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From: woodsmok@gte.net (MC Woodsmoke)
Subject: RP Kinetics (mff sf/sh/mc) 09/10

Disclaimer :

    Read No Further If You Are Under The Age Of 18 Or 
If You Are Offended By Graphic Descriptions Of Sexual 
Activity.  All Characters, Situations, And Locations 
Are Purely Fictional.  In the real world there are 
STD's like AIDS, this is an imaginary world where the 
activities described here wouldn't be suicidal.

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Chapter 9  Soul Search

The news was full of reports the next day.

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The Police and Fire Departments managed to arrive just 
in time to pull one: Joshua Iftridge, a 19 year old 
African American male student from a fire that had 
consumed all other evidence of what was reported to 
have been another campus attack.  Gasoline had been 
poured on everything including Mr. Iftridge and then 
lit.  Mr. Iftridge was saved by an arriving security 
officer who was able to extinguish the flames around 
the man.  Mr. Iftridge is currently listed as critical 
at County UM.  Preliminary reports say he has been 
severely beaten and sexually molested.  Mr. Iftridge is 
currently sedated and it is unknown if and when he 
regains consciousness; what information he will be able 
to provide the authorities.

Tiffany Sui-Len was pronounced dead at the scene.  So 
far no positive id has been established for the other 
four blackened bodies found at the crime site.  Due to 
the severity of the fire and the manner in which these 
bodies were found, identification may not be possible.  
Police are still searching for the person, possibly a 
medical student, who called 911, they would like to 
question him about the incident.

This is Betsy Blaine reporting live from ..........

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"Shut it off!  I've think we've all heard enough." I 
said.

Monique came out of the bathroom drying her hair.  She 
reached for the remote and turned off the TV.  "Josh 
we're all tired.  You need to come lie down for awhile.  
You need to rest".

"Why?" I asked petulantly.

"So I can get my strength back?"

"So I can make some more deadly mistakes?"

"So I can KILL some more people???" my voice was 
becoming hysterical so I shut up.

Jacqueline sat down on the couch with me.  Like Monique 
she had been trying to wash away the dirty feeling of 
blood and evil that seemed to be coating our skins.  
Pulling a brush through her long wet locks she let her 
eyes make contact with mine.

I tried to look away; but when I looked back she was 
still there waiting.  Patient.  Begging with her eyes 
for me to let go of the pain.  The pain in my eyes was 
reflected in hers.

"Josh you're not being fair to yourself.  Give yourself 
some time.  Remember that we love you".

Every word hit me like a hammer until I was bent over 
hugging myself and shaking.  Tears poured from my eyes 
as I gasped for air that didn't seem to want to enter 
my body.

"I don't deserve your love.  Time isn't going to change 
the fact that I screwed up."  with a wail of self pity 
I continued "Is it fair that Tiffany get raped and 
killed by these fucking animals because I  thought I 
was unbeatable?  Is it fair that, this other Joshua, is 
nearly dead.  He was almost burned alive because I 
didn't think that whoever did this might have friends 
our want to destroy the evidence.  I fucked up so 
bad!!!!   I wish I was dead!"

Monique and Jacqueline moved in to surround and hold 
me.

I cried and they comforted me.  I didn't think I 
deserved their support or love, but they disagreed.

When I had finally calmed enough to listen Monique told 
me what they both felt.

"We know that killing those animals has hurt you Josh.  
We know you feel responsible.  In a way you are, you 
ended their lives.  In another way we are responsible, 
we encouraged you to pursue the vengeance that we 
wanted.  There is blame and anger and pain enough to go 
around for all of us.  But don't you forget that they 
were responsible too.  They attacked, brutalized, raped 
and killed people, and what's worse is that there may 
be more of them out there." Monique sniffed pressing 
her body tightly against Josh's cold unresponsive side.

"Life isn't fair Josh.  This isn't a comic book.  
People die.  People aren't perfect and sometimes your 
best isn't going to be good enough.  That doesn't mean 
you should give up.  It doesn't mean you shouldn't try.  
We all grew up out there last night.  We aren't going 
to make the same mistakes again." Jaq laid her head on 
his chest and listened to the gentle sound of his 
thudding heart.

"We know what the stakes are now, and Jaq and I are 
still willing to try to end this nightmare.  Whatever 
you decide to do; whatever you believe; we both want 
you to know that we Love you and will support you as 
best we can.  Please Josh don't shut us out.  Let us 
help you." Monique said her tears dripping off her 
cheeks and falling on my shoulders.

It would take awhile before I was able to look at 
myself in the mirror.  Days before I didn't think of 
myself as Josh Kalen 'Murderer'.  It was almost a week 
before I used my telekinesis again.  I slept between 
the girls, holding them for comfort.  When I woke up 
from nightmares of decapitated bodies chasing me or 
blood writing my name on every wall for miles; they 
were there to calm me down.  

There was another attack.  A male grad student was 
beaten to death and brutally raped.  His genitals had 
been ripped off and used to write "DON'T FUCK WITH US" 
on a wall.

The girls and I talked about it for a long time.  In 
the end it was my decision.  We made love for the first 
time in two weeks.  Afterwards I told them that we were 
going to do our best to finish this without anyone else 
getting hurt.  

With a smile of exhaustion and a grin for decisions 
finally made Niq laughingly looked up at my shrinking 
prick.  "You wear us out like this and then expect us 
to go hunt monsters with you.  You have gotta be 
FUCKING kidding.  Somebody stop this boy he must be 
high on da crack!".

"Oh I'm sorry" I replied sarcastically "did you think I 
was done with you."

Flying both girls up into the air with my mind; I spun 
them around like tops while putting a super telekinetic 
dildo to work on both of them.  A small smile cracked 
my lips for the first time, in a long time,  as the 
girls wailed in a combination of orgasmic happiness, 
fear and renewed hope that things were going to work 
out.

"Josh you ..... you put me ......ohhhhh fuck   so 
fucking......oh fuck oh fuck ooooh uhhhnnnnhhh unh uhg   
Josh yes  Josh yes.. more  you yes more 
nnnnnnnnnnnnNNNNNNHHHHH AHHHHHH!!!!!." Jaq screamed out 
her joy in concert with her sister's chorus.

Even inside my happiness their was a new grimness.  * 
We were going to end this *.



To be continued ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::


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