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I wrote this from notes I made for an analyst I saw long ago on an
unrelated situation.  It's about the exploration we do in our
twenties, and I still think back on those times with excitement and
some disbelief.  The buildup might be a bit long, but it's what
happened, and the context is what makes it memorable.  I also have
more to write in a follow-up some day.

Standard disclaimers apply: those under 21 or offended by sexual
content are forbidden to read this story.  Reviews, criticisms and
come-ons will be ignored: it's me, it's my story (not an
advertisement), if you don't like it, fuck off.	~Cas





MY GRRLSTORY

	Lisa was a total bitch.  My roommate from first semester had dropped
out because she was homesick, and Lisa and her old roomie had decided
to part ways, so we were thrown together to finish the year.  When I
moved into that room (Don't ask me why I gave in, because I can't
figure it out!), I understood why that chick split.

	I shouldn't say Lisa was a bitch all the time, because she wasn't.
In fact, she had a bright, bubbly personality that she could turn on
at will, and I was quite enamored of her when I first moved in.  She
had a smile that could charm a snake, and big, pale-blue eyes that lit
up when she did.  The problem was, when the novelty wore off our new
arrangement after a few days, her temperament would turn on a dime.
She was all smiles one minute, then a moody rag the next.  The
unpredictability was more maddening to me than if she were a full-time
bitch, because I never knew what to expect.  Maybe I was too naive or
laid-back, but I had never met anyone like her.

	And what really pissed me off was that she didn't seem insane so
much as devious and conniving, testing me, pushing me, always probing,
as if by some plan.  Going through my things--at first in secret, and
then nonchalantly and "innocently" in my presence; leaving her stuff
on my side of our tiny room; "borrowing" clothes she liked, pens,
whatever; giving orders with her sweetness act, pretending to be
darling ("Do me a favor, hun?") instead of manipulative.  I could tell
she was a spoiled princess at home, and the times I overheard her
talking to her parents confirmed my suspicions.

	And it wasn't like she had anything on me, either.  I pulled
straight-As in engineering, whereas she never studied for her joke
classes for her joke business major.  Also, without getting too petty,
I was easily prettier than her and had a nicer body too, because she
was kind of thin and flat, a typical athlete's body, with short brown
hair and high cheekbones, but nothing to write home about.  Like I
said, she had a very pleasant smile that she flashed when it served
her purposes, but I was definitely seeing less and less of that.  I
was thin too, but with a much better figure.  My breasts got stares
from guys ever since junior high, and I knew Lisa could never fill a C
cup!  I also got plenty of attention because I took good care of my
blond hair, and I had a cuter face too.

	I am probably sounding pretty shallow about now, but those would be
the things I would fume about when she stormed out of the room after
one of her tirades, trying to fathom how she could get off thinking
she was better than me and acting like my superior.  On what basis?
I'd ask myself and grind my teeth.  Lisa pushed all my buttons.  She
would make me so angry that I would think stupid thoughts I would be
ashamed of, about jocks or Italians or whatever.  It was going to be a
long semester.

	Lisa definitely spent more time on sports than on studies.  She was
a sprinter with the track team, had been on the swimming team, and
also played intramurals.  I had never been a good athlete, but I
admired her drive and competitiveness, and even occasionally watched
when I knew she had a game or meet.  Despite our weird-ass
relationship, it was easy to root her on during competitions, and I'd
say that was our strongest bond, because she respected that I too was
competitive, but academically.  When she came home after a long day,
she was her most amiable, exhausted both physically and emotionally,
and she would sometimes ask for a backrub and spill out her
frustrations, and even listen to mine, the only time she was a good
listener.  Because we never got along better than those times, and
because I was purposely avoiding any social life until I was more
comfortable and established in school (I felt sort of alone and
untethered, too), I always looked forward to when she returned home in
the evenings, when I'd take a study break and we'd eat fruit and rap
for a little while, until she fell asleep while I gave her a footrub.
For a while, those were only times without any headgames or sniping,
and that was so nice.

	I'd say foot massages were her favorites, and I certainly understood
why from the few I'd had, and because she was working out on her feet
so much.  After a few weeks, she started requesting one every night,
so I checked out a book on reflexology that explained massage
techniques and energy points along the feet and toes, and I practiced
on her nightly, without her knowing anything except that I was giving
her killer massages.

	I must confess though, that my motives weren't entirely altruistic
either, because for as long as I can remember I've had a thing for
feet.  I know that's weird, so I'd never told anyone about it.  I
mean, it wasn't anything I ever acted on, because I'm no pervert or
anything, I just like to look sometimes.  I have no idea where it came
from, except that we weren't allowed to be barefoot at home, either
indoors or outdoors, and from as far back as I can recall I would
sneak peeks when an exposed foot, male or female, occasionally came
into view.  And it wasn't like I obsessed about them either, I just
always caught myself looking when a pair went by.

	That said, I thought that Lisa had attractive feet, smooth, feminine
and well- proportioned, with long toes.  I'd noticed them the day I
moved in, and surreptitiously stared at them sometimes, over my book,
while she kneeled on her toes, blowdrying her hair before the
doormirror.  It was no great chore then for me to give her foot
massages, although the first dozen times I made clear what a huge
favor I was doing her.

	Whatever our individual motivations, our peaceful minutes together
each evening served both our purposes, be they for relaxation or
healing or comradery or whatever, and they were only massages, no
lascivious crimes committed.  The footrubs in particular became more
frequent, and sometimes when I read on my stomach, Lisa would sidle up
beside me and actually begin studying too, with her feet laying
expectantly near my hands for a light rubbing.  She would occasionally
rub my feet too, although she obviously much preferred being on the
receiving end.  I think after a while it might have become apparent
that I looked forward to the footrubs too, and I would sometimes start
doing it without her "pretty pleases."  Lots of times, she would paint
her nails one of her funky colors, with only a towel wrapped around
her, and then a few minutes later scoot beside me without a word.
Occasionally, her breathing sounded suspicious, and I would glance at
her face, which never betrayed that anything but a footrub was
transpiring, and so I'd relax and continue.

	That said, I shouldn't give the impression that our nutso
relationship fared any better outside our regular evening times.  She
could still be Godzilla when she chose to be, and a couple times I was
close to moving out.  Once she stepped over the line and actually
ruined one of my blouses with a cigarette (illegal in the dorms, she
had been warned), so I snapped and told the resident advisor, Sandy.
I cleared out after that, because I was way too wound up for a
confrontation and had a calculus test the next day (which is why I
lost my patience, in large part), but I heard that Sandy had a long
talk with Lisa while I was out studying.  She wasn't around when I
returned home late that night.

	After the test, I was feeling much more relieved, and when I got to
the room, even a little guilty, and I would have apologized somewhat
to Lisa for going ballistic on her, except she wasn't there.




	When I awoke, it was dark and I had missed dinner.  I smelled enamel
vapors, and there was Lisa in her long bathtowel, screwing the top on
a bottle, her toenails a bright yellow.

	"Hi," she said, without looking up.  "How was your test?"

	"Good, I think.  I don't know yet."  I was going to continue, but
she cut in.

	"It was an accident, but I'm sorry for what I did," Lisa said.  "My
parents are sending me a check, and I'm taking you shopping this
weekend."

	"Thanks.  You don't. . . ."

	"I know I'm hard to live with.  I'm very sorry, I feel horrible."
Lisa pulled over her deskchair, and without a word propped her feet on
the bed beside me.  She leaned forward and stroked my cheek
unexpectedly a few times.  "I'll try to do better, honest."

	"I know."  I began rubbing the balls of her feet, as she leaned
back.  While I concentrated on my task, her telltale breathing
deepened.

	Suddenly, Lisa called out, "Hey Sandy."  I heard our door swing
open, and Sandy's head peeked in, her eyes wide when she saw my
fingers on Lisa's feet.  She looked quizzically at me.  I was shocked,
but tried to continue nonchalantly, lest Sandy got any ideas.  Lisa
said, "I want you to know that we had that talk you suggested, and
everything should be fine."

	I nodded at Sandy, but didn't maintain eye contact.

	"Good," Sandy responded hesitantly.  "I thought you could . . . if
you two ever need to talk or whatever, I'm always here."  I was
relieved when she backed out of my view.

	Lisa continued, "How's classes going?"

	"I'm slammed," Sandy said, still in the doorway, and still in
eyeshot of my hands on Lisa's feet.  "Getting ready for midterms.  You
know."

	There was an excruciating silence, which Lisa finally ended by
saying, "All right, good luck.  Just wanted to say hello, and thanks
for your help." 

	"Sure.  You two take it easy."  The door closed.

	Lisa sighed, her eyes closed.  "She's nice."




	True to her word, Lisa got a friend's car Saturday and we went to
the mall, and she bought me some clothes that were a lot cooler than
what I'd lost, a shirt, jeans and even Doc's sandals (I couldn't
believe that).  Her friend had invited us over to her apartment for
dinner when we were finished, and we looked forward to a meal that
wasn't dorm food.  It had been a really nice, mellow day, and we were
both ready to kick back.

	Lisa and I knocked on the door about an hour late (typical Lisa),
and Shai answered the door, all smiles.  She was very pretty, even
striking, with fine features and a dark complexion, like Indian or
Arab or something, long black hair and a wide, toothy smile.  She was
also quite tall, accentuated by the bright-yellow mini she wore, which
showcased her long legs.

	The moment we stepped in, I could smell why she was smiling.  Lisa's
other friend, Dana, was sitting on a couch with a burning joint in her
hand.  "Hey, just fired up a pinner until you got here."

	Lisa introduced us, and Dana uncrossed her legs and reached up to
hand me the joint.  She was shorter than Shai, with reddish, bobbed
hair and very fair skin.  "It's good stuff," she said without
exhaling.

	I hadn't smoked much since junior year of high school, so I only
took a baby toke, but it was smooth.  Lisa kicked off her shoes, and I
passed it to her, while Shai went to set dinner, and Dana approached
us with two wine glasses.

	"Hope you like white," she smiled at me.  "It's not too dry."

	I had another pull, and already my head was clouding, the three of
us standing together, me listening to the two of them make smalltalk,
while Shai clattered away in the dining room.  I was going to offer
her my help, when she called us over to eat.  I took a quick hit and
snuffed it out, then joined the others.

	Approaching the table, I noticed something strange, probably because
I was already stoned.  There they were, sitting at the round glass
table, waiting for me, and all of them had bare feet, Dana in her
tight black stretchpants which stopped above her ankles, with her legs
extended and feet crossed; Shai with her long legs and her miniskirt,
her knees bent and feet beneath her chair on splayed toes; and Lisa
too with her feet beneath her chair, but crossed at the ankles and
pointed at the carpet.

	You'd better straighten up, girl, I thought.  They were all looking
at me, waiting.

	Shai was an excellent cook, and she made two superb vegetarian
casseroles.  I didn't eat or talk much, because my head was swimming,
and I was trying to stay cool.  I kept finding myself looking through
the table, as one pair of feet or another flashed into view between
the serving dishes and placemats.  Then I'd catch myself and snap out
of it, and spear a forkful.

	Shai lifted a foot onto her knee, and kneaded her sole with a thumb
while her long toes stretched and fanned.

	"Don't you like it?" she asked.

	"Huh?  Yes, it's delicious," I started, "it's just, I think this
weed is wailing on me.  I haven't had any in a while."

	"It's fantastic, isn't it?" Lisa enthused.

	Shai stood and reached for my plate and silverware.  "That's all
right," she said, "there's more, if you want some later."

	"Yeah, we need to sprawl for a while," Dana stood and said.  "Why
don't you relax in the livingroom, and I'll get more wine."  Lisa
waited, over my shoulder; I rose and followed her, and we plopped down
on the long leather couch.

	Lisa lay with her head against the far armrest and her eyes closed,
legs draped onto the floor.  "Outstanding meal."

	"Mm-hm," I agreed, and there was Dana, handing me my glass, placing
Lisa's on the table.  Then she sat on the loveseat to my right and
crossed her feet on the table.  Her soles had a pink, healthy flush,
and her toes looked moist and soft, painted red, making slow circles
in the air.  We smiled dumbly between us.

	"Cassie, I understand you give a great foot massage.  Would you mind
giving me one?"  I couldn't believe what I'd heard.  "I'd really love
it.  Mine are so tight."  She smiled once more.

	"Give her a massage," Lisa urged, behind closed lids.

	I felt cornered, and glanced at my knees.  "Sure, I guess."

	"Oh, thank you," she responded cheerily, laying back and uncrossing
her feet in my direction.

	"Ooh, can I have one, too?" Shai squealed from the dinette.

	I swallowed some wine.  "Sure."  Dana still smiled at me.  I cleared
my head and leaned over, and took a foot in each hand, gently
squeezing in the direction of the toes.

	"Mm," she hummed, still with that goofy grin.

	I had to kneel on the carpet to get the right leverage to knead my
thumbs into the soles.  They were as soft and smooth as I'd guessed;
her flesh felt good and cool beneath my fingertips.  Dana and Lisa
were chattering away as if I weren't there, except when I looked up,
and Dana would stop and smile.  I would turn away quickly each time,
to begin working on a different set of points.  Chemically altered as
I was, I saw the colored diagrams of my book perfectly on Dana's feet.

	Lisa lit another joint, and held it to my mouth.  My lips touched
her fingers as I drew, my fingers still working.  Shai joined us,
holding the joint and sitting crosslegged and close, observing me
touching her roommate's feet.

	"How is it?"

	"Mm," Dana moaned.

	"Good, I can't wait for mine," then she blew a thin stream of the
smoke above Dana's feet, at me, and placed a small pillow on the
table.  She lay back, and propped her feet on the pillow, next to
Dana's, and stared at me with her arms splayed over her head, the wash
of her long hair arrayed on the carpet.  White flowered panties were
clearly visible as her miniskirt retreated down her long, amazonian
legs.

	I concentrated again on Dana's toes with the singlemindedness only a
pothead could muster. The pads were delicate, as was the skin under
the toes.

	An especially loud round of girlgiggling snapped me from my reverie,
and I drew my face back.

	"My turn!" Shai pouted, and waved her feet back and forth.

	Her feet were long and skinny, and finer than Dana's.  She also had
the exotic coloring of a dark-skinned woman, so her soles were a bit
lighter than the flawless tan skin of her insteps.  She had high
arches and most spectacularly, very long, fingerlike toes, with nails
of lustrous pearl-silver.  I went straight to them.

	"Thank you, hun," she cooed.

	As the chatter resumed around me, I explored every surface of those
sexy toes.  I think I neglected the rest of her feet after an
obligatory first pass.  I don't know how long I was on her.

	"Hey, they're not paying you for this!"  It was Lisa.  She was
speaking to me.  "Take a break.  Have a drink."

	"Aw," Shai whined when I sat back on the couch.  "That was amazing,"
she sighed.  "She's really good," Shai said to Lisa.

	"Yeah, I told you she likes it," Lisa answered.  Only then did she
turn to me, "Don't tire yourself out on them, when you still have
another pair to go." With that, she laid back down and kicked her feet
in my lap.

	I put my glass down, and turned.  Lisa placed a foot on my thigh and
lifted the other leg in the air.  There was her foot, so familiar, and
pretty, dangling before me.  I scooted forward as if drawn, and
reached for my prize, affectionately touching her.  So close.

	Her other foot stirred from my lap, brushing my shoulder, my ear,
playing through my hair.  I closed my eyes with the sensations, moving
my head in sympathy.

	Then that foot was gone.  I continued kneading the other.

	My lips were being delicately traced.  Her toe!

	I opened my eyes, my breath short, excitement from the caress and
the sight of her legs sweeping me away.  I opened my lips. . . .

	Her foot drew back, suspended tantalizing inches away.  My mouth
trembled in pleading.

	"Take off your blouse."  I wanted her feet so insatiably at that
moment that I did what she asked without hesitation, before I could
think too much about it.  Her feet rested on the floor now, so in my
bra I scurried to them.

	She raised them obligingly, and I firmly grasped both ankles, and
dove clumsily in, lapping at her heels and soles with my tongue and my
entire mouth.  My breath blasted against her skin, as I rubbed my face
all over the bottom of those lovely peds that had captivated me for
months.  I was out of control, and didn't care how I looked or what
noises I made, all I felt was mindless lust.

	I teased myself for as long as I could, before at last I had to have
her toes.  I licked the sweet babyskin beneath and between them,
sucked one and more of them into my mouth like tiny candies, my tongue
dancing around each one slavishly, lasciviously.  I opened wider,
wider, to try to swallow Lisa's feet.

	I don't know how long I loved her that way, but I do remember at one
point Liz Phair on the radio, singing directly to me, my eyes closed
as I rubbed one of Lisa's wet feet all over my face, and pressed and
jiggled another against one of my breasts, and I felt it coming over
me, from my crotch grinding within my jeans, into my chest, where it
grew, a vibrating that became a shuddering and overwhelming wave that
consumed my entire consciousness.  I was completely surprised at what
gripped me, as I had experienced feelings that powerful, and could
only hold her foot against my cheek and gasp for breath, my back
arching into her other foot.  It pulled me helplessly along, like a
protracted seizure, ebbing and flowing, and in surrender I licked the
polished nail of her big toe as I held her to me.

	A while later, still exhaling and laughing in relief, I looked up at
her.  She beamed from ear-to-ear, and was eating ice cream from a
dish!

	"Wow," she said playfully, holding a spoonful down to me.  I snapped
it eagerly.

	"Hey, hers is over here!"  I turned to Dana and Shai together on the
loveseat.  Dana's foot pointed to a dish of ice cream on the floor
behind me.  She bent down, pouring peach syrup on her instep.  The
stream creeped over her white skin, down her big toe, dripping onto
the vanilla scoop below.

	"Go eat your ice cream," Lisa said.

	I flipped around to clean Dana's foot, tracing the sweet trail with
the tip of my tongue.  She moaned in satisfaction, pressing it up
against my face, as I leaned down on all fours.  They must've unhooked
my bra when I was kissing on Lisa, because it fell off my shoulders.
I was going to stop and pick it up, when Shai's foot appeared next to
Dana's, her bronze skin coated in melted white ice cream.  It dripped
from and between her toes, gathered in drops at the bottom of each
one.  It looked so hot that I forgot about my bra and Dana, and seized
her ankle with both hands and began cleaning her foot.  Looking up at
her, I noticed something else: she had removed her panties, and there
was her pussy beneath a tiny button-patch of black hair.
Surprisingly, it only made me hotter.

	It was messy, and delicious.  One of Dana's ice creamed feet joined
Shai's, so I had a sweet foot in each hand, burrowing my face against
them.  First one and then another would leave and return with a new
dollop of ice cream, caressing, teasing, rubbing against my face,
ears,chin, neck, through my hair, and all over my chest and naked
breasts,  My eyes had long since been closed, as I licked and sucked
my way through the sticky goo, and after a few minutes I struggled
even to breath through my mouth, as four feet surrounded and overtook
me.  Toes were tugging and nudging my nipples too, as the girls
giggled uncontrollably above me.  Their prodding and poking became
more insistent.

	"Hey!  Hey!  Cool it!" Lisa snapped, and she pulled me, blinded,
away by my shoulders.

	"What?  We didn't hurt her.  We didn't hurt you, did we?" Dana asked
defensively.  Shai was still giggling.

	Lisa had me on my feet and was leading me somewhere.  Up the stairs.

	"Where's the towels?" she called back.

	"There's shelves in the bathroom," said Dana.

	The light went on.  Lisa cleaned my face with a washcloth, so that I
could open my eyes.  I was a disaster!  My face was caked with dried
ice cream, and wide streaks of it stretched over my chest and even
below my breasts.  One of my ears was filled, and my hair stood
straight and dried at ridiculous angles.  We both laughed.

	"Why don't you take a shower, and I'll get a gown or something from
them," she said.

	"Thank you."

	"You OK?"

	"Yes," I answered, and watched her close the door.

	My clothes were a mess, both inside and out, I discovered.

	Needless to say, it was a refreshing shower, not only to clean off
but also to shake out the cobwebs.  I tried to recall everything that
had occurred only minutes earlier, and my disjointed recollections
were confusing and unsettling for the mixed feelings I carried.  I
certainly remembered then why I had stopped smoking weed.  Things had
gotten way too out of hand.  However, it was also exciting, and I
couldn't believe everything I had done.  I turned the shower colder.

	It felt great toweling, brushing my hair, slipping the oversized
teeshirt over my fresh body.  I shook my head at my wide-eyed
reflection and sarcastic grin.  What did you do?

	The room below was lit only by the dancing blue of the television.
Lisa lay in its glow on the couch, drawing from another joint.  I
shook my head at her as I plunked down on the loveseat.  She continued
to hold it out to me, so I took it anyway.  Oh well.

	I passed it back, then declined when Lisa offered me another hit, so
she snuffed it out.  She propped a pillow beneath her head, then
patted the couch next to her.  "Come here."

	I lay down in front of her, and we spooned.

	"You smell good," she said.  Her fingers rested on the bottom of my
ribcage.

	"Thanks."

	"I hope you had fun tonight," she said haltingly.  "It was just a
game, sort of."

	"Yes," I said, ambiguously, staring blankly at the TV.

	"It looked like you enjoyed it more than anyone else."

	I didn't answer.

	"They're just silly bitches.  They think you're cool."  She paused a
long time.  Her feet rubbed mine.  I reciprocated.  "So do I."  She
kissed me behind the ear.

	My breath caught.  Is this what I had wanted?  It was a few seconds
before I could whisper, "Thank you."  I lay awake a long time after
her sleeping breaths began to wash over my neck.




	The sickening yellow of the streetlamp was mixed with dull twilight
when I awoke.  Lisa's shoulder poked into my back.  God, I had
cottonmouth.

	I drank three glasses of water standing over the kitchen sink,
brought a fourth one back with me, and watched Lisa sleep while I
drank it.  Her legs lay bare, and her nipple showed through a hole in
the knitted afghan.  I dipped my finger in my drink, leaned over and
lowered a drop onto her parted lips.  She was lovely and serene.

	I had decided, or more accurately, caved in.  I hiked the teeshirt
above my breasts, and lifted the cover to lay down beside her, kissing
her cheek and hugging her arm to my nakedness.  My mouth grew more
insistent.  I drew up and lowered my breast to her face.  Her eyes
cracked open, and she grinned, then suckled me like a baby, and then a
greedy baby, and then like I wanted her to, like a lover.  I whined
for her and stroked her cheek.

	Then she was on me, humping me through her panties.  I spread my
knees and held myself to her in surrender, cooing nonsensically in her
ear.  I'm your girl.  I want whatever pleases you.  So hot.  For you.
Just yours.  Yes, I loved doing that for you tonight.

	I found myself staring up at her as she lifted her bottom and
slipped her wet panties down her legs.  There was her beautiful, lithe
body, with a scant strip of pubic hair, as she lowered her toes to my
hungry mouth.  I vibrated them with my unbridled moaning, her toes
curling inside my mouth.  I nearly suffocated myself in my
zealousness.

	Her fingers gripped my hair, and she pulled me up.  Her eyes were
half- closed in lust as she drew me between her legs and opened
herself wide.

	"Please, please . . ." I whimpered as my nostrils filled with her
odor.  Her lips glistened with her excitement.  "Please don't share
me."

	"No," she stammered.  Lisa pressed herself to my face, my head
firmly in her hands.  I couldn't tell what her answer meant, but I did
not waver, trying to make sure she had said what I wanted her to,
trying to decide if I really heard feint noises somewhere behind me,
if they were people, watching.

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