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 Mommy's Love Denied

   By Mathew Elizabeth

   Chapter 4

   I open my eyes, lifting my face from my pillow and looked at the clock.
It was ten-o'clock at night.  My mother had gone to bed and Ryan would be
in the loungeroom playing my video-games while he waited for his dad to
pick him up at eleven.  As I tried to slowly drift off back to sleep I
could hear the most suspicious sound.  I could hear the sound of a woman
moaning and cooing.  Loud and long bellows of pleasure vibrated through the
hallway.

   I lifted myself tirelessly off my bed and walked out into the hallway to
investigate.  I slowly walked towards my mother's room, her moans of
pleasure getting louder and louder.  It wasn't what I thought it was was
it? 12-year-old Ryan was in the lounge room wasn't he?

   "This is where your friend Scott came from," I heard my mother say.  She
sounded calm and soothing as if talking to a very young child.

   "Wow mommy!" the chirpy skinny 12-year-old boy hissed as he stuck his
head under my mothers covers and stared intently at her pulsating vagina, "
It's so big and wet.  It's opening and closing."

   "That's because it wants you inside of it." Mom said all wet and sweaty,
looking down at the cute boy staring facinated at her gaping pussy.

   Mommy then used her fingers to spread the lips of her vagina.  She shook
and shuddered and bellowed out the most heartbreaking verse.

   "Please; stir me up!  This is where Scotty was created!  Dig, claw
inside!  Take his place!  House yourself in my womb!  Ryan!  Ryan my little
honey-bun!"

   "Mommy!" Ryan whaled out.  He then shoved his small head between my
mothers legs and smothered himself into my mothers wet soaking crotch.  The
boy twisted and turned his head, lapping his tongue against my mothers
cliterous.  My mother moaned as she held the boy's head and pulled it
further and further into the depths of her wet flowing hole.

   "Mommy!  Mommy!" came the sound of Ryan's muffled voice as he dug
further and further into the depths of her chasm.

   My mom's eyes rolled to the back of her head.  Her mouth grows wide.  It
was about to happen.

   Long beautiful legs stretched apart and pulsated.  They spread out and
shuddered like they were stuck in a cramp.  The young boys head lodged in
between.  Mom stuck out her tongue and it wiggled deliriously in the air.
Drool ran down her chin.

   "RYAN!  MY SOOOOOOOOON!!"

   SPLAASH!!!  SWOOOOSH!!

   There was an explosion of water.  I fell, and everything turned to
black.

   I found myself butt naked and swimming in a warm pool of water; located
somewhere within a pocket of a dark lonely void within the universe.

   I dived under this warm soup of life.  I seemed to breath just fine
within this liquid.

   The liquid I was swimming in eradiated with a calming glow.  A glow that
eradiated from a very strange looking organic opening in the distance.  I
swam closer to the amazing opening.  It throbed, pulsated and welcomed me
towards it with all it's feminine glory.

   But then to my horror I saw another naked boy swimming well ahead of me
in the distance.  It was Ryan; it was always him!  I swam faster and
faster. I desperately tried to overtake him and beat him to this wonderous
enterance to life.  The oval shape opening rippled with glee awaiting the
first to reach it.  Ryan swam into the wonderous doorway; he beat me to it!

   The doorway began to close.  The two sides of the oval shape door
contracted.  Ryan looked at me and waved goodbye to me with an innocent
face of glee.  I swam faster and faster!  Perhaps I could make it!  Perhaps
I could enter the door too?

   The doors closed; the last thing I saw was Ryan's happy face dimmed by
the glorious white glow behind him.  Then darkness.  I was alone forever.

   I shook my head and snapped out of it.  I was sick of my delusions
playing with my emotions and sense of reality.  My mother would never
betray me like that!  She would never say or do those things!  Perhaps I
needed professional help?

   I got closer towards mom's bedroom door.  The moaning and cooing
continued.  That was real; without a doubt.

   Mom's door was slightly open.  I looked inside and saw a figure within
her own covers thrashing about.  No one was in the bed with her; thank god!

   Mom was laying doggie style.  Her large ass was protruding upwards.  The
extending sheet fabric indicated that her hands were frantically rubbing
her ass and private parts.  My mother was masturbating!

   No harm in that; I smiled and put my hands in my pajama pants.

   I needed a better view.  Her bare exposed ass was poking towards her
en-suite.  Her en-suite had two doors, one which was conjoined to her room
and the other linked to the hallway.  I tried to enter the en-suite through
the hallway.  That way I could peek at her beautiful large bare ass through
the other door mom was poking and wiggling at.

   The adjacent hallway en-suite door was locked.  Who had locked it?  It
was never locked!

   Frustrated; I continued to look at my mother pleasure herself through
the crack of her bedroom door.  She shook, squealed and shuddered within
the bed covers.  But I couldn't see any of her body.  Her big bare butt was
sticking out towards the other door I could not reach.  Her large ass
bounced up and down within the sheets.  The street lights filtered through
the window-blinds giving me some visibility.

   I veered my vision at the en-suite door within her room.  It was
slightly open as well.  I peeked more intently towards that direction and
noticed a small shadowy figure standing there and watching through the
crack of that open door.

   12-year-old Ryan was watching my mom masturbate too!

   I was red with rage.  Ryan was watching my mom pleasure herself and got
full view of her bare ass poking out of the covers.  All i got was the
sight of a wiggly worm in the sheets!

   Ryan saw my moms fleshy round buttocks with a pussy and asshole that
opened and winked playfully at him.  This was just as bad as my delusion!
It wasn't fair!  He didn't deserve it!  He doesn't appreciate my mothers
beautiful big bottom.  Why him?  Fucking bastard locked the door too!  He
was stopping me from seeing my mothers wonderful big ass!

   "OOOOOoooh!  AAAhh!  AAAAAahhhhh!" Mom squealed more loud.  Her ass
bounced and her fingers rubbed harder, faster and more frantic against her
pussy.

   I was in awe and wonder.  Her feminine sounds of pleasure sounded so
wonderful.  She was really having a good time.  I pulled my cock within my
pajama pants and pleasured myself to her sounds.  I wondered if Ryan was
masturbating too?  No; he's too small and immature to do that 'adult' stuff
yet.

   My mother was about to reach climax, I could feel it.  Her moaning got
more loud and the sheets made more frantic wiggles and twirls between her
asscrack and pussy.

   Then mom suddered and shook in delight like she was being electrified.

   "AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!" She bellowed out, her buttocks thrashed itself
around. Clear water awkwardly sprayed from the sheets and towards the door
Ryan was peeking through.

   I spasmed and convulsed silently as I orgasmed within my PJ's.  Hearing
her squeal and express herself that way was so amazing.  I had seen ladies
do it in porno movies; but seeing my mother do it was a whole other level
of eroticism.

   The shadowy figure standing within the en-suite door slowly backed away
from vision and disapeared.  I decided I would retreat to my room as well.
The last thing I needed was Ryan catching me and finding out I jerk-off
over my own mother.  Not that 12-year-old Ryan knows what 'jerking off'
was.

   I quickly creeped away and went back to my room.  I closed the door
slowly then ran and jumped into bed.  I heard the light footsteps of Ryan
returning to the lounge room.  I heard him snicker as he walked past my
door.

   I laid in my room for another half-hour and couldn't sleep.  Knowing my
mother was asleep, I decided to open my door and walk out towards the
lounge room.  I saw Ryan laying on the carpet with his hands a fingers
twiddling with the analog stick on my video-game controller.  He turned and
looked at me.

   "YOUR suppose to be in your room," Ryan said.

   I just looked at him with the most homicidal glare.  He just laughed at
me and turned back towards the television playing my game.  I took a couple
of steps closer to him.

   "Why do you have these faggy games for?" Ryan started to banter, "Where
are your first-person-shooters?"

   "I know you were peaking on my mom," I said intantly, taking a couple
more steps towards the sofa.  Ryan said nothing for a while; but paused the
game.

   "Yeah," Ryan began, " I needed to go poop; so I walked into the hallway
and I heard your mom making these strange noises.  I looked inside and she
was....she was....what was she doing exactly?"

   "None of your business!" I scorned.

   "Tell me," Ryan said, "Or I'll tell my dad that your mom was doing weird
sexy things in front of children."

   "Your dad would slap you on the head for being such a creepy perv!" I
gave in, "She was masturbating you idiot!  That was her private time!"

   "Mas-tur-bat-ing?" Ryan said scratching his head, "Private time?  Like
going to the toilet?"

   I rolled my eyes, "I'm not telling you about it!  Go ask your older
brother or something!"

   "OK," Ryan shrugged, "Or I could just look it up on the Internet,"

   Ryan's dad arrived half-an-hour later.  I was thankful and very glad. 
We heard him drive his car up onto the driveway and Ryan laughed and ran
off out the front door.

   "Later, Big-Nose!" he laughed at me and swiftly disapeared from view.

   I sat on the sofa in a daze.  I was thinking about the night.

   The paused video-game was right in front of me.  The television set was
glowing.  I was feeling tired and helpless.

   I turned the television and game-console off and retreated to bed in a
hurry.  I hoped my mother didn't realise I disobeyed her and left my room.
I managed to get back to my room without getting caught and realised it was
way past my bedtime.  I was in for a good night sleep for a change.

   A few days had past and the same feelings at home and the similar banter
from my friends at school continued up until the weekend.

   My mother hardly talked or looked at me.  There were times where she
didn't even look me in the eye.  I served my own breakfast and didn't
expect any kiss on the forehead like I always got before.  I didn't
question it or confront her about it.  I knew she was very ashamed of me.
She thought I drew that image of her so I was ashamed of myself.

   School was the same as ever.  My friends would tease me about my mom and
I would usually run to the boys toilets during lunchtime to masturbate over
their words.  Ryan was talking about some 'Video-Clip-Project' he was
working on at home.  Andrew, Justin and Josh were very eager to see the
final product of this video clip project.  It was a mystery to me why
though, so I took no part in their interest.

   On Friday afternoon Ryan announced at the school quadrangle that his
project was finally finished and that all the boys should come over and
watch; except me of course.

   "You can't come over though Scott," Ryan said serious.

   "What; why not?" I asked surprised.

   "You weren't interested in my video project anyway.  Viewership is only
for those that were interested in the project."

   "Whatever," I said, "It sounds stupid anyway,"

   Ryan and the other boys giggled amongst themselves as I walked away. 
What the hell were they up to?  I was very interested and wanted to find
out.  I had a plan.

   The following day was Saturday and I knew my friends would all be going
to Ryan's house to watch the finalised video early in the morning. 
Eight-o'clock in the morning to be exact.  I remembered them planning the
time before I departed from school on Friday.  I instantly got up and
dressed into my casual clothes.  I walked straight out the front door and
didn't bother to check wether mom was awake or not.

   It took about ten-minute's but after a decent run, I finally made it to
Ryan's house.  My plan was to hide under the side window where Ryan's room
was.  He always left his window open, so I would be able to hear and peak
inside with ease.  I could hear the boys talking in the lounge room off in
the distance.  I peeked inside Ryan's room and got a interesting surprise.

   Ryan's room was transformed!  It was so different since the last time I
saw it a couple of weeks before.

   Ryan's room was once sprawled with robot figurine's and super-hero
posters.  But now it had been tranformed into a sanctuary of women with
large butt's bending over in their thongs and stockings.  All the ladies in
the posters were blonde and very volumptious looking.  Each of them giving
longing sexy gazes that made my dick hard as a rock.  All of the pictures
portrayed the idea of 'milfs' and 'mommy's.  They were women boys my age
dream about every night.  Little Ryan had some taste for the older ladies
that was for sure.

   I dove down for cover when the door opened; followed by chuckles and
banter between my witty friends.

   "I can't wait to see this video-clip bro!" 12-year-old Justin said very
excited.

   "Yeah hurry up!  Plug it in and put it on!" Josh said.

   "I wanna see some milf rump!" Andrew said drooling.

   "OK, ok calm down," Ryan began, "We are going to start of with the funny
and gross version ok.  The one we plan to show the entire school."

   What were they talking about?

   "OK start with that one.  We don't care man!  Just show us the butt and
pussy shot!" Justin almost begged.

   Ryan plugged his USB/flash-drive into his television and pressed play.
The digital video file took a couple of seconds to load, but proceeded with
success.  A strange smokey title appeared in the distance and got closer
towards the screen.  I saw the title with bold white letters.

   The title said 'Scott's Mom the Fart Monster'.  It played with dramatic
instrumental music that resembled classic monster and kaiju films.

   All of our young eyes were glued to the small television screen.  I
didn't bother crouching under the window anymore.  I just stood there
outside behind them and they didn't notice me at all.

   I could barely make out the image recorded but what I saw was what
looked like my hallway.  The camera agle veered towards 12-year-old Ryan's
face and he had a dramatic expression of fear and comical terror.

   "I hear something scary!" Ryan within the Video-Clip said dramatically
to camera.The sound of a woman moaning could be heard in the background of
the video-clip.

   The smart-phone camera moved through the hallway and towards a en-suite
door.  A hand appeared to be turning the knob; the door was unlocked.  The
camera swiftly turned and Ryan locked the door he entered behind him.  The
camera then turned again and moved past the shower to it's left until it
finally moved towards the other interconnecting en-suite door to its right.
The door that lead to the view to my mother masturbating and showing off
her beautiful gigantic ass.

   My eyes widened; my mouth gaping wide.  Ryan the 'little shit'!  He
recorded my mom masturbating through that doorway!

   I couldn't believe it.  I was in shock and disbelief.  Yet it was right
in front of me.  It was blured by the angle of the small television set and
dimmed by the morning light behind me; but it was real.  My friends got
perfect view of the televison image while I once again had to hide in a
corner and saw things from the distance.

   Hoots and cheers exploded from my friends as they saw my mom's huge ass
and pussy bobbing up and down in the night as she frantically flicked and
fingered her pussy and her asscrack.  It could barely make out the image
from outside the window but I knew what it was.  My friends could see it
perfectly.  Her lovely smooth curvy flesh rippled in front of them in
erotic glee.

   This was the comical 'gross-out' video that Ryan was going to post to
the entire school.  So as a special effect; loud fake tooting noises
exploded through the TV speakers everytime mom's ass bounced or made a
frantic pop in the air.

   FFppt!  FFFppppppt!

   PFFFFFffft!  PFFFT!

   PFFT!  Ffffpppt!

   Andrew, Justin and Josh laughed and tossed and turned with one another.
Ryan looked back at them and seemed very proud of the funny edited video he
created.  My eyes were wide and tears of horror pooled up within them.

   "Oh my god!" 13-year-old Andrew laughed, "Ha-ha-ha!  My stomach hurts!"

   "Thats actually kind of hot actually," 12-year-old skinny Justin said
looking wide eyed and very perverted at the screen.

   Ffffffptt!  Ffffppt!

   "Yeah," 13-year-old Josh said sarcastic, "Minus the farts."

   "With or without the fart, I don't care!" Justin said wide eyed flairing
his nostrils.

   "What?" The other three boys said, " Thats weird!"

   "Ok, ok!  Whatever I don't care" Justin begged after laughing so hard,
"Show us the un-edited one now,"

   Ryan changed the digital file.  This other un-edited file didn't have
the title or the dramatic monster music like before.  It showed Ryan
walking into the en-suite and peeking on my mom like before but without the
fart noises.  The sound of moms moans rang through my ears.  No doubt it
was the same moans and squeals from a few nights ago.

   The video lasted for a number of minutes with silence from the audience
for a change.  All my friends face's were glued to the screen wide eyed and
their mouths open like they were about the drool.  My mothers voice of
pleasure had them in a trance.  Andrew was the first the snap out of it.

   "Ok, Ok!" Andrew said shaking his head, " You promised us copies
remember, Ryan!"

   "Yeah, " Ryan said, " Did you bring your own USB/flash-drives?"

   "Yep!" my friends said with their hands entended and holding their
digital-sticks in their hands.

   Ryan proceeded to take each flashdrive and stick them into his computer
so he can make a copy of the video for them each of them to watch and
masturbate at their house's alone.

   "I'm gonna have a good time with mr willy tonight," Josh said pointing
at his dick, "Yes I am!"

   "Now remember the agreement guy's" Ryan began a lecture, " You are my
loyal friends and this is payback for Scotty making fun of me for having no
mom.  Remember, Scott can't see this video in any form or version.  I plan
on posting the 'fart-video' on the social networks to all the people that
'follow' or 'friend' me.  So everyone except us boys are grossed out by her
except us!"

   "I don't think thats so gross," Justin said offended.

   "Ok, MOST people." Ryan laughed, " Second of all, you guys know I will
record more video's of her for you guys if you help me with my ultimate
plan."

   What's his ultimate plan?

   "I plan to have sex with Scott's mom by the time we finish our trip to
the 'Snow-Plains'."

   My heart beat got faster and faster.  I felt like pouncing through the
window and attacking them all.  With my strength I could probably beat the
three of them to a pulp, but I didn't.  Something inside of me made me
paralysed with humiliation.  I wanted to spring off with my arms, legs and
fingers but all I could do was shiver and shake.

   "We will help you ofcourse," Andrew said, " But we don't think Scott's
mom is going to have sex with you.  I mean, it's his mom.  She would have
to be pretty bitchy to do that to her son.  Plus your only a young kid. 
Most women are into muscle men like twice our age."

   Andrew was making total sense, I thought.  Plus everything he just
mentioned was the morally correct way everything was suppose to turn out.
But I dreaded at the thought that he was totally wrong.  That everything
Ryan was saying would indeed transpire.

   It wasn't long before the boys departed from Ryan's house with their own
copy of the movie of my mother mastubating in their pockets.  Ryan returned
to his room and sat quitely on his computer for a few minutes.  Thinking I
had seen all I need to see, I began to creep away from the side of Ryan's
house.  But then I heard Ryan's voice.  He was talking to himself.  I
stopped to listen.

   "Im sorry mommy," 12-year-old Ryan said calm and content, "This was the
only way I could think of getting other boys in school not to like you in a
sexy way; with the exeption of Justin, Josh and Andrew.  The only reason
I'm letting my best friends in on this plan is because they can help me
with my ultimate problem."

   What is your ultimate problem Ryan?  Tell me it so I an exploit it and
ruin you, I thought.

   "My ultimate problem is Scott." Ryan continued, "That big-nose dope is
in my way when it comes to having fun with you; my 'new mommy'.  He doesn't
even treat you right!  You are divorced and alone and he couldn't even make
you happy!  He's such a pussy; he's selfish for not fucking you!."

   My eyes and face were red with anger and stress as I listened from the
outside.  Is Ryan saying I was an asshole for not fucking my own mother? 
Paranoid thoughts entered my brain.  Should I have done something.  Was it
what she wanted?

   "Its only been a few days since I learned about this orgasm/cum stuff. I
only started jerking off a couple of days ago.  Justin, Josh and Andrew
have been doing it for over a year; they told me.  What have I been missing
out on all this time!  One thing is for sure, I probably know more about
this sex stuff within these last few days then 'Ugly Scotty' could ever
know in a lifetime."

   I smashed the side of my fist against the brick wall outside.  It made
such a dull sound it alerted no one.  But I still retreated.  I couldn't
listen to any more.  There was only so much I could take.

   I returned home and was greeted with the most glorious surprise.  The
sight of my naked mothers body in the distance.  I could barely make out
the largeness of her bottom and the perkiness of her tits she was standing
near the hallway.

   Before I could absorb any more of the wonderful image; my mother
shrieked and scowled at the sight of me.

   My face turned from a wide-eyed surprised smile to a dramatic
disapointed frown.

   "For goodness sakes!" Mom yelled right after her scowl, "You weren't
suppose to be home yet!  Can't a woman walk around naked after her shower
once in a while?!"

   She said that running frantically to her room.  She gave me no time to
see her.

   "I told you mom!" I called out upset as she ran to her room, " Thats
totally up to you.  I don't mind really."

   I walked towards her open room.  I was going to make a point.  Perhaps I
could mend that part of our relationship.  I was her son, I was only
13-years-old and I didn't care that my mother was naked.

   I arrived at the door.  My mom looked back at me with her sheets
covering her body.

   "GET THE HELL OUT!" Mom yelled surprised.

   "Look...mom," I tried to say in a peaceful way, "There's no need for-"

   "GET OUT NOW!" She said wide-eyed and horrified, "ITS NOT APPROPRIATE
FOR YOU TO SEE ME LIKE THIS!"

   "But mom!  It was only a few weeks ago you allowed me to speak to you
like this.  What ha-?"

   "I WON'T TELL YOU AGAIN!" Mom screamed, "GET OUT!  I STILL HAVEN"T
FORGOTTEN WHAT YOU DID A FEW DAYS AGO!"

   Ryans 'Fart Monster' drawing entered my brain and filled me with
self-shame.  I began to whimper and cry in front of her.

   "I'm so sorry mom!" I said bawling my eyes out, crying by her door
frame, " I feel so ashamed of myself!  I've never been so disapointed in
myself!"

   I sniffled and sobbed, sliding my hand under my mouth and nose to
contain the mucus.

   "You should be sorry!  It makes you normal atleast!" My mom said very
stern.

   I looked up to her for a glimmer of hope.

   "When will you forgive me?" I said swaying my arms.  My lips were
wiggling and my eyed welled up with potential tears.

   Mom then walked over to me with the sheets tightly around her.  She
kneeled down matching her face with mine.  She looked into my eyes with
absolute contempt,resentment and disdain.

   "WHEN I'M FUCKIN READY!"

   SLAM!!

   The door was shut and I let loose my tears.  I whaled out and began to
hyperventilate from the heartbreak.  Mucus continued to run down my chin.
Everything around me was blury.  It was like my brain was malfunctioning. I
shook and shuddered and became very cold.  My hips gyrated within my pants
as this overwealming emotion overtook me.

   SPLAT!

   I looked down at my pants and a patch of more mucus formed and grew
between my crotch.  I knew I orgasmed; it was building up inside me all
day. But I didn't mistake it for pleasure.  It was a far more strong and
powerful feeling; a feeling that made me helpless and weak.

   It was a feeling I knew was never going to go away; and would play its
part in my downfall.
   To be continued.....