After reading Sara's chapter 4, I just had to write chapter 5. 
Starting up where I left off waiting for her to call.  I have to
explain why I did what I did. I won't recount the week at the
farm, she covered that pretty good.  I had forgotten all about
her birth control and me giving it to her.  That was important. I
didn't know how "safe" she was with all the bitching she made
before. I knew she was on the pill but still we couldn't have her
getting knocked up. Give her the solid evidence she would need to
go after us if this didn't work out.  The guys didn't need that.
I didn't need it either.  It wasn't until later that my
conscience got to bothering me, about what I did to her... What I
did was wrong, very wrong.  She should have hated me, hated all
of us...

Michael

                             Michael
                            Chapter 5

I wasn't around when she called and left the message on my
machine.  I didn't like the way she was trying to play me.  She
was still the controlling little bitch I knew from grade and high
school.  She was the fucking bitch neighbor girl that teased me
until I went crazy.  She fucked up my life pretty good back then.
It's still kind of fucked up.  I haven't had a real relationship,
you know the want to get married type, I don't know how.  That's
why I treated her the way I did at the lodge and then again at
her office.  I wanted to fuck with her like she did me.


I had just got home from the party.  It had been a fucking good
party with the guys and I was exhausted.  It was a sex party with
them and their women.  It was a fun group.  It was all
consensual, always was.  The girls were community property and it
was OK with them, I guess us guys were considered community
property to them.  Just like the hippie days I've read about,
free love and all of that.  The girls liked us; we never failed
in giving them as many orgasms as they wanted.  We were above
average and could last longer than most guys they said.  We stuck
together.  Problem was I was the only one with no woman.  Six
guys and five girls well that's a problem.  Not for the girls
though.  It was for me.  I knew it was a sticking point for the
guys even though they didn't express it verbally.  I just knew. 
That's how it is when you're close like we were.


Anyway as I was sitting there playing her message through again,
I figured out what I wanted to do.  She made it easy, a week
alone at her parent's farm, what an opening.  I knew she didn't
really want me, you know as a boyfriend.  I didn't want her for a
girl friend.  I just wanted to fuck her and fuck her as long as I
could.  I had done some checking up on her.  You know her social
life.  She treated men like trash, fucked with them and tossed
them, used and loosed. She was a lot like me that way, the way I
treated women.  Maybe that was another thing I had against her.
I figured the way she treated men was why she was still single. 
She was a big shot lawyer.   Another problem I had.  I don't
trust lawyers.


So she wanted to play make up with me?  Play games?  I'll show
her a game.    I'll tell them she's my woman and wants to be
initiated into our group.   The guys will go for it.  It'll be
fun.  I'm due vacation time at work.  I can be gone for a week,
longer if I want.  I'll apply tomorrow when I get to work.


Thoughts were bounding through my mind and I started writing down
my plans.  The more I wrote the more I thought it work.  I called
the guys to see if they could get the time off for a little fun.
I told them I was meeting a woman that wanted to join up with us,
she was to be my woman and that it would take a few days of their
time to get her to warm up to us.  They were excited I was
finally going to have a woman for the group.  She'd be new meat.



I was getting excited.  I thought I would have to jack off I was
so excited.  I listened to her message again and wrote it down. 
Everything she said.


Sara will be at parent's farm next week, Tuesday through Tuesday.
 Full moon Wednesday.  Snuck into her room, full moon.  Hope I
can stay the week.  Tuesday night the moon should be full enough.
 Will be undressing just before 11:00 like then.  Remember dress,
will be wearing it.  Be there Tuesday night or don't bother to
come at all.

Shit, I remember like it was yesterday.   What a fucking bitch, a
sexy fucking bitch.  The guys won't believe their eyes or their
cocks they'll be so fucking hard when they see her.


There wasn't much time to get ready and plan.   She didn't give
me any time.  It was Sunday night already and I would have to be
there Tuesday morning to check things out.  It had been a long
time ago when I explored the layout of her parent's farm.  I
wondered how many changes they had made.   I tried to picture it
in my mind.  If I got there early Tuesday morning I should have
time to have the layout and let the guys know what to do.


I walked around the house getting stuff together.  When I spied
the collar in the garage, the plan came together.  It was
something we had played with, us guys and had modified it for our
sexual conquests.  We used it on a few girls that wouldn't let us
fuck them.    They did after we used the collar.  We almost went
to jail charged with rape with one woman but we convinced her
otherwise to drop the charges.  The collar turned out to be
useful. That was back before we started the group.  I found
batteries for it and the control box and looked around for
something to try it out on, a stray dog or something and
remembered the battery tester.  I hooked it up and saw it still
worked.  I figured I would only have to shock her once.  That's
usually all it took.


I tossed everything into my old duffel bag along with some
clothes, extra toothbrush and tube of paste and put it in my car.
 I didn't need much, most of what I would need, I would find on
the farm. I went to bed.  I had to get up early for day shift. 
I'd ask for the time off when I got there.


As soon as I walked through the door of the station I hit the
Captain up for the time off.


He stared at me before saying, "Sure, take the fucking week off,
fucking month too if you want.  Fucking year too!"   He sounded
pissed.  I stood there shocked.  He laughed at my pained
expression.  "Sure Mike, you've been pulling some long hours. 
You need the time off.  Go ahead, take the day off too.  I'll
rearrange some schedules.  When will you be back?"


"Next Tuesday late, Thanks Cap."  I took off before he could
change his mind.


I took my time driving up and parked on the other side of the
farm on a forest road that switched back behind the hill that was
behind her parent's house.  I knew she would never drive up there
and it was just a short walk to the house.  I'd have the guys
park here too as they showed up.  I was glad the house sat on one
edge of the farm and not in the middle or the side closer to my
parents.  My parents, I hadn't seen them since I left home.  I
knew they were disappointed with me.  Maybe someday I would go
back home.  I had mixed feelings there.


I stopped at the top of the hill and looked down on the farm. 
Her parent's car was in the yard, I didn't see hers.  I sat down
and waited for the best time to leave the hill and explore.  It
looked the same as I remembered.  I guess I dozed off and was
startled awake when Sara drove up.   I looked at my watch.  It
was a little after 3 in the afternoon.  She got out of the car
and went in the house and came out a short time later and walked
around with her dad.  I couldn't hear what they were saying.  She
was wearing these fuck me shorts and a t-shirt.  I wondered what
her dad thought.


When her dad went into the house, Sara walked down to the creek.
I figured it was a good time to sneak down and follow her, to
check things out.  I was hidden in the trees when she went wading
in the creek.  I got hard watching her.  I was hoping she would
strip when her mom called her for dinner.  Disappointed I watched
her walk to the house.  I followed and hid in the barn.


I was surprised when her parents left early.  I was standing just
inside the barn door watching when she walked up to it and came
into the barn. She almost caught me. I just had time to duck into
the shadows in one stall.  She gathered up some rope she had
hidden under an old blanket and carried it to the house.  Ropes
huh, she wanted to use ropes?  That gave me an idea.  I've always
wanted to fuck a woman trussed up and hanging.    Plenty of rope
around. This stall would do just fine. There was a low beam to
tie her hands to and legs could be tied to the side boards. 
Could make a game of it.  The guys would like it. It was going to
be easy to break her.


I watched and waited there.  I could see the house and was
surprised again when she came out with a towel and walked back to
the creek.  I knew I was going to see something this time and
followed.  When she stripped, it was an instant hard on.  That
almost screwed up my plans.  God what a body.  She swam until
almost dark and didn't even dress before she walked back to the
house.  I was hard the whole time I watched her, even as I
followed her to the house.


It was just like old times as I watched her through the windows.
I was a little smarter this time and stood in the shadows to make
sure I wasn't seen.  I was just outside her room when she entered
and dropped her clothes and towel on the bed.  I could see just
enough of the room to see she had arranged the bed like before
under the windows like she said she was going to do in the
message.  She surprised me even more by not putting something on
but went about unpacking and laying out the outfit she was going
to wear tomorrow night, the dress and all.  When she left the
room, I went over and tested the bathroom window.  It slid up and
back down easily and quietly.  She came back into her room with a
bottle of wine and a glass, turned off the light and sat on the
bed.  I couldn't see much in the darkness and didn't want to get
too close to the window lest she see me.  The phone rang a little
while later and I heard her talking with her mom.


I waited just under her window until I heard a light snore coming
from her and went exploring.  It was easy getting into the house.
 No door was locked.  I walked right in.  I took off my shoes and
walked around in my socks not wanting to make any noise.  When I
got to her room and slithered in, I fond the almost empty bottle
on the bedside table.  That explained why there was very little
stirring from her as she slept.  I looked around; the room was
exactly the same as it had been.  I saw her shorts and panties
laying on the floor where she had tossed them and in picking up
her panties, I sniffed them taking in her sweet smell.  All the
memories came flashing back.  I was that pimply faced boy again.
I held them to my nose as I hovered over her looking at her sweet
body illuminated by the dimming moonlight wanting to take her
this instant.  I stood there for some time just looking, wanting
to touch but needing to wait.  The air was cooling so I finally
reached down and pulled up the sheet and blanket and regrettably
covered her beautiful body.  When I removed the blanket on the
stand and covered her with it, that's when I discovered the
ropes.  I figured she was going to try to use them on me, the
controlling bitch she was.  Well she was going to get a surprise.


I slept in the barn that night after getting something to eat
from the kitchen.  There were blankets out there.  I took several
more from a closet near her parent's room.  I slept soundly in
the hayloft.


She woke me when I heard the car door slam and her car start and
watched as she drove off.  I was glad she did.  It would give me
time to set things up.  I climbed from the loft and went to the
house.  The kitchen door was locked but as I walked around the
house thinking I would have to go in through the window, I tried
the front door.  Surprise, surprise, unlocked.  I walked right
in.  When you live on a farm like this, everyday traffic in and
out of the house is usually the back door or kitchen door.  No
one ever uses the front door.  That's for guests.  I laughed at
this; I'm going to be the guest.  I got a little something for
breakfast and went exploring.


I examined the ropes she had attached to her bed and added one of
my own and retied the knots hoping she would not look at them
when she got home.  They were the slip knots that could be
quickly cinched for easy capture.   I was surprised she hadn't
tied them that way.  With that done, I went back to the barn and
arranged the ropes there.  Everything ready, I called Mark and
John, my closest buddies and told them the plan and the game in
the barn we were going to play and what we were going to do the
rest of the week and where to leave their cars.  I didn't want
her to see them.  They would talk to the others.  I told Mark and
John to be there Wednesday morning or earlier if they could.  The
rest could show up sometime after breakfast and wait in the barn.



I went back to the house and hid the collar and control where I
could quickly get it.  Everything ready, I explored the farm.


It was late in the afternoon when she got back.  I was waiting
and saw her drive up and snuck back to the barn to watch.  She
carried in several bags I supposed was food and I didn't see her
again until she left again dressed in the fuck me sexy dress. 
Instantly hard again I watched her leave. Shit I thought, if I
keep reacting this way every time I look at her I'm going to have
problems and explode before I get it inside her.


It was late when she got back.  It was just like she said she was
going to do.  She went to her room and did the strip tease just
like the way she always did it.  I was just outside her window in
the shadows watching.  I didn't want her to see me at all.  I
didn't want her to know I was there.  I hadn't decided up till
then how or when I was going to enter the room.  I was going to
come in quietly through the unlocked front door and take her by
surprise until I saw her lock her bedroom doors.  Now I would
have to come in through the bathroom window.  The bitch still
thought she was in control.  I wished now I had hid in the closet
or under the bed or something.  Well the window it's going to
have to be.  After that it's my game.


I didn't really get hard like I thought I would until she turned
off the ceiling light, turned on the bedside light and lay back.
When she spread her legs and I saw how wet and swollen she was,
well that did it.  Instant hard, I hoped it wouldn't interfere
with me trying to climb through the window.  Her turning off the
light made it easer.  I couldn't see her clearly so it eventually
deflated.  I waited until I thought she was asleep before I tried
the window and crawled inside.


After I undressed and stood there looking at her trying to decide
how I was going to do it, jump on and quickly tie her or what, I
weakened.  The moon was shining on that delicious snatch and I
had to lean down and taste.   I got her off that way before I
climbed up on her.  It was easy after that.  She was trying to
get me to enter her when I took her by surprise and tied her. 
She tried to fight after she discovered what I was doing.  She
stood no chance of overpowering me.  I had her tied before she
could think about it.


I had fun after that, bringing her to another orgasm with just
kissing and touching before I shoved in hard and pounded her. 
She kept screaming at me to pound her hard so I did.  I didn't
hold back.  She came once as I was pounding her and I kept
pounding all the way through it.  It didn't take very long after
that when I shoved in hard and shot so much fucking cum into her
I thought my balls were going to turn inside out.  She fucking
screamed through an orgasm at the same time. I was exhausted
after that and I fell asleep and slept until Mark woke me up.  He
was just outside the window.  John was with him.  They wanted to
see her so I got up and unlocked the bedroom doors, and told them
to use the front door to come in.  I met them and told them to
keep quiet.  I turned on the bathroom light so as not to wake her
and let them have their look while trying to keep them quiet. 
There was just enough light to do that.


They would have both fucked her then if I would have let them,
but I led them to the kitchen where we talked in hushed voices. I
told them how I had the barn laid out and what we were going to
do and how I would get her out there for the fun.  I told them
there were blankets in the loft and to sleep there for the night.
 Their fun would start in the morning.


All they could talk about was how beautiful she was and what a
find and the fun they were going to have as they headed to the
barn.  I went back to bed.  I didn't fuck her again, I let her
sleep.


I was up at first light and left her tied.  I wanted to let her
know I was in charge when she woke up.  I dressed and went to the
barn to get Mark and John up.  Didn't need to, in their
excitement they were both up and dressed.  Some of the others had
already arrived and Mark was telling them what she looked like. 
They were all excited over this new find and the fun they were
going to have with her, like the old times back when we took some
girls out and had a little fun with them.


This was going to be a little different though.  They thought she
wanted to join our group willingly.  They didn't know this was
going to be rape and we would all go to jail if she pressed it. 
She was an attorney and could do us a lot of harm.  At this point
I didn't care.  I just wanted to wipe that smug controlling look
off of her face and let her know that her control over men had
just stopped.  I was going to break her in.


I was back in the house when I heard her scream out for me to
untie her.  Mark and John had come with me and were in the
kitchen eating.  They followed me to the bedroom and stood in the
doorway as I snapped the collar around her neck and untied her.
She dashed to the toilet and was there as I was talking with the
guys when I guess she heard us and hollered out.  They both
quietly slipped from the room.  I didn't want her to know just
yet what I had planned.  She came out of the bathroom with all
these demands so I told her to go take a shower, took the collar
off and let her think she was going to get her way.


When she walked into the kitchen and I surprised her by snapping
the collar back around her neck, her superiority evaporated. 
That's when I let her know what the collar was for.  I pushed the
button and she went down and lay there twitching for a few
seconds.  When she came out of it and discovered the guys
watching her in her condition that's when I had full control over
her.  When I introduced them, I could see it in her eyes.  She
knew.


I made her go to her room to clean up, to get her ready for the
fun.  I followed after I told the guys to head for the barn and
discovered her trying to get the collar off.  Told her there was
no way she could and get her shower over with.  She wanted the
collar off but I left it on.  I wanted her to know she could get
shocked at any time. She was still defiant and spat at me a few
times.   That deflated when I told her the guys were waiting.



She tried to delay as much as possible, taking her time but I was
getting impatient.  I pulled her out of the shower and handed her
a towel to dry and was trying to pull her through the room but
she wanted to dress.  I told her she wouldn't need any clothes. 
I practically had to drag her to the barn.   I shoved her in and
the guys did the rest.  They had her trussed up before my eyes
had time to adjust to the dark.


She was pleading to me to stop all of this but she was too late.
I couldn't stop this if I wanted too.  The guys were ready for
the game to start.  I let Mark start and the rest had their turns
tasting her.   I didn't take part in this.  I already knew her
sweetness.  The next phase, I led off.  This was the really fun
part, seeing who would cum first and last the longest.  It was a
tease for her and for us. Only one thrust in, holding in deep for
15 seconds and pull out, and then let the next guy in line do it.
 Naturally, when a guy came, he got to stay in until he
completely shot his load.  Then they had to drop out.  We had
bets going.  Bob won the short bet.  He shot his wad first.  I
forget how the rest played out except Mark won the biggest pot by
lasting the longest.  He got to do the steady fucking until she
orgasm and he shot his load.  The game took longer than I thought
it would and exhausted her.  The guys carried her to the house
and put her to bed.


We let her sleep.  It was still dark when she woke up and I guess
was trying to get away.  I was sitting in the dark kitchen when
she came sneaking in.  I startled her when I spoke to her.  She
was still full of spite and growled at me calling me a bastard. 
I laughed at that and told her the guys would be here for the
week.  She might as well enjoy it.  I explained the rules to her
and asked how she wanted to spend her time with the guys.  After
the fun in the barn she blurted out one on one.  I told her good
but she was still going to be fucked by each of them in
succession.


I was feeding her when Jack came into the kitchen.  I could see
he wanted her so I nodded and he took her to bed.


I didn't see her again until morning when I discovered her and
David in the shower.  By the way he grinned I knew he had fucked
her in there.  Told them to finish up, Dave to get dressed and
follow us to the kitchen for breakfast.  After eating, I cut
straws to see who got her next.  Mark again was the lucky one. 
He took her down to the swimming hole.  It was going to be a warm
day and I thought that would be a good place to spend it.  I
followed quietly with the control box, the others not far behind.



Mark put on quite a show as he usually does with women.  That's
why most of them like him and seek him out.  John took her next
after Mark finished with her.  When we all had our "firsts" with
her for the morning, we fucked her whenever some one wanted to. 
Hell, I don't think there were very few minutes that there wasn't
a cock inside her.   It was dark when we were through.  The guys
carried her to the house and dropped her into the tub of hot
water I had waiting for her.  I scrubbed her down and let her
soak.  She had a rough day.  She dozed off and I had to lift her
from the tub and put her to bed.  I crawled in with her and she
slept all night.


When she woke up rousing me out of my sleep, and ran to the
bathroom to pee, I told her she had the day off, no sex.  I
figured she needed time to recover with the workout the guys gave
her.  I could see she was relieved not having to fuck all of us
again when I told her.   I told here there would be just me and
Mark, the others had to leave and go back to work.  When I
mentioned Mark, her eyes lit up.  I knew she liked him; most
women did after they had sex with him.  We were a lot alike in
that way.  The women we fucked always came back for more.


She was really cute and beautiful setting there on the toilet,
looking at me with those beautiful blue eyes.  I was melting
under her gaze but wasn't about to let on she was getting to me.


She kept asking me questions if it was just going to be me and
Mark.  I'm sure she was afraid the others were still there.  I
kept telling her no, we would party with the others when we got
together again.

I could see the thoughts spinning through her head.  She asked me
about the "Club" if that was the "Club".  I didn't know what she
meant until I remembered overhearing David telling her about the
group.  I told her yes that was right.

She floored me when she came right out and asked if she was going
to be my woman or Marks.  I told her mine.  I knew then I had
broken her.

She wanted the collar off and now I saw no reason for her to
continue wearing it.  My cock was standing straight out by this
time and when I bent down to release her collar, it brushed her
lips and she sucked it in.  I didn't ask her to do it.  It was
something we never forced her to do.  Some of the guys wanted her
to do it but that was not part of the rules.  I didn't want
anyone to get it bitten off.  Now, as she pushed me back against
the counter I let her have her way.  It was the best blowjob I
ever had.  I didn't know she could do it like that.  I thought my
balls were going to turn inside out.  It hurt.  When I got my
strength back I picked her up and carried her to the kitchen and
told Mark she really knew how to give a blow job.  I sat her on
the table and had her give Mark one before breakfast.

We spent the day with her giving us head until we had nothing
left, totally exhausted. She slept between us.  Nether one of us
had energy left to fuck her that night.

 We let her sleep in and went out and shot hoops until she woke
up and wandered out to us as beautiful as ever.  I wanted to fuck
her bad but I had an agreement with Mark.  He would be leaving
the next morning and would get to have her all day and night. 
She'd be mine soon enough.  Mark had set up the blankets in the
barn loft and that was where they would spend the day. I would
pack food and water, whatever they needed to them until they
wanted to come down.  Then after dinner, they would have her
room.  It was hard for me to do that.  I wanted to fuck her so
bad.

When she came down one time to pee and cornered me and asked me
why I was letting Mark do this, I was close to loosing it.  I
almost couldn't control the urge to grab her and fuck her right
then.  I forgot what I told her.  I had to get away from her.

I had dinner ready for them when they finally came in.  They sat
and ate while I watched.

Her parents had called and left a message on their machine and I
told her to call them back and see what time they would be home.
She did and we found out they would be home late Tuesday.  That
was fine, I would have her from when Michael left in the morning
until I left sometime Tuesday before her parents arrived.

She was surprised when I told her she would be sleeping with Mark
for the night that he was leaving in the morning.  I think she
thought she would be sleeping with both of us.  Any way I tried
to sleep in the other room listening to heavy sex going on in the
next room.  I hardly slept.

Mark left early the next morning, Sara was calling for him I
guess to come back to bed when I heard her and walked into the
room.  I told her to clean up and gave her some clothes to dress
in and to meet me in the kitchen.  I think I surprised her by
letting her get dressed.   I had breakfast waiting when she
walked in.  She didn't wear the shorts I selected but one that
was very low riding that showed a little bit of golden patch.  My
eyes were drawn there.  God she was gorgeous.  I could feel
myself getting hard.

I explained what I expected of her and what the others would
expect of her.

She kept nodding her head but I didn't think she really
understood.  I tried to explain so she would and then we ate.  I
didn't really have the day planned out and was sitting there
thinking we would just spend the day walking around and exploring
the farm.   I knew I was going to fuck her at some point.  I
wanted it to be someplace special after she had spent so much
time with Mark.

We got up after breakfast and walked, exploring and watching the
wildlife.  We held hands the whole time.  I guess my conscience
was bothering me the whole time.  I wasn't aroused like I thought
I would be.  At one point we stopped and I was going to take her,
we kissed, and undressed.  I fixed a bed for her with my clothes
and she lay down on them.

I was hard in anticipation and dropped to my knees between her
legs and started running my hands over her beautiful body, when
my conscience took over.  I confessed how much I wanted her to be
a part of my life and in a way how sorry I was in what I did to
her.  I told her I didn't think she really understood what that
meant.  She would not be just with me but my friends and would
have to give herself willing to them.  I wanted to give her time
to think about it, to be absolutely sure.  I had already decided
to leave after helping her straighten up the house and barn to
give her time to make her decision.  My conscience had already
deflated me.  I couldn't fuck her now.

I helped her up.  I could see her confusion.  She started crying
and saying she didn't understand.  I wanted to hold her then but
held back.  I had to give her time.  I helped her dress and take
her hand and led her back to the house.  She helped me straighten
up in silence and I packed and put my things in my car.

She begged me to stay the night.  I couldn't.  If I did, she
would not have the chance to reconsider.  What I did to her was
wrong.  I was selfish.  No woman should have been forced to go
through something like this, to be raped into submission.  My
conscience was killing me.  I did care about her.  The members of
the group were all willing partners she hadn't been, wasn't given
the chance.  She should hate me.  I left an envelope on the table
on how she was to contact me with her decision, an e-mail
address.  It would be a simple yes or no.  If it was no, she
would never see me again.  I told her that and left.