Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Dear Mr. Reynolds, Please forgive if my writing sounds a little off, but I'm a bit off tonight, a little loopy, in fact. I've been drinking. It's the only way I could get myself to write you this letter. Sara insisted that I apologize to you and that I post this letter on various internet sites so that everyone can see what a pathetic little sissy I am. I understand now that I have no right sexually whatsoever to my beautiful wife. Dare I even call her my wife, anymore? I do only if you allow it, sir. I realize that she will continue to see you whether I want her to or not. And that she will see you; she's told me as much, and that she will go to bed with you as often as you desire. I am sorry that it took so long for me to come to terms with how things are. I hope you can forgive me and that you will accept my apology. Sara says she still loves me, but that it's a different kind of love, more an affection, and nothing like the powerful sexual passion that she feels for you and cannot live without. That was so hard for me to accept. Again, please please try to understand and forgive me for my stupidity. I didn't want what she said to be true, I didn't want her to feel for you the way she does, and I was so hurt and scared that I would lose her forever that I'm afraid I reacted badly. I thank you humbly on my knees for not giving me the beating ((or worse)) that I deserved. Sara told me how close you were to punishing me for my insolent behavior and that it was only her consideration on my behalf that saved me. I am thankful to you both and when I see you next I'll fall to my knees in person as I do, metaphorically, in this letter. Sara told me, too, how you allowed her to marry me last year ((thank you!!)) because you were not the marrying type and because you knew that I would be a safe and harmless companion to her. You knew that I would be useful to help her pay the bills, watch her kids, and keep the house. And it's a very great privilege to be able to do these things even if I cannot be a husband to her in the complete sense of the term. I understand that if I didn't do these things I wouldn't be of any use to Sara at all and I would never have the opportunity to spend my life with such a beautiful and remarkable woman. Thank you, sir! ((I think I'll call you `sir' until you tell me how I should address you. It just doesn't seem right for me to call you by something so familiar as your name, even Mr. Reynolds! The wine is probably getting to me now, but its true, every word that I'm writing, I swear.)) It seems all so unreal that I will never be allowed to have intercourse with my wife again. And maybe I really don't believe it writing these words tonight. But Sara assures me that it's true. She told me that you have forbidden it and that I will have to abide by your rules or out I will have to go. She told me that you will see to it that I obey and that I shouldn't give her a hard time or complain because if I do it will go very hard for me. That divorce is not the worse that can happen to me and that I would be well-advised not to anger you or try your patience. This I do believe, and I promise that I will learn and keep my place in the new scheme of things. Sara said that I will be permitted to masturbate myself in her presence on a schedule set between the two of you based on my behavior. That some non-sexual contact may be permitted, such as massages, manicure-pedicure, and hair styling duties...provided that I am properly caged and belted in a chastity device that I will soon be fitted for. I humbly accept this most generous privilege, sir, and hope to prove myself worthy of it. I guess what I am trying to say is that I won't stand in the way any longer, or make a nuisance of myself. I have accepted the inevitable. You and Sara will become lovers...gosh, what am I saying? You are already lovers. You will continue to be lovers, only now it will be completely out in the open, and I, too, will be completely "out in the open" as a devoted sissy cuckold. Starting with this open letter to you, posted online and forwarded to family, friends, and co-workers so that everyone will know and understand the new arrangement in our household. You will take your rightful place as the man of the house, even if you don't live here full-time. Even when you aren't here in person, you will be the man of the house. There is no other man in this house. I understand that now. Sara is watching over my shoulder as I write you this email, making sure I say everything that needs to be said. She fills up my wine glass, bids me drink, and continue to write. But I'm not so drunk that I don't know what I'm writing or that I will take any of it back in the morning. How can I? No "real" man would ever write these words in the first place, no matter how inebriated he was. No real man would write to his wife's lover as I am, wearing a little pink chemise and a pair of pink high-heeled mules. I know that all too well. It's only the truth that's coming out; now that the wine has loosened my tongue ((and my fingers)). I will never again fuck my wife, but I now look forward to watching you fuck her, Sir. I look forward to seeing you use her beautiful body for your pleasure, to seeing her fucked by a real man, the way I could never fuck her. I really do mean this, Sir. I know now that watching you fuck her is the closest I will ever again come to fucking her myself. God, I don't know how I will ever be able to look you in the eye again after writing this!!! Well, Sara is laughing. She says I probably shouldn't be looking you in the eye anymore, anyway. I'm not worthy to look up any higher than your beautiful cock. She tells me to write that, Sir, and I do. She is telling me to write the following little love note to you, like a good sissy secretary: Hi Tim I hope you like what I'm making kimmie do by writing this letter. That's his new name, by the way--kimmie. Cute isn't it? The little pansy picked it out all by himself.)) I thought it was time for him to learn "her" place. Thank you again for being so patient and for not hurting him. I have no use for him as a man, of course, but I am still fond of him in a sisterly/girlfriend kind of way. And he will be so helpful in keeping house. You'll see. I'm really looking forward to our new arrangement and can't wait to see you when you get back from Atlanta. That phone sex session we had was hot hot hot!!! But it can't compete to the real thing. I can't wait to give you that long slobbery blowjob I only pretended to give you over the phone ((yum yum)). In fact, I think I'll call you later tonight to make sure you got this email and then we can think up some more sexy things to do when you get back! By then, kimmie will be long put to bed in her own room...lol...yes, she's been dismissed to the small storage room down the hall from the boys. So I'll have plenty of privacy. ((You should see the long look on kimmie's face as she types these words. She's practically in tears.)) Well, it's long passed time she accepted the truth of things. It hurts now, but she'll get used to it. But enough about "her!" I love you darling. Get home quick and safe. Love and kisses, Sara It's me again, Sir, kimmie. Well, I guess that just about says it all; for now, anyway. Maybe this is the most embarrassing part, though. But I have no choice. ((I will never have any choice again)). Sara insists that I send you the attached photo of myself. She told me that when she informed you about those sites I was visiting you were quite pleased and that you wanted me to start on a process of total feminization right away. She wants me to let you know that I have already started this process. Sara had me completely depilate my body today and now I am completely smooth. She had me put on this little sissy outfit and paint my toenails and snap this picture of myself to send you. She told me that this is how I will greet you the next time you come to the door. I feel like I will very likely die from embarrassment, but Sara tells me that this is what I must do and what you expect. I hope you find me acceptable sir. I am blushing all over to say this, sir, but I even dare to hope that you might find me cute. Your humble sissy, kimmie http://thefreakbox.blogspot.com/2009/11/open-letter-from-sissy-to-his-wifes .html