Everyone says you never forget your first love. For Robert Pryce it was the best time of his life. But with a rocky marriage and a miserable sex life, his memories of his first love haunt him on a daily basis. What can he do to calm the madness that is slowly building up inside of him. Author's note about the setting of this story... A good portion of this story is set at the campus of the University of Wisconsin at Whitewater. Many of the locations in the story are actual locations that existed in the late 1980's at the campus. One thing I did fictionalize was the name of the fraternity. Being a former fraternity member myself I realize and respect a fraternities need for secrecy of its sacred traditions. That is why I chose to write a fictional fraternity in this story. Story codes for the entire story MF rom slow pett first oral anal college cheat Story codes for this chapter are MF rom slow first college First True Love By Mr. Freeze Chapter Two "Happy Anniversary," said Jenna, clinking her glass to mine. "I cannot believe it has been six years," I said. I took a sip of my champagne and savored the taste of it for a moment before swallowing it. "It has been the best six years of my life," she said with a warm smile. Suddenly I was ripped out of the tender moment. They definitely weren't the best six years of my life. Every day I kept wondering more and more why I had married this woman. "We have had our differences and I have been trying to get better for you in bed," Jenna continued. "Trying to get better in bed?" my mind screamed. Our sex life was terrible. Her idea of improving our sex life was to have more of it. More of a bad thing is not a way to improve it. "Yes dear, you have been getting better," I lied. I didn't want our anniversary to turn into the normal shouting match that ensued whenever sex was brought up. The bottom line was she was never going to own up to her shortfalls in bed and I was never going to be happy unless things were different. Our sex was always the same. There was little to no foreplay because she never wanted to kiss. She never wanted to be fondled. She always complained she hurt somewhere, yet when the gynecologist examined her there was nothing wrong with her. There was no oral sex. She was too disgusted by the sight of my semen, let alone her having to taste it. She would never let me give her oral because she felt she smelled too bad down there and that she would be too embarrassed. The outcome was always the same. I would climb on top of her after lubricating my cock because she could never get wet, and I would fuck her until I had to cum and I would cum on her tummy. There was no passion, no heat, and no desire. To me it seemed like it was a chore for her. "I am so glad you are happy with me," said Jenna. I thought I was going to be sick. I gave her a fake smile as an acknowledgement. The sounds of the restaurant seemed to disappear as my anger rose. I was too tired to argue. Jenna was too blind to see the forest for the trees. I knew the truth. I didn't want to be married to Jenna anymore. The problem was that I knew I was being shallow. How would I tell my family or my friends or her family the reason for our separation? I couldn't tell them that she wasn't good in bed. To be completely honest that was her only flaw. She treated me like a king otherwise. So in the end I felt trapped and alone. Sensing a lull in the conversation I looked out the window at the moonlit lake outside of the restaurant. I thought back to Nikki and how much joy I felt the morning after our first date. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- When the alarm clock went off that morning after our first date, I stumbled out of the loft, careful not to wake my sleeping beauty. I put on a pair of pajama bottoms and grabbed my bucket of toiletries and headed to the shower. There wasn't a soul in the shower room. No one woke up at six in the morning any day of the week, especially a Monday. I needed to be at the fraternity house at eight so today I was the exception to the rule. I trudged into the shower area and let the water run until it was hot. I then shucked off my pajama bottoms and stepped in. I let the hot water run over me as I processed what had happened the night before. I was with a naked girl all night. Not just any naked girl. A girl I liked. A girl I liked a lot. It seemed pretty obvious she liked me too. I bent down to get the soap out of my bucket when I noticed that it was gone. I then felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I felt the unmistakable shape of two breasts being pressed up against my back. "Good morning handsome," said Nikki. "You could get in a lot of trouble Nikki," I said. "Where is your sense of adventure, Army Boy?" She had a point. "What the hell!" I said with bravado. Nikki treated me like a king. She took great care in lathering me up with soap, running her hands all over my body, paying extra attention to my "special" parts. She then got out my shampoo and washed what little hair I had. I had to squat for that part so she could reach me. I almost lost my balance a few times because her deep scalp massage was so relaxing. "Now you get your morning treat," she said with an evil grin. "Oh?" I said, raising an eyebrow at her. "You were on your best behavior last night so you get a reward," she said winking at me. Nikki dropped to her knees and grabbed my hard cock in her soft hands. I moved out of the spray of water so that the water wasn't running over her. What Nikki did next surprised me. She licked the entire length of my cock sending shivers of ecstasy through my body. I had seen it done in porno movies; I just never thought it would happen to me. "You are so big," said Nikki with absolute lust in her voice. "I wouldn't call seven inches big," I said. I blushed realizing I just admitted to her that I had at one time measured it. She didn't seem to notice though as she slipped the head of my cock into her mouth. I had to grab the sides of the shower stall to steady myself because of the incredible sensations causing my legs to go weak. Nikki then took most of my cock in her mouth and then sucked hard. I almost came right there. She then began sucking and moving her lips and tongue up and down my shaft. With one hand she was stroking the base of my cock. It didn't take long for me to feel the familiar tingle of impending orgasm. "I'm gonna cum," I groaned. Nikki took my cock out of her mouth and stroked it violently with her hand until I finally found release, shooting my cum harmlessly into the shower. After shooting the last of it I backed up against the wall to steady myself. "My God Nikki," I gasped. "That was incredible." "Maybe sometime you can return the favor," she said with a smile. Nikki moved into the water and began casually washing herself off. I came up behind her and gave her a hug from behind. Her ass felt wonderful pressed against my still deflating cock. I grabbed her soapy breasts and massaged them gently, remembering the lessons from the previous evening. I then took her nipples in my fingers and gently flicked them causing her to emit a low groan. "Thank you for last night," I whispered in her ear. Nikki turned around and faced me. Her beautiful aqua blue eyes were focused on mine. "You are so wonderful," she said softly. She then gave me a lingering, but tender kiss. "You know how we planned lunch on Tuesday?" I said. "You aren't canceling?" said Nikki, panic written all over her face. "No, I was wondering if you wanted to do lunch every day this week instead, seeing it will be all I will get to see of you until Saturday night." "I would love that. Noon open for you?" she asked. "Yes. We can meet at Esker for lunch." Esker Hall was one of the two campus dining facilities for dorm students. "That sounds wonderful," squealed Nikki. She stood on her tiptoes and gave me a kiss on my nose and then broke free of me. She stepped out of the shower stall and grabbed a towel she had stolen from my room. "Hi Greg, "said Joe, my neighbor from across the hall. "Hi Joe," I replied. I then realized what was happening. Joe was here and so was Nikki who was quite naked. Joe for his part realized it late as well. His eyes bugged out when he saw Nikki who thankfully had already wrapped a towel around her chest. "Didn't realize you had company," said Joe unable to take his eyes off of Nikki. "Joe this is Nikki," I said gesturing at Nikki. "Nikki, this is Joe, the guy from across the hall and who was leaving for about five minutes." "Ok, ok," said Joe holding his hands up in mock surrender. Joe left and Nikki and I busted out in laughter. Nikki put on a t-shirt and sweatpants she had also absconded from my room and I threw on my pajama bottoms for the trip back to our room. Since our secret was already out we didn't check the hallway first before going to my room. When we got back to the room I was already running late. I threw some clothes into my suitcase for my week being spent at the fraternity house. I piled all my books that I needed into my backpack. I then got dressed and headed back into the bathroom to shave and brush my teeth among other things. When I returned to my room Nikki had put on her red dress. I tossed my toiletries into my suitcase and put everything I was taking by the door. I then took Nikki into my arms and gave her a tight squeeze. "Thanks again for last night," I said. "I am going to miss not having you with me tonight." "Me too," she said. I could tell she was trying to hold back from crying. "So where are we here?" I said. Nikki's face was full of confusion. "Are we an item? Exclusive?" "Is that what you want?" asked Nikki, her lower lip trembling. "Yeah, if it is ok with you," I said. Nikki was silent for a moment, collecting her thoughts. I was waiting for the other shoe to drop and to have Nikki be scared and walk out on my life forever. "I thought you would never ask," said Nikki starting to cry. I held her close to me as she cried. "What's wrong Nikki?" She pulled back slightly and looked into my eyes. "I'm falling in love with you Rob, and I didn't know if you were feeling the same way but now I think you do and I'm so happy." "Nikki, I'm gonna be upfront with you," I said pushing her back a little so I could look straight into her eyes. "I've never been in love before so I don't know what it's like but I do know that you are always on my mind. I know I'll be looking forward to lunch today more than any meal ever in my life. I know that you make me happier than I've ever been in my entire life." Nikki collapsed into my arms and held onto me with a death grip. She was sobbing lightly into my chest. "I'm gonna miss you," sobbed Nikki. "I'll miss you too Nikki," I said. "I have to get going now." Nikki pulled back and composed herself. "One last kiss for your new girlfriend?" Girlfriend? I liked the sound of that. That meant I was her boyfriend! I gave her a short, but very passionate kiss and then headed out the door. She followed me out of the dorm and to my car where she gave me another kiss. Then it was off to the fraternity house for hell week. I was wondering how much more hell it was going to be now without Nikki by my side. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Rob?" yelled my wife. "Robby?" I realized that I had drifted off at the table. "What's wrong? Are you ok?" asked Jenna. "Honey, I'm not feeling well," I said. "I need to use the men's room." "Are you ok?" said Jenna, a look of concern on her face. "Fine," I lied. "I just need to use the men's room." "Ok honey," she said, still concerned. "Hurry back." I got up and made my way through the restaurant looking for the bathroom. I managed to get lost once and finally gave up and asked where it was. As I walked my stomach knotted up, as I grew more and more sick over the situation I was in and the fact that Jenna was so blind to what was happening. Anytime I had tried to discuss it with her she either blew me off or blew up at me. That was when she went to the councilor. She told me it was to help our marriage. The truth was she was looking for someone to tell her she was right and I was wrong. It made all those years of calling me a pervert ok. Thankfully the bathroom was completely empty when I walked in. I rushed to the nearest stall and puked my guts out. It wasn't just food I was expelling. It was the bad feelings I had towards Jenna. I resented Jenna. I needed someone besides Jenna in my life. When I was finished I broke down into tears. I stayed there like that for nearly five minutes, bent over the toilet, violently sobbing. I finally got up and cleaned myself off. I flushed the toilet and headed out to the sink. I splashed some cold water on my face and thought back to the last time I got that sick. It was the morning of the happiest day of my life. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I woke up that morning feeling like a bus had hit me. My head was pounding and any little sound in the room was amplified ten fold. I looked around and realized I was in the pledges room at the fraternity house. I also realized that I had a woman's arm draped around me. Further inspection of the arm revealed to me that it was Nikki's arm. I tried hard to remember what had happened the previous night. The first memory was of waking up in the middle of the night and puking my guts out in the urinal of the communal bathroom of the frat house. I remembered Nikki rubbing my back afterwards and her helping me back to the room and rubbing my back until I fell asleep again. I tried to remember what put me into this state. It was obvious I had the mother of all hangovers. Then I remembered the party. It was our post- initiation party following hell week. I remember several of the other fraternity brothers handing me beer after beer and my consuming them at a rapid pace. I turned in the bed and faced Nikki. "Hi sleepy head," said Nikki with a smile. "Don't talk so loud," I said. Nikki giggled and drew me in for a hug. "We need to get you showered and get you to brush your teeth," said Nikki with a giggle. "Then we need you to drink lots of water." "Why water?" I said, my head pounding with each word. "Best cure for a hangover. Your body is dehydrated." I struggled out of bed and as I stood up it felt like someone was stabbing a knife into my head. Nikki helped me over to the bathroom and then left to get my toiletries and a towel. I let the water in the shower run over me for a bit while I waited for Nikki to return. She returned with my stuff and then left again. I stood under the shower until the water went cold. It felt good just having the water run over me. Once the water was cold I made a quick job of washing up and shampooing my hair. After the shower I toweled off, wrapped the towel around my waist and started the rest of my morning ritual of shaving and brushing my teeth. Nikki was waiting for me by the sink with a huge plastic cup of water. "Drink this first. All of it." I looked at the huge cup of water and the daunting challenge in drinking the whole thing. I took a few sips and put the cup down. "Come on," said Nikki with a little bit of venom in her voice. "You didn't have any trouble slamming cups of beer last night that were this size." I looked at the cup of water again and then gulped it down, not desiring to anger Nikki any further than she obviously already was. Each gulp brought a stab of pain in my head. I finished the entire glass and gave the cup back to Nikki. "Good boy," said Nikki with a gleam of evil in her eye. "I will be back with another glass of water for you in a minute." "What are you trying to do? Drown me?" "The thought crossed my mind," said Nikki as she left the bathroom and went back to the kitchen. I wondered what I did to deserve such venom and then I remembered how the night started out. Nikki told me that she had a surprise for me. The way she was talking it was obvious what her surprise was. She wanted to make love to me. On top of that we shared an extremely romantic moment that evening when I gave her a lavaliere. A lavaliere is a necklace with the fraternity letters that guys can give their girlfriends as a symbol of their love. It was for the guy that wasn't quite ready to give a girl his fraternity pin but was still really smitten by her. I had made a grand spectacle out of it, presenting her the lavaliere in front of all of the fraternity brothers and their girlfriends and also the little sisters of the fraternity. I then got down on one knee and serenaded her with the fraternity song. I had led Nikki on with romance and then ended up being a bust when I got shit-faced and passed out in the bathroom while taking a piss. I would be angry with her if she did the same to me. After I finished shaving, Nikki returned with another glass of cold water and put it on the counter. I picked up the glass and chugged it down like the beers from the night before. I didn't stop until it was all gone. It was difficult to do but I did it for Nikki. I handed the glass to Nikki and then took her hand. At first she resisted and I became a bit forceful and kept her in the room with me. "I want to apologize," I said. Nikki relaxed and looked into my eyes. "It was wrong of me to get drunk last night especially when we haven't seen much of each other all week. I know that you were expecting last night to be very romantic and I ruined that. I'm sorry." A single tear fell from Nikki's eye and then she grabbed onto me and hugged me tightly. "I accept your apology Rob," she said into my chest. "I have never been with a guy that would ever apologize like that and mean it." "You mean the world to me Nikki. When I gave you your lavaliere last night it was an expression of how much in love with you I am. I know we haven't been together that long but I really feel close to you already." "I feel the same way," said Nikki pulling back and looking into my eyes again. "I would hope you could make up things for me today though." "If I can get rid of this headache I might," I said trying to laugh but finding it painful. "The water will help. You will get some more water later." I gathered up my things from the house and then the two of us made our way back to my dorm room. We then headed over to Esker Dining Hall and had lunch. After getting some food and more water in me I was starting to feel much better. By the time we started walking back to the dorm my headache was mostly gone. I walked back to the dorm with Nikki nestled into my side. A cool autumn wind whipped its way over that campus with promises of winter in its breath. With Nikki cuddling to my side I felt happier and more content than I ever had in my entire life. I felt like I had found the person that made me complete. We stepped out of the cold and into the residence hall lobby where the heat was cranked up as far as it could go. Each of us shook the cold off of us and then we went to my room. I was surprised to find the door to my room open. I walked in and found my roommate, who I never saw as a rule, there with his fiancée. "Hey Jimbo," I said walking in. "What brings you over to your own room?" "Parents are visiting," he said with a smile. "This must be the girl you have been talking nonstop about." "Niks, this is Jimbo. Jimbo, Nikki," I said as a form of introduction. "And the shy one in the corner is Jimbo's fiancée Jeannine." "Rob has not been able to shut up about you in English class," said Jimbo offering his hand to Nikki. "Really," said Nikki taking his hand and shaking it. "What has he been saying about me?" "Let's see...he said you are good in bed and that you could suck a golf ball through a garden hose," he said laughing. "He's right you know," said Nikki with a wink. She then leaned over and kissed me. Just as she broke the kiss, Jimbo's parents walked in. I said hi to Jimbo's parents and introduced Nikki to them. Jimbo and Jeanine left with Jimbo's family to go out for lunch and shopping. On the way out the door Jimbo assured me they wouldn't be returning and then he gave me a wink. Once the door closed Nikki had her arms wrapped around me and she was on her tiptoes kissing me. "Wanna get naked?" said Nikki with a coy smile. "Why not?" I quipped as I pulled her shirt up. Nikki broke her hug and lifted her arms so I could get her shirt off, revealing a red lace bra. "Now I get to take a piece of clothing off of you," she said pulling my shirt out of my pants and then lifting it up. Before pulling it all the way off though, she took my nipple into her mouth and lightly suckled it. My cock sprang to attention from all of the orgasmic energy she was generating. She then kissed up my chest as she pulled the shirt off. She worked the shirt off of one arm and then lowered the other arm to her reach and kissed down the arm as she pulled the shirt off of that arm. "Your turn," she said with a wink. I kneeled on the ground and untied one of her shoes and pulled it off and threw the shoe behind me with a bit of panache. I then stood up and winked at her. "Your turn," I said with a big grin. Nikki chuckled and punched me in the shoulder. "You're such a goof." Nikki kneeled down and did the exact same thing to me. I then kneeled down and got her other shoe and both of her socks, which Nikki repeated. "My turn," I said as I unbuttoned Nikki's jeans. As I lowered them I gradually kneeled and kissed down her leg. When I pulled the jeans off of her I kissed her foot. I then kissed her other foot and worked my way up the other leg with kisses, ending with her inner thigh, which earned me a nearly silent groan of pleasure from Nikki. I stood up and kissed her on the lips and then pulled away from her. "Your turn," I said. Nikki gave me a passionate kiss and then went to her knees and started undoing my pants. Instead of just lowering my pants, however, she hooked her thumbs inside my boxers and lowered them and my pants. After removing the pants I was completely naked in front of her. "You cheated," I said. "Guess I will have to beg for your forgiveness," she said grabbing my cock in her hand. Nikki stroked me a few times and then put my cock in her mouth. I nearly fell over as a wave of pleasure washed over my body. Nikki took her other hand and fondled my balls. Her mouth was now suctioning my cock to a point where the pleasure was almost unbearable. I was bucking my hips; not in an effort to drive myself into her mouth further; but because the pleasure was too intense. I felt my balls tense up and I knew I wasn't going to last much longer. "Niks. Gonna come!" I groaned Nikki kept going and I started shooting my seed into her waiting mouth. Each suck from her mouth after that became more and more intense to the point were I had to pull back from her completely. Nikki looked up at me with puppy dog eyes and then visibly swallowed my cum. "Your turn," she said. I pushed Nikki down onto the sofa so that she was sitting right in the middle of the sofa. I grabbed the tops of her lacy red panties and eased them down her legs revealing her light red bush to me. I gently kissed her hair-covered mons and then spread her legs apart. I maneuvered in between her legs and kissed her flowery pink womanhood. I suddenly realized that I wouldn't be able to get full access to her unless I moved her. I put my hands under her ass and then pulled her into me so that her pussy was tilted for better access. "Please remember that I haven't done this before," I said looking up at her. "Just remember what made me feel good last time and concentrate on those parts," said Nikki with a smile. "I'm sure you'll do fine." I took a deep breath, a little scared to be licking the same thing she peed out of. Sure I was sexually aroused and interested but I wont pretend that it wasn't on my mind. I licked up her outer lips taking in her heady aroma. It was pungent yet inviting. I drove my tongue into her and tasted her bitter nectar. I was repulsed at first but the sheer eroticism of the moment kept me going. I remembered the nub I found when playing with her that brought her great pleasure and made an effort to find it with my tongue. I knew I hit pay dirt when a loud squeak emanated from her lips. I concentrated my efforts on her nub. A few times she warned me that I was going to hard and she also had me concentrate on other parts for a bit as well. I was learning that her clit was very sensitive. I figured next time I would save the clitoral attentions for a grand finale. I suddenly got a bright idea to suck her clit into my mouth. It was one of my best ideas I had ever come up with. "HOLY FUCK I'M CUMMINGGGGGGGG!!!" she screamed as I held her clit in my mouth. Her legs boxed my head in and squeezed my head away from her sensitive sex. "I want you to make love to me," said Nikki lustily. My cock responded by becoming rigid as a steel pole. "Why don't you get up in the loft and I will be right up there," I said. Nikki nodded at me. I walked to my dresser and pulled out a few condoms. I opened one and rolled it over my penis. I grabbed a few more foil packets and took them with me up into the loft. I climbed into the loft and took Nikki into my arms. I felt her warm, smooth skin next to mine and broke out with goose bumps all over. The feel of her naked next to me was so electric. It was something I could never get enough of. "I put some protection on," I said softly. "Then make love to me," she whispered. I rolled over on top of Nikki and gently spread her legs with my hands. "This is my first time," I admitted to her. "I know," said Nikki with a smile. "Just relax and don't worry about anything." I messed around for a little bit, trying to find my way into her. My hard member just kept hitting her thigh or the top of her mons and one time to my horror, her asshole. "Relax honey," said Nikki. "Take it easy." Finally my cock found purchase and slid gently into her causing her to gasp with pleasure. I took a few seconds to absorb the sensations of being inside of her. She felt warm and wet and encompassing. I knew then how good it felt to not be a virgin anymore. "Fuck me baby," said Nikki, thrusting her hips into mine. I met her thrusts with thrusts of my own. Something inside me took over. It was an animal instinct. I wanted to make her all mine. I wanted all of her at once. My thrusts became harder and harder and soon I felt my climax coming. I panicked. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to come early and not please her yet I couldn't stop. The animalistic tendencies won over. I grunted and filled the condom with my seed. A feeling of absolute euphoria washed over me, basking me in erotic pleasure. As my orgasm subsided I collapsed on top of Nikki. Nikki gently stroked my head as I recovered. Not only did my euphoria recede, so did my lack of guilt for cumming so quickly. I eased out of Nikki and then sat up and swung my legs over the side of the bed. I then worked the condom off of my cock. I dropped the condom to the floor and then lay back down next to Nikki, taking her in my arms. "I am so sorry, Nikki," I said. "I came way too fast and didn't give you pleasure." "You made me cum with your tongue already sweetie and that is one more orgasm than any other guy has ever given me," she said with a smile that warmed my heart. I suddenly felt good; her ego stroking giving my wounded pride a shot in the arm. "Can we do it again?" I asked. "You mean you're already..." I nodded. Actually my cock never got soft. Nikki nodded at me again and winked. I swung my legs back over the bed and worked another condom on. I then slid back into bed with Nikki and took her into my arms. I gave her a passionate kiss, making love to her with my tongue. "I love you Niks," I whispered in her ear. "I love you too," she said. A single tear ran down her cheek. I climbed back on top of her and had little trouble finding my way back inside of her. My lust sated, I was able to control my animalistic behavior and take my time. I slowly loved her, feeling every bit of her with my hands as we became one. Nikki's moans became louder and louder as our lovemaking progressed. They reached a crescendo with a scream of ecstasy as her womanhood spasmed around my hardness. Her entire body clenched up around mine and then she shivered. "OH GOD DON'T STOP PLEASE," she screamed. As she rode through her first orgasm I continued to stroke her slowly. I freed one of my hands from her ass and ran it through her fiery red hair. "I believe that is two more times now than any other guy," I whispered in her ear. "You are so wonderful," she gasped in my ear. "Not as wonderful as you," I whispered back. Our lovemaking came to its climax a short time later as once again her moans ebbed into screams of passion. Her orgasm took me over the edge and I was soon shooting my ejaculate into the condom inside of her. My lips found hers and our tongues danced as one as we both came down from our mutual orgasm. I slid off of her and removed my condom, tossing in on the floor again. I then slid in next to her and the two of us fell asleep for the rest of the afternoon in each other's arms, basking in the love of one another. -- end chapter two of six -- -- to be continued --