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Drive to Meet - The next week.

Copyright July, 1998

Therestillis1@hotmail.com


Recently I became a woman that changes her mind at a whim, I cancelled my
next adventures.  The fall had left me with wounds to heal for awhile and I
needed to have some time to write.  Most of the men were nice enough to show
their concern about the accident and asked the invitation be considered a
postponement.  We will see in time.

I met up with an old friend in Colorado.  We had met auditioning for a play
in the local California theater group. We both were awarded the parts we
auditioned for and became close helping each other rehearse.  Steamboat
Springs was her summer home because for years she sang at a local club.  Tobi
has a great voice for country and western music and a stage presence to keep
the audience interested.  She didn't ever feel like she had the perfect looks
to make it in prime time and refused to pursue her career further.  Tobi is
5'5", overweight by about 30 lbs. and but can carry the extra weight well. 
She has naturally wavy brown hair that she keeps tied in a ponytail when she
isn't on stage.

Tobi's house is a great mountain retreat.  The feel of a cabin in the woods
with neighbors far enough away to keep total privacy while sitting on the
deck overlooking a beautiful view.  The house had belonged to her ex-husband
and as she puts it, was a cheap compromise for the pain and torture of
marriage to a short penis.

We reminisced the theater group, caught up on gossip, and cried over the
friends who have died of AIDS. The afternoon conversation tripped from here
to there as we sat on her deck, lingering over a bottle of wine. She talked
me into staying for a couple of nights so I could see her show.  I told her
just maybe a couple of days, but she was counting on longer, I could tell.

She set me up in her spare bedroom that had a view of the south.  I set up my
computer but wasn't lucky enough to find a phone-line. This would be a
present to her, she probably would never use it, but tomorrow I will call
around and have a new line installed.

The next morning, I heard Tobi rehearsing in the living room.  It was spell
binding to hear her songs.  I sat there curled up on the floor by the sofa
listening to her sing "In Need".    The tears began to fall again from my face
and she stopped.

"Hey, thanks for the compliment.  I always like making people cry with my
songs." She said as she sat next to me.

All my secrets began to disperse.  I told her about the relationship with
Kirk and the hurt I felt because I didn't reach into him as he did me. 
Explaining I really felt Kirk knew me better than anyone through his words. 
The guilt I was feeling about leaving someone behind that cared, but for me
it was just the need of company.  I told her about using someone else in
Austin and as honest as I've been about not having room in my heart, I
continued the relationship.  Life was very different for me I explained,
adding in the sexual encounters and the fact that I have sold off everything
I owned to start brand new and do the things I knew were for myself.  She
laughed because she always thought I was such a homebody prude.

"This is funny, it seems every time you become single, men knock at your door
and you usually don't let them in.  Remember Todd, who played the sheriff in
that play we did about the KKK, he had the hots for you so bad and you didn't
even give him the time of day.  Your weren't separated then, but you talked
about divorce.  I swore that boy would have cut himself off in his pants every
time he watched you.  Then I noticed what you did.  You put on weight so you
wouldn't have to go through that again.  But it looks like you've been taking
care of that problem too"  She said.  "I think you must be in heat.  The boys
can smell your sweetness for miles."

"Hey not fair!" I said "I was just caught up in a promise with the only
A-Sexual man on earth."  We both laughed.  She knew my ex and couldn't
believe a man so handsome wasn't gay.  She flirted with him on purpose at a
cast party and she made a comment to me that he didn't respond with a
flirtatious comeback.

"Hey, I've got a song for you." She said.  She put her arm around my shoulders
and sang "Smile."

When she finished she kissed my cheek and put the microphone up to my left
breast and said, "See, the heart is still there, beating away. The guy lost,
he didn't get it.  Don't let love come again so easily, okay?  Spend sometime
with me, you don't have to be anywhere for awhile.  Besides, in return for my
wonderful hospitality, you can help me retune my horse riding skills."

"You've got a deal." I said,  "Besides I feel like I've spent years alone."

The next evening I went with Tobi to see her show.  The audience really
enjoyed her songs and she responded to the attention and sang her heart out.

A friend of hers, Brenda came over to sit at my table. She was good company
and I had fun listening to her match wits with the waiter and joke about the
nightclub life.  Brenda has a small law practice in town.  She is about 5"5',
180 lbs., with striking blue eyes and dark hair that sets off her fair skin.

The next day we all decided to sun ourselves by Brenda's pool. The
relaxation would feel good and hopefully the sun would help the wounds from
the fall.  The wounds required explaining to Brenda as we undressed.  They
opted for completely nude, while I go for a lace bra and tong.

We reclined on chaise lounges and passed a joint of really good marijuana.
Brenda mixed up a batch of margaritas and kept the picture on ice for refills.
The sun was hot and the swim in the pool may have been a shock if not for the
way I was feeling from the pot and tequila.

The topics of conversation moved around from politics, books, menstruation,
mothers, men, and in-between, sex.  I began telling them both about a bondage
story I had read on a newsgroup.

Brenda said, "Hey, I would be the one tying."

Tobi replied, "No, you would be the one licking, girl. Claire doesn't know
you like pussy."

"Claire, I like pussy.  There now she knows." Brenda replied.

We all laughed.

Seriously I said, "Truthfully, I've read stories, I have friends who are
lesbian and discuss sex openly, and I had thoughts about sex with a woman,
but it was never anything I desired.  It doesn't repulse me, but for me I've
never been able to have sex without a lot of emotion…until recently."

"Where have you been," Brenda yelled laughing.  "Let me ask you something
Claire.  Do you like having a man lick on your clit?"

"Yes, I like it very much." I said.

"I've got a treat for you, because there are men that can be good, but Hon,
there is a difference when it comes from a woman." Brenda said. " We know our
bodies and what it feels, men only have what we desire inside of us."

"Brenda, I'm really not interested, okay." I said laughing nervously.

"Your going to feel good, Claire" Brenda said as she walked into the house.

"What is she going to do Tobi!" I asked.

"Claire just sit back and relax, if you really don't want it, just say
Cowboys," replied Tobi with a wink.  "Brenda loves cowboys.  This happened to
me when I met Brenda.  She comes on strong, but your going to be glad. I'll
be right here, okay."

Brenda came back out from the house with a basket and a towel.  She set the
towel down on the patio next to my chaise and sat on her curled up legs.

"Tobi, would you please put this CD on for me?" Brenda asked as she was
removing objects from the basket.  She placed on my leg a 10" vibrator with a
rubber attachment the size of an well-endowed horse, or so it seemed to me. 
Shots of tingles began running up and down my spine looking at this extra
large rubber cock as it rolled down between my legs facing towards me. I
hope she wasn't thinking of using this on me.

Brenda proceeded unpacking objects and placing them on my legs; a blindfold,
long white scarves, nipple clamps with a chain, long earrings, a black tassel
whip, a feather duster, 2 more vibrators, and a variety of other stuff..

"Stop Brenda," I said laughing.  "No way, no way are you using these things or
anything else you have in your basket on my (you know)."

"You are a tease!" Brenda replied.  "This is what I want you to do.  Lay back
and listen while I talk."  She went into a soft voice. "Take a deep breath
in. Now let it out slowly.  Breathe slowly, in and out. in…out…in…out. 
Concentrate, in…out…"

Knowing this relaxation or hypnosis technique myself, I complied feeling the
nervous tension running inside of me.  Sounds of ocean waves began filling the
air from the CD.

Brenda's soft voice narrated "Your at an ocean with white soft sand
disappearing into crystalline azure blue water.  Your skin feels rays of sun
heating your skin and you notice the oil on your skin is glistening against
the color of your dark honey tan.  Your lying on a stationary float in the
sand and small waves rock the float gently as the tide meets it's end over
your hand.  Your fingers lie listlessly as the current pushes them back and
forth in time with your relaxed slow breathing. Your legs are opened wide so
your feet are feeling the coolness of the water.  The relaxed mood allows a
favorite memory to enter your thoughts.  A thought about feeling like your
beginning to feel flushed, your walk becomes a dance in the air and your body
is moving gracefully as your back is straight. Your feel your breasts
protruding from your wanting to be touched."

Brenda continued,"You're not alone on the beach, but you can't open your eyes.
Your trusting to all the pleasures you are going to feel.  Feel the soft hands
caressing your breasts.

As my thoughts were focused on Brenda's images, my body begins to feel
Brenda's fingers running across my breasts.  I felt another set of hands
gliding up from my ankles towards the inside of my thighs.

I was too relaxed to move and yet involuntarily, my hips began to slide down
on the chaise and my knees went into the air.  I felt the silk scarves
wrapping wrists and ankles simultaneously.  I pulled at my wrists to feel
they were tied together lying across my stomach.  Pulling at my ankles, there
wasn't any resistance. I could move my legs up and down and as I tried, I
felt hands pushing my knees wide until my feet touched the hot cement of the
patio. Pillows were pushed under the small of my back lifting my butt high in
the air.

Fingers began running across the opened labia of my aching vagina.  I opened
my eyes to see it was Tobi.

"Your feeling good, aren't you?" Tobi said.  "It's only going to get better."

"You are such a good friend." I said.

Brenda continued with the narration as she described the movements of her and
Tobi's hands.

I felt my nipples being rolled through fingers and the nipple clamps attached.
Brenda described the feeling in my breasts accurately as the signals of a
pleasurable pain woke up a new awareness of sensitivity in my breasts.  As I
felt the chain pulled upwards, the arousal swelled my breasts and I let out a
quiet moan.

My own earrings were being replaced with another pair. I felt the heaviness
in my ear lobes of the large studs with long dangling chains falling down
behind my neck.  Heavy key-ring clasps attached at each end.

An "O" ring in the center of the nipple clamp chain is attached to the
key-ring clasps.  My nipples appear towards me as I admire the hardness
swelling them to a deep crimson.

"You can taste them yourself this way."  Brenda said.  "Take your tongue and
touch them.  That feels good, doesn't it?  Now suck on this one hard and I
will play with this one."

Tobi begins to run the huge head the largest vibrator across the opening of
myself.  I feel the vibrations low and gentle she begins to insert it slowly.
 I feel the vibration begin to reach far inside of me, placing my hips in
motion. Tobi laughs at the sucking noise as she pulls it in and out.

Brenda's soft voice begins again narrating "The clamps will come off and as I
pull each one, your going to feel everything rush towards the tips of your
nipples and after that your going to ask for them back on. "

"Remember a time when sex was so good for you. A time when the one your soul
was deeply touched with love and the goosebumps were rising inside of you
wanting to burst.  Your rocking slowly back and forth on his cock that is
hard just for you.  You're watching his face smile with pleasure and you know
he is enjoying the feel of you.  You're going to ask him if he wants it
harder, and he replies yes.  You back arches as you feel him so deep inside. 
Your sliding up and down on him and without your control, the muscles in your
pussy are pulling him deeper inside.  You like to be fucked.  You're enjoying
this immensely as you lower your body faster.  You tell him he feels so good
inside.  His name and voice is all you hear in your thoughts.  You call his
name out loud and tell him again how good he feels inside.  You have no
control over what your body wants or what your voice is saying."

"You want the clamps back on your nipples, don't you?" Brenda asked as she
again attached them and the chain to the earrings.

"Turn around on your knees and rest your stomach on the pillows" she added. 
I did exactly as I was instructed and felt my breasts define gravity.  Tobi
kept the vibrator inside of me as I turned.  She pulled my hips down lower
and I began to feel her fingers rubbing gently on my clit.  It was swelling
and so in need of stimulation.

Hot oil began dripping on the cheeks of my ass and I felt fingers rubbing the
oil to the rim my anus.  Something was sliding in slowly.

"You want your ass fucked, you want your pussy fucked, you want to be licked
until you come so bad, ask him for it Claire." Brenda said.

"I want to feel him!  Not all of this!  Please let me go, please Brenda.
Cowboys!" I cried.

Everything stopped.  I lay there laughing and thinking, what was I doing. 
This isn't what I want in my life.  God, if your listening, don't give me any
more reminders of the first time I was fucked in the ass.  I beg of you to
erase that memory.

I felt Brenda's arms around me and she held me tight.

"It's okay, we understand," she said.  "It's all going to be okay."

Turning around Brenda removed the nipple clamps.  Another reminder rushing
through me, allowing my body to tremble.

"I'm sorry, it's not you, or you Tobi."  I said.  "It's just…even though I'm
trying very hard to discover what sex may be like without the emotion of
love, I can't come to terms with it  I feel like I'm prostituting my values. 
This isn't I want for myself.  The adventures taught me that I want more than
a simple bond."

Brenda laughed, "Some people can't have it any other way, nothing wrong with
that.  We're just trying to help you get through the pain and show you a new
way to enjoy yourself."

"Thanks guys, I appreciate it, I really do."  I replied.  "You're the best,
really.  I won't deny that all of this does feel good, I just can't get
through the memories yet.  There will be a time to give in to my desires, but
I think I will just wait for someone that makes my knees go weak and makes me
so happy that I would risk it all again."

"Use those memories to help yourself heal Claire.  Go for what you want." Tobi
said in her caring voice.

"Heal me dear lord!"  I said laughing. "You know what, I still need to cum
and I've recently learned how to do it myself and spell it correctly.  Anyone
else need a toy and we can all have fun?"

On this warm afternoon, the three of us exchanged vibrators and admired each
other's bodies enjoying the pleasures of sharing.  We had a race to see who
could hold back an orgasm the longest and of course Brenda won.  We were like
little girls having a tea party, dressed in our best and discussing which
stuffed animal we enjoyed the most.    Love blossomed on this day.  For me it
wasn't the love I shared with Tobi and Brenda, but the love I was able to give
to myself.  I knew what I wanted to feel complete.

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