Everyone says you never forget your first love. For Robert Pryce it was the best time of his life. But with a rocky marriage and a miserable sex life, his memories of his first love haunt him on a daily basis. What can he do to calm the madness that is slowly building up inside of him. Author's note about the setting of this story... A good portion of this story is set at the campus of the University of Wisconsin at Whitewater. Many of the locations in the story are actual locations that existed in the late 1980's at the campus. One thing I did fictionalize was the name of the fraternity. Being a former fraternity member myself I realize and respect a fraternities need for secrecy of its sacred traditions. That is why I chose to write a fictional fraternity in this story. Story codes for the entire story MF Rom Slow Pett Oral Anal College cheat Story codes for this chapter are MF Rom Slow Pett Oral Anal College First True Love By Mr. Freeze Chapter Three Anger. Rage. Every time I thought about my marriage to Jenna that is what I felt. I sat in my home office staring at the computer screen, remembering our anniversary. I was figuring that even though I was ill that maybe I could squeeze a romantic evening out of her one night of the year. Instead it was one single mindless fuck as always. I felt anger because I felt that she had trapped me. By waiting until we got married to have sex for the first time it was like I was entering into a blind contract. I certainly didn't like what I got on the other side. Don't get me wrong. Jenna is a wonderful human being. She cooks for me. She cleans for me. She is always out buying things for me. She is one of the only women I know that can go to the mall and come back with more stuff for me than for her. She loves to spoil me. Sometimes I wonder if I am just being selfish. A successful marriage isn't just about what happens between the sheets. Yet the thought of never again having a blow job or never making passionate love to a woman again creeps into my head and taints my soul. I went to a yellow pages web site on the computer. I located the search criteria box and clicked inside of it. I typed in Nikki's full name... Nicole Lynn Jenkins. I pressed enter and several Nichole Lynn Jenkins came up on the screen. I narrowed the search to just Wisconsin, seeing is she stayed in state. There was one that lived up in River Falls, near Minneapolis/St. Paul. My guess was that it wasn't her but I wrote down the information just in case. I changed the search to Florida. Her mom lived and Florida and I knew the two of them were very close. That search yielded one in Tampa and one in Coral Gables. My bet was on the one in Tampa as that was where her mom lived but I wrote down both anyways. I picked up the telephone and dialed the number for a private detective I knew. I gave him the details on what I had found out and other details that might be useful in tracking her down. After I hung up the phone with him I sighed deeply, knowing I was on the path to damnation looking for her again. I knew if I found her and she wasn't actually married, which was very possible, that I would make every effort to win her back. I knew that if that happened my marriage to Jenna would be over. I wondered if the price of seeing Nikki again was worth it. Then again, Nikki brought me so much happiness, even when things were at their worst. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I woke up with a stream of sunlight shining square into my face. I felt Nikki curled up next to me, clinging to me tightly. I turned over and watched her sleeping. She looked so beautiful, so peaceful next to me. I got up from the bed, feeling the chill of room and quickly pulled the drape all the way shut and then climbed back into bed with Nikki. Nikki unconsciously wrapped herself up in me and dozed off again. The last two weeks had been a whirlwind of fantasy for me. Ever since our first sexual encounter our relationship took off into orbit. The very next day I asked Nikki to move in with me. We pulled the two beds off of the lofts and put them side by side so we basically had a queen sized bed to sleep in every night. The two of us were having sex every day. Even when she had her period we were fucking like jack rabbits. It just gave us an excuse to not have to use a rubber. Most days we had sex more than once a day. A few days we even skipped classes and spent the entire day just basking in each other and making mad passionate love. I ran my fingers through Nikki's red locks of curls. I loved her hair. It was so long and silky and thick. Nikki's eyes opened and she smiled when she saw me looking at her. "Mmmmm...Good morning lover," she cooed. "Good morning to you too," I replied, giving her a kiss on the nose. "Did you sleep well?" "I always sleep well when I am in your arms," said Nikki drawing me closer into her. I felt like the luckiest person alive. I had the most beautiful creature I have ever seen sleeping naked next to me every morning. How much better could life get? Nikki kissed me tenderly. I could smell the odor of her morning breath and yet it didn't matter. Her kiss was still heavenly. "You wanna go get breakfast?" said Nikki. I nodded and then I began kissing down her body. "I meant at the dining hall you goof!" "This will be fine, thank you," I said with a mischievous grin and resumed my kissing. I kissed her lovely, firm breasts, suckling each nipple briefly as I went. I then kissed down her flat stomach, licking the inside of her belly button as I passed it. Nikki moaned as I kissed down to her legs and licked the inside of her thighs. Her aroma was extremely heady, full of her arousal from our previous night's lovemaking. I carefully teased around her womanhood, making her squirm more and more by the second. She gasped loudly as I drove two fingers into her hot and steamy depths. I slowly finger fucked her and then went for the prize. I took her clit into my mouth and lightly suckled it. Nikki was moaning louder and louder until it became a scream and she tightened her legs around my head. I didn't give up however. I fought her legs and stayed with her as she rode through her orgasm. I lightly teased her clit with my tongue as she convulsed around me. "OH GOD ROBBY YOU ARE MAKING ME FEEL SO GOOD!" screamed Nikki as I continued my assault on her sex. "UGGGGGGGAAHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH MY GOD!!!" Nikki began convulsing around me again. Her entire body was trembling around me. "Fuck me Robby! Fuck me now!" I reached over to our bedside table and grabbed a condom and took a few seconds to put it on. The entire time Nikki was moaning as she rode out her orgasm. I climbed on top of Nikki and slid into her. "Fuck me hard Robby!" exclaimed Nikki as I bottomed out inside of her. "OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH OH MY GOD!" screamed Nikki as I slammed in and out of her. I felt her convulse around me and I went over the edge with her in an earth shattering climax. The two of us locked lips and kissed each other hungrily, each of us wanting to devour the other. I pulled out of Nikki and the sat on the edge of the bed to remove the condom. "OH SHIT!" I screamed. "What? What's wrong?" said Nikki. I was too scared to speak. I looked down at the broken rubber that ringed my cock. The head of my cock was unprotected by its thin membrane. I had probably just impregnated Nikki. "Robby? Talk to me. What's wrong?" said Nikki, her voice more urgent. "Um...Nikki...we have a problem." "What?" "I think we may need to get you to the student health center." Nikki went pale. She knew exactly what I was talking about. "Niks, the condom broke." Nikki went into a fit of sobbing. I leaned over and took her into my arms. She clung to me as if her life depended on it. "I'm so sorry Niks," I said softly, running my fingers through her hair, trying to comfort her. "It's not your fault," cried Nikki. "I should be on birth control for you." "Whatever happens Niks, we will go through it together," I said soothingly. Nikki grasped at me tighter. "I love you Robby," said Nikki in my ear. It was then that I knew I was madly in love with her and that nothing in the world could ever change that. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- The sound of the song "Yesterday" in Musak format floated through the waiting room at the student health center adding to the already boring atmosphere. The only things to read were the myriad of health brochures advising against smoking, drinking, and promoting safe sex. If I had only read that last one. My thoughts turned to my dilemma. If Nikki did become pregnant we would both have to drop out of school and we would be raising a family. I wondered if I could do it. I figured with Nikki all things were possible. I loved her so much. I picked up a brochure on quitting smoking and looked at all the cartoon figures in the book. I wondered how a book full of cartoons would get someone to quit smoking. I looked up briefly from my engrossing reading material and saw Nikki coming back into the waiting room. She was walking slowly and I could tell she was trying to hold back from crying. I got up and rushed over to her and took her in my arms. Nikki sobbed into my shoulder for a few minutes. I just held her and ran my hand over her back. "You don't have to worry about being a daddy," said Nikki. "They gave me this ‘morning after' pill. I just took one and I have to take another one later. If I am pregnant right now, these pills will take care of that." Nikki started crying again. I didn't say a word. I just held her close to me. "They said I will probably be really sick today so I should just stay in our room," said Nikki. "Oh and I was prescribed the pill. They gave me my first set of pills for free but after that I have to pay for them." "I will take care of that for you," I said. "You don't have to do that," said Nikki. "Really, I will do that. Birth control should be both of our responsibility." Nikki hugged me tightly. "Thank you," she whispered. "Thank you for being such a wonderful boyfriend." I took Nikki back to my dorm room and had her lie down. The rest of the day was spent watching TV and comforting her every time she got sick. I even managed to get a little homework done. I know it sounds strange but after taking care of her that day I fell even deeper in love with her. I was starting to realize that I wanted to take care of her for the rest of my days. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- The ringing of the telephone startled me as I broke my concentration on the web project I was working on. I was trying to finish the job under budget for this medical firm in Saint Louis, hoping to gain further business in that market. "Good morning, Pryce Consulting. This is Rob speaking," I said answering the phone. "This is Dan Westerfield calling," said the voice on the other end. Dan was my private eye. "Hi Dan. Any news?" "She's living in Tampa. That address you gave me was it. She isn't married. Never has been. She works at a Double Tree Hotel as part of their hospitality staff. She also lives with her mother. I am emailing you with the details like her address and phone number and place of employment and such." "Thank you very much Dan. Put an extra twenty bucks on my bill for the efficient job." I hung up with Dan and stared at my computer. With the information I had I would be able to track down the woman I never stopped loving over the years. I couldn't believe my luck. She hadn't married. I was a little bit put off by the fact that she was still living with her mom. Her mom was a mean old bat who hated my guts. Her mother was a serious obstacle to our relationship. We seemed to get over most of our obstacles with ease. We were so in love with one another. We could always talk everything out and then it would be ok again. I suddenly remembered our first fight and how wonderful the make up was. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I was beat after a long weekend with the Reserves. I had just entered my residence hall and was looking forward to a relaxing night with Nikki in my arms. I was only away for her for 48 hours yet I still missed the hell out of her. I got to my room and heard a lot of talking going on inside. I quickly punched the combination to my room and was greeted by the sight of a party going on in my room. Nikki was there along with my roommate Jimbo and his fiancée Jeanine, Nikki's roommate Trisha, and my neighbor from across the hall, Joe. "Hi honey, welcome back!" exclaimed Nikki. It was obvious she was well on her way to getting completely drunk. "Hey Niks," I said hesitantly. "What's going on here?" "Decided to throw a party for you," slurred Nikki. "Joe, can I use your room to change?" I said grabbing some civilian clothes to replace the Army fatigues I was wearing. Joe nodded and got up. We both walked out of my room and headed over to his. He punched in his combination and we both entered the room. He sat down on the couch as I changed my clothes. "What's the deal with the party, Joe?" I asked as I removed my camouflage blouse. "Don't know. Nikki banged on my door around three this afternoon wanting to know if I wanted to go to a party to welcome you home from the weekend. You know me and free alcohol. I was there in a jiffy." "She seems really out if it," I said. "Well she should be. She's been drinking like a fish since we started at four o-clock." I finished dressing and the two of us headed back to my room. When I got in, Nikki practically jumped me and gave me a sloppy kiss with plenty of tongue. I broke off the kiss and looked at her square in the eye. "No more drinking for you tonight," I said. "I can drink if I want to," said Nikki defiantly. "You can't tell me what to do." I looked over at Tricia drinking a beer and nearly fell over. "Tricia, I thought you didn't do that kind of stuff." "I'm not with those loser cultists anymore," said Tricia with a smile. I returned her smile. "Good for you. I'm so happy I got away from them myself." She got up and leaned over to my ear. "If I play my cards right, hopefully Joe will take an interest in me." I laughed and gave her a brotherly hug. "I hope you do. Joe needs a good woman to straighten him out." We both looked and shot Joe a look. Joe looked at us confused and I laughed even more. I saw Nikki pouring some rum in a cup. I quickly went over to her and grabbed the cup. "No more," I said. "So it's ok if you get drunk and ruin the night but not ok for me to drink?" protested Nikki. "Is that it?" "I just don't want you getting sick," I said in a calming voice. "Fine," she spat. "I need to take a pee anyways. I might be back." Nikki stormed out of the room and slammed the door behind her. I figured following her at this point would further exacerbate the situation so I passed. While she was gone I decided to chat with the guests that she had over. We all made small talk until a bit later when Joe needed to leave to do the same thing Nikki was off doing. I decided to talk with Tricia some more since Jimbo and Jeanine were on the couch making out. "I wanted to thank you," said Tricia. "Thank me for what?" "You are the reason I left that cult. I've overheard you talking about them with Nikki sometimes. Nikki has also done a lot to set me straight but most of that comes from what she learned from your experience. I don't have a lot of friends and that made it easy for them to draw me in." "I know the feeling," I said. "Look at you now that you are free of them. You have tons of friends and a wonderful girlfriend." "Leaving that group isn't going to win you new friends. I would be willing to be your friend though." "I would like that," said Trisha with a smile that made her look almost pretty. "You are such a nice person and would love to have you as a friend. You are always so nice to Nikki." "I better go find Nikki," I said. "She has been gone for too long." I excused myself and walked out the door. My jaw dropped when I saw Nikki had Joe pinned to the wall and was assaulting his mouth with her tongue. "Nikki!" I screamed. Nikki broke off her kiss and looked at me with a wicked smile. "She forced me to kiss her," said Joe quickly. "I didn't mean to kiss your girlfriend." "Joe, go to your room before I do get mad at you," I said. Joe punched the combination to his room and disappeared into his room. "Trish?" I yelled back into the room. "Yeah?" "Can you come here please?" I said. Trisha came out and looked at Nikki. She was giggling uncontrollably. "Can you do me a favor and take her back to your room tonight and sober her up before do something I will regret." "What's wrong?" asked Trisha. "She's drunk and acting stupid. She can tell you what she did in the morning," I said angrily. "Ok," she conceded. "I will take her back for the evening." "Thank you," I said tersely. I walked back into the room and looked at my roommate and his fiancé still necking on the couch. "Can you take that back to your room," I said. "Party's over." "Uh, sure," said Jimbo flustered, not realizing that everyone else had already departed. Jimbo and Jeanine departed without even a goodbye and I honestly didn't even care. I looked at the litter of cans and bottles all over the room and shook my head. I went about picking up when suddenly I felt emptiness. I realized that I could lose Nikki over all of this. I sat down on the edge of the bed and cried. I honestly didn't know what tomorrow held for us and I was scared. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I awoke at seven in the morning the next day to the ringing of the telephone. I reached over and grabbed it and grumbled a "Hello". It was Nikki on the other end of the line and she was crying. "Robby, what happened last night? Why am I over here in my room? Trisha said you were really mad last night?" "Nikki, we need to have a talk," I said. "Meet me here in a half hour and we can discuss it." "What did I do?" cried Nikki. "Just meet me here in a half hour," I said, my lip starting to tremble. As I hung up the phone I heard her scream "What did I do?" one more time. I quickly showered and got dressed for the day. The entire time I let the anger build up within me. I wanted to let Nikki have it for hurting me. I wanted her to know exactly how I felt when she kissed Joe last night. At exactly 7:30 there was a soft knock at my door. I opened the door to find a crying Nikki. I tried to retain my anger at her but all I wanted to do was take her in my arms and comfort her. I resisted the urge to touch her and guided her to a chair to sit down. "Do you remember anything from last night?" "No," she said in hysterics. "You know you got piss drunk last night, don't you?" "Yes," she said, quieter now. "Do you remember kissing Joe last night?" "No," she said, her crying intensifying again. "I walked out here last night and you had your tongue down Joe's throat," I said angrily. "NO!" screamed Nikki. "I couldn't have! I wouldn't have! You have to believe me!" "I saw it with my own two eyes Nikki." "Please, I didn't know what I was doing. Please, please, please forgive me!" Nikki was crying so hard that she was having trouble breathing. She would sob for a bit and then try to catch her breath by coughing and wheezing. I felt so sorry for her. I was so angry at her yet I loved her so much that I couldn't let her suffer like she was. I walked over to the Nikki and put a comforting hand on her back. "I'm not gonna break up with you Nikki," I said softly. Nikki looked up at me with pleading eyes, hoping against all hope that my words were true. "I'm so sorry," she sobbed. "I will never get that drunk again. I promise." "I need to ask you something though," I said. "Do you truly love me? Is there anything going on that would make you desire to kiss another man, even subconsciously?" "I love you more than anything in this world," cried Nikki. "I would do anything to take back what happened last night. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." "Nikki, I love you so much and I cannot stay mad at you. Please just don't get that drunk again." "I won't. I promise. The thought of losing you kills me," she cried. I ran my fingers through her fiery red hair and then pulled her head into my tummy and held her tight as she continued to cry. Nikki eventually began to settle down and started to run her hand over my chest lovingly. "I love you so much," said Nikki. She looked up at me and gave me a smile that melted my heart. I loved Nikki so much and couldn't stand the thought of ever losing her. Nikki ran her hand down my chest all the way down to the zipper of my pants. She pulled the zipper down and giggled. "Nikki, not now. I have to get some breakfast and then I have class." "You aren't going to class this morning. This is more important." Nikki undid my pants completely and then dropped them and my boxers down to my feet. She took my rapidly inflating cock in her hand and gave it a few strokes. "Niks, I really need to..." I ceased resisting when Nikki's lips slid over the top of my cock. I'll admit it. I'm a typical guy. I think with the other head most of the time. I nearly lost my balance from the wonderful sensations she was creating with her tongue and mouth. "Oh my God baby you are wonderful," I gasped as she continued to work on my cock. Every once in a while she would look up at me with a loving expression. I could see that she was still crying a little. I grasped her head and slowly massaged it as she fellated me, trying to return some of the love she was pouring out on me. Nikki pushed my hands away and shook her head but didn't stop bringing me closer and closer to my final moment of release. Nikki then surprised me with something she had never done before. She stopped sucking my cock for a few seconds and licked her finger and then resumed sucking. I then felt pressure in my ass as she inserted her finger inside of me. I groaned loudly in pleasure and then my seed exploded into her mouth in an orgasm that caused me to go weak in the knees and become very dizzy. "My god," I gasped. "Where did you come up with that?" "Us girls talk, you know," said Nikki with a smile. It was wonderful to see her smile. It was like the sunshine had just come out after a long thunderstorm. "I should get ready for class," I said reaching down to pull up my pants. "You aren't going to class," said Nikki. "Oh?" "I want to make up for last night to you. You came in one of my holes. I want you to cum in the other two now." I did the mental calculation on the two holes. The first one was definitely her pussy and then it hit me what the other one was. "You want me to take you up the ass?" Nikki nodded. "I want you to make me yours completely." Nikki stood up and began shedding her clothes. I threw off my shirt and kicked off my pants. I drew her close to me and kissed her with passion. I guided her to the bed and gently laid her down. I lay by her side and continued kissing her. I started working my kisses onto her neck and then between her breasts. "Please stop," said Nikki. I stopped and looked up at her. "Something wrong baby?" "Please fuck me now," she said. "I want to pleasure you." I gave her a quick kiss. "But I love to pleasure you." "You pleasure me so much when you make love to me. I almost lost that forever. Please make love to me and don't worry about my pleasure." "I just love to make you happy," I said. "Then fuck me," said Nikki, her voice full of wanton lust. It was enough to make me hard again. I slipped on top of Nikki and easily slid into her; her womanhood wet with desire. Our lovemaking was release for both of us. The events of the night before faded with each animalistic stroke I made. It was out of control, yet some of the most passionate lovemaking we had ever made. With her screams of climax matching my groan of release I shot all my angst into her. I kissed Nikki tenderly on the lips and brushed a few stray hairs from her face. "I love you Nichole. I love you more than anything on this earth and I never want to lose you." Nikki looked back at me with loving countenance. "I love you too Rob. I promise that you will never lose me." I slipped out of Nikki and rolled to her side. Nikki curled up next to me and put her head on my chest. She took my limp cock in her hand and gently began playing with it. "Mmmmm," I purred. "Someone wants to keep playing." "You have another hole to fill with your wonderful cum," said Nikki seductively. My cock grew instantly in her hand at the thought of doing something so erotic. Nikki turned over and got on her hands and knees. She rubbed her hand on her pussy and collected some of the cum on it and rubbed it on her asshole. "Please go slow," said Nikki looking back at me as I positioned myself behind her. "This is my first time with a real cock." I positioned the tip of my cock at her pucker and slowly pushed the head in, eliciting a yelp from Nikki. "Holy fuck are you big," gasped Nikki. "Does it hurt? I can pull out." "It hurts a little. Keep going though." Her anal passage was so tight that it was even painful for me at first to slide into her. After several yelps of pain from Nikki I finally managed to bury myself in her. "Just hold on for a second," pleaded Nikki, catching her breath. After a few seconds she nodded her head at me. "AYEEEEEEEEAHHHHH," screamed Nikki as I pulled back. "Oh God this hurts but feels good at the same time." I gently picked up the pace with Nikki screaming in pain and pleasure the entire time. I stopped a few times thinking she was in too much pain but Nikki would just scream "FUCK ME" and I would continue on. She was so very tight that it didn't take me long to reach my limit, even though I had already done so twice that day. The tightness, combined with the sight of Nikki furiously rubbing her pussy had me shooting off into her tight cavern. I pulled out and collapsed onto the bed. Nikki collapsed next to me and held me. "You made me cum, you know," said Nikki. "I'm glad," I said out of breath. "Thank you for making me yours completely," said Nikki. "I am now yours in every way." "I love you Niks," I said, rubbing her head. "I think we both need a shower," said Nikki with a giggle. "Yeah, let's go." I knew then that I would never have a problem with Nikki's fidelity again. She was completely mine. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I stared at the phone for a good half hour, trying to make the moral decision that would change my life forever. It was a decision that would ultimately affect my marriage and the rest of my life. Finally, risk won the day and I picked up the phone and dialed the phone. "Hello, Double Tree Suites, Rocky Point. How may I help you?" said a female voice on the other end of the phone. "I would like to make a reservation." -- end chapter three -- -- to be continued --