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Date: Mon, 19 Feb 1996 02:25:21 UTC
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This is a repost of one of the seven stories which I posted in January 1996: 
Desire, Hidden, Other, Plan, Stars, Trial, and Wait. -- deirdre


Disclaimer: my stories, like the private sex fantasies of many people, often 
depict "breaking some rules".  Do not read this story if you believe fantasy 
stories should never depict situations undesirable in real life.  Be warned 
that you may not be comfortable with the sexual situations.  Do not read this 
story if you are less than 18 years of age.

Permission granted to repost, to make available online, and to publish in 
low-cost CD-ROM archives of alt groups if attributed to deirdre.  Permission 
granted to publish in periodicals and anthologies of this type of material if 
attributed to deirdre and an author's payment is sent to AIDS research in the 
name of deirdre. -- deirdre


Trial
by deirdre, 11/11/95

"Oh, nothing much", said Pat.  I could tell that it was just an automatic 
answer.

Something at that moment made me want *more* than social ritual.  I wonder if 
that desire was a good idea.  "Oh come on," I pressed, "there must be 
*something* new in your life!"

She sat there thinking for a second, then let out an involuntary giggle.  But 
she still just sat there, looking off in space, obviously in thought.  "What 
is it?" I prompted.

She seemed to come back to her senses: "Oh, nothing."  But she didn't say it 
like she did before, and now I was intrigued.  She was still smiling.

I gave her my *I don't believe you* look.

"Oh, you asked for it: Jerry and I..., well, we've been a little, uh, *wild* 
lately."

"Wild?"

"Oh, I guess we're trying new things.  OK, I *will* tell you!"  She paused for 
a second and I briefly wondered what I'd started here.  "We've got this 
*thing* we do now."

"Thing?"

"Yes: I'll tell him to take off his clothes."  She paused, but I didn't 
respond right away.  She went on: "Just out of the blue, sometimes: I tell him 
to."  I made a fleeting attempt to imagine Carl and myself sitting there, 
doing something else; then simply asking him to take off his clothes.  I tried 
to imagine Pat saying that to Jrry.  I couldn't.

"You ask him to undress?"

"Yes!  Well, I *tell* him.  Then I tell him to lie in the bed.  Then I get on 
top!"

"Good grief!"  I thought about what she said: telling Jerry to undress and get 
on the bed.  "You're making this up!"

"I certainly am not."

"And that's what you two *do* now?"

"Well, not every time.  Well, lately it has been most of the time."

"How can you just *say* that to him?"

"He *likes* it!"

"How did you *know*?  The first time?"

"Oh, I was just kidding a little and one thing led to another.  But we both 
love it!"

"I could *never* do that."

She looked thoughtful for a second.  "Oh, I bet you could.  You should try 
it."

"With Carl?  I don't think so."

"Oh, sure:  I'll bet you'd love it."

"What about Carl?"

"What about him?  He'd probably *love* something a little different.  No 
offense, of course."

I thought a little longer.  This wasn't like Pat.  "You're making all this 
up," I repeated.

We didn't really continue the conversation at that point, but Pat brought it 
up again the next time I saw her.  *I should try it with Carl*.  And after 
that, Pat would bring it up whenever we spoke, always urging me to try it.  
"So exactly what do you want me to do?" I finally asked.

"Just pick some moment when you two have a little time and tell him to take 
his clothes off."

"Just like that?"

"Make it seem like a little whim."

"But what if he thinks it's weird?"

"Just giggle and give him a smile and drop it.  Later he'll wonder if it were 
a joke."

"I don't believe you."

"Well, he'll at least *wonder*."

"No: I mean I don't believe you and Jerry do that."

She looked at me, obviously thinking.  Finally she responded: "You want me to 
prove it?"

I was sitting in their bedroom closet.  I have no idea how I let her talk me 
into this.  Jerry had just come home and followed her into their bedroom.  I 
was behind a slidng door, bt the clset was open so it was easy for me to 
lean over and look out when I thought the coast was clear.

"Get undressed."  She'd actually said it!  Her voice wasn't harsh, but wasn't 
friendly either.  He didn't say anything!  I heard the sounds: he was doing 
it!

Then it was quiet.  My imagination worked overtime.  They were just standing 
there, probably facing each other.  He just stood there while she looked him 
over?  Jerry?  "Get on the bed."  I almost jumped when I heard her voice 
again.  I heard movement.

"Get it hard."  She says that!?  I almost gasped.  Did she remember I was in 
here?  She didn't mention this part before.  I heard just a little omething.  
Rubbing?  The bed squeaking?

"Good.  Put these on."

"What?" came Jerry's voice.

"Just do it."  I didn't know *what* this was about.

Then she was in the closet!  She pulled on my arm.  She wanted me to come out! 
 
I couldn't believe this: I resisted.  She leaned down and whispered right in 
my ear: "I got him to put on sleeping shades; come on!"

I couldn't answer quietly enough because I couldn't get my mouth right up to 
her ear.  I was sure he'd be able to hear anything above the softest whisper.  
She was insistent, and didn't even seem to be thinking that I might want to 
say something in response.  I didn't have a chance to say anything.  Finally I 
came out.

He was on the bed.  Naked except for the shade over his eyes!  She pulled me 
right up next to him and I did my best to keep my movements silent.  Then her 
mouth was at my ear again: "Now do you believe me?"

I finally got to her ear: "I've got to get back in the closet."  Looking at 
her, I realized she was naked below the waist.

She didn't let go, but once again whispered in my ear; "What do you think of 
his cock?"  I just stood there wishing she'd let go of me.  "Look's good, 
doesn't it?" she went on.  Thn: "We could have *you* ride it and he'd never 
know!"

My mind raced.  *Then* she put her ear to my lips to let me speak.  "I'd 
better hide again."

She caught my ear again: "Want to touch it?"  I just stood there, frozen.  
Then she took my hand and held it out to his cock.  My fingers were on it.  
She withdrew her hand and for a few seconds I was lightly rubbing it.  "You 
like that?" she spoke out loud, her head right next to mine.

"Yes," came Jerry's answer.  I immediately pulled my hand away and managed to 
get away from Pat back to the closet.  Pat giggled a little.  I managed to get 
back in without any bumps or noises.

"You want me?" came Pat's voice again.

"Yes!"  Jerry sounded almost hoarse.  I heard movement, then bouncing.  The 
bed squeaking.

"You like this."  It was Pat's voice; not phrased as a question either.

"Yes!"

I listened.  Their breathing became stronger and stronger.  The bed noises 
became louder.  I slipped my fingers into my pants and underpants.  It was 
obvious they both were getting into it more and more.  I couldn't help it: I 
fingered myself.  I came.

I sat there, feeling lightheaded, recovering.  It was a while, but I needed 
the time: finally I heard them dress and leave.  I still didn't move.

Then Pat was back, pulling me out.  "He's gone!" she said.  In a second, I was 
standing next to her.  She was dressed.  She looked at me: "You came, didn't 
you?" she said.  I didn't answer, but she didn't seem to have any doubt.  Then 
she kissed me.  Just for a second and it was done.

I ended up walking back home, wondering most about that kiss.  It had been 
innocent, hadn't it?  We'd just shared a little adventure.  Or did she mean 
something else?  I didn't know--I just kept wondering about it.

She was still after me to try it with Carl.  Carl and I were up in the bedroom 
and I realized it was the right sort of moment.  I looked at him: would he 
want sex now?  A part of me said *yes, of course he would*.  But I couldn't 
make myself say it.  *Later*, I told myself, then *some other time*.

"It's just not *me*," I was telling Pat, when I was over at her house one day. 
 
Yes, she was still demanding updates.  "I *tried* to say it, but I *can't*."

"Of course you can."

"No!  It's just too much."

She stood there thinking for a second.  "You ought to practice," she finally 
said.

"Practice?" I answered dumbly, trying to figure out what kind of practice she 
could be thinking of.

"Yes.  With me."

"Uh..."

"Just saying it!  You've got to *hear* yourself saying it.  Try saying it."

"Pat..."

"Come on.  *Take off your clothes*."

I stood there, wondering how I was going to get out of this.  She just stood 
there, waiting expectantly.  Finally I said it: "Take off your clothes."

She took them off.  I just stared.  She didn't waste any time: just got 
undressed quickly and stood there.  She looked serious.  I stared at her in 
shock.

Then she grinned for a second and spoke: "I just wanted you to see that 
someone could take you seriously saying that."  Suddenly I felt better, more 
comfortable: this had been a little wild, even for Pat, but it was definitely 
the same old Pat.

Then she went back to her earlier attitude.  She just stood there, facing me, 
waiting...

Finally I spoke: "Get in the bed."

She walked into the bedroom and lay down.  I followed her.  She just lay 
there, still so serious.  Naked.  She still didn't end it: she just lay there. 
 
There I was, in the bedroom with Pat, Pat naked on the bed, waiting for me.  
What did she want?

She was willing.  I *knew* she was.  Pat wanted me?  I just stared.

Finally I spoke: "Do yourself."

It was so perverse: I don't know what got into me.  I wanted to see.  She 
wouldn't do *that* unless she were willing, would she?

She didn't hesitate: her fingers went to her sex and her knees bent.  She 
didn't look at me at first, but after a little while when her breathing had 
increased, she shifted her head and looked at me.  But she didn't stop: she 
just kept doing herself.  Her eyes locked on mine.

She came and came.  She was so loud: I just stared.  Much louder than she had 
been with Jerry.  I ran.

At home, in my own bed, I masturbated.

She came over that evening and got me away from Carl.  "Come back over," she 
said.  "Jerry's there: we'll... we'll think of something..."
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