Everyone says you never forget your first love. For Robert Pryce it was the best time of his life. But with a rocky marriage and a miserable sex life, his memories of his first love haunt him on a daily basis. What can he do to calm the madness that is slowly building up inside of him. Author's note about the setting of this story... A good portion of this story is set at the campus of the University of Wisconsin at Whitewater. Many of the locations in the story are actual locations that existed in the late 1980's at the campus. One thing I did fictionalize was the name of the fraternity. Being a former fraternity member myself I realize and respect a fraternities need for secrecy of its sacred traditions. That is why I chose to write a fictional fraternity in this story. Story codes for the entire story MF Rom Slow Pett Oral Anal College cheat Story codes for this chapter are MF Rom Slow Pett Oral Anal College First True Love By Mr. Freeze Chapter Five I woke up feeling the warm embrace of a naked body lying next to me. At first I thought I was at home and Jenna had rested her head on my chest but then I realized that it was better. It was Nikki laying her head on my chest and she was lovingly rubbing it with her hand. I started playing with her hair, relishing the feel of it, hoping I would never have to lose it again. "Good morning," said Nikki softly. She kissed my nipple and then continued her rubbing. "Good morning beautiful," I said still brushing my fingers through her hair. "I would love to wake up every morning like this," purred Nikki. "I think it would make me that happiest woman on the face of the earth if I could wake up like this every day." "It would make me very happy as well," I said. Our happiness was interrupted by the ringing of the telephone. I let it ring. "Aren't you going to get that?" asked Nikki. "No, it's probably Jenna." "It's only one ring. It's the front desk," said Nikki. "OK," I said as I picked up the phone. "Robert Pryce," I said into the phone. "Mister Pryce, this is the front desk. We have a call to transfer to you." There was a slight pause and my heart sank. "Robby?" said Jenna on the other end. "Yeah?" I said, my fear rising. "MY GOD! I've been SO worried about you!" I looked over at Nikki and motioned for her to stay quiet. "I'm fine Jenna. Just very busy." "You have to stay in contact with me. I need to know you are ok." "I'm fine. I think you are overreacting." "I love you though," said Jenna. "I need you to come home to me." "Jenna, I'm very busy right now. I will come home when I'm done here." "Don't you love me?" asked Jenna. I didn't say anything. Something in the back of my mind told me that my charade had to stop. I knew the telephone wasn't the best place to break this kind of news to her, but I couldn't keep lying to her. "No," I said quietly. "No what?" "No, I don't love you," I said. I could hear Nikki gasp next to me. As for the other side of the line it was silent for a moment and then I heard sobbing. "Is it because I'm still not good enough in bed?" sobbed Jenna. "There is no passion in our relationship," I said. "I'm slowly dying because of it." "I'll change," cried Jenna. "I'll do whatever I have to do." "I'm sorry Jenna. It's not your fault. I demand too much from my partner and you can't give me what I selfishly want." "I will change for you Robby! Please give me a chance to change for you!" "I gave you six years to change Jenna. I can't wait any longer and now it's too late." "Please! Please! Please! I don't want to lose you!" "It's the way it has to be Jenna. When I get home I want to start working out a divorce. Hell, I'm giving you a week's head start on me with lawyers. I would hope we could come to an easy division of assets and just part ways." "I don't want to divorce you," screamed Jenna. "I won't let it happen." The dial tone of the phone buzzed in my ear after the loud click of Jenna hanging up. "God, I didn't want to do it that way," I said to myself as I hung up the phone. I looked over at Nikki and she was in tears. "I'm sorry I did that in front of you," I said. "I just couldn't lie to her anymore. Not after last night." "I didn't know if you were really serious about leaving her," said Nikki. "I thought I might as well get a good night with you at least if you weren't telling the truth, but God I'm so happy that you were telling the truth." Nikki put her arms around me, squeezed tightly and sobbed into my chest. I just held her to me, thanking my lucky stars that she was back in my life. Still sobbing she began to kiss down my chest and to my tummy. I sighed deeply as she passed my belly button and then kissed the head of my cock. She grabbed my cock in her hand and gently licked it from top to bottom. "Can we make love right now and skip the foreplay?" asked Nikki, tears running down her cheeks. I nodded to her and she then straddled me and lowered herself onto my throbbing member. "Oh God! I really missed having you inside of me," said Nikki as she began to rub her clit on my cock. Nikki rocked on top of me slowly moaning softly. I reached up and grabbed her breasts and kneaded them in my hands, increasing the pitch and volume of her moans. Nikki started bucking against me like a woman possessed. I moved my hips in a futile attempt to accentuate her movements. She was just too wild. There was no rhythm, just a pure lust driven orgy of movement on her part. "AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUCK!" screamed Nikki as she came. She then collapsed on top of me and sobbed into my chest. I slowly rubbed her back with both of my hands as she cried, softly whispering words of comfort into her ear. "I'm so sorry for letting you go," sobbed Nikki. "I was so stupid. So, so, stupid." "It's ok baby," I said. "We can make things right now." Nikki nodded furiously into my chest. "I can look into relocating down here this week. I don't want to lose you again." Nikki rewarded me with a flurry of kisses. "Make love to me," said Nikki softly. I was still in her so that wasn't too hard of a request to grant. I pulled her legs forward and sat up taking her into my arms. We ended up sitting, with her on my lap and her legs around me and impaled on my cock. We were limited in our movements but that didn't matter. This wasn't a lust filled roll in the hay anymore. We were sharing with one another our love. We kissed and caressed one another while slowly and passionately coupling. We made love like that for nearly an hour. I brought her to three very quiet climaxes and we finished when I finally released into her in a relaxing, yet satisfying orgasm. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- The rest of the week went pretty much the same every day. Nikki would spend the night with me and we would make love every morning before she would go home and get ready to come back to the hotel for work. During the day I actually spent my time drumming up some local business. I talked to a few of my business contacts to see if they had any contacts in the Tampa area and was pleased to find a few local contacts in the area looking for IT consulting services. I quickly set up a few appointments and next thing I knew I had two new customers in the area to work for. Jenna called every day and pleaded with me to take her back. She informed me that she would do anything it took to make things work, which made me feel even worse for doing to her what I was doing. Every call ended the same way. She would get frustrated and yell at me and then slam down the phone. I knew in my heart that Jenna loved me more than life itself. I just hoped against all hope that Nikki felt the same way about me. For our last night together I made reservations for Landry's, an upscale restaurant in the area. I wanted to make the night as special as possible so that Nikki would have a wonderful experience to look back on as she waited for my return to Florida. We arrived at six in the evening and were immediately seated in one of the best seats in the place. I had slipped the Maitre De a twenty dollar bill to ensure that it was the most romantic and secluded spot in the restaurant. I took Nikki's hands into my hands and looked across the table into her eyes. "This has been one of the best weeks in my entire life and I owe it all to you," I said. Nikki gave me one of those smiles that melted me. "I love you so much. I promise you that if you ever ask me the same question you did fifteen years ago that my answer will always be yes." I was a bit stunned. We had only been back together for a week and she was already talking about marriage. The thought had crossed my mind, but not enough to say anything about it. "Let's just take things one step at a time," I said softly. "I'm just so excited," said Nikki. "It will be wonderful. You will be back in my life. I will be able to leave my mom's house once and for all." A sick feeling began welling up in my stomach. "I should have never doubted that you would become successful," continued Nikki. I was suddenly ripped from the room as the memories I had been suppressing over the years came flooding back to me. Memories of pain and heartache. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I had made reservations for Nikki and I to have a special dinner at the Gasthaus restaurant. I had spent my last dollars on a small engagement ring for the girl I loved and this would be the evening I was going to pop the question. I picked Nikki up at five and drove the short distance to the restaurant. I made a grand show of pulling up to the front of the restaurant and getting out and opening the car door for her and then escorting her inside before going back out to park the car. Once I got back inside we were escorted to our table. The restaurant looked like an elegant German beerhouse complete with the beautiful waitresses showing tons of cleavage carrying eight beers at a time. We had a lovely table on the balcony overlooking the main dining room. It was the perfect romantic setting for what I was going to do. "Nikki, I made some decisions regarding school next year," I said to lead things off. I gotten my grades from school a week prior and found that I was now on academic probation. Nikki had been such a distraction to my schooling that I rarely attended classes. I got off better than she did, however. My distraction to her schooling earned her a ticket out of the school for at least a year. "Are you going back next year?" asked Nikki. I figured she didn't want me to return so I wouldn't be away from her during the school year. I shook my head. "I'm not going back next year. I have a different plan. I have decided to join the Army full time and go on active duty. They are sending me to Germany." Nikki looked shocked. I had anticipated that. I knew she was feeling like I was abandoning her. I was about to offer her the solution. "I want you to come with me to Germany Nikki," I said. I then stood up and walked over to her side. I kneeled down and took her hand. In my other hand I held the ring I was going to give her. "Nikki, will you marry me?" Nikki looked at me in shock. Her shock then turned to tears. "This Army thing. You already signed up for it?" asked Nikki crying. I nodded. "Then I can't marry you," said Nikki. My heart stopped. "Why?" I demanded. "The Army has no future Robby. I need someone who is going to be successful and be able to take care of me. I don't want to have to live from check to check, wondering how we are going to make it. My mom would definitely not approve of me running off and marrying a soldier. Why did you have to go off and do this Robby?" "Don't you love me?" I gasped. "Not if you aren't going to be successful," said Nikki, saying the words I tried my hardest to repress for fifteen years. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Is something wrong?" asked Nikki. "Huh?" I replied, disoriented. "You were daydreaming," said Nikki. "I've been doing that a lot lately too. We are going to be so happy together." "Happy, why?" I said coldly. Nikki's expression turned to one of worry. "What's wrong Robby?" "Answer my question," I demanded. "We're going to be happy because we love each other so much," said Nikki nervously. "And?" "And what?" "What about the fact that you will be able to move away from Mom?" I said. "Yeah, that will be nice too," said Nikki. "I have lived like a peasant for so long." My anger boiled. "Why did you come on to me so quickly Nikki?" "Because I missed you." "Are you sure it wasn't because you saw a ticket out of your monotonous, dreary life as someone with no future?" Nikki was shocked. My words had cut her like a knife and I reveled in it. "No," she cried. "That wasn't it. I missed you." I could tell she was backpedaling. I knew she was up against the ropes. "You figure that you will be comfortable with me and be able to spend money again and be spoiled by me." "That's not it," cried Nikki. "You haven't changed at all in these fifteen years," I spat. "I have changed," pleaded Nikki. "I realize now that I made a mistake letting you go." "Hindsight is twenty-twenty. Isn't it? Now you know I made it to be a successful person earning six digits a year. What if I came back into your life now and I was as poor as you are. Would you have still taken me back into your life? Would it have been as easy to seduce you into my bed?" Nikki didn't say anything yet spoke volumes. "I didn't come down here on business like I told you," I said. "I came back here knowing that you worked at the Double Tree Hotel and Suites. I came back here to try and win you back into my life. For fifteen years I have made it an obsession to become successful so that someday I could win you back. Now I realize how stupid of an idea that was." "Please Robby," pleaded Nikki in tears. "It isn't like all that. I would have taken you back no matter what." "Be honest with me," I said looking into her eyes. "I would have," said Nikki, avoiding my stare. I knew then that she was lying. The one thing I had always had with Nikki was being able to stare into her eyes and sharing our most intimate of feelings. I knew that because she couldn't look back at me that she wasn't being honest. "You are in love with the idea of being married to me but not in love with me," I said. Nikki collapsed onto the table top and bawled. I noticed our waiter and motioned for him to come over. I handed a hundred dollar bill to the waiter. "Please make sure that the lady's meal is taken care of," I said. The waiter looked over at Nikki sobbing into the table and then at me and nodded. "Goodbye Nikki," I said. "Don't go," screamed Nikki. "Please don't go. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for what I did fifteen years ago. Please." "Goodbye." I got up and walked away from the girl of my dreams. Never in my life had anything felt so right. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I looked out at the snowy landscape below me as the Boeing 757 I was riding in glided over Southern Indiana. Nikki was behind me. I knew the fantasies about her were over. I realized that there was more to our relationship than just the wonderful sex and what I saw of it sickened me to the core. My thoughts drifted to Jenna. I knew she still wanted me back, yet I didn't know if I could return to her. There was still a part of me that cherished Jenna for everything that she was outside of the bedroom. She was the perfect wife in that respect. I was coming to realize that maybe that was more important that a good roll in the hay from time to time. Part of me though still wanted to sever that tie with her. I had betrayed her and felt like I couldn't in good conscience return to her. I thought about Jenna the rest of the way home. I replayed a thousand different conversations in my mind of what I would tell her, of how I would tell her that I didn't want her in my life anymore. When I got to Milwaukee I picked up my luggage and drove home, oblivious of the world around me. All my thoughts were focused on the confrontation ahead. I had a minor panic attack when I pulled into my driveway and realized I didn't remember the drive home. I noticed Jenna's car was in the garage as I went to pull my suitcases from the car. The confrontation was going to take place whether I liked it or not. I walked to the house slowly and opened the front door, half expecting it to be locked and the locks changed. I was blindsided the moment I walked in the door by Jenna. She was wearing nothing more than a red teddy. She had her arms and legs wrapped around me tightly. My only option was to drop my luggage and grab her ass, lest she fall. Jenna tried kissing me and I turned away from her. "Welcome home," said Jenna as if nothing had happened. "Can you please get down," I said sourly. Jenna complied and was soon grabbing my bags and carting them off to the bedroom. I had to admit she looked really sexy in her red teddy carrying my luggage for me. I went into the kitchen and made myself a rum and coke. I figured I would need to numb the pain now because this was going to turn out harder than I thought it would. Jenna wasn't going to let go of me. "Watcha drinking?" said Jenna as she walked into the kitchen. "Rum and coke," I said coldly. "Jenna we need to talk." "You're right we do," said Jenna happily. "Shall we go to the bedroom and chat?" "Here will be just fine," I said. Jenna sat down next to me at the kitchen table and looked into my eyes. Her eyes were sparkling. This wasn't the same woman I told on Monday that I was leaving. "Jenna, I think we need to start discussing the separation," I said solemnly. "There won't be any need for a separation," said Jenna happily. "Yes there will," I said, my anger rising. "I intend on becoming a better lover than Nichole and winning your heart back," said Jenna. My heart stopped. I wondered how she knew about Nikki. "Yes, I know about your little trip this weekend," said Jenna. "I know you have been trying to find her. I found all your emails to your private investigator on your computer." "That's private information on my computer," I screamed. "When it comes to our marriage nothing is private," said Jenna calmly. "How long have you known?" I asked. "About a week before you left," said Jenna. "That was why I didn't want you to go." "Why didn't you say anything before I left?" "I wanted you to have another shot with Nikki," said Jenna. "That's how much I love you. I figured if I said something before you left that there would be no way of getting you back and you would have held it against me forever if you didn't go. Did you sleep with her?" I wanted to lie to her but I couldn't. I merely nodded. "Was it good?" I nodded again. "Are you going back to her?" asked Jenna calmly. I shook my head. "I'm not mad at you," said Jenna. "I guess I deserved it." "You didn't deserve any of this," I said, suddenly empathetic of Jenna. "I know you've been unhappy with me. I shouldn't have waited until the wedding to have sex with you but I was afraid that if I did you wouldn't have married me because I was no good at it." "It's not your fault." "I just wish you wouldn't have been lying to me when I ask you if things are getting better in our sex life," said Jenna. "I just didn't want you to feel bad," I said lowering my head. "That is one of the things I love about you the most," said Jenna, a tear trickling down her cheek. "You care about how other people feel." "Then why did I go down to Florida to fuck my college girlfriend?" I asked rhetorically. "I have a confession of my own to make," said Jenna. "I've cheated on you as well." "What? You can't have normal sex with me and you go off and..." "Please let me explain before you go off," said Jenna with a smile. "Besides, you did it too so you have no right." I nodded to her not feeling any better about it. "I slept with Victor," said Jenna. "You slept with your best friend's husband?" I exclaimed. "Jesus. I play golf with Victor." "Actually, Lisa set it up so I could sleep with him," said Jenna with a playful grin. My head was spinning now. Lisa was Victor's wife. "I also had sex with Lisa." I thought I was going to faint. Jenna was always grossed out whenever she saw two women kissing on television and now she was having sex with her best friend? "I went to Lisa right after finding out about Nikki. I asked her for help to become better at sex for you. She helped me get an appointment at a sex therapist and we talked about some of the issues that were preventing me from becoming more intimate. I stopped blaming you like I always have done and finally listened." I was floored by all of this. I half expected her to admit she was screwing the sex therapist too. "There is something I haven't told you that I think you should know. I haven't told anyone about this until the therapist dragged it out of me. I was molested by my Uncle John when I was nine years old." "What?" I exclaimed. I actually liked her Uncle John. Now I wanted to kill him. "I didn't want to tell you because I know he is your favorite relative of mine. He molested me several times when I was nine and then I threatened to go to my parents with it and he stopped. My therapist has been working with me every day for the last two weeks to get past that." "So where does Victor and Lisa fit into all of this?" I asked. "Well, when my confidence was rising I needed to practice. I wanted it so that the next time we make love it will be everything you expect. Lisa offered her husband for the practice. Turns out that Lisa and Victor are pretty open about their sex life. Anyways, Lisa was there as she taught me how to suck Victor's cock and how to fuck in different positions. Then Lisa showed me how wonderful cunnilingus can feel." "I don't know what to say," I said blankly. "All I'm asking for is another chance. Let me show you how much I really love you. Let me try and change your mind on this separation business. Give me one week to change your mind. If you still want to divorce after a week I will sign any papers you put in front of me without an argument." "What about the fact that I slept with Nikki? Will that get thrown back in my face the first argument we have?" "No," said Jenna. "First of all we're even because I slept with Victor. Second of all it was my fault that you had to seek her out. My hope is that you will dream of no one but me after this week is over." "OK," I said, resigned. "I'll give you a week." "I want to tell you something else before you agree fully. It is my intent that once we are back to normal that I want to have your children." "Are you serious?" I exclaimed. I had wanted children for so long and Jenna had never wanted kids. It was another sticking point in our relationship. "I can think of nothing I want more than to bear your children," said Jenna with a smile. "I have gone off the pill completely. All I ask is that you wear a rubber until you are sure you are staying with me." I nodded to her. Jenna stood and offered her hand to me. "Come with me then," said Jenna with hunger in her voice. Jenna led me to the bedroom. I was surprised with the overwhelming scent of roses in the bedroom. Jenna had the bed covered in rose petals. Jenna turned and faced me and kissed me soundly on the lips. I returned her kiss and then attempted to add some tongue to it, an activity that Jenna and I rarely shared. She greedily accepted my tongue and added her tongue to our kiss. My cock immediately sprang to life. Jenna ran her hands up and down my chest softly and then started unbuttoning my shirt. When she unbuttoned the last button she ran her hands back up my chest again and then removed my shirt. I moved my hands to the back of her teddy, finding a way to begin removing it. Jenna moved my hand away from her back. "Not yet," she said in a sultry voice. "I have a little surprise for you first. Kick off your shoes." I complied by kicking my shoes off as Jenna dropped to her knees. She undid my pants and then lowered them and my boxers to the floor. I kicked off the pants and boxers to the side. Jenna took my throbbing member in her hands and softly massaged it. "I haven't given this the attention it deserves," said Jenna pulling at my cock slightly with the word "this". "I plan on making up for that." Jenna licked up and down the shaft a few times putting me into orbit. She then took the head of my cock and slipped it into her mouth. Using her tongue, she tongued my shaft as her lips traveled up and down it. Combined with the suction she was creating it felt wonderful. I was wondering just how much practice she got with Victor. Jenna looked up at me the entire time she felated me with love in her eyes. I never doubted her love for me. I think I never realized just how much she did love me. I looked down into her eyes and our souls connected. I know it sounds strange for two people to connect when one of them is sucking the other off, but I felt it then. I knew in my heart that I loved Jenna and that everything was going to work out between us. I suddenly felt guilty. I realized that I was no less shallow than Nikki was. She was shallow because of her lust for money and success in her man. I was shallow because of my lust for good, memorable sex yet Jenna didn't judge me for that. I came to realize that Jenna was the only decent person in the whole situation and I loved her even more for that. Jenna continued to felate me, gagging a few times but making a really good effort at it. When I was close to cumming I warned her but she continued anyways and took all my seed into her mouth without missing a drop. When she swallowed she smiled at me with a smile that melted me. I wondered if she took lessons from Nikki with the smile. Jenna stood up and slowly removed her teddy. I made a few attempts to help her but she brushed my hand away. She wanted to give me a show as she slowly exposed her extremely sexy body to me. "I was wondering if you would mind going down on me," said Jenna timidly. "I would love to," I said lightly pushing her down on the bed. I showered Jenna with kisses, enjoying every part of her body as if it was the first time I had ever experienced it. In many ways it was the first. Jenna would never have let me kiss her all over like this before. I took my sweet time kissing and licking her entire body, purposely avoiding her most sensitive spot. I was filled with glee when she moaned from my attentions to her breasts. Normally she would have complained that they were too sensitive. I was starting to believe she was a changed woman. When I did finally run my tongue over her womanhood for the first time she rewarded me with a deep moan of appreciation and jammed her sex into my face. I was further amazed to find her sopping wet with desire. I could not remember the last time she was like that. I drove my tongue straight into her clit and she immediately arched her back in ecstasy, howling from her first orgasm. I didn't let her off easy though. I continued my efforts on her clit, alternatively sucking and licking it. She screamed and bucked her hips through the whole ride until I brought her off another two times in quick succession. "My God!" gasped Jenna. "When Lisa did that it took me a while to cum but when you did it I just came right away. You have me so turned on that anyway you touched me was going to make me cum." "Would you like me to make love to you now?" I asked. Jenna shook her head and smiled at me. "I want to make love to you. On your back." I complied with her order and laid down on the bed face up. Jenna reached over to the bed stand and grabbed a condom and tore it open. She lovingly rolled it on over my cock and then straddled me. She slowly lowered herself on to my cock never breaking eye contact as she did it. It was a wonderful experience, almost like we were having sex for the first time. As she gyrated slowly on top of me she never broke that eye contact. I never felt so connected to her in the six years I was married to her. Jenna's motions became swifter as she neared yet another climax. I moved my hips in time with her, getting some sensation from our joining as well. "OH ROBBY! OH ROBBY!" screamed Jenna over and over again as she neared her climax. She then screamed as she hit her peak, collapsing into my arms. I held her tightly as she convulsed in my arms. "God, I love you," murmured Jenna into my chest. "Thank you," I said, a tear running down my cheek. "For what?" "Caring enough to make things work between us. I'm such a selfish bastard yet you love me enough to go out of your way to make me happy." "If you tell me that you still love me it will be worth the effort," said Jenna. "I still love you," I said. Jenna kissed me deeply and passionately. It was like no other kiss we ever had together. "My love for you has just grown ten times from what we've done so far today," said Jenna timidly. "Now I know what you meant when you said we lacked passion. I'm so sorry." "You want to do something really intimate and passionate?" I said. Jenna nodded. I lifted Jenna up and then sat up. I had Jenna sit on my lap with her legs around me much like what Nikki and I had done. She then sunk my penis back inside herself. We stayed like that for an hour and a half, spending the entire time caressing and kissing one another. I also found myself connecting to Jenna deeper than I ever did with Nikki in that hour and a half. I managed to bring Jenna to several quiet orgasms. The rubber prevented me from cumming but it was great nonetheless. "I want you to really fuck me now," said Jenna after an hour and a half of sitting in each other's arms. I think it was the first time she ever talked dirty to me. I lifted Jenna off of me and laid her down on the bed. Making a conscious decision I unrolled the condom and hovered over her. "You took off the condom?" said Jenna. I nodded. "It's time to give you our first child." "Oh Robby, give it to me," said Jenna hungrily. "I love you Jenna," I said as I inserted my cock into her. "I will love you forever." --- the end ---