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 Background My name is Kevin, I am now 22, single, and openly gay.  It was
not always that way, I was a quiet, normal 13 year old boy who was playing
little league when it all started.

   I was an average player on my team, we were not the best team, nor the
worst team.  I lived in the country, so most folks knew most folks, and it
was not uncommon for kids to be around parents of other kids, etc.

   My little league coach was well known to me and my parents, and most
parents in the area.  He was a single father, and had been a coach for a
few years.  In my last year of baseball, I was an outfielder on the team,
and the coach would often pick me up and take me to the games.  This story
is about our progression.

   I had a girlfriend (Donna) but we were too young and not sexually
active. I had discovered the joys of jerking off, and had been doing it for
a few months.  I had seen dad's porno mags, but no porno movies, but I
figured I knew most everything I needed to know.

   After a practice one Saturday, my coach (Coach Scott) had offered to
take me home since Mom was working, Dad was busy, and I would have had to
walk.  We lived about a 15 minute drive apart from each other, so I
willingly accepted and jumped in the truck and off we went.  We made small
talk, and I let the coach know that I was going to be home alone for a few
hours (totally innocent small talk as we drove).  He offered that I could
come to his place and we could practice some ball if I prefer.  I liked
ball, so jumped at the chance.

   We pulled into his drive way, and headed into the house.  He asked if I
wanted a pop, which he got me and he headed upstairs to change.  I was
drinking my pop when he came down in a towel and said I should go have a
shower to clean up (remember we had just finished practice).  I found it
odd since I thought we were going to practice some more...and he saw my
look of wonder and he just said "you smell ripe Kev" and laughed.  Made
sense, so I started to head towards the coach.  "upstairs and to the right
is the bathroom, towels are hanging".  I went up, found the bathroom, shut
the door, undressed, and got in and started to shower.

   About halfway through the shower, I thought I heard something (or
someone talking) and turned the water off and saw a shape (he had the glass
doors that were frosted).  Then I heard him clear as day "you okay there
pal"...I managed a "yeah" and remember thinking this was odd with him being
in the same room as I was showering.  I kept peeking over, and kept seeing
his "shape" and figured he as able to see the same as me...so even though
it was odd, I resumed my shower.  When I finished, I looked in the
direction, and saw nothing, so I assumed he was gone.  I opened the door,
looked again, and saw nobody, so I stepped out and started toward the towel
rack (a few feet away).  I was shocked when I heard coach Scott say "put
that bat away Kev...geez" and saw him at the door way looking in at my
naked 13 year old body.  I grabbed the towel and quickly covered up.

   He laughed and stepped in and put a hand on my shoulder.  He was still
in a towel, and he simply stepped by me, dropped his towel (showing me his
full grown ass) and stepped in the shower.  He then turned and gave me my
first ever view of a "man's" cock.  While I was uncut, I later learned that
his looked so different than mine because he was cut.  It was much longer,
thicker, and scary than mine.  I would estimate mine as being 4 inches,
while his seemed that big soft.  He slowly closed the glass door, and
started to shower.

   At this point, I was definitely curious, but also nervous.  I knew this
was odd, and probably wrong...but a big part of me was wondering...hmmmm. I
dried off, and kept looking toward the shower.  I swear at one point, I
could make out his shape and what appeared to be him playing with his
cock...could he also be jerking off like I do?

   I had finished drying myself, when I went to grab my clothes...and I
realized it was only my jersey and ball paints, and they were both
filthy...so it seemed odd to put dirty clothes on after showering, so I
thought what could I do.  Just then, the door opened from the shower, and
he stepped out wet, and totally naked.  His dick now looked bigger, and
harder...it made me think for sure he may have been beating off.

   He smiled at me (wrapped in a towel) and stepped by and grabbed a towel.
As he did this, his semi hard cock brushed my arm and chest.  He laughed
and said "sorry Kev...either you were closer than I thought, or this bat of
mine is growing" and started to dry off.

   Coach Scott said "you gonna get dressed Kev, or you gonna go around the
house naked"?

   I slowly started to reach for my dirty clothes and he said "no, not
those...you can get some of Jim's clothes (Jim is his son who is about 2
years younger than me).

   He wapped the towel around his waist (I could still clearly see his cock
outlined) and started to walk toward Jim's room...and I followed.  We got
in the room, he went to the dresser, pulled out a pair of underwear, sweat
pants, and a tee shirt.  I expected him to leave and I get dressed, but
instead he just stood there and took his towel from his hair and started to
dry off.  I turned away, and grabbed the underwear and tried to put them
on, but they were way too small, and I would not get them more than half
way up my hips...so my ass and boy cock were still out.

   Coach Scott walked up behind me, chuckled and said "damn Kev, your big
bird is too big for Jim's underwear" and gave me a swat on the ass...my
bare ass.  I turned 5 shades of red from embarrassment, and coach saw this.
"just toss them off and wear the sweats man" he said.  So I peeled them off
and quickly tried to get dressed.  I noticed him clearly watching me as I
was naked and getting dressed.

   I had the sweats and tee on, but they too were too tight, and I saw my
now almost hard cock as clear as day, as did coach.

   He smiled at me, and said lets go downstairs and finish our pops, which
we did.  As we were drinking on the couch, coach still in his towel only, I
saw him looking me over, and I could not help but look him over too.  I was
not gay, and I know he was not too...but I was curious and feeling odd, so
I thought he probably was too.  I did not think he was a dirty man or
anything to worry about...so he may be having the same odd feelings I
was...boy was I wrong.

   He handed me an unmarked DVD and told me to pop it in the player, so I
grabbed it, and put it in.  As I turned to go back to the couch, I saw
coach Scott clearly rubbing his crotch through the towel and looking at me,
wearing only a towel too.  I sat back on the couch, about 2 feet away from
him, and Coach turned on the TV and player with the remote controls...

   I was stunned when on the tv came a man about 40 or so (I was guessing)
and a boy about my age...and both were naked.  The boy laid down on a bed
on his back, and I could see his bird, abou the size of mine, and the grown
ass man crawled up and I though was going to lay down next to him, but he
went and put his mouth on this boy's bird, and started licking and sucking.
I had heard about this from friends before, but never seen it, and I
honestly did not know if it was true what I had heard to begin with, but
this was proof.  I nearly forgot about Coach being there, and I watched for
about 3 minutes as this man was now sucking the boy's cock with gusto, as
the camera was showing the action, and the boy's reaction (he seemed to
really like it).  I then came back to reality when I felt a hand on my
towel and away went my towel...the coach had removed it and I was now naked
(and hard) on his couch as I watched what I now know as child porn on the
tv.  Coach said "Relax Kev, I am going to make you feel as good as that boy
is feeling" and he gently pulled me down on the coach until I was laying on
my back buck naked, and then Coach got on his knees in front of the couch
and lowered his mouth to my privates.

   I jumped when I first felt my cock go into his mouth...it felt good and
wrong at the same time, and I was switching between looking at him, the TV,
and the ceiling.  A part of me wanted to run, but a bigger part wanted to
stay and enjoy this.  I heard Coach moaning as he was doing his thing, at
first I thought he was hurting, but I came to learn it was because he was
having fun too.  Now as I told you earlier, I had already discovered (and
loved) jerking off, so I knew what cumming was, and I was able to nut.  I
don't think he was sucking me for 3 minutes when I felt it coming
on..."Coach, get up....I am going to, er, you know, cum" is what I said. 
He simply sucked harder and moaned louder so there was nothing I could
do...I felt my cum come out, but I did not see it...coach must be putting
it in his mouth I thought.  My leg twitched as I felt my orgasm end, and
coach kept sucking...I was wondering where my cum was, when it dawned on
me....my god he must have swallowed it....cripes.

   Me being a 13 year old boy, I stayed hard the whole time of course, and
then Coach Scott made a smacking noise as he pulled his mouth off my cock,
looked up at me, smiled, and stood up.  He looked me in the eye, dropped
his towel, and I could see his cock up close...it was getting harder, but
was not "real hard" yet.  I looked over at the TV now, and the man was
still sucking on the boy.  Coach saw me look, so he grabbed the remote, and
started fast forwarding a bit...he then hit play a few seconds later and
the scene had changed.  Now on the TV the man was standing up, and the boy
got off the bed and walked over, knelt down, and began doing to the man
what was down to him...

   I now felt Coach looking at me, so I looked to him, and he was openly
stroking his cock and grinning at me.  "Well Kev, I did what the man did,
now you get down here and do what that fucking kid is doing" he said and
sneared.  I froze...I felt like now was the time to run, but I could not. I
was a bit curious, VERY nervous, and still very hard.  Coach took one step
to me, put his hand on the back of my head, and pulled me forward and down
and I fell to my knees, just inches from his cock.  I was more scared now
than I had EVER been in my life...what do I do I thought.  Well I did not
have to wonder or thing long, his hand on my neck again was pulling me to
his dick.  I knew what to do since he had just finished it with me, so I
somewhat reluctantly opened my mouth and let his bird enter my mouth.  It
tasted funny, hard to explain...but it was a cross between salty potato
chips and an orange is what I thought.  I did not know much about bobbing,
or pressure, or teeth, or tongue, so I am sure I was doing a terrible job.

   Coach Scott said "Watch the damn kid on TV and do EXACTLY what he d.es
Kev".  So I looked around coach to see the TV.  As the kid went down the
cock, I did that...when he pulled up, I did the same.  The kid was hen
licking the mans dick, so I did that too.  Coach was starting to get harder
and harder, and bigger and bigger.  Knowing what I know now, I realize he
had about 6 inches of cock so was pretty big in a young boys mouth.  I saw
the boy jerking the man in the movie, and this was something I knew how to
do for sure, so I started to do it to coach.  It was here that I saw what I
have come to know as PRECUM leaking out the end of his cock.  "Coach, you
are peeing a bit" I said.  He laughed and said "that aint piss kid, that is
cock sugar for you" and grabbed my head and pulled me down onto it.  It
tasted awful and I could be seen cringing at the taste of it.

   "You will learn to like that sweet sauce boy" he said as he started to
move his hips, holding my head by the back of it.  Each thrust was farther
and farther and it was starting to hurt.  I pulled back trying to pull off
when I felt him squeeze the back of my head and say "back to sucking boy,
you finish me off like I did you".  Now I realized, I was basically being
raped, and there was nothing I could do.  Coach continued to basically fuck
my face for 3 or 4 more minutes before he said "look up at me now boy and
do NOT stop sucking and swallowing".  I was not sure what he meant, but he
started making odd noises and saying this like "Fuck, yeah, oh, crist, now"
and I felt something wet in my mouth...the whole time he was thrusting in
me and forcing my head so I could not move.  I felt more and more and some
came out my corners of my mouth which angered Coach "Swallow boy" he said
as he rammed for the first time and hit my throat...my gag reflex hit, and
I coughed and cum came out my mouth and nose.  He laughed an evil laugh and
kept his cock in my boy mouth.  When he finished cumming, he pulled out,
wiped his cock around my face and would get some used cum on it, put it
back in my mouth, go back out again, get more, and he essentially used his
cock to clean my face and made me eat it.

   "FUCK yeah" he said as he pulled back, sat on the couch, and I could see
his dick getting smaller (I was still raging hard) which he noticed "you
rock hard still boy, shows how much you enjoyed it".  He laughed at me, and
told me to get on the couch....I was in a trance as I did as I was told. 
He grabbed the remote again, hit a few buttons and said "Look at this Kev"
as the TV came on with a different image.  There on the TV was the scene
that just happened.  Somehow he recorded what we did...but how?  He saw my
confusion, and pointed at a couple areas in the living room.  He told me
that is where the cameras are...and my heart was in my throat (where his
cum was still).  He laughed again at me, and said "now I can watch this
anytime I want...so when I am horny and you are not here, I have this".  I
did not know what to say, so I said nothing.

   Coach said "we will be doing this much more now Kev, and if you are ever
not doing as you are told, then I have this to show your parents, or
teachers, and they will all know that you are a dirty fag who does these
things".  Me being naïve, I did not know he was the one with things to
lose, I was just scared as shit that I was going to get in trouble.

   "you can walk home now Kev, I am going to go have a nap" he said.  "Go
get your dirty jersey on so your Mom does not know your secret.  Remember,
do not tell a single person or you will be a laughing stock for everyone".
I went upstairs and got dressed and walked home.  Halfway home I started
crying and puked on the side of the road.  I was scared that I may have
made the biggest mistake of my life.

   Invited back

   The next practice we had was on Tuesday after school.  I avoided Coach
Scott as much as possible, but he was always there and looking at me.  When
practice was over, I ran to the parking lot, but could not find my parents.
Coach Scott came out, and casually said "I talked to your parents Kev, they
know you are coming to my place for extra batting practice, jump in the
trunk pal".  He said it casually and in front of the other kids and
parents, and I am sure to them all, it seemed normal, but I did not think
this was going to be practice at all.

   I jumped in, and as other cars started leaving, we sat there until all
the cars were gone...and only we were left.  Coach Scott casually undid his
fly, pulled out his cock, and looked at me.  "It aint gonna suck itself
kid" is all he said.  I had no clue how to suck him (nor did I want to) in
the cab of a truck.  He reached over, grabbed the back of my child head,
and pulled me into his lap and to his dirty cock.  "open up and suck me
boy" he said.  I did as I was told, and it tasted 10 times worse than last
time (remember we had just finished practice).  He used his hand on my head
to pull me up, and push me down on his now hardening cock.  I was crying as
it was hitting my throat, and almost gagging at the taste of it.

   He moaned a bit, started the truck, and I went to lift off (knowing it
is not safe to be in such a position as we drove for obvious reasons).  He
slapped me in the back of the head and yelled "I did not say to stop boy,
keep sucking my dick as we go to my place".  The drive is only about 10
minutes, but it seemed like an hour as I could feel every bump as his now
hard cock would go deeper and deeper into my throat and hurt me.

   I felt the truck stop, and I knew we were home, but I dare not stop
until he told me to.  I was being a good boy and sucking his cock in his
driveway when he laughed at me "bitch boy cant get enough cock I see".  He
pulled me up and off his dick, and jumped out and started going into the
house (his dick still out of his fly).  He looked back, and waved me to
come too...which I did.  As I walked into the kitchen, he was there sitting
on a chair.  I stood there until he said "come on boy, back to the dick you
like so much".  I walked over, looked him in the eye hoping for mercy, but
he grinned and put a hand on my shoulder and softly pushed me down to my
knees.  I did what I needed to do and leaned in and started sucking his
cock again.  I had a clear taste of his precum that I learned from the
first day here, and while I did not like the taste, it was not as bad as it
seemed the first time.  I kept sucking him for about 5 minutes when he
suddenly stood up, grabbed my arm to pull me up, and headed into his
bedroom a couple doors down.

   As soon as we entered, I saw a video camera and computer set up, and
this time there was no hidden stuff, it was obvious he was hoping to video
us.  I asked him nicely to not record this, and he said "fuck you kev, I
record boys when we fuck, deal with it or else I simply show the movie from
the other day to everyone and they can see what a bad boy you are".  I was
screwed, no pun intended.

   Coach Scott went to the computer, turned it on and started opening sites
and the such...while I had no idea what he was doing, I was sure it would
not be good.  "get naked Kev" was all he said, which I started to do. 
After I was naked, he told me to lay on the bed.  Now I was starting to
think maybe he would suck me (that was not too bad from the other day). 
Instead of coming over to me, he stayed on the computer a bit longer, and
when I saw him turn on the camera on the computer, and then the other
computer, I knew what was coming.

   He walked over to me, stood by the bed, and simply held his now soft
cock in his hand.  "come here boy and suck the coach if you want to stay on
the team".  I found it odd conversation, there was no way I was off the
team...we barely had enough players to begin with.  It was only months
later that I found out he was role playing for the cameras.  I pulled
myself down to the bed, was in front of him, and started to get on my knees
to suck him.  "no boy, lay on your belly and show me your nice ass as you
suck your coach's cock" is all he said.  I did this, and looked up at his
cock...I remember thinking that this was not going to be an easy or good
angle for this, but I knew better than to ask or question him.  I opened my
mouth, and he simply stepped forward, put it in my mouth, and put a hand on
my head again...he seemed to like controlling my head and the movements. 
He began to use my head to suck him and I could feel his dick growing in my
young mouth.  He reached over and started stroking my bare ass, which I did
not like at all...seemed very odd.

   He would say things like "good boy" and "fuck yeah, you are a good cock
sucker for your coach" and moan more than before...again I realized later
it was to play it up for the camera.  He was soon pulling me real hard and
deep and I could feel his cock head trying to enter my throat, and again I
panicked and almost choked.  He laughed, told me to relax my throat because
he was taking it either way, and he continued to try and enter my throat.
At about his 5th stab at my throat, I swallowed out of necessity and I felt
his cock head enter...I now was balls deep on his old cock, and he let out
a "FUCK YEAH" louder than I ever heard him say anything EVER.  He left it
there for a minute, pulled out a bit, then right back in again.  After the
first shock, it did not choke me the second, third, or rest of the times,
but it did hurt, but I was able to breathe and still suck him.

   He said something I could not hear, and I felt him pull his cock out and
start to jerk it in front of my face.  I remember hearing "Open your mouth
boy" which I did expecting him to put his dick back in there...but the next
thing I knew, he was coming...and I felt a blast hit my nose, my lips, and
then a blast in my mouth...I froze, never having known about facials, let
alone get one, I had no clue what was happening or what to do.  He jerked a
bit more, then he put his cock in my mouth and told me to suck...which I
did.  It tasted bad again...sweat and cum mixed up in my young mouth as I
lay buck naked on his bed.  He left me to suck him for about a minute, and
I felt him again go soft in my mouth and I remember thinking how odd it was
that he could not stay hard as long as me.

   He pulled out, turned and went to the computer, and I heard something
like "I told you guys he was hot" and I was confused...who was he talking
to.  He shut off the computer camera, the computer, then the video camera
too.  He looked at the clock and told me to get dressed and go...that his
son would be home soon.  I got dressed and was ready to leave when he said
he would drive me home.  We went to the truck and as I started to put on my
seat belt he said "how the hell you plan to suck my dick with that on" and
he again unzipped and pulled out his soft cock.  I knew what to do, so I
leaned over and started to suck.  I did this until he said "almost home,
sit up and put on your seat belt" as he tucked in and zipped up.  We got
home, he let me off at the end of the drive way, and told me "our secret
remember, or all the grown ups know about your dirty secret".  I nodded and
got out and went in the house and ran to my bedroom.  I thought about what
had happened and jerked off twice.  I was starting to wonder if I was gay,
or is something else was wrong with me.

   Coach Scott takes it to the next level The next game we played, we lost,
and I played bad.  Coach really paid me no attention or mind at all, and
after the game my uncle picked me up and took me home.  Next practice, was
the same thing, and I was thinking the coach may be mad at me.

   Then on the following practice, he had the assistant coach hitting balls
to the team as fielding practice, and he called me over to the dug out.  I
ran in from the field, and took a spot on the bench.  Coach Scott told me
to come down the bench a bit, and we were both sitting about the middle of
the bench.  "I know you have been missing my dick boy" he said.  It caught
me off guard and I had no clue what to say.  He looked out to the field,
and everyone was busy fielding and watching our assistant coach hitting
balls to them.  Now as anyone who played little league knows, the dugouts
have boards and fencing to protect kids in the dugout, and the fence starts
about 3 feet up, so there is some line of vision, but also had to see
everything.  Coach quickly and roughly put a hand on the back of my head
and forced me down.  "take my dick out and suck it Kev before your team
mates come in" is all he said.  I was blown away, did he really expect me
to do this here, with all the other boys within hearing distance?  I felt
his hand squeeze a bit and he growled "NOW BOY".  I felt the coach lift off
the bench and slip his pants down just enough to expose his dick.  He
slightly pulled up my head to change the angle, and then I took hold of his
dick and lowered my small boy mouth to his cock.  He pushed me down the
full length (still soft thank god) and I proceeded to bob up and down like
I knew I had to do.

   He was keeping his hand on my head and thrusting up to meet my strokes.
I remember hearing footsteps a few times and was scared shitless that
another kid or coach was coming to the dugout, but it ended up they were
just running around getting balls hit.  After abou5 minutes of this, he
moaned something and I felt his cum hitting my mouth.  "swallow so they
don't know what you did boy" is all the coach said.  I did what he said,
and what was needed, and this time it did not taste as bitter.  After about
three good gulps, he let go of my head and I lifted up.  He quickly rose up
and tucked his cock in his pants and stayed seated.

   Coach then yelled for all to hear "Kevin to second base"...and I took
his queue and went out to the field in a stupor not knowing what to think
about what just happened.  I looked into the dugout a couple of times and
saw coach on his cell phone a couple of times.

   Practice ended, and my uncle was there to get me again.  Coach Scott
went to him and asked if it would be cool if I went to his place to play
with his son and stay for supper?  My uncle said it was, and coached
grinned at me and told me to jump in the truck.  I was in the cab and not
sure if I should buckle up or if I was going to be sucking his dick again.
He started the truck and started to drive away.  10 minutes later, with
very little talking at all, we pulled into his driveway again.

   We went into the kitchen and all coach said was "My son is with his mom
tonight, so he is not hear.  But you will still play and have supper".  He
laughed and went upstairs.  I remained in the kitchen not knowing what to
do.  5 minutes later he opened his bedroom door, and yelled down to me
"come up here Kev".  I slowly made my way up the stairs, into his room, and
saw the computer on, the camera set up again, and the VCR playing another
tape of a man and a boy...neither of who I had seen before.  Coach was
naked and sitting on the bed.

   I walked over to him, and coach told me to "strip naked Kev".  I knew to
do as I was told, so I did.  When I got to my jock strap, he stopped
me...and slowly took it off.  As he was taking it off, he would fondle me.
Then after he had it off, he sat me on the bed and slowly started to suck
my dick.  I instantly got hard, and knew I was loving this.  He also knew
this and would keep looking up to me and smiling as he sucked my tiny cock.
"when you cum Kev, let me know okay".  He as being so nice right now, and
sucking so damn good...I simply nodded.  After about 4 minutes I felt that
feeling that any guy knows and I told the coach "I am bout to cum coach"
and he pulled it out of his mouth and jerked it a few times and let it
blast on my belly, balls, and dick.  He had made me cum all over
myself...and I loved it.

   "stay right there, right like that Kev" he said and he got up, put on
his robe, and left the room.  He shut the door behind him, and I remember
thinking how odd...but was still coming down from my orgasm.  In about 2 or
3 minutes I heard him coming up the stairs, so I assumed he went to the
fridge or something.

   I saw the door open, and looked at it as he entered...and behind him I
saw another man...and another one too.

   WTF was all I could think, and I started to get up and cover my self. 
Coach was NOT happy about this "I said stay like that kid, damn" and he
pushed me back down on my back on the bed.  I was naked and covered in my
cum, still with a little woody while coach and two strange men (both about
his age, maybe older) were in the bedroom with me.

   "Guys, this is Kevin.  He is the boy you have been watching on the
computer sucking cock so well.  Kevin, these are friends of mine.  They
really like what they saw of you, and I invited them over to see how good
you are in person".

   I looked at each of them, and they had this evil look in their eyes.  I
did not want to be there.  "Coach, I need to go".  He simply said no you
don't Kev.  I then said "I don't want to do this anymore" and he laughed
and said "all the tapes I have show you enjoying it and doing damn good
boy, so I think you should keep doing it unless you want everyone to see
your dirty secrets"...and then he looked at the other two and laughed
together.  I knew I was beaten and I would have to do what coach wanted so
I simply dropped my head to my chest and gave a slight nod.

   Coach stood up by the bed, and dropped his robe exposing his semi hard
cock to me.  "Get on your knees son and suck me like you know I like it". I
slowly got up from the bed, and slowly got on my knees before his big scary
cock.  I looked at the two strangers and saw them both stroking themselves
through their pants.  As I looked back at Coach Scott, I simply opened my
mouth, leaned forward, and took his dick into my mouth for the second time
that day.  This time the others around WERE seeing and watching, not like
the ball park a couple of hours earlier.

   I was bobbing and talking most of his cock in my mouth, and as coach
grew bigger and harder, it was harder and harder to take him all, but he
was trying to ensure I took as much as I could.  At one point he held my
head in place and simply used me as a fuck toy and he thrust in as much as
he could, until I gagged, and then he pulled out.  He did this 4 times and
said "now swallow when you feel my cock in your throat Kev" and he thrust
in as far as he could...I swallowed, my eyes teared up, and he pushed
another inch or two straight into my throat.  I nearly passed out as I
heard coach screaming "FUCK yeah, that throat is so damn hot and tight" and
then pulled out.  He then repeated this 5 or 6 more times and each time it
got easier, but it still felt like I was gonna pass out.

   The last time he pulled out, he rubbed his dick on my face a bit, then
he lifted me up and had me sitting on the bed.  He then bent down and
rubbed his now rock hard cock on my dick and belly...smearing it with my
cum from a while ago.  "His cum is still warm boys" is all he said and they
laughed...I did not (nor could I)look at them.  He then stood on the bed
and put his cum covered hard cock at my face and pushed it into my mouth. I
was eating my own cum from HIS COCK.  I thought this was gross as
hell...but also thought that my cum tasted better than his cum...and I
remember thinking what an odd thought.

   He pumped my face a few times, then got off the bed.  I did not know
what to think, I was enjoying the rest for my throat, so I looked to my
right and saw both the men now naked and with hard cocks both leering at
me. I looked back at coach and he smiled and said "you like what you see
boy don't you" I shook my head and he slapped the top of my head and said
"be nice to my friends or else".  In my heart, I knew what was about to
happen, but I was hoping not.

   They both stepped forward a bit and I felt coach push me off the bed
onto my knees.  I was looking at three hard cocks...and I was scared as
hell.

   Time to share his boy

   Without a word, one of the guys simply walked straight at me, and put
his hard cock at my lips.  As I looked at this stranger, I could tell he
was older than coach, skinnier, hairier (belly, legs, and balls) and his
bird was circumsized as coach was.  I did not know what to do when I heard
Coach Scott say "you can suck him or he can fuck your face Kev...we don't
care either way" and I heard laughter again.  I sighed a bit, and simply
opened my mouth and lowered onto his cock, taking about 4 inches into my
sore mouth.  This new guy instantly grabbed a handful of hair and pulled me
back and forth on his cock.  I heard this fucker moan and he started
calling me names like slut, fag, whore, and fuck face.  I picked up on the
speed he wanted and was sucking him without him needing to force me, so he
took his hand off my head and let me do my thing.  I then felt the other
guy rubbing what must have been his dick on my cheek and neck.

   "Let me try him out" is all I heard and then the guy I was sucking
stepped back and I heard his cock pull out with a plop.  The other guy
simply took one step to his right and I saw his cock for the first time. 
This was what I later learned was an uncut cock, it was clean shaven, and
it was definitely bigger than Coach and that other guy.  I guess my eyes
must have bulged or something because I heard the other guy say "Oh yeah,
that is bigger eh boy" and again that evil laugh.

   I knew what was expected of me, so again, I opened up and simply lowered
onto this cock.  I was sucking it on my own, and I could feel it grower
even bigger, longer, and thicker, in my mouth.  He was in my throat and
invoking my gag reflex, and I easily saw at least 4 more inches well
outside my mouth.  I feared he may start fucking me and really hurting my
mouth, so I vowed to try and ensure that does not happen, so I sucked him
as good as I could.

   I heard a camera taking pictures, and simply closed my eyes...defeated
and well aware that I had no control over these guys, and my life any more.
I was sucking this guy for about 5 minutes, and he had the best tasting
dick of the three for sure...not sweaty or dirty, and he was not rough at
all, simply letting this little underage boy suck him the best I could.

   He pulled out and I was at first disappointed, but my mouth was quickly
filled again with the other guy as he put his dick back in my mouth,
grabbed a handful of hair again, and started forcing me up and down his
still raging dick.  It was at this moment that I felt lips on my cock
(which was hard) and I knew someone (I assumed coach) was sucking me as I
sucked this stranger and his cock.

   I felt someone stand beside me, and a different hand on my head, and I
was pulled off the cock I was sucking, and put on to the other cock beside
my face...it was coach...so I figured (rightly so) that the other new guy
(big dick man) was sucking my tiny boy cock.  I began sucking coach, then
rotated between the two of the men, and I felt a tongue on my ass licking
my bum...I jumped a bit, but the guy standing my coach said "Fuck no boy"
and firmly held me down on the bed as he pumped my face hard and fast.  I
had tears streaming down my face as a result of him hitting my throat (and
the fear) but nobody stopped....not the guy licking my ass, or the two
cocks getting sucked..  Then all of a sudden the guy on my bum stood up and
moved away.  Coach then laid on the bed, and said "come down here and suck
me boy".  I was glad to get away from the aggressive guy, so I walked to
the side, started to climb on the bed to suck coach, but he said no...get
on my knees beside the bed and suck me like that.  This was a new position,
but I figured he wanted to put me on display for his friends, so I simply
did as told, and proceeded to suck him.  I quickly realized that I was
almost deep throating him all by myself...so I must have been horned up.

   I felt a hand on my ass and almost turned to look, but realized I best
not (no need to anger anyone).  I felt something cold on my crack and it
was odd at first.  Then I felt a finger and it felt like he was rubbing
something on my bum.  I had no idea what was happening, and sure as hell no
idea what was to follow.

   Coach winked at the guy behind me, then he told me "This will hurt for
the first few times boy, but a good slut like you will get used to it".  I
still had no idea...then coach pulled me off his cock and said "Need you to
know what this feels like, and the first time you may end up biting, so I
do not want my dick in your mouth when that happens"...I remember still
thinking this was odd, and having no idea.  Then I felt the worst pain I
ever had felt, it felt like someone punched me in the gut and whipped my
ass at the same time.  I almost threw up, and remember feeling like I was
having a shit go backwards.  The fucker who was face fucking me earlier
took and rammed about half his cock (I now know he was about 7 inches long)
into my virgin ass with one thrust.  Then he pulled out some, and back in,
out some and in more.  He was screaming and cursing as he was raping my
ass.

   Tears now FLOWED down my cheeks, I bit my tongue, I cried, and I started
to beg him to stop.  I turned and looked and he glared at me with such
hatred in his face.  As soon as he saw my face he rammed it fully up my ass
balls deep and held it there.  He said "Nuts deep in this fag....FUCK".  I
turned away and coach lowered my head onto his cock that was oozing precum.

   "watch the teeth Kev, if you bite or scrape me, it will come back to
hurt you".  I knew what he meant, but I was sure I would not be able to
perform with a cock up my ass hurting me.  I pursed my lips around his cock
and started to suck.  The amount of precum was amazing as he was enjoying
me being so abused by these two strangers.

   This went on for about two minutes, then the guy in my ass pulled out
and I remember feeling utter relief, and I thought how glad I was.  It was
at this time I went to really sucking coach and I remember enjoying this
and actually moaning on his cock.  The guys behind me commented on this in
very mean ways.  I then felt two hands on my hips, and a push and something
entered me again.  This hurt, but it was not rough like the first guy.  I
turned a bit, looked back, and it was the other guy (bigger dick but
uncut). He was being much more gentle, but I remember feeling fuller (he
was much thicker).  He slowly fucked my ass as I kept sucking coach.  He
took my ass for about 6 minutes, then he pulled out too.  This time my ass
was not empty for more than 5 seconds, and with a plunge, the other guy was
nuts deep again...but this time it was much easier than before.  I realized
the bigger guy ahead of him loosened me up and this guy just could not fill
the gap.

   He fucked my ass hard and fast for a couple minutes, then pulled out.  I
expected the other guy to take his place, but instead coach jumped off the
bed and in a flash was behind me.  He slowly entered me, and he gave me
about 50 strokes as the other two guys left the room (heading to the back
room).  They came back in a couple minutes, and tossed a washcloth and
towel to the coach.  I felt him pull out of me, and at last I had no cock
in my mouth or ass.  I looked back and saw coach wipe his cock (it had
blood and poop on it).  I felt a hand on my shoulder (the big uncut guy)
and it was pushing me off the bed and onto the floor.  I sat on my bum on
the floor and remember feeling sore, but empty.  The three guys all stood
over and around me and started to frantically jerk off (been there, done
that I remember thinking).  Within a minute coach was screaming "open your
mouth Kev" and I did.  I instinctively stuck out my tongue and he blasted
my mouth and face.  After his second or third shot, he put his cock in my
mouth and rammed it mostly all in and out twice...getting me to eat his
cum.

   He pulled out, and the rough asshole then put his cock in my mouth, but
simply put half in and kept jerking it.  His hand would hit my chin as he
beat his meat.  In about 1 minute he grunted and unleashed a HUGE load in
my mouth.  I felt it leaking out the sides of my mouth as he had more cum
than I could handle.  As he finished, he pulled out and wiped his cock on
my cheek, then deliberately poked me in the eye with it (I remember
thinking that was a DICK move).

   The last guy was the big guy who was uncut.  He stepped toward me, and I
opened wide and looked him in the eyes.  He smiled, and I started to smile
when he then nutted on my face too.  First shot hit my chin, then in my
mouth, then on my cheek.  I then lowered onto his cock on my own and
started to bob on his still cumming cock.

   He shuddered, shook, then I heard a big sigh and he pulled out.  I
looked to the side, and saw the computer monitor showing the full scene. 
Coach obviously was taping this.  I dropped my head a bit, and took a deep
breathe.  The guys all walked away toward the bathroom.  Coach said "get
dressed and go home Kev.  I will let you know when our next practice is". I
quickly got dressed, used the dirty washcloth to wipe the cum off my face,
and went downstairs and headed home.  On my way down stairs, I heard the
three of them talking and laughing upstairs.  "cum slut" "party doll" "boy
toy" were three things I heard that really hurt.

   I become their slut

   I did not hear from coach for 5 days, and I was starting to think he was
mad at me for being with the other guys, and I think I jerked off at least
twice a day every day.  It got to the point where I would think of coach,
and the other two guys, while I jerked off.  I would cum on my belly, then
scoop it up in my fingers and eat it.  I remember thinking my cum was
better tasting, but there was less of it.  I thought it must taste worse as
you get older.  Then I came home from school one day, and as I turned to
walk into my driveway, I saw coach Scott's truck in the yard.  For a minute
I froze in my tracks, then I caught my self running up the driveway.  He
was in his truck, and I saw him smile and then laugh.  He must be finding
it funny that I was running toward my molester.  He must know at this
moment that he had me fuller (but looking back, it was probably long before
this).

   I got to the side of his truck, and he opened his door.  I said "hey
coach, what are you doing here"?  He smiled and simply said "been missing
your hot mouth boy, so I am here for a blow job.  Get on your knees and
suck my dick".  It shocked me (the language and the fact he expected this
here).  I knew nobody was home, so he must have known too.  I started to
walk around to the passenger side, but he grabbed my hand and said "on your
knees in your driveway and blow me here Kev" as he slid over and hung his
legs outside his driver side door.  I nodded a bit, and went to my knees as
he stood a bit, undid his pants, and pulled them down to his ankles
exposing the first cock I ever sucked.  I was on my knees and sucking his
dick in a matter of seconds.  Coach would stroke my hair and make comments
about how good I was at sucking dick, how he knew I was his slut, and he
would talk about the other guys from last week and how much they all loved
me and wanted me again.  I remember thinking that I was hornier now than I
had EVER been in my life.  I would hear a car or truck drive by the
driveway and I remember thinking that any of them could pull in the
driveway and maybe see this 12 year old boy on his knees sucking like crazy
on his little league coach for all I was worth.  I was probably sucking for
about 10 minutes, and I remember thinking it was odd that coach had not cum
yet, so I was starting to think I was doing something wrong.  It was at
this point that I really started going at him with all I could...taking him
all the way into my throat, moaning, and slurping on his big cock.  I
thought maybe I should do some dirty talking so I pulled off him and said
"I like your cock Coach" and went back down on it.  He said "You like any
cock by the looks of the other night slut".  I took this as to mean he was
mad or hurt, so I pulled off again and said "I like you best though".  He
got a leer in his eye and said "Sluts don't have favorites, cock is cock to
you".  I felt hurt.  I DID like him better, but he did not care.

   I just looked at him, not paying attention to his raging cock just an
inch from my preteen mouth.  I felt very bad that he did not believe me. 
"Take me into your bedroom Kev.  I want to have you suck me off where you
sleep and play".  He then stood, pulled up his pants, but did not buckle
them, and walked toward the house.  I was still horny, did not expect
anyone home soon, so I stood, went to the door, and opened it (we do not
lock doors in the country).

   We were inside the door, and he was rubbing my ass through my jeans as I
started to head down the hallway to my bedroom.  I opened the door and for
the first time my molester was seeing my room, and it was probably at this
time that he should have realized how young and innocent I was...I had two
stuffed animals, a power rangers blanket, baseball cards on my dresser,
posters on my walls, kangaroo undies on the floor...even though just two
minutes ago I had his cock lodged in my throat, it was clear that I was
just a child by my bedroom.

   Coach simply sat on my bed, lowered his pants again, and said "strip
naked Kev".  I was hesitant since I did not expect anyone to come home, but
you NEVER KNOW.  Coach saw this hesitation and stood and took two steps
toward me and simply yanked my jeans down with one pull...bringing my
undies with them.  He then lifted me with one arm, yanked them off with the
other, and carried me over to the bed and he sat down again.  He laughed
and said "now take off the tshirt Kev and get on your knees again".  This
time I obeyed, and as soon as my knees hit my floor, he put a hand on each
side of my head, and lowered me down on to his cock, and he was moving my
head for me.  He moaned and sighed and was enjoying using me in the comfort
of my bedroom..  "slut likes cock I see.  Sorry that you have to settle for
just one right now boy" is what he said.  He used my face for about 5
minutes then pulled me off his cock.  I remember looking down and seeing it
covered in my spit and his precum.

   "let me suck your boy cock now Kev" as he stood and moved me toward the
bed.  He had me sit, and he dropped to his knees and sucked my small three
inch boy meat.  He was moaning very loud and sucking noisily.  He would
fondle my nuts as he sucked me.  I remember thinking this was hot, better
than jerking off in my room.  I knew I was about to cum, so I told Coach.
He immediately stopped...FUCK.

   "not yet boy" he said.  He then stood up so I figured he wanted me to
suck him so I started to lean in to do this, but he put a hand on my
forehead and said "I want that tight ass now Kev".  I was not a huge fan of
this, but I do not think he was asking, so I simply dropped my head a bit.
He put his arms on my and moved me around so I was standing near the bed
with my hands on my bed.  He started rubbing his cock head on my ass, and I
now know the precum was being used as a lube.  He rubbed it about a bit,
and said "this will hurt again at first boy, but you took three in your ass
the other night, so this will be a walk in the park" and snickered.

   A burning sensation ran through my body as his cock head POPPED into my
boy ass and I let out a yelp.  Coach then fed my tight ass a few inches and
pulled back, then in again and out...he was slowly making love to my ass,
but it still hurt.  Then I felt a hand on my upper back and he shoved it
all the way in and it hurt like hell.  He held it nuts deep in my for a few
seconds, then pulled out halfway, and back in nuts deep again.  After he
did this about 10 times, I was able to relax and take my ass raping.  I
remember the feeling of his breath on my neck and it made me feel dirty. 
Funny that his cock up my ass raping me did not affect me as much as his
breath on my neck did.

   He was still talking shit and being mean to me...the other night really
affected him.  I thought (wrongly) that he was hurt that I allowed the
others to use me, but later on I learned he was horny as hell about it and
he liked slutting me out.

   He moaned again and said I am gonna cum boy, and I expected him to pull
out but hd kept fucking my ass.  He shuddered, rammed all the way in my
ass, and said "FUCKKKKKKKKKKK".  He stayed still for a few seconds and then
he pulled out a little and gave me three strokes.  I felt funny down there,
and as he pulled out of my ass I heard a PLOP and felt something running
down my leg.  I assumed it was blood or poop, but I simply stood there.

   Coach said something like "clean up for gods sake kid".  I turned around
to head to the bathroom and I saw his cock (still semi hard) covered with
cum, some poop, and a little blood.  It was now that I realized he came in
my bum.  I thought gross and what a waste of cum.  I walked toward the
bathroom bare assed and I felt more leading from my bum.  I wiped up my bum
and leg and heard coach saw "bring a wash cloth here too boy" so I headed
out to him and started to hand it to him.  He laid on the bed and said
"come here boy" and I walked toward him.  He quickly grabbed me and lifted
me up and positioned me over him (in what I now know to be a 69 position).
He instantly put my still rock hard cock in his mouth and started to suck
my cock.  I then used the cloth and wiped his dirty sticky cock clean.

   He sucked me for about 2 minutes and I knew I was about to cum, but did
not know if I should tell him or not, the last time I told him I ended up
being ass raped.  "Im gonna cum Coach" I said, but he kept sucking me. 
Then I erupted in his mouth and he swallowed every drop of my boy seed.  He
then turned to the side, and tossed me off him.

   He wiped the corner of his mouth said something like yum, then stood and
got dressed.  He started to walk out, but stopped, looked back at my naked
body in my room dripping from my orgasm in his mouth and said "tomorrow
after school, tell your parents you are coming to my place for supper and
practice.  You will be home late.  I will have some guys there for you like
last time...you will like that I know" and he left.  He did not wait for an
answer, but he did not want one.  He wanted me to do as he said, I looked
around a bit, then saw cum on the floor that had leaked out my ass, so I
went and cleaned that up before my parents came home.

   All the next day in school I thought about the coming night.  Should I
go or skip it.  Would the same two be there.  Would they take my ass (not a
huge fan of that).

   The last bell rang for the day, I started to leave school, and I had a
decision to make...turn left towards coach's house, or right and head
home...