in a long line of
ŒJaneıs lost causesı, a bearded poet whom she met at a reading in a pub in
Speke and took under her wing. My ex, Brian, with whom I had broken up
five months back but still used to go around with when either of us needed
a partner. Neither of us had found anyone new, and although in my mind we
were clearly past history, I always secretly suspected that Brian still
carried a torch for me and would secretly love for us to get back
together. Or so I flattered myself. And an American guy, a historian from
Boston who was over here teaching for a term at the L.S.E. and
simultaneously working on a T.V. documentary about the American Civil War
with Mark, whoıs a producer at the Beeb, which is how he met Kate, when
she was an A.F.M., or Assistant Floor Manager, before she left to have
Michael and the twins.
I suppose I was dressed a bit tartily. And I suppose I did allow myself to
get drunk a bit too quickly. What the hell? Brian would be only too happy
to drive me home. I suppose I was bored, or frustrated, call it what you
like. Ready for excitement in the middle of a dull winter, after a
particularly dull Christmas. We all agreed that it was a dull time of
year. Stefan and Jane said they were seriously thinking of a spur of the
moment fortnight in the Caribbean, although Stefan seemed to regard the
idea as something of a class betrayal, and Jane wondered if her overdraft
was up to it. Obviously Stefan wouldnıt be paying.
The kids were in bed, the margaritas were drunk, and so was I, and then
the food was on the table (something wonderful from Deliaıs latest oeuvre)
and the red wine was flowing. In the glow from a wrought-iron Habitat
candelabra, everyone relaxed and forgot the rain battering on the windows
and the cold unforgiving January wind howling outside in Muswell Hill.
After weıd polished off the ginger and coconut sorbet, Kate made
cappuccinos in the coffee machine Brian and I gave them for a wedding
present. Stefan dragged Mark into the study to buttonhole him about a six
part series he wanted him to do on Polish underground literature, and the
rest of us settled back, tongues loosened, to gossip about anything under
the sun.
Well, somehow we got onto sexual fantasies, I donıt know why. I now have
the impression that Richard Clements (the Professor or whatever from
M.I.T.) was egging us on, in a quiet but insidious way, but at the time,
he hardly seemed to be taking part in the discussion at all, just leaning
back in his chair, tall and rangy, with a wry smile on his thin lips, and
a twinkle in his grey eyes, or was that just the glow of candlelight on
his spectacles? Anyway, Jane was going on and on about covering some
hapless stud (probably one of the Gladiators, anyway, nothing like Stefan,
who was thin and weedy) in molten Belgian chocolate and slowly, slowly,
licking it off, and Kate was saying, yes, but thatıs so fattening! and we
asked Brian if he had a special fantasy, and he said, no, not really, and
we all shrieked, aha, just as we thought! and Brian looked hurt, and
clammed up, and so, to cover an awkward gap, I said:
ŒMy sexual fantasy has always been Nude Snooker.ı
Everyone laughed, except Brian, and Richard said, what the hell is
snooker? and Jane said it was like a British version of pool, but with
more balls, and then she and Kate nearly had hysterics at the
unintentional double-entendre, and meanwhile Brian had to be almost
physically restrained from explaining virtually the whole history of the
game and all the rules from scratch, and how many points you lose for
going in off the blue, and ...
ŒSo why do you want to play this ridiculous game?ı asked Richard. ŒAnd why
in the nude?ı He pronounced it Œnoodı, which made the whole thing seem
even sillier.
Face flushed, fuelled, as I say, by one drink too many, made reckless with
a good meal inside me and an odd desire to really needle Brian, who could
be a bit of a prude at times, I spilled out the whole idea. Maybe I
embellished a bit for hopefully comic effect, but the backbone of this
fantasy had been with me a long time, and had always turned me on when I
was most desperate for something, anything, to do so. Like in bed with
Brian, for example, on more than one occasion.
ŒRight, well, thereıs this rich Arab, or something, anyway heıs tall,
dark, and devilish, and heıs captured me and this other girl, and we have
to compete for our freedom. We have to play snooker. In the nude, well,
wearing g-strings, stockings and high-heeled shoes, or maybe thigh-boots
with spike heels, it doesnıt matter, on a full-size table, like they have
at the Crucible, shut up Brian, he doesnıt care where Sheffield is,
anyway, a full-size table, spotlit in the centre of a big room. The Arab
stands there in just a pair of tight blue denim jeans, with a really thick
leather belt with a silver buckle, and he fingers this belt and smiles a
cruel smile as he explains the rules. We are to play one frame only.
Whoever wins can go free and she will receive a cheque for on thousand
pounds for every point she scores. Whoever loses will be his captive, and
she will receive one stroke of his wicked belt across her bare arse for
every point difference between the winning and losing scores. And we start
playing, and this other girl is not brilliant at the game, O.K., but sheıs
not bad, and Iım really crap at it ...ı
ŒShe is, too.ı Brian, unnecessarily pedantic as ever.
ŒThank you Sir Galahad ... anyway, Iım getting further and further behind,
and my glasses are steaming up, and Iım almost crying with frustration
because I can barely see the balls, let alone hit them, and my shots are
all going wrong, and Iım missing the reds and fouling the pink and going
in off the black all the time. And my tits keep wobbling about and getting
in the way of the cue and Iım embarrassed to spend enough time lining up
my shots properly because every time I bend over I can feel the Arabıs
dark eyes boring lustfully into my quivering rump thinking how much heıs
looking forward to lashing it to ribbons with his belt, and the other girl
is coolly potting away, one ball here, one ball there, occasionally a
little break of ten or fifteen points, and Iım going to pieces ...ı
Should I have noticed Brian, red-faced and thunderously silent? Or Kate,
open­mouthed in seeming horror? I didnıt. I was lost in my own private
world.
ŒAnd?ı said Richard Clements quietly.
ŒAnd I lose, by about sixty two points to twenty four, and he gives the
other girl a cheque and a peck on the cheek, and she puts on her clothes
and leaves, smiling scornfully. And then he unbuckles his belt, and makes
me put down my cue, and bend over the table with my arms outstretched,
face buried in the green baize, and then he rips off my g­string and lets
me have it good and proper with the belt.
ŒAnd do you count all thirty eight strokes?ı asked Jane.
ŒI donıt think I even get as far as one,ı I said. ŒIım so turned on Iıve
usually come by then. Otherwise the fantasy isnıt working properly.ı
ŒItıs not a fantasy, itıs sick,ı said Kate. ŒHonestly, Jackie, you should
see a therapist or someone. Being assaulted by nasty Arabs. Itıs deviant,
is what it is. This is the nineties, for Godıs sake.ı
ŒI think itıs wonderful.ı Jane again. ŒJackie, you make me feel happy that
thereıs someone out there whoıs more kinky than I am.ı
ŒWhoıs more kinky than who?ı said Mark, as he and Stefan arrived back in
the kitchen. ŒWhat have we been missing?ı
ŒNothing. Just a lot of silly girl-talk,ı said Kate, covering up, I thought.
ŒI hope they havenıt been boring you?ı said Mark to Richard Clements.
ŒOn the contrary,ı said the quiet American. ŒItıs been truly fascinating.ı
A bit of a silence.
ŒAnyone for more coffee?ı said Kate, breaking it.
ŒOr brandy, or port, if you prefer?ı said Mark. ŒI mustnıt, because Iıve
got an early start tomorrow at T.V. Centre, but anyone else is welcome.ı
ŒThanks but no. Weıd better go,ı said Brian, rising abruptly from his chair.
And he practically dragged me from the house without properly saying
goodbye to anybody, and before I knew it we were in his Toyota Corolla and
we were driving in grim silence around the rain-slicked North Circular. He
dropped me at my door in Wembley, refused to kiss the proffered cheek, and
still  without saying a word, sped off with a furious squeal of tyres back
towards his motherıs house in Putney, before Iıd even fished my keys from
my handbag.
The next day I had a real humdinger of a hangover, a thumping headache and
an uneasy feeling that I might be sick at any moment, so I made the easy
and instant decision not to go into work. Dealing with the vague sense of
shame, that I had in some ways gone beyond the bounds of normal decency on
the previous evening, was harder, but with great reluctance I managed to
make myself dial Kateıs number in order to apologise. But instead of Kate,
I got Janeıs voice on the other end of the phone.
ŒStefan and I ended up taking on board far too much of Markıs vintage
port, so we crashed on the sofa,ı she explained.
I told her why I was ringing.
ŒHell no, you didnıt embarrass anyone,ı she laughed. ŒExcept maybe dear
Brian. I shouldnıt think youıll be seeing him for a while. Which is no bad
thing. He doesnıt deserve you, the little wimp. Way out of his depth. No,
me and Stefan turned out to be the really embarrassing ones,ı she went on.
ŒOr at least we will be if I canıt work out how to get certain tell-tale
stains off Kateıs tapestry cushions before she gets back. Sheıs gone out
somewhere with the children, I think. Iıll tell her you called. Boy, was I
randy last night. God knows why.ı
A week later. Back at work. A phone call.
ŒJackie? Hi, this is Richard Clements, we met the other evening at the
Hathaways?ı
ŒOh yes. Right. Um, hi Richard, er, what can I do for you?ı
ŒI just wanted to thank you. Youıve given me a whole new perspective on
the British psyche. I used to think there was nothing worth watching on
T.V. in the small hours of the night, but now Iıve discovered that they
show hours and hours of this ridiculous snooker game. I should be bored
solid by it, but Iım not, Iım fascinated. I canıt help thinking of you,
you see. And now I think maybe I understand why my students spend all
their free time chasing coloured balls round a table in the bar when they
should be producing essays for me. Youıve opened my eyes.ı
I ought to slam this phone down right now. But I donıt. I donıt say
anything, however.
ŒIım sorry.ı He laughs. ŒIım embarrassing you. I have no right to intrude
on your private life.ı
ŒHey, itıs hardly your fault itıs not very private. Iım the one whoıs to
blame, blurting things out like that.ı
ŒListen, I donıt mean to be forward, well I do, actually, but how about
you having dinner with me tonight? Kate and Mark have another engagement,
and they have the baby-sitter from Hell coming over with her boyfriend so
Iıve no desire to spend the evening at home.ı
Œ... I donıt know ...ı
ŒOh say you will. Terrific. Iıll pick you up at your office, six o-clock,
and then youıre in charge. You can take me to a typical London restaurant,
show me what the idiot tourists are missing. Your choice, but my treat.
O.K.?ı
ŒYes, but ...ı
ŒPerfect. Six o-clock then. Got to go. Till later.ı
ŒBye ...ı But heıs already hung up.
All afternoon I wrestled with my conscience, weighing up the pros and cons
of going out to dinner with a man I hardly knew, but who knew a hell of a
lot, maybe too much, about me.
Pro: Going out to dinner with a man I hardly knew, etc.
Con: Hardly dressed for it, only my boring business suit. Still he canıt
expect me to rush home and change, can he?
Pro: He seemed nice enough. Quite dishy, really, in a
younger-version-of-Harrison-Ford kind of a way.
Con: He was scandalously privy to some of my most intimate and
embarrassing thoughts.
Pro: What the hell? Better any kind of adventure than just another tedious
night in with the telly.
Con: Iıll miss ŒE.R. ...ı Wish Iıd programmed the vid.
Somehow the pros seemed to outweigh the cons, and anyway, come six
o-clock, there was Richard, clearly not about to brook any opposition to
his plans.
The typical London restaurant of which I am most fond is, in a typical
London way, Malaysian, but the food was excellent, and Richard turned out
to be exhilarating company. Only about four years older than me, and
astonishingly still single, but heıd travelled all over the world, was
frighteningly well-read, and had wise and dryly expressed opinions on all
topics of conversation. He was particularly adept at drawing me out while
making me feel at home, leading me on to tell him more and more of my
fears and secrets and to babble on uncontrollably about my frustrating
childhood and non-existent love life, while all the time giving me a
wondrously relaxed feeling of security and warmth.
The evening passed in a flash. Richard settled the bill with a gold card
and a generous tip, and then drove me home in his surprisingly swanky and
sporty hired car. As I was getting out, I suddenly felt emboldened, and
leaned across to kiss him on the lips, and to my happy astonishment we
indulged in a long and very satisfying session of what Jane would call
Œtonsil hockeyı. I hadnıt necked as passionately as that since I was
sixteen. I invited him in, for Œcoffeeı of course (God, I thought the days
of doing that on a first date were long gone!), but to my disappointment
he declined politely and drove off with a promise to ring me.
I couldnıt sleep that night. What was it that made me so attracted to him?
I came to the conclusion that it had to be his gentle sardonic smile - he
had a way of looking right through you with a quizzical expression in his
eyes, as though he understood your weaknesses, and simultaneously censured
but forgave all your faults. I lay awake all night, with the memory of
that wonderful smile burning itself into the back of my brain, trying to
scheme up foolproof ways to get him to share my bed, or my life, on a
regular basis, and tormenting myself with the awful thought that the task
might be beyond me.
To my amazement, he phoned the very next day. Even better, to my delight,
he invited me to spend the weekend with him at a cottage he was planning
to borrow from a fellow academic, in Oxfordshire somewhere.
ŒNeed to get out of the city for a while,ı he said. ŒSpot of country air,
what? Does that sound English to you? Do us both the world of good.ı
I giggled and gushed and waffled about how much Iıd love to spend the
weekend with him.
ŒListen.ı There was a new sharpness in his voice. ŒWe can have a great
time, you and I. I think I know a bit about what makes you tick, and if
youıre honest, I think youıll have a pretty good inkling about me. So
thereıs only one condition to this jaunt. My rules, O.K.? Whatever I say,
goes, whatever I tell you to do, you do it. Get that straight and you
wonıt get hurt. Well, you wonıt go far wrong, in any case. Iıll see you
Friday.ı
I couldnıt sleep that night, either. My conscious mind told me I didnıt
know what on earth he meant by all that cryptic stuff. My subconscious
obviously knew exactly what he was on about. I became wet and excited at
the merest recollection of his strange tone of voice, and every time I ran
over his words in my head I got randier and more turned on than ever. What
on earth was I letting myself in for, I asked myself. And I sort of knew,
and I sort of didnıt, and I was a little bit afraid, but mostly horribly
eager to find out what it was I was waiting for, and desperately keen for
the weekend to come. And I thought, and thought, and dreamed, and dreamed,
and I couldnıt stop my fingers from seeking out my wet pussy again and
again and again, and I came and came and came, until eventually I drifted
into a fitful doze.
So thatıs how I wound up here.
Iım standing in the front room of a charming eighteenth century cottage
near Woodstock, my skin and hair lustrous in the glow of a real fire. I
can hear Richard busying himself in the kitchen, somewhere behind me. I
canıt turn my head to see him, though, and I canıt speak to him either.
Iım obeying my orders, like I was told. Iım a good girl, I am. Iım still
wearing the bottom half of my swish suit, which I bought in a tearing
hurry and a teeming throng of late-night sale shoppers on Thursday
evening, from one of Londonıs most exclusive, and expensive, designer
shops. Had to have it, despite it not being reduced, and frighteningly
dear, because it was perfect, for one thing, and because I managed to
convince myself I had absolutely nothing else to wear, for another.
Perfect for a sophisticated but romantic weekend, I thought. The shoes are
also an emergency last-minute purchase, understated, practically flatties,
which is rare for me, but then I wanted to ooze elegance, not look too
predatory. Hold­up stockings, too, in one of the least aggressive patterns
Iıve ever worn. Skirt full, just past the knee, very conservative for me,
but very chic nonetheless, in a dark nondescript blue­black motif, which
perfectly set off the blouse I wore with the classic and very flattering
suit-top. Oh yes, the blouse and suit-top. No idea where they ended up. My
unwonted elegance didnıt seem to last long. As soon as we got in the door
I was told to strip to the waist. I did put up a token resistance, credit
me at least with that.
ŒPity,ı said Richard, climbing back into his raincoat. ŒSuch a long drive
for nothing. Hey-ho, back to the big city then ...ı
And I was already tearing off my clothes, assuring him I wouldnıt disobey
again, pleading, practically begging him to let us stay.
ŒVery well. Last chance, though. Iım serious. One more peep out of you and
itıs London here we come. Now then. Stand here please. Hands on head, if
you donıt mind, and for Godıs sake shut up.ı
So here I am. Shut up. Hands on head. Nude, or rather Œnoodı, to the
waist. Apart from my best necklace, the antique silver one with the inset
rubies (Œmatches your eyesı, said Brian when I bought it), and of course
my hair-grips. Well I always put my hair up when I want to appear
sophisticated, donıt you? Also gives you more opportunity to smother your
neck in the most expensive and hopefully alluring perfume youıve got.
Although I fear I may just have overdone it a trifle today. At least my
underarms are thoroughly shaved and deodorised, which is good news for me,
if for no-one else, because when your hands are clasped tightly at the top
of your head, your armpits start to play quite a central role in your
perception of the world.
Thank God itıs not cold, with the fire blazing merrily in the grate.
Although youıd think it was minus ten if you saw my nipples. Theyıre
Œstanding out like wheel-nutsı (one of Brianıs less felicitous similes).
They always do when Iım excited. And Iım perspiring gently. Iım
desperately aroused. Curious, no, agog to know whatıll happen next.
Confused as to how I got here. I mean, how I let this happen. Let what
happen? Well, this. Me standing here like a dumb statue. Me, the picture
of obedience and submission. Submission! Christ, I only have to think the
word and my knickers are sopping again. Thatıs what it is, though,
submission (tingle factor goes through the roof again), and Iım loving it.
If I could wish for anything, it might be a cup of tea ... no it wouldnıt.
Iım lying. It would be to stand here forever, if it will please Richard.
To obey my instructions. To follow him wherever he may lead. To be the
unthinking instrument of his will, whatever that may be.
Sssh ... heıs back.
ŒHere we are, Jackie. Sorry to have left you. I was just organising things
so we can have a bite to eat later. Now, I have something to show you.ı
>From behind his back he brings out a belt, no itıs not a belt, itıs
thicker and shorter than a belt, itıs a strip of leather about eighteen
inches long and three inches wide, split into two parallel ends. My God,
itıs a strap, designed with only one purpose in mind. A shiver runs right
through me. I thought that only happened in books, but no, a shiver really
does run right through me, an involuntary ripple of my whole body. Does my
face betray horror, or eager, lustful anticipation? Iım feeling both, in
about equal measure.
ŒItıs called a tawse. Itıs for ... well you know what itıs for, donıt you.
Iım going to beat you with it. Thatıs what you want, isnıt it. Itıs what
youıve always wanted. Tell me, have you ever been beaten before?ı
Dumbly, because I couldnıt possibly speak, even if I hadnıt been told not
to, I shake my head.
ŒThen youıre even more of a fool than I thought. Youıre a romantic fool,
and I love and admire you for it. It hurts, you know, probably more than
you can imagine. Though God alone knows what youıve imagined, in that
mixed-up mind of yours. Where did you get the idea from? Books, I suppose.
Stupid stories.ı
I nod.
ŒYes. Well, itıs even worse than they say it is. But better too, at the
same time. Itıs one of the great unsolved mysteries. A strange paradox.
But if youıre sure itıs what you want?ı
What I want?! What Iıve dreamed of, feared, dreaded, but hoped for since
before I can remember. My deepest secret, buried inside every erotic
thought I ever had. Dumbly, I nod again.
ŒGood. It happens to be what I want, too. Now, skirt off, please.ı
No sooner said than done.
ŒNo, you can leave the stockings on. They wonıt get in the way. What an
unusual design.ı
And before I know it, heıs got me kneeling on the long low wooden coffee
table, nude except for stockings shoes and knickers, knees apart, and Iım
bending forward, arching my back, taking my weight on my hands which are
buried to the wrist in the thick pile of the soft sheepskin rug in front
of the fire. With a deft movement, he removes my glasses. Now Iım
helpless, practically blind, I can barely see the rug, itıs just an
off-white blur.
There is the click of a disc entering the C.D. player. Music starts to
throb through the room, wonderful mellow music, but dark and
soul-searching underneath.
ŒThis is Schubert. String Quintet in C,ı he says. ŒGreatest piece of all
time. My favourite, anyway. I want you to love it too. Itıs in four
movements. When they finish, we get down to the business in hand. Enjoy.ı
Aware of nothing outside my own body, naked and vulnerable, alone as I am,
the music seems to flood through me, the soft and ever-changing sonority
of the strings penetrating the very depths of my being. It seems that I am
part of some eternal moment, stretched out here, outside myself, strangely
detached, yet scared and excited, more clearly inside my own feelings, my
own skin, than ever before.
A shattering Adagio is followed by a searing Scherzo, and then a finale of
such profound gentleness and yet sorrow, that it seems it will never end.
And as the music progresses on its inexorable way, there is a rough warm
hand gently easing down my knickers, baring my bum, gently but insistently
stroking my exposed cheeks, while another handful of sensitive,
sensitising fingers are kneading my freely swinging breasts, tweaking and
flicking and pinching at my nipples, and then smoothing the downy hair of
my belly. My whole body has become a conduit for his electric charge, his
current, tense and relaxed, taut yet secure, breathing, existing in time
with the marvellous music that flows through me. Suspended in time in the
magical glow of the fire and the music. Until the fire and the music are
one, conducted, like me, by the electrical charge of his magical
fingertips. And suddenly, one long finger is probing the moist and willing
channel of my most intimate honeypot, rubbing and chafing, teasing the
secret treasure of my clitoris, using my own wetness and the atomic power
of my love button to turn me on, on, on ...
And as the music climaxes, so do I, strung out like a taut viola string
under the expert bow of a virtuoso, gasping for breath, blood pounding in
my ears, all the outside world blocked out as I indulge in the shattering
luxury of orgasm.
It comes as desperate shock when the music suddenly stops. The silence is
as deafening as the explosion of a thousand guns. He barely gives me a
split second to wallow in my pleasure. The fabulous fingers depart, the
cosmic warmth forsakes me, and I am alone, alone with myself, alone with
my body, stretched out here in the silence for his pleasure, my buttocks
arching upwards to meet his lash.
The lash!
The first stroke doesnıt so much knock me for six as for six hundred and
sixty six. It hurts! I never knew anything could be so intensely painful.
My whole body starts to shake in an effort to dispel the searing agony of
that first stroke. Suddenly, the perfect communion of that wonderful
orgasm seems years ago. Suddenly, I am very alone, I am very hurt, and I
am very frightened. Tears prick into the corner of my eyes, and trickle
down my nose towards the sheepskin rug. I want to shout out ŒStop! This
isnıt what I wanted! This isnıt what I imagined!ı but my throat will make
no sound other than a sort of involuntary gurgle. I am a snivelling
wretch, and I feel ashamed, I feel stupid. I want to go home. I want my
clothes. I want my Mum. Stop now, before you damage me beyond repair, both
physically and mentally. No, donıt stop, I donıt want you to stop. I donıt
know what I want. I donıt know anything.
Even if Richard were privy to the turmoil of my innermost thoughts, which
he may very well be, wouldnıt surprise me if he was psychic, he shows no
intention of stopping. Stroke upon relentless stroke thuds into my poor
quivering rump, my poor defenceless bottom  must be glowing hotter than
the fire by now, but stroke after stroke lands, one after the other, and I
find that although my knees wonıt stop sliding about on the table, and my
elbows soon give up supporting me, so that I end up with my torso sprawled
inelegantly into the rug, hands cradling my head, and although I canıt
seem to stop myself from crying, quietly on the whole, but often out loud
at some particularly outrageous assault with the tawse, my buttocks seem
to be getting better at absorbing the awful searing pain, and my whole
body seems to relax, well, not relax, exactly, but accept, yes thatıs the
word, to accept what is happening to it, and after all there is a kind of
rhythm to it, in some ways itıs like a different sort of music, more
personal, more intimate, more violent, for sure, but wonderful in its own
way, yes this is a new rhythm, a new music, this is a wonderful song and
Iım learning to sing it, to breathe with it, to flow with the music, to
dance and sing along with the singing and dancing tawse, and my dancing
bottom is now dancing in time with the dancing lash, rising to meet it,
and relishing each stroke, and the fire is now within me, I am on fire, I
am the fire, I am the fire, and the fire and the music are becoming one
again ...
And the tawse rises and falls, and I squirm and dance the age-old dance,
and cry, and snivel, but I begin to love it. Yes, I know youıll say Iım
mad, but I really do start to love the feeling, this wonderful, dancing,
fire and music feeling. And the fire and the music become so intense, so
searing, so wonderful the pain and the fire and the tawse and the dance,
that I think I can bear it no longer, and I start to make a low growling
sound in my throat, and I am lifting my head, and arching my back even
further, and straining against every lash of the strap, willing it to end,
yet not to end, pushing myself to endure to the last stroke, taut and
perfectly in tune again, like a live string beneath a dancing bow, an
instrument of ecstasy.
And the tawse is thrown aside, and the onslaught has ceased, and my eyes
are wet with my tears, but bright with my pride, bright with the fear that
I have conquered, with the freedom I have won ... and the fingers are
back, more urgent than ever, and Richardıs strong hands are easing me down
onto the rug, and simultaneously rubbing my boiling bottom, and tearing
off his own clothes, and he is naked beside me, stroking me, holding me,
kissing me, caressing me. And now he is entering me. It is time for the
last movement, Allegro Apassionata, and now we are in perfect synch,
perfect harmony, his every thrust is mirrored by my taut and urgent need
for him.
If I had known, would I have gone to that dinner party?
Jesus, what a bloody stupid question.
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Tim Starfield
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