Message-ID: <5885eli$9711262133@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Archived-At: <URL:http://www.netusa.net/~eli/erotica/assm/Year97/5885.txt> From: whooami963@aol.com (Whooami963) Subject: A TRUE STORY ~~~ READ THIS. Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d Path: qz!not-for-mail Organization: The Committee To Thwart Spam Approved: <usenet-approval@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Moderator-Contact: Eli the Bearded <story-admin@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Story-Submission: <story-submit@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Original-Message-Id: <19971126060400.BAA01654@ladder01.news.aol.com> This is a conversation that I was able to obtain off AOL. This was an IM (instant Message) between two teenage girls. I lost the opening segment, but I will summarize what I recall. Also I have changed all the names that appeared in the IM. Other than that this is EXACTLY what was said between these two girls. As for those in the conversation, Its between Sarah (who is 15) and Becky (who is 13). Others in the story are David, Becky's 15 year old brother who has a thing for Sarah; Todd a guy who Sarah is sort of in love with (as I under stood it); Mike who is the villian here; Richard who is a friend of Sarah's; and Beth who is a girl that has FEELINGS for Becky. There are a few others of minor note not worth meantioning. Prior to what is shown below the girls were discussing what happened to Becky recently. It seems that Becky was sexually violated by her friend Beth. As I understand it, or as I remember it, Beth and Becky are close friends and this girl Beth comes from a real messed up home, where her father is gone and her mother is not much help and she was raised mostly by her sister who is like a lesbian. Becky also did describe Beth as being quite attractive. It would seem that several weeks ago, the two of them and a couple of other girls at a sleepover, got together and explored themselves somewhat sexually. Becky admited that she did sort of like it. Well a few days latter Beth told Becky that she wanted to do what they did that night, again with just Becky. Well Becky got scared and said no. Well a few days latter at another sleepover, while Becky was asleep, Beth began to touch and kiss Becky. This woke her up. Well Becky did not stop her at first. She was in shock and also was enjoying the experience as Beth had undone her PJ's and was kissing her all over and rubbing her body. However, as this kept going on Beth put her hand up inside Beckys Vagina which hurt Becky. Becky got scared and pushed Beth away then and ran from the room. After that Becky needed to tell someone about it and chose to discuss it with Sarah. Sarah wants Becky to get professional help and claims that Beth Raped her. Also by this point Sarah was upset cause all of this had brought up something that happened to her. Its at this point pretty much where the "IM" will pick up the rest of the story as Sarah is telling Becky about talking to Todd on the phone the other night and how upset she was about things. Date: 11/24/97 Sarah: I started to cry last night when we were on the phone, actually.... Sarah: I disguised it as laughing though. Sarah: you know Mike? Becky: David once said that you were kind of well ... Sarah: ?? Becky: NO not really I do not know him Sarah: David said I was what? Becky: David said that you always seemed sad and upset about your life, he wish he could take you away from it all. Sarah: i wish he could too... Sarah: well, about Mike...... Becky: yes Sarah: I.... I don't know why I'm gonna tell you this, but I am... I guess so that you will at least know that i really do know what you are going through, maybe even to a further extent..... Sarah: Mike was a guy I grew up with. 3 years older than me, we were best friends since I was born. Becky: ah ha ok Sarah: did everything together. he kept an eye on me and my boyfs, I listened to him complain about him and his gf's... Sarah: then one day friendship sort of turned into a rela tionship..... Sarah: serious boyfriend/girlfriend for about a year. Sarah: started out great, everything was heavenly... sort of like a fairy-tale or one of those Harlequin romance novels, ya know? Becky: sort of Sarah: about 9 months into the relationship.... Mike started getting very obsessive, very jealous..... Sarah: and very abusive. Sarah: he hit me. he once gave me this terrible black eye, and I claimed to everyone that it was from a football (under HIS in struction) Becky: Hmm he must be the guy that David reffers to as "that asshole". Sarah: that would be him. Becky: what has he done now? Sarah: he beat me rather badly.... finally, I ended the relation ship. Becky: oh Sarah: I broke up with him over 6 months ago. Sarah: about a month after we had broken up... after I had already met Todd and was falling for him and everything.... Sarah: well, we (both me and Mike) were at this party one night..... well, i'm sure you don't want details, so to make a long story shorter...... Sarah: Mike raped me that night. Becky: What did you do about it? Sarah: umm.... nothing. I tried to get him to stop, I screamed, I yelled.... nobody heard. Sarah: after it was over, I stumbled out of the trailor, dropping to throw up every 4 feet.. Becky: but you had to do something about it. Didn't you? Sarah: and walked the rest of the way home Sarah: something? like what? Becky: I dunno tell someone. Punish the prick - Mike. Becky: what if you got, well you know! Shit Sarah, I mean.. Sarah: you don't think I thought of that? Sarah: I was having symptoms Sarah: weakness, constant throwing up... really bad pains in my groinal area and my stomach....... Becky: Oh god. Was this like your well first time or what? Sarah: yep Sarah: nice way to lose your virginity, huh? Becky: ah I had a friend who had the same sort of thing happen to her once Becky: No its not a nice way Sarah: Well... anyways.... Sarah: one night... Becky: as for my friend she got sick to from a minor infection Becky: he got arrested Becky: ok go on then..... Sarah: while all these symptoms were going on.... I told Richard about this.... I fell down the stairs, from blocking out because the pain hurt so bad, and I fell down the stairs, hitting my head on the tile and forcing it to bleed..... Sarah: Richard (Rich) made me go straight to the doctor. Becky: good thing Sarah: wasn't pregnant, but yeah I had an infection.... Sarah: this.... this whole thing almost destroyed me and Todd Becky: Ok same thing happened to my friend Sarah: who..... well, we were pretty serious by then Becky: she had internal bleeding and all from the rape Becky: I don't know what to say to you about that... I am real sorry Sarah. Does David know about all of this? Sarah: yes... and there's more to the story, trust me. Becky: My problems are so minor to yours Becky: theres more????? Sarah: but uhh.... Todd is the only one who has heard all of the details of that one night. Sarah: oh yeah there's tons more Sarah: hell, I still have marks on my back and thighs from Mike's last visit. Becky: can you tell me what he did too you? Sarah: when? that night? or my last visit? Becky: that night Sarah: you mean like details? Becky: sort of?? Like what did he do to you, and what are you talking about "last visit" ? Sarah: ::sigh:: if you want the whole story of that night, I'll tell you..... Becky: only if you want to, I just would like to know Sarah: why? Becky: I will tell you all about me and Beth and all Becky: courious!! thats all.. Sarah: not necessary. just hold on for a sec, if I'm gonna drag this all back into the open again, I need to come prepared....... need some O.J. and some kleenex. brb. Becky: ok Sarah: Well, that party was given at a mutual friend's of me and Mike's... nice little house, we'd practically lived there as little kids, cuz we all grew up together. Sarah: I wasn't expecting to see him there, but did my best to avoid him once I did. I was in the kitchen, looking for some orange juice to mix up some screw drivers when he came up behind me. Sarah: he asked, innoncently enough, if we could maybe go some where quiet and talk Sarah: I was hesitant, but agreed, and so he grabbed a bottle of vodka and we headed outside Becky: ok Sarah: we went into the back where there was this old trailer, we used to play house in it when we were little. Sarah: we went inside it and jumped up on the bunkbeds and just started talking. Sarah: we took turns taking swigs off the bottle and just went on and on about nothing in particular Becky: is that when he... Sarah: not yet, there's things that lead up to it..... if you are sure you want the details? Becky: yes Sarah: ok... Becky: like did he force you to do things? Sarah: well, i am not sure how long we talked, but i remember both of us just being real quite, not saying a word...... and that's when he started to kiss my neck... Sarah: i pushed him away, not too roughly but hard enough, and told him to stop Sarah: but of course he didn't Becky: what did you do then Sarah: so.. he kept kissing my neck and started licking me too... and eventually i guess he pushed me down on the bed. Sarah: he sort of had me nailed down with his body, as Mike is a VERY big guy (capt. of both wrestling and football teams, all state in track) Becky: oh gezz Sarah: that's when he umm.... Sarah: he slid his hand up my skirt and tore off my panties Sarah: and he grabbed me and touched me, hard.. Sarah: and I started to scream and fight, just like i've always been told to do, but we were way out there, almost to the hills, no one heard us Sarah: i don't remember how or when or how long, but eventually all my clothes were off and he was...... well, you know. inside of me. Sarah: not at all gentle, no sir Sarah: hard, strong thrusts.. and of course I bled Sarah: god there was blood everywhere Becky: Oh God... I did not know.. I do not know much about it but .. oh god no wonder you got sick. How can such a thing happen. Sarah: ha... not done Becky. Becky: Jesus what else? Sarah: but i'll stop if you are uncomfortable. Becky: NO i want to know this Becky: its up to you though Sarah: you asked if he made me do things....... Becky: yes Sarah: this part Todd hasn't heard. i did hold back. i didn't tell him everything. Sarah: Mike got off of me, put me on the ground..... Sarah: on my knees Sarah: and.. Sarah: he held my head to his dick, and forced me to suck. Becky: how can you live with that? I would just die. Sarah: i thought I was going to Sarah: not done yet Becky: Jesus! Sarah: you ever here of anol sex? Becky: yeah Becky: oh my god no Sarah he didn't Sarah: jesus Todd hasn't heard any of this either Sarah: but yeah, he did. Sarah: on the floor of the trailor Becky: yet you let him get away with it? Sarah: let him? Becky: Oh my god Sarah... I don't know what to say.. I am so sorry for whatever I may have said to you in the past Becky: he needs to be in jail Sarah: ha... things change that quickly? Sarah: well, he's in NY, that's close enough Becky: how do you deal with it? Sarah: Todd... Richard... David too. Becky: who do you even talk to about it all, like am I the first to know most of this? I mean David doesn't does he. Sarah: umm....... David knows Mike did this. he knows that. as for the complete story? yes, you're the first Becky: gezzz Becky: I don't know what to say... really Sarah: and i trust that this wont go any further than this IM? Becky: mean no one has ever told me anything like that before Sarah: Becky I really need to know that no one else will ever hear about this. Becky: just do not know what to tell you Becky: I promise that NO ONE will ever know... I'd rather die. Sarah: thankyou. Sarah: now you asked about "the last visit"? Becky: I guess Becky: did he rape you again? Sarah: no, no....... not to say he didn't try Sarah: it was the night before my b-day Sarah: and he decided that we needed to talk again... clear things up. Sarah: I agreed, but was planning on coming fully loaded with amo. Sarah: well.... unfortunately I couldn't find my stun gun or my mase.... Becky: how can a guy like that be allowed to walk the face of the earth Sarah: ha..... trust me, there are several (Richard, David, Matt, and Todd) who would love to watch him die. Becky: add me to that list Sarah: well, back to the last visit........ Becky: this must be the thing that happened the other week that got David all pissed about you. He said you were playing with Fire. Sarah: well, once again, just to make a long story short... it resulted in 2 huge welts on my back (belt) a big bruise on my back thigh just below my butt (hand), two bruises on my high up inner thigh (hand) and a cigerette burn. Sarah: he was mad at me? David was? Becky: yes, about something .. he was mad when he was sick early last week. Sarah: he was mad because he thought i was going to let it go on..... Becky: oh Sarah: he wanted it stopped, they all did. him, Mikehard, and Todd all had a conference about it...... I witnessed the convo. through the aid of Todd and Richard Becky: Oh what was David going to do? Sarah: he wanted Todd to call my dad. or he was going to write my brother a letter Becky: Hmm, that would have pissed you off big time, but if I know David he would have done it Sarah: he went around asking Todd and Richhard would they be "willing to let me go, for the sake of saving me". Knowing damned well I'd hate them forever if they did. Becky: and? Sarah: I confronted David, me rather angry with him..... If he's going to discuss the outcome and effects of MY life, I better damned well be included in it. Becky: I want to know what did they tell him about "saving you" Sarah: oh.. Sarah: Richard sort of said no, he didn't want to lose me... But did say that if he were to go down to XXXXX, he'd just end up in jail Sarah: Todd said, "hell, I'd just go save her myself" Becky: oh so they were not willing to well step on a land mine for ya Sarah: Todd would. Richard..... if it came down to that, maybe. Becky: Ok well David was as I recall REAL upset about Richard or Rich as you call him. He said that he was playing a game or something. Sarah: ::sigh:: David had (or has) it stuck in his mind that Rich was trying to get David and Todd in trouble or something, so that I would hate them and only love Rich. It's a little something called paranoia, Becky. Becky: Oh Becky: well I know that he cares about you allot so, he would not mean to hurt you Sarah: i know. he did that night though. He hurt me a lot Becky: umm Becky: well he was mostly likey upset and confused Becky: he was sick you know that week Sarah: I know. I've forgiven and all... I care about him too. Sarah: yes Becky: ok Sarah: ha. he sent me a letter the other night...... Sarah: talking briefly about your ordeal Becky: oh Sarah: and saying things like "our problems here are so minor to what you've had to put up with" "how do you do it?" "you are so strong, it makes me love you even more" Becky: Hmm well I hope he was atleast tactfull Becky: well after what you just told me ours are Becky: but then he does not know all of that either Sarah: i just wanted you to understand that i know what you are going threw, except maybe on a bit larger scale. Becky: YES its a much larger scale Sarah: he knows the basics Becky. he does not know details, he probably never will. Becky: as for me and Beth, well I can say this.... deep down if we were alone I really doubt that I would have stopped her. She made me feel special and good, but I was scared. It was Beth who got us all to play around that one night at Sallys house. Sarah: umm...... listen, hate to tell you this....... Becky: dont tell him the detail, sit would kill him Sarah: Becky, sounds to me like you may becoming les. Becky: I won't become a dyke Sarah: Becky.. Sarah: another girl touched you sexually..... you enjoyed it. clue??? Becky: you don't know ...... Sarah: don't know what? Becky: whats its like ... I mean you do not personally care for that kind of thing. Sarah: I do not personally care for WHAT kind of thing? Becky: girls with girls Sarah: being sexually touched by another girl? you're right, i don't. Sarah: ok, well...... translation!!! Sarah: girls with girls= LESBIAN Becky: well up this way its well .. it goes on allot so I hear Sarah: ok, well..... looks like you are one of the "a lot" now. Becky: there are at least a dozen or more chicks at my last school who go both ways Sarah: ok, Becky. face it. you are, as you put it, a "dyke" Becky: Some older chick that David talks to on here at night she is Bi so he says Becky: I am not a dyke Becky: or plan to be one Sarah: Susan? Becky: yes thats her name Becky: I think Sarah: hmm...... interesting..... anyways, ok..... then what do you call liking to be touched by other girls?? that certainly is not signs of being a hederosexual. Becky: does not mean I am a homosexual either Sarah: no? Becky: As for Beth,, I have know for sometime that she was like different, but I have know her for about 6 years Sarah: what does it mean then? you are BI>?? that's the only other option Becky. you're one of the three Becky: but nothing happened till recently Becky: maybe I am Bi or considering that Sarah: ::sigh:: ok..... Becky: do cut me some slack I just turned 13 last week Sarah: look, whatever is going on.... we'll still be friends. yes, I hate the idea of homosexuality or bi-sexuality. but not the people. Becky: I don't have any idea what I want out of life yet at all. Can you say that you had all the answers two years ago when you were in the same boat? Sarah: hell Becky, I don't have the answers now either. Sarah: and i'm not saying that YOU should either. Sarah: not saying that at all Becky: Like if I am Bi or whatever, is that really wrong anyways. Just cause you do not approve means its wrong. Becky: I mean I love or loved Beth . She was or is just about my closest friend ever since kindergarden. Sarah: no, i didn't say that. yes, in my opinion, it is wrong. it's against nature. I mean, come on.... it's like a jigsaw puzzle. god (or whoever) gave us certain parts and pieces and put them in a certain order so that they FIT. two dicks or two pussies just don't fit. but I am not saying IT IS WRONG. it is just wrong in my eyes. Becky: Ok, I do understand what you mean. All I can say is that Beth is like one of the only people who knows about what I felt about David. Jennifer does not know about it. Becky: you do along with one other person and of course David Becky: there were a few others but they did not know who I was as I changed my profile so that they could not read it to see who I was Sarah: ::sigh:: Becky, I'm sorry..... but I just don't feel like going on anymore. not to seem like i'm turning on you or any thing..... but telling you about Mike and discussing THIS and THAT and so on.... it's drained me. I am going to go now, and come back at 8, see if Todd comes on, if not, then I'm leaving till 10 Becky: ok Becky: sorry to drain you Sarah: no, it's not your fault. take care Becky. bye. Becky: ok you too -------------------------------------------------------------- That (if you read it) was an actual conversation, not some made up story at all, between those two girls. Shit happens in this world and that story is like MAJOR shit! Question is, do you know what your children are upto (thats if you have children). The parents of neither of these two girls have a clue about this stuff. I don't know if they (the parents) either don't care or what, but it seems that these girls have some major problems and if this is typical of what is going on with teens now days, the GOD help us all. -- +--------------' Story submission `-+-' Moderator contact `------------+ | story-submit@qz.little-neck.ny.us | story-admin@qz.little-neck.ny.us | | Archive site +--------------------+------------------+ Newsgroup FAQ | \ <URL:http://www.netusa.net/~eli/erotica/assm/> .../assm/faq.html> /