I
had just turned fourteen when my family and I
were introduced to the Family Church and to Father James
Mulcahey, and, as it turned out, it became the most important
event in my young life. Out of the blue, one Friday night after
dinner my mother sat me down for what she termed as a
serious talk. I thought I was in some kind of trouble until she
started out by telling me that she and my father had just joined
a church.
"A
church?" I asked. "What ever made you decide to join
a church?" I had always regarded my parents as super cool, even
sexier than most. My mother, in particular exuded sex in the way
she dressed and carried herself. I always took a little pride in
her
ability to grab the obvious attention of men. My friends were
always
telling me how sexy she was. But a church. What brought this
on.
"Honey,"
she said, "it's a different kind of church. Very
different. And your father and I are not sure if it is for you.
The pastor
surprised us when he suggested we should include our children and we
are really not sure if you are old enough. So he wants to talk to you
about it."
"You
want me to talk with a priest? About finding religion? Please
spare me the waste of time."
"I
want you to do it for me. Let' call it a conference just to see how
you feel about the whole thing. It would, at least, help you
understand why
we are doing this at this stage of pour lives."
And
so very reluctantly I agreed and was even more put off when
I found out that the church was some thirty miles west of Cambridge
where
we lived out in the woods near Grafton. It had to be different
to make someone
travel that far on a Sunday morning. The church building looked more
like some
private school, which, at one time it happened to be. We were
met at the door
by a Sister Jean, a stunningly beautiful woman dressed in an all-white
nun's
habit with a halo crown. What seemed weird, though, was
that the skirt was
mini, hanging just below the crotch and well above the knees. It was
the first
tip that things were different around there. She was hot?
Sister
Jean directed my mother to a comfortable seat in the lobby and
took me to a smallish room where a conference table and six chairs
took up
most of the available space. I was alone for less than five minutes
when I heard
the heavy footsteps of Father Mulcahey. When the door opened I was
stunned.
Father Mulcahey stood six-five at leasst, and he was as handsome as
a movie
star with a smile as big as Fenway Park. He was wearing a long black
cassock
and collar and looked as much a priest as anyone could.
"Stephen," he said.
"I'm so glad to see you. Please call me Father Jim.!" And in just
those few words all of my nervousness disappeared. I liked him
immediately And who could blame
me. He was mesmeric. "We're here to see if The Family Church is
a good fit for
you, right? So tell me, Stephen what have your parents told you so
far about the
Family Church?"
"Nothing,
really. Except that it was different from other churches and they
had decided to join."
"How
old are you now?"
"I
just turned fourteen."
"In
my experience that is exactly the right age for young boy to want to be
part of the church, a little younger for girls and that's what I told your
parents. But
there are exceptions. Oddly enough the exceptions are usually the
result of the
influence of more conventional religions."
I
hadn't a clue what he was trying to say. "To be honest, Father I am not
much for religion. So my feeling is that I probably ought to pass at
this time."
"Excellent.
As I was saying our concept of religion appeals most to those
who have not been subject to the more accepted mores. If we are to
determine your
suitability I should ask you some very personal questions and they are not
intended to embarrass you in any way."
I
didn't like the sound of that at all. "What kind of questions?"
"I
am going to guess that given your age you are on the brink of puberty
and your hormones are raging. You find yourself getting erections at
the most
inopportune times. You get called on to stand up in class and there it
is and you
can't do anything about it"
My
throat had jammed shut and I couldn't answer him.
"It
happens to all the boys at your age. although some boys are naturally
sexier than others. So tell me, Stephen, and don't be embarrassed to
answer
me honestly. But when you jerk off are you more inclined to think
about boys than
girls?"
I fell
into a spasm of coughing that didn't want to stop.
"I'm
sorry I don't have any water," he said.
When
I was finally able to speak I said, "You think I am a fag......,.
.My parents must think I'm a fag is that what this is all
about?"
Father
Jim's tone of voice quieted and he went on to explain,
"Stephen what you should know and what your parents were too
shy to tell you is that the Family Church is rooted in the belief
that sex and
sexual pleasures are the ultimate gift from God. We believe in
free love. We
believe in the special joys of homosexual sex. We believe
in family sex. We
believe that sex in all of its manifestations brings people
together in so
many wonderful ways.
"The
reason I asked the question about boys and girls is just a hunch I
had about you. You are unusually pretty for a boy.
And most boys who are as
pretty as you tend to be at the very least
bi-sexual. Boys like you tend to attract
attention from other males which can lead to homosexual
experiences. And once you
have discovered the excitement and the thrills of male to
male sex you
can become lost in it. Has that ever happened to you?
Have you been with
man or boy?"
I
was so glad that my groin area was hidden beneath the
table because
I had erected. I was excruciatingly hard. My cock cried out for
rearrangement
and I tried to do manage it without being obvious
"Not
yet but I want to," I admitted "I think about it all the time." I
should
have been embarrassed to admit that but after listening to
Father Jim I knew we were
on the same page.
But
I am sure you have grown men look at you in that certain way. Perhaps
at the mall or in public rest rooms." His voice was almost
hypnotic.
"It
happens all the time and I've seen their bulges, too."
"It's
all very natural," the priest said.
In earlier societies sex between boys and
men was wholly encouraged."
"And
the church likes that idea?"
"Very
much so! And when I mentioned family sex did you understand
what I was saying?"
"You're
talking about incest."
"Exactly.
And how does that sit with you."
"You
mean you want me to get it on with my mother?"
"And
your father. Your father is particularly interest in having sex
with you and I can't blame him."
"Did
he tell you that?"
"He
did, indeed. His only question was whether the idea would interest
you."
I
had to take a second to run this new surprise through my mind never having
had the slightest thought about it before. I thought about my
father sexually for the first time.
He was very good looking and a really sexy guy. Not a big guy
but very sexy. He was
probably the last person I would ever believe was into gay sex.
"The
idea interests me a lot. I want to do it with him."
"You
mentioned, and I believe you are being honest about it, that you are
still a virgin sexually."
"Yes."
"I
don't want to take advantage of you in our confessor-penitent relationship
But would you like to change that status tonight with me?"
"Wow,
would I. I think that would be so great. You mean you would let
me
suck your cock?"
"And
vice versa," Father said with an ear to ear grin.
"What
about my mother. She's waiting in the lobby."
"With
your acceptance of the church your life has changed instantaneously.
You
will be able talk sex with your mother, have sex with your mother get
undressed and walk
around the house naked as you wish. Your parents are as
of this moment your sex partners.
We will ask her to join us in the sex room."
"Father,
I don't really mind getting it on with my mother but right now I am sort
of
into gay if you know what I mean."
"Then
I will tell her exactly that and she will understand perfectly."
He
stood up and I had forgotten how big he really was. I stood up with him and we
saw and smiled at the tents protruding below. His seemed to have more
freedom in the way
what promised to be an immense cock stood out and I doubted if he was
wearing any clothes
at all beneath the cassock. He took took me by the hand and, with
both erections
on full display led me through the door.