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Introduction:

My name is Judy Hess, but I go by the nickname Tawny.  This is the story of
my journey down the road to a submissive sexual lifestyle. Some is true,
some not, some I imagine will occur.  Whatever the case, I hope the readers
will be entertained and I hope I can gain some like minded friends  on the
internet.   I have been fooling with e-mail and chat on IRC, PowWow and
other mediums for a couple of months.  Due to some bad experiences I will
want to avoid phone conversations and revelations of my physical location. 
Likewise, having had my photo widely distributed on the net, I tend to be
covetous of my pic.
My personal background is that I am 28 years old and have reddish brown
hair, shoulder length.  I am 5' 8" tall and weigh 135 lbs.  I am somewhat
thin and tend to be active and athletic.  (Played basketball and on the
cheerleading squad in HS (Lots of gymnastics!).  Also ran on the spring
track team, without much success, but I still run regularly.  I like
outdoors things, hiking, biking, surfing etc.  I am currently "between
careers" and work evenings at various businesses as a hostess or waitress
etc.  (Love those tips!).  I like this because my days are free for the
beach and outdoors.  Ah, and inquiring minds always seem to want to
know.... I don't stand in front of mirrors and measure myself, but I wear a
35C bra, which I feel I fill adequately.  My waist is still 25 (60 sit-ups
a day).  My hips are there and not fat (certainly not at 135 lbs.)


Part VII:  The Feminine Touch

I awoke late the next morning and hurried to get some chores done before I
had to get ready for work.  I didn't have a lot of time to think.  I went
to work, working a cocktail lounge that night, and found myself thinking
about how it was with David the night before.  He was a stranger until that
night, but he was so good.  I got tingles when I thought about how he had
just taken me from behind and completely controlled my orgasms.  I hoped
that I would experience more of that.   I arrived home a bit early, about
11:30 PM and took off my clothes and headed for the shower.  I thought
about the night before some more as I rubbed the soap over my body and ran
my soapy fingers over my breasts.  I thought about that big cock of
David's.  I ran my fingers over my ass and slid a finger in as I dreamt of
David pushing against my tight virgin hole and the way he held me so
steadily around my neck, controlling my pleasure and opening my back door
to his needs.  I ran my soapy hand over my clit and felt it get hard.  Then
suddenly my mind wandered to Dawn.  I saw her stern look and I imagined my
tongue running over her stiff nipples and having her hand push my mouth
into her crotch.   Damn!, what was the matter with me?  Get a grip!  
Surely I couldn't want to have a sex affair with that dike, could I?  I
dried off and slipped myself down in front of the computer.   I turned it
on and ran my fingers lightly over my nipples as I awaited the e-mail cue
to download.  The thought of getting another order from Roger for sex was
making me horny.  I couldn't let him know, but his little blackmail scheme
was turning out to be the best shot of sex therapy I could imagine.  There
it was, a message from Roger.  I looked and felt a sense of let down....He
only said he would be out of town and that I would find other things to
entertain myself until he got back.  There were a couple of spam messages
and then there was another from a "DOMLADY".  I opened it and stared a
minute.  It read.           "Have a nice day you little bitch? Did you
enjoy all those nice cocks last night?  I bet you did.  But I know you were
thinking about me, weren't you?  Play with yourself today and dream of me? 
I know all about you and what a horny little bitch you are.  All you need
is a little direction and you will make a very good toy. Now, just point
your little computer to #Dawn on your IRC tonight at 1AM and we'll have a
little talk about us.   And if you think you'll just pass up the
opportunity, which I know you really don't want to, then remember that
Roger loaned me your key."  My nipples were swelling and I could feel a
tingle in my crotch as I read it over again.  It was that Dawn woman.  What
did she mean by my key?....Damn! Roger must have clued her in on the
pictures.  I wasn't sure I wanted to take another step into the world of
female domination, or whatever it was.  Maybe Roger was pushing to find my
limits.  The thought of being controlled by that nasty bitch Dawn didn't
exactly appeal to me.  I just didn't have confidence she would stay within
my limits.  She may be a psycho or something.  It would be better to just
move somewhere else and have a bunch of perverts drool over my pictures
than submit myself to this woman.  She could do anything if she tied me up.
 Nevertheless, I decided it would be best to go on IRC and see what she had
in mind.  Maybe it would be some sort of voyeurism where she watches me
fuck some guy.  That wouldn't be so bad.  After all, she did sort of excite
me.  Her body was so sexy and her skin so dark and smooth.  I had to admit
that when she barked orders at me it made me feel sexy, vulnerable, like
when a man does the same thing. 1AM rolled around in no time at all.  As I
brought up the IRC file, my breasts began to tingle a little and I lightly
pinched them to accentuate the feeling.  Then my crotch started to get that
wet feeling as I imagined myself giving head to some guy while Dawn watched
and barked orders at me to swallow more.  I entered #Dawn and waited. 
Shortly the name DOMDAWN showed. "Good little bitch, right on time, that
will count in your favor".  "Hello, so what is it that you want?" was my
reply.   "We are really talking about what you want, aren't we you little
slut?  "Didn't you just dream about being fucked again all day?"  "You like
it don't you?"  I felt like she was reading my mind.. I replied..."Yes, I
enjoyed the sex last night".  Then, she typed.. "That's not all you want
though, you wanted to suck on my nipples too, you want to suck on my pussy
too, don't you?"  "You are an insatiable sex whore and you just haven't
admitted it to yourself yet, but I know already.  This line was bothersome
to me, she was so pushy!  I typed a reply..."I think you are overstating
reality."  Actually, she may have been hitting very close to the truth, but
then, aren't all people that way, deep down inside?  She answered.."Don't
talk back to me you little whore."  "You are going to do this now."  "Get
in your car, drive to I 40, southbound, get off at the E Street exit and
got two blocks to your first right -that's Wichita Street.'  'Then go down
a block to 345, on the right.'  'Park, go through the back gate and to the
back door.'  'Drop your clothes there, you wont need them inside,  and
knock." I thought about this briefly.......no way. No way was I going to a
strange house and do what she says.  Pictures or no, this was going too
far.  I replied..."I don't think so.  I'll need to talk this over with
Roger when he gets back"  I didn't have to wait long for a reply. "That act
of insolence will come back to you you fucking little bitch.'   'The clock
is running, 20 minutes. Be there!"  "Here's something for you to use to
reinforce your decision." I was about to sign off and begin my packing when
several downloads appeared,  I watched as they completed the download, then
automatically opened.  There I was sucking on Roger's cock. Then, him
squirting cum on my face and me smiling at it!  Then David pushing his big
cock into my ass as I smiled back at him.  As I suspected, the cameras were
still rolling last night! Then came the shocker.  A text list of e-mail
addresses.  My parents, aunts and uncles, former boyfriends, old school
teachers.  How could he have gotten such a list of people I knew?  If these
pictures were sent there I would be ashamed out of my life!  Then a last
line on the list......"Only 17 minutes left bitch!"  I was frozen as I
looked at the list.  Oh shit I thought as I pulled on a  pair of shorts and
a T shirt, grabbed the keys and headed for the door.  No decision to make,
I can think about it on the way to Wichita Street.  I just hope she doesn't
hurt me in some way.   As I got in my car I could feel my breasts begin to
swell again as they brushed against the T shirt.  Damn my body for exposing
me!  I was excited about touching her.  and her touching me.  I just didn't
know what to expect, a condition which provided it's own stimulus.
I jerked the car over to the curb with just a moment to spare and ran
through the back gate and into the yard.  It was an older house, but quite
large, in a suburban neighborhood.  The grass was cool and wet under my
bare feet as I approached the back door.  It was dark and I slipped out of
my jeans and let them drop to the ground, then my T-shirt. The cool air
assisted my already excited nipples into a stiff, upthrust condition.  I
was almost embarrassed by it and I ran my hands over them to warm them a
little, but they were stiff and I couldn't change that now.  Standing there
naked and exposed outside, I opened the screen and knocked.  There was a
moment's delay and the door opened.  It was dimly lit inside, but Dawn's
silhouette was unmistakable.  She was wearing high spike heels, stockings,
a garter belt, the same tight leather mini skirt and her leather, open
front bra. She reached behind her and took a leather strap in her hands and
said "Just in time my little slut."  "I knew you would be here like the
little whore you are.'  'Look at those little tits just squirming for
attention.....you want it and you can't hide it can you?"  I began to reply
and she immediately slapped me across the face.  "Shut your little bitch
mouth and speak when I tell you to.", she screamed.   Then she reached out
and cinched the collar around my neck, tight.  Then she attached a lead and
pulled me into the door.  I stood there, motionless trying to focus on the
room.  She ran her fingers over my breasts and lightly pinched each nipple.
 "I'm going to have a good time with these little buds."  "You have a good
body and with the right training you will be a very fine toy for me."  "You
want to be my little toy, now don't you you little bitch?"...."you may
answer now"  I could feel her touch on my nipples and felt a tingle through
my body.  My crotch was going to expose me again because it was running
over with juices flowing from within.  "Yes" I replied to her question.
"Good girl then" was her reply.  "Now, let's get you all set now, shall
we?"   
She led me into a small open room with a table covered with various leather
items.  I noticed a riding crop with a large dildo handle.  A cat-o-nine
tails whip, several leather straps and .......uh oh!, a couple small
insulin-type injectors.  She didn't speak, just stared at me as she worked.
 I was ordered to put my hands behind my back, crossed.  She ran a leather
Velcro strap around them to secure them.  Standing there, my breasts were
thrust out in front of me lewdly, stiff and erect. She took two small
strings  that were formed in a loop and put one over each of my nipples. 
She cinched them down tight around the base, restricting the blood flow and
causing them to grow even larger.   She then did the same to my clit.  As
she slid her finger in to locate my clit she remarked..."I see you are
mentally prepared you little whore'.   'Do you get wet at everything you
see?'  'Yes you do you little slut!"  I cursed my body for revealing my
feelings like that.  She knew I was horny better than I did.   As she
cinched down the loop on my clit she attached a plastic clip to the swollen
bud.  The pain was strange.  Sharp at first, and then pleasureful in a new
sort of way.  She attached a small chain to the clip and ran it through my
crotch, up my ass crack and then to my collar, where she attached it with
no slack. If I leaned my head forward, I felt a pull at my clit. Then she
took one of the injectors and held it up.  "This will only sting a tiny
bit.'  'Just relax."   "It could be anything and you wouldn't be able to do
anything about it, would you?",  she said, with a cruel giggle.  My eyes
widened.  She sensed my panic and went on..."Well, don't worry, it is a
blood stimulant',' We will put a little into your nipples and you will have
quite a wonderful sensation.'  'It wears off, but not until you wish you
had more!"  "If you keep still, I won't hurt you.' 'If you move, well..." 
I felt the sting of the needle and watched as she shot the clear liquid
into each of my nipples.  I felt nothing at first, then she ran her fingers
over my nipples lightly and I could see them swell until they stood out
twice as swollen as normal with the tips sticking out like thumbs.  She
adjusted the restrictors to handle the larger size and then she pinched
each slightly.  I went crazy.  The sensation was magnified twentyfold and
tingles ran through my spine. My vaginal walls convulsed and I could feel
my lips moisten as my channel overflowed.  She smiled as she tickled and
pinched my nipples and watched me react.  They became hot to the touch and
ached a little.  Ached to be touched. I felt like a bitch in heat. Wanting
to have an orgasm, but unable to cross that final barrier.  It felt similar
to having an itch you can't scratch.  I needed to have an orgasm to get
relief from the sensation.  She smiled as she teased me..  "There now, you
are behaving just like the little bitch I knew you were."  "You want me now
don't you?"  "Want me to put a little something in your cunt don't you you
little whore?"  "You may reply now"  I was in need.  I let loose.  "Yes,
yes fuck me please.  Give me something in my pussy."  I could hardly
believe it was me talking dirty like that to this woman.  Finally, she
attached a clip to each of my swollen nipples and each clip to a chain,
which was run through a loop in my collar.  The clips stung and at the same
time stimulated my nipples.  As I moved my head, the chain pulled lightly,
pulsing more sensations through my supersensitive breasts. She then led me
by the lead down a hall and then a set of stairs to a dimly lit basement.
As I adjusted to the dim light I could see what appeared to be one of those
BDSM cellars with all sorts of tables, benches, shackles etc.  Now I
wondered if things might turn for the worst. She released my arms and put
each wrist in a leather restraint, then attached a cord and pulled them so
I was spread eagle standing there.  Then she attached a bar to my ankles,
causing my legs to be spread wide.  I was completely vulnerable at this
point.   She walked over and took the crop and approached me, running the
tip over my breasts and across my swollen nipples.  She flicked the chain
attached to the clips and I flinched as it was translated into pulled
nipples.   She said.."Now, I believe I detected a little resistance to my
invitation tonight when we spoke via IRC earlier, didn't I?"  I remained
silent..."Yes, you defied me."  She let the crop fall across my buttocks
with a loud crack.  I felt the pain rush through me and yelped.  Then she
slit a finger into my exposed pussy  and wiggled it, sending me into
ecstasy.  "Now we won't let that happen again will we?"  Another swing,
this time right across my breasts.  Crack! , the pain, as she continued to
wiggle her finger in me.  "You can have pain or you can have pleasure, the
choice is yours, but not he choice of coming or going.' "That is my
choice.' "Understand?"  "You may reply"  I answered in the affirmative, of
course.  She then took the crop and stroked it down my front, tapping it
with light hits on my tits, my belly and then a sharp snap on my  hairless
pussy lips.  I jerked from the pain.  Then she took the other end and slid
it into my wet pussy, stroking it in and out and letting me have the
pleasure I had been craving.  "See, pain or pleasure."  "If you do as you
are told, pleasure, if not..pain".  The lesson was easy to understand and I
humped on the dildo, looking for my orgasm which was just a few strokes
away.  Then she pulled the dildo out and came around to my rear.  "Oh yes,
you like it here too don't you?"  She was teasing me and she pushed the
dildo against my puckered ass.  "Come on now, you opened up for him, now
you can open up for me.   I relaxed and the dildo slipped in. She pumped it
way out and in as she grabbed the chain and jerked it to pull my clit with
the clip.  The sensation was indescribable.  The near climax feeling, the
pain, the invasion of my ass.  Then she pulled out of that too.  She
slapped my ass hard again with the crop and came around to my front and
locked her lips on my mouth.  Feeding me her tongue, she ran the dildo up
along my crotch, teasing my orgasm. "I think you need to return my favors
now you little bitch."  She released my hands and my feet and led me to a
low, padded bench.  There was a pair of rings in the floor and she attached
my wrist restraints to them so I was kneeling over the bench, my face about
a foot above it. Then she sat in front of me straddling the bench.  She
leaned back and, grabbing my hair, pulled my mouth into her crotch.  "Now
you do me you little cunt lick."  My face was pulled roughly into her pussy
and I worked my tongue to slide up between her lips.  She was wet, but
smelled clean and my tongue quickly found her tunnel and I slid it in as
deep as I could.  I could hear her moan a little as I worked my tongue in
and out of her.  Then I would slide it up over her clit and lightly bite
it.  I did everything that I know I enjoyed.  I was surprised at how
aroused I was by it.   Her juices tasted peculiar, familiar, but the taste
and the smell made my pussy water even more.  I felt like the orgasm would
be my own and worked toward that end.  I could feel my nipples being pulled
by the chain that attached them to my neck and I rocked my head so my clit
would get steadily pulled.  I dove into her and sucked and licked with all
my vigor.   She reacted with jerks and moans as she yanked my head against
her thrusting hips.  Before long her juices began to pour out and her
channel tightened on my tongue and she climaxed.  She demanded more and I
continued to suck on her for a blur of time.  I remember a second orgasm
and then she released me.  I had to stay there, on my knees with my face an
inch from her pussy as she lay there, relaxing and recovering.  Finally she
said.  "That is what I was hoping for.  I could tell when I saw you that
you would be a good toy."  "You liked sucking on my pussy almost as much as
you like those big cocks."   "Usually I need to use a little more
persuasion to get that sort of performance out of a woman, but you are a
natural slut just as I thought, you little bitch."  I didn't know how to
take that.  I was confused.  I did like it.  I was eating her, because I
liked it, not out of fear.  She reached down and removed the clips from my
nipples, then she unstrapped me and led me to a table.  She told me to
mount and she strapped my arms and legs to the sides.  Then she went to
work on me, running her tongue through my pussy and sucking my enlarged
nipples in between her teeth, pinching biting, sucking. I fell into one
orgasm, then another , then another.    I was a fucking slut, that was for
sure, and I loved it.
I must have dozed of, or fainted.  I awoke still strapped to the table and
quite uncomfortable.   I lay there for a while, maybe half an hour, when
footsteps broke the silence.  I looked over and saw Dawn approaching me. 
She was clothed in a black dress and heels and looked like a Madame or
something.   She cam over to me and untied me.  She took me over to a
corner of the room where there was a depression and a drain.  She picked up
a hose and started to spray me down with cold water, as though I was some
sort of animal.  I turned away and she told me to stand up with my arms
spread.  I did as she said and she directed the stiff spray to my nipples,
my navel and then down my slit, stimulating my clit and cleaning me off. 
She tossed me a cup of liquid soap and I soaped my body.  Then she hosed me
down some more.  "Here", she said, throwing me a towel, "dry off and pretty
yourself up".  "There are a couple of people who need to look you over."  I
dried off as she watched, then she led me to a wall and trussed my hands to
it.  She then installed my clips, chain and loops so I was  the perfect
picture of a sex slave.   Next she reached into a box and pulled out a pair
of metal balls, about the size of golf balls.  They were shiny and rattled
a little.  She said.. "These are for you my little cunt."  "They'll remind
you of what you are all the time...a horny bitch made to fuck."  She came
over to me an put the first up against my slit and ran it  up and down
until my lips parted slightly, then she slid it in and pushed it up my
vagina with two fingers. Then she inserted the other one.  Their presence
made my muscles contract a little.  That movement made them move and they,
in-turn seemed to move, causing more of a sensation.  It was similar to
having a finger or two slowly massaging the inside of my pussy with the
accompanying feeling.  "They are called Ben Wa and you will leave them in
until I say you can remove them, understand me you little bitch?"  I
answered "Yes Mistress"  In a short while I was panting a little as I felt
my vagina squeeze and my juices begin to flow rapidly.   She went upstairs
and came back down a while later with two men.  They stared at me and came
over and ran their fingers and hands over my buttocks, stomach, arms and my
breasts.  I was very hot by then and my flesh was hot to their touch.  I
must have seemed like a bitch in heat to them. One guy shoved a finger into
my pussy and wiggled it to see my reaction.  I couldn't figure where these
two fit into the picture.  They examined me as though I was to be sold to
them or something.  Dawn left with them and then came back.  I asked her
who the men were.  She just smiled at me as she untied me.  "They liked
your hot body Tawny"  "All men seem to like your body".  "That's because
you are a superb fuck-toy, bitch"  "That's all you need to know."  "Now go
away for now, and leave your little balls inside until you read an e-mail
saying you can take them out."  " I find out you are cheating on me, I'll
whip your little white ass til it glows."

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