Message-ID: <463eli$9704072247@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Archived-At: <URL:http://www.netusa.net/~eli/erotica/assm/Year97/463> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d Organization: The Committee To Thwart Spam Approved: <usenet-approval@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Moderator-Contact: Eli the Bearded <story-admin@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Story-Submission: <story-submit@qz.little-neck.ny.us> From: rankamatr@aol.com (RankAmatr) Subject: REPOST: Have you ever committed incest? #12 The Thoroughly Disreputable Incest Digest ========================================= Issue 12 Of all the taboos in human society, incest may be the greatest. No wonder, then, that it is also one of the best kept secrets.... We now know that incest is much more common than previously imagined. Many people first begin to fantasize sexually about family members. Cousins and siblings may help us explore another person's body for the first time. I want to hear from you if you have had sexual contact with a family member, and what impact that had on your lives. The story doesn't have to be very long, or detailed, or even sexy. Just let me know: ...with whom (half-sister, stepson, mother-in-law) ...at what age ...who initated the activity, and ...how you feel about it now I assure you, the confidentiality of any information provided will not be compromised. If you have a story you would like to share, please send mail to RankAmateur@writeme.com. Here are a few of the stories I have received so far. Thank you. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- The first time I noticed my mom was when I was 11. I started to go in a sit on the toilet and talk to her while she was in the bath tub. Nudity was never a big thing around our house. I spent a lot of time in my bedroom coming up with plans to seduce her. One night when I was 12 and a half, we were watching a movie on sattelite and it was super hot out. She was laying on her bed naked. I kept sneeking peeks at every chance I could without getting caught. Then I got busted. She asked me if I was looking at her tits. I turned red faced instantly. She knew I was looking so I couldn't lie. But I did. We finished watching the movie and started to surf through the channels. We happened by the xxx channel. I said something like wow look at those tits on her. Mom countered with mine are better than that. I said maybe but I can't touch your's. She laughed and said why can't you. I akwardly said because you're my mom. She then said true but if you want to I'll let you if you keep it between us. I got terrified, began shaking but went for it. All the while we had the xxx channel on. She asked me if I wanted to touch her pussy and I did but said no. I got a supreme woody for myself from this. The phone rang right in the middle of our encounter. It was mom's boyfriend. He was out of town on tour with a Canadian Icon rock & roller. I left her room while they spoke. For the next 2 years nothing was mentioned of the escapade. One night I was in my room watching a porno and mom came home from the bar. She came in and caught me. She just teased a bit about it and went up stairs. I followed minutes after hoping to catch a glimpse of her changing. She was laying on her bed in this sweater dress that buttoned down the front. She started to dial the phone. She then asked for Joe. I asked her why she was phoning him. She told me that she wanted him to come over for the night. I got jealous and hung up the phone. I told her th at she didn't need to do that she had a boyfriend (who lived with us). She then told me he was boring and she wanted something better. I retorted with if you just want to get laid I can do that. She looked at me and said DAVID you don't do that with your mother. I said why not I touched your tits. Then she said you really want to. Ofcourse I do. So I began un-buttoning her dress. She wasn't wearing anything underneath it. I opened it up and stated to rub her pussy. She opend her legs up wide and I stated to slide my fingers in her. Within seconds she was soaked. I was having my fantasy of 5 years coming true. I headed in to lick her pussy. The smell was incredible then as my tongue touched her she started to moan softly. I wasn't very expierenced in sex but I went for it and pushed my tongue as far as I could inside her vagina. After what seemed to be an eternity I went for the home run. She stopped me and told me to lay on my back. When I did she started to suck my cock. I was in exctasy. her mouth engulfed all I had to offer. The excitement was too much to bear and I released in her mouth. She never lost a drop. All of my sperm went straight to belly. She then Climbed on top of me. I layed there as she straddled my body and put my penis in place. She looked at me and said I have been waiting for a long time to fuck you. I said no way and right then I entered her slick pussy. She rode me slowly at first but within minutes ahe was at full gallop. It took about twenty minutes for me to cum again. After that mom laid down and told me that when ever I wanted to do it again she would. 6 months after our encounter she and I moved to Burnaby. She had finally had enough of her boyfriend who was very mean to her. We ended up becoming bed partners on a regular basis. Mom began inviting me to have sex with her and her cousin Bonnie after awhile. I used to get to play doctor with Bonnie when I was in grade three and she was like 26. I have actually gotten to have intimate relations with many female members of my family. I have never stopped liking older women since that night when I was 14. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- This is my true story and it has devistated me for most of my life. I'm not really sure why I'm telling you about this since I've never told anyone before. Maybe because I don't know you and you can't judge me. It started when I was 4 years old. I would go into my parents room to watch television and my dad would put his hands down my panties and start to masterbate me under the covers, while my mom was in the kitchen cooking breakfast. The thing that makes me feel the worst about it is he never paid any attention to me or my sister at any other time, unless it was to abuse us physically and emotionally. So I would go back there day after day and let him do that to me just to feel loved. This continued on a daily basis until I turned 9 and he took a work assignment out of the country. I tried telling my mom what he was doing to me but she wouldn't believe me (but I know she knew because she had came in on us a couple of times saw his hands under the sheet ,left and said nothing) This sounds sick, but I was so used to being masterbated that I would do it to myself daily, then I decided to have my little sister help me so I would make her lie down and lay on top of her rubbing myself to get off. I guess in reality this makes me a monster as well, but I try to tell myself that at 9 years old I really didn't know any better even though I'm racked with guilt about this. I am 35 years old now, and when my children were small it was very difficult for me to change their diapers, give them a bath etc. because I was afraid I would touch them and maybe get an incestous urge. But I am happy to report that never happened. I find myself coming to the newsgroups and reading the stories about incest, but I'm really not sure why. I don't get any sexual arousal from it. Maybe because the fantasy stories are so different from real life. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- If you have an incest experience you would like to share, please send it to: RankAmateur@writeme.com. Anonymity guaranteed. QUESTION OF THE WEEK: Perhaps you haven't had incest yourself, but you know someone who has. Maybe it's your spouse. Maybe you've been privy to someone else's incest, a friend or a relative. What do you know? How did you find out? "You can't do this to me ... I'm a tourist ... I'm an American ... I'm a Republican!" -- Daulton Lee (Sean Penn), Falcon & the Snowman -- +--------------' Story submission `-+-' Moderator contact `------------+ | story-submit@qz.little-neck.ny.us | story-admin@qz.little-neck.ny.us | | Archive site +--------------------+------------------+ Newsgroup FAQ | \ <URL:http://www.netusa.net/~eli/erotica/assm/> .../assm/faq.html> /