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(I have always liked the writing of Wiley06, if not the details or some of
the 3pain2, certainly the situations, and the characters.  The following
story is a 3rewrite2 of a Wiley06 story, written to the specification of
my own particular fantasy.)

I Didn9t Scream
By: Imma Scared


During my second year of college I moved into a group living situation,
much like a dorm, but without big brother looking over your shoulder all
the time.  And unlike a lot of dorms, I literally had my own small studio
apartment, complete with a private bath.

Itwas a co-ed place, so there was a lot of fucking going on, with
everyoneseeming to be fucking everyone else, hooking up, breaking up, and
all that,playing the game for all it was worth.  I hadn't gotten involved
in any ofthat yet, basically because of the fact that I was still unable
to break the bonds of my strict Pentacostal upbringing. The other reasont
was low-self-esteem.

 I didn9t think I was all that pretty: at five foot seven, had hips
slender like a boy's, an a small ass firm and round,and and even with
perfect carmel colored skin, I didn9t feel I held a candle to most of the
women on campus.


I knew a lot of guys assumed it haughtiness,or aloofness,or even sheer
arogance which made me turn them down. 

I even  got some nasty letters from an unknown  3admirer2 who claimed I
walked like I above it all,3striding across the common areas like a
fucking queen,your shoulders back inperfect posture, your sweet little
tits jutting out provocatively,your sark brown,frizzy hair bunched in a
bun on top of head,  your nosejutting forward,your lips pinched inward as
if in permanent disapproval.  One of these days some man is gonna treat
you like you deserve, and rape the shit out of you.2 

Of course the letters were unsigned, and I knew there was no point in
going to the 3authorities2 about it. I  just was extra careful as to where
and when I went.

Theone letter  I got , though, really scared me:

3I tell you, whenever I see your my sight blurs with lust and hate--I so
much want to take you down a peg, you fucking bitch, tear you from your 
pedastal and make your squirm under my pounding cock.! 

I get hard just from looking at you,  thinking how much I9m going to enjoy
raping you. I can9t wait to hear you scream.

Hell, all I can think of is reaming you out, picturing you on your knees,
mycock buried to the hilt in your throat, of you screaming as my cock
splits yourtight ass wide open, your bodywrithing in pain and despair as I
brutalize you, of you squirminghelplessly under me as I pound your pussy
to pulp, your whimpering  begginh criesmusic to my ears. 2

This letter,  filled me with terror, not so much for the words, tho they
were bad enough. It was because I found this letter folded neatly in my
underwear drawer!  My 3admirer2  had successfuly entered my apartment, and
left little or no sign.

A bunch of unsigned letter, no sign of forced entry, what could they do?
That was the reaction of school security and the police. They couldn9t
help me, unless  and until my 3admirer2 actually  attacked me.

So I walked around in fear.  And then the my 3admirer2 started calling me. 

3I9m gonna rape you, you fucking bitch!  And there aint a damn thing gonna
stop me!2

I tried to reason with him. Tried to explain I wasn9t the bitch he thought
I was.

3Oh Yeah? prove it!2

3How?2, I said, hoping for away out.

3When I come for you, don9t resist, don9t scream, 3 the voice said,  3I9ll
still rape you,  but I won9t disfigure you, or kill you.2

Now  you may think I was stupid, but I believed if I didn9t agree to let
this man do what he wanted, he would  still rape me, and then kill
me.....so I agreed And perha[s, hoping that he might go easy on me, I told
him I was a virgin.

3Good2 He sounded surprised, and pleased. 3Soon, it9ll be soon.2


It was soon. He waited untilabout one a.m., until the place had quieted
down a bit.  Then he simply came to my room and knocked on the door.

Knowing it was him, I opened the door a crack, which he pushed open all
the way, knockingme back a step. Then he slammed the door behind him.

Standing in front of me was a huge man. He was about 696, and had the huge
build of a heavyweight boxer, or perhaps a football player, weighing at
least 280 pounds. But was most striking was his shaved head,  contrasting
oddly  wih his thick reddish beard. How could this man have been following
me without being seen?

He stepped forward, one huge ham-like hand reaching around my neck,his
other hand reachingaround my back, pulling theme toward him even asI cried
out, his handscrushingmy body against his hardness,, crushing my lips
against his as I grimaced in pain. 

As I gasped in surprise and panic, his thick tonguesnaked my mouth,
sending chills down myspine as he held my struggling form, holding me
there for longseconds as I squirmed in my grasp, feeling small, thin,weak
and helpless in his tree-trunk-like arms. 

He looked at me, and smiled. 3You look wonderful. So beautiful, hot,like a
trapped animal waiting for the slaughter!2

"All you have to do is beg me to kill you," he said, his eyes lidded, as
my breath coming in ragged gasps. 3Ask me to kill you, or scream, and I9ll
just rape your dead body. You9ll never feel a thing!2, he laughed.

I didn't scream.  I didn9t ask him to kill me. Maybe I should have. If I
had known how bad rape really could be, I might have. Maybe.

He steppedforward suddenly, swinging his left arm hard, up and across my
face, theretort of flesh against flesh sharp in the small space of my tiny
apartment, theforce of the blow staggered me,and I slumped to the floor,
leaning against theside of my bed, my legs folded under me.

I still didn't scream.

3Good,2 the man said. 

He reached down, and I could  feel power and lust radiating from him as he
jerked tme back up to my feet feet, pulling myhead back savagely to force
another hard rough kiss on me. 


My whole body was tingling as he threw the onto the bed, with  one leg
dangling off the bed. he smiled as stood there watching asI beganto sit
up, then he  put one knee onthe bed and grabbed a handful of my hair,
jerked me back down onto myback, and put my his scarred bearded face
inches from mine, as I sucked in breath afterpanicked breath through my
nostrils.

"I'm going to fuck you, bitch," he hissed,   as his free hand moved down,
and began tearing at my clothes, popping thebuttons on my jeans open even
as he kissed me brutally. His eyes shone with a manixal glee and lust as I
ground me.  He held the kiss for a long time,his hand digging its way to
my groin, past the my curly soft  pubichair, his fingers digging  into me.


He broke the  kiss, leaving me gasping, and and roughly thrust a thick
sausage-like finger sunkinto my virgin pussy, his huge hand mashing down
my clit as I squirmedweakly and my hips gyrated, trying to expelhis
fingerfrom inside of me. 

He took his fiber from inside of me, and rasising himself so that he was
above me,  he grabbed hold of my  jeans and panties at thehips and ripped
them down my legs. 

3Stay still, cunt, don9t make me hurt you2, he growled, as he  stood there
overshadowing me while fisting his humongous cock. It was truly
frightening to me,  twisted with thick ugly veins and the huge head bulged
a deep crimson.  the huge, hairy nuts swayed underneath the shaft.  as he
loomed grinning evily  over me. 


"Please, don't, don't,"I uselessly, senselessly,  begged. But I didn't
scream.  I didn'tscream.

He grinned a death's head grin."Shut up, bitch. You agered to this, you
let me in here.  Now take it."  

He he pulled my legs apart, positioned himself over me on the bed, and and
placed the thick bulbous head of his cock at the entrance to my pussy. He 
grabbed me around the waist and pulled me backat the same time he threw
his weight forward.  

I almost screamed in sheeragony as the massive intruder tore into me
ripping through my hymen.  But I didn9t scream. I still didn9t scream.

I clenched my fists in pain andgrom thr incredibletorture as his merciless
cock tore onwards and even deeper into me.  It bore in and I cried out,
pleading for him to stop the onslaught.  But I didn9t scream. I still
didn9t scream. 

My own body betrayed me, as my virgin pussy gripped his thick baton-like
prick, encouraging him to continue his punishment!  I finally felt finally
felt the large plum-like head bump the very limit of my inner self.  They
was a great cramping as it seated itself up against my  cervix and he
began to pulled back so that he could put more power into his foreard
thrust.

I almost screamed in terror as the cock cap stained my cervical hole tothe
limit.  Hepulled back and  I felt the lips of my pussy  pulling and
dragging at his cock.  It felt as though he was pulling my pussy innards
out as theyclung his cock. Blood lubricanted and coated his shaft as he
pulled out. It felt  as though all of my guts were trailing out afterthe
evil man9s cock.Then he slambed back intill the full length were firmly
hilted in my pussy.  

He continued to fuck me with long, ramming strokes--the weight of his
heavy body crushing me on each thrust. I could feel every bump and vein on
his huge penis eachrime  it slammed into me, yet he fucked me with a
furious pace that seemed to get evenfaster.  

He grabbed me around the shoulders so that he couldram into me even 
harder, pounding into my pussy. I felt as if my pussy was burning  as the
pain began to actually increase. I groaned, and whimpered, but I did not
scream.  I still did not scream.


His rhythm increased andY tried to meet  each powerful penetration,driving
my buttocks up, trying to pull him in even deeper in the hopes of easing
the pain of his savage thrusting. Of course, it didn't help.  My entire
body spasmed and I again, I almost screamed out in agony. He seemed to go
on forever, his beating hips growing more forceful and intense with each
deep piercing. my spasming vagina pulling and clutching at his rock hard
weapon of flesh.


I could feel my insides splitting painfully as my tormentor began ramming
harder and deeper into me, and seemed his punishing prick suddenly flared
into a hugeness that threatened to tearmy whole body wide apart-- rhen it
began to spurt--and she could feel a horrible hotwhite liquid  shooting
into me like burning fire, scalding my insides like streams of molten
lava. 

He withdrew his softening cock out of me and then  rolled off of me.

"Please go," i panted  out between sobbing gasps. 

he got off the bed, and for a moment, I believed my ordeal was over. But
he had only walked over to his clothes to grab his belt. Before I could
react,   he had leaned over meand  grabbed my  wrists.  

"What are you doing, what are you doing!?!," I  cried as I struggled and 
bound my wrists with his belt.

"Shut up, bitch," he snarled, slapping the back of my head whenmy
handsthreatened to escape the binding, but stopped hitting me when I
stopped struggling.  

"You and me, bitch, we're not finished, not by a longshot."  he leaned
over my prone body, his hot breath burning my ear.

He climbed back on the bed and postioned himself so that he was straddling
my hips, and grinned down at me.  

"Please, no more," I begged, "no more.  You'vealready raped me, just go. 
I won't tell anyone."  

"I know you won9t. Cause if you do, I9ll kill you. Or have a friends kill you."

"No...no..."  

"Now tell me! Tell me you love me!" he said.

"What?"

3You want to make me happy bitch!2, he puched me in the chesr with each
word. 3Tell me you love me!2

3I love you...2, I gasped.

3Tell me you liked me slamming into you pussy!2, punching into me again.


"I liked it," she said, her faced turned away from his, gasping for the
pain from his punches, tears streaming down my face.

He grabbed my head and forced me  to look him.  "You liked what, Dawn?",
using my name for the first time. 3Don9t make me slap you silly.2

"I...I...oh god...I liked you raping me."  I said as my rapist9s hand
squeezied my throatpainfully.

3Good Dawn, I9m glad you liked it. Because I9m going to fuck and huer you
a lot more, before we9re done.2, he said, griining.

He began to stroke my face. 3I9m so glad you were a virgin, not just a
stuck bitch! It beenfun making your very first fuck a living nightmare!2

I could feel his penis growing hard as it lay on my stomachm still slick
with my blood. I cringed inwardly, thinking that he was going to ram that
puniching weapon into me again.

3And babe,   if you thought I hurt you poor litttlr pussy, wait till you
experience my 9 ich rod reaming out your ass!2, be said and began laughing
like a maniac. 39course  you could scream, and then I9d kill you. I9d
still rape your ass, but you won9t feel a thing!2

I lay thre in terror. But I was determined to survive, so I didn9t scream.
I still didn9t scream.

This just might  kill you Dawn baby. If it don't you gonna shure wish
somebody would."  He lifted my legs so that now sat on his shoulders.
Still grinning at me, my rapist fitted his cock between the cheeks of my
tense buttocks, pressing the huge head firmly against my hole, which had
never had so much as a finger shoved trough it before. I couldn't help
whimpering  as he pushed harderat my tight hole. Suddenly,  I felt a deep
intense pain the head of the beast9s plum-like cockhead  popped in. I
clapped my hands to  mouth to muffle the scream that would have awakened
the dead ,  and tried with all my might to pull away from him.


Now came the most painful period of time I was ever to know. My rapist
bent forward, and grabbed my hips, and lunged forward HARD.  

I truly screamed then,  the sound almost escaping from behind my hands, as
his steel-hard, red-hot thick cock went in in one incrediably long and
painful stroke. He paused, and slowly drew his cock throgh the depths of
my being until only the head of his cock remained lodged in my ass. He
paused again, squeezing my hips in his hard massive hands,

Then he launched suddenly forward again! I could only whimper as floods of
white hot pain shot up my spine into my brain so that I saw stars. Wave of
pain washed over my whole being, and seemed to freeze my heart.

My rapist kept rpeating the slow painful slide out, and savage impaling
thrust forward deep inside my bowels again and again. I was engulfed by a
sea of pain inside and out, yet I was dinnly aware ofhim crooning
"OOOOOOOO you  make my dick so hard!"

3C9mon baby, beg to ram it in harder! beg me!2


I couldn9t have complied even had I wanted to, it was all I could do just
to breathe. But my lack of reponse seemed to enrage my rapist. I saw his
face turn red, and then he seemed to summon up something deep inside
himself. RRAMM! His thrust into me with a renewed energy, powere, and
strenght that took me beyond pain into something even more terrible that
cannot be described.

He paused again. " Now baby, I'm gonna take my time and fuck ya nice and
slow. Let's see how long I can keep my dick hard in this wonderfully tight
ass of yours. See how long I can keep you crying....."

He began to thrust powerfully,  yet slowly in and out of my tight ass. I
no longer had the breath to whimper, so that the tears continued to fall
from face, could have been the only sign I was still aware of what was
happening to me. 

It seemed my rapist had been slamming his thick piston-like cock in me
forever, yet stilll he  continued to ram himself  slowly in and out of my
ass.  Every so often,he would pause, and then restart my punishment  would
give me an especially cruel thrust that caused my body to jerk
involuntarily, and my muscles to clutch his piston like cock tight, adding
to my pain, and his pleasure.

Now the tempo of his already devastatingly pounding of my ass increased
sharply.  Ram!....slow slide out...RAM...RAM! RAM Until finaly he began
jerking his cock uncontrolably as he flooded my insides with ascalding
flood  of his  lava-like  cum.

He pulled his cock from  my ass.  pulled my legs from his shoulders, and
alowed histhe full length of his  body to fall heavily onto mine.  I
breathed a sigh of relief that this man was done with me. 

But because I didn9t scream, I was wrong. very wrong.

-- 
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Why shouldn't a woman like to read and write rape fantasies/stories? I am a woman, but I'll admit that I love rape fantasies. I love to imagine that I have been taken my force......Why should I be ashamed of that? 

And I rather find myself turned by men who fantasize about rape.....

Fantasies harm no one.

"here I wonder, if my fantasy were to become a reality: If a Totally bald man were  to take me against my will, to punish my poor pussy with his powerful pistonlike prick, would I not find freedon and joy?" 

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