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 Mommy's Love Denied

   By Mathew Elizabeth

   Chapter Fifteen

   I had been working at a local fast food restaurant for the last four
months.  I was always eager to get home; especially since school holidays
started a week ago.  I hated my part time job.  But Mum insisted that I
work and learn to be responsible.  After Mum discovered my crazy
masturbation habbits in my room she became immediately concerned.  I wasn't
sure if she was actually concerned about my well being and self-esteem; or
just generally creeped out by me doing those things so excessively in her
house.

   Ryan was the one that recommended that I get a casual job to occupy
myself; he even pointed out the job advertisment to Mum during breakfast. I
only worked 12 hours per week on top of school.  The job was slave labour
though.  I was only earning $90 a week.  The grease while cooking would
burn my hands and the funky steam would inflare my acne.  I was also
expected to fork up $70 of my cash to Mum per week to help support the
household.  I would wince everytime I knew none of this applied to Little
Ryan who got to spend time with my mother all the time during these school
holidays.  I could only imagine the things they were doing to each other
while a slaved away flipping burgers.

   My face would also grimmace as I turned the front door handle; sweaty
with angst and ecstasy as I knew somehow Mum and Ryan would find ways to
unintentionally humiliate me.  I would bite my tongue waiting for every
excuse or trigger to set me off; sending me to my room where I wished I
could contantly cry and masturbate; to pull at my sensitive flesh backwards
and forwards as I drenched myself in feelings of erotic self shame.  But
things had become a little more complicated.

   I poked my sweaty mop top head into the house after slowly unlatching
the front foor; not quite letting my entire body in.  I turned my head from
side to side observing the painting on the walls infront of me.  I looked
to the left; the loungeroom was through an arched pathway; I looked to the
right ; the familiar interconnecting kitchen was though another arched
pathway; followed by a stream of doorways through the narrow hallway.  I
finally let my body in.  I was being so wary before entering my own home as
of late.

   At first I thought the house was silent; masked by the soothing sounds
of chirping birds and moving car tyres from outside.  But as soon as I
closed the front door; the distinct sound of happy mermering could be
heared past the long narrow hallway.

   "Oh my god; get out!" I heared a woman squeal in a delightful laugh;
followed by quick spontanious 'creep' sounds from an unoiled doorframe.

   "No!" I heared a young boy laugh; followed by a thud of the doorhandle
hitting the inner wall.

   I creeped closer and closer along the hallway.  I was very curious about
what was going on.

   "You're gross; stinky lady!" The young boy chirped and laughed.

   "You're so mean...put that thing away!" I heared the woman playfully
whine.

   "Naaw you like it, you're blushing, this will be perfect for the site!"

   I stopped in my tracks; expressing shock, surprise and then realisation.
I then continued my way towards the bathroom.

   "Hehe Do you like it when-?...Oh my god!  Did you just fart?" I heared
Ryan laugh shockingly.

   "Nooooo!!" Mum yelled and laughably denied.

   "Yes you did!  Yes you did!  I heard the echo in the bowl!  You nasty
fart lady!" Ryan laughed.

   "You meanie!  I think you like this." Mum said in a seductive tease "I
think you like watching me poop."

   "No I don't!" Ryan said in a surprisingly annoyed fashion.

   I decided to speak up.

   "I'm home everyone!" I yelled out in a innocent naive tone.

   "Oh!" I suddenly heard my mum chirp; followed by the bathroom door
suddenly closing.  I instantly turned right to my bedroom; leaving my door
open and landed face first into my bed.  I thought about what I heard
between Ryan and my Mum.  My cock was hard as a rock against my work pants
as I grinded into my bed.

   WACK!

   "Ouch!" I yelled.

   "Hey man lets duke it out on Tekken again!" Ryan said after throwing one
of my video game controllers at me.

   "Don't throw my controller!  That stuff is expensive!" I said with my
head turned, hiding my boner from his taunting playful gaze.

   "Ill kick your ass again!  As usual!" He laughed.

   "Oh no you wont!" I yelled; and chased him out of the room and into the
hallway.

   Ryan and I had become more familier with one another over the last few
months.  We were beginning to talk to each other more and hang out like we
usually did.  Ryan didn't hang out with me at school though.  Probably
because he didn't want to be seen with someone who had developed a
reputation like me.  It seemed Justin, Josh and Andrew didn't want anything
to do with me at all.  Ryan and I were getting along fine and it seemed he
was the only friend I had left at that point.  Mainly because I saw him at
home all the time and his father was only getting worse and worse at
hospital.

   Ryan and I were sitting on the couch pushing away at the buttons on our
controllers frantically as we tried to outmaneuver each others animated
characters with swift kicks and punches.  While playing; I decided to ask
Ryan something.

   "Hey Ryan," I began, "Do you think Justin, Josh and Andrew will want to
hang out with me again?"

   Ryan kept his eyes on the screen with a blank expression on his face. 
"I don't know man." He said as his eyes shined from the television set,
"They say your totally weird now.  They make fun of you all the time behind
your back." I simply looked down at the carpet and frowned.  Ryan animated
martial arts character kicked mine in the face.

   "K.O!!" The television set boomed.

   I then heard the pipes buzz through the wall implying that Mum had
finished using the toilet.  She entered the loungeroom and was about the
walk past us rather content.

   But then I asked her.

   "Mum," I began, "Can I masturbate in my room please?"

   Ryan made a humerous little grunt as he continued to tap away at the
video-game controller.

   "...Didn't you already masturbate this week?" Mum said concerned.

   "I did it five days ago; so it was last week.  I was hoping to do it a
little earlier this week if thats ok."

   "...Ok..." She said ever so casually.  But her eyes always seemed like a
glare to me lately and it made my penis throb so hard.  I waddled out of
the loungeroom and into the hallway.

   I slouched into my room; relieved I had finished my six-hour morning
shift and was finally going to masturbate after five days of waiting.  I
crashed my ass on the computer chair like I couldn't wait one more second.
My jobs boredom and hard work wasn't the only reason I so desperately
wanted to arrive back home all the time.  My computer and the Internet was
my sole access to the world of my dreams and darkest fantasies.

   A huge development had happened with Ryan, Mum and I a couple of months
before.  The whole thing made my cock hard with anticipation everytime I
looked into the window accessing the hearts and minds of the world.  I
dragged the mouse across the screen and clicked on the Internet web
browser. My favourite 'Fetish-Porn-Clip' Website instantly appeared before
me as my homepage.  It directed me instantely to my favourite sub-page
where I would shop and use the little money I had left in my account to pay
my favourite mistress.

   A couple of months ago; before I got my job; my masturbation had been so
excessive and apparently loud that Mum and Miss Bunda had a long talking
session with me after school and instructed me to not masturbate without
permission.  I tried to argue; but they laid a bunch of their moral logic
and guilt trips; like saying that I should show restraint, that it will be
good for me and that my constant zombie noises are creeping my mother out.
I sighed and relented; agreeing to only masturbate once a week and only
when I ask permission.

   It was also extra humiliating that I had to ask permission to use the
toilet as well; because it was such a easy place to wank on the sly. 
Having all this pent up sexual frustration made each orgasmic experience a
very powerful one.  Much better than the multiple little orgasms I was
making myself have multiple times a day.  In a way it was a good thing; but
by the time I was ready to have my 'private time'; my cock was rock hard;
red and aching for attention.

   I looked at the top of the browser displaying the name of the online
store that was a sub page on my favourite Clip-Site.  The name of the
clip-store was 'Mommy Penny's Humiliation Games'.  I smiled wide eyed; like
a creepy hungry zombie as I scrolled down the page to see the latest clip
that was suppose to be posted this very day.  My eyes widened and I drooled
in excited anticipation as I saw that the newest clip was posted and it
only cost $9.99USD.  I had just enough money to purchase and download it.
The clip was called 'Wank for the Mommy who hates you.' I made a joyful
squeal like I was little kid on Christmas.

   My hands were always shaky as I would type my name, address and credit
card details onto the website to purchase my desired clip from the online
store.  These last couple of months had been so humiliating in a very
powerful way.  I had to be very careful when I had my masturbation time. 
Mum and Ryan didn't know I was purchasing these video-clips in particular
with the little spare cash I had left.

   It didn't take too long to download.  I double clicked on the movie-clip
file in my downloads-folder.  A box appeared at the corner of the screen
and extended into a bigger box with a image of the most beautiful woman in
the world; my mother.  She looked so delightfully slutty.  Her blonde hair
flowing gracefully down to the middle of her neck; wearing nothing except
black lingerie.  The curves of her ass looked so comforting and tempting.
Her breasts extended and expanded even more than I ever realised.  But what
turned me on most of all were here piercing eyes full of resentment and
disgust behind fluttering eye lashes and a smile so evil it was making my
cock almost cum in agony.

   My tongue wagged as I double clicked on the video; making it go
full-screen on my monitor.  Mum thought she was doing these things behind
my back.  She didn't know that I was watching these video's of her.  When I
found out I was both horrified and excited.  Little Ryan's cheeky influence
must of convinced her and brung out her slutty side.  What was happening
was a dream come true.  In these last couple of months my mum had become a
'Fetish Pornstar' that does private point-of-view fetish clips for
perverted 'sons'.  The only catch was she never anticipated that I; her
real son; was watching those clips and was one of her most dedicated
customers; buying a clip every week along side other perverted guys who
worshiped her almost as much as me.  Ironically enough; those large number
of perverts would be envious of me; with me living with her and all.

   "Hello loser," my Mum said in such condescending way through the screen,
"Do you wan't Mommy to mindfuck you some more?"

   "YES MUMMY!" I said with my eyes as wide a saucers and drool running
down my chin.

   Little did my Mum know that this was a custom made roleplay that I asked
as a request from her anonymously.

   "Well Scott," Mum said to me through the screen in a blank matter of
fact tone with wide sadistic eyes, "for this half-hour session I'm going to
talk to you about your pathetic life and how much of a disapointing freak
you are to me!  I'm going to talk about all your freaky fetishes that you
want me; your mummy; to fulfil for you.  But I never will because your an
ugly pimply faggot.  I'm going to talk about how much hotter and just
better at life all the boys in your school are than you.  I'm going to talk
about how you like all that; your sick; twisted and socially warped.  Who
the fuck likes their mummy telling them how much of a loser they are?  You!
Fucking YOU!  A fucking weird; warped; piece of shit that actually gets off
over this stuff!  YOU ARE A LOSER!"

   "...Y-e-es Moo-omy..." I said in a wide-eyed dream like daze; and ready
for the biggest mind fuck of my life.

   "OK LOSER!" Mum said as she sat up on her bed like a excited
cheerleader,"READY FOR A 'HISTORY OF YOUR LIFE'?  READY TO REALISE WHAT A
UGLY LOSER YOU ARE WHO NOBODY LOVES?  WEELL HEEERE WEEE GO!"
   To be continued..........