Sucking
By s19000
Chapter 1

Robbie was sixteen years old when he said to his friend and jack-off
buddy, "I want to be a cocksucker."

Robbie was slender with dark hair and, as usual, he wore jeans and a
t-shirt. He and his fifteen year old friend, Matt, were in Robbie's
room at home. Robbie had been on a two-week trip with his parents, who
had spent most of their time doing things Robbie wasn't interested in.
That gave him plenty of time alone in the hotel room for what had been
his favorite activity -- jacking off.

Robbie and Matt talked about sex all the time, especially fucking and
getting blow jobs, and most times they ended up jacking off together.
They used the Internet for inspiration, and Matt was using Robbie's
computer to watch a video of a teenaged girl masturbating. "You want to
watch some cocksucking?" he said. "That's cool. Let's see what I can
find."

"No, I want to be a cocksucker."

"Hah," said Matt. "All this porn must be rotting your brain."

"Hey, listen to what I'm saying." When Matt turned to face him, Robbie
continued. "I had lots of time to think on that stupid trip."

"And lots of time to jack off, I bet. You see any hot girls at the
hotel?"

"Yeah, but now that I'm sixteen, I thought I should decide what I want
to do with my life."

"What's that got to do with jacking off?"

"When I figured it out, it made me jack off even more."

"What's to figure out? We go to school, look at girls, get hard, and
jack off. And how could you jack off more than you already do?"

"That stuff's great," said Robbie, "But now I want to be a cocksucker."

"For real?"

"All that stuff we look at," Robbie nodded at the computer screen, "I
realized that only one of those things really turns me on. Cocksucking.
Look at me." He unzipped his pants and pulled his cock out. "I'm hard
just talking about it."

"Yeah. Getting a blow job would be great. It makes me hard, too."

"Not getting one," said Robbie. "Giving one."

Matt pulled his cock out, too, and they both began jacking off.

"I ate my own cum on vacation," said Robbie. "I jacked off in the
bathroom and ate it while my parents were just on the other side of the
door. It totally turned me on."

"You like cum?"

"I like mine. I want to find out if I like cum from other guys. Can I suck you?"

"You want to suck my cock?"

"Yeah."

"Hey, man." Matt pulled his hand away from his cock, and it stood up
hard in front of him. "That's kind of a faggot thing to do."

"Can I?" said Robbie, staring at Matt's cock. "I've never done
it, and I really want to see what it's like."

"Right now? I mean, shit, I don't know about this."

"You're sitting right there. You were just jacking your cock. Why not
let me go down on you?"

"Oh, man." Matt spread his legs a little, watching Robbie stare at his
cock. "Guys will call you a faggot."

"I think I am a faggot."

"Man, this is strange."

Robbie got down on his knees and shuffled forward between Matt's legs.

"You'd really do it, wouldn't you? I've always wondered what a blow job
is like."

"You'll find out, if you tell me to do it."

"I thought you wanted to do it."

"I do. But I don't think it would be right for a cocksucker like me to
just start sucking without permission. A cocksucker should be told what
to do. I'm not a cocksucker now, but I want to be one. Robbie looked up
from between Matt's legs. "Tell me to do it. Tell me to suck your cock."

"Shit. Go ahead. You can suck my cock if you want to." Matt waited, but
Robbie didn't do anything.

"Hah," said Matt. "I knew this was bullshit." He started to put his
cock back in his pants.

"Wait," said Robbie. "You just gave me a choice about whether I wanted
to suck, but a cocksucker shouldn't get to choose whether he sucks or
not. He should do what he's told to do. If he's told to suck, then
he'll suck -- because he's a cocksucker, not because he wants to do it."

"God, this is really weird. OK, suck my cock."

Robbie bent over Matt's cock and opened his mouth. He slid his lips
over the head and felt them slide down the shaft. The cock reached toward the
back of his mouth and flattened his tongue.  He tightened his lips
around the cock, and then he paused. The fact that he was about to suck
off his friend receded from his consciousness, and he became aware of
only the cock in his mouth. He was filled with a feeling of
submissiveness that just felt right to him.

His mouth was no longer just his mouth -- it was a pussy in the middle
of his face. He was no longer just another guy -- he was a receptacle
for cock. It was only his first time, but he felt the beginning of a
conviction that no Cock that needed to cum should ever be frustrated if
his mouth was available. He began to suck.

"Whoa!" said Matt. "That feels good."

Robbie moved his face up and down, the surface of the cock pull at his
lips. After a few strokes he felt a spasm in his crotch. He took his
mouth off Matt's cock and stared at it. "Now I'm a cocksucker," he
said. "A minute ago, I was just a guy, but now I'm a cocksucker. I knew
I wanted to be one. Look." He pointed down at his crotch to show Matt
the cum all over his jeans.

"You jacked off while you sucked?"

"I never touched myself," said Robbie. "I came just from having cock in
my mouth."

Matt reached for his own cock.

Robbie grabbed his arm. "What are you doing?"

"You got to cum, but I didn't."

"That's what my mouth's for."

"You still want to suck me? Even after you came?"

"I'm a cocksucker now. That's what I do."

"Listen," Matt said. "I don't always know when I'm going to cum. I
might not be able to warn you before I do."

"I want you to cum in my mouth. Try to get it. I'm a cocksucker. Now
tell me to do it again."

"OK, OK. Suck my cock."

Robbie bent down to the cock, and then he stopped. "While I'm sucking,
you can talk about me and what I'm doing if you feel like it. I came a
lot last week, just from thinking about sucking while a guy told me
what a faggot I am."

"Hey, I need to cum," said Matt. "Shut up, and suck."

Robbie immediately slid his mouth back down onto Matt's cock and sucked.

"Oh, man," said Matt, "That feels great. A cocksucker is just what a
guy needs sometimes. This is way better than jacking off. I'm going to
want you to do this all the time. You can jack off all you want, but
I'm going to sit right here in front of this computer and look at hot
pictures while you suck my dick. What do you think aboutÉ Ah!" Matt's
cock flooded Robbie's mouth with cum.

Robbie pulled his mouth off the cock.

"Man, I came a ton," Matt said. "I can't believe I just got my first
blow job, and it was from a guy."

Robbie swallowed the cum in his mouth. "From a cocksucker," he said.
"And I just swallowed your cum, so I'm a faggot, too. I'll suck you off
any time you want."

"Jesus, you keep saying these cocksucker faggot things."

"Because they're true. I wish you'd say them, too."

"Fuck. This is all new to me, but if you suck me again, I'll probably
say them."

"I told you, I'll suck any time, but I meant even when I'm not sucking
you. Like when we're playing video games, or even in school."

"OK." Matt paused, and then he said, "Cocksucker. You mean like that?"

"Oh, yeah. It makes me so hot. Don't even use my name. Call me
cocksucker."

"Whatever you want -- Cocksucker."

Robbie got up and went to the full-length mirror on his closet door.
"I'm looking at a cocksucker," he said. "All last week, I wanted to
look in the mirror and see a cocksucker. I wanted my parents to look
across the table at dinner and see a cocksucker. I jacked off a lot,
thinking about what it would be like to know I was a cocksucker. Now I
am one, and for the rest of my life, when I look in the mirror, I'll
see a cocksucker looking back at me."

He took his cock in his hand and jacked himself off. "I'm a
cocksucker," he said, and his cum squirted against the mirror.