hi...it is a late afternoon, one weekend here in this time zone and i begin meditating deeply imagining what it would be like with you .... my breathing slows down....and the edge between the worlds becomes blurred....after an interminable amount of time the pictures inmy mind sharpen,,, my mind focuses and i become aware that i am walking slowly in a forest ,, unlike any inmy native land,,, i see a woman sitting in the distance and as i approach i realise that it is thewoman i have been corresponding with .... you , we sit facing each other, staring deeply into each others eyes,,,
not a word is spoken, but each seems aware of the others thoughts.... simultaneously our fingers reach out and the tips of our fingers touch,,, suspended in the space between us,,,yet our arms never tire,,, it is as though they are suspended is space supported by unseen spirits,,,,it is as though we ourselves are suspended in time ,,, ..........our breathing becomes as one practiced in unison,,, calm ,,,, deep and coming from the depths of our bowels ,,, it is like breathing from our toes to our heads as we become conscious of the life supporting oxygen...moving into and through our very cells .... after some time we become aware that we are completely naked,,, though neither of us appearsaroused at this stage.. you raise your self and sit facing me in my lap,,, your labia arranging themselves as though they had a life of their own , on either side of my flaccid ligna we continue staring into the depths of each others eyes and slowly, in tune with our breathing stroke each other on the outside of the arms ...... the kundalini energy begins to hum in the base of my spine and the tingling electricity flows up my spinelivening each chakra and finally buzzing through the top of my head...out the tips of my fingers.... slowly i massage each of your chakras,,, transferring and joining our energy until you too have the tingleflowing through you and it obviously joins in one circuit surrounding our bodies,,,, the wind blowing gently through the trees is no longer felt on our skins..... ..as the electricity has flowed through our bodies ,, so have the fluids begun to move and we both become awaresimultaneously of the hard ligna and the juicesflowing from you labia around it. almost as though floating you gently raise and lower your self ,,, once ..... so that now we are fully joined..... once again motionless we sit ,,, breathing in unison,,,aware of every pore in our skin,,,, especially where we touch......our thoughts,,, non existent,,,, our consciousnesstotally consumed by just the awareness of ourselves ,each other and our mutual existence .... the energy begins to move more rapidly ,,, internally... the slightest touch causing ravages of pleasureso strong as to almost verge on pain...as a result our stillness becomes intensified,,,,fearing movement will cause even more anguish.... in utter stillness deep within our beings begins the energy flow of life,,,, not this time some shortened plateau of pleasure,,some fierce and, over in an instant, orgasm or ejaculation .... ….no……not this time each time such an event appears imminent,,, a deep breath reaching into our beings draws the energy from further down until we seem rooted in the earth,, bound to the sky ,, wrapped in the wind ..caressed and protected by the trees... eventually wave after wave pass through us ,, as we become aware more of our existence and eventually the waves merge into a tsunami of pleasure ...and we are totally bathed in each others juices,,,, the smell of which neither of us have ever experienced.. as we slowly unwind ,,,there is a tapping on our shoulders and we turn and view a striking man,,, someone who seems undeniably well known to both of us...as if to answer our unspoken question he speaks,,, the first words of the experience either of us haveheard...valerie .... i am you guardian angel,,,,, i am always with you ..... at that he takes us with in his arms and surrounds us with his arms as he places himself behind you.... as we both become aware of his aroused state...he slowly slides himself in through your butt as i become aware of his presence through the thin membraneseparating our respective rock hard members.... a brief intrusion of reality asks itself in my mind.. how can this occur? and we both realise that we are suspended above the ground... … floating ... again the spaceless ness .. timelessness take hold andwe float again in a sea of pleasure,,, the only movement occurring when the angel changes place and enters me again the electricity flows but this time more intenselyas our positive and negative poles .... our yin and yanour black and white... our timelessness and our awareness of passing time ,,, all theses opposites become stronger for being watched by our angel,, it is as though he is the 'earth' the grounding forcereinforcing,intensifying the experience for both of us.... slowly i become aware of my surroundings... slowly the familiar appears ....slowly the chill of the late afternoon washes throughme i look around me ... not waking ,,, this has not been a dream... if you dream you must awaken,,, rather the edge between the worlds slides away.. the doorway to that other experience slowly closes..i wipe my naked body ,, not of my own scent but of that of yours and your angel,,,, until we meet again in this earth or some otherworlds compassion and love .... you too will find what the universe is bringing youfor fun and education of your soul metabahavna
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