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 Ugly Me: Humiliation Chronicles

   By Mathew Elizabeth

   ***With seven-billion people in a world; full of imagination and
exploitation through the possibility of money; then people like this guy
most certainly exist***

   I was ugly; and I liked it; eventually anyway.  Having grown up being
surrounded by a town of beautiful people; I developed many feelings of
jealously, resentment, envy and turned it into lust throughout my
twenty-one-years growing up.  People laughed at me because of the way I
looked; my classmates, my so called friends and even my family.  I had
terrible acne; so severe that blue blackheads would burst and bleed
everyday; leaving crater size scars on my face.  I also started losing my
hair at the very young age of seventeen.  I was extremely out of shape; had
brown teeth and a huge pointy nose with wide nostrils.  By the end of
high-school; I had only a few strains of hair left.  Everyone in the whole
town had nicknamed me 'Golly'; similarily named to that horrible looking
creature from that famous high fantasy book written in the 1950's.  I
accepted it and greeted anyone with that name.  My name was 'Golly' forever
after; lets make that part clear.

   Growing up so ugly was hard.  I remember masturbating while in the
school toilets when I was younger.  Boys would make a habbit of knowing
when I was in there too.  They knew not to enter while I was in the boys
toilets.  They would have to hear my creepy sounds if they went in.  I
remember one very handsome boy from my eigth grade class say I sounded like
some creepy alien or monster.  The boy was a transfer student and wasn't
familiar with my disgusting antics; unlike all the other boys.  He was very
creeped out.  I remembered looking at his face and getting very turned on.
His face of resentment and a sense of fear made me so humiliated and horny.
I was truly some infectious diseased freak to him.  It made my ugly little
dick twitch and it felt so good.  For some reason; I liked that he looked
down on me.

   Being forced to sit next to a really hot girl only for her to be creeped
out and get up and move somewhere else was heartbreaking and so hot at the
same time as well.  I would forcibly pop my pimples in front of her and
sliver my tongue in an expression of agonising pleasure to creep her out. I
would also make constant plans to extenuate my humiliation such as
squealing louder and rattling my voice more on the toilet; so people would
continue to be grossed out by me and hate me even more.  People were going
to hate me anyway; why not enjoy it like rollercoaster ride.

   Anyway; there was one thing about my life that my peers actually envied.
I had a lot of money.  My parents were loaded and when my highschool
graduation arrived they gave me a multi-million-dollar account that I could
use to my hearts content.  They told me to enjoy; but to also use it wisely
and perhaps invest in something like a successful company or education.

   ***Three Years Later***

   I had already turned twenty-one and was living in my mansion.  I was
already very comfortable and experienced with my sexuality.  I liked both
women and men.  As long as they were good looking and normal; unlike me;
and agree to humiliate me and make me feel like the most worthless loser on
the planet; I'll spoil them with all my riches and make their lives almost
as good as I make my own life feel.  I will give them a life of kings and
queens just so they can degrade me and feel like living filth.

   On one particular occation I was particularily interested in young
eighteen-year-old feminine boys called 'Twinks'.  All of them very slender,
hairless and had face's prettier than most girls.  I hired a group of four
of these feminine young male beauties to come to my house and humiliate me
with the promise of lots of cash.  They were intructed to be in their
underwear most of the time and act all bitchy; like women; towards me.

   The boys were instructed to call me names like 'Ugly', "Troll' and
"Loser".  They were told to say stuff like my "penis is small" and that I
was "a social retard"; that they simply couldn't believe someone would be
so fucked up to allow people to do this to him.  Basically I was paying
them to yell the truth to me; hurtfully and scornfully in all their
feminine grace.  Feminine grace I was so envious of and knew I would never
achieve.

   "I can't believe this guy even considered being into boys," The blonde
one Sammy said laughably; looking down at me while I masturbated looking up
at him teary and cross-eyed, "I mean; look at him!  Did he really think he
had a chance with boys like us?" His beautiful white face and blue eyes
pierced down at me,

   "We don't come out of the closet to be with ugly goblins like you!!" The
beautiful blonde feminine boy boomed above me semi-naked "We like HOT boys!
With BIG penises to go up our beautiful bottoms!  Not some fucking fishy,
greasy, slimy little knob; like yours!"

   "Yeah!" the three other beautiful boys yelled at me; agreeing with Sammy
and nodding their heads giggling.

   I liked females too you know; I felt like saying.  But at the same time
I knew that would make me a hypocrite as I hired a group of bitchy
eighteen-year-old high-school girls to do the same thing to me the week
prior to this one.

   "Lets go boys" Sammy said as he took one of the other boys who was a
tanned Colombian by the hand, "Lets have a shower and swim in this idiot
losers pool.  Then we can make him watch us beautiful boys fuck!"

   Eighteen-year-old Sammy was true to his promise.  After the beautiful
slender boys freshened up; they came back in my room and began to make love
infront of me.  Part of the game was to deny me from the action.  So I
would hopelessly try to hop on the bed and join them; only to have them
palm me away and position themselves so their was no way I could get
anything.

   "Go away," they would say to me; hugging each other naked and kissing
and passionately entangled with one another, "You can't play with us.  No
ugly boys aloud."

   Watching their naked hairless bodies combine and see them moan without
me on my bed was so humiliating and hot.  They all lightly pushed me and
moaned and complained that I was too ugly and should just go away.  I kept
falling off the bed; as was planned; and they would giggle like spoilt
school boys wrestling above as I pulled and tugged my pathetic pud on the
carpet with glorious tears of humiliation pooling in my eyes.

   The final humiliation game I had with these escorts was what I called
'The Tape-Worm-Game'.  Thats right; I'm not fucking with you; 'The
Tape-Worm-Game'.  It's a game involving myself getting dressed into an oily
tight cream covered wrapping that constricted my arms and legs tightly
together and at their sides.  All that could be seen of me was my ugly face
and all I could do was either hop around or slither and wiggle along the
floor.  I would dress up into this disgusting constume in the early hours
of the morning and had the beautiful eighteen-year-old twink boys laying on
their bed with their glorious naked hairless butt-cheeks poking out towards
me.

   All four of the butts looked so juicy and young and unblemished by the
world; unlike myself.  I began to wiggle towards them like a worm on the
carpet.  I knew they were very drunk and wasn't sure if any of them were
awake or not.  As I wiggled; I purposly made disturbing slivering noises
with my mouth and tongue.  I would wiggle my tongue and play with the
saliva in my mouth to sound openly more slimy.  I knudged myself onto the
side of the bed and gazed at the Colombian boy's beautiful hairless tanned
buttcrack.  I went wide eyed and perched my lips like a fish; while making
my tongue jap outwards and inwards again and again.  I wanted to feast on
his beautiful flesh.  I wanted to dig my ugly 'Tape worm' body into his
beautiful young poop chute.  I began to 'tongue punch' the Colombian boys
butthole like some lizard and continued to perch my lips like a fish.  I
was truly a despicable creature.

   I began to feast on all the boys buttholes; imagining myself wiggling
inside each of them and living inside their bowls; laying my disgusting
parasite eggs in their juicy round butts.  It was where an ugly loser like
me belonged; inside a beautiful boys gassy intestines.  But by the time I
reached the fourth boy; my favourte blonde; Sammy; I knew that the true
game was just beginning.

   You see; I arranged so the other three boys knew about my disgusting
'Tape-Worm-Game'; but I deliberetly left Sammy out of the loop; to see how
he would react to my ugly imaginative monster form.

   It was as I anticipated and hoped.  Beautiful Sammy looked behind
himself and screamed; no; shrieked; like a girl.  He was coming out of a
drunken slumber and didn't fully understand at first what was happening to
him.  I was tonging away at his beautiful pink butthole and he looked
behind himself and got the shock of his life.  When he screamed; his
butt-cheeks stiffened and wiggled away in panic.  The other three boys
giggled and laughed to Sammy's reaction.  Sammy got off the bed naked and
screaming.

   "What the fuck!  What the fuck are you?  Weirdo!" He screamed with tears
in his eyes.

   I made a horrific distorted face with splattered drool that made me look
uglier than usual; then with two legs tightly together with the slimy
wrapping; frantically hobbled towards Sammy like a distorted terrifying
slimy worm creature .I wanted to suck on his bottom in this imaginary form
and dig myself inside him.  To make his beautiful ass my new home so I
could lay my eggs in his beautiful young pink pooper; like the digusting
parasite that I was.

   I hit the ground with a bang and intantly began to make my move with
frantic wiggles towards the beautiful male blonde.

   Sammy screamed like a girl again and ran to the other room ;as expected.
I wiggled quickly after him into the room only to find Sammy scared in the
far corner next to my big bookshelf.

   The other three twink boys were told to lock the behind me as soon as I
wiggled inside.

   "Get..Get way from me!" Sammy screamed covering his naked body with his
hands "You're a disgusting freak!  I never agreed to this horrible game!"

   "But Saaaammmyy," I said in a splattering zombie voice; "I just want to
live in your intestines Saaaammmyy.  I just to lay me worm eggs inside you
Sammy.  Please Sammy let me crawl inside of you beautiful bottom and live
inside it Saaaaaammmmy."

   Sammy's beautiful girlish face expressed wide eyed horror to the disgust
and resentment of my warped imagination; and I knew it; it was part of what
turned me on.

   I disturbingly wiggled myself frantically towards him again; making
fithy slimy slug noises as I got closer and closer to his beautiful
hairless white legs and feet.  I stuck out my tongue wide eyed to reach one
of his toes.  Sammy lifted his feet and scrambled his hands like he was
trying to climb the bookcase.

   "NO...NOOOOOOO!!!" He screamed wide eyed in absolute disgusted horror;
he was trully disgusted in me.  It reminded me of that black and white
1930's movie 'Freaks' when the armless man chased after the screaming woman
and fell in the mud as she ran away from the sheer horror that was human
deformity.

   That is what I was; truly warped and deformed in the mind. .

   That night I was arrested for sexual assault.  When two big buff police
men arrived; beautiful naked Sammy jumped on one of them like the officer
was his hero.  The straight police officer had beautiful Sammy's
butt-cheeks in his large hands and sighed at his job when he realised it
was a boy and not a girl.  It didn't stop the two officers from being
strong gentlemen to the feminine boys.  I was taken away by the two
officers in my own home and I allowed the boys to stay in my house for the
night.  Which the two officers found bewildering.

   I remembered Sammy waving them away naked and flirty like they were his
heroes; all while he flipped me off with his middle finger on the side.

   "I saw you feeling up the victim," The officer on the passenger seat
jokingly said to the officer next to him who was driving, " I didn't know
you liked boys Martin, the blonde one had a nice ass for a guy though."

   Officer Martin laughed, "Fuck off Greg; I'm getting married.  Those
queers; 'twinks' or whatever; aren't so bad anyway.  Their girly and stuff;
these days I say; who cares."

   Officer Greg nodded his head.

   "But it's weirdo creepy queers like this," Both Officer's Martin and
Greg looked back at me with critical eyes, "- they are the real problem."

   That night I masturated naked in a jail cell and remembered how much
that beautiful blonde boy hated me and was disgusted by me.  With all the
money in the world at my disposal there would be more humiliating nights
like this one.  I was simply addicted to my own psychological destruction
and forever craved nights like this where I'm forced to cum on a jail cell
floor.  A true weirdo of this world
   To be continued...