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 Divorced myself(finally<smile>), but still have to keep to myself about
loving a black man.  My ex could make it very difficult on me for
alimony,medical insurance etc.  If he found out, so i try to be very
secretive.  I have only been with one black also, but it changed my life
and it will never be the same again.  My ex owns property rentals and
that's how i got involved with my first black lover and i just can't go
back to white men.  I now live by myself, but still my ex comes by all the
time.  Now that i have my own computer and can try to find someone that i
can meet someplace and perhaps find what i had with my last lover.  Kenney
was in the navy and was shipped out back in jan.  It has been very
difficult since he has left.  I was married for 20 yrs and never cheated on
my husband.  But back before xmas in 06, we had a fight and he(my husband)
left for a week to supposedly look at property elsewhere, but it turns out
he was meeting a younger woman for an affair.  I was very upset finding
this out and i was half way thru a bottle of wine when the door bell rang.
it was kenny dropping off his rent check, he was a very nice looking young
man, 6'3" around 225 lbs and very buff.  I staggered in the doorway
reaching for his check and he caught me and said ma'am you ok, i looked
into his beautiful brown eyes and said not really.  He helped me into the
living room and sat me down and asked if there was anything he could get
me, i remember laughing very hard and saying not unless you have a time
machine..lol.  We talked for awhile and i offered him a glass of wine, he
accepted and within an hour i was pouring out my heart to him, he moved to
the couch and put his arms around me, stroking my hair and telling me
everything would be ok.  I melted into his arms and he lifted my chin up
and kissed me!.  From that moment i was lost, he began to stroke my breasts
and kissing my neck and i just fell deeper into his arms.  He picked me up
and went down the hall to our bedroom.  Sitting on the edge of the bed he
pulled my dress over my head, telling me what wonderful breasts i had. 
Then he gently pushed me back on the bed and took my sandals and panties
off, knelling between my legs he began to lick me almost giving me a
instant orgasm.  I thought to myself, i can't believe i'm doing this, but
then i remembered my husband is maybe doing the same thing, i just let it
happen.  Kenny brought me to two orgasms before he took my hands and pulled
me back to the edge of the bed.  he took off his shirt and kicked his shoes
off, then unbuckling his pants they slid down his legs and staring me in
the face was a white boxer shorts with a hugh bulge in the front!  Kenny
said i know you are very tight from licking you, but don't be afraid, i
won't hurt you, with that he pushed down on my hands that had my fingers in
the top of his white navy boxers and pushed down, they got hung in the
front as i continued to pull down and what popped out made me put my hands
to my mouth and gasp Oh my god, i had never thought about size in a penis,
my husbands had always made me orgasm and i had several affairs before we
were married, but i couldn't and never would have imagined a thing like
kenney's.  Kenny just laughed and pulled his boxers off the rest of the
way, then taking my hands from my face, he said hold on to me and feel what
a real man feels like and he put my hands on his penis, i was shaking from
head to toe, even though he was not even hard all the way i couldn't get my
fingers around it!  All i could do was stare, it had to be at least 8
inches long but it was the head that i found to be unbelievable, the crown
was as big as a lemon, it was maybe an inch long and then the next inch or
so was the same thickness as his shaft and tapered down to maybe 2 inches
at the tip.  Just the head of his penis was almost  as long as my ex's and
twice or more around.  I was dumbfounded.  Kenny put his hands behind my
head and pulled me forward, he said kiss me like i kissed you, i lifted him
up and he was heavy!  And licked the tip, i couldn't believe i was doing
this!  There was no way for me to take his head  into my mouth , i just
kissed and licked around it and it grew in my hands, I was really starting
to get scared, his penis was now fully erect and was as big as my forearm
and just as long.  I stopped and said I'm afraid i don't think we can do
this your just to big!  Kenny smiled and said you've just never felt a real
man's dick, i won't hurt you, but your a virgin, i kinda laughed and said
i've had sex before, kenny said no, you been diddled but never real
sex.With that kenny pushed me back on the bed and helped me towards the
head of the bed, i tried to plead with him saying he was just to big for
me, but kenny took my ankles and spread my legs apart and began to move
forward on his knees forcing my legs back until his penis was above my
thighs.  He told me to grab his dick and rub it on my pussy, i was very
afraid, but so turned on i placed both hands around his shaft and began to
rub his hugh head up and down between my pussy lips, i couldn't help it, i
was so turned on i pulled his head into me, as the tip moved into me i
came, kenny put my legs on his shoulders and put both hands behind my head
pulling my head upward, saying watch my big black dick give your virgin
pussy what it needs, i watched as he pushed forward, as his head split me
apart and spread me apart, i cried out in pain, but once his head was in
me, he pulled back, and made short strokes, i couldn't believe his cock
head was pushing on my "G" spot, i started coming for the first time from
an orgasm i had never had before, being that filled and a new orgasm i only
wanted to have more of this wonderful black dick.  I have no idea how many
times i came from just his cock head, but there were many.  Kenny was a
slow a dilbrate lover, he slowly pushed more of his dick into me, i
couldn't stop coming as he held my head up and said watch my big black cock
stretch your married white pussy, i gasped as his cock head pressed on my
cervix, i had never had anything ever touch me that deep.  As i looked
between my legs his dick was not yet all the way in me, all i could do was
say "Oh god kenny, your my love!  please fuck me forever" Kenny just
laughed and said once you married white women have black you never go back.
I just closed my eyes and tried to move my hips up to take more of him,
suddley he moved deeper into me and i felt the head of his dick push up
into my tubes, i orgasmed like nothing in my life, at that moment i knew
what real sex was, but kenny said he was going to come, i felt each jerk of
his dick as he filled me with his baby juice, i wanted so bad to not be on
the pill, i wanted his baby more than anything else in the world.  As he
held me firm still pulsating in me, i told him I loved him, kenny just
laughed and said a big black dick always makes you white women fall in
love. Needless to say he stayed for several days and gave me all the sex i
had missed all my life.  I was sore from his stretching me out but, i will
never settle for a little white dick again, if your a woman and never tried
a black dick, then you are missing the best sex of your life!.  My ex came
over the next week after his trip and a few days later he wined and dined
me and wanted to have sex, i lay in the bed as he licked and sucked on my
pussy, but i only thought of kenny's black dick, i had to pull my legs
together to even feel his tiny 5" dick in me, he only took a few strokes to
come, as he rolled of he said you need to get a smaller vibrator your pussy
is getting sloppy, well at that moment i knew what i wanted, and he was not
it!  I will only have sex with a blackman from now on, I just hope i can
find someone like kenny, i stopped taking the pill a month before kenny
left, but i didn't get pregnant, which i wanted more than anything in my
life.  Big Black dicks are my life and that is what i'm looking for.  One
thing i did do before kenny left, i had sex with kenny while my ex was out
of town, on the day he was due back, kenny came over and fucked me hard an
hour before my ex came home, i lay in bed after kenny left, when my ex came
home he came into the bedroom, i spread my legs and said you want alittle
sex, he just smiled and got between my legs and started licking and sucking
on my pussy, little did he know my lover had just pumped two loads of his
cum deep in my pussy, my ex only said,, you are wet today, i just laughed
to myself, knowing he was sucking out kenny's come!