Sexual Dreamin' This journal is from Madeline's growing collection of journals at Madeline's YesRoom (http://www.yesroom.com). In addition to more journals, you can find erotic stories and softcore site reviews at Madeline's YesRoom. Enjoy! ********************** Sexual Dreamin' by Madeline 13 September 2000 This journal may be reposted to usenet and the web under the following conditions: (1) No fee is charged to view the journal, (2) a link to Madeline's YesRoom (http://www.yesroom.com) is included, (3) Madeline is e-mailed at madeline@yesroom.com informing her of the repost, and (4) the text is not altered, including this copyright notice. Thanks! -- Madeline ********************** This morning, I woke up thinking about sex. I had a dream in which my husband and I had just returned from a trip. After some time spent in bed together, he went downstairs to finish up some chores. I was lying in bed, totally exhausted, barely able to stay awake. But I was also completely aroused, unable to fall asleep until he satisfied me. I could hear him doing dishes. I could hear him clanking the silverware in the dishwasher. I did not know when he would come upstairs. I was in an exhausted sexual agony, just wishing that he could somehow know how much I needed him to come to bed. Then I woke up, deliciously aroused, wishing that he could come home from work to satisfy me. I have always enjoyed my sexual dreams. In them, I usually hit an amazing high of sexual arousal. I even have orgasm-equivalents, although they don't feel much like my waking orgasms. They are insanely intense, but without the particular physical sensations of a real orgasm. When I first started having such sexual dreams in college, I used to try to wake myself up, so that I could actually masturbate myself to a real orgasm. But I quickly discovered that, although my brain was very awake with sexual activity, my body was still sound asleep. As a result, the sensations I experienced in actual masturbation paled in comparison to the sensations in my dream. My brain, knowing that I had a compulsion to wake up and masturbate and knowing that it would be disappointing, worked out a rather nice compromise: I would dream that I had woken up and was masturbating. That way, I got all the glorious, dream-like sensations and eliminated the desire to wake up. It was really quite ingenious. (Thanks, brain!) I have noticed that the frequency of my sexual dreaming has increased dramatically since I started actively working on YesRoom again. I guess that reading erotic stories, writing sexual journals, and perusing sites to review on a regular basis has an effect on me! A few nights ago, everything in my dream was a dildo of one form or another. I kept trying them out in a state of mad sexual frenzy. I woke up thinking that I needed to buy myself some new sexual toys, particularly a vibrator. (Mine got chucked a while ago as it was falling apart.) That thought hasn't left me. (If anyone has a recommendation of what to get or where online to buy it, please e-mail me at madeline@yesroom.com.) My sexual dreams often mean that I am most aroused in the mornings, long after my husband has left for work. I would like to find a way to channel that sexual desire and energy into a time when we can make love. Perhaps he needs a job where he can work a somewhat later shift, like 2pm - 10pm. Because, at the moment, I'm neither very awake nor very aroused at 5:30am. But at 8am, particularly after a dream like last night's, I am a melting puddle of sexual desire, happy for any attention he might see fit to bestow upon me. So dear, want to find a new job? -- Madeline ********************** Madeline madeline@yesroom.com Madeline's YesRoom http://www.yesroom.com Madeline's YesRoom offers high-quality erotic stories, Madeline's journals, softcore site reviews, erotic penpals, and chat. Updated daily!