~Subject: THE THERAPIST 1/2 ~From: nogarder@ix. netcom. com(*** ) ~Date: 8 Mar 1996 02: 38: 42 GMT ~Newsgroups: alt. sex. stories The Therapist Linda had started seeing Doctor Hardton only after getting tremendous pressure from her best friend, Cindy. Linda insisted that she really didn't have a problem that required the services of a psychiatrist, but Cindy insisted that she talk to Dr. Hardton, so she went. Linda still believed that she didn't need to go, but had been learning so much about herself and her life that she went each week. Besides, she really liked the Doctor, and could afford the visits, so why not. I should pause, here to tell you a little about Linda. She is Vice President of Marketing with a medium size electronics manufacturer in the midwest. She is respected by everyone who deals with her as a tough but fair executive who knows her business and manages people very effectively. Her sales force calls her "The Iron Bitch" but not in her presence. It is obvious the first time you meet her that she is a beautiful woman who could easily have become a top paid model or actress but in her role as a business woman, she tones the beauty down to "attractive" by her dress, demeanor and sparing use of makeup. She wears very conservative business suits, doesn't smoke and drinks only a little wine on social occasions. Linda is thirty-six, but most people believe she is only in her late twenties. Those who know her a little better are aware of the fact that she has been divorced for about three years from a man who tried for five to deal with her strong personality but finally admitted defeat and went to live with a woman almost ten years his junior and seems to be ecstatically happy, now. Linda has seen three men off and on, since her divorce but is "too busy" to think about a long term relationship. Her only close female friend is Cindy, whom she has known since college and whom she trusts with her deepest, darkest secrets. In fact, Cindy is one of the few people in the world who know about Linda's "other life", the one that prompted her to insist that Linda talk with Dr. Hardton. Six months ago, Linda was on a business trip to Boston when she met a man in the hotel bar and found her self talking with him for hours. Dan was unlike anyone she had ever known. From the first, she was fascinated by his quiet manner and soft speech and the contradiction represented by the "fire" she saw in his eyes. He made no attempt to pick her up or hit on her. In fact, she was the one who kept the conversation going and she began to realize that she would have to say "goodnight" to this fascinating man and might never see him again. That prospect made her sad and she resolved not to let it happen. When it was time for her to return to her room, she initiated an exchange of phone numbers and said she hoped they could get together on her next trip to Boston. He smiled as they parted and kissed her very softly on the cheek (somehow, she had hoped for more). The next trip was only two weeks later. She told herself that it was important that she follow up with the new potential customer right away but deep inside she knew that the Northeast Regional Sales Manager was the best in the company and could easily handle things at this early stage of negotiations. She had never before arranged a business trip for personal reasons and refused to admit to herself that she was doing so now. Dan picked her up at her hotel and they talked of nothing in particular as he drove her to a small French restaurant. Over dinner, she found herself drifting away from the conversation several times as she tried to gain an understanding of what she was seeing and feeling in his eyes. Over coffee, she told him that she really didn't want the lovely evening to end (hoping he would take the hint). He said, "We could stop by my place for a nightcap, if you like." She had to restrain herself from blurting out "Oh, Yes!" and said, demurely, "I think that might be very nice." Dan looked at her for several moments, then took her hand gently into both of his. It was like an electric shock and she only half heard him say, "But, there is something I think you need to know..." When he knew that his words had reached her brain, he continued, "I am a very strong willed man and I require my lovers to place themselves completely under my control. If you don't feel comfortable with that, perhaps it would be better if we had our nightcap at the bar in your hotel." Linda only partly understood the meaning of his words, but she knew, without question, that she had to be alone with him and the sooner, the better. Her mouth was dry as she nodded slightly and replied, "I'd really prefer your place." They talked a little as they drove to his house but Linda's mind was filled with questions. She really didn't know Dan very well and had surprised herself by saying she would go with him. She had a strong sense that she could trust him and needed desperately to be in his arms and feel his body pressing against hers. It was a fairly large, old house on a quiet residential street and it was obviously well cared for. Even in the dark, she could see that the lawn was well manicured and dotted with big, old oak trees. He parked the car in the drive and came around to open her door. He took her hand lightly as they walked up the front steps. He unlocked the door and reached in to turn on the hall light before allowing her to enter. When they were in, he closed and relocked the door then, escorted her to a very modern looking great room. It was clear that someone had remodeled the old house extensively and the great room had probably once been a living room and dining room. She turned and offered herself for the kiss that she fully expected. He took her (so gently) into his arms and their lips met. Almost immediately, their tongues were teasing each other and she felt a great welling up of need and desire. Too soon, he broke the kiss and stepped back slightly, holding her hands in his. "As I told you," he began, "I will expect you to do exactly as I ask. If, at any time, you want to stop, you must say 'That's enough'. When you say those words, our time together will be at an end and I will take you back to your hotel. Do you understand?" She was shaken by the stern tone of his voice and the seriousness of his words, but she nodded. Linda was beginning to understand that she was to be submissive to his wishes and she found herself both frightened and excited by the situation. "After all", she reassured herself, "I can stop it any time I want." It never occurred to her that she would soon lack any desire for her time with Dan to end. "First, I want you to remove your pantyhose and panties." , he directed. She started to protest, but he held up his hand. There was no mistaking the meaning of his gesture and she found herself standing before him taking off her shoes, followed by her undergarments as he had instructed. She looked around for someplace to put the items she had just taken off but there was nothing within reach so she just dropped them at her side. "Now, kneel down and open my pants." , he said quietly. Her skirt was short enough that when she knelt, she could feel the soft carpet against her knees, and she reached forward to loosten his belt and unzip his fly. She was moving as if in a dream, now, and lowered his pants and briefs to the floor. His- semi-hard cock hung between his legs and she was impressed with its size and shape and wanted to touch it but wasn't sure if she was supposed to wait for instructions, so she did nothing. Dan kicked off his shoes, pulled his socks free and pushed the pile of clothing aside with his foot. He removed the rest of his clothes in silence as she knelt motionless before him. When he was completely undressed, he said, "Show me how you suck cock." The words stung her. "Why does he have to be so direct?" , she wondered and looked up into his eyes. He smiled and said, "Remember, you don't have to do anything you don't want to do." Using both hands, she guided the head of his penis between her lips and began to lick it with her tongue. She was so aroused that she could feel her juices beginning to leak from her vagina and run down the inside of her thighs. This is essentially the story she told Dr. Hardton on her second visit. The first visit had been spent getting to know one another a little and learning to feel comfortable in the doctor's office. The second time, Dr. Hardton had said, almost immediately, "Tell me about why you decided to see me." Linda really didn't know how to begin so she just started talking about how she had met Dan and ended up becoming his "slave" and how "out of character" it was for her to behave this way but she didn't want to stop. Dr. Hardton rested her chin on her fingers as she listened to Linda's story and when Linda had paused, reflecting on the scene she was describing, the doctor asked, "How did you feel when he was in your mouth?" "I wanted to taste his sperm." , Linda blurted out, then said, "I'm.. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that." The doctor leaned forward to touch her hand and said, "Of course you should. If that's how you felt. I need to know your feelings and I don't want you to hold back because you think you may shock me." After a short pause, Linda went on. "It was really weird. Dan is an O. K. looking guy but not the type I would usually be attracted to. But, when he told me, straight out, that he wanted me to suck him, it was as though there was nothing else in the world I wanted more than to make him come in my mouth. It only took a few minutes before he tensed and I felt the fist spurts hit the roof of my mouth and I had to start swallowing. He told me not to swallow but just let it run out my mouth so I did as he said and I could feel it running down my chin and neck. I've never really enjoyed the taste and feel of sperm before, but I remember thinking how beautiful it was at that moment." "When it was over, Dan told me to get down on my hands and knees and I felt him lift my skirt all the way up and lay it on my back. I felt very strange with my ass exposed like that but I couldn't do anything else. Besides, I felt a thrill like I've never known before and wanted him to do whatever he wanted to me. I think I knew he was going to use my ass, but I pretended that I didn't know what he intended and just waited, kneeling on the floor while he went to a table and took something out of a drawer. In one way, I dearly wanted to look to see what he was doing, but in a more powerful way, I didn't want to know. So, I stayed with my eyes focused on the carpet before me as he returned and started applying some kind of lubricant between my cheeks. He came around in front of me and held out a vibrator that was very narrow at the end, but gradually widened a little. About half way along it's length, it became much wider and stayed that width to its very large base. Dan said, 'This will help you become ready for me and I think you'll find it quite interesting on its own. Have you ever had a man in your ass?' I looked up at him and said (quite truthfully) 'No.' Then, he went behind me and I felt the tip of the vibrator nudge against my anus. He turned it on very low and moved it around a little before working just the end into my opening. As he held it there, I was aware that my vagina was positively flowing and I waited for more. He was so slow and gentle, that there was never any pain as he moved the narrow end in and out in a kind of rhythm and pushed more and more into me until he reached the place where it bulged out wider. Dan put his hand on my back and said, 'This may hurt just a little, but it won't last long.' I tensed at his words and he said, 'No. You must remain relaxed.' and he pushed forward steadily as I felt myself stretching to accept the wider part. There was a sharp pain as I opened farther than I would have thought possible, but it started to disappear almost immediately as I felt the whole vibrator sliding in to the depths of my bottom. He turned up the speed and started fucking me with this devilish toy as I grunted and groaned and found myself pushing back to meet each thrust." "Suddenly, he pulled it out. I gasped and I felt him place the head of his cock against my slightly open anus. He pressed forward steadily until his stomach was resting against my cheeks and his legs were tight against mine. I could feel him all the way up inside me and I started to come. I kept coming as he fucked my ass as deeply as he could until he finally came and slowly withdrew." Dr. Hardton was quiet for a while, then asked, "Linda, why do you think you liked it?" "I think it's because I'm always in control at work", Linda replied, "and I really don't have a very exciting life outside the office. I know I was searching for something before I met Dan, and now I feel like I've found it. The other thing is that it seems so 'dirty'. I was raised in a very strict environment and all through college and my career, I've worked hard at being very serious and straight. I remember thinking, as Dan's sperm was dripping down my chin, 'If my sales people could only see their boss, now!' It was really very exciting to think about but, of course, I could never let anyone know I did anything like that (let alone, loved it). It's hard enough for a woman to be taken seriously in the business world without having people think you're some kind of nymphomaniac or pervert." "Do you think you're a nymphomaniac or pervert?" , Dr. Hardton asked. Linda thought for a while, then replied, "I guess I don't know. In a way, what I let Dan do to, and with, me seems perverted but when I'm with him, I just feel so free. That sounds funny, doesn't it? That I would feel so free when I'm being his slave? Dr. Hardton was quiet for a few minutes, then said, softly, "Are you going to keep seeing him?" Linda's response was immediate. "I don't think I could stop. And, I don't think I want to. Do you think I should?" "I won't tell you what to do", the doctor answered, "but I am a little concerned for your safety. Suppose Dan decides to go too far and no one even knows you're with him?" Linda said, "I really don't believe that will happen, but it's a good point. Would it be all right if I leave a message on your answering machine when I'm going to see him, so at least you'll know?" Dr. Hardton agreed, and told Linda she wanted her to think through what she was doing and why, so they could both understand it more fully. Linda said she would. Chapter 2 Gradually, Linda's involvement with Dan became more intense and more "perverted" as she started to think of it. He would tie her to the bed or a table and use all of her openings with his hands, mouth, cock or any one of several toys he kept on hand for the purpose. Occasionally, he used small clips on her nipples and vaginal lips to "heighten her sensations", but when he could see that he was causing any real pain, he would back off. As he introduced her to new experiences, there were a couple of times she thought about saying "that's enough", but in each case, she held it back and ended up enjoying some new sensation. She continued to see Dr. Hardton regularly and report her activities. After which, they would talk about how she was feeling and each new adventure seemed to increase her sense of complete freedom. The doctor was concerned that Linda was starting to think of her body as Dan's possession and asked if her new private life had been effecting her business life. Linda said she thought she was becoming even tougher at the office and that the knowledge that she could let everything go with Dan gave her a new strength to face the challenges of work. One evening, she was standing, nude, before Dan as he probed her vagina with his fingers. She was very wet and excited and he told her to put on her blouse, skirt and shoes. They were going out for a little while. She started to pull on her panties, but he said, "No. Just wear what I said." She had been wearing a short skirt (about six inches above the knee) and a semi-transparent silk blouse when he picked her up at her hotel and she knew that her nipples would show clearly through the thin material. She also knew it would be almost impossible to sit in the short skirt without revealing her nakedness beneath it. She wanted to ask where they were going, but instead, she dressed as he had instructed and went with him to the car. As they drove, he put his right hand under her skirt to continue fingering her and told her that they were going to a small private club where she would be seen by several men and women he knew. Linda was to do nothing to conceal any part of her body from view while they were in the club, and she should act like there was nothing at all unusual in the way she was dressed. She was very frightened when he parked the car and came around to let her out. They entered an unmarked door to a large, brownstone row house in an area of town that she didn't know. It was a quiet residential neighborhood similar to Dan's, but seemed to be somewhat older. When they were in the house, she was surprised to find it set up much like a small nightclub with a bar along one wall and small tables around the large, open room. The back wall was covered by a dark blue curtain and there was a rack of stage lights in front of the curtain. She thought that there must be a stage of some sort behind the curtain so that the club could offer entertainment. All in all, the club looked very elegant. Each table had a linen table cloth and was surrounded by plush, padded chairs. The walls were paneled in dark pine and she noted that the drinks were served in crystal. There were, perhaps thirty people in the room when they entered and Dan escorted her to a table near the back. An attractive couple was seated there and they greeted Dan as he approached. Linda was introduced to Robert and Denise and Dan held a chair for her to sit next to Robert. As she seated herself, she was aware of Roberts eyes focused intently on hers. She started to cross her legs but remembered her total lack of undergarments and, instead, smoothed her skirt in her lap. She started to push the material between her legs but caught a disapproving look from Dan and left it as it was. Dan had placed the chair so that her legs were pointed at Robert and she knew he could see most of her thighs (at least). She looked at Denise and saw that the other woman was staring at her breasts. Denise was in a low cut green dress and it was obvious that she was also braless. After a few seconds, Denise raised her eyes to Linda's and smiled. They talked for awhile and she noticed that Dan sometimes placed his hand high up on Denise's thigh as they spoke. Finally, he turned to Linda and said, "The members of this club are all very close and we tend not to be overly possessive." Then, he smiled and nodded to Robert and reached out to grasp Denise's nipples through the material of her dress. Linda could tell that he was pressing very hard with his thumbs and forefingers as Denise closed her eyes, tilted her head back slightly and said, "Ummmmm..." As she was watching, she felt Robert's hand touch her knee and gave an involuntary jerk. She looked at Dan who was watching her intently but he gave no indication of what she should do. She was sure he knew what Robert was doing and decided she had better wait for a signal. Robert's hand quickly found it's way up her smooth leg and when he reached her bush, he immediately pushed his middle finger deep between her wet lips and probed the top of her vagina for her G-spot. He found it and a warm glow enveloped her as his finger moved back and forth. When Robert withdrew his hand, he turned and placed the moist finger at Denise's lips. Dan was still pinching her nipples as she parted her lips and, looking directly into Linda's eyes, licked and sucked Linda's fresh juices into her mouth. Linda couldn't believe what was happening. She was sitting in some sort of private club with a couple she had just met and everyone seemed to take complete liberties with everyone else. She looked around and saw that there was quite a bit of kissing and touching going on at other tables as well and had decided that it was the norm when she saw something two tables away that made her sit up and gasp (she tried, but couldn't stop the gasp). A beautiful red haired woman was kneeling between the legs of an attractive man and giving him head. His hands were on the sides of her head and he was moving her up and down on his shaft as he watched her intently. Suddenly, she saw him move her head away from his lap and the redhead opened her mouth wide to accept his ejaculation. Even at this distance, Linda could see it shooting into her mouth and she suddenly felt extremely excited. She had seen a few porno movies, but this was the first time she had actually watched something like this. Linda began to realize that Dan was speaking to her very softly. "As you can see, we are all very liberal in our attitude about sex here. I was just thinking how nice it would be if you would show Robert that you are at least as accomplished in the oral arts as Carol over there." (He nodded toward the redhead) Linda didn't know what to do or say. She stammered, "I couldn't.. but he... please don't...." Dan smiled at her, "You know that you must do as I request... Unless you are ready for me to take you back to your hotel, of course." A wild mix of crazy emotions raced through Linda's head. She was incredibly aroused by what she had just witnessed and Robert's probing of her vagina, but how could she possibly suck a man she had just met, in plain sight of anyone who chose to watch? She looked at Robert and saw that he had opened his pants and was holding a rather large erection in his hand, stroking it slowly. She glanced at Denise who smiled and said, "Please, Linda, I'd like to see if you can handle more of Robert than I can." She moved between his open legs as if in a dream, but she knew that she was going to do as Dan had "asked". Up close, Robert's cock was even bigger than her first impression had indicated. He removed his hand and she guessed that it had to be at least eight or nine inches long and very fat as well. She leaned forward to capture the head between her lips and found that she had to open her mouth very wide to accomplish even that. She closed her eyes so she wouldn't know if others were watching and started moving up and down just a little as she switched her tongue back and forth under the spongy head entering her mouth. Gradually, she took a little more and felt it pressing against her tongue and the roof of her mouth at the same time. In less than a minute, she was lost in what she was doing and could think of nothing but making Robert give her his hot sperm. She toyed with his balls as she opened her eyes and looked up to his face. He was watching her and gave encouragement with small grunts and moans. She estimated that she was taking a little over half his length, now and her jaw was starting to ache a bit from its constant extension. That didn't matter. It didn't even matter who might be watching. The only thing that mattered was that she accept as much of him as possible and taste his cum soon. Linda was consciously trying to accept more of Robert with each forward thrust of her head. Without knowing what Denise's limits were, Linda felt challenged to better them if she could. She thought that would make Dan very proud of her. When the head brushed against the entrance to her throat, she thought she might gag and backed off a fraction of an inch. Robert was holding on to the arms of his chair (not trying to force her head down as some men might do) and obviously very close to orgasm. She moved forward a little and felt the head touch her again, but forced back the reflex and held him there. Still holding her breath, she moved down a little more and felt him beginning to enter the top of her throat. She had two or three inches left to go and was contemplating if she could go all the way when she felt the first jerk along the length of his shaft and new that he was coming. Reluctantly, she pulled free and held him just beyond her wide open lips as a spurt of semen jetted far back into her mouth. She worked him with her hands as he continued to rain cum onto her tongue and over her lips. For the first time, she realized that Denise had come to kneel beside her and was watching intently as she drained Robert dry. When he was finished and beginning to soften, Denise turned Linda's head and pushed her tongue deep into Linda's mouth to share Robert's salty flavor. Linda had never been french kissed by a woman before and was startled at how soft Denise's lips felt and at how small and frail Denise's tongue felt in her mouth. When they broke the kiss, she had not swallowed and let a little of the sperm drip from her lips. Denise licked it onto the tip of her tongue and took it into her mouth, then smiled at Linda and said, "Congratulations, you have broken my previous record. I guess I'll have to try harder, next time." and she winked at Robert. Retelling this tale of her first semi-public debauchery to Dr. Hardton, Linda felt positively depraved that she had done anything so openly sexual but also intensely excited to be sharing this most intimate story with another woman. The doctor asked Linda why she thought she had been willing to expose herself this way in front of strangers and she responded, "First, I knew it was what Dan wanted me to do and didn't feel I had the power to refuse. When I saw Robert with his cock in his hand, I knew that I would do it even before I was ready to admit it to myself. And there was a strange feeling of power in being able to make him come whenever I wanted to. I didn't know any of the people there, other than Dan, and wouldn't ever have to see them again if I didn't want to, so I felt that I could be an anonymous 'slut' (there, I've finally said the word I've thought so many times) without anyone knowing in my 'real life' and I found that extremely exciting."