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 Authors note: This is my first attempt at erotic fiction, after spending
almost 14-15 years reading it online.  From a curious young teen to being
almost 30 years of age, my erotica tastes have graduated from plain vanilla
sex to hardcore BDSM, swinging, cuckoldry and various fetishes.  Despite
having enjoyed multiple swinging experiences with some fantastic couples, I
am for the first time beginning to write erotica.  The below story is
purely my fantasy.  I have been attracted to lactation for more than a
decade now.  Unfortunately, never ever have I even been close to fulfilling
it.  Yet I have not given up hope just yet.  If I am satisfied with how
this story eventually turns out, I shall write about my swinging
experiences and then probably get inspired to write about my more sicker
fantasies of BDSM, Toilet slavery, MDom etc.  So here goes Suckling real
Mother's Milk 1 M/F, lac, slow, con, anal

   The fantasy is based in New Delhi, India.  For all the media coverage
this country gets for its economic growth these past few years, life was
very different in the late eighties and throughout the nineties.  The
economic liberalization started in 1991, and within a few years life for
teenagers suddenly became more fun.  For firsts, we got cable TV in our
homes.  MTV became to improve the possibility of even thinking about a
girlfriend a bit more realistic.  In a country where you hardly met
women/girls beyond your college days, having a girlfriend was a major
taboo. Yeah in schools and colleges kids did have affairs, but sex hardly
happened.  You got lucky if you hit first base and getting to 2nd or 3rd
was like the zenith!

   Anyways, I was 15 years old when I "awoke" to the sexual attractiveness
of women.  I saw women and not girls because like most men, tits were the
major source of hormonal excitement.  Soon this sexual awakening progressed
towards the "crush" stage of attraction and young female classmates became
the target.  In the 90-student class, evenly distributed between the
genders, there were 2 stunners I was crazy about, while there were 3-4
ordinary ones with big tits which got a lot of eyeballs and massive stares
from me (mainly on their tits).  Being a self righteous geek, who wanted to
ace exams and get into the best colleges, I could never muster up the
courage of speaking with any of these women, specially the two stunners..
But as luck would have it, one of the stunners one find day spoke to me.  A
simple question " Is the English teacher absent today", sent shivers down
my body and I was too shell shocked to respond.  Ere stood this stunning
beauty and I couldn't reply back.  Mumbling a stupid response to a simple
question, I kept staring at her.  She was 5ft 4 inches tall, compared to my
5ft 10 inches, was very fair (yeah Indians are suckers for fair/white
complexion) and had the rosiest cheeks I have ever seen in a woman.  And
those eyes.  Big and expressive, they were innocent one moment and naughty
the other.

   Guess it was the nerd's lucky break.  The stunner kept in touch with me
with a word every couple of weeks which kept me in perpetual state of fatal
attraction towards her.  And two years passed.  We finished our national
exams and joined separate under-graduate schools.  My years of hardwork had
paid off and I got my dream school (which happened to be the best in the
country) while the stunner ended up in an average one.  After living my
entire school life living like a nerd, I had long back promised myself that
once I had got into university I will push academics backstage and focus on
getting laid.  And six months later, I broke my shackles and became my man.
For the first time in my life, I picked up the phone and called up a girl.
The stunner.  God, was she surprised.  Yet, I spoke like the nerd I never
ever was.  She responded positively because he had topped the school and
was suddenly a good catch.  We eventually fell into a rhythm and talked
once a week over the phone and this continued for 2 years.  Despite my
newly acquired bravado I could never get to ask her out.  Not that she
volunteered either.  As university education began to draw to a close, I
realized I still had not pooped my cherry and my investment with the
stunner was looking too damn long drawn out.  It was time to shift gears.
If I wanted to walk out of university feeling like a man who knew how a
woman's cunt felt around his dick, I had to ask the slipperly bitch out. 
Yet, the date was uneventful because the stunner was playing me.  The
coquette flirted but defined clear boundaries.  With the end of that
heartbreaking date, I realized the investment had gone bad in her.  She
would never let me get inside her panties.  A few years later, the I moved
abroad eventually landed up with a plum banking job in Hong Kong.  I made
more money than I had ever dreamt of.  Suddenly I was transformed overnight
from a geeky Indian boy to a cosmopolitan suave banker.  And I got yellow
fever.  All I had to do when meeting hot Chinese girls in parties was to
mention the name of my bank and boy, getting pussy became so much easier.
In the three years that I worked there, I fucked 12 cunts.  Not bad for a
boy who was a fucking virgin till 22!  The former nerd loved the real
pleasures of the orient.  Succulent yellow flesh, unblemished skin which if
he bit lightly turned beet red, the soft doll like moaning of these Chinese
money hunters, their stunning figures, hard nipples capping delicate
globes. And their tight arses.  I had over the years become a porn addict.
My tastes had graduated from the normal big titted vanilla sex to the more
exotic bdsm, anal fucking, deep throating variety.  Some of my Chinese
lovers had given me access to the back doors and boy, once I had gotten
used to those tight little buddies, there was no way I could imagine my sex
life without anal.  Yet the biggest unfulfilled fantasy I had was to suckle
on a lactating breast.  I tried online forums to get in touch with women
who might be keen to share their milk, but nothing really materialized. 
Watching Japanese women with big tits squirting milk onto the cameras
seemed the only outlet for this fantasy of mine.  So after ten years of
that fateful "date", I was more than surprised to get email from the
stunner.  I wondered how she got hold of my email id because it was the
late nineties when we had last communicated and never by email. 
Nevertheless, I replied back to her with no expectations.  Stunner: hey
nerd, where have u been?  So long since I heard from you.  Got your email
from xxx.  Get in touch for old times sake.?" Banker: "Hi gorgeous.  Live
in HK now.  Work as a slave for a global financial giant.  Single and
getting old.  How are you?  Married with a couple of babies?  Stay in
touch" And slowly slowly over a period of a few weeks the emails became
more frequent and we became warmer to each other.  Boundaries of the past
were broken soon as the stunner mentioned that her arranged marriage was
not really happy and she had begun to reminisce about her past love
affairs. Taking a cue, I began to wonder about her motives in getting in
touch with me - just friends or maybe fuck buddies?  What took me by
surprise were her calls.  Calling international from India was expensive
and she had started to regularly call me up for long periods.  What the
fuck was driving this chick to do that?  Clearly there was something worth
exploring.  And as destiny would have it, I was already in the middle of my
plants to move bank to india to try my hand at a start-up.  By the time I
moved back, a year had passed and my beloved had a baby girl.  Within a few
days of my arriving back, I found myself at her door.  When I saw her, it
seemed that time had stood still for the last ten years.  She looked as
young and fresh as I last remembered her.  Surely there was a bit of
rounding around the hips, but she was a new mommy.  But what caught my
attention the most were her large mommy milkers.  She used to be a B-cupper
back in school with no great shape.  Now, she was surely a D!  She invited
me in and after she shut the door behind her, I don't know what the fuck
possessed me, but I instinctively stepped forward towards her and hugged
her.  Ten years and I couldn't give a damn that she was a married woman
with a baby.  And then, she shocked me.  She hugged me back!  Probably it
was my lucky day that her in-laws and hubby were not home.  After a good
few minutes of holding each other, we sat down on the sofas facing each
other.  It was so different chatting online and over the phone with her
than it was in person.  I felt all my bottled up emotions and lust charging
up.  The hug had given me a raging hard-on and told me that she was ready
for a fuck if not for a full blown affair.  My eyes kept moving to her
titties frequently and I am sure she knew what I was staring at.  We had
barely settled when the baby cried.  She told him it was his feeding time.
I told her to not worry about me and take her time feeding the baby,
cursing my luck silently for not having my mouth around her milky nipples
like the little baby.  Then a few minutes later, I was surprised to see her
coming out with the baby, who was suckling peacefully.  She had draped her
saree carefully in a way which blocked any view of her juicy milky tits. 
We carried on small talk till the infant suckled controlling my raging hard
on dreaming about replacing the baby's mouth with mine on those glorious
orbs.  When the baby finished, she excused herself to take him away to his
crib to rock him to sleep.  After a few minutes later, overcome by madness,
I followed her.  Her back was facing me as I approached her.  She turned
instinctively and I gently brought her in my arms.  She did not resist and
instead snuggled tightly.  I pulled her face away from my chest and covered
it with gentle kisses.  I could feel her shivering with guilt and desire.
Ten fucking years and my moment had finally arrived with her!  With milk
laden tits to boot!  Our lips met and I became demanding and rough.  My
tongue pushed through into her mouth, greedily seeking hers.  My left hand
began to squeeze her lovely round ass, while the right moved to her exposed
mid-riff slowly inching its way towards her left breast.  The moment I
touched her tit, I felt her body stiffen.  It was now or never.  I felt her
try to push me away, but I held firm and pushed my tongue deeper in.  My
right hand was now on top of her left tit which was huge.  Accustomed to
small Chinese tits, I could not control my animal instinct to squeeze it
hard like a lemon.  She made a guttural noise but never stopped me.  I knew
then, that she wanted me as bad as I wanted her.  Breaking our kiss, I
looked into her lust filled eyes.  I pushed her saree from her shoulder and
looked at her generous cleavage.  I began to kiss her neck and moved down
slowly towards her fleshy mounds.  My hands now held each tit from the side
and as my tongue reached the beginning of the deep valley, I grabbed them
hard and squeezed them roughly.  Her blouse became wet with hot milk
spurting out.  She screamed hard, pushing her head back and arching her
chest towards me, encouraging me.  I tore open the front buttons on her
blouse and ripped her bra.  I was stunned to see her beautiful white
globes, so huge and glorious.  I could see the blue veins in the white
flesh which was straining to contain the milk within.  That's when she
softly told me- "they have milk.  Don't suck on them if that makes you feel
gross.  My husband avoids them like the plague.  But it feels sooo good
when the baby sucks them".  I couldn't believe my ears.  She loved getting
her tits suckled and was a lactating mommy!  And I was a tit lover, dying
to suckle real milk off a woman's teat!  I moved my mouth over her right
nipple and sucked her.  My hands grabbed the right tit and squeezed.  She
moaned loudly and thrust her tits more at him, grabbing my hair hard and
screamed - suck my milk you lover.  To be continued in part 2...when he
fucks her cunt and then takes her anal virginity against her consent (after
which she becomes a willing anal slut) Would appreciate reader feedback
greatly.