Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. You have to read my Hard Memories part 1, part 2 and part 3 to understand how I ended up as a full time sex-slut-slave belonging to this older black perverted woman. August 9th 1994 - N.Y. I can't even remember how it feels to be taking a walk outside. I have been locked in Eliane's apartment for more than six weeks, far away from the real world. It is very late night or very early morning, I don't know anymore. I'm sitting naked on a chair in the living room, sticking my head outside through an open window. Eliane is behind me, holding me with her left arm around my neck and pressing her right hand on my mouth. She speaks to me quietly : << Here we go my boy, breathe. Feel this fresh air ? You gonna feel better in one minute. >> I'm trying to catch my breath. Few minutes ago I passed out under heavy face sitting, Claire burried my face under her big assglobes and pressed her weight down so I could not breathe anymore. I'm used to this breathing control treatment,especially with Claire. She always goes to the limit, but tonight she decided not to lift her big ass from my face, even when I started to shake my body as warning sign. I remember my lungs burning and falling into the dark. Now Eliane is allowing me to breathe fresh air for the first time since I moved in with her,but only through my nose. Her hand is strongly covering my mouth. She whispers in my right ear : << Listen my boy, I'm gonna take my hand off your mouth but you better keep quiet. Understood ? No speaking, no yelling, not a sound ! You better breathe quietly ! >> Even if I wanted too, I have no strength to yell, I'm weak and all I want is the feeling of fresh air invading my lungs. Suddenly Eliane's hand comes off my mouth and I can finally breathe enough air to recoupe. Eliane's arm is still around my neck. Since I have been locked in her apartment and whenever I'm left alone, I'm always tied up on the bed or on the floor, with thick masking tape on my mouth. After a minute or so, I whisper those words : << Thank you, thank you for letting me breathe...I feel better...I'm ok now. >> Eliane pulls me right back inside and Claire closes the window. She pulls the curtain closed. She speaks with a nasty tone of voice : << Is our slut feeling better ? good, because I need to pee, now ! Come here my boy ! Sit on the floor, now ! >> I sit on the floor facing Claire. I lean back a little, resting on my arms. Claire is now standing up above my body with her legs open. Her hairy bush is right above my face. << Open your mouth. I want you to keep my piss in your mouth.No swallowing until I say so ! >> << yes Claire >> << Open it ! hmmmhere it is, yes...don't swallow ! >> Claire is looking right down at me and sees her smelly piss filling up my mouth quickly. She stops her flow. Right before her urine overflows. << swallow ! swallow my piss now ! yes baby, just like that, you are a good toilet !hmmmyes ! Open it again ! >> Again I see her stream of piss bursting out of her pussy in my mouth. As instructed I don't swallow and my mouth fills up quickly. << My toilet bowl is full of piss again ! flush it ! now !hmm good boy. Here we go again, open it ! >> I see Claire's pussy right above my face, she is pissing right down my open mouth. This toilet game seems to turn on Claire a lot. << Flush ! hmmmyes baby ! Open it ! hmmyes you are my toilet ! Hmmmm. It's full again ! Flush ! good boy... Open, take my piss in your mouth ! hmmmmm. Flush ! >> Eliane is also turned on by this toilet game. When it is finally over, I feel Eliane's hand pushing my face in Claire's hairy bush. << Lick it! Clean her bush, hmmm that's it, good boy, just like that ! >> I start to lick Claire's hairy pussy, it is dripping wet with a mix of cunt juices and smelly urine, I lick it, suc kit, like a good slut. Soon I feel her clit getting real big under my tongue, I keep licking her big pussy lips and gorged clit. << hmmmmm, you `r such a good slut !oohhhyes !hmmyou gonna make me cummmsooogood !hmmm ! >> Eliane is still behind me on her knees, pushing my face into Claire's pussy with her hands. Claire is rubbing her hairy bush in my face. << Keep sucking ! Hmmmmyou fucking slut ! HmmoohhYes ! I'm cummingoooohhhyes ! >> Claire is now pulling my hair as strong as she can . I have four hands on my head smashing my face into Claire's bursting pussy. I feel thick cum juices invading my mouth. Claire is moving her hips down and forward like she wants to fuck my mouth by shoving her pussy in it as deep as possible. I keep swallowing her cum juices, I hear their voices. << oohhhhyes, my god this is hmmmmsoogood !>> << Yeah, he's such a good slut !hmmmm >> << God !I cummed so good ! >> << hmmmmm, my turn, on the floor my boy ! >> Elianes pulls me down from behind, as soon as my head lands on the carpet between her thighs, she crawls over me and burries my face under her big ass. Her pussy is already dripping wet, I lick it just like she trained me to do so, I already taste some cum juices coming down in my mouth. << Hmmmmyes just like that, yes ! Smell my dirty ass and suck my pussy ! you slut ! hmmmmm ! This is hmmmwhere you belong ! >> Eliane is right, I'm such a depraved slut , I truly believe I belong with my face burried under her big black ass, my cock is soo hard. I feel Claire's hand closing on my hard cock and balls. I feel her mouth and tongue sucking it real slowly. << Look at this nice hard cock ! Hmmmmm, very tasty ! hmmmm ! Hmmm! You`r a slut ! hmmm ! No cumming ! Hear me boy ? no cumming in my mouth !hmmmmmm ! >> << hmmmm suck my pussy and hmmmdon't cumm in her mouth ! >> << he better not !hmmm !slurpppmm ! aahmmhh ! you better mmhhh not cumm !hmmm slut ! >> As I already knwow it, and as both my Mistresses know it, there is no way I can hold it anymore, my cock is ready to shout a big load of sperm in Claire's mouth. << No cumming !hmmmmmslurpmm ! no cumming ! >> << What a slut ! eat my pussyhmm !I'mcumming oohhhyesmmm ! >> At that point I can't control anything anymore, Eliane's pussy is bursting cum juices in my mouth and I feel this huge orgasm coming on me, my cock starts shooting sperm in Claire's mouth. She is pressing my cock as hard as she can in her hand and keeps sucking. << you sluthmmmslurpmm ! I told you !hmmmmslurpmm ! no cumm in my mouthhhmmm !slurpmmhm !>> << hmmm ! our slut did not listen to you ! >> At that precise moment, I feel in heaven but I know I'm gonna have to pay the price for cumming in Claire's mouth with no permission. I see Eliane's big ass globes above me, my nose is still in her smelly asscrack, I feel like a born slut. Few minutes later, three of us are back in Eliane's bedroom. It is 5am, we are all exhausted, but Claire insisted that I recieve my punishment before we go to sleep. I'm tied up on the bed, face down, my ankles and wrists locked in those heavy leather handcuffs attached to the bed posts. << Youk know baby, we have to punish you for your own good, you know that do you ? >> << Yes Eliane, I know, you are right >> << Hmmm, what a good boy you are, you know there is no other way, a good beating will do you good >> << That's right baby, I'm gonna beat him real hard ! this slut will remember not to cumm in my mouth when I say no ! >> << He knows, he is ours slut, he is gonna recieve a long and nasty beating,and say thank you ! right my boy ? >> << Yes Eliane, I'm your slut, thank you for teaching me a good lesson>> << hmmmm, good boy ! it's gonna hurt you quite a bit! So let me put this gag in your mouth.We don't want you to scream too loudhmmm ! open your mouth >> Eliane pushes this rubber ball in my mouth, ties up the leather belt in the back of my head. Claire is holding a scarf in her hand, when Eliane is done with securing the rubber ball in my mouth, she places the scarf on the top of the rubber ball and ties it up behind my head as well. I'm nervous, Eliane and Claire don't want the neighbours to hear anything suspicious, they decided to gag me real tight, so I know that Claire is gonna whip me real hard, she wants to hurt me. I already recieved some very hard beatings from Claire when I was alone with her, and it always caused me untolerable pain. Eliane is standing up by me rubbing my head, while Claire gets in position with her favorite big and heavy leather whip. << Ready my boy ? what will it be tonight ? Forty blows ? Sixty ? hmmmm >> << Poor little boy, let me rub your head, you know how much we care for you! I will do the counting >> << I say let's go to hundred ! this slut will think twice before cumming in my mouth ! >> Whhhaaaack ! One ! Whhhaaaack ! two ! Whhhhhaaaack ! Three ! << feel this slut ! when Isay no cumming it's no cumming ! >> Whhhaaack ! four ! Whhhhhack ! Whhhaaack ! Five Six Only six blows and I'm already close to my limit, I endured so much physical pressure lately that I don't have much resistance. Eliane keeps rubbing my head, she whispers in my ear. << We gonna suck your cock tomorrow morning, we'll see if this beating is gonna help you remember not to cumm in our mouthes ! hmmm. Can't wait to suck on your hard cock while Claire is pissing in your mouth,hmmmm, makes me sooo horny ! >> Whhhhack ! << seven ! hmmmm ! did you hear me boy ? we both gonna suck your cock when you face will be under our big asses, just to make sure you learned your lesson,hmmmm ! >> Whhhaaaack ! Whhaaack ! << eight, nine,ouch !your ass is bleeding a little,hmmmm, poor boy ! >> I'm now screaming each time the leather whip is biting my ass, my back. Only muffled sounds comes out through my thick mouthgag. Tears are coming out of my eyes. I gradually fall into a daze, my body is trembling with out control, I hear Claire's voice yelling at me while Eliane whispers in my ear, but their words don't make anymore sense to me, my brain is shutting off. I come back to reality. I lost track of time. Whhhaaaack ! << eighty nine ! >> I open my eyes, Claire is now standing next to me. Eliane took over the vicious beating. Claire is on her knees next to the bed and annouces the numbers. Whhhaaaack ! << Ninety three ! >> She wispers to me. << Next time I suck your cock, you better not cumm, understood ? You are my slut and I expect you to obbey my rules ! hmmmm, I think you already know we both gonna suck your cock when we wake up, we'll pee in your mouth and suck your cock, I think I'll even suck your cock while Eliane feeds you her morning shit ! Hmmmmm ! thats sounds real good, my pussy is getting wet just thinking about it ! Your fucking cock in my mouth when Eliane pushes a big fat turd in your mouthhmmmm ! >> Whhhaaaack ! Whhhhaaaaack ! << Ninety nine annnnd hundred ! >> << Look at this poor boy's ass ! >> << He is bleeding for real ! >> << He should sleep on the floor on a big towel, I don't want any blood in my bed or on my carpet >> I end up on the floor, laying face down on a white towel, I'm totally exhausted, falling asleep. The pain is killing me, I feel a hand rubbing some cream on my wounded ass, but I don't know if it is Eliane or Claire. I sense myself falling into a deep sleep.